#after that we went to a restaurant and it took me 30 minutes just trying to raise my hand to call for the waitress eksbsksn

[letstripdotcom]

what’s wrong?- matt sturniolo x fem!reader

a/n- not a song title but i hope you like. it’s definitely different than what i write.

summary: after a long week of being tired, overwhelmed, and sexually frustrated you can’t take it anymore, and you end up taking it out on your best friends.

warnings - slight argument, language, smut 🤺

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fuck. i sigh getting close to the high i’ve been chasing all week. my chest heaves and i throw my head back being overcome with pleasure. “fuck fuck fuckkk” i whine when i can feel my stomach get tight. a bead of sweat drips down my forehead.

just as i get close my phone buzzes beside me. “fuck!” i yell. this was the closest i had been all week and it was ruined. i don’t know what was wrong with me, but i just couldn’t cum for some reason. i had tried everything i liked and it was really fucking with my mood.

i sigh as i answer the phone and head to the bathroom to wash my hands after what seems like the 1000th unsuccessful orgasm this week. “hello?” i say, putting it on speaker and setting it down next to me. “hey” nick spoke “me matt and chris are going to get food then go shopping and we were wondering if you wanted to come with.” “yeah i guess” i reply. “ok be there in 30. love you byeee” he hung up

the triplets arrived in 30 minutes just like nick said. i walked out to the van and went to the back seat as normal. i opened the door and my face was met with chris. “i saved you a spot in the front today” he smiled at me. i shut the door and walked to the front rolling my eyes. i don’t know what was wrong with me i was just really upset. well actually, i know exactly was wrong

“hey girllll” matt spoke as i got in the passenger. “matt” i deadpanned looking at him. “sorry” he said and backed out the driveway. i was silent for a while, ignoring the conversation the three were having.

“you okay?” matt asked squeezing my thigh, his cold rings causing me to shiver. “i’m fine” i said not looking at him. matt was without a doubt my best friend, but there were things he didn’t need to know, me not being able to orgasm being one of them. “you sure?” he looked at me “yes matt i’m fine!” i snapped “sorry” is all he said. the car went completely silent and it was like that the rest of the drive.

“i’m not really hungry” is all i said when we got to the restaurant. “y/n you have to eat something” nick said “oh my god i’m not starving myself i’m just not hungry right now!” i snapped at him as well. i sighed as i sat back in my seat knowing i fucked up.

i was an anxious mess for the rest of the day. i didn’t talk at all and i couldn’t stop shaking. “hey it’s okay” matt reassured me on the way home. i half smiled at him. he handed me is hand and i fidgeted with his rings. it was stupid, but it always helped when i was anxious.

i bit my lip trying not to cry for the rest of the car ride. when we pulled into my driveway, my first thought was to get out of the car and run inside, but i wouldn’t forgive myself if i did. “look guys i don’t know what’s wrong with me i’m really sorry.” my lip quivered and tears brimmed my eyes “thanks for inviting me” i closed the door and hurried inside.

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matt’s pov

after i got home, i couldn’t stop thinking about y/n. she told me everything and she was never upset like this. i honestly felt bad about leaving her alone. i called her phone twice, but i didn’t get an answer. she lives alone and has no one to talk to. if i let her be alone, i wouldn’t forgive myself.

i told nick and chris where i was going then i left. i got in the van and hurried to her house. i knocked on the door a couple times but she didn’t answer. i knew i was being invasive, but i took the key from under the plant where she always kept it, and i opened the door, locking it back after i got in.

“y/n?” i called out for her. no reply. i walked up to her room. as i lifted up my hand to knock, i heard her sobs on the other end of the door. i opened the door with caution. “y/n?” i looked down to see her on her bed, in only her underwear and a tank top. her head was buried into the pillow, and she sobbed. “oh my god y/n are you okay?”

i sat down on the edge of the bed. “hey y/n talk to me please” she sat up and buried her face into my chest. she engulfed me in a hug and kept crying. i ran my hand through her hair, and my other one rubbed circles on her back. “it’s okay” i reassured her

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y/n’s pov

i felt so weak crying for such a stupid reason, but i just couldn’t help it. “are you gonna tell me what’s wrong?” matt asked. “i can’t matt i just can’t” i cried. “cmon y/n you can tell me anything” i just cried even more. i’ve never felt so pathetic.

“i-it’s so stupid i can’t” i said between sobs. “y/n i swear i would never judge you.” he patted my back softly. i took a breath and sat up to look at him. “it’s so stupid you have to promise not to laugh” i looked at him. “i swear i won’t.” he put his hands up in surrender. “pinky promise?” i held out my pinky. “y/n is this 3rd grade” he laughed locking pinkies with mine. “ok that was so corny” i laughed

“ok let’s get serious” he said. i let out a long breath “i c-can’t umm” i sighed “i can’t cum.” his eyebrows furrowed. “i know that’s tmi but you asked and i really can’t and i haven’t been able to all week and i’ve tried everything and it’s really frustrating and-“ i stopped myself when i noticed i was rambling. i looked at him with an embarrassed expression as i waited for a reply.

“oh” he replied. i dropped my head in embarrassment “would you- would you want me to like help you?” i snapped my head up to look at him. “i’m sorry i overstepped” he sighed. “no” i said. “could you help me? please?” i asked. “you sure?” he looked at me. i nodded. “just relax and i’ll do all the work okay?” “ok” “and if you need me to stop at any time just let me know and i will” “thank you so much matt you really don’t have to do this.”

“thank me later” he smirked before kissing me. he look his time on the kiss, making it as hot but as sweet as possible. his hands glided up my body starting at my waist and coming up to squeeze my tits. i moaned into the kiss. he continued to massage my breasts while he started to work his mouth down my jaw, to my neck, and then to the exposed skin on my chest.

he then moved his hands under my top, and he pulled it off, freeing my bare chest. he latched his mouth onto one of my nipples, making me wetter than before. i’ve known matt for so long and never knew he was so good at this kind of stuff.

his hands moved down to the waistband of my underwear, playing with it before he pulled them off completely and tossing them to the side. every movement he made was so gentle but so attractive.

he then took two of his fingers and rubbed them up and down my folds, spreading around my juices. i slightly grinded down onto his hand. i tired not to be too needy, but i needed his touch so badly. “you ready for me to touch you?” he looked me in my eyes. “please matt” i whined.

he stuck his fingers inside of me, pumping in and out at the perfect pace making me moan. his thumb met my clit, rubbing it in fast circles, causing more stimulation. i arched my back off of the bed and moaned uncontrollably. “fuck mattttt” i whined. “you’re doing so good for me” he said softly. “oh god matt” i threw my head back.

“i’m wanna taste you” he said lowering his head between my legs. “can i taste you?” he asked. “yes matt please” before i could register, his mouth latched onto my clit. “oh my fuck matt! oh my god” i couldn’t control my moans. “mattttt i’m so close please don’t stop.” he continued licking and sucking my clit, as he added in a finger, making the pleasure double.

“mattttt i’m cumming! oh my got im cumming” i cried out in a state of euphoria. i had tears of happiness running down my face, as my chest heaved. “thank you so much matt i owe you big time” he came up from between my legs and smiled at me. “feel better now?” he asked

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a/n- i hope you liked!! lmk bc it was definitely different for me

[eternalsa2z]

Costumes Games

So my doll Zoey was progressing well on her path to being the perfect little bimbo. But there were some bumps in the process...and not the nice silicone kind that we wanted. She was a bit resistant to some of the more extreme changes. Questioning why we need to try this, upgrade that, dress this way. Overthinking was getting in the way of her happiness.

Luckily I discovered that she loved games and dressing up in costumes. I decided to put together a little training exercise where I would text her a simple phrase and she would have 30 minutes to dress up in a matching outfit and send me the results. At first I started simple. But eventually the costumes would push her deeper into her desired mind and body.

"Dressed To Kill"

The first attempt had mixed results. She took the message literally, going for a slasher look with a full mask. Obviously that was not ideal, but I was pleased to note the way she stuck out her ass in the short leotard. I simply told her that the real 'horror' part of the look was that she covered up her breasts and pretty face. I could tell she was blushing under the mask...hopefully the hint would sink in later.

"Bunny"

The second phrase had the desired affect. She could've gone with a Lola Bunny cosplay or a more modest bunny costume. But I was pleased to see she went for the full-blown sexy playboy bunny outfit. Sure she was a little shy, especially when I told her I loved her looking like 'my little fuck bunny'. But the way her tail quivered told me she was enjoying it.

"Schoolgirl"

She was faster to send a photo this time. Probably because the choice was a simple and short as the uniform she dressed up in. Zoey's pouty face and eye-rolling expression seemed to indicate she disapproved of the request I made. But I didn't tell her to put on those sexy fishnets. Or pull her short skirt up so much her white panties were visible. I didn't even ask her to show off her new fake tits she agreed to get after telling her it'd enhance her costumes. She chose that. It was a sign the training was working...but this schoolgirl still had more to learn.

"Dressed To Kill"

As a test I texted her an old phrase out of the blue, telling her she had 15 minutes before I would be home to take her out to eat. I wanted to test her progress and set the expectation that she should be ready to dress up anytime, anywhere. She spent two minutes complaining but eventually sent me this pic right as I was pulling into the driveway.

It was such an improvement. She looked sleeker and sexier than last time. Her recently enhanced ass still sticking out and her tits definitely not covered by the top of that tight dress. Sure she was covering her face again, probably because she was worried that this outfit wasn't technically a costume. But I kissed her and once I told her she was dressed as 'a trophy wife' then she happily put herself on full display at the restaurant.

"Pet"

Eventually the costumes requests came quicker, with a shorter deadline, and with more vague prompts. I wanted Zoey to not even think. To instinctively react and pick something sexy. It turned out purrrrectly with her latest choice. It took her five minutes to throw on this leopard print leotard complete with cute cat ears. When I asked my doll why she went with that look, she just stared at me blankly like the answer was obvious. "Because I'm your little sex kitten..."

