#Thank Sol and fucking Lua

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Wait, aren't the gills on the underside of female lobster usually used for holding the absolute metric fuckton of eggs?

This was not something I knew about lobsters But I am absolutely DELIGHTED to tell you this is NOT a problem I have

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10 fucking degrees. It's 10 fucking degrees outside.

[lovely-peace]

Star point of view

Summary : After the holidays Sirius is worried about his best friend, but also about Sunny, which doesn't talk to Moony anymore. So he confronts Remus about what happened and is shocked about what he hears.

Warnings: Remus being an idiot but we love him, intense emotions, dramatic sryy, of course Angst

After I wrote the last part, I wanted to do something different with this series and I hope you enjoy :'))

Tell me please if you like to see different perspectives!

Masterlist part 1 part 2 part 3 part 5 part 6

Sirius pov

I was friends with remus since we went to first year. And yet I only got to know him through James.

Moony was always friends with little Sunny before we were a group and that's how we met them too. I love them both.

They are my family.

But they are so terribly stupid.

Sunny has always taken care of Moony. I used to think that was because they knew each other for so long and they wanted to help him because they were friends.

It wasn't until much later that I saw the tender look in their eyes when they visited him in the hospital wing. I don't blame Moony for not noticing. I mean, even I didn't see it until much too late.

But I do blame him for never talking to them about his feelings. He always loved sunny.

Why didn't he say anything?

I have been asking myself this question for years and only a few days ago I found the answer. When we were in the café.

He is afraid, not them. He's afraid that they don't love him the way he loves them. And that's so idiotic, because they really have always loved him. But he kind of blew it. Because in the meantime, I'm not sure if they still love him....

When we stood on the platform in the station, the train was not yet visible. This year I came here with James.

Because I was now a Potter.

I was so glad to be out of this house that I didn't realize until later how terrible Moony felt. He had withdrawn more and more since sunny gave him the cold shoulder.

And honestly? I couldn't blame him. But what I did hold against him was that he didn't tell us anything.

What had happened to Sunny?

It didn't happen overnight, especially with the love friendship they had. I was confused and angry.

Because they were both acting so stupid. And don't get me wrong, that whole thing is their business. I just don't want to see them so exhausted and hurt.

In the end, all of this was preventable if they would just be honest with each other.

When Remus met us, he looked terrible. He had huge bags under his eyes and looked like he was going to fall over at any moment.

"Hey." was all he needed to get out.

"You look terrible," I said a little too honestly.

At that, he looked at me irritably.

"Thanks, pads, that's what I really wanted to hear. I didn't even know that!"

James sighed and looked at him with a furrowed brow.

"Remus you should talk to them sometime. This can't go on."

Remus shook his head expressionlessly.

"They're avoiding me like I'm the worst person in the world. Believe me they don't want to talk to me, I learned that this summer."

He laughed bitterly.

"Moony what happened? Why are they avoiding you like this?" I finally voiced the thoughts that were solidifying in my mind.

He hesitated before answering. Then he looked away into the crowd and finally answered.

"I fucked up. So really."

At that, James laughed.

"We already knew that. The question is how?"

"I was stupid and insecure. I let it guide me-" but then he stopped. It looked like he saw something specific in the crowd. Or someone in particular.

"What's wrong?" I asked, following his gaze.

But then I saw a certain sun, which was staring ahead, as if they were trying to block out our moon.

How could someone have such a crush on someone else? No, it was more than crushes, I had learned that this summer.

"Talk to them. It's now or never. They can't run away here. If you want an explanation, you have to confront them, too." I advised him.

"Okay." he just said and walked towards them with heavy steps.

