#SORRY THAT WAS OUT OF LINE LOLLLL

[muirneach]

sick to death of transplants in this city just saw a reel saying ‘does anyone know where theyre even going leaving the subway platform i always get lost 🤪’ like yes obviously i do because i’m a (relatively) grown man and can read a sign? like how hard could it possibly be to understand ‘spadina west side’ and ‘spadina east side’ (for example). they tell you like it is girl!

[thenoellebird]

Hay, yeah, I was just wondering if we could maybe get some of that Ford and Stan art you mentioned in the notes of WIFKSOI ch8, please?

HAHA sure why not!

ignore any of my psychology scribblings. This was my original doodle of the argument after some initial drawings--Only some of the doodles make a coherent conversation line, and this is the funny version.

[Transcript]

Ford: I didn't mean for this to happen! I didn't mean what I said! I just wanted to get you to fight me!

Stan: Haven't we fought ENOUGH, Ford?

Ford: I'm SOORYYYyy--I was so stupid I didn't know what I was doing soRry PLS fORgive me I do love you pls pls pls forgive me

Stan: There there, sixer.

[end transcript]

So here's something else just for fun

The actual way I intend to start off the argument.

[Transcript:]

Ford: Stan! Stanley!

Ford: Stan, the kids wouldn't let me in, they said you didn't want to see me!

Stan: Yeah, well I don't. I told them to keep you out.

[end transcript]

Hope you like these!!! (again ignore any of my pen scrawlings that's my psych notes. I have horrendous handwriting lollll But I mean I can read it and when I know someone needs my notes I write neater.

[lionhanie]

moving to busan (kim leehan)

where you move to a new city and fall in love with a boy on the beach 

surfer!leehan x gn!reader (non-idol au)

this work is my contribution to @onedoornet 's summer event! ^_^ check it out here!!! ♡

word count: 5.5k

genre + warnings: fluff!!! maybe a tad of angst o_O, written in all lowercase!, mentions of depression + feelings of unbelonging (??), leehan is referred to by his real name (donghyun), ft. side characters taesan and woonhak

a/n: me when i had to watch surfing videos to write this LMAO sorry if its inaccurate…….. i can't even swim! LOLLLL. i def channeled some of my own feelings into this, so it was rlly fun to write. i'd even go as far to say this is my Most Favorite piece yet :,)

reblogs ↺ + feedback always appreciated!

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you didn’t know what home felt like. which felt odd to say, given that you were extremely fortunate to grow up the way that you did– a roof above your head, food on the dinner table, and a family to share it with. the older you got, the more it felt like you needed to leave. there wasn’t anything inherently wrong with your life; sure, you had your fair share of rough patches here and there, but it was never anything too severe. despite that, you felt suffocated. it was hard to wake up in the same bed you’ve used for lord knows how long, going outside to walk the same paths you’ve walked on thousands of times, all to see the same faces everyday. this was all you knew.

moving to busan was something you never expected yourself to do. the decision was made more on a whim than anything else; immediately upon graduating, you decided to pack your bags and move to a new city, feeling like a stranger wandering alone in the foreign streets. there wasn’t much to pack, anyways. you were committed to truly leaving everything behind and starting fresh, bringing only one suitcase and a backpack for your essentials. 

you grew up in a smaller town, about five hours away from where you were now. there, you were used to the quaint homes belonging to the families you'd grown up with. the kind crossing guard by the middle school you used to attend still worked there years after you graduated, now bearing wrinkles by her eyes, but still possessing the same sweet smile she would always give you while helping you cross the street. everything you needed was a quick bike ride away. the area was quiet, comfortable, familiar. and yet, you left. 

you’d gotten to a point where you grew sick of the familiarity. to live life in one place forever scared you. it was best described as a fear of being stuck– like a stagnant body of water, peacefully undisturbed but painfully boring, to say the least. a fear of missing out on all the things you could be doing if you just lived somewhere else. anywhere more exciting than the town you knew like the back of your hand. you yearned for something else, something different. 

moving to busan meant doing things you never got the chance to do back at home. growing up, you quickly realized that being in a small town meant that you couldn’t do the same things that kids in bigger cities could do. all you had were necessities– a supermarket, doctor’s office, run-of-the-mill shops lining a dirt road in the core of the area. it was enough, sure, but you were hungry for more. on the other hand, busan was full of unique experiences waiting for you. some being as simple as trying new cuisines at restaurants you’d only dreamt of seeing in your hometown, or attending various local festivals held in the area for tourists and residents alike. 

it was crazy to think that life could be so different, even a few hours away from your childhood home. to most, giving up everything you once knew is a terrifying thought. to you, it was a wish you made to yourself when you blew out the candles on your birthday cake. you marveled at the way it’s been nearly two months since you first settled in and there’s still an endless list of things you’ve yet to try! it felt more like a dream, than anything. life has never been so bright– especially after years of feeling dull in a town you now dreaded returning to.  

moving to busan meant finally meeting new people. it was a breath of fresh air, really. the apartment complex you lived in was on the corner of a busy area, giving you access to a wide range of personalities each time you stepped out the building. you were lucky enough to get a part-time job at a newly opened cafe a couple blocks away, where you quickly became friends with your coworkers: taesan (who didn’t like coffee in the first place) and woonhak (who spent more time talking to the customers than actually making drinks).

you would’ve been content if those were the only two people you managed to befriend in the big city. they were full of life– a never ending source of laughter and stories from their respective hometowns, making your shifts go by significantly faster when you were scheduled together, much to your disappointment.

this is exactly what you had in mind the first time you thought about leaving. it was exhilarating. being someone completely new to the area meant that you could be whatever you wanted to be. there were no expectations from those around you; nobody knew who you were prior to moving. it was a freedom you feared you would never experience if you stayed back home– the smallest changes in your appearance would be the talk of the town, especially with the way history ran deep between the residents. in busan, it was a relief to be a stranger. 

moving to busan meant being by the water every chance you could get. you’re glad you moved right around the time spring started. the weather was perfect; just warm enough, not too hot. in your free time, you find yourself walking along the shore. it was only a short distance from your apartment, being only a fifteen-minute walk away from the sea. as a kid, you’d only visited it once. to you, the water was so terrifyingly beautiful. one would think they know what it has to offer on its surface, but the truths lie deeper than one could ever imagine. the very bottom of the sea could hold the most precious treasure in the world or the most dangerous creatures unbeknownst to man– the possibilities were endless. it’s a shame that you didn’t get to indulge in your interest more when you were younger, but you weren’t complaining now that the beach was practically in your backyard. 

sometimes you find yourself alone, sitting in the sand on an old blanket of yours. it’s normally right around dinner time, where most people have left the beach and the sun begins to fall from the sky. you could sit there for hours, listening to nothing but the waves crashing against the sand while you wait for the mix of colors from the sunset to paint the sky. you try to find a new place to relax every time you come to the water. much like how you felt about your hometown, it didn’t feel right to return to the same spot each time. 

on one of your routine visits to the beach, you met a boy, whose story felt oddly familiar to you. much like your own upbringing, he’s been in the same place his whole life. this is where your timelines falter– it’s clear he has zero intentions of leaving the city he grew up in. to him, this is the only definition of home he could imagine. you were almost jealous. you yearned to know what it meant to truly enjoy being in the same place for so long. maybe it was commitment issues, or maybe it was just a never-ending desire to know more– to experience everything life had to offer. for donghyun, he seemed just fine being here forever. 

the first time you saw him was by chance. today, you decided to go see the water after work. it was rare you worked the mid-shift, which coincidentally ended around the time you would normally find yourself sitting in the sand. “are you doing anything after work today, Y/N?” taesan asks, watching you take off your apron and fold it neatly before placing it into your bag. 

“i think i'll go to the beach today.” you smile at the thought, having quickly found comfort in the location.