"Pumpkin"

The last thing to work on was the mental side of things. I tried to dumb down my doll by disorienting her with odd costume requests. Since there's nothing sexy about a big round orange gourd, I was hoping she'd impulsively pick something 'cute as a pumpkin' or to highlight her big, fake, silicone-enhanced pumpkins. But this time it was my doll who surprised me.

It took her minutes to get into this getup. She looked a little befuddled, like she wasn't even sure what she was, but whatever she chose she looked great. I though her sexy little cowgirl / farmer outfit with pumpkins in the background was a great idea. She said it was because she wanted to ride me cowgirl style in the costume allllll night. That made it an even better costume idea!

"Birthday suit"

Finally it was clear that the games had worked. Zoey was a blank, busty, instinctive bimbo doll who could pick out an outfit faster than she could compute that 2 + 2 = 5. To celebrate, I wanted to get her naked. But I should have expected my silly little ditz to not quite understand the assignment.

"Ummm...like...I wasn't sure why you wanted me to wear a suit?" she responded, looking confused and thus very cute. "So I just baked you a pretty birthday cake in my sexy robe! Would you like to rub the frosting over my titties and lick it off later tonight?"

Like Zoey, I didn't even have to think. I told her of course...and that she didn't need to include the robe. It was the one outfit I didn't need her to put on this time. Because she had finally become the perfect bimbo doll we both always wanted her to be.

[judeslove]

opposites attract

pairing - jude bellingham x reader (reader wears a dress) genre - fluff, bit of smau warnings - none summary - this req

everybody knows that jude is a very social person. however, you are the biggest opposite of him, always avoiding conversations with strangers, anxious in spaces with many people, etc.

the way you guys got together was, interesting.

you got a dm from the jude bellingham. your heart was racing, clicking to open the dm.

“interested in going on a date?”

no way, you thought. jude bellingham just asked you on a date? you were even more nervous while thinking about how to respond. you obviously wanted to say yes, but couldn’t stop thinking about the date. like, what would you say to him, what if it was too awkward. fighting your thoughts, you finally settled on a response.

“yes! when would that be?”

you cringed at the reply, shutting your phone. you took a deep breath and leaned onto your bed. head in your hands, you heard a “ping” from your phone.

you took a deep breath, picking up the phone and opening up instagram. seeing that he responded made you mentally jump in excitement.

“9pm, tonight, at the restaurant you posted about”

you panicked, you didn’t even know what to wear, and it was tonight aswell. quickly you ran to your closet and picked out a beautiful black dress. it was slightly loose around the chest part, and had a slit on the left side.

you checked the time. 8.46pm. shoot, you thought. you were now racing against time, knowing it takes you 30 minutes to the restaurant. somehow you had to arrive in 14 minutes.

“just letting you know that im most likely gonna be late since it takes me some time to get there xx”

you closed you phone and got in your car.

—

you stepped into the restaurant, scanning the people for him. the he was, sitting beside the window. when jude saw you, he smiled and waved at you. you smiled back, already feeling anxious by how many people there were.

“heyy how are you doin’?” jude asked, looking at your dress.

“uhh i’m doing fine, how about you?” you mentally cringed at how awkward you were.

“good, was the food here good?” jude said, trying to lighten up the awkward mood.

“huh? oh yeah, it was” you answered. you were thanking everything when the waiter came. it was horribly awkward, doubting that anything sparked between you and jude.

after your orders, you both went your phones. the food finally came. you ordered your usual, a chicken alfredo pasta, while jude ordered a hamburger along with fries.

“do you mind if i post about the food?” jude questioned, looking at you.

“not at all” you smiled.

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but now, you are happier than ever, your relationship blooming. you are still shy though, never too confident to go in public with or without him.

“babe can i post this picture of you?” jude asked you, pointing his phone at you.

“no” you said loud and clear.

“meh, i’ll do it anyways”

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[pabtsblueliving]

I loved Come to Papa! I have the biggest crush on Chibs 😍. The man gets hotter as he gets older! Can I request for Chibs, maybe a first date with him??? He's trying to impress her. Like it's hard, right? Thanks!

Baby, I'm Yours

First date with Chibs

WC: 1.2K

Warnings: smoking, drinking, making out, like one curse word.

Hello, who doesn't have the biggest crush on him, hard not to. He was hot then and is still hot now. I started and finished when I got back from work, been wanting to write this all day. Bit rushed, but thank you for requesting, enjoy!

xoxo pabtsblueliving 💋

pabtsblueliving © 2023

You were nervous. A date.

You fiddled with the edge of your clay colored dress, sitting in your living room waiting to hear the motorcycle revving down the street. You were pleasantly surprised when Chibs Telford had asked you on a date.

You worked at the tattoo shop all the Sons had come through when they needed a new tattoo, or a new prospect was finally being initiated. You’d seen chibs a few times, never interacting too much unless it was a hello in that gorgeous voice, and a wink. A smile returned from you to him.

A few days ago he’d stopped in by himself, and you were cleaning up the shop. 

“Chibs, hey what can I do for you?” You smiled to him,

“Hi Lass, how’s the day?” He responded, “I’ve got a question, mayb’ bit out tha’ blue” He took his sunglasses off, put them on the counter, and leaned against it.

“Yeah, of course, what’s up?” You furrowed your brows, and taking off your gloves

“Ehm, would you want’a go on a date with me? Dinner, drinks, take yeh on tha’ bike?” He let out a breath he was seemingly holding since he’d arrived

Your eyes widened, and you smiled a bit, “Oh! Uhm, yeah, Chibs,” You looked down and smiled, then looking back up at him, “I would love to.” You beamed.

He gave you a smile, and a chuckle, “Alright, lady. Then uh, its a date” He picked up his sunglasses and began to walk out, confident in his stride. 

“Chibs, hold on.” You chased after him, meeting him at the bike.

He sat down and looked up, you continued, “When and where?” You chuckled a bit, he seemed to miss that part.

“Oh, ehm,” He let out a puff of air, “How about, tomorrow, 6pm, I’ll pick yeh up?” 

“It’s a date” You smiled and turned away, closing down the shop as he rode away.

And now, you find yourself, where we started. 

You fiddled with the edge of your clay colored dress, sitting in your living room waiting to hear the motorcycle revving down the street. You were pleasantly surprised when Chibs Telford had asked you on a date.

You’d just finished your third cigarette, in 30 minutes and a cocktail. You weren’t used to dates. You kept to yourself, provided your service of body art to the Sons, went out with friends sometimes, but that's really it. 

You let out a shaky breath. Did your hair look stupid, was your dress wrinkled, did your boots match your outfit? You were ripped from your thoughts when you heard the bike. His bike. You flew out of your seat, finding the nearest mirror and smoothing out your hair, adding lipliner and gloss to your lips.

He removed his gloves at the door, rapping his scarred knuckles on the door. Those three knocks finally pulled you into reality. You smoothed your dress and opened the door.

Upon opening the door was Chibs. He looked different, but handsome. He had black slacks with boots, a black button up that had more than a few buttons undone, and his cut. God, he looked great. 

You smiled and pulled your purse to your shoulder, “What do you think,” He started, “Clean up ok, for an old crow” His hands went up, presenting himself.

You laughed, “Clean up maybe too well” You winked. “Ready?” He held out his hand and a helmet. You nodded, strapped on your helmet and climbed behind Chibs, wrapping your arms around his sturdy frame.

And off you went, to the best date of your life. You went to an outdoor, casual, restaurant in the desert, 20 minutes from home. You had a chatty dinner, followed with a few drinks. You didn't want it to end.

You swallowed a sip of your cocktail, and took a drag of a cigarette, handing it to chibs as he leaned back in his chair taking it. The sun was setting on the desert, and he looked incredible.

“So,” You said, blowing out the smoke, “I’m surprised you’d asked me on a date.” 

He took a drag and chuckled, “Why’s tha’, Lass?” He raised a brow.

“I don't know, we’d never really spoken too much before, here and there. A wink and a smile maybe…” a smile broke out as you spoke, and he laughed.

“Well, em, I’ve had my eye on yeh for quite some time, Darlin’. Just recently grew the balls to finally talk to you and ask you.” He winked, bastard.

“Well, then thank god for your…balls…” You began to giggle and he chuckled, handing you the cigarette back.

As you took a final drag he spoke up, “How about we get outta here, love?” 

He handed you your helmet and put his sunglasses on, leading you back to the bike, and you rode off back to your home. 

He walked you to your door, a large, warm, hand at the small of your back leading you gently. You dug for your keys, nervous about his sudden silence.

“Damn…keys…uh,” You chuckled out an apology, and looked back. Finding him with his hands in his pockets, looking right at you. 

You finally grabbed your keys, and asked, brows furrowing, “What?” you questioned.

“Nothin’...I just eh, had fun…” He stalked closer, the space between you and your door, and him was getting increasingly smaller.

“I had a lot of fun too, Philip. I’d love to do it again sometime…soon…” You dropped your purse on the floor, and he trapped you between him and the door, arm above your head. You smelled his cologne, hoping it sticks to every item of clothing you're wearing.

You began, “so maybe like in a few days we can plan someth-” you started, cut off by a soft “shut up” 

You felt the chill of his rings on your cheek, and the smell of the leather and cologne on his skin, tasting the cigarette you shared not long ago, before you reached up and grabbed the shoulders of his cut. You quite literally melted into his kiss.

The arm above your head moved to the small of your back, bringing you in, This wasn't a normal kiss. It was sweet, slow, nothing too heated or sexy. 

You were soon interupped by the shrill of his cellphone, and he pulled away, breathing heavy as he sighed and answered the phone, while you remained in his grip. 

“Yeh?....Alright’ well, mate yer fecking interruptin’....You need me right now? Where?....” He answered on the phone, keeping eye contact with you then sighing, “Alright, Jesus christ, Tig give me twenty minutes.” He slammed the phone shut, forehead falling onto yours.

“I gotta go, lass…” He whispered, bringing a hand and stroking your hair.

