#RS: im fucking older than you

[acoraxia]

Red Son is actually such a cool character when you separate him from shipping.

He’s not angry and hot-tempered, actually, he’s just very dramatic and has a constant flare for making things more.. extravagant than they need to be. He’s actually more dramatic than Macaque is with the way he presents his inventions and his own person.

He rarely gets mad. Mostly annoyed but never down right mad at either Xiaotian or Xiaojiao.

He also seems to lack social interaction and doesn’t understand a lot of social cues? At least, from what I can remember he’s thrown off by how friendly Xiaojiao and Xiaotian are and almost seemed overwhelmed by it.

Cannot really tell if he enjoys hanging out with them in small doses or if he would prefer spending time alone. Because when he does “hang out” with them it’s not up to him — they’re always saving the world from a bone spirit or healing people from spider poison. And he wasn’t even there for the final Azure fight so he wasn’t really needed for that. He just happened to show up at the beach ending scenes but he seems the happiest when he’s with his parents or alone? It’s weird

He’s not as social as the other two and frankly sometimes it just feels like he’s watching over them to make sure they don’t die or something

But he is so cool

[shokoppipan]

Miya Osamu | Headcannons | Relationship

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ᝰ.ᐟ osamu x gn!reader

ᝰ.ᐟ sfw <33

ᝰ.ᐟ First headcannons so ples dont roast me :b

ᝰ.ᐟ Which Haikyuu character do you wanna see next? Comment down below! ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧

Miya Osamu Headcannons ── .✦

꩜ He’s a good cook (obviously), helps Moma Miya in cooking, he can also bake but not as good

꩜ Gets his cooking ideas from YT videos or something he tried from scrops on a whim

꩜ He’s a deep sleeper, stays up late often, but wakes up early

꩜ Unlike Atsumu, he rarely gets sick, and Osamu takes care of his brother when he has like a cold

꩜ He’s the type of guy to have a short temper, but is not really noticed with his cool demeanor

꩜ As seen of fights with him and Atsumu, he he gets more physical than verbal (abuse) and is hell lot stronger than Atsumu (I stand with that yes, look at how he FUCKED UP Atsumu in their last fight)

꩜ I personally think that him going on a different path than Atsumu is fully supported by their mother, but she did ask him something like “Are you sure?”, since she knows that it also means it will seperate the two, not like she dislikes of the idea of him choosing a different career

꩜ Usually the one following with his brothers antics

꩜ He probs said/says more cuss words than Atsumu

꩜ He probably fell when he was on the top bunk of their bed thats why he now sleeps on the lower bunk

꩜ He’s more of a dog person (He probs like a Husky, Labrador or Samoyed)

꩜ Bro is a SNITCH I tell you, even if he was the one at fault he blames it on Atsumu

꩜ He has a long attention span bro can just sit there and think about food

꩜ Bro is someone who just keeps his feelings to himself because he does not know how to express himself, but pretty sure Atsumu knows when sumthins wrong with his twin

꩜ Listens to Atsumu yap about stuff.

꩜ He has a tad bit inferiority complex due to the fact that he’s always compared to Atsumu

꩜ When they have arguments, he’s the one to initiate first cause Atsumu being the baby he is (even tho he’s older) doesn’t budge, so Osamu lets it cool down a bit and after a while hands something he cooked to his bro then they dont take abt it anymore

꩜ Bro is one to give BOMBASTIC SIDE EYE whenever he hears fangirl comments or whenever someone trashtalks Atsumu (he’s the only one who can)

꩜ Bro only ever goes to the internet to watch cooking shows or Gordon Ramsay

꩜ He doesn’t like the idea of being swarmed over by people (ESPECIALLY FANGIRLS)

꩜ Bro is Arctic Monkeys, Chase Atlantic and The Weekend coded, he probs listens with Suna since they have the same music taste

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RELATIONSHIP Headcannons ── .✦

꩜ Lets start of with his type:

- Ill say this now and I will stand for it, it doesnt matter what body type his s/o have. He loves you for you. But I’m pretty sure he loves someone who’s chubby. I mean just sayin ╮(︶▽︶)╭

- He loves someone who’s also a food lover. Someone who doesnt get embarass on what they eats

- He likes someone who’s more initiative than him, like someone who just randomly pulls him and does spontaneous activities like cooking, baking, hiking, whatever

- I bet he likes someone with a talkative or more extroverted attitude than him.

- Extra points for someone who KNOWS how to cook and can make good dishes

- Someone who’s simple and who knows how to appreciate simple things

꩜ This man? LOVER BOY. No questions

꩜ Probably just had one to none relationship cause he believes that when you date, it automatically leads to getting married in the future

꩜ Is one to watch romantic movies just to learn how to woo a girl (me Im that girl)

꩜ Osamu is the type of person to be very distant when someone tries to flirt with him thats NOT his s/o (like girl get yo ass outta my face) and does his disgusted look

꩜ I personally think he has trust issues because the first rs he had or probably the first person he liked only wanted to date him only to get close to his brother :(

꩜ Bro KNOWS how to sing, like he has this low tone husky voice, and whenever you’re sleepy he hums as he pats your shoulder lightly, or whenever he’s in the kitchen cooking

꩜ Bro is a WHOLE GREEN FOREST trust me like he’s very observant to the little things about you, he would even know you’re favorite flower first before he gives you a boquet

꩜ Love language is quality time or acts of service, sometimes gift giving and physical touch, bro believes action speaks louder than words

꩜ He’s not one to be very good with words, but when it comes to it, he gives you very comforting patts and hugs, his hands drawing circles on your back n stuff

꩜ He might not be academically smart but his emotional intelligence is like high HIGH

꩜ BACK. HUGS. IN. THE. KITCHEN.

꩜ Pet names either “Baby” or “Darlin” sometimes he calls you “Honey”

꩜ Holds your hand everytime he has the chance to

꩜ This man (timeskip) always has you on his passanger seat and grabs your thighs when he he’s focused on driving

꩜ I just know this guy brags you off to Atsumu and annoying him about it

꩜ He takes you out on a date to like shop or sumthin, but trust me, in special occasions like on your anniversary, he wont treat you out, rather he has like a whole resto at home and all your favorite dishes are served there with candles and shi

꩜ Grocery dates? Coffen dates? YES. ITS A MUST.

꩜ Bro can’t keep his hands to himself and almost always touches you everytime he has that change, and he’s so smug about it HELP

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[tryhardgwen]

rs archive 03/12/2024:

I'm interested to know what your writing process is like! I know you have several wips right now (and I'm so excited to get to read them hopefully in the future) so how do you choose what to work on? Do you just write on the wip depending on your mood for the day? or do you stick to one until you finish it and then move on to the next one? Do you also do outlines or just go in with feelings?

I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS QUESTION SINCE I MADE MY RETROSPRING ANON I QUITE LITERALLY LOVE YOU (yes... i am an attention whore and narcissist that likes talking about myself i am so sorry) but . um. sorry i get excited. i just like chatting and discussing things 🥹🥹

so one thing about me is i TRY to choose what to work on and make lists but i ultimately fail. i don't control shit. you will see my tweet about wip lists on twt "i will finish gumakeria aml spinoff for valentines day" no im fucking not. "ok i work on this in march, this during summer..." no i absolutely wont. im not listening to a thing. i just work on whatever im inspired by atm. its all very messy and uncoordinated. i have wips from last year i haven't finished, yet i have a published fic that i thought of and completed in two weeks (??). make it make sense. some of my older wips need to be let out of the dungeon i nEED to work on them. SOME OF THEM DONT EVEN MAKE SENSE TO BE RELEASED ANYMORE BECAUSE ITS LIKE TIME-RELATED AND my own self ruined that. like i have 2023 summer fics in the works. i could've written and released them during worlds?? but no i worked on aml instead. by the time i release those time-relevant fics its going to be so long ago. will anyone care about them? should i even write them at this point? i don't know. :| why am i a mess. my mind is literally a mess. why do i do this to myself.

so yeah, i just choose to work on based on vibes/how i feel which leads to a lot of fics in the dungeon. i will eventually get re-inspired and finish those, but who knows how long that's going to take. i do work on one wip at a time pretty much, but not necessarily until i finish it. oftentimes ill choose an idea and finish it then move onto the next one, but like i said, sometimes i will abandon said wip to go work on and finish another. i have like 10k of a camp half blood au rotting in the dungeon. also 8k of this piltover au gumaoner ive been trying to finish since may of last year. longfics also fuck up my schedule a bit because of how... long they are. i usually work on them consistently for quite a while and work on other smaller fics in the meantime. i think i started the hunger games au in may of 2023? im not even close to done because i kinda jotted down the starting ideas, didn't touch it until november (so, after i finished writing "all my love"), and then like didnt touch it all of worlds bc i was pissed off at it. then i picked it up again in 2024 (rewriting all 50k i had written previously) and that's what im working on in the background rn. "background" as in i will put it aside if i have a shorter fic idea to work on and quickly publish. like i abandoned it for 2 weeks to work on the kindred showmaker&chovy fic. you see what i mean?

