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dragonpyre · 3 months
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I unironically love getting hate mail/hate comments, because it tells me my presence/art made people feel a strong enough emotion that they were moved to tell me. And it's pathetic that they did so cuz I'm literally just Some Guy.
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the-descolada · 4 months
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It’s very hard to reconcile memories of someone being a positive presence in your life when the downturn was so sudden. One second I had a friend whose love for me I thought was genuine and trusting and then that fell apart so quickly and completely I had no idea it was even happening before it was too late bc of irrational fears inside their head I couldn’t have foreseen or even known about and all of that fell on me and their anxiety became a justification to treat me so fucking badly and I just couldn’t handle that bc I’m only human
#it’s easy to fall into self blame but when my friends and my therapist are firmly telling me#that things should never have reached that point#that their unwillingness to handle conflict evenly or maturely or even just care about actually resolving it#rather than taking out whatever trauma filled ball of punishment as irrational self protection against shadows on me#made the situation unsalvageable bc my care made Leaving impossible even while I was being mistreated#things didn’t have to be this way and if they actually wanted me as a friend they would have communicated and fought for me#instead of self justifying their own delusional image of me to keep their innocence stable#I deserved better from someone who called me their firmest friend#I deserved better.#it’s also just like profoundly fucking obvious the transmisogynistic bias informing this they won’t ever examine#expecting someone to be literally perfect under duress and mistreatment is one thing#but having so much of it be wrapped in fear of being ‘unsafe’ bc of my assumed emotions is uh#being condescended to about consent multiple times based on their own irrational assumptions and overreaction is uhhh#being the obvious disposable one with a clear parallel of someone else in their life they treated a similar way is uhhhhhhhhh#it’s blindingly obvious who gets the benefit of the doubt and who doesn’t#who is automatically considered the aggressor and who isn’t#I LOVE BEING ONTOLOGICALLY CAPABLE OF HARM#Sucks dude#personal
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calronhunt · 1 year
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Im actually kinda mad that no one talks about bottom surgery for transmen. Like i kinda genuinely am. For years i thought that i could never have a working functioning dick for sex purposes Or any resources that I tried to find would have some snide people being like "if you just want it for sex you're not actually trans/getting it for the right reasons." So i just gave up on that, and pretended that i didn't have bottom dysphoria. And just ignored all of the times as a kid/teen where i fantasized about having a dick. And i genuinely feel like ive been cheated and lied to. And its like. Idk man. It sucks and it hurts that the ideal Trans Guys is a dude with top surgery and a pussy. Like that's what it feels like to me and im happy for the trans guys that are that but i tried to pretend i was that for so long and it hurts. That i forced myself to pretend to be that. For so long.
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eddie-rifff · 1 year
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ugh the new adhd med gave me a headache and made my sleep horrible. this is the lowest dose too. i guess im not gonna be continuing it which really blows because its the first one that actually helped my adhd but its just not worth the literal headache and disrupted sleep. fuuuuck
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basilseedcookie · 2 years
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very bored so heres chrono fact of the night
its difficult for her to fall asleep and moreso to stay asleep. this is usually not a problem as she doesnt get physically tired but frequently gets mentally exhausted. so she will pick weird spots to flop around and pretend to sleep and stay like that for hours
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edlucavalden · 17 days
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Learning to eat with your hands.
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roninkairi · 1 year
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You can only reblog this today.*
*PLEASE READ THE TAGS
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fr33kachu · 5 months
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Wish i knew what i wanted out of life!!!! Wish i knew what direction i should be moving in!!!!!
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So lemme get this straight - I rent a film on youtube, I pay money to watch it, and it doesn't even have subtitles?
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padmestrilogy · 5 months
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best scene in the prequels is when anakin and padme have just landed on naboo & padme goes “hmm being a childqueen might’ve fucked me up a bit” and anakin, former 9yo slave separated from his mom, confronted for perhaps the first time with the idea that childhood trauma effects you later in life, goes “nuh uh”
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themightythornicus · 1 year
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Dude :(
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edwinspaynes · 1 year
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I miss getting high lmao
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giritina · 1 year
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This 2chan board i found is making me fucking crazy. If you were curious if chan board users were universally pathetic
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losticaruss · 1 year
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oh to take classes about things i enjoy without having to dredge through the meaningless sludge of the rest of college courses
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lieu-rey · 3 months
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can I interest anyone in vampire javier + jovier
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messengerhermes · 2 years
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Man, guess I lost my bro to the battlefields of love
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