“It’s ok, do what you’ve got to do Phil.” You gave him a wink and a smile, kissing right below his scar on his cheek

He winked back, and began to walk to his bike, “So, ill see yeh’ again, yes?” He yelled from down the driveway.

“After tonight, baby I’m yours.” You yelled back, a smile etched into your skin that would remain there for the whole night.

[jackmanbj]

daddy daughter time

summary: you and sarija dont feel to good so jack takes jadore out to a daddy daughter date.

“jack are you sure yall going to be okay on your own?”

“yes baby, i have extra snacks, drinks, toys, blankets, and stuff animals.”

“okay babe, if you need anything call me uhm if anything happens come straight ho-“

“baby you worry too much, i got this please calm down.”

“fine.. i love you.” “i love you more and take your medicine and make sure sarija takes it to babe.”

“i definitely know how to take care of us, bye babe.”

jack walked out the room after kissing your forehead and kissing sarija’s cheek.

“you ready to go jadore?” “yes daddy!” “ok, now when we go you have to listen to daddy ok? if i tell you no that means no or you can get hurt, understand sweet girl?”

“yes daddy!”

“ok now you remember the rules right?” “yup” “alright lets go baby.”

jack took jadore by the hand and started bringing her to the car.

jack placed her into the carseat and started making his way to the trunk to place the rest of her things.

you just decided to take a nap while you could being as though sarija was sleeping and you knew she would be up soon.

jack had just pulled out of the driveway and jadore was asking to listen to his music.

you hated when sarija or jadore listened to his music because it was ‘to inappropriate’ for them at there age.

jack being the chiller parent would let them whenever you weren’t around.

jack put on his playlist of his music and the first song that cane on was I wanna see some ass.

jack usually wouldn’t mind them listening but he felt you would find out because jadore had a habit of mumbling whatever song was in her mind.

jack switch the song to sundown knowing it was one of her favorites.

jack and jadore got to the park and jadore played while jack pushed her on the swings, caught her at the end of the slide and watched over her.

jadore played for 30 minutes before she ran to jack saying she was hungry.

jack got her a snack and put her back into the car so they could go to the restaurant.

“daddy!!” “yes baby?” “can i listen to your music again?” “not right now baby.”

jadore let out a huff and kicked her feet while jack looked at her in his rearview mirror.

“jadore tovi, stop.”

jadore looked at jack and started to cry while kicking her feet.

jack sighed and went to call you.

sarija had woken up around 10 minutes ago so you were feeding her when jack called.

“hi baby.” “hi, is that jadore screaming like that?”

“the one and only.”

“put me on speaker.”

jack put you on speaker and you started to talk to jadore.

“jadore tovi harlow, you cannot be screaming just because daddy told you no, you have rules follow them or your coming home. understand?”

you heard her sniff before she answered you. “yes mommy..”

“thank you baby.”

“you’re welcome jackie, text me before you get home so i can have jadore things ready for a nap or bed.”

“alright, i love you.”

“i love you more, i’m still on speaker right?” “yea”

“i love you jadore!”

“i love you to mommy!” giggled as jack hung up the phone.

“after we get some food where do you want to go dore?”

“home! i miss mommy and sissy!”

“alright baby.”

sarija was only two months but jadore already loved her with her whole heart.

jack texted you and let you know after they left the restaurant the would be coming back home.

it was only 4:30, you thought they would be out basically until jadores bedtime, you knew you weren’t going anywhere after this so you decided to get out jadores pajamas anyway.

it was 5:24 when jadore and jack pulled up at home.

you went to your room trying to avoid jadore as to not get her sick when you heard the door opening.

jack walked in and was bringing jadore to her room when he got a text from you.

you- brush her teeth, give her a bath, then put her in her pajamas. shes not going to sleep right now but its to make it easier for later tonight.

stinka💕- i got you baby.

jack did exactly what he was told and after it was jadores nap time anyway, he put her in the bed and kissed her forehead and went to your room.

he walked in to see saija being feed and you slightly sitting up with your eyes barely open.

“do you want me to bottle feed her my love?”

you shook your head yes and jack walked over and took her from you.

“thanks jack.”

“of course, go to bed baby. i got it.”

you rolled over on your stomach after fixing your t-shirt and started to drift off to sleep.

after around twenty minutes jack came back with a sleeping sarija baby in one hand and two bottles in the other.

jack put sarija in her bassinet next to your side of the bed and walked over to his side.

jack came over and cuddled up on you but you pushed him off.

“i dont want to get you sick babe..”

“if anything im already going to get sick because i’ve been around sarija all day, i dont mind baby.”

jack gave you a kiss on the cheek before coming back to cuddle you.

“jackie..”

“shh, go to bed mamas. i know your tired..”

jack rubbed your hip up and down and pushed you into him.

[sturniololoco]

ADHD

Note: NO Y/N This is just a cute little fluff moment between the Sturniolo brothers and I am not sexualizing this in any way. they are freaking brothers enjoy!

Warnings: overstimulation, panic attack, etc.

Summary: Chris has ADHD and this goes downhill, but his brothers are there to help him.

Nick's POV

My brother Chris has always been very affectionate. He always loves to be around people and today was no different.

We woke up early, Chris slept in my bed last night, and went downstairs. We watched a show and he sat quietly holding my hand for about half the movie, and then he started to get fidgety. Chris started to play with my fingers and move his feet around, not even paying attention to the show.

"Chris, are you all done watching TV?" I asked him, grabbing his hands to get his attention focused on me. He looked at me, only just realizing that he had not been paying attention.

He looked down embarrassed.

"Hey, that's ok. Do you wanna go help me make some breakfast?" I asked him, rubbing my thumb over his hand, back and forth.

-

It took Chris around 30 minutes to complete his breakfast. Mainly because he would explain the different shapes of his toast after he took a single bite. Me and Matt, who woke up to the smell of breakfast, just laughed along with him, letting him take his time.

After breakfast, I did the dishes while Chris lay on the couch, snugged up close to Matt with a blanket, and scrolled on his phone.

So like I said before, my brother is very affectionate, loving, and calm even with his ADHD disorder.

only tonight was different. we went out to dinner and Chris did not like it at all.

Chris's POV

The restaurant was loud. too loud. Many adults were sipping at their drinks, yelling and cackling over each other. There were also children, screaming at their parents who were not paying attention.

Our waiter showed us to our table and brought us our menus. He also brought one of those kiddie menus that come with the three-pack of crayons. The menus with puzzles, coloring, and tic-tac-toe boards.

Trying to get my mind off the noise, I began to color the paper using the cheap crayons from the packaging.

Then all of a sudden, I felt it.

The crayon felt gross, almost sticky, and grainy in my hand. My clothes felt too close to my body, scratching me. suffocating me. And the noise. the horrible, torturing noise, that just kept getting louder and louder, surrounding me. drowning me.

My breathing became shallow, and I was suddenly drenched in a cold sweat. My mind started racing, not being able to process all of these new things at once.

Sensing my unease, Nick grabbed my clammy hand under the table, giving me a look of worry.

I instantly shoved his hand away, wiping my own on my pants, hating the feeling of the rough fabric of my jeans.

Get out. I have to get out.

"Hey Chris, what are you gonna get to eat bud?" Matt asked, not noticing my current state of hyperventilation.

"I u-um...u-hhh..." I studdered out, my brain not even working enough to form words.

Then I Bolted.

Matt's POV

I asked Chris what he wanted to eat, and he ran. Snatching up my keys from off the table on his way out.

"What the fuck-" I start to say, but Nick was quickly rising from the table to go find Chris, and I was right behind him.

We checked the bathrooms, and corner of the restaurant, just to make sure he actually went to the car, and he was nowhere to be seen. So we made our way to the parking lot, sprinting out of the place and down the road.

Chris's POV

I ran, ran, to the car, and somehow managed to get it unlocked. I tried to climb into the front seat, but the cold, sticky leathery seats were too much. I popped the trunk, climbed in, then closed me in. I was squatting so I didn't have to touch the car carpet floor.

my hands were clawing at my head, my eyes, my ears. Trying anything to get this horrible feeling to go away.

I ended up banging my head against the car walls.

Bam! Bam! Bam!

Again! Again! Again!

Go. A. Way!

Then, all of a sudden, the trunk was being opened.

Nick's POV

Matt and I reached the car, making a horrible banging noise from the inside. We quickly ruled out that Chris was in the trunk, and opened the door.

Matt's immediate reaction is to hold his brother. soothe him. But Chris falls back onto his back and kicks at Matt, hands clawing at his face.

"NO!" He lets out in a sharp panicked breath. Tears were streaming down his face, and his eyes were red, puffy, and swollen.

Then I get an idea.

"Matt, go get the water bottle from the front seat and pour it on his hands while I grab his face," I order, beginning to panic myself. Matt is quick to complete his task.

The cold water on Chris's hands causes him to cringe and go still allowing me to hold both sides of his face and turn it to look at mine. He falters for a moment, his breathing uneven and harp.

"Shh, you alright. It's me, it's Nicky, okay? It's okay, your safe I promise." I whisper in his ear. With trembling hands, he reaches up and holds mine. Shaking.

"Chris, can I hold you?" I ask, not wanting to overstimulate even more after we just got him to calm down.

He looks into my eyes and studies me for a moment, then timidly nods his head. I slowly climb next to him in the back of the car, and he lays his head on my shoulder, hiding his red and tear-stained face in the crook of my neck. While he gets his breathing back to normal, I gently play with his hair, while Matt climbs in and rubs small circles around his back.

"You ready to go home?" I ask him once his breathing is somewhat back to normal.

Chris gives me a small nod, and Matt goes and starts the car. I help Chris in the backseat with me, where he almost immediately falls asleep from exhaustion.

-

when we get home, we don't even bother going up the stairs. We walk straight into Chris's room and lay him down. matt and I change quickly into a hoodie and lay on either side of our little brother, sleeping with him, in case he ever needs us.

We will always be there.

Note: I hope y'all liked it. I can do more of these stories w/o y/n if y'all like them, but I'm still down for whatever.