all my wips typically start with an idea and one or two lines of dialogue. ("imagine being loved by me" started with the two lines "where do i belong / with me, of course.") or i'll listen to music to get an idea which the lines/scene then spawn from, or i see some picture of some proplayer (keria with "don't blame me") ill jot them on a google doc or a discord server, and then when im inspired ill expand on it, and eventually finish it! a lot of my scene ideas happen in my head before writing. sometimes ill think whole scenes through in my head, including dialogue and actions, before putting it to paper (or, document on the computer i guess). other times it just comes as i write. sometimes i write fics in one sitting ("homemade dynamite") but most of the time its longer than that, whether it be a week or like, months lol.

as for outlines, i do not use outlines. barely, anyway. honestly, outlines would probably help me a lot! i used them twice i think (both recent fics, huh), once with "take a bite" because fluff is so fucking hard to write i needed help, and another time with "the mouth of the wolf, the eyes of the lamb" because i wrote the ending for that fic first and needed help filling it in. but yeah, generally no outlines. oftentimes i have a whole detail of the story in my head to begin with, or i just write and sees what comes out. again, i am not organized in the least. rip me.

i also... don't write chronologically as you might've been able to tell. i like bounce between wips and scenes. the very first scene of aml i wrote was actually the scene of wooje driving the mustang again for the first time in chapter one! typically, like i said, my wip ideas will start with a few scene, and only once i have those down will i write chronologically to link up the other scenes and complete the fic!

soo i hope that sort of like explained/gave you some insight on my very messy writing process (i have a very messy brain.) as a parting gift i will give you a wip list that i will definitely not follow. do not fucking trust me. 1. hunger games au. 2. worlds fakenut. 3. yeah why am i making a list im not going to follow it. BUT I WANT TO FINISH THE HUNGER GAMES AU SO BAD ITS TAKING SO LOOOOONG OH MY GOD. okay, anyway. i love you. thank you so much for asking 🥹🫶🫶!! i hope you have an amazing day <3

[rainyhuman]

MALEC Fic Recs II

more fics i’m in love with!!! most of these are magnus-centric bc thats what i like and all based on the show so :)) give them a try and let me know what you think!! 

first part

I'd do anything to have it (but you handed it for free) by @tothetrashwhereibelong - 18k words | date auctioning! | there’s a LOT in this fic and its alllll good | hurt/comfort | college au | friends to lovers!!!! | THIS IS EVERYTHING I LOVE IN A FIC (lêx thank you for this masterpiece <3)

We can go where we want to, a place where they will never find by Ambros - 1.2k words | alec has a bad day and magnus makes it better by just being there <3

How Do You Measure a Year? by rebel_ren - 135k words | neighbor au | human au | friends to lovers!!! | mutual pining bitches | slow burn

Just The Way You Look by everylosttouch - 1k words | canon - compliant | alec cooks and magnus helps | slow dancing <3 | soft boyfriends | this made me tear up akdjsk

Amicus Curiae by @clottedcreamfudge - 33k words | I LOVE THIS AUTHOR AND ALL THEIR AUS | law enforcement au | lawyer magnus and fbi agent alec | banter and shameless flirting and everything good

Chlorine, Love, and Other Chemicals by komhmagnus/ @banesapothecary - 81k words | friends to lovers | swimmer alec and lifeguard magnus | college au!!! | loved it so so so much | PINING BITCHES

broken by design by onalona - 7k words | canon divergent | magnus’ magic loss leads to him losing himself a little bit | emotional hurt/comfort | supportive and loving alec | mental health issues | best fucking fic of magnus' post magic loss depression!!

By the Light of Their Eyes by ch_errywrites - 477 words | post 2x10 | hurt magnus bane | supportive alec lightwood | emotional hurt/comfort | i haven’t seen many fics talking about how magnus would have felt finding out about so many downworlders dying wonder why

You Light Up My Whole Heart by aphroditeversus - 1k words | lazy morning | alec admiring and loving magnus first thing in the morning <3 | 

Aquaphobia by RootsArrow (SparklingDarkAngel) - 2.4k words | emotional hurt/comfort | magnus almost drowns and some revelations ensue 

just hold on (it won't be long) by gingergenowner - 1k words | post edom angst | canon compliant | ik this was written probably about the 3a promo that came out but im going to pretend its post 3x21 bc it fits too well not to

so much more inside me now by gingergenowner - 873 words | post 3x02 | canon compliant | hurt/comfort | alec asks magnus what his mother was like |  alec taking care of magnus <3 my jam <3

the ends of it by @kashew-arts - 1.9k words | canon and a lil beyond in magnus’ pov | emotional hurt/comfort 

the avalanche by @villiageidiot - 16k words | alec’s evolution from emotions are nothing but a distraction to let's get engaged while the world literally burns to the ground | alec lightwood centric | this author's alec characterisation is AMAZING and i love it so much

All Love's Loving Parts by forgetmequite - 16k words | five gifts Alec gave Magnus, five gifts Magnus gave Alec + one time they both gave each other something | author, if you see this, i'm in love with you - your writing is beautiful and i cried 3 times during the course of this heartwarming fanfic

You've Got a Secret, I Guess (Older Than You Look) by aktura - 2.9k words | S O M F T husbands | alec does the math to find out magnus’ age | there’s the banter we love and adore

All These Stumbles and Falls (They Led Straight to Your Arms) by aktura - 907 words | insecure magnus bane | magnus has abandonment issues | edom angst | yeah, just a casual masterpiece

First of a Thousand by CarpeDiemForLife - 1.5k words | best 1x13 'how did they get captured' fic

All Aboard (The Love Train) by coziness - 15k words | human au | trains <333 | amazing showstopping spectacular never the same never done before,,, yes... its just a concept I've never heard of done really well with these two idiots who fell in love so fast sdjnds (as they should)

Miscommunication by @tothetrashwhereibelong - 1.9k words | ragnor comes to the malec wedding!!! | angst and fluff ensues | hurt magnus | protective alec | this is canon!!! this was such a good combination of sad but happy!!

I Put a Spell on You (and Now You’re Mine) by @missyousofar - 11k words | vampire alec and witch magnus <33 | alec falls in love with the witch next door

ok so the last BUT DEFINITELY NOT LEAST fic is not a malec fic but its so good i had to include it

negative space by @tothetrashwhereibelong - 3.4k words | magnus & raphael <333 | amazing amazing amazing magnus and raphael rs dynamic | hurt/comfort | raphael tells magnus he’s asexual

[galaxae]

3, 7 and 18 for as many as you can answer; btw do you still have an ocs page? like with introductions and all that

wow this took forever oops!

tysm for the ask!! i’ve been meaning to make a carrd or something with oc intros, but i have so goddamn many ocs and so little time now that i’m in college and all that. and i have the code saved from my old pages before i remade, but those are kind of outdated and incomplete

that being said i’m probably gonna end up making that carrd regardless of how busy i am cause special interest indulgence and all that, so i’ll post about it when i do

anyway! i’m putting the actual oc answers under a readmore because i’m gonna try to do all the ocs i listed and it’ll be kinda long lol

3. What does your oc’s voice sound like? (Or, if you have one, what’s their voiceclaim?) Can they sing, whistle, or roll their rs? Do they have any speech impediments or notable dialects/accents?

how does one even describe voices... ok here goes

avani: she’s my character for a ttrpg campaign, so her voice sounds basically like mine (which might not help much cause you don’t know how i talk lol), but when i’m talking as her i pitch my voice up a bit and make it a bit more nasally. she’s not much of a singer, nor can she whistle, but she can roll her r’s pretty well. also, since she’s autistic and hard of hearing, her tone of voice often comes off the "wrong” way

farhan: he’s another ttrpg character i play lol, or at least he will be next semester, so his voice is again kind of like mine. but when i talk as him i pitch my voice down and it’s a bit hoarse. ig his voice would also be more “masculine” than mine but whatever. he can sing and whistle but has a pretty small vocal range (since he’s, like, 13 right now and will be 16 when i rp him next semester)

carter: i imagine his voice as low and on the quiet and raspy end, with a tiny bit of a lisp. he’s way too insecure to try to sing or even whistle or anything like that, though if he practiced at it he’d probably get pretty good

calira: she’s mute so n/a i guess. but she talks pretty formally in her dialect of elvish sign language, which is definitely unusual

sam: they have kind of a low voice that’s also raspy, but with quite a bit of pep and variation in their tone. they can even sing pretty well and they like to whistle constantly while working. that creates some kind of whiplash cause sam comes off as a typical edgy teen a lot of the time

jizoriel: high-pitched with lots of voice cracks, peak pretentious preteen/early teen jerkass. he can’t really sing or do anything similar, nor does he want to very much

victoria: so quiet and raspy that you can barely make out that it’s low and has a soothing and pleasant tone to it. she can sing well, or at least she could once upon a time

rowan: just! the happiest and most cheerful voice you can imagine! so much love behind how she talks! her voice fills up her whole head and the whole room!! and she whistles sometimes while she walks

ace: defies any masculine or feminine labels, smooth and cool in theory but they stutter quite a bit

charity: gruff but with a hint of cheer and clarity behind it that comes out when she’s startled. she loves to sing but can’t whistle and can’t roll her r’s either

jamal: i actually have a voiceclaim for him! it’s this (the voice that sings from 1:51 to 1:58)

kimberly: her voice is a bit high and a bit... idk how to say it exactly... i guess shrill would be the word?