“wow, i'm jealous,” woonhak pouts at you from behind the register. “can’t believe you’re leaving taesan and i to close all by ourselves today!” 

you playfully roll your eyes at the boy. “you should blame our boss, not me. if we’re all off one day, i promise we’ll all go together!” your coworkers wave goodbye to you as you walk out of the front entrance, happy to see that it was still somewhat bright outside. you normally left long after the sun had set, when most of the neighboring stores were closing as well. 

the walk there was always pleasant. you liked exploring different routes, seeking out all possible ways to get to the same destination. it’s hard to keep the excitement bubbling within you contained when the vast expanse of sand first comes into view. there were still groups of people scattered across the area, but because it wasn’t exactly “beach season” yet, it wasn’t too populated. you hadn’t brought your usual blanket with you; coming here was a spontaneous decision. instead, you decided to lay out your apron close enough to the water to smell the salty air but just out of reach of the waves rippling against the shoreline. 

you plant yourself onto your makeshift beach towel, the sand feeling soft below you, still warm from the sun’s touch. looking into the distance, you’re entranced by the movements of the sea. it was healing, the rhythmic push-and-pull of the waves leaving a white foam in its path, bubbling and full of life. the calls of seagulls from above you, soaring around peacefully.

you wish you knew what it could feel like to fly like that, to feel the air beneath your wings. complete freedom. a small figure comes into your view, pulling your gaze away from the birds. someone’s surfing? it’s a little cold to be doing that right now. even so, the boy didn’t seem to mind. standing on the surfboard, his face was filled with pure joy as he rode the water beneath him. the closer he got, you were able to hear his fun-filled cheers more clearly. complete freedom. 

he was awfully good at what he was doing, unphased even if the tide seemed to pick up a bit more than expected. right now, the stranger looked completely in tune with the water; as if they were one and the same. his movements were graceful, despite how difficult it must be to keep balance. 

the wave soon dies down, crashing against the sand as it always does. your eyes observe the way he laughs to no one but himself as he walks through the shallow parts of the water. drops of water fall from his hair as he shakes his head, board held securely beneath his arm. the wetsuit is tight against his skin; his figure is lean and toned, presumably from all the surfing he does. 

he’s not too far away from you now, catching his breath as he sits in the sand parallel to you. the surfboard sits idly against the sand as he looks out into the horizon, seeking his next adventure. it’s not long before he gets up and approaches the water once more, sensing a big one coming up. you didn’t know much about how this worked, having only seen it in movies or tv shows, never in-person like this. 

the man lays stomach-down onto his board, determined as he paddles deeper into the unknown. he’s dismissive of the smaller ripples against him, not nearly powerful enough to get a good ride. it’s impressive how he seems to control the water, rather than the other way around. it’s clear that he loves what he’s doing. you decide you love it too, completely mesmerized by the way he maneuvers through the tide. he disappears briefly as a larger wave washes over him, but he’s quick to rise above it, emerging on the other side and pushing further into the sea. you watch as the water begins to crest close to him. this is the one. 

if you weren’t paying enough attention, you would’ve missed the way the stranger effortlessly springs to his feet, knees bent slightly when he first mounts the board. he shuffles slightly, adjusting his stance for better balance. almost in tune with the water, he skillfully navigates the wave, letting the water bring him back to the shore once more.

the sun was behind him now, a beautiful arrangement of pinks and oranges flooding the sky, making the picture perfect. you almost couldn’t believe you had the pleasure of seeing it in real time, the whole scene looking like a frame out of a movie. there it was again, an expression of bliss as he enjoys the ride, arms stretched out in the air by his sides as the board is pushed back to the shore once more. even when he falls off the board as the momentum slows down, the grin on his face never dies. 

despite your attentiveness, you don’t comprehend the way the handsome man was heading your way, being led by the tide. much like before, he’s chuckling to himself as the high from the ride slowly dies down. his hand runs through his damp locks after wiping the salty water from his face. now, he’s walking directly towards you, eyes shaped like crescents with the way he was cheesing so hard. your heartbeat speeds up. you turn around, finding that there was no one else around. his smile is reserved for you. 

the board is held close to his body as he leaves the water, his footsteps leaving indents in the damp sand behind him as he settles a couple feet away from you. there’s a soft plop as he drops the surfboard on the ground, taking a seat next to it. 

“do you want to try?” his eyes flick over towards the water before they’re back on you. 

“huh?” you’re baffled at the way you were observing him from afar only a couple minutes prior, and now he’s striking up a conversation. 

“you’ve been watching me for a while, no?” he tilts his head, lips curling into a small smile. his accent is thick, more obvious than some of the others you’ve heard in your short time there. he must be from around here. 

“was i that obvious?” you joke, playing with a handful of sand by your feet. 

the stranger laughs in response. “there’s barely anyone else here right now, at least around this time of year. you think i wouldn’t feel a set of pretty eyes on me while i surfed?” your cheeks heat up at the comment, feeling a bit flustered at the sudden praise. he’s properly facing you now, hand outstretched in your direction. “nice to meet you, not-so-secret admirer. my name is kim donghyun.” 

his hand is still wet, drops of water touching your own as you reach out to shake it. “i’m L/N Y/N. it’s nice to meet you too, donghyun.” 

“is that an apron you’re sitting on?” he points out, moving to fiddle with one of its strings resting in the sand. 

“pfft, yeah. forgot to bring my blanket today.” you explain, laughing at your forgetfulness. “i just got off work.” 

“you come here often, then?” his hair was completely soaked still, droplets falling from it and landing beside him. 

“i guess you could say that. i only moved here a couple weeks ago.”

“you picked the perfect city. i love it here.” the sun was almost completely out of view now, having slowly disappeared into the horizon. it was beautiful out. you breathe in the salty air as you watch the stray clouds floating by. 

“yeah, i think so too. busan has been treating me well.” 

“god, i’m starving,” he gets up abruptly, brushing his hands together to remove the sand clinging to them. you expect him to pick up his board and walk off, turning him into nothing more than an oddly-sweet beach interaction. “i know a good gukbap place nearby. coming with?” he extends a hand out to you again, waiting for you to accept his invitation. why not? 

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moving to busan meant enjoying summer for the first time in years. as a kid, you used to dread this time of year. most of your friends looked forward to school finally ending, but to you, this just meant you truly had nothing to do with your spare time. your days were spent walking down the worn down paths listening to music, or sitting in your backyard reading one of the many books in your collection. this was the closest thing you had to “escaping” from your reality. 

now, you had an entire city to explore. you were eager, but you wanted to take your time doing so. the last thing you would want is to get tired of busan, even if you arrived just a couple months ago. you didn’t see your excitement wearing down any time soon. 

“there’s my favorite barista!” donghyun’s smiling at you in front of the register, where you’d been standing for the past couple hours. once you told him you were working at one of the local cafes, he quickly became a regular (only when you were on schedule, of course). 

“you’re not getting anything today?” he shakes his head no, making you chuckle. he actually never bought anything when he was there, rather showing up just to talk to you in your free time. you tap a few buttons on the screen, starting your thirty minute break and walking out to the main floor of the shop, the surfer following closely behind.  

“do you want to go to the beach with me later?” donghyun rests his head against his hand as he looks at you from across the table. “i’m going surfing again.” it’s sweet the way his eyes sparkle when he talks about his beloved hobby. 

“wow, i would’ve never guessed!” you respond sarcastically, earning a giggle from him as he shrugs. “i’m closing today though. guess you won’t have an audience today.” 

he pouts back at you, sniffling as he wipes away non-existent tears. “who else am i going to show off to then?” ever since the day you met, you found yourself seeing donghyun more often than you initially expected. you thought that he’d just be a friend you’d find in the waters every so often. not that it was an issue, no– rather, you found yourself perking up every time he walked through the doors. it’s something woonhak quickly picked up on when working with you, often nudging you with his elbow suggestively every time donghyun showed up. 

“i’m off tomorrow, though.” you’re looking at your shifts on your phone. “if you’re free, maybe we can-”

“yes.” he answers immediately, catching you off guard.

“you’re not going to let me finish my sentences now?” you can’t hold back the grin on your face at how forward he was. “what if i asked you to go fishing in the middle of the night or something?”