I also have the Sturniolo little sis fic coming tomorrow!

xoxo

[httpsdana]

𝐔𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐓𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬~𝐀 𝐅𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐚𝐧 𝐓𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐬 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐢 𝐒𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐩𝐭 𝟏𝟎

summary: Barça players and talented footballers. Souls meet and sparks fly. But there's always a twist when it comes to love isn't there?

pairing: Ferran Torres x Gonzalez!Reader

warnings: cursing, slight age gap, angst

previous part -> next part

"hey love. free tonight?" Ferran said through the phone.

"I assume yes. got any plans?" y/n asked him

"yeah but a little different this time. dress fancy, not too casual. I'll be at your place at 8" he hung up, leaving y/n no chance to reply.

Her and Ferran were definitely evolving, but nothing has happened other than that kiss except for more physical touching. They now cuddle with each other, hug more often. And Ferran steals some kisses on her cheeks or forehead without her noticing.

y/n looked weirdly at her phone. This would be the first time her and Ferran would go out, and she didn't know how to feel about it.

She was feeling nervous because what if someone saw them and took pictures and the pictures went viral and Pedri saw them?

She didn't wanna know Pedri's reaction knowing it's not gonna be a good one.

She let out a sigh, checking the time. She had so much time to get ready, so she took the longest shower to relax. She took her everything shower, and by the time she got out of the shower, it was already 5.

She still didn't know what she was going to wear. Rushing to the closet, she started going through the dresses she owned.

Finally, she settled on a short long-sleeved black dress. The dress had a beautiful pattern, intricate details and a flattering cut.

The sleeves are made of a sheer fabric, adding a touch of elegance.

After putting on the dress, she started with her hair. First drying it, then straighting it slowly. By the time she finished, it was 6:30 meaning she had an hour and a half to put on her make up.

Starting with her usual base, then she settled with a soft black smokey eye make up. She lined her lips and added lipstick before ending her look with some lipgloss.

She was satisfied with her final look, smiling at her make up. People would say as a football player she would know nothing about make up. But she always loved looking good with make up.

It was now 7:50, and Ferran was supposed to arrive any moment now. y/n put on her favorite necklace, which was gifted to her by her brothers when she first made her debut with the first team.

She put on some earrings that she loved, and ended up with some perfume. She smiled at herself in the mirror, soothing down her dress. Just as she was about to grab her phone and see if Ferran texted, the door bell rang.

She exhaled and grabbed her phone and purse, before going to open the door. Opening it she was met with a bouquet of flowers. She smiled when Ferran appeared behind the flowers.

He looked her up and down, taking in every single detail of her, making her feel vulnerable under his intense gaze.

"hello beautiful, ready for our date?" he said, a smile plastered on his face, making her giggle silently.

"I am" she nodded. Ferran gave her the flowers and told her to put them in a vase of water.

She invited him while she placed the flowers on the kitchen counter.

"where are we going?" she asked when she appeared in the living room where Ferran was.

"you'll see. let's go" he took her hand, walking her to the car.

Ferran started driving to their unknown destination, while they spoke about their days and recent matches.

After about 15 minutes, they arrived to a silent place

"you're not kidnapping me are you?" y/n chuckled, noticing that the restaurant they arrived to seems to be empty.

"the offer is tempting I can't deny it" Ferran said, making y/n laugh.

He parked the car outside, getting out of the car first and running to y/n's side of the car, and opening her door.

"what a gentleman you are" she laughed, making him blush slightly while he shrugged

"I try my best for you" he said, closing the door behind her and locking his car.

They walked hand in hand inside the restaurant, the waiter welcoming them at the door.

"welcome Mr. Torres. Miss y/n. your table is right this way" he started leading them to their table.

The restaurant was empty, no one but the staff there. Their table seemed to be on the roof, giving them a perfect view of the city of Barcelona.

"wow...this view is gorgeous" y/n mumbled, walking to the edge of the roof, and looking down at the lights of the city

"it is" Ferran's voice said from behind. y/n turned to look at him, seeing him looking at her instead.

She smiled at him, while he motioned to her to come to the table, pulling her chair for her.

"thanks Fer" she said in a genuine tone, making him softly smile at her.

"anything for you precosia" he replied.

She leaned in, placing her elbows on the table and resting her face on her hands.

"so how did you recognize this abandoned restaurant?" she asked, making him chuckle.

"you never go out do you? this is one of the best restaurants in Barcelona" he said, making her confused

"why is there no one here?" she asked, making him laugh her at cluelessness

"you're so clueless aren't you? I booked the whole restaurant, so no one can disturb our first official date, and to make sure you're 100% comfortable" he said, making her mumble an 'oh'

"have I told you that you look absolutely breathtaking?" Ferran said, making her cover her face with her hands

"shut up." she mumbled, while he laughed at her

When she removed her hand away, she looked at him. He looked handsome too, with his full black outfit and the accessories. The chain and the bracelets. Especially that black ring.

"you look handsome too" she said in a low voice, making his cheeks turn red. He chuckled silently and looked away, making her giggle.

"the food will be here in 5 minutes. Do I need to get you any drinks?" the waiter said, standing with a smile on his face.

"just water please" Ferran smiled at the waiter, before he left.

"so...what do people talk about on first dates?" y/n asked, making Ferran chuckle

"we can skip the get to know each other cause I think we know each other enough don't we?" he said, a boyish grin on his face

"I think we do" y/n agreed

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y/n and Ferran had the best time together. They talked about a lot of stuff and even got to know each other more and more. They found out about their common interests and the hobbies they like to do and stuff like that

They finished eating the amazing food and were still sat on the table.

"wanna go for a walk down the beach?" Ferran suggested, when the conversation was slowly dying down.

"oh I'd love that" y/n smiled, making Ferran smile too.

They walked down to the beach, which was only steps away from the restaurant they were in.

y/n leaned down to take her heels off in order to be able to walk on the sand comfortably.

Ferran took her heels from her hand and held them for her, while she thanked him silently, feeling her cheeks burn up at his small offering.

They walked in comfortable silence on the warm sand. Light barely there because of the moon. Their hands brushed against each other with every step they took, until Ferran grabbed her hand and intertwined their fingers.

y/n smiled at the small gesture, glad he can't see her blushing face.

"y/n?" Ferran said, while y/n hummed in response looking up at him

"do you see us together in the future?" he asked, making y/n question herself

She did. She definitely sees them together if they stayed like they are now, but she also saw an angry Pedri with them, so it was either their happiness or Pedri's.

"do you?" she asked back

"you dodged the question" he pointed out, making her chuckle.

"part of me does. and hopes we're together in the future. But then i remember Pedri" she mumbled the last part.

Ferran sighed and closed his eyes.

"do you always do that?" he asked, looking down at her, while they continued their walk

"do what?" she questioned

"put people's happiness above yours" he replied

She thought about it. She didn't like upsetting anyone, especially if that anyone is her twin brother. She always wanted him to be happy even if she wasn't.

y/n didn't answer, making Ferran aware of the truth.

"you should stop overthinking what Pedri would say or do. This is your life and your happiness. He doesn't have any business with it" Ferran said, making y/n let out a sigh

"it's not that easy" she mumbled. Ferran stopped walking, grabbing y/n's chin with his fingers to make her look at him.

"just do what makes you happy. not Pedri not anyone. only you" he said, rubbing her chin with his fingers

y/n didn't reply, only avoiding his eyes that were pursing through hers.

"do I not make you happy?" he asked, making y/n look at him immediately

"no no. of course you do. Fer there's nothing wrong with you it's just me. it's my problem" she said, reassuring him.

"then let's be together y/n. let's be official. And if you want us to be a secret we will. We have been seeing each other for 2 months now." he said, holding her face with both his hands.

y/n smiled, fighting the voice in her head that said not to do it, and nodded her head

"okay" she mumbled, making Ferran grin widely

"so will you let me be your boyfriend?" he said, the smile wider on his face

y/n nodded again, the smile on her face almost as wide as his

"yeah" she whispered.

Ferran ran his thumb across her cheekbones, feeling her soft skin beneath his fingertips. He leaned in slowly, and placed his lips on hers, kissing her with all the passion and affection he had for her.

The kiss was simply magical. Almost better than their first kiss. At this point y/n didn't care about Pedri, or anyone seeing them. She just wanted to enjoy their moment

[lysarria]

This is an idea I had a while back but I didn't go for it. I've been working on a 2 part Sy fic and then my lovely friend @mayloma wrote about Trainer!Sy and it sparked up this idea again and I decided to just go for it. Sorry in advance for typos 🤪. I'm still new to writing but I enjoy it a lot. Thank you for reading 🥰🤗

Warnings: 18+, cussing, sexual thoughts, sexual talk, hot and horny Sy 🥵

Word count: 904

A change in plans

I rushed back to my desk after the work meeting had ended and it went way past the allotted time of 4:30 p.m. I looked at the time on my laptop before it shut down - 5:25pm. Fuck! I had no way of letting Sy know during the meeting that it looked like it would be going over. Damnit. I quickly grabbed my phone and purse and ran out of the building. Tapping my phone screen but no response... I pushed the power button... nothing. Are you fucking serious? My phone battery is dead? I had such a busy day at work I barely used it. I thought I had charged it. What else will happen? I unlocked my car and plopped into the driver seat and tossed my purse onto the passenger seat. I reached for my charger cord and notice it's missing. Why ?!!! Fucckk! Sy is probably worried about me and I have no way to charge my phone to call him. I remember I had left my charger in his truck from our random day trip we took last weekend. During the drive home I had many thoughts in my head. Sy knows that sometimes my meetings can go over but also those times I had a charged phone and could communicate with him.

I had reached our driveway. His truck is in the driveway. As I am getting closer to our house I notice Sy standing outside all dressed up. His hair is styled. Beard is shaped up. He looks so incredibly handsome. Oh fuck....he wanted to take me out on a Friday night date to a restaurant that's out on the river with a beautiful outdoors seating setup.

I pull up next to his truck and as I am getting out he leans up against the sliding glass doors, crossing his arms and stares at me.