fabián: his voice seems higher-pitched than it actually is cause he talks higher when he’s anxious, and he’s always anxious. it’s a bit hard to describe his voice otherwise tbh. i can hear it in my head but i can’t quite put it to paper oops. oh yeah also he has a great singing voice but never uses it sooo

7. What song reminds you of this oc? Does this match up with the type of music your oc likes to listen to?

this question opens up a wormhole cause i have playlists for many of these guys but instead i’ll just provide one (1) song for each and vaguely describe their music taste, how does that sound

avani: honestly “mr. capgras encounters a secondhand vanity” by will wood is a “her” song to me. her music taste leans a lot more toward older music though (like some classics from the 70s and 80s and such)

farhan: he’s still very new so i haven’t really found a song for him yet. but i know he absolutely loves peppy and energetic pop music and also sappy gay love songs

carter: (slaps my hand away when i try to type another will wood song) “fantasy island” by the shins always launches me into daydreams about him. which kinda roughly aligns with his music taste, he listens to a lot of those “mainstream indie” artists. he’d also listen to will wood because he’s gay and mentally ill <3

calira: one of my favorite songs on her playlist is “maximillian von spee” by dirt poor robins. but the music she listens to is basically all invigorating church-loving stuff with medieval-era instruments lmao

sam: “sometimes” by nick lutsko is an absolute bop and very much a sam song. sam actually doesn’t go out of their way to listen to music though, but when they do they listen to either the most soothing and relaxing stuff or to the angriest metal emo music. no in between

jizoriel: i’ll go the less emo angle here and say a song that reminds me of him is “upside down” by jack johnson. jizoriel’s music taste is like. old choir music and shit plus incomprehensible magical music that doesn’t even sound like music. if he was from earth he’d like my chemical romance

victoria and rowan: i’m grouping these two together here because a song that reminds me very strongly of both of them/their relationship is “human” by dodie. which actually fits very well into both of their music tastes!

ace: again, going the less edgy angle here, “auntie earth” by walter mitty and his makeshift orchestra. but ace mostly listens to uh, classical flute music and flute covers

charity: absolutely “dance and cry” by mother mother, that’s pretty much her theme song. it’s among her favorite songs in canon too

jamal: “tire swing” by los elk, since his arc is about letting go of childhood and all that jazz. he’s more inclined to listen to fun. and other pop artists and rappers and such. he likes janelle monae

kimberly: “best tears” by the happy fits for sure. in terms of her music taste though, her taste is pretty similar to jamal’s. they bond over being janelle monae fans

fabián: by god does “heal” by so much light fit him. his taste is that he rotates through three (3) specific obscure indie artists lmao, so theoretically i guess that specific song is included in there

18. How does your oc see themself? How does this compare to the way other ocs see them?

i am gonna do my best to keep these short cause this is a loaded question for all of them hoo boy

avani: how she sees herself: honestly the worst person alive. unless she spends every moment of her time trying to make up for what she’s done, she’s worthless, and she doesn’t deserve to love herself in any capacity how others see her: her brother (farhan) really looks up to her! most of the time. the superhero team she’s on (other people’s ocs) all think she’s generally smart and capable enough, and her boyfriend in particular thinks she’s incredible

farhan: how he sees himself: as of right now? a misunderstood emo middle schooler who’s still kind of cool i guess how others see him: his sister (avani) thinks he’s quite an impressive and charismatic young man

carter:  how he sees himself: 1/10 awkward and annoying how others see him: carter reminds calira too much of her old self, so she love-hates him. sam thinks he’s weak and cowardly but admires his kindness. and jizoriel clings to him as a caring father figure and loves carter’s passion for natural studies

calira: how she sees herself: it goes back and forth between “i’m the greatest chosen one ever im such a strong warrior” and “wow i’m literal trash why did the gods pick me for this” how others see her: carter is a bit intimidated by her but appreciates her attempts to vibe with him, sam thinks she’s an annoying pretentious self-important bitch (but their opinion softens over time), and jizoriel sees right through her facade and feels comfortable around her because of it

sam:  how they see themself: evil and in need of redemption, kind of similar to avani ig but with 10x more confidence in their skills and also much more violent how others see them: carter knows theyre doing their best even if theyre kind of an asshole, calira is a fan of their strength and determination, and jizoriel Hates Their Guts (at first) because they baby him too much

jizoriel: how he sees himself: a fucking fraud of a prince. all he has going for him is his abilities as a mage, but even then those are shaky how others see him: carter knows he’s very insecure and wants to comfort him, calira admires his magical prowess and noble air, and sam thinks he’s a snarky little pretentious douchebag but also he reminds them of their late brother and they want to protect him at all costs

victoria: how she sees herself: basically dead. only good for interacting with ghosts. not worthy of the human world or of friendship how others see her: she reminds rowan of her old self. rowan sees a glimmer of love and hope in her and wants to bring it out

rowan: how she sees herself: a fucking mess but she’s trying her best and that’s what counts! how others see her: victoria very much appreciates her cheerful air even if she doesn’t act like it

ace: how they see themself: way too weird to be human, way too weak not to be. their self-image changes constantly. theyre very confused about everything please help how others see them: charity is literally dating them lol she thinks theyre the cutest person alive, jamal appreciates how hard they try as a friend, kimberly thinks theyre an alien invader whom she can study and use to get further in life, and fabián knows more about ace than anyone else and loves them for it

charity: how she sees herself: a Teenager who’s struggling. she desperately wants to be young without the burden of her trauma but whether she thinks of herself as emo and sad and angry or not depends a lot on her mood how others see her: ace adores everything about her, jamal loves how cool and fun and sociable she can be, kimberly is annoyed with her rebelliousness, and fabián worries very much for her well-being and can’t shake the image of her as helpless (oops that’s gonna cause some drama)

jamal: how he sees himself: just a chill guy trying to get by. unremarkable. how others see him: ace is grateful for how forgiving he can be but is still terrified of him being angry over [spoilers], charity loves how sociable and fun he is and how protective he can be of his friends, kimberly secretly envies his carefree nature, and fabián sees him as a solid acquaintance to whom he did not give a good first impression

kimberly: how she sees herself: not good! if she can’t grow up fast and do science well then she’s useless how others see her: ace wants to be friends with her but doesn’t know how to do that, charity is annoyed by her rule-bound-ness, jamal thinks she’s cool but should unwind a little, and fabián resents her at first but would still like to play chess with her sometime

fabián: how he sees himself: he has a moral responsibility to help people Or Else. way too anxious and stuck up but he doesn’t know how to change that how others see him: ace fuckin Loves this guy, charity loves him too but she gets pissed when he tries to help her with anything, jamal genuinely thinks he’s a great guy and wants to get to know him better, and kimberly is actually impressed by him and envies his apparent confidence and charisma

ok ok that’s it i promise. sorry this is so long and tysm for reading if you made it this far!! feel free to ask more oc questions literally whenever, that goes for anyone reading this <3

[chimcharstar]

1-100 TELL ME ALL

Get To Know Me Uncomfortably Well

1. What is you middle name?

Jesse

2. How old are you?

22

3. When is your birthday?

dec 9

4. What is your zodiac sign?

sagittarius

5. What is your favorite color?

purples

6. What’s your lucky number?

9

7. Do you have any pets?

no

8. Where are you from?

bc canada. my great grandparents are from russia

9. How tall are you?

5 something

10. What shoe size are you?

7?

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?

3 that i actually use

12. What was your last dream about?

i dont remember my most recent one but i had a banger of a dream i described in another post

13. What talents do you have?

i think expressing myself, or music, i have some talent that needs discipline

14. Are you psychic in any way?

well i am a spiritual person, in a way. and growing up in a toxic drama filled family, i have Developed the Skill of guessing how people are feeling and what they are gonna do. and i analyze dreams. so not psychic but i am really interested and intuitive whats goin on in there

15. Favorite song?

for some reason https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oilVq8-F4_Q colours by roosevelt ive been obsessed with lately i just loop that shit. loop loop loop. blaringit into my ears and speedwalking down thestreet. the beat.!!!! i feel like I  took all the colours

16. Favorite movie?

spiderverse. i really enjoyed always be my maybe.

17. Who would be your ideal partner?

someone who doesnt make me feel like im Too Much

18. Do you want children?

not RIGHT NOW

19. Do you want a church wedding?

i have no idea actually. id want a special wedding definitely.