“...i’d still say yes. that sounds fun, actually. we could totally do that if you want to!” every word that came out his mouth was so incredibly endearing, even if he wasn’t trying. 

…and that’s how you found yourself next to him at midnight, only a couple hours after you got off work, sitting in two fold-up beach chairs on the dock. “i’d question why you have all this fishing gear, but i should’ve expected as much from you, donghyun.” 

“hey, isn’t this nice though? there’s no one else here at this time.” he looks proud as he rests the fishing rod on the wooden guard rail, line casted in the water. “isn’t it kind of romantic?” 

your cheeks heat up at his implications. if it weren’t for the warm lantern placed between you two, he would’ve missed the blush on your face. “i was joking when i said we should do this, you know.” 

“oh, was it? i was serious, though.” you can tell he’s telling the truth with the way he looks at you with a serious gaze. 

“yeah, i know that now.” you didn’t mind being dragged around to his odd antics. weird, yeah, but you can’t deny the fact that you enjoyed every second of his company. he enjoyed yours as well. “i find it funny to think you find this to be romantic.”

“why wouldn’t i? you’re here with me, after all.” with that, you realize that you see donghyun as more than just a boy you met on the beach. 

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moving to busan meant having someone to walk with once the autumn leaves started coming in. it was always nice to see the trees begin to change color, but you always wondered what it would be like to see the transition on a bigger scale– and busan gave you the perfect chance to do just that. now that you finally got to experience the fall wonder somewhere new, you weren’t sure if you could ever go back to the life you once lived.

days like this were common, where you’d walk through the streets that donghyun grew up in. usually it was just you two, but today, he suggested you come with him as he walked his dog. naturally, you accept; it was hard to deny a cute boy with an equally cute dog in his arms. you hold onto the leash, smiling at the way koni would stop every couple minutes to sniff something on the ground. 

as you walk a bit further, you stumble across a large crowd of people surrounding various street vendors, curiosity piqued within you. “ah, is it already time for the jagalchi festival? how could i forget!” donghyun marvels at his poor memory, he hadn’t realized it’s already been seven months since you entered his life. time seemed to go by quicker with you by his side. 

“festival? this happens every year?” your steps slow down, koni gently tugging on the leash to keep walking towards the bustling area. 

“yeah, it’s basically like a huge fish market that runs for a couple days. tons of people come from around the country to see it, actually. the local fishermen show off all the catches from the season, so you know it’s the freshest you can get… and there’s performances too! you have to see it now that you’re a busan resident!” 

donghyun takes your hand in his, leading you towards the festival. banners were put up all over the area, welcoming in visitors from near and far into the heart of busan. colorful lanterns adorned the sides of each vendor’s stall, enveloping the area in a comfortable glow. there were people of all ages in attendance, smiling and laughing amongst each other as they explored everything the market had to offer– this was something you would’ve never experienced back at home. 

the two of you come to a stop at one of the less crowded sellers. its owner, a kind looking old man, was standing proud at the buckets of fish laid out on the ground in front of him. “should we raise a fish together?”

“donghyun, these fish are dead.” 

he rolls his eyes at you playfully. “duh, i know that. i mean like, going to the store and getting a new friend for my tank at home.” 

“wouldn’t that just mean you’re raising it on your own? i don’t have any space for a fish tank at my place.” you think back to your apartment, which now felt like a space you could truly call your own. you were proud to think that you finally felt like you were where you belonged, even if you’ve only been here for a short time. 

“that’s fine! what matters to me is that we bought it together! obviously i’d give you visiting rights to our child.” how could you reject him when his eyes light up at the mention of getting a pet with you? 

“woah, our child? we must be serious now.” your comment is nothing more than a joke, but he’s silent as he thinks about what he wants to say. he gives the hand he’s holding a slight squeeze. 

“can i be your boyfriend, Y/N?” 

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moving to busan meant finding a new type of warmth amidst the cold winter. back at home, winters felt especially difficult. you were prone to the adverse effects of seasonal depression when this time of year came around. the days weren’t as long, sun setting much earlier than it did in the summer, leaving you with nothing but darkness. just getting out of bed felt like a hassle– there was nothing to look forward to in such a boring town. everything was just… so bland. you were in a constant state of irritation, the smallest things ticking you off and leaving you frustration for no specific reason. 

this winter, you found it hard to believe those old feelings haven’t come back yet. not when you had someone like donghyun at your side. if you found it hard to get out of bed, he’d be there to drag you out with him, humming to himself as you made breakfast together in your tiny kitchen. if you felt like crying, he’d be waiting next to you, box of tissues in hand as he wiped away your tears.

winter usually felt like being dragged deeper into the ocean, unable to swim– but now, donghyun was there to bring you back to the surface, safe and sound. each day spent with him felt like healing; as if nothing bad could ever happen to you knowing that there was someone who looked at you with nothing but love in his eyes.

“do you ever miss your hometown, Y/N?” you were laying in your boyfriend’s arms in his childhood bedroom. his prized fish tank sat on his dresser, where the fish you bought together swam happily amongst its friends. there were photos of him as a kid framed on his walls– him at his middle school graduation smiling proudly between his parents, him holding koni as a puppy, him crying beside his older sister on the playground– each one giving you a glimpse of the life he lived before he met you. “i can’t imagine throwing everything away and leaving like you did.”

“well, it sounds bad when you say it like that. i don’t think i was happy there, though.” donghyun knew he wanted nothing more than to give you a home you felt comfortable going back to. a place where you could feel true happiness in. he’s mindlessly running his hands through your hair from behind you as he listens. “i can’t say i miss it just yet. maybe i’ll visit sometime soon, just not now.” 

“does that mean you’re happy here? in busan, i mean.”

“yeah, i’m happy,” you take a moment to reflect on the way your life completely changed upon leaving the town you once knew; how a stranger on the beach brought color into your colorless world. sunsets spent eating ice cream on a hot day at the beach, meals shared at his favorite local restaurants, and nights much like this one, being embraced by the man you love, as you talk until the sun rises. “i knew things would be better somewhere else, but i’d never imagine meeting someone like you so soon. you make me feel like i should look at things a little differently at home.” 

“if you ever decide to go back there, can i come with you?” he rests his head on your shoulder, cheek touching yours. 

“hm? i mean, if you want to. there’s not much to see there. i don’t think you’d have as much fun there as you do here.” you offer, thinking about how disappointed he’d be upon seeing that there truly was nothing to do there compared to busan. 

“i want to see it. i don’t care if you think it’s boring,” he’s sincere with his words, you can tell he means everything he’s saying when it comes to you. “we can rewrite all your bad memories together. it makes me sad to think you look back at the town you grew up in without fondness.” 

“it’s going to be at least a year until i want to see that place again,” you grab his hand, large fingers enveloping yours. “but i’d like that a lot, donghyun.” 

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and by the time spring rolls around once more, and it’s finally been one year since you moved to busan, you think you finally understand what it means to feel at home. you never got the chance to visit the temples last year, just barely missing cherry blossom season when you first unloaded your boxes in your empty apartment. from then, you promised yourself you’d save it for the best time of year, when the blossoms were in full bloom, baby pink petals on display and falling along with the occasional breeze. 

you’ve never known what it felt like to be loved wholeheartedly, but you’re certain this is it, as you walk hand in hand with donghyun through a path of cherry blossom trees. with him, you found that every day felt like a scene out of a drama. exiting through the temple’s entrance, you return back to the streets you were now familiar with. there’s a small creamery hidden between a restaurant and convenience store, and you find yourself sitting at a table outside, ice cream slowly melting in their cups in front of you. 

“i wish i was cooler when i asked to be your boyfriend. i think about that a lot,” donghyun plays with your fingers across the table before intertwining them with his own. “in all honesty, i was thinking about it for a long time before that day.”

“really?” this was news to you. you knew you had more than platonic feelings for donghyun that night at the dock, but you were surprised to hear he felt the same way as early as you did. it warmed your heart to think he fell in love as quickly as he did. 