Me: Bear, I'm so so so sorry. My meeting went past time and I had no way to tell you. I was going to call you otw to my car and my phone battery had died and then discovered I forgot my car charger in your truck.....

*looking back at his truck and then turning to look back at Sy*

I really am sorry. I've not had much luck this evening it seems. I slowly begin to walk towards Sy and I can smell the sandalwood cologne that I had bought for him. This man sends me into overdrive so easily.

Sy - *continues to stare* I was gettin' pretty worried about ya Sug. I sent ya some texts and then I called but went straight to voicemail. I am glad you are home safe. I was giving ya a bit more time to get home before I went to check on ya. I was excited to take ya out tonight for a date but I've made a change in our plans....

Me - *walking closer to Sy* We can still go! Give me a few minutes to freshen up. It's not too late to go. *I reach for him and he steps back and I felt my heart sink and then I was concerned. Trying to not let tears form*

Sy - tsk tsk. I said I made a change in our plans for this evening. You've been a naughty girl today. You didn't charge your phone last night. You forgot your charger in my truck. You wore those sexy dress pants today that hug your ass so perfectly and then you had to wear that peach color tank top that looks so good with your skin color. Ya might have been at work all day but seeing ya wearing that outfit this morning....ya know it's one of my favorites and watching your cute self getting ready to leave for work and then ya kiss me and you had on that sweet tasting lipgloss...ya don't realize how close I was to telling you to call into work so I could keep ya all to myself today. I've almost gone crazy today with thoughts about ya and how eager I was for ya to come home, baby.

Me - *I notice that he isn't mad. Nope...that's not mad. The way he's breathing. Watching his chest go up and down. That look in his eyes. I looked down slightly and noticed the huge buldge in his pants and my eyes widen and feel my cheeks get warm. I quickly snapped my eyes back to Sy and I feel my heart rate speed up.*

I want to make it all up to you my bear and show you I'm sorry.

Sy - Don't ya worry sugababy. I've already thought up a few ideas on how ya can make up for being so naughty today *grins and winks* and each idea will have you moaning my name over and over.

Me - *Staring at this hunk of a man and inhaling the scent of his cologne and feeling my body start to shake from being turned on*

I love you, Sy.

Sy quickly approaches me and picks me up and puts me over his shoulder and smacks my ass a couple of times as he takes me into the house and I can't help but giggle and feeling excited for these new plans that he made.

Sy - my naughty girl is giggling right now but those giggles will soon turn into heavy breathing and moans. I love you too, Sugababy.

[allthefandomthings55]

Life in the Limelight

Chapter 4

Y/N POV

Friday night 10 PM

I’ve already sent my security home for the night and am sitting at my kitchen table having a glass of white wine when my phone rings. I look down to see the name Spencer Reid. I answer the call, “Hello Spencer. What’s up?”

“Hi, Y/N uh nothings up per se, but I was calling to tell you that I, uh, I can make our brunch thing tomorrow if you were still up for it?”

“Still up for it? Absolutely! I mean did everything work out with work?”

“Oh yeah we found them or her rather.”

“Wow a woman? I would have never guessed that.”

“Well actually although women serial killers aren’t common they do make up about 15% of serial killers. Sorry you did not want to know that.”

“No it’s alright! That was an interesting fact. What time did we say for tomorrow again? Was it 1:00?”

“No, it was 12:30. Sorry not trying to correct you but I have an eidetic memory so I can remember pretty much everything I read.”

“Woah, that is so cool. So like you only have to read chapters once and you have them memorized?”

“Yeah, pretty much.”

“That’s gotta be helpful on tests.”

“Oh it is. I mean I have three Ph. D.s and a few Masters and a couple of B.A.s”

“Oh, that’s a lot. So you’re like really freaking smart.”

“I like to think so, but that makes me sound arrogant.”

“No it doesn’t! Not when someone else is asking you. Anyways, I’m going to head to bed because I think I’ve had one too many glasses of wine to be talking to an extremely handsome guy on the phone.”

“Oh, ok yeah I will see you tomorrow. Bye.”

“Bye Spencer.” Once I hung up I realized what I said and froze for a moment. I cannot believe I said that. I finished my glass of wine and went to bed.

NEXT MORNING

I woke up at 6:30 Saturday morning and got a little excited about my brunch with Spencer today. Instead I go get ready to work out for today to get my blood flowing. I need to keep working my cardio for my upcoming tour so I start on the treadmill. After I run on the treadmill for a couple of hours I decide to hit the weights. Not much weight but many repetitions. I checked the time after I finished that and it was 9:00. Once I took a shower and only got halfway dressed for the day I went back down to my kitchen. Since it is close to my brunch, I decide just to get a cup of coffee and eat some fruit. When I was done with that I sat and relaxed for a while on my couch. I started to watch some TV. I don’t get to do that often so I took advantage of the down time while I had it. When I checked the time it was 11:00 and I figured I better get ready if I wanted to be on time. Looking through my closet, I decided to wear a black skirt with a white grid on it. I also wore a white sweater; not anything heavy, but something longsleeved that’s light. That last couple parts of my outfit should be the easiest. For my shoes I decide on a black platform that are five inches tall and a simple black handbag big enough to put my cell phone and some cash in. 

At about 12:00 I started to head to the restaurant. I leave out the back way and drove myself to the restaurant. When I get there, I park on the side and call my friend Bella who owns the restaurant. “Hey, Y/N. What’s up?”

“Oh nothing much. I was hoping that you could let me in the back so I didn’t have to deal with people staring at me?”

“Oh yeah yeah I got you. Give me a second.” After waiting just for a couple of minutes she opens the door and pops her head out. “Hey get on in here.”

I follow her in through the door, “So, I’m actually meeting someone here and I was hoping you could tell your staff to escort him to my private table? I just don’t want to make a huge commotion.”

Bella smiles at me, “You have a date don’t you!”

I shush her, “Be quiet! I don’t want anyone to know I’m here.”

“That’s not a no,” she sings quietly. 

“Ok, yes I am meeting a man here, but no it’s not a date. It’s merely brunch or more so lunch.”

“But you want it to be a date.”

“Yes, Bella, I would like it to be a date. This one is different! He doesn’t even know who I am! He came up to me at a coffee shop and we talked for an hour about the book I was reading, the book he is reading, the books we have read and want to read. Not once did he say ‘Can I get an autograph?’ or ‘Oh my got you’re global superstart Y/F/N!’ he just spoke with me like I was a normal person.”

Bella thought for a moment, “What happens when he does find out though?”

I sighed, “That’s why I’m going to tell him here and now; as long as I don’t chicken out.” Bella laughed at that, “Hey don’t laugh, I’m serious. He’s really cute and I think, well I think that he would maybe actually date me.”

Bella stared at me, “Holy shit, you’re serious,” I nodded, “well in that case I wish you good luck and I’ll be your waitress so I can keep an eye on you guys.” 

I gave her a hug, “Thank you so much. Anyways, I’m going to sit down, can you bring two glasses of water to our table?”

“You already know it! Now go sit!” Laughing you went to go sit down and texted Spencer. 

Me

Hey, I’m here. Just tell the hostess my name and they’ll bring you. 

Spencer

Perfect. I’m almost there. See you soon.

While I waited I answered a few texts and wrote down some good ideas for lyrics. “Hey,” you looked up and saw Spencer. 

“Hi Spencer! Good to see you.” 

Spencer sat down in front of you. “Good to see you too. How have you been?”

“Oh I’m good. Just a little busy. How are you?”

Spencer sighed, “I’m as good as I can be at the moment. This last case was kind of tough but we caught the woman doing it so it’s all good.”

“A woman? Interesting. Why would a woman harm other women?”

Spencer took in an excited breath, “Well, women offend for many different reasons. Assuming they aren’t psychopaths, women might offend other women because they are a surrogate for an abusive mother, a woman that got with their ex-boyfriend, or any other of that variety. However- wait nevermind, you probably don’t want to hear this.”

I stared at him in awe, “Woah, that was amazing. How did you know all of that?”

He looked surprised, “Well, I’m actually in the FBI. I’m in a specialized group called the BAU also know as the Bahvioral Analysis Unit. We get called in to different police departments when they are having trouble with killings happening.”

“Wow, that’s amazing. I mean well it’s not great that people are dying, but it’s amazing that you guys go in and help them.”

He stared at me, “Uh, yeah but that’s what I do for work, what about you?”

I cleared my throat, “I, uh, I sing.” I chickened out hardcore and decided not to tell him about my superstar status that I have. 

“Oh, well that’s fun. Do you sing at bars or nightclubs?” he asked inqusitevely. 

“Oh, uh, that’s actually where I got my start. I went from bars and nightclubs, to the opera, then to writing and producing my own music.” I was so nervous speaking that he definitely knew. 

He looked confused, “So how do you make money now?”

“Um, there’s no easy way to say this but I’m a global popstar. I make money through music. And I was really nervous about telling you this because I loved how you didn’t know me at that coffee shop and talked to me like I was a normal person and I really don’t want you to think of me differently.” I rambled out so fast I doubted he could even understand me.

He held out his hand, palm up, waiting for me to grab it and I do, “Don’t worry about that. To me, you are just that really cute girl that I met in a coffee shop reading The Odyssey in Greek.”

I looked him in the eyes, “You think I’m cute?”

He blushed, “Uh, well, I -uh yeah I do,” he stammered out. 

I smiled, “Well it’s a good thing I think you’re cute too.” He smiled at that. Bella came around and took our order and we spent the next hour talking and eating. Just getting to know each other. Although Spencer offered I told him that I’d cover the bill and he let me after I spent fifteen minutes convincing him. 

After I got to my apartment, he texted me asking if I got home alright. I responded yes and asked him the same thing and he said yes as well. I flopped on the couch just thinking that although it was unintentional, this wasn’t a horrible first date. 