20. Are you religious?

yes, i honestly feel like i just come like this, i dont go by any books and i dont want to be associated with christians. if i be too religious i start getting the Bad Feelings

21. Have you ever been to the hospital?

yes visiting sick relatives. and one in a psyche ward.

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?

i got a parking ticket

23. Have you ever met any celebrities?

no. maybe i did and i had no idea who they were because id never heard of them

24. Baths or showers?

showers.

25. What color socks are you wearing?

alien socks that are green and black

26. Have you ever been famous?

no. what does that even mean !!!!

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?

yes because money but noooooo. its hard when one person definitely doesnt like me. if im famous some people just wont like me and theres going to be more of them

28. What type of music do you like?

stuff with electric guitars in it. funk. bops. i cant get enough lately

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?

no

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?

one. and sometimes NONE. i dont fucking know why its just more comfortable. id lie down on a floor and pass out

31. What position do you usually sleep in?

i usually cant fall asleep unless im on my face with my arms tucked under me for warmpth and general log shape. after that though its chaos. dreamin

32. How big is your house?

BIG!!!!!! so many rooms. so many people. 

33. What do you typically have for breakfast?

on a Functional day, cereal. not because its my favourite thing but it doesnt require a lot of attention and its easiest to tolerate. my appetite is just. like this

34. Have you ever fired a gun?

HELL no.

35. Have you ever tried archery?

in my child days i shot my hair elastics around and pretended i was fighting aliens. this is definitely archery.

36. Favorite clean word?

i dont really think about words like that. pizza is a nice word.

37. Favorite swear word?

bitch. its really fun to say.

38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?

not all that long. if i was up the entire night i am usually sleeping in midday no matter where i am. ive disappointed many teachers. its called not caring.

39. Do you have any scars?

yes, but theres no dramatic stories to them, just me not leaving scratches and bites alone as a kid. they look kind of cool though. and theyre so mysterious. youd think id have scars from self harm but no.

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?

i believe so...

41. Are you a good liar?

yes, when i am 100% like morally committed to lying.

42. Are you a good judge of character?

NO. my thought process is: its rude to assume someone is going to behave badly, and they will be offended and have hurt feelings if you anticipate that. i have to like. treat everyone with exactly the same respect unless theyre a dick. otherwise its being judgmental. and it ends up as naïveté. but im okay with that . the price of being a good person

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?

i could do a british one once i guess LOL and it looks like now ive Absorbed a mexican accent but i never really try to talk in other accents

44. Do you have a strong accent?

i dont know how to answer this

45. What is your favorite accent?

idk i like new things i havent heard before. and thinking about how other languages work. theres a lot of different accents at my work and i honestly enjoy listening to them

46. What is your personality type?

that.... INFJ. see. psychic

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?

one of the gay jackets

48. Can you curl your tongue?

dont think so

49. Are you an innie or an outie?

innie

50. Left or right handed?

left

51. Are you scared of spiders?

depends. i had these big house spiders in my dungeon at my parents house, and id just be “hi” and set them free. but if i see one where im not expecting it i might yell a lot and tell everyone and run around and then set it free

52. Favorite food?

tacos from my old work. i was indeed. screaming, lost in the sauce. i waited until i was away from the restaurant because i knew all my dignity would vanish

53. Favorite foreign food?

idk... i need to eat more curry. i need more curryin my life. bring it on.

54. Are you a clean or messy person?

clean

55. Most used phrased?

“this slaps” i feel like ive been saying that a lot

56. Most used word?

I

57. How long does it take for you to get ready?

a whole entire fucking hour (when i wake up) otherwise 5min

58. Do you have much of an ego?

i do, but i hide it. 

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?

chomp chomp. i am not a patient man.

60. Do you talk to yourself?

yes, when i know no ones around, or when im not worried about seeming like a crazy person at work

61. Do you sing to yourself?

nah

62. Are you a good singer?

no. i can sing and it sound okay.  nice even. but good??? like beautiful?????? no.

63. Biggest Fear?

someone dying, natural disaster, new illness

64. Are you a gossip?

maybe. i feel like i have the Tendencies and then im like “am i being a bad person right now”. i want to know the deets though.

65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?

i Simply Dont Have the Attention for Those

66. Do you like long or short hair?

BOTH . long hair is more fun to draw. short hair is hot

67. Can you name all 50 states of America?

fuck no. why would i. fuck off. i dont care about your states.

68. Favorite school subject?

ART ART AR T

69. Extrovert or Introvert?

introerverte

70. Have you ever been scuba diving?

no

71. What makes you nervous?

people who are not Definitely Cheerful

72. Are you scared of the dark?

no. unless i think about things to scare myself on purpose

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?

no unless they need to know. because im not a fucking ANIMAL

74. Are you ticklish?

depends. i can be not ticklish if im determined.

75. Have you ever started a rumor?

i dont think so... i started a rumor i was from mars

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?

maybe i was supposed to train some girls and then i probably didnt do a great job and they didnt listen. they say my job now is somewhat authority and im like...... ok...... 

77. Have you ever drank underage?

no

78. Have you ever done drugs?

no

79. Who was your first real crush?

someone whos OUTTA MY LIFE

80. How many piercings do you have?

two? i got them pierecd at claires lmao and i didnt get an infection because im  so salty. then i took them out because they were from claries

81. Can you roll your Rs?“

hell yes

82. How fast can you type?

so fucking fast. faster than my work finder helper. im fast im very fast

83. How fast can you run?

IM VERY FAST

84. What color is your hair?

orange

85. What color is your eyes?

green

86. What are you allergic to?

im still trying to figure that out. whatever it is gives me hives

87. Do you keep a journal?

yes. so i can get better at handwriting and just talking in general and hear what my voice sounds like. and to have a space away from other peoples needs and pressures

88. What do your parents do?

my mom is a stay at home mom and my dad shoots pop bottles into the sky

89. Do you like your age?

sure

90. What makes you angry?

everything. cabbage. i swore about cabbage for a long time the other day. i am just full of anger. 

91. Do you like your own name?

YES. i mean i chose it i better. honestly my first name ......... i feel self conscious about it sometimes. i think it was the only name for me though. it wasnt the ideal most wonderful namei could find because those didnt fit, it was MY name.

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?

im going to have two sons and im naming them brick and rusty.

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?

yeah, i want a boy a girl

94. What are you strengths?

my strengths doing all 100 questions, this is serious muscles

95. What are your weaknesses?

the exhaustion of jumping from one question to the next especially when they are vague. im not complaining this was my idea

96. How did you get your name?

i pfound it in the baby name book and i was lie  “hey yyy, i saw that name in black beauty, lets use it for my gay coded villain what the hell!”

97. Were your ancestors royalty?

no but i did have some ancestors who lives i a mansions andhad fucking SERVANTS. before you call me problematic my other part of family was like sewing things and not going to school 

98. Do you have any scars?

weve been over this. when im older im going to get a cool scar fighting a dragon

99. Color of your bedspread?

pink, white, blue

100. Color of your room?

white

[room4creation]

im just venting about my uni course... feel free to ignore

here’s the issue medicine is tew much content and also theres no like syllabus of what we need to know for exams except for what lecturers mention or older students tell u but its still like??? so confusing 

and im so ridicously behind like i only JUST made first module notes on anatomy and not even on the actual content itself i still have CVS anatomy, RS anatomy and GI anatomy to go over... still have content from IMMS, CVS, RS and GI to make notes or something (literally over 100 lectures probably LOLOL), histology im kinda ok on bc i have my notes for that <3 i think i still need to do one histology thing ... still have to do like two eygp things to do bc i just bullshitted my way thru those tutorials, i probs need to go over the ILA stuff but thats ok bc i have that stuff written up... and thats just in time for exams

i have an essay due in like a month and im not an essay person like... and i have a presentation due in like 3 weeks and its just WOW. and then two weeks later eygp tutorials and ILA tutorials start again... and we start a new module in like 2 or 3 weeks and its like i cant physically bring myself to study for more than like 2/3 hours a day so i just physically cant catch up or get on top of stuff in time for exams in june or whenever they are

life is such a flop i miss a levels so damn much when everything was clear and simple... not easy just SIMPLE.

and ok so i have all of that but i dont even know how to go about it like i didnt make notes in a levels but theres no fucking way i can just go thru powerpoints when it comes to exam time and idk how to do anatomy and idk whether to make my own flashcards so i actually engage w the content or just use other people’s ... do i bother making notes when i didnt during a level like will that even work for me as a revision method do i write notes out onto paper or is that mad time consuming... do i write it up on word doc but will i even re read it or engage with it at all... how do i go about remembering and udnerstanding thigns ... how will i study when it comes to exams with no resources... i literally dont know what to do.