The chaos that followed I don't think I need to explain….

~~~

"YOU. HAVE. WHAT." I said stunned as he walked into our cabin.

He winced and sat down dejectedly at the window.

"i don't know what was wrong with me…. I suddenly had this urge to have them as close as possible and then I kissed them on the forehead - it just kind of happened!" he said quickly and without stopping.

I was just about to continue scolding him, when James spoke.

"What happened, moony? Explain it to us, please. "

And so he steered our conversation in that previous direction.

I have never been so upset about Moony in my life. Otherwise, it's always the other way around.

"So let me sum this up…. You always told them that you didn't know how you felt when they told you that they loved you, but then you treated them like everything was the same and now because they don't talk to you anymore you kissed them in front of everybody. Remus that's fucked up."

He said nothing and just looked out the window. He didn't even defend himself and my anger decreased.

I fucking felt sorry for him. I didn't know what he was supposed to do either.

James shook his head.

"Moony, you know you love them. You proved it again a few minutes ago. Then why don't you tell them?"

Suddenly I remembered Sunny's violent reaction to my insinuation that Remus loved them. Oh man he had really fucked up.

But when I saw remus' eyes in the reflection, I saw his tears. Remus was crying. Remus-I-never-show-anyone-what's-going-on-with-me-Lupin was crying.

I didn't say anything more, instead I just put a hand on his shoulder to calm him down.

James and I exchanged worried glances. I knew we were thinking the same thing.

What the hell is going to have to happen to bring the two of them back together?

And the moon cried bitter and burning tears of love and sorrow at the same time as the sun, while the star just watched helplessly.

Taglist : @juleshadalittlelamb @fluffybunnyu @tendous-pretty-hair @helloitsmeeeeeee @valencia-rou

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39 20 1 9 10 13 2 16 64

Sorry for the wait! And thank you for the ask! (There is no 64 on this ask game so i did 6 and 4)

39. What is their hive like?

Depends heavily, his room is always a mess, he knows where 90% of the stuff is tho

The rest of the hive depends on Where he's living, he has moved 4 times in the last 5 months, he cant be pinned down

20-What does your OC want in a partner, if they want a partner? Any preferences?

Apperence wise he likes short people, i didnt do that on purpose but everyone hes been into is shorter then him

Personality wise, he likes 1: interesting people, it makes conversation easier when he has something to ask about

And 2 people with strong opinions about him, he doesnt need to be liked he just meeds to be known

1-Favorite OC?

Grumblr answer: GT (of course), out of all my ocs? Changes with time but i like my stupid kids a lot

9-Your OCs favorite animal?

Maned wolf! Its his lusus and also My favorite animal!

10-Animal you most associate with your OC?

Horse!

13-How has your OC developed (in character) over time, if they have?

His backstory developed a lot which changed his present character, biggest difference is that he's probably depressed now

2-Least favorite OC?

Dont make me do this, real answer from here, probably @a-temporary-stay , fucking jerk

16-What's your OCs fashion sense like?

Comfortable and monochrome, he wears shorts and hoodies, thats it

6-Songs you associate with your OC?

There are quite a few but i never write them down, that i remember rn we have:

Bragging (bug hunter)

Whiskey a go go (roupa nova)

(also for some specific relationships we have):

Childhood friends angst:

I love you like an alcoholic

Corr:

Qualquer negócio (clarice falcão)

O sol e a lua (pequeno cidadão)

Avy:

Avys mod locked me out of the noravy playlist send help

4-Hardest OC to write for?

Again only focusing on grumblr, im not sure, i can have some trouble with @merryascension sometimes? And mod Phenix for @empire-for-real-justice , mof by ocs are sadly abandoned tho

[h16h-v0l7463]

OH THANK SOL AND FUCKING LUA YOURE ALIVE okay okay whew okay

uhhh. door. hm.

hang tight? i guess???? someone should be in the area. haven’t heard anything in a hot minute but connections are spotty out there

I haven't heard anything for awhile.

Turned my comm-pack back on and it seems quiet...

Going to try and get out of here now that the fireworks show is over.

[the-haunted-office]

I have a song that reminds me of cyrus but don't fucking tell him that.