[045696]

Brother’s Best friend- Matt Sturniolo

Y/n is Nate’s little sister, sitting at 18 years old. She was close with all of the triplets she thought of Nick and Chris as her brothers but she had a crush on Matthew. She knew it was silly to have a crush on her brother’s best friend but she couldn’t help it. Matt adore y/n. He would do anything to be with her but he didn’t know how her brother would act as they are best friends. He loved y/n with his heart. He would always love her.

Matt X FemMixed! Reader

Warnings: Fluff/Smut, p in v, praise kink, oral sex (female receiving), going behind brother’s back, underage drinking and smoking. (i don’t condone this but it’s just for the plot.) Under the influence sex, use of ma, praise kink. if y’all need anymore added lmk and i will.

It was a Thursday night and the triplets, Nate and Y/n were just getting back at the triplets parents house after they all went to the park to spend time together before going home even though they spent time at the restaurant for their birthday. Y/n yawned “Damn I’m tired and the night just got started.” Matt then chimed in “What do you mean it’s just getting started me, Nick and Chris are just going to try some alcohol plus you and Nate can’t drink yet y’all underage maybe Nate but not you.” “You’re acting like I don’t go to parties and drink remember me and Nate have different dad’s. Mines hispanic so it’s normal for me to drink with a hispanic father.” Everyone beside Nate was in shock that she drinks. She was incredibly confused as why they are shocked. “Why are y’all in shocked?” Matt and Chris just stared at her while Nick was getting on her. “You’re only 18 tho Y/n. Why? When?” Y/n laughed My father says if you’re old enough to start a job, drive, learn about the real life then you can drink and smoke. Our mom disapproves but she can’t really say anything since I live with my dad. I’ll be down to have one drink or two and one beer. Two strong drinks and one beer that’s all and I’ll smoke after. Nate can I please? I’ll clean your messy room again.” “No Y/n you’re not doing that.” Chris says “Yes since you’re gonna clean my room. Come on guys it’s y’all’s 21st just let her have fun. I’ll take care of her if she gets too fucked up.” “Fine.” Matt says only because Y/n is giving him the puppy eyes and they are his weakness for her. “Yay let’s start!!” Y/n went to grab the alcohol and fix some drinks, Malibu with pineapple juice was the first drink she fixed. She walked towards the boys and gave each a drink. “It’s Malibu with pineapple juice it’s really good.” She says before putting her cup out to do cheers and they boys put their cups towards hers. “Cheers!!!” They say in unison taking a sip. Nick, Matt and Chris making a face due to the alcohol. “Y’all get use to it after a few sips that’s what it took me but shots are still semi hard for me. But the drink is so good right?” “Yea it is like the flavours mixed together.” Nick says. They continued to drink for the next 30 minutes while Y/n brought her cart and vape out handing the cart to her brother. Nate and Y/n taking a few puffs before she put the cart away. Y/n wouldn’t admit she’s a lightweight as she is already fucked. “Nate can we outside please. I need a breather.” “Yea let’s go we be back.” Y/n and Nate walked outside and he was worried. “Are you okay?” “I’m at my limit if I drink anymore I’ll black out.” “Okay don’t drink no more. I don’t need you blacking out on my best friend’s birthday n/n.” “Yup I know. Let’s go back inside.” They walked back inside seeing Nick and Chris play fighting. Y/n walked up to Matt and asking, “Can I go to sleep in your bed tonight.” “Yea go ahead I’ll be up soon I’m getting tired.” Matt says slurring his words a little. “Nope pretty boy you’re slurring your words time for bed.” “Nooo Y/n!!” “Boys let’s wrapped it up time for bed y’all are drunk as hell now let’s go.” Nick and Chris started to go to bed as they didn’t want to argue with Y/n as she can be like a mom at points. Nate going to hug her and making his way to the guest room which is like his room there at the triplets parents house. “Come on Matt help me clean the stuff up.” They went to start cleaning the living room and kitchen up. After they finished cleaning up they headed towards Matt’s room. As soon as Y/n got in the room she darted to the bed and flopped on it. Matt laughed at her. “What your bed is comfortable must be nice to have money to afford a nice ass bed.” “Well you never in videos with us and that is not getting you any money you barely make any at your job.” “It’s just that I know your fandom would get mad at me for being a female being friends with y’all they would understand with Nate since he’s my brother.” “Y/n it’s our videos if they get mad they get mad we have been friends with you since we became friends with Nate.”

Y/n wanted to be in a video but was scared she knew her brother was good at making videos with them. She felt like she would embarrassed herself on film. “When are y’all filming again?” “Tomorrow why?” “I wanna be in the video.” Matt went to her and hug her tightly. “Yay can I choose your outfit tho?” “Yes Matt you can. Now let’s go to bed I’m tired.” Matt then went to the bathroom and changed his clothes when he got back y/n was still in her clothes. “Take a hoodie or shirt of mine and wear it for tonight.” Y/n grabbed her favourite hoodie of his and went to the bathroom and changed into it. When she got back Matt was in awe. Matt thought to himself *God she is so pretty in my hoodie.* “You look nice in that hoodie you can keep it.” “You say that every time I wear one of your hoodies or shirts.” “Because it’s the truth.” Y/n crawled into the bed with Matt. Y/n sense some tension between them she always have. “Matt… I have a hypothetical scenario okay. Let’s say you had a sister and she fell in love with your best friend what would your opinion be?” “Well if I had a sister I would obviously care who she falls in love with but if it’s my best friend then I know she would be in great hands as I trust my best friend. Why?” “Just trying to see if my brother is the same way as I fell in love with his best friend and I know you feel the same because there is so much tension between us.” Matt didn’t know what to say and he knew she was right there’s no point of hiding it. “I feel like Nate would understand but at the same time I don’t know.”

Matt wanted to kiss her but he knew he shouldn’t. His heart and state of drunkenness took over and kissed y/n. Y/n didn’t hold back kissing him back.

They had a heated make out session for at least 10 minutes. Matt letting his hand roam her body while the other is pinning her arms above her head. Matt started to move down her jawline towards her neck y/n making small whines out as he kiss her sweet spot. Matt pulled back “Y/n do you want to go farther? If not I’ll stop.” “Mhm.” Matt went back to kissing her neck sucking and biting ever so slightly making sure not to leave marks. Matt hand that was already on her body started to go to her area. Ever so slightly touching her clit and removing his hand, teasing her till she starts to beg for more. “Matt stop please just play with me…” He wasted no time to play with her clit through her clothed pussy. Y/n whining at the sudden touch, matt realises this and starts to moves his fingers to move in circles at a steady pace. Matt couldn’t control himself anymore he started to go down on her. “Lift your hips for me love.” Y/n did so and Matt took her panties off throwing them somewheres. “Be quiet we wouldn’t want to wake anyone.” Y/n nod her head. “Words sweetheart.” “Yes Matt.” Matt started to suck her clit making y/n grab his brunette locks tight, matt groaned against her clit. He started to move his fingers towards her entrance teasing her. Putting his fingers in and out of her. The feeling was euphoric the way Matt is eating Y/n out. He didn’t want to focus on anything else but her, he wanted to please her. “Matt please I..I need you please.” “You gotta be more elaborate on what you mean by you need me.” Matt went back to eating her out. “I need you inside me now.” Matt wasted no time to pull his shorts and boxers off. He lined himself up with her entrance and pushed himself in without any warning making her whine. Matt pulled all the way out till his tip is still inside of her, thrusting back into her. Y/n had to cover her mouth so she could muffle her moans in. He reaches down and starts to play with her clit. Y/n started to feel a knot forming in her stomach realizing this she move her hand and whisper in Matt’s ear. “‘m close matt.” Matt started to rub her clot faster while his moves start to get sloppy. “Go ahead ma cum for me. Be a good girl.” Her orgasms breaking free as moan Matt’s name making him finished. As he got up and went to the bathroom to grab a wet wash cloth to clean her and himself up. When he got back she was already asleep so he gently clean her up.

The next day came along and everyone was up besides y/n. Nick went to wake her up. When he woke her up he went back downstairs to the living room. she got up and went to the bathroom and took the toothbrush she left there the last time she stayed over. She thought to herself it’s funny how me and Nate practically have stuff of our own here. As she got downstairs she made eye contact with Matt, her mind replayed the events that happened last night. She had to look away and go to Nate. “Heyyy bubs!! How did you sleep last night also I wanna have a conversation with you with Matt.” “Uhhh okay what about and I slept fine.” “You’ll see.” Y/n we y to Matt and told him to follow her. They went towards Nate. “Let’s go outside.” They all went outside to the backyard. “Okay so I don’t know how to put this but I liked Matt since we all started to hang out. I kept it from you Nate since I knew he was your best friend and I didn’t know how you would’ve reacted.” Nate just stared at her not knowing what to say. “I also have liked Y/n since we meet but I kept it hidden.” “Okay wow what the fuck? I’m not mad but keeping this hidden from me seriously?? Y/n I don’t care who you love it’s your life not mines. But I wished you would’ve told me so I could have helped in some way. Matt I caught on to your crush on my sister after a while so you’re not fooling anybody with that it was so obvious. Spoiling my sister, treating her differently, the way you look at her. Hell Nick and Chris told me set you up with her.” “Wait what? It was that obvious?” “Yes Matt it was I even caught on.” “Oh well. I have two question.” Y/n and Nate both hum in response. “Nate do I have your permission to date your sister?” “Of course man you do, I mean you treat my sister better than any of her dickheads ex’s.” “Okay that was good man but thanks. Now Y/n Doe can I be your boyfriend?” “Ha yes Matthew you can.” Matt pulled Y/n into a hug and nuzzle his face into her neck. “Lover boy.” “I ain’t a lover boy Nate.” “Mhm okay.“ Nate went back inside leaving Y/n and Matt together. “I love you Matt. Like seriously love you.” “I love you too princess. I know you do and I wouldn’t want that to change.”

The end

Finally took me a hot minute to finish this my mental health was so bad.