“yeah. i wanted to do something cool, like surprising you at work with a big bouquet of flowers, or making you your favorite food and hiding a note in it. just anything more interesting than popping the question at a damn fish stall.”

you burst out laughing at the thought of finding a piece of paper in your meal. “it was perfect to me, though. i’m more shocked at the fact you saw me like that for so long, donghyun.” you feel shy suddenly, reminiscing on the way your heart would speed up everytime he walked into the cafe, or when he would walk you back to your apartment after spending the day in the water together.

“i knew you’d be someone important to me the day i noticed you watching me on the beach. i don’t know why, though. maybe it’s just because people don’t really bat an eye when they see me surfing.” 

“it was hard not to. i’ve never seen anyone so carefree. i guess i was just jealous of the fact that someone could look like that.” you can’t believe it’s already been a year since you first saw him on the beach. it was almost as if the sea brought the two of you together when the wave he was riding pushed him straight to you. 

“i think you look like that when you’re with me,” donghyun’s smiling at his realization. “when i’m with you, it feels like i’m riding a wave that never dies. i’d give up surfing if it meant i could have you by my side forever.” the confession shocks you, knowing how much he loved spending hours at the beach every day, chasing the high he got when he was on his surfboard. you wanted to cry; to think that someone would let go of something that meant the world to them just for you. donghyun thinks he could cry too– to think that he had found you, a person who changed his world in a matter of months, by a stroke of fate. 

to donghyun, you moving to busan meant making you a part of his definition of “home”. 

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[landososcar]

so high school ; JB5

pairing(s) ; jude bellingham x singer!reader , jude bellingham x student!reader

summary ; twitters favourite new(ish) artist drops her new album right during her school year.

warnings ; nothinggggg & mainly just fluff bc i love happy people

note ; SORRY ITS SHORT AHHAHA, i’ll post a new lando fic soon i just have no inspiration… ignore any dates that are wrong or don’t match - im lazy. also this is VERYYYY LOOSLY based off so high school lol (it’s mainly the aristotle line)

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youruser surprise !!!!! as an end of term present (for myself🤭🥳) and in honour of knowing the loml for 15 years, here’s 15 new songs for you guys to (hopefully) enjoy 😊 noah, thank you for trusting me and letting me join you on what might be one of my favourite songs ever!! i loveeee youuuu. && to my jude<3 thank you for inspiring me every single day of our lives. i love you bigger than the whole sky 🩵🩵 (guys he’s actually v v talented and he helped me write scared of my guitar, hard to sleep, and feels like) j, you are my safe place and these songs — especially the ones i haven’t let you hear yet — are for you.

ps guys idk how to only write happy songs but jude is the only one who makes me feel safe enough to express my emotions through my songs 😁 i looooovvveee him and am NOT 🙅‍♀️ breaking up with him. he is stuck with me forever💞

‘the alchemy’ is YOURS tonight at midnight 💓

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user1 WHAT

user2 YOU CANT JUST DROP THIS ON US WTF

oliviarodrigo my girl💞💞 i’m so so soooo excited😭

user3 GIRL I KNOW YOU DIDNT JUST CALL THE ALBUM ‘the alchemy’ FOR NO REASON. WHERE TF IS THE TITLE TRACK I KNOW YOUVE GOT HER SOMEWHERE

youruser jude and i love the alchemy the most out of all the songs and wanna keep her just ours for a little bit longer but maybe if you guys enjoy these songs i’ll let you have my baby

user4 YNAJDKJSKDKDIS

user5 WHATTTT songs did she not let jude hear omfg i need to know

youruser he’s heard them all except for daylight, paper rings & so high school lollll

judebellingham refreshing my spotify every minute til midnight you guys don’t understand she’s kept these songs in a VAULT

user6 jude i know you love spotify but apple music get new music 10 minutes early xxx

judebellingham just made an apple music account

user7 TEN MINS TIL THE ALBUM OF THE YEAR DROPS

taylorswift so so proud of you beautiful 🩷🩷

judebellingham I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH

judebellingham putting ALLLL of these on the pre-game playlist

youruser babe idk if some of these will pump you up before a game

judebellingham hearing your voice will pump me up idc how sad the song is xx

user8 why’s no one talking about how she’s in UNIVERSITY and dropped a FIFTEEN song album like …??? she’s INSANE. WHERE did she find the TIMEEE

user9 not to mention she lives with him in madrid and does school online coz her uni is in the uk

user10 she’s insane i don’t understand how😭😭

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youruser surprised my fav person in the uk for his england game and he scored for me 😆🩵🩵

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user1 she wrote “you know how to ball” and he said “yeah” then scored a goal and did a celebration for her😭

user2 zoom in on pic 6 and you’ll see me laying on the road waiting to be run over

judbellingham ‘unemployed girlfriend’ but you’re the greatest singer on earth while also doing online uni full time and you still make time to be able to come see me

youruser it’s coz i love you so so bad

jobebellingham you make me sick

youruser i love u too jobeyyyyyy

england our favourite visitor💙💙

user3 how does she do all this whilst going to uni😭😭😭

oliviarodrigo 💖💖💖

judebellingham I LOVVVEEEE YOUUUUU

user4 i NEED the top in pic 8 where is it from

youruser i found it on depop and HAD to buy it😭😭 i think someone made it x

chappellroan HOTTTTT (you not ur bf)

youruser I WOULD DIE FOR YOU MY WIFE💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

user5 i don’t understand how you write sad songs like the ones on your album if ur ‘in love with jude’

user6 jude deserves better than someone who’s so caught up on and still writes songs about her exes

user7 WHYS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT THE LYRICS SHE POSTED ON TWITTER IM GOJNG INSANE

user8 LITERALLY?/!;!!/;@:8@ LIKE ??????? “WHERES THE TROPHY? HE JUST COMES RUNNING OVER TO ME” IS SO JUDE CODED WHEN Y/N IS AT LITERALLY ANY OF HIS GAMES

user7 EXACTLYYYYY HE ALWAYSSS RUNS TO HER IMMEDIATELY AFTER HES ALLOWED TO DO HIS OWN THING. ITS FUCKING ADORABLE

user8 IM SO GLAD SOMEONE UNDERSTANDS ME

user7 were both insane let’s get married

user8 dm me right now wife

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youruser lol little life update coz i’ve been m.i.a. for the last almost two months. 1: i went blonde again. 2: my man still as fine as ever. 3: got engaged or whatever lol. 4: slaying up exams. 5: i miss tour so i decided imma come back and see you all soon 🤭🤭 tour dates soon <3

ps in honour of becoming fiance or whatever🤗 the alchemy and 4 other songs are yours on the deluxe version of ‘the alchemy’ ,, out tonight !!!

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user1 WHAT THE FUCK

user2 GIRL LET US BREATHE

harrykane juudddeeeeee!!! congrats🥳❤️

declanrice mr bellingham that is a ROCK

user3 SHE DISAPPEARED FOR TWO MONTHS AND THEN CAME BACK AND DROPPED ALL OF RHAT ON HS

gracieabrams OMG WIFE IS GONNA BE A WIFE

user4 BLONDE YN IS BACK AND SHES A FIANCÉ OH MY GOD

judebellingham WIFE WIFE WIFE‼️‼️‼️

youruser not yet my love but so close🥰

judebellingham I CANT HEAR YOU MY WIFE IS AN ACADEMIC AND LYRICAL GENIUS

user5 she’s still writing break up and sad songs whilst engaged… so weird

user6 yeah and jude helps her,, he must be so disgusted right? seriously get a life and go touch grass

taylorswift so so happy for you 💓💓

youruser 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶 i love you

user7 TOUR TOUR TOUR TOUR TOUR

england juddeeeeee💙 sooo happy for you two

trentarnold ❤️❤️❤️

user8 how girl just gonna casually drop a ENGAGEMENT announcement in the middle of a photo dump

user9 REALLLL LIKE THATS A BIG ASS RING TOO

noahkahanmusic YESSSSS🤍🤍🤍🤍

user10 HOWWWW is miss girl gonna find time in her schedule to do uni, make music, keep a healthy relationship, AND TOUR

judebellingham mrs*

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[muirmarie]

good news: writing again

bad news: not writing the thing i'm supposed to be writing

worst news: writing something that was supposed to be easy h/c no plot. there is now plot. there was supposed to be no (important) ocs, and then i was gonna add one oc (a young girl). there is now another oc (a young woman i am deeply obsessed with). it was supposed to be very short. i am willing it with every fiber of my being to remain short but there is now plot and backstory and i am almost never stronger than a story when it knows what it wants.