i wish first year didnt count so i could just TRY and see what works for me but it counts so i need to do well :/ i actually do want to do well , i dont want to flop but at this point i probably will flop bc ... i am lost as hell. i dont know what to do. i dont know how to revise i dont have the work ethic either like... esp when im depressed like on a GOOD day i can do like 2/3 hours a day.. on a BAD day i dont do shit maybe half an hour if im LUCKY. like... idk man. im really probably gonna flop. and we literally ONLY have the end of yr exams... nothing else so i cant see how im doing until i flop :/ the worst part is i just dont know how to start like i dont know what to DOOOO idk how to even tackle this like... its like having this huge mess and you just dont know how to start at all like i dont even know i feel paralysed

im not cut out for uni i swear like

[banchoaniki]

all of them, all the numberd

1. What is you middle name?Wayne William (I have 2middle names)

2. How old are you?21, turning 22 next month

3. What is your birthday?November 23

4. What is your zodiac sign?Sagittarius 

5. What is your favorite color?Blue? Green? idk

6. What's your lucky number?623

7. Do you have any pets?5 cats and a tortoise

8. Where are you from?Seattle, originally

9. How tall are you?6′1

10. What shoe size are you?12

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?like 3

12. What was your last dream about?Can’t recall tbh

13. What talents do you have?I’m good at learning other languages and I’m moderately good at sports

14. Are you psychic in any way?Nope, I’m rock type

15. Favorite song?Ode to Joy by Beethoven or Beware by Death Grips

16. Favorite movie?A clockwork orange

17. Who would be your ideal partner?Nobody’s perfect

18. Do you want children?When I’m older, sure

19. Do you want a church wedding?yeah

20. Are you religious?moderately Catholic

21. Have you ever been to the hospital?I was there last friday. 5 stitches to the head.

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?Nope, I’m a law abiding citizen

23. Have you ever met any celebrities?I live in LA, so yeah, on more than one occasion 

24. Baths or showers?Showers for speed, Bath for comfort

25. What color socks are you wearing?None colored socks

26. Have you ever been famous?I was on the news like once

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?Eh, minor celebrity that doesn’t get a ton of attention 

28. What type of music do you like?Rock, Classical, some Hip-Hop

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?I think, but can’t recall

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?2

31. What position do you usually sleep in?holding a pillow and on my side.

32. How big is your house?Moderately big

33. What do you typically have for breakfast?cereal or eggs, or pancakes

34. Have you ever fired a gun?Yeah, been shooting since I was 6

35. Have you ever tried archery?yeah

36. Favorite clean word?ostensible 

37. Favorite swear word?fuck

38. What's the longest you've ever gone without sleep?48 hours

39. Do you have any scars?yes, all over, basically

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?If I have, I don’t know about it

41. Are you a good liar?I guess

42. Are you a good judge of character?Generally, yes

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?SO MANY

44. Do you have a strong accent?I don’t think so

45. What is your favorite accent?Russian

46. What is your personality type?ENTJ

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?$300 cashmere longcoat

48. Can you curl your tongue?ye

49. Are you an innie or an outie?innie

50. Left or right handed?Right for writing, left for shooting

51. Are you scared of spiders?nah

52. Favorite food?Steak

53. Favorite foreign food?curry

54. Are you a clean or messy person?in between

55. Most used phrased?god dammit

56. Most used word?idk dude

57. How long does it take for you to get ready?10 minutes tops

58. Do you have much of an ego?yeah a bit of one.

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?bite

60. Do you talk to yourself?yeah

61. Do you sing to yourself?yup

62. Are you a good singer?hahaha idk probably not

63. Biggest Fear?not doing anything meaningful with my life

64. Are you a gossip?No

65. Best dramatic movie you've seen?A clockwork orange

66. Do you like long or short hair?either or

67. Can you name all 50 states of America?i mean, i guess

68. Favorite school subject?language

69. Extrovert or Introvert?Extrovert

70. Have you ever been scuba diving?nope, just snorkeling

71. What makes you nervous?being late

72. Are you scared of the dark?nope

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?sometimes

74. Are you ticklish?yeah, a little

75. Have you ever started a rumor?no

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?sure

77. Have you ever drank underage?yeah

78. Have you ever done drugs?nah

79. Who was your first real crush?a girl in 7th to 8th grade

80. How many piercings do you have?none

81. Can you roll your Rs?"yeah

82. How fast can you type?at an ok rate

83. How fast can you run?fast short distance, slow long distance

84. What color is your hair?brown

85. What color is your eyes?green

86. What are you allergic to?nothing that im aware of

87. Do you keep a journal?sometimes

88. What do your parents do?land lord

89. Do you like your age?I can buy alcohol so sure

90. What makes you angry?what doesnt tbh

91. Do you like your own name?yeah its great

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?Cyrus for a guy, not sure yet for a girl

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?both

94. What are you strengths?Strength, language skills, beating games quickly

95. What are your weaknesses?math, art, beating games very slowly (persona 5 cough cough)

96. How did you get your name?I kicked when my mother was reading through a list of names, hence, Bruce.

97. Were your ancestors royalty?Nope, peasant as fuck. Then they got money in America.

98. Do you have any scars?Wasn’t this asked already? yeah

99. Color of your bedspread?blue

100. Color of your room?blue

[itssovaa]

EVERYTHING!!!

1. What is your middle/full name? Sophia Marie [gunshot]

2. How old are you? 19

3. What is your birthday? November 14th

4. What is your zodiac sign? Scorpio

5. What us your favorite color? Pastel pink, green and blue

6. What’s your lucky number? 14

7. Do you have any pets? 3 dogs, a goat and some fish

8. Where are you from? I’m a native Californian

9. How tall are you? 5'3-5'4

10. What shoe size are you? 7.5

11. How many shoes do you own? I have one pair that I use for everyday and work, and maybe 2 pairs of heels

12. What was your last dream about? Doing weed with my sister

13. What talents do you have? I’m good at repressing my emotions :)))

14. Are you psychic in any way? No!

15. Favorite song? I have too many

16. Favorite movie? Maleficent

17. Who would be your ideal partner? Someone who loves all of me

18. Do you want children? idk man i can barely take care of myself

19. Do you want a church wedding? eenehg

20. Are you religious? Not anymore

21. Have you ever been to the hospital? Not for myself

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? Arrested? No. Threatened to have the cops come get me? Yeah

23. Have you ever met any celebrities? If by celebrities you mean popular news anchors then yes.

24. Baths or showers? I ain’t got time for baths

25. What color socks are you wearing? Black

26. Have you ever been famous? I don’t think so?? 

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? I think the fuck NOT

28. What type of music do you like? Depends on my mood

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? No

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? One

31. What position do you usually sleep in? On my back now but I toss and turn a lot

32. How big is your house? 1 story 3 bedrooms

33. What do you typically have for breakfast? egg

34. Have you ever fired a gun? No

35. Have you ever tried archery? Yes

36. Favorite clean word? dude

37. Favorite swear word? fuck

38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep? I believe 24 hours, but once that was up i knocked out

39. Do you have any scars? Many from soccer, some from just being stupid

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? I don’t think so, no one likes me lol

41. Are you a good liar? :)

42. Are you a good judge of character? Yeah

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own? I don’t think so?

44. Do you have a strong accent? According to non-Americans yes

45. What is your favorite accent? British, it’s entertaining

46. What is your personality type? I totally didn’t just take a test and get Mediator (INFP-T)

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing? Probably one of my prom dresses from high school

48. Can you curl your tongue? Yes

49. Are you an innie or an outie? Innie

50. Left or right handed? Right

51. Are you scared of spiders? Depends on how big and poisonous

52. Favorite food? Chow mein

53. Favorite foreign food? ,,,,chow mein?

54. Are you a clean or messy person? Messy as fuck have you seen my life

55. Most used phrased? “In this house, [insert phrase]”

56. Most used word? !!!

57. How long does it take for you to get ready? for school about 5 minutes, for work i just fix my hair and whatever clothes i was wearing for the day and head out the door

58. Do you have much of an ego? I don’t think so

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? SCHLUURRP

60. Do you talk to yourself? sometimes

61. Do you sing to yourself? when im ALONE

62. Are you a good singer? NOPE

63. Biggest Fear? Abandonment maybe, dying, taxes

64. Are you a gossip? Hell yeah dude

65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen? idk

66. Do you like long or short hair? On me? Preferably as short as I can get it. On other people? I don’t care!

67. Can you name all 50 states of America? No

68. Favorite school subject? Really likes science

69. Extrovert or Introvert? Introvert

70. Have you ever been scuba diving? No

71. What makes you nervous? Everything!

72. Are you scared of the dark? Depends on the size of the room or if I’m outside

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? Spelling? Not all the time. Talking about rules or whatever? Yes

74. Are you ticklish? *leaps fence*

75. Have you ever started a rumor? I don’t think so?

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority? Yeah

77. Have you ever drank underage? Yes

78. Have you ever done drugs? ,,,,,No?

79. Who was your first real crush? I think it was in middle school, this guy named Ceasar

80. How many piercings do you have? None

81. Can you roll your Rs?“ Ever since I had braces welded into my mouth no, I can’t do it anymore

82. How fast can you type? Depends on if I’m in an argument or not

83. How fast can you run? I don’t run

84. What color is your hair? Brown

85. What color is your eyes? Brown

86. What are you allergic to? Mean people, nothign

87. Do you keep a journal? Only one for self destructive thoughts

88. What do your parents do? Hate me, lol. (Dad is carpenter, Mom is a Teacher’s aide for special needs children)

89. Do you like your age? Wish I was older

90. What makes you angry? People who are so manipulative they make others feel bad for them then drop them when they’ve had enough

91. Do you like your own name? Not really

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they? Only one and it’s Annabelle

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child? I don’t care

94. What are you strengths? I have none

95. What are your weaknesses? I have many

96. How did you get your name? I think a singer? Or actress? I don’t remember

97. Were your ancestors royalty? No

98. Color of your room? Light and dark purple

99. Color of your bedspread? A purple and white blanket

100. Make up your own question. Whomst loves me really???

[dallonweekest]

every odd number :P

HAHA jesussss alright

1. what is your middle name?

chu hviid (not second names!! middle names!!)