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July 12th, 2024 星期五 - Taipei101 + 饒河街觀光夜市

We met around 10:30 am, then took the brown and red lines on the subway to Taipei 101, where we walked through a huge high-end mall and got to see Taipei from its highest point. To get from the info-desk area to the observatory level, we took an insanely fast elevator that went probably around 80 floors or more in less than 40 seconds. Inside the observatory level, there were a surprising amount of floral photo-op set-ups for visitors to take pictures, however I think the backlight from the floor to ceiling windows did not come out well in the pictures.

The view was pretty amazing. You can see the actual city as well as the lush mountainsides which remind me of the countryside of Jamaica. After taking some pictures in different scene in spots and admiring the view, I went to the gift shop to look at the souvenirs. These days, I try to buy souvenirs or merchandise that I’ll actually use, because I feel like it then carries more meaning to me. After browsing for a bit, I settled for a gold metal bookmark that was cut out in the shape of the Taipei 101 building and a postcard/necklace set. I’m not exactly sure what the necklace is but I thought it was pretty lol. Later, I went to the 90th floor to see the view from the sky deck. It was slightly underwhelming because of the wall/anti-jump gate but it was crazy being that high up and being outside to see the clouds at eye level. After coming back inside, I got the envelope of my postcard stamped with the free ink stamps. At around 12:30, the tour group met back together and we took the stairs to see the massive damper on the 88th floor. After finishing the tour, i went with some of my group-mates to eat at a banquet style restaurant about five minutes away from Taipei 101.

After eating, we took the red line to Taipei Main Station to try to meet some others in the underground mall but it got complicated and we just ended up going to a different above-ground mall. I bought some stationary from one the shops on the 4th floor. I noticed that in this mall, many stores weren’t completely walled off from others. For example, there was a section selling Hurley stuff and quite literally a couple steps to the right a whole other store. At first I figured it was just a giant department store we had wandered into, but now I think that’s just how the mall was. The mall was also connected to a mass bus terminal, which makes sense since it was across the street from the Taipei MRT main station. When one of the other girls went to the bathroom, I noticed there was an option of both western toilets and squat toilets. After shopping, we found another one of the girls in the program and figured out how to ride the red line to the green line transfer. We got help from this Taiwanese lady who spoke perfect English even though she’s Taiwanese. Her American accent was probably better than mine. When we got to the green line transfer platform, we ran into even more of the girls in our group and planned to visit Raohe Night Market after resting for a bit.

I started doing homework when I got in the hotel before decided to attempt to do my laundry. The washing part went fine and I took a nap in the meantime. I woke up to transfer the clothes to the dryer and then went back to sleep. The dryer did not dry much. After trying to figure it out for a while, my roommate came to help but she didn’t have any luck either. We opted to just put it to cold dry in the washer and figure it out later. While it ran, I went to get dressed. I wore pants all day and drowned myself in mosquito spray before because the day before, I got bit up by mosquitos. Before heading out to the night market, I brought my clothes back to the hotel room to finish drying. We took the green line of the MRT to the last stop and spent a few hours walking through the night market. I bought Guava, a brown sugar donut, and some hello kitty playing cards. We headed home closer to 11pm where I showered, FaceTimed by boyfriend, and did more homework.

Academic Reflection

Today’s reading focused on the building of and structural integrity of Taipei 101. It describes the unique damper, structural limits, and safety limits. The reading described how the World Trade Center in New York City went down because of fires, not because of the planes’ impact. It also mentioned that in Hong Kong, every 25 floors of a building must have a refugee floor that is empty and designed to resist smoke accumulation. Reading about safety limits in comparison to the World Trade Center after visiting Taipei 101 made me think a lot about when I went to the 9/11 memorial in New York City. I did notice that when we went down the stairs to the 88th floor, the rest of the stairs were blocked off. Aside from these stairs and the elevators, I didn’t see any other marked and visible exits. Thinking about safety, perhaps it was not the safest. The readings talks about how typhoons and earthquakes are serious concerns in Asia, which makes me think about the lack of clearly marked exits.

Something else I found interesting was the damper on the 88th floor of Taipei 101. The reading describes how the swinging of the internal damper would dissipate wind energy and prevent the building itself from swaying too much and possibly falling over. Our tour guide said that the damper was built to withstand a 10.0 magnitude earthquake. Recently in Taiwan, there were 6.0 and 6.2 magnitude earthquakes on April 23rd, 2024. This made me think about how perhaps being in a building like Taipei 101 would be good as an earthquake shelter. When walking down the street in Zhongshan, I noticed that there were signs showing certain areas to be aerial attack shelters. I have yet to see any signs pointing to earthquake shelters though.

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can we see some cute Auston/Tia moments, maybe them on New Years day?

I intended on it being cute. Then I wrote the first sentence and knew in my heart it wasn't going to be cute. I also didn't review it, so ignore any grammatical errors

NSFW (18+) under the cut.

Auston is antsy to see Tia.

He woke up to Tia’s lips placing soft and warm, open-mouthed kisses on his chest and stomach. It took him a second to adjust and acknowledge what was happening, what had happened the night before, but after that second had passed he was pressing her onto her back and peeling his shirt off her torso.

They barely made it to breakfast.

His mom text them about meeting at the hotel restaurant at 9:30, and they ran in ten minutes late because they were naïve to think they could shower together, and do just that, shower. They might not have had sex (mostly because Auston thought the floor of the tub was too slippery) but neither one could keep their hands or mouth to themselves. When they finally bathed and saw the time, it was a mad dash to get ready in time.

Breakfast was filled with the usual conversation, and glances from the corner of their eyes, soft grins, a constant heat burning Tia’s cheeks. Tia told Ema and his sisters about the party, made plans to venture around town and check out some shops while he was at practice. Auston tried to talk with his dad about the game the night before, about the upcoming games, but Tia’s hand kept finding his thigh and he couldn’t think straight – constantly trailing off and having to repeat himself. Auston played it off as being tired, and Brian scolded him for partying so hard, that this tournament brings eyes from across the world, and he should be taking it seriously, but no way he could tell him the real distraction.

The kiss after breakfast was longer than it should have been.

Tia was on her tippytoes with fingers gently in his hair, and he had his tongue down her throat and hands low on her back, way too low given his mother was mere feet away. When Auston finally pulled away (because if he waited a second longer there would have been a much bigger situation to deal with), Tia pulled his face down, and whispered in his ear “try not to think of me fucking me later.”

Auston was already going to but hearing her say it only made it that much harder. Everyone was talking in the dressing room, sharing stories about the previous night, laughing and joking, but Auston was only able to think of Tia. He didn’t know how he went that long without telling her he loved her, how he went that long without feeling her, but his plan was to tell her how much he loved her every day and show her every night.

He somehow managed to push her out of his mind for practice. It took a few minutes and Matt pulling him aside and telling him to shake it off. He pushed the very dangerous thoughts out of his mind and participated in the drills. He jumped in the shower and as he was getting dressed, Matt pulled him aside and once again told him he’d be going to dinner with Sarah and his family, not returning until late that night. And with a devious wink he left, Auston not far behind.

He knew from a text Tia was with Alex and Brey, and he used all his willpower to not drag her out of that room without as much as a hello. But he did have to say hello. He sat beside Tia on the bed, absentmindedly listening to whatever those three were talking about. He added in the occasional ‘yeah’ or ‘hms,’ then after a half hour he played the “I’m tired” card, and Tia was quick to agree.

The door to their room had barely shut before Auston had her caged to the wall with a knee slotted between hers. And as quick as he was, Tia was quick to remind him his parents were next door and could step into the hall and catch them at any moment. He reluctantly pulled her to the elevator, and like a kid on Christmas morning, he was bouncing and grinning the entire time. Tia was excited, but her energy was nothing compared to the man beside her.

“I love you so much,” Auston murmurs thickly against her neck once finally in the safety of their room. With his fingers clawing at the black turtle neck on her torso, he untucks the fabric from her jeans and moans when his thumbs finally connect to her skin.

“I love you too,” she moans, making quick work of his belt. Once undone, she finds the buttons of his pants and works at them, sliding her hand underneath, grazing along his already throbbing member.

With her shirt on the floor and his pants pooled at his ankles, Auston drops to his knees. Keeping direct eye contact, and a flirty smirk on his lips, Auston slooooowly pulls her jeans down, leaving her only in a matching blue set.

Tia releases a shaky, shuddering breath when she feels him place a kiss on the thin lace covering her leaking core. Auston can practically smell the anticipation and so badly wants to dive in, he’s spent way too much time not doing this, but instead, he moves his lips to her thighs, below her navel, to the freckles on her ribs, between her breasts, anywhere his lips can find all while gently trailing his finger up and down her thigh.

As he rises back to his feet, he expertly reaches behind and unclasps her bra to let her perky breasts pop free. The sound of the fabric landing on the floor is muted by her squeal as Auston grabs the backs of her thighs and carries her to the bed. And when he drops her, he can only utter a curse word watching her perfect orbs bounce free.

Tia scoots up the bed to make space for Auston and spreads her legs wide as she adjusts in the pile of cotton. Her chestnut hair is perfectly displayed on the contrasting white pillows, and the warm sun is slowly dropping, casting an iridescent glow around her. Auston has never seen something more perfect in his life.

Taking a mental picture, because he can’t just stare, he is quick to climb on top and press his lips to hers. As if Auston wasn’t struggling to not let everything out, one of Tia’s hands wrap around his cock and he visibly shudders above her.

“You like that?” Tia purrs.

“Yes,” he grunts and bites at her lower lip.

“You want more?” She probes, rubbing her thumb over his dripping tip, smearing around his excitement.

“Ti-“

“You want to fuck me?” He feels her lips wrap around his earlobe and the tugging on his cock begins to quicken.

“Obv –“

“You want to make me cum?”

It’s in that moment that he hears the breath catch in her throat. He then feels the shifting of her other arm and realizes only one hand is touching him. He forces his eyes down and watches as one hand works on him and the other is buried in her heat, fingers constantly dropping out of his line of sight.

“Shit baby, are you –“ Auston can’t even finish the question following the breathy groan that spills from her lips. “God, that’s so fucking hot.”