anyway.

O Sol e a Lua. But pretend it doesn't say Moon. Which is hard because it's legit called...nvm. TAKE.

"What a cool song! I like it! I won't tell him about it ehehehehe. Thank you for sharing this with me."

[spearofthetenno]

“D-dad?”

“Yes son?”

“Are the bad men gone?”

“Yes, yes I think they’re gone-”

“Johnathan-Lua do you see that?!”

[[*THUNK OF WARFRAME LEGS, IDENTIFIED AS STYANAX*]]

“Sol save us it’s one of the devils-!”

“Is that one of the Hex?”

“Dad what’s going on?”

“I dunno son-”

“Be quiet! Do you want it to spot us?”

[[*THUNKING STOPS, SCARED MURMURERS*]]

“This place is no longer safe for any of you.” [[PROGRAM IDENTIFIES WARFRAME USER AS VENAHN]]

“Sol preserve us-is it speaking to us?”

“Shut the fuck up!”

“I can hear you. And yes, I am talking to you.”

[[*SCARED MURMURS STOP*]]

“Do you have a leader amongst you?”

“I-I am.”

“Dad!”

“Johnathan no!”

“What do you want to tell us devil?”

“I am telling you it is no longer safe for any of you or your families to stay here. The Scaldra will come back.”

“And what do you recommend?”

“Höllvania Central Mall. You will be safe there if you can make it.”

“But that’s where the devils are-!”

“Markus-!”

“The Scaldra are out for blood, your government has forsaken you, unless you have a better idea I recommend you follow what advice I can give.”

[[*MORE MURMURS*]]

“We will take you up on the offer then.”

“Good, I presume you know how to make your way over yes?”

“Of course…”

“Then get moving fast. The Scaldra will come looking for their missing unit soon enough.”

“Of course. And…I don’t know what persuaded you to save us devil but…Thank you.”

[[*NOISES OF FOOTSTEPS, ONE IS RUNNING.*]]

“Son!”

“Can I give you a gift-as a thank you for saving me and dad?”

“Of course.”

[[*SOUND OF RUSTLING AND FABRIC*]]

“There you go!”

“Why, thank you.”

“Son come on-we have to get moving.”

“Okay-goodbye!”

“Goodbye.”

[[*SOUND OF SHUFFLING FOOTSTEPS, FADE INTO NOTHING.*]]

[[STYANAX DROPS TO KNEES AS VENAHN IS ALSO EJECTED, WRETCHED COUGHING]]

“Ow…ow…fuck…ow…Could have been worse…just my side…”

[[CONNECTION TERMINATED]]

[[*SOUND OF DISTANT EXPLOSIONS*]]

[msmorningstaarr]

Oh I love these tag games soooo much thanks @syraxesrevenge 💕💕

RULES: Shuffle your on repeat playlist and the first twelve songs represent your 2024.

January: All Night - Men I Trust

You wrap my feet in coloured blankets

So I stay here all night

You keep the one with many moons and stars

It's always for my shoulders

So I stay here 'til waking hours

Tell me how do you make everything feel a little easier

So I stay here 'til waking hours

Who could ever be this good to me

I just can't help but wonder

February: Very Few Friends - Saint Levant

I wanna take you to Paris and spoil you

I wanna go to Marseille and enjoy you

I want those guys in your DMs to talk to themselves

And then tell all their friends that they know you

I wanna make you forget about your ex

I want you overthinking all your texts

I want the neighbors to hear you yell

Told me she's a CEO, I can tell

March: Take Me To Church - Hozier

No masters or kings when the ritual begins

There is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin

In the madness and soil of that sad earthly scene

Only then I am human

Only then I am clean

April: Snooze - SZA

I can't lose when I'm with you

How can I snooze and miss the moment?

You just too important

Nobody do body like you do

May: Dreams - Fleetwood Mac

Oh, thunder only happens when it's raining

Players only love you when they're playing

Say, women, they will come and they will go

When the rain washes you clean, you'll know

You'll know

June: Cherry - Lana del Rey

Love

I said real love

Is like feelin' no fear

When you're standin' in the face of danger

'Cause you just want it so much

A touch

From your real love

Is like heaven takin' the place of somethin' evil

And lettin' it burn off from the rush, yeah, yeah

July: Cinnamon Girl - Lana del Rey

There's things I wanna say to you

But I'll just let you live

Like if you hold me without hurting me

You'll be the first who ever did

There's things I wanna talk about

But better not to give

But if you hold me without hurting me

You'll be the first who ever did

August: Like I Want You - Giveon

I guess it's overdue

Tell me your point of view

Tell me, am I to blame?

You're so good with change, hmm, mmm, mmm

A table set for two

You got me waitin' but you ain't comin' through

Try to stay patient but gotta face the truth

September: Wasted Times - The Weeknd