3. when is your birthday?

2nd of december 2000 :-)

5. what is your favourite colour?

light periwinkle or white

7. do you have any pets?

5 cats and a dog

9. how tall are you?

160cm/5′3

11. how many pairs of shoes do you own?

around 10? 15?

13. what talents do you have?

nothinggggg oh my god… does school count? im good at that

15. favourite song?

RIGHT now.. be the one by dua lipa? of all time… probably red or state of grace by taylor swift

17. who would be your ideal partner?

i dont know what this means exactly so idk how to answer it

19. do you want a church wedding?

nah im thinking a semi-outdoor wedding not involving a church

21. have you ever been to the hospital?

yes?

23. have you ever met any celebrities?

does caroline wozniacki count

25. what colour socks are you wearing?

none !

27. would you like to be a big celebrity?

noooope

29. have you ever been skinny dipping?

i think so.. but when i was reallyyy young in a lake so idk if that counts

31. what position do you usually sleep in?

on my right side hugging a pillow or on my back!!

33. what do you typically have for breakfast?

toast with a sliced banana or just plain toast :o

35. have you ever tried archery?

i think so, but again, when i was rly young

37. favourite swear word?

FUCK

39. do you have any scars?

i have a *questionable* slash on my forearm… but i got it by burning myself with a baking rack when i was making macarons (and a couple other burn marks)

41. are you a good liar?

when i want to be ;)

43. can you do any other accents other than your own?

HAHAHAHA NO im horrible at accents

45. what is your favourite accent?

received pronunciation (british) !! or scottish theyre so funny

47. what is your most expensive piece of clothing?

probably my topshop jeans

49. are you an innie or an outie?

innie

51. are you scared of spiders?

not really

53. favourite foreign food?

italian or japanese or mexican

55. most used phrase?

“i wanna die” or “im gonna fail”

57. how long does it take for you to get ready?

about 20 minutes?

59. do you suck or bite lollipops?

suck for a while then bite when theyre small

61. do you sing to yourself?

not TO myself but yeah out loud when im alone

63. biggest fear?

death :D

65. best dramatic movie you’ve seen?

ooooooh i love avatar (the blue people not the air people)

67. can you name all 50 states of America?

given enough time..maybe?

69. extrovert or introvert?

extrovert mostly

70. have you ever been scuba diving?

(this is even but i wanna answer it)

YES im an advanced open water diver!!! i love diving so much

71. what makes you nervous?

EXAMS and getting exam results

73. do you correct people when they make mistakes?

not unless theyre reallyyy bad and only to people im close to

75. have you ever started a rumour?

probably? not on purpose though

77. have you ever drank underage?

yikes im drinking rn :O

79. who was your first real crush?

this guy in year 9 that i liked for agesss and he hated me but we ended up dating haha jokes on him

81. can you roll your Rs?

yep

83. how fast can you run?

no comment

85. what colour are your eyes?

brownnnn n boring ;(

87. do you keep a journal?

nope

89. do you like your age?

honestly i think 16 is such a good age…. 17 is cool too but i dont wanna be any older :(

91. do you like your own name?

ehhhhhhh its ok

93. do you want a boy a girl for a child?

GIRL idk how the fuck i would raise a boy

95. what are your weaknesses?

im super insecure but also weirdly narcissistic :o also i care too much about what other ppl think about me ;( 

97. were your ancestors royalty?

not to my knowledge

99. colour of your bedspread?

theyre the ikea ones that are white with the plant diagrams on them!!

[oflgtfol]

i keep noticing the way my family members talk with a new york accent its so funny like they say “COFFEE” and im just like “....coffee...” to myself copying the way they said it. its so funny. i love this stupid accent

[monsterflavoredcondoms]

w.e

1. What is you middle//full name? Sabrina Ines Rivera 2. How old are you? 17 3. What is your birthday? may 24 1999 4. What is your zodiac sign? gemini 5. What is your favorite color? pink 6. What’s your lucky number? never had one , maybe 6 7. Do you have any pets? 2 cats and a dog , yellow cat mac , black cat jen, chihuahua dog coco 8. Where are you from? born and raised in puerto rico for 7 years , then mostly here in florida 9. How tall are you? 5.1 10. What shoe size are you? womans 6.5 i think 11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? like 10 but i only wear like 2 maybe 4 out of all of them 12. What was your last dream about? i dont know but i had a dream when i was 4-5 and then again at 10 about this little purple alien w green dots and its only as big as my hand and it would take me into its little door and i was turn as small as the alien and the place looked like new york but like underground 13. What talents do you have? double jointed in 4 of my fingures 14. Are you psychic in any way? no , but if i say "it wont happen" a lot of times , then it does happen , or like the opposite , so since nothing wants to go my way i just ask for the opposite 15. Favorite song? brenna from a victim a target 16. Favorite movie? idk , just listen is like an unknown movie but its so good and so emotional that i kind of love it 17. Who would be your ideal partner? someone who thinks about my feelings before their own and is cute and clingy as all hell 18. Do you want children? FUCK NO , dont even joke like that 19. Do you want a church wedding? hell no 20. Are you religious? athiest 21. Have you ever been to the hospital? many times , i had asthma till i was 3 , i fell from moms bed when i was three , i had an ear infection when i was three , threatened to kill my self when i was 12 , my sistick (its a ball that forms in the bladder while the menstrual cycle is on) poped when i was 14 and happens now every 3-9 months but now i mostly dont go to the hospital , good shit is i dont get pains now 22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? nope 23. Have you ever met any celebrities? no-.- 24. Baths or showers? showers , but kinda equally love em 25. What color socks are you wearing? grey w pancakes on them 26. Have you ever been famous? lol no 27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? lol no , maybe on youtube , but 28. What type of music do you like? anything hut country and shit rap , like meditating or heavy metal or xxxtentation 29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? no , but i jumped in the pool w my bra and panty on once 30. How many pillows do you sleep with? two but my head lays on one 31. What position do you usually sleep in? stomach down 32. How big is your house? medium , not rlly big 33. What do you typically have for breakfast? jenny creig 34. Have you ever fired a gun? no 35. Have you ever tried archery? yes , when i berally remembered anything 36. Favorite clean word? beautiful 37. Favorite swear word? cunt 38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep? 32 hours , crazy shit , i did an all nighter , pretended to get up early and went to therapy later and went places , got home at 6 pm 39. Do you have any scars? on my fore head , when i fell off moms bed when i was like 3-4 40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? no , idk 41. Are you a good liar? nope 42. Are you a good judge of character? nope 43. Can you do any other accents other than your own? not rlly , if i try 44. Do you have a strong accent? no , my mom does tho , i dont have an accent on either spanish nor english 45. What is your favorite accent? british 46. What is your personality type? interested 47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing? a dress in the back of my closet in which i got so that i can be brights made in my cousins wedding 48. Can you curl your tongue? no.. idk 49. Are you an innie or an outie? belly button? outie 50. Left or right handed? right 51. Are you scared of spiders? terrified 52. Favorite food? fuck idk , food , mac and cheese 53. Favorite foreign food? zorrullos , its hispanic 54. Are you a clean or messy person? messy , we aint talking soccer here 55. Most used phrased? go to sleep 56. Most used word? um 57. How long does it take for you to get ready? 5 mins or less , unless a bitch pisses me off , then imma be cute/hot as hell for a bitch to be jealous 58. Do you have much of an ego? i dont think so 59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? suck 😉 60. Do you talk to yourself? always 61. Do you sing to yourself? no 62. Are you a good singer? lmaoo.... no 63. Biggest Fear? spiders 64. Are you a gossip? only to my closest friend possible , probably gossip bout trump lol 65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen? hunger games probably 66. Do you like long or short hair? buzz cut 67. Can you name all 50 states of America? lol no 68. Favorite school subject? lunch 69. Extrovert or Introvert? both , like extrovert w people but alone i hate everyone lol 70. Have you ever been scuba diving? no , went zip-lining tho 71. What makes you nervous? everything , walking up to friends , talking to adults , starting conversations , walking places by my self 72. Are you scared of the dark? no , not at my house , in the streets a little 73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? almost not , if they talking shit they aint suppose to , then a bitch gotta stand up 74. Are you ticklish? fuck you 75. Have you ever started a rumor? no 76. Have you ever been in a position of authority? no , dont recall 77. Have you ever drank underage? lol yes 78. Have you ever done drugs? 420 bro 79. Who was your first real crush? kindergarten a little boy , we ended up dating untill i never saw him again 80. How many piercings do you have? one on each ear 81. Can you roll your Rs?“ yes , hispanic mami 82. How fast can you type? fast asf boi , when im mad 83. How fast can you run? slow 84. What color is your hair? blond , naturally dark brown tho 85. What color is your eyes? hazel, they've been orang yellowish for a while tho 86. What are you allergic to? donald trump 87. Do you keep a journal? yea but its like a sketch book , i draw my feelings if im mad 88. What do your parents do? sit behind a desk and then come home to complain about work 89. Do you like your age? eh , prefer 21 for all the good reasons 90. What makes you angry? my father 91. Do you like your own name? no , i prefer stella or steven 92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they? dren, steven , rose , their birthstone 93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child? a human who will choose their gender when they're older 94. What are your strengths? fangirling over steven universe , kindof good at math , like good at adding subtracting and multi 95. What are your weaknesses? socializations , situations in which i have to argue 96. How did you get your name? the nurse asked and mom was like "idk" and the nurse was like , this book says sabrina , and mom was like "ok" 97. Were your ancestors royalty? lmfaooo... no , i have a italian ancestor , explains my love over pasta 98. Color of your room? white but i have like 20 posters and drawings and painted handprints and shelfs and a portrait in marilynn monroe , also stickers and trash 99. Color of your bedspread? red 100. Make up your own question if u can meet anyone , who would it be? rebecca sugar the creator of steven universe , and i mean like , meet her and hang w her for like a day , i hope she's nice , i hear she's nice , but people always tell me , some idols turn out to be assholes