anyway now i gotta think about what werewolf characteristics i wanna steal for this stupid story. i refuse to come up with a definitive reason why this is happening though. i draw my line there. that is my line in the sand. it is handwavey space magic and that is final.

sorry to the commenter who said twenty years ago that they liked when mccoy worried about spock being hurt, because i started this for you, and now i'm probably not gonna finish it for another eleventy hundred years ughhh.

okay real talk they're not actually werewolves but they're changed permanently by the moonlight and i'd like to add something werewolf-y. they've got eyes that glow in the dark because it's very obvious i like glowing eyes lmao. vulcan-level strength (or stronger?). (this isn't the boys btw, or if it's is it's temporary/curable, this is the bad AND misunderstood guys). changed vocal chords i think so they can howl over long distances? sharp teeth maybe. adds to the fear others have, and it's fun. night vision with the glowing eyes. they can probably run really fast.

sorry i know it's gotta be deeply irritating the way i jump around between stories and take forever to finish them lollll sorry sorry i am Working on it!!!

maybe claws? like at one point Thee bad guy has mccoy on the ground, hands bound behind his back, the bad guy crouching over him and grabbing his face. i think that could be enhanced with claws.

i didn't know what they looked like when i wrote that scene BUT. i think claws could definitely enhance it.

still generally human looking, but just enough that those that HAVEN'T been changed think them monsters and drove them out.

plus. mccoy's chin held firm by a clawed hand. yeah that's got potential.

i'm just thinking out loud again, okay okay i'll stop, BUT if you have any monstery little details i should add PLEASE gimme a shout

[skrewtiny]

Maybe it’s just me, buuuuuuuut…

Colby fits actually quite well as Seymour from Little Shop of Horrors

*i’m thinking more the Broadway(?) Musical, not the Film, but eh both really*

Behold… visualization, and then i’ll explain my thought process

Yes the Plant is not consistent in the two but i figured out how to draw the plant a bit more to my liking after the colored picture HHHHhhhhHHhhhH..anyway.

Major Spoilers for Little Shop of Horrors it’s inevitable i’m sorry—

*for those who aren’t familiar with Lsoh, it’s a ‘musical about a timid florist named Seymour who discovers a carnivorous plant called Audrey II(Which i’ve named Cassie II, for the sake of this), which brings him sudden success by attracting customers with its strange beauty, but at a terrible price as the plant demands increasingly gruesome sustenance, forcing Seymour to make dark choices to maintain his newfound fame and pursue his love interest, Audrey’, thanks Google lollll! Btw this is going to be kinda long so rip attention span-*

First off, we know Colby is a fan of Herbology, and i’d assume just plants in general, as well as i’d assume he knows quite a bit about them. So working at a Florist Shop and having Strange Plants as a hobby isn’t far off, in my opinion.

And then we get to the Plant itself. Frankly, sad as it might be, i do think Colby could be sweet-talked into feeding the plant the ‘gruesome’ things, given the correct incentive(this isn’t to say he absolutely would, but yk). In this case, it’s fame, wealth, wanting for absolutely nothing, and *cough* Cassandra to like him back *cough*.

If we think back to the ending of Playing with Dragons Fire, MC basically says/thinks ‘I’m glad Colby gets to be the center of attention for once’, or something similar. And yeah, Colby very much gets overshadowed by the company he keeps, pretty much wherever he goes. Whether it’s Fischer, Cassandra, or anyone else, really. He’s not the most eccentric, and doesn’t actively try to get the attention onto him, unlike…certain..brothers…of his..but given the offer to have that attention, to be known as a ‘Botanical Genius’ of sorts, to pretty much be a celebrity and have the love of hundreds- i think he would be tempted. Just add in the rest and it’s a done deal, really.

That, and the Plant being able to get him to do things isn’t really out of pocket or anything. Going back to the Black Lake Lullaby Q&A, it says:

"Oh, yes, definitely. Fischer's eyes are a slightly darker shade of mean. No? Okay, so maybe you can't tell the brothers apart by looking at them, but they do have different personalities. Fischer is the leader, more apt to draw his wand, and always eager to start a fight.

Colby is the sensitive soul who hesitates before casting that curse (sometimes) and would rather not get into trouble but has difficulty saying no to his brother.”

Now of course Fischer isn’t a carnivorous Plant, but the concept is the same. Colby has a bit of difficulty saying no, likely more so to those he cares about. And He’s been taking care of this Plant for quite some time, talks to the thing, affectionately calls it ‘Twoey’- and yeah i get it’s a plant and how close could he really be with it, but…still.

Not to mention, the first k!ll the Plant suggests is Audrey’s very(TW) Abusive and Toxic boyfriend, whom Seymour/Colby already very much dislikes for what he does to Audrey, and he really wants to help her out of the Relationship so she doesn’t get hurt. Using that as a manipulation tactic to get him to give in, the Plant has a good chance. After all, ‘How bad could it really be, that the jerk’s gone’(i forget the actual quote but it’s something along those lines).

And of course, Colby would eventually come to his senses and feel guilty, what with the things he did just to keep the Plant alive and thus keep his selfish fame ongoing. That would absolutely drive him crazy, and i think he would decide to quit feeding the plant, leaving it to d!e even at the cost of success. But the one cost he realizes he can’t well live with, is losing Cassandra/Audrey. He believes she only realized she liked him because of the fame and success, and is afraid to lose that. So he can’t stop, can he…? No.

That mindset ends quickly however when the Plant tries to eat the Girl, in which his resolve quickly hardens and he would indeed attempt to chop the plant to pieces.

In the Broadway(?) Musical i’m pretty sure he does not succeed, but in the Movie he does…so, yeah. That’s fun.

So yeah! Those are my thoughts, sorry i’m bad at explaining my thoughts, i hope that was coherent and made some sliver of sense!

Quite a bit of it is likely headcanon and it might not line up with yall’s view of him, but yeah this is just me :>

*P.S. Cassandra does NOT fit Audrey whatsoever, but she is Colby’s canon crush, so i can pretend……..also here’s that snipped from the Q&A(on the Wiki cuz the actual Q&A is gone), i don’t want to say things are canon without proof, which is ALSO probably just a me thing, but yeah :D*

[lordichamo]

HELLO IT'S ME AGAIN!!! Sorry if I'm spamming your inbox or something along the lines of that ?? 😭 just thinking about Survive!Mine a lot .... Thought of something funny actually, not that it would happen like this but just imaging that Daigo and Mine's (Kashiwagi too) reunion is purely on accident. Daigo...for some reason ... is in Ijincho and wants to visit a bar, so he visits the closest one which would be Survive. He walks in, and there comes running the little bar cat. Mine calls out the cat's name "Rokudaime" and then it's just " . . . " Imagine if the Ichigang was there too LOLLLL

HELPPP YEAH . the accidental reunions are always really amusing to think abt tbh. Daigo walking into that bar for a drink and just getting hit with the info that two (2) "ghosts" run the place and also apparently there's a cat named in his honor (he just wanted to get trashed):

[astroreoreoreoreoreoreoreo]

HI III SORRY I TOOK SO LONG TO READ NEW FGA CHAPTER i was dying of duty

hem hem . chapter 34! spoilers i guess?

oh boy. more unresolved issues. this is starting to feel like a dysfunctional family too #distruzione passione parellels go

yes fugo you need a rock to the head. hes right for once wow ! /j

mista cracks me up bro. 😭😭 this guy . i relate. imagine not getting answers for anything. id also crash out

flashback... oh giorno my little creature..... fugo getting pissed off so easy is making me want to also throw rocks at him. but i kinda get it. sigh.... therapy asap please

culto.... does he know.. ☹️....