By the way her hips arch up and chocolatey-brown eyes roll into the back of her head, Auston knows she is close. He grasps her wrist and gently pulls it back, releasing his length from her touch. He shifts a little to the side and continues to watch all while rolling and tweaking her nipples through his fingers – they were just begging for attention after all.

“M’so close,” she announces, and before either one can respond there is a gasp and white warmth is oozing out onto her fingers.

“Shit. That was unbelievable,” Auston is quick to grab her jaw, and press his lips against hers.

“Mhm,” Tia mumbles.

She starts to shift and tries to pull him back on top, but Auston doesn’t move. Instead, he backs up and has a dark halo surrounding his pupils. “You trust me?”

“Yes.” She almost rolls her eyes at the ridiculous nature of his question.

“Roll over.”

Tia’s eyes flick over his face. They’ve had sex twice and haven’t tried many positions. In fact, they have done one. Missionary.

She knew at some point they would try something else; she actually spent some time looking up positions, maybe even watching some videos to try and fully understand the logistics of them. There were some that caught her eye, others that absolutely terrified her, and a few that seem intriguing but also confusing at the same time. She knew they’d try more positions, just wasn’t sure it would happen so soon.

The bed shifts behind her, and she feels Auston grab her calves and spread them apart, further exposing her glistening cunt. Tia is a trembling and anxious mess, feels as if her hands will give out at any second, and Auston is almost paralyzed by his excitement.

“You okay Tia?” Auston cautions, waiting until he hears her say yes before pressing in and wrapping his lips around her folds.

Tia jolts forward at first, not what she expecting to feel, and Auston is quick to pull away. But when he hears her the desperate “please” and her hips press back towards him, he reconnects. His elbows are beside her knees, and palms on her thighs to hold her in place as his tongue slides inside. His nose presses firmly between her cheeks and he dives in, applying more pressure as he hears her moans get louder.

With white knuckles fisting the duvet, Tia collapses onto the duvet, keeping her ass up in the air. The white fabric is smooth against her face as her vision turns the same colour. Her toes press against the mattress for additional support and Tia grinds her hips backwards. She didn’t know what to expect when Auston’s lips hit hers from behind, but fucks its magnificent. She shouldn’t be surprised. Everything he does, everything his tongue does, it’s always magnificent.

The warmth of his exhale against her clit has her quivering, and like always Auston’s tongue thrusting and flicking deep inside her pussy has tears brimming in her eyes. Everything he is doing is slowly bringing her to the edge, but Auston’s thick digits sliding inside send her careening over the edge of a cliff. White, sticky warmth is once again oozing out of her core, but Auston is quick to clean the mess with his tongue.

With a mouth full of her mess, Auston shifts and firmly bites her ass. “Auston,” she playfully scolds, only being met by a deep seeded chuckle.

“Sorry baby,” Auston lies and bites the other cheek. “They just looked so perfect.”

“You’re lucky I love you.” She tilts her head, and he can see the blissful look pressed to her face.

“Or else what?” He jokes back, fumbling around to find a condom.

“You don’t want to know,” she attempts to be stern, but Auston can hear the playfulness in her tone.

Auston doesn’t have a comeback. Well, he does, but he doesn’t want to spend his time with playful banter when he can still see the mess glistening off her pussy lips. Instead, he brings a hand back and gently connects it to her ass, hitting the skin still warm from his teeth.

“Auston,” Tia giggles, bringing a blush to his cheeks. He can’t help it – her being bratty turned him on.

Teasingly, he runs the head of his cock through her folds, gathering up the remaining slick before he slowly edges his hips forward, parting her open. Immediately her body reacts, and she arches her back, letting out a strained and desperate cry as she welcomes him in.

“Aus,” Tia gasps once his ass hits his pelvis, his cock fully seethed inside. He uses all his willpower to not thrust his hips and lets Tia adjust to him discovering new depths. He can feel her trembling around him and hears the barely audible gurgle in her throat. “Fuck me,” Tia whines.

‘I’m trying’ is what he thinks, but he lets out a shuddering breath and says, “take your time T.”

“I’m okay” she tells him after letting out another breathy exhale.

Auston smiles, and pulls back, then gradually drives back in, again stopping once fully buried inside. He repeats the motion over and over, each time waiting less time than before until it’s one fluid motion. Push and pull, each thrust hits her g-spot and the sounds coming out are melodic and euphoric.

As Tia rolls her hips, and his calloused fingertips sooth over the teeth marks left behind in her flesh, Auston can feel his composure beginning to crumble. One of his hands snakes around to her front to apply pressure to her throbbing clit, and Tia can’t hold back the mewl that escapes her lips, or that his name is being moaned on a continuous loop.

Auston’s fingers flutter around her clit, cock thrusting in and out of her swollen pussy. “Aus,” she whimpers desperately, practically speechless and unable to move.

The walls around her shatter, along with the coil that was once tightly wound low in her gut. With Auston buried to the hilt, her third orgasm erupts, every part of Tia goes numb and static fizzles behind her darkened eyes.

Auston feels her body going limp, and supports her frame, milking her orgasm for all it’s worth. On very rare occasions has Auston had the time to bring her to two – an unfortunate side effect to hovering parents and lack of privacy – but this is the first time he has ever experienced her having three. And fuck, he can’t wait for the opportunity to bring her to four, but tonight isn’t that night. Her walls flutter and quiver around him, and he can feel her release dripping off his wrist and onto the blankets, he spills into the condom and collapses beside her not long after.

It’s a few minutes of breathing.

Deep, heavy breathing as they both try to recover. Tia harshly swallows, her throat dry and starved of all moisture, heart thrumming erratically in her chest. Auston presses onto his elbow and kisses her shoulder, his lips inching towards her neck.

“That okay?” he hums against her.

“More than,” she smiles, twisting to lie on her back. Bringing a hand up, she runs it through his dark hair, drenched in sweat, and gently tucks it behind his ear. “I love you.”

“Love you too T,” he smiles against her lips.

[holidayvisa]

28 December 2023 - I woke up early. I was awake by 7am. That counts as early. I walked to Line Up, the surfing instruction shop, and I arrived just as a very large man opened up a garage door. Inside the garage were a bunch of surf boards, some wetsuits, and a bunch of huge, poster-sized photos of surfers surfing some big waves. The guy's name was Wayne, and he had to be in his 60s. Wayne first had me lie down on a mat on the floor of the garage and practice standing up, as if standing up on a surfboard. It felt a little like...

I'm just kidding, Wayne truly did a good job of setting me up for success. He told me that I need to move my back foot up first, then my forward foot. He also told me, "arms up!" I practiced several more times on the floor of his garage before we grabbed surfboards and walked to the beach. We probably got in the water around 8:30am. We paddled out not very far from shore, and Wayne had me catch one of the first waves. I paddled too much before trying to stand up, and when I tried to stand up, I leaned too far onto my toes, and sunk the toe-edge, and fell over. Wayne told me to keep my eyes up, to not look at the board or the water in front of my board, but to look up ahead. I paddled back out to Wayne, and on my second wave, I stood up and surfed the wave all the way to shore! We did this several more times, and I stood up and surfed the wave every single time! After I seemed to get the hang of it close to shore, Wayne decided to take me out to the point, where there are a lot of rocks. I was nervous about this idea. Wayne told me, "no matter what, go right," because if I went left, I'd surf right into the rocks 😬 The waves were calming down, and there weren't a whole lot of good waves. I tried to catch a couple, but I don't know if I timed it wrong or what, but I didn't even get to the point where I try to stand up. One wave, I caught it, but I was too slow on standing up, and I was off balance, and I fell into the water. I made sure to fall flat because I didn't want to hit any of the rocks below the surface of the water. Finally, after probably 30 minutes of waiting by the point with rocks, there was a good wave. Wayne gave me a boost as I paddled to catch the wave. I could feel the wave start to push me, so I stood up, moving my back foot first then my front foot, raising my arms, and I made sure to GO RIGHT. I surfed the wave all the way until the wave died out! As I surfed, I could see all the rocks under my surfboard, just below the surface of the water. I didn't really have much brain capacity to think about those rocks as I was surfing over them, but I knew I needed to keep riding the wave and NOT FALL. It felt SO GOOD to catch that wave and surf it! After I surfed that awesome wave, and since the waves were dying down, Wayne said we should head in. It was just after 9:30am. Wayne told me to keep surfing close to shore, in the same area that we started in, but that I'd be by myself since he has to meet the people for his next lesson. So, for the next hour, I surfed without an instructor. I caught a few good waves that I surfed all the way into shore! And, it felt good that I did it all on my own. There were a lot of dads teaching their kids how to surf, which was very cute. So many of the kids were WAY better at surfing than me! It's amazing how good some of these kids were. I surfed until just after 10:30am, when Wayne needed his surfboard back for the next lesson. So, I was in the water, attempting to surf, for 2 hours! I'm honestly kind of glad that Wayne needed his surfboard back because otherwise I'd probably have surfed until my body gave out and turned lobster red from sunburn.

After the surf lesson was over, I walked back to the Vavich's place and ate breakfast.

When Marie got home, we all three walked to Dee Why Beach and got fish 'n chips from one of the beachfront restaurants. Let me rephrase that - Marie bought us all fish 'n chips. We took our fish 'n chips to the beach and ate while watching the waves crash on the shore. The sky was lit up in pinks and blues. The last of the surfers were catching their final waves of the day, and all of the swimmers had already gotten out of the water. It was a very serene dinner venue. And the fish 'n chips were delicious.

It was 9pm when we started to walk back, and it was very dark. We could barely see the path we were walking on. I conked out pretty quickly after we got home.

I'm grateful for an early start to my day. I'm grateful for the surfing knowledge I learned from Wayne. I'm grateful that I was able to get up on the board on my second try. I had built it up in my head to be this big thing, and I was relieved when I got it. I'm grateful for the exercise and sun. I'm grateful for Marie and all that she's done for me. I'm grateful for the experience of eating fish 'n chips on the beach while looking out at the ocean and a beautiful sky.