[henrydewolfie-blog]

Get to know me! (not mine)

1. What is you middle name?   John

2. How old are you? 14 :P

3. When is your birthday? October 7th 

4. What is your zodiac sign?  Libra i think

5. What is your favorite color? purple and green

6. What’s your lucky number? 7 or 14 :)

7. Do you have any pets? yaaa i have a snake, a dog, and a cat

8. Where are you from? south carolina

9. How tall are you?  5′1

10. What shoe size are you? idk my dudes

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? not many 

12. What was your last dream about? music

13. What talents do you have? i play instruments

14. Are you psychic in any way? no 

15. Favorite song?  too too many

16. Favorite movie? most disney movies

17. Who would be your ideal partner? someone who loves me for me

18. Do you want children? yesss

19. Do you want a church wedding? i really dont care

20. Are you religious? not at all

21. Have you ever been to the hospital?  no

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?  nope, im a good kid

23. Have you ever met any celebrities? i’ve actually met Mark and Ethan on Oct. 15th in Georgia while he was on tour :’))) best day everrr

24. Baths or showers? both  are great

25. What color socks are you wearing? purple and grey

26. Have you ever been famous? nope

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? it’d be cool but i’m not interesting

28. What type of music do you like? all types

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? yeah actually :)

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? 3 

31. What position do you usually sleep in? on my side

32. How big is your house? two stories

33. What do you typically have for breakfast? i don’t really eat breakfast

34. Have you ever fired a gun? does a nerf gun count XD

35. Have you ever tried archery? yes oml i love it

36. Favorite clean word?  i don’t know

37. Favorite swear word? fuck

38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep? three days

39. Do you have any scars? no thankfully

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? well if i knew it wouldn’t be secret :P

41. Are you a good liar? i hope so

42. Are you a good judge of character?  i think so 

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own? british

44. Do you have a strong accent? not really 

45. What is your favorite accent? australian

46. What is your personality type? i’m pretty outgoing and like funny things

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing? an $80 shirt lol

48. Can you curl your tongue? yeppp

49. Are you an innie or an outie? innie

50. Left or right handed? leftieee

51. Are you scared of spiders? nah i want a tarantula

52. Favorite food? pizza and burgers

53. Favorite foreign food?  chinese

54. Are you a clean or messy person? messy

55. Most used phrased? “fuck offffff”

56. Most used word? bitch

57. How long does it take for you to get ready? fifteen minutes

58. Do you have much of an ego? nope i feel like i’m pretty humble

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? suck

60. Do you talk to yourself? yeah

61. Do you sing to yourself? yes

62. Are you a good singer? not really

63. Biggest Fear? losing people

64. Are you a gossip? i hope not

65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen? idk

66. Do you like long or short hair? both

67. Can you name all 50 states of America? yes

68. Favorite school subject? english and history

69. Extrovert or Introvert? extrovert

70. Have you ever been scuba diving? no

71. What makes you nervous? just rude people

72. Are you scared of the dark? no

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? not really

74. Are you ticklish? no

75. Have you ever started a rumor? no

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority? yes! i got to be drum major for a day last year when I was in 8th grade!!! It was so fun

77. Have you ever drank underage? no

78. Have you ever done drugs? no

79. Who was your first real crush? nick jonas

80. How many piercings do you have? 4

81. Can you roll your Rs?“ yess

82. How fast can you type? idk

83. How fast can you run? not very :P

84. What color is your hair? black

85. What color is your eyes? blue

86. What are you allergic to? nothin

87. Do you keep a journal? yes

88. What do your parents do? things

89. Do you like your age? yeah

90. What makes you angry? not a lot 

91. Do you like your own name? yes

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they? Hayden, Coral, Cassie, etc.

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?  both

94. What are you strengths? music, sports, etc

95. What are your weaknesses? food

96. How did you get your name? my mom really likes older names

97. Were your ancestors royalty? no wayyyy

98. Do you have any scars? you already asked this but no

99. Color of your bedspread? black

100. Color of your room?  white

[falselovefakeaffections]

