I unironically love getting hate mail/hate comments, because it tells me my presence/art made people feel a strong enough emotion that they were moved to tell me. And it's pathetic that they did so cuz I'm literally just Some Guy.
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Im actually kinda mad that no one talks about bottom surgery for transmen. Like i kinda genuinely am. For years i thought that i could never have a working functioning dick for sex purposes Or any resources that I tried to find would have some snide people being like "if you just want it for sex you're not actually trans/getting it for the right reasons." So i just gave up on that, and pretended that i didn't have bottom dysphoria. And just ignored all of the times as a kid/teen where i fantasized about having a dick. And i genuinely feel like ive been cheated and lied to. And its like. Idk man. It sucks and it hurts that the ideal Trans Guys is a dude with top surgery and a pussy. Like that's what it feels like to me and im happy for the trans guys that are that but i tried to pretend i was that for so long and it hurts. That i forced myself to pretend to be that. For so long.
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ugh the new adhd med gave me a headache and made my sleep horrible. this is the lowest dose too. i guess im not gonna be continuing it which really blows because its the first one that actually helped my adhd but its just not worth the literal headache and disrupted sleep. fuuuuck
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very bored so heres chrono fact of the night
its difficult for her to fall asleep and moreso to stay asleep. this is usually not a problem as she doesnt get physically tired but frequently gets mentally exhausted. so she will pick weird spots to flop around and pretend to sleep and stay like that for hours
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Wish i knew what i wanted out of life!!!! Wish i knew what direction i should be moving in!!!!!
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So lemme get this straight - I rent a film on youtube, I pay money to watch it, and it doesn't even have subtitles?
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best scene in the prequels is when anakin and padme have just landed on naboo & padme goes “hmm being a childqueen might’ve fucked me up a bit” and anakin, former 9yo slave separated from his mom, confronted for perhaps the first time with the idea that childhood trauma effects you later in life, goes “nuh uh”
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oh to take classes about things i enjoy without having to dredge through the meaningless sludge of the rest of college courses
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Man, guess I lost my bro to the battlefields of love
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