And now I'm askin', who do you belong to now?

Who you give that love to now?

Who you pullin' up on?

Who you gettin' sprung for now?

And what they got that I ain't got? 'Cause I got a lot

Don't make me run up on 'em, got me blowin' up their spot

'Cause I ain't got no business catchin' feelings anyway

I ain't got no business catchin' feelings

October: Dano Sarrada - Marina Sena

Olha, eu gosto quando cê me olha

Me filma, eu tô virando star

Do seu cinema particular

A lua desaparece, eu quero mais, baby

Sem flash, é só luz natural, baby

O sol na pele é surreal, baby

November: yes, and? - Ariana Grande

Yes, and?

Say that shit with your chest and

Be your own fucking best friend

Say that shit with your chest

Keep moving like: What's next?

Yes, and?

December: Ghost in The Machine - SZA feat. Phoebe Bridgers

You said all my friends are on my payroll

You're not wrong, you're an asshole

Screaming at you in the Ludlow

I was yours for free (free, free, free)

I don't get existential

I just think about myself and look where that got me

Standin' on my own in an airport bar or hotel lobby

Waiting to feel clean

That's so fucking boring

That was so fun! No pressure tags: @martellspear @sunsetstarrogue @princessanglophile

🎶let spotify predict your 2024!🎶

shuffle your on repeat playlist and the first twelve songs represent your 2024

thanks for tagging me @desert-fern! 💙

January: Please, Please, Please, Let Me Get What I Want by The Smiths

Haven't had a dream in a long time See, the life I've had Can make a good man bad

February: My Love Mine All Mine by Mitski

'Cause my love is mine, all mine I love mine, mine, mine Nothing in the world belongs to me But my love mine, all mine Nothing in the world is mine for free But my love mine, all mine, all mine

March: Good Looking by Suki Waterhouse

The skyline falls as I try to make sense of it all I thought I'd uncovered your secrets, but turns out there's more You adored me before Oh, my good looking boy

April: the last great american dynasty by Taylor Swift

They say she was seen on occasion Pacing the rocks, staring out at the midnight sea And in a feud with her neighbor She stole his dog and dyed it key lime green 50 years is a long time Holiday House sat quietly on that beach Free of women with madness, their men and bad habits And then it was bought by me

May: One Of The Girls by The Weeknd

Lock me up and throw away the key He knows how to get the best out of me I'm no fools for the world to see Trade my whole life just to be

June: Johanna by Suki Waterhouse

Who am I? Who am I? Couldn't tell ya, couldn't tell ya Who am I? Who am I? Couldn't tell ya, couldn't tell ya I was feeling love, being used Now I'm so confused, so confused Electric lights, lucky strikes We danced all night and then I looked in your eyes And said Johanna, Johanna Only want ya 'cause I can't have ya

July: Hypnotic by Zella Day

You do it to me so well Hypnotic taking over me Make me feel like someone else You got me talking in my sleep I don't wanna come back down I don't wanna touch the ground Pacific Ocean, dug so deep Hypnotic taking over me Hypnotic taking over me

August: Is It Over Now? by Taylor Swift

And did you think I didn't see you? There were flashing lights At least I had the decency To keep my nights out of sight Only rumors 'bout my hips and thighs And my whispered sighs Oh, Lord, I think about Jumping off of very tall somethings Just to see you come running And say the one thing I've been wanting But no

September: Ainda Gosto Dela by Skank

Eu ainda gosto dela Mas ela já não gosta tanto assim A porta ainda está aberta Mas da janela já não entra luz E eu ainda penso nela

October: Liquid Smooth by Mitsk

I'm liquid smooth, come touch me, too And feel my skin is plump and full of life I'm in my prime I'm liquid smooth, come touch me, too I'm at my highest peak, I'm ripe About to fall, capture me

November: Bloodletting by Concrete Blonde

They used to dance in the garden In the middle of the night Dancin' out in the garden In the middle of the night Oh, you were a vampire and I may never see the light Oh, you were a vampire and I may never see the light

December: IN MY MOUTH by Black Dresses

I don't feel like I can be anything more than this (I've gotta...) I don't really want to be anything more than this (I've gotta...) I just wanna be whatever you want me to be (I've gotta...) I don't wanna have a soul (I've gotta...)

alright my year will be sad and horny.

Tagging: @shirebarbie @wordbunch @sotwk @harknessshi @madame-fear @arraxesfire @morpheusbaby3