"he's not trying to lead another man on" you know its ok to ask after acquaintances right. you know thats. like. normal. right. especially with changes in behaviour. this guy i sweearrrrrr FUGOOOO WHEN i CATCH you AAGGHH youre going straight to therapy

giorno n trish.... dammit man ouucchhh. i feel sorry for both of them auugghhg.hg go to counseling everyone needs it

the mystery of boss continues. i dont do theories i fear but i can say this is pretty interesting so far ^_^ idk how anything works so i dare not comment but . uh. yea nice to see more opinions on how he operates. usual ruthless authority kinda?. i say usual like typical for a person in position of power btw

"you doubt everything. doesn't mean youre right." EXACTLY HO I foams at the mouth. sorry. fugos sorry ass should pull himself togeth.. SORRY. um. SERIOUSLY man this line is just about how i would summarise wtf is going on with this idiot. self doubt and the whole cascade stemming from that. ahhghgh..

ladybug in his collar... oh curious. gahhhhh ............. wheeere shall this go teehee

i dont think i can conjure up anything more than this surface level commenting, . looking forward 2 next chapter !!! i believe in you !!!!!

dw!!! I get that you guys have lives lollll

if I had a nickel for every crime group in FGA that was headed by a flamboyantly dressed man whom estrogen would save, who at one point in his life had a different hair color but is now blond, who had feelings for one of his subordinates that he wasn't able to express, who at one point had a relationship with a woman with pink hair, and who has an unhealthy relationship with a dark haired woman, I would have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's insane that it happened twice, especially considering how freaking specific that description is.

I think fugo should be drop-kicked. As a treat. I should make giorno hit him with a car

Mista when he and everyone else have been waiting for like four years for this damn relationship to blossom even though they clearly both like one another and now they hate each other all of a sudden and no one is telling him why

Giogio just trying to share epic plant facts and fugo is trying to kill him with his mind

It's funnier because it seems like someone is still sorting that mail (poorly). Who is doing it. Is Boss breaking in and instead of doing anything to take over he's just sorting the mail so no one notices culto is gone. The image is very funny to me

Fugo is like "if I talk to him too much he will think I want to freak with him." No fugo no one does that. You're insane fugo. You're crazy

Trish is so sick of dumbass gay people that she would rather go get jumped by her dad than stick around /j

Boss when it's time to exert his power just because he can. Hell yea. Fuck u van I'm da boss here. He's such a child it's honestly pathetic

Fugo when someone dares imply that his anxiety spirals are more wrong than they are right and constantly listening to them is a really stupid thing to do: >:(

See Chapter 26 for another mysterious ladybug!!

Your commentary made me happier with the past two chapter actually! I feel more motivated to keep working bc I don't hate the set up anymore :3 yippee hopefully I can lock in. Everyone help me lock in #oreolockin in the chat

[samsblades]

reposting about my con experience with jared a few months later on here since laila bestie wanted to hear about it lol @rubyvhs <33 and since it was on my previous blog heh. probably more details from before because i was hugely freaking out back then lol

so i had a photo op with him and i did it with my sister!! that was first and then there was a panel with him, mark pellegrino, and alaina huffman!

it was very hot and humid in both places bc his photo op was the biggest so people were waiting outside and the door was open and all that. pretty poor circulation in his area unfortunately :,) and the q&a was in a tent outside thank fuck i brought my little handheld fan LOL anyways

it was hot... so he was all sweaty and flushed LOLLLL but someone on his staff was like wiping some of the sweat on his face in between the last photo ours so he was like "sorry, it's so hot!" and my sister and i were like "nonono take ur time don't worry." but obviously the photo ops are quite rushed so he brushed off the person helping out (politely ofc) very quickly so he could take the picture with us!!

also while i was waiting in line... i was setting my bag on the little table they had for them. and it gave a view of him and i was putting my bag down right as he ended his photo with someone. and when you're done he'll like look after you for a second and obviously i was staring at him. and you walk off i the direction of the table with bags obviously so you can grab it and so i made eye contact with him and he smiled at me before he had to take his next photo and i FREAKED LMAO i think he saw my face go 😳😳😳 shdkfhakjdfl. yeah

anyways back to the photo itself... i blacked out a little bc i don't remember the picture itself HAHA but as we walked up he was like "hi how are you guys :)))" and we were like "hi hi!! we're good thank you how are you??" and he was like "i'm good, thanks :)))" and idk if he said anything else because we took the picture and i blacked out teehee. and the whole time he was making such intense and purposeful eye contact i was like woah woah woah he's really tryna make this personal WOW !!!

but here comes the kicker !!!! basically he says like thank you all sweet and bye and all that but. but oh my god oh my fuck. i'd assume he does this for most folks but before/as we started to walk away he 100% gave each of us a quick but very sweet back rub and it fixed me. it fixed me oh my god. and i freaked out so bad LOLLLL i was like thanks!!! have a good day!!! 😳😳😳😳😳 @_@ kadkjflaskd and my sister and i walked away like... clinging to each other giggling like idiots etc. my knees buckled on several occasions. i sank to my knees in the line to get a second copy of the picture :,) and i need that again SO BADLY OH MY GODDDD it was so comforting and i think about it an unhealthy amount <3333

anyways happy to post the pic if anyone is curious! i look a tiny bit goof because of how hot and nervous if was. he is visibly flushed and sweaty as well though heart eyes heart eyes. anyways you can see his chest hair too <333 gorgeous man

this is getting so long but the panel was lovely!! they were all so cute and funny and he included gen in almost every single answer in at least some way. also i was in line to ask a question.... and the last one they took was the one right before me which was very typical for my luck LOL but honestly it's the last thing that comes to mind when i think about the experience. so overall it was definitely so so amazing <333

[calypsolemon]

i’m always in awe of your use of texture whenever i see the burning kai art !! it’s seriously so satisfying and beautiful

why thank you! I'm going to take this ask as one for the "analyze your own art" prompt lollll so sorry if you weren't looking for a ramble about the meaning in the piece but also. woe, analysis be upon ye!

so the caption of the original post of this piece is a line from Astana's Favorite Daughter. Fair warning the music video linked contains nsfw/horror elements, but it's a gorgeous piece of evocative animation set to an even more evocative song. I dont actually think the song itself fits Kai terribly well when taken in whole, but it's what prompted the image to come to my mind in the first place, so it's relevant

I really had fun playing with shapes in this image. Someone pointed out the teardrop shape where his neck and shoulder meet, which i also incorporated into the shadow where his right hand is, as well as the shoulders themselves and some of the negative space between licks of flame.

The shapes focus is also why I drew this in black and white first. I used a gradient map to color it, which is new for me!

The way kai is holding himself has a dual meaning to me. It could imply self-love, like hugging yourself, but it could also imply a sort of fear of vulnerability and hiding of oneself, since his arms are wrapped around his naked chest.

The expression is meant to be a little bedroom-eyes-y lolll, but I kept the actual view the audience gets of his expression limited to the one eye to again have something "hidden."

Pretty much all of this is in service of exploring multiple meanings that I attribute to fire. The idea of something warm and alluring and necessary, that also gets dangerous and destructive when you get too close.

Dwell as long as you wish on the transgenderism of me (transmasc) drawing a (male) character I kin naked staring directly at the camera set to a song with the word "daughter" in it

[mcondance]

HIHIHI IM SAW UR POST ABOUT MODERN STACK LOVING LINE DANCES, as somebody from the dirty south I APPROVE THIS MESSAGEEEEE.

him liking Slow Wind SPECIFICALLY is so valid, I'm jus cheesing picturing it 😭 boyyyy once he hear that "attention attention 🗣️" CLEAR THE ERAAAAAAAA, my nga need some ELBOW room. Freak It by Lathun also gets a honorable mention for him‼️

okay i just had to scream about that i geek when i see my culture mentioned on this app so sorry

YESSSS I WAS HOPING SOMEONE FROM DOWN HERE WOULD CHIME IN!!!!!!

that boy LOVESSSSS slow wind, like you said as soon as he hear the opening sound everyone knows to just gon head move out the way cause elias bout to act a fool 😭😭😭 he LOVESSS freak it cause he gets to hit them lil hip pops LOLLLL.

do not be sorry anon this message really made me happy, i too geek when i see my culture mentioned in this app!