Bury My Heart Six Feet Under, Throw Us A Funeral

It’s been so long. I still feel like shit. Life’s been good to you and I should just keep it that way/Letting you in was a fucking mistake. Look what you did, again. You probably didn’t want to anymore for whatever reasons and I should just stop being pathetic. How I wished you and her were in another place, maybe then I can finally breathe/I’ve been crying every fucking day and night, it feels like nothing has changed. Every time you touch her I hope you remember how you broke me and that it makes you sick. YOU DIDNT DESERVE TO KNOW ME LIKE THAT. You’re texting her every fucking minute of the day and you still deny that you’re not together. Fucking unbelievable. All lies fucking lies./Stop letting her make use of you please. How pathetic do you want to be. You were doing the same exact thing when she left. You’ll only be miserable with her in your life. Stop fucking doing this./Honestly feel so stupid. Please just save me, God. I’m begging you. I’ll stop and give up anything just to not hurt over her ever again in my life./Everything changed. We never feel excited talking to each other anymore. We never jump to reply each other anymore. And, I’m also very very tired of having you control my emotions all the damn time./It’s all an act. Isn’t it? You threw away everything and the last time I did that or someone did that, that was the end. Well, I guess the only thing you’ll ever keep are the things from her. You printed it out, sticked it on your wall, put it on your phone, it’s everywhere. FUCKING HATE BEING HERE BECAUSE OF YOU. YOU KNOW HOW PAINFUL IT IS TO HAVE YOUR HOME COMPLETELY TORN APART? I HAD NOTHING AND NO ONE. WHILE YOU WERE ENJOYING LIFE WITH HER, GOING TO PLACES, HOLDING HANDS (OR SO YOU WISHED AND MORE). WAS SHE RICHER THAN ME? SHE HAD HER OWN CAR AND I DIDNT? SHE COULD REPLY YOU 24/7 AND I COULDNT BECAUSE OF THE TIME DIFFERENCE SO YOU DECIDED IT WAS BEST TO BREAK UP AND GET TOGETHER WITH HER BECAUSE SHE’S ALWAYS THERE? WAS IT BECAUSE SHE’S OLDER THAN I AM? WAS IT BECAUSE SHE GAVE YOU THINGS AND MADE YOU FEEL THINGS I DIDNT? It’s all just anger and tiredness. Everyone asks me, am I not tired caring about you and repeating the same old shit over and over again. Truth is, I’m so fucking tired. If not having you in my life meant that ALL the pain would be taken away, FUCK YES I WOULD CHOOSE THAT ANY DAY. But the fact of the matter is that it doesn’t. When you’re not in my life I feel like shit too. So tell me what I should do????? Fucking help me someone, any one. You say I’m important but shit I’m not. All you ever want to do is to text her and you said that you two aren’t together. THEN JUST BE TOGETHER ALREADY? Fuck it’s only a matter of time. And of course, like always, you’ll hide it from me. I have SO many questions, and you said you can’t do it anymore. Of course you can’t. Because you’re not the one left to nurse your broken heart. You’re not the one watching the person you love love someone else. You’re not the one miserable everyday because of this. YOU’RE MISERABLE ABOUT STUDIES. AND MAYBE THE FACT THAT YOU TWO WONT/CANT BE TOGETHER? BUT YOU’RE DEFINITELY NOT MISERABLE BECAUSE OF ME. Sad maybe, but definitely not miserable. This is so stupid because I have no one to rant to and I’m just talking to myself./I still don’t intend to throw away everything. I don’t know why but I just don’t. Whatever. I don’t know why you still want to keep in contact with me? Wouldn’t it be so easy if I were just out of your life? 1) I’m sure your SO wouldn’t like it if I’m in your life 2) Even if she’s okay with it, I don’t think she would like it if we talk everyday. Oh right, you don’t talk to me everyday! You only talk to me when you feel like it. When….she’s not replying you? Or when you’ve got no one to talk to? Isn’t she always talking to you though. SO WHY THE FUCK DO YOU NEED ME? She was in your life not long before you broke up with me. Because she could text you everyday and be there for you???? SO WHAT FUCKING ROLE DO I EVEN PLAY IN YOUR LIFE. You don’t tell me anything, and I’m supposed to…..talk to you about???? How life is? How the weather is? Because you obviously don’t need me to talk about anything more than that. So if you just want to talk about how life is then why not talk to her????? You can discuss my life with her for all I care. You say I don’t trust you anymore, yes I don’t. But if you open up I could? Don’t you see that it’s a cycle. I let down my guard for you, thinking that you would do the same. BUT WHAT DO I GET? Silence. I asked for your POV many times because I know I never cared about anyone’s last time. And I’ve changed. But you know what, if you don’t want to say anything, I can’t force you to either. Just please, if anyone asks, don’t tell them I didn’t try. Tell them the truth, that you weren’t ready to open up to me, and you never will be. Because that’s only fair to me. But if you choose not to do that, then God knows why I felt miserable for so many fucking years. If you’re feeling sad about me, just use her to get over it. Like how you got over me, and us. I HONESTLY DONT KNOW WHAT I CAN FUCKING DO HELP. You don’t get to get together with the girl who broke us and still be “good friends” with me. What do you want from our friendship? What role do I even play in your life? FFS YOU ALREADY HAVE PEOPLE TO TELL EVERYTHING TO. YOU HAVE SOMEONE TO LOVE AND WHO LOVES YOU BACK. IF YOU AND HER FIGHT, YOU HAVE SOMEONE ELSE YOU TELL, SOMEONE ELSE TO LISTEN TO YOUR PROBLEMS. YOU DONT NEED ME AT ALL. And I know that the day I realised you threw everything away, like how you threw us away. I meant nothing, and I will always mean nothing. You replaced everything I gave you with everything she made/bought for you. You’re practically living with her. All her things are inside. And you expect me to believe that there’s nothing going on. If I really did believe that, I would be really so damn thick in the head and just plain stupid./I don’t get how she can text you 24/7. Doesn’t she have to work? Isn’t she busy with something else?? Or maybe she’s too rich that she doesn’t have to work?/I swore to myself now that I’m back to never ever go to your room again. She’s basically in your room. When I look at you, I just think of you and her. I don’t even know when I can look at you and see you. It’s all you and her, on everything. From your things, to your actions. You say you’re not together with her but in time you will. I may not know you anymore, but some things stay the same- how you treat the people you love. Maybe you’re scared of relationships but I’m sure she’s enough. I’m sure that one day you’ll be together with her. And I won’t be there to see that because never in this life will I accept that decision that you made./Just because I still have feelings for you does not give you the right to treat me like shit ok?? And it does not mean that I will accept shit from you. Don’t TELL me that you care, SHOW me that you do. Then again, not sure if you’ll bother showing because you’ll never open up to me again so there is honestly no fucking point for me to be in your life. Since you see no need to defend yourself or fight for whatever we have remaining, I shouldn’t even try opening up because it’ll just come back to fuck me up somehow. Tell them about how I leave all the time, whatever. But please, just spare a thought for me and how I fucking tried opening up when the least you could was at least try. IM SO FUCKING TIRED./Hope is the only thing that kills. And you gave me that, for the longest time I knew you. But with us, it just doesn’t exist. There is literally no hope. And you still keep lying to me that there is when we both know there isn’t. Just go live your life with her. With her, you got over me. Which is something you thought you couldn’t do. So I’m sure with her you’ll be happy too./She tries so hard. Makes so many things for you. I never did that when I first knew you or when we first got together. And maybe that’s why we failed lol. I will always have a soft spot for you and it fucking sucks like shit. You know that since years ago when we were close friends. I wouldn’t know the pain/hurt you go through or the happiness you feel when something good happens. It isn’t my prerogative to know such in depth things about you anymore. Because you already have someone who does that for you. You have someone who is unwavering and who is there for you 24/7- something I can’t do simply due to distance. And because of that you decided that is isn’t wise to open up anymore then fine. You don’t only have her, you have so many other people in your life that you can tell. I can tell you for a fact that even though the two of you aren’t together, you guys will definitely be together in the future./I don’t even make you happy. When I’m with you you’re just indifferent. The same thing happened to my friend. She said she would never ever forgive him and that even if they meet by chance, she would just pretend he doesn’t exist. So tell me why do I even fking bother giving you so many chances after you’ve clearly shown zero interest. You already have people to text you 24/7, to tell everything to when last time I was the rare few. There’s nothing that she doesn’t know that I do. If you can’t wait to get together with her but just feel guilty for doing it because you’re scared that I would find out, I’m telling you to just do it. You just keep bringing disappointment to a whole new level that I honestly don’t feel disappointed by you anymore. You can throw away everything (something I thought you’d never do because you’re so sentimental) but turns out, those few years meant trash to you. I don’t even think I have anything to say to you anymore besides, congratulations on your soon to be rs and thank you for treating whatever we have/had like trash./I know with you, I’m just another person you tried too hard for. I expect us to be like we were before, or I want it to be like it was before. But we will never get that again. The old you is dead for so fucking long, I finally get that now. It’s in your words and actions, every bit of it. If you say you’re essentially the same, then maybe it’s only me receiving such treatment from you (but I’m not surprised. We were nothing to you since you created new memories with new people.)/I’m not like you I don’t have people to text me 24/7. You said all you want from me is for me to be okay again. Are you even kidding. You know the reason why I’m feeling like shit. I’m asking you to try but you just don’t???? Fuck it. Just move out of here with her. Go travel for the next 10 years with her so I can finally have some peace./Too busy for me as expected. Stupid of me to even think that we had a chance. Call me the world’s biggest fool./Clearly you have more important things to do and more important people to talk to. ALWAYS feel like I’m disturbing you. So forget it./Haven’t I suffered long enough?? How long more do I have to do this. You don’t even need to see me when I’m back. All you need is her. Even when you’re with me all you can seem to do is look at your phone and smile at her texts. Enough is fucking enough. Stop lying to me when she’s all you’ll ever need and want. If you’re miserable it’s because you can’t be together with her, you can’t marry her. It’s not about me and it will never be./You meet her all the time but I bet when you’re with her you never check your phone right? Because why check when the love of your life is right in front of you? Or maybe she has priority over everybody and you would do anything for her that’s why there is absolutely no need for you to check your phone when you’re with her. And when you reach home you go back to texting her the whole time again. It’s only with her that you never check your phone. To me that’s damn rude but then again, anything for her isn’t it./This is a cry for help: And now I’m starting to think that your love was a lie, that maybe everything was a lie. Maybe when you were with me all you thought about was her. And that you couldn’t get her so you came to me instead. Was it because I was always there? Was it because you knew I would take you back every time? Was it because I always had a soft spot for you? I swear if I think about this for one more day I might just become insane. Being pushed to the brink of insanity because of all the self doubt. I thought I wouldn’t have to feel inferior for the rest of life anymore after having to feel it for 4 fucking years. But I guess it somehow wasn’t done with me. To your ghost and whoever you are now, just let me go already please. What more do you want. For me to plead insanity before you can stop this? For me to just die so that you can live happily ever after? Just stop please I’m begging you. You can do whatever you want, get together with whoever you want. Just don’t put me through this anymore./I don’t understand why you still have to lie to me. Is telling the truth so hard? If you don’t want to look bad in front of me then you should just save it because lying only makes things worse and makes me not trust you. You say you don’t know what to do to regain my trust but you don’t care either. You don’t bother to try to gain back my trust. All you need is her to tell all your feelings about me to. Maybe it works this way now. Telling the person who’s making you feel like that doesn’t help but telling someone else does. What can she do for you? Give you emotional solace? Give you hugs and kisses to make you feel better? One day you won’t feel anything anymore and it wouldn’t come as a surprise to me./I do things with you in mind but it all just turns out to be a joke./So insignificant to you. When can I ever be significant? Probably never lol./Back the second time and if meeting you means having you look at your phone every minute for her text and replying her text then I’d rather not be there.

Don’t know when I started writing this but it has been so long I’m glad it’s done. This is it.