experiencing the horrors (wants to create but is afflicted by eepy bitch disease)
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hi!! i was wondering how bunnycat is doing? :D
i think he's glad to be home! unfortunately his saliva/sweat/etc is still radioactive enough that we can't really cuddle him or let him free roam around the house for another 10ish days 😭 but we got him a bigass catio style enclosure with lots of perches and room for all his necessities/toys and set it up inside by the glass patio doors so he can watch birds all day and eek indignantly at us every time we walk in the room 🙃
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theres already tons of merry christmas posts for people who have a bad experience with holidays or have money problems or family issues...
But I wanna say
Merry christmas to those with health problems. Those with chronic illnesses, disabilities, pains, those who are in a very bad health condition, those who aren't in such a bad condition but still feel absolutely terrible and feel guilty because they think they shouldn't complain, those who just have a minor issue but it had to happen at christmas and now the day is ruined, and many more
to all of you
My thoughts are with you, you're not alone, you deserve to experience a happy christmas too
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seeing my psychiatrist tomorrow and every single time i somehow hope that today he will whip out a new miracle pill that will magically cure me of all my problems
instead he will look at me and i will look at him and we will suffer in silence because my brain should be great. we have everything covered. and yet. maybe i need to add a third anti depressant and another anti psychotic and then i will finally become neurotypical tm.
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Real question for Online, if you've had a benign tumor for awhile and it's not precancerous or pressing on any nerves or blocking any blood/lymph/chyme/bile flow pathways and all it does is give you annoyingly intractable GERD and the "checkup"/biopsy is an invasive procedure involving twilight anesthesia you're allergic to so you need IV Benadryl and extra consultations and patches and igE shots scheduled and an allergist on site. Can you just ignore it. I haven't checked my stomach tumor in 4 years but enough people around my age have been developing rare, aggressive cancers that now I'm like. 💀 But also. I'm don't Want To have an endoscopic ultrasound and get my tumor biopsied again, that shit sucks so hard
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tbh the money is a big factor like I'm trying to finally get my shit together medically after letting some things fall to the wayside for years and like my insurance is Not That Great but also like the other factor is it's really hard to remember to make phone calls and schedule a bunch of appointments when your brain doesn't work. and then if you succeed you get to spend hundreds of dollars. well at least I got that raise LMAO
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I kinda hate that covid messed up my eating habits because they were already bad. But now it’s hard to even eat one meal a day. All I can do is drink water and even then that hurts my stomach.
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got a voicemail from my clinic asking me to call to make an appointment for an ultrasound my dr ordered
why do they need another ultrasound and for what….
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