[delugyu]

hiiiii, how are youuuuu, user delugyu, dearest !!

lol i was planning on binge reading your drabbles last weekend but i had (and still do) so many shit to do ughhh, throw a brick at me, i can’t do this uni student shit anymore

i’m going to start with the taehyun drabble omgggg, he’s so dreamy, so appetizing. i love how you make him so gone for mc and how he’s not afraid to show it. also that part when he’s like “come to me, you don’t need other men” 😵‍💫😵‍💫 and when he bites mc’s panties and makes them snap against her, fanning myself as i write this

now beomgyu’s, i do agree !! this one will not be a victim of my truck, but i still want to see him suffer, sorry. part of me wants him to get what he wants and the other wants taehyun to ask her out so i can see him lose his shit lol. that’d just make the next time he sees mc more freaky imo !! like he has to prove himself. also the panty stealing (realistically speaking tho, what do u even do in that situation!? lmfaoo, did mc just went back home like that?) and the spit thingy ????? also mc is soooo cute, i want her too, ngl

anyway, i think this beomgyu actually likes mc, he's so sweet and attentive compared to c3 bg 😭😭 like you can tell this mf actually cares about her. how he always kisses her face, ughhhh. their soft moments are what make me want to see them together, but also make beomgyu suffer, angst looks good on him idc

finally the soobin one !! another one that just made me WEAK. i thought you'd focus on beomgyu's POV, but i'm glad you didn't (as much as i would have liked seeing him suffer lol), soobin is so fucking sweet and i love that he's still desperate but in a much softer way, just !! made me lose my mind. i must have told you with every other member, but you write them so well !! i just love how you write hehe

also, my baby is a gray tabby cat !! i'm not really good with descriptions, like his paws are black and he looks a little stupid. sorry lol 🥲 i have and instagram reel saved bc the cat looks just like mine, though i think anons can't send links either so fuck me ig !!

astrology anon

ASTRO ANONNYPOOOOOO !!!

all is well in life as of current, i got an 80 on an exam that i was so sure i failed so #yay 🍾 weather is starting to get kind of nice too which is making me happy. taking walks is sooooo much better than using the treadmill. i feel ur pain omg the final stretch of the semester is so brutal. i’m at the point where i’ve accepted some of these assignments are just not gonna get done 😭😭

IM SOOOO EXCITED HEHE i love that taehyun drabble so much… he’s just so perfect… YESSS i’m such a sucker for possessiveness like i sneak in a possessive line of dialogue wherever i can lmao. idk what abt panty snapping makes me so feral but it does something for me every time… im so glad u saw the vision

the drabble series gyu is soooo much more bearable than c3 gyu LMFAO like u said he cares a lot abt mc and it’s so sweet hehe. we can always agree on gyu suffering more tho like one thing i love to see him do is cry and beg<3 not gonna say much but i’m so interested to see ur reaction to part 5 LMFOAOOAJJSJS i should have that ready for release this weekend maybe

THE PANTY STEALING INCIDENCE…. my formal and canon explanation here… just her wholeheartedly believing they got lost somewhere, meanwhile they’re just tucked away neatly in his nightstand. so not only does he succeed in stealing her panties, but now he gets to watch her walk away in his sweatpants… we know he’s got a possessive streak so that probably stroked his ego a little. probably made him stroke something else too

LOLLLL idk what’s up w me and spit kink recently cause this is a very new development. it didn’t do much for me before but suddenly i’m like yeah… saliva….. yeah…. also mc is super duper cute and u r so right to want her 😋

hehe i loveeeee writing little sweet moments between gyu and mc, it just makes the smut soooo much better idk i love the air of innocence it gives a scene. and beomgyu has plenty more suffering to endure fear not 🤍

ackkkk in soobin’s drabble i definitely wanted to show his desperation in a diff way than i usually do lol. he basically had an i love you kink, the amount of times that phrase was said LMFAO. i’m so glad u like my writing for each memberrrr 🙈🙈 omggg stop flustering me while i’m in public!!!! now the world sees me smiling like a fool at my phone!!! hehe <3

a gray tabbyyyyyyy stop i love tabby cats so much…. “he looks a little stupid” the absolute best quality any pet could possibly have. so effing cute i want a kitten so badddd 😭

blessed be thy day ! fruitful be thy harvest ! lol tyyyyyy 😚

[leroiestmortvivelareine]

tgr live journal - ch 14-15

my reactions as i read tgr

(all chapters)

tgr live - ch 14-15

hmmm the story far.... our heroes have a supportive friendship and count each other among the various people they find attractive

but do they answer each other's needs?

what DO they need?

Jean is 19, breathing (and a scorpio), so i'm sure he's got no problem with sensation for sensation's sake. But he has the soul of a poet in there somewhere, and he knows love is real, even without book or movies, because he saw it, every day, right under his nose

i think that's really why Zane's story is so important to me. however broken he has become I feel he is essential to Jean's healing...

what part of Jean doesn't like being in boxes do you not understand

Jean respects authority

Jean doesn't like rebellion

hmm

has Jean met Neil

so cute that Jeremy worries he's prickteasing Jean

... you do know he's French, right?

LOLLLL what did i just tell you

au revoir Jeremy's executive functions

hey wait a minute - remember how the Foxes all pestered Neil to bring a date to the banquet? Shouldn't Jeremy have pressured Jean to bring a nice bit of arm candy? That's not very captainy of you Jere

what did you do to White Ridge's captain's career and reputation - did you out him as a druggie?

was he your dealer?

why didn't you get dragged down too?

who are the other teams at the banquet?

is one of Jean's now-graduated tormentors here as a coach or something

No really, go crazy with Ivan, yolo

Captains leader board:

Riko hookup count: 1 confirmed

Jere hookup count: half a dozen confirmed, unconfirmed number is unknown but assumed to be a large integer raised to an even larger exponential power

why do they even call these things banquets, why don't they just call them what they are - the Jerry Springer Show But With Nice Suits

hmm so it WAS a sex scandal, of course it was a sex scandal, it's Nora

cocaine, how 80s

you want sympathy for cocaine addiction? you think you know addiction?? HAVE YOU EVER READ AFTG?????

i love how literally EVERYBODY believes in Perfect Court, it's like Oz

am I the only one maliciously enjoying all the sins of Jeremy's sexual past coming back to haunt him all at once

i've been at parties like this but it's funny when it happens to someone else

Jean's determined to confiscate at least one cigarette packet this season

i don't think Jean's a prude by nature, Jeremy, and he should be well aware of your sluttiness by now

just tell him, whatever it is I guarantee he's heard so very much worse

stop saying 'another team arrived' in this foreboding manner

is it Montana

oh good we're back to Jeremy's love life, sponsored by the BMW motor company. BMW, the ultimate driving machine. More power, less consumption. The new X5 is stronger and quieter than ever!

Jeremy has a type and it's wankers

I hate how very clear my mental picture of Ivan is

Jeremy you delectable morsel. please use a fucking condom.

choking is extremely dangerous btw

the neck is a tricky area... very fine line between ok and too late to say sorry

oh Laila. how's he going to fuck someone who respects him when he doesn't respect himself?

whoa

ok so we always knew it was going to be drugs or suicide or sex scandal... the only thing we got wrong was the 'or'

and somehow this is STILL not in the top 5 most shocking things to happen so far

Jeremy - I got raided by the police in the middle of a depraved cocaine-fuelled gay orgy that destroyed the careers of dozens of my peers and claimed the life of my baby brother

Jean - ok

Jeremy - I'm also studying to go to Harvard Law School

Jean - OH MY GOD THE BETRAYAL I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU ANYMORE

totally boss move to round off the scandal of the decade with an advertisement for your oral skills Jeremy - that's the kind of genius that just cannot be taught

ironically a depraved cocaine-fuelled gay orgy would have done absolute wonders for Jean's previous captain

and speaking of... how the hell was Riko not exploiting this scandal at every opportunity??

did he not know?

oh gods

i just thought of an even better question

... does Kevin know?

