#actually fuck it I’m not shy

[warriorfujoshi]

ummm for sergey saturday this week you get their girlfriendboyfriend. that counts as sergey lore oh yes it does

[dollsuguru]

I NEEEEEEEEEEEEED TO MAKE A TOJI FIC.

[leibholz-moved]

— *makes a squeaky toy noise*

original —>

(and just a bit of lore, they’re both maidenless AND out of dating shape, with jack being divorced once in the past (and married to his job and/or criminal empire currently); and néné being a serial proposal rejecter (who’s been thru several severe past heartbreaks))

[capacity2]

Ummm I’m at the emissions place and these guys keep making jokes that are going over my head and I feel so silly they’re nice guys though but I’m like 😅 idk what’s going on.

[gazeboarcade]

So like. I want more lgbt+ stories that have actors in them that Look Like People. I shan’t name any examples bc I can’t take the heat of whatever fans of the Medias there are that do this, but so many have these stunning, polished, fresh outta vogue actors in them. And sure, they can be insanely talented and put on a great show…

But like, isn’t anyone else tired of it? I don’t know any gay/trans people that look like that. It feels… inaccessible. It feels like looking at something that’s meant to be a story you should (by all logic) love because it’s! your! people!

And yet… it’s not. Those aren’t my people. My people look like people.

[candycryptids]

Fuck it y’all get a peek at my WIP because this is my favorite chunk of something I’ve written

Idk “ain’t in the business of fightin’ windmills” is just such a good. “I’m not having a useless argument with you man”

Anyways I love writing. I also hate writing. But the thing I hate more than writing is not writing. So.

[tanjir0se]

I’m working on part 3 of something stupid rn in time for rengiyuu Wednesday and I’m giving myself fucking cavities lol they’re so fucking cute I can’t STAND THEIR DUMB ASSES.

[thewolfamongussy]

“why am i like this” to “yeah i am like this, so what?” pipeline

[imveryrandomplzleave]

When you really wanna tell someone how awesome their art/fic is but they don’t have anon on and your too shy to say anything off anon

[yeehawbvby]

Why (WHY) do neurotypicals always perceive being quiet, or reserved, or not seeking out other people, or even something as simple as rejecting food or something as an act of snootiness??? Like why do they see it as you thinking you’re better than them rather than just timid or something?? I don’t understand

Like the amount of times I find out people think that I believe I’m “above” them in some way (and therefore they like actually, fully despise me) just because I’m fucking shy and frankly VERY scared of humans is so high!!

It hurts so much because in reality I hate myself and all I want is irl friendship, but I can’t have that because of my limitations and others’ social expectations. The absolute last thing I’d think is that someone is like ~too lowly~ to be part of my life or whatever

It’s so fucking weird and unfair I hate being a human I just wanna be a fucking worm or house cat or something

[dope-hat]

love it when i’m insecure so i portray a persona and everyone thinks i’m something or someone i’m not because i’m good at acting and then somebody gets to know the Real Me and they’re confused and disappointed and i’m faced with the fact that i am actually so deeply flawed and insane. love that!

[dollsuguru]

No dude you'd never know that I enjoyed reading ur wip list. You better make a nsw one (/hj)😤 👹👹👹

TRUST ME WHEN INSPO STRIKES BOTH SATORU & TOJI’S WIP LISTS WILL BE FILLED UP 🤭

[puppyeared]

Nothing wrong with my lisp actually it makes me very sexy and women want me and the wrath of god is not enough to describe how cool it is

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

Reading over a talk script and realizing the structure is so clunky that there’s absolutely nothing to sink your teeth into

[sad amateur actor sounds]

[lilbittymonster]

Genuinely unsure if I want to try to find a mod to give Kitali the m!Au Ra black scleras like her dnd tiefling design. Bc her eyes were black sclera and deep purple irises, so you could only see the purple if she was brightly lit or if you were close enough. I think that would really drive home just how unsettling her gaze is when you first meet her, and be even more impactful when she starts having the dragon glow. But I’ve also gotten so used to her actual in game model having the white scleras? Idk just rotating her in my mind again as usual

[void-tiger]

[updates pfp to something Slightly more recent ish]

[gets around 20 likes and two comments from family, old classmates, and old teachers]

[sees a random post. reads its comments]

[instantly remembers why I don’t use that site aside from it collecting and selling my data and heavily doctoring what posts and from who and when I’m “allowed” to see.]

[closes app.]

[tries to breathe out the urge to smash something against the wall. breathes in. breathes out.]