I'm surprised Lolth doesn't keep drow Durge tbh, she'd approve of them aside from the part where they're tainted by another god (and she does like stealing from her rivals.)
'Nope, you made it in the image of my children; mine now.'
That or 'I'd be surprised if drow or half-drow Durge wasn't actually the horrible offspring of Lolth and Bhaal, considering all of it (murder, kin-slaying for power and security to appease the nightmare parent out of fear of horrific punishment, cannibalism, world domination, pressure to appease nightmare parent's breeding obsessions, threat of being reduced to a feral abomination for failure) is an overlapping interest for the two.'
They'd also team up about 'what should we breed our spawn with to make even more murderous spawn?'
('A glabrezu.' - 'You already force your regular drow to breed with those, pick something else already.' Durge has always made me think of draegloths...)
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Cliji 30 days drawing challenge
09. Hanging out with friends
Whatever Jill does - even challenging Gav at drinking games - Clive's expression when looking at her is always one and one only: dreamy lovestruck puppy boy. He's sooooo in love :3
You can see the rest of the art challenge here
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you can tell i love q!roier’s lore and because of that i made a simple timeline of what is happening.
yesterday we got the first tape explaining what happen to q!roier during the messages he left on the global chat and after (i invite you to watch the tape on his youtube channel or twitch account).
a short resume; q!roier made a computer with a —apparently— special antenna to search a lost signal of q!cellbit, cucurucho discover that and drugged him to drag his body all the way to the federation office, where, surprisingly, he meets with his twin brother, doied, who made a pact with cucurucho to create a machine with the special function to change the mind, the human brain data, into something else, in this case, he chose a rat for q!roier.
cucurucho explained how this was the first time doing this type of experiment and he will be in the rat’s body for a while, in the end, q!roier fainted in that body.
if you don’t know, doied was another personally of q!roier, in the first moments it seems like he’s pretty nerd and clumsy but he’s still the smarted one, until now, where he shows himself as his twin brother, we meet a really cruel and crazy scientific (if is a hallucination or not, i would not handle this hypothesis now). another “personalities” are melissa and roger.
side notes: i will keep complementing this image since we just have the first tape and i think he would keep sharing more tapes or hints of q!roier’s state, i added some details for lore purposes aaaand that’s it i guess.
for the record, we don’t know the exact time skip during this process; even in the dungeon, i’m assuming it has been days because he’s cold, probably hungry and his emotional state has to be too low to experiment with him easily. roier is such a enigma when it comes to lore so include two timelines assuming again —because i don’t make things canon, he does— in the case this experiment is the days before we watch the tape and he’s still in that body.
some theories i have been reading is the hallucination one because everything seems so q!roier coded and is canon q!roier told q!bagi how he has voices in his mind, cucurucho usually doesn’t has that much of dialogues and, in my case, i add how that clock didn’t change the time, like, they talked a lot. but once again, and i love how roier manages his own lore, anything, and i’m serious on this one, anything can happen.
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do you ever think about how will probably wishes he was braver?
that he could tell mike the truth about himself without having to speak in code. that he could stick to his guns when he's been wronged and stand up for himself rather than tucking tail and turning the other cheek. that he could be less shy, less sensitive, less cowardly, and maybe then his loved ones wouldn't forget about him as often as they do.
maybe then they would pick him first, rather than leaving him for last. maybe then they would want to hang out with him and hear what he has to say. maybe then they would treat him like they used to, like he can still take care of himself just like they can, instead of like a fragile little thing that they pick up only when they need him. maybe then they would care about him as much as he cares about them. maybe then he wouldn't doubt that it could all come crashing down once they know who he really is, and always has been, because the rest of him would've been enough.
like, maybe he wishes he didn't freeze or run away so much. maybe he wishes he wasn't so afraid all the time, of every little thing. that he could be brave like mike, el, or his mom. i mean, el's been through so much, too. why can't he be more like her? why does he have to hide behind her? he hides behind her when the monsters come crawling back, and he hides behind her when he can't bring himself to say what he really means—even after getting on her case about it.
he spent so much time on that painting. he didn't let anyone see it—it was that special to him. why couldn't he own up to that? there's no monster in the van with him; it's just him and mike and this painting of the party, nothing inherently incriminating or romantic, and still—he can't help himself. he retreats back into the shadow, shrinks into himself, and tells lie after lie to the person that he never lies to, that he knows doesn't fucking deserve that, just because he's too scared.
of course he'd feel like a mistake sometimes. of course he'd hate who he is (if That script is to be believed), when he can't even talk to the one person that would understand without lying straight to his face, over and over again, like a fucking hypocrite. of course he'd feel so lost without the person that tells him it's okay to be this way and shows him that there is indeed strength in it. of course he'd hate who he is when he's encouraging someone to be true and speaking about their courage, all while being incapable of taking his own advice, and giving the credit for all of his love and efforts and emotions to someone else.
so many people died to bring him back, so many people died just because he didn't stay dead when maybe he should have, and for what? so that he can continue to hide rather than live his life? so that he can turn into a "worse" version of himself? so that he can live in fear? so that he can continue to ache for a past that he can never return to, while everyone else moves forward and berates him for not doing the same? time stopped in the upside down when will went missing, and he's been stuck there ever since, too. too much has happened for him to move on from. too much has changed—he's changed. he's too different now, in every way, and the older he gets the more clear it becomes.
of course he'd feel like a mistake. of course he'd hate who he is. he's the common denominator here: in his loneliness and in this war. the boy who came back to life when others didn't. the boy that got possessed and couldn't fight it. the boy that turned into a liar and a coward and must learn to live with it, even if it's at his own expense. the boy that can't let go of the past and whom the past won't let go of either, because even after everything, he's still connected to this great evil that won't let him go. they got it out of him, and yet the tether remains, because of-fucking-course it would.
just—why? why him? why can't anything ever go right with him? why is he always the outlier? i think that overwhelming amount of fear, shame, grief, guilt, exhaustion, and loneliness would wear anyone down, let alone a teenager that never asked for any of it and has experiences so unfathomably unique that the only other people that could have possibly understood are literally dead.
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I'm gonna be honest w u man,,, I have no idea where my sense of shame went at the time of drawing this-
Look what u did to me-
LMAOOO zambbbb yall real like grandpa moment smhh
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