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maybe Kevin did know...

was he encouraged by the idea that you could fail to save someone

and still be someone worth saving?

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[hotmessmaxpress]

the omega bezz pack au is my favourite thing ever … does the pack ever fuck him all together? does vale participate? does that change when marc arrives? sorry i love feral little biter bezz i want to know everything!!!

In this ask I talk briefly about vale joining in pack gang bangs. The way I originally thought of the pack dynamic was basically a weird little polycule where bezz fucks any of them/all of them and in any combination basically whenever they're into it.

They've had group sex with the entire pack before but not often (mostly for logistical reasons; they're all busy and have lives outside of just fucking bezz lmao) but it's not uncommon for bezz to be shared between two or more alphas at once, especially during his heats.

As far as vale participating-- in my head/fantasy of the situation, he occasionally has sex with bezz (group sex or otherwise) up until he officially mates with marc. I don't think he fucks bezz nearly as much as the rest of them (for lots of reasons-- he's old, he's still sort of their boss, etc) but he is still bezz's pack alpha so it's not abnormal for bezz to occasionally want to hit that. Once he mates with Marc, he stops fucking bezz (this contributes to bezz's little meltdown) except maybe for special occasions when marc is okay with it?

There's also a little weirdness when thinking about the logistics of a pack gangbang because luca and vale are brothers, so it's a bit weird for them to be involved in a gangbang together... obviously they wouldn't fuck each other but it definitely toes a certain type of line to imagine them in that type of situation. If you are icked out by that then just imagine that luca is busy and not present when vale is participating in group sex lmao

When I originally had the gangbang thought it genuinely didn't occur to me that they were related until someone pointed it out lollll

[calronhunt]

didnt want to be extra annoying and ask this on your art blog so ill settle for just being annoying.. was anything in wac inspired by the life series? like designs or well, anything! discovered ur stuff on youtube and went ooooh and then snooped through all the art i could find and was repeatedly reminded of the sillies that occupy my brain. sorry 2 be weird! ik its the worst question to be asked sorry but its hurting my brain wondering and not knowing

Aw shit ya caught me. I was gonna reveal this fact much later down the line bc ive been kinda open that WAC started out as an AU just not for what. Primarily the reason for secrecy is bc i don't want people to look at this story i put a lot of myself and my experience into and go "I can't believe you tricked me into reading about minecraft men" bc the story has expanded a lot past these intial inspirations.

So before i go into all the inspirations, I wanna make this perfectly clear. WAC's plot is almost completely original, baring some small scenes inspired by events in the Life series and the basic set up. It's a three act story that is mostly about me and my partners problems regarding abuse and personhood. The Life Series au was a starting point and it kinda spiraled out from that lollll.

(Also I saw your other ask and it doesn't bother me at all! Its been something ive wanted to talk about anyway simply bc i find the inspirations funny. Plus I promised myself if someone realized and asked I would talk about it. Also i just love talking about inspiration and seeing how you got from one thing to the next, maybe others would like the same.)

1. "Why are they cats?" This started as an au once again but i felt too embarrassed talking about it publicly as a mcyt au so I gave them cat designs. That's the only reason lol

Lain - Inspired primarily by 3rd life and lim life martyn in regards to both his devotion to the king (ren) and mariner (scott). Lain and Mariner originally started as Majorwood shipping cats but then became more about their unhealthy power dynamics and two people being stuck together it spiraled into what we have now! Especially since I believe Martyn killed Jimmy (Canary) in 3rd life? Or at least scott accuses him as such so that's where that came from.

Mariner - 3rd/lim life scott! His obsession with the sea, his name, his relationship to Canary, his ties to Lain, and his design is pulled from scott. That's about all that's similar now though. His personality is completely different. Hes a shitty fuckinh dude.

Canary - 3rd life Jimmy Solidarity but like fucking barely and just bc hes married to mariner (flower husbands). Took his name from the fandom calling him a canary because he always dies first and that's basically it. Also worked with the bird name theme i was starting to go with

The King - 3rd life ren but again fucking BARELY except for his relationship with Lain and being a king and trying to conquer shit. That's like. It.

Condor - he's just mr good times with scar. Hes like, the closest to his mcyt counterpart probably and im not even sorry. Took primarily from 3rd life and lim life once again though in regards to his relationship with Crane (Cleo), Warbler (bdubs), and Scout (Etho) (and also the fact the group is called the flock is a cheeky callback to the family being called the clockers)

Crane - stated above, Cleo, but only bc shes mom in the clockers family. Nothing else.

Warbler - limlife bdubs but again fucking BARELY. I think the bdubs skin is the most i drew on for her design with the fucked up eye and teeth.

Grouse - mr 3rd life grian. Dating condor because desert duo and feeling indebted to him for that as well. And just. Generally little guy vibes.

Scout - etho. Just for chill vibes. Dating Crabe because hes "dad" in lim life and dating Wolf (Joel) bc of double life halfslab.

Wolf - Primarily last life joel with the living alone in the woods thing and joel just being a like. Maniac in the life series with the murders and such. Dating scout again bc of double life. The her having canary's skull thing is just for my friend who is a big fucked up smallidarity shipper.

Sycamore, coal, and aster are original characters i made specifically for the story.

I would again like to state that the story is BARELY tied to things that happen in the life series, and its mostly my personal experiences and silly thoughts. The silly minecraft men were just the jumping off point and all of their arcs are original so there ya go <3

[nereidprinc3ss]

hey cutie pie every time i read one of your works for the first time i wish i could bottle up the feeling i get and just show it to u so u can see just exactly how it looks and i’m telling u rn that if i could make it it would be pink and gold and full of sunbeams and glitter dancing in the light it’s that serious to me

just like heaven is so adorable i’ve said so many times it’s incredible how well you capture the characters even when it’s side characters that only show up for a few seconds in the fic like that is Them! will forever be in awe at how you do it u never cease to amaze me. love loved it as always again every time i see u upload i feel Crazy no high could ever touch this!!! smiling typing this rn as i think of them like spencer is so adorable and r is literally so real my personal favorite parts were the handler line cause it’s cute and silly and also kind of suggestive yummmm and the kiss on the cheek made me want to scream it was so so sweet and cute and perfect also the line about him being worried abt being the butt of the joke made me want to cry like i was so 🥹🥹🥹🥹 UGHH LIKE THATS MY 20/30/40 SOMETHING YEAR OLD BABY (depending on what season i’m feeling into LOLLLL) which omfg that reminds me i don’t think i said this in my dybmn7 review LOL maybe i did but at the end when he is just talking to her about lord byron and ada and she either thinks or says something abt liking to hear him just talk (?? i don’t remember the particulars) but that made me literally want to die like sorry not to be me but like i think his rambles are the cutest thing ever ever and so it made me want to melt that like she didn’t cut him off and just let him talk idk that is the cutest thing everrrrr. anyway back to the subject at hand sorry

i loved their banter and i think that the confession was seriously so good i loved the way it played out and him holding her hand all the way home SCREAMMM loves it they are so cute that was so cute i feel like dying. u are a star as always kissesss🧸

ugh my muse my beautiful wife of 50 years thank u for this I love u forever!!!!!!!

and also i loooove writing for the other team members like i don’t wanna kiss them as severely as i do spencer so i dont write for them outside of my spencer fics and when they appear i love it so much its so fun and i just adore writing them idk hehehe so thank u for appreciating their characterization as well i do my best🫡!!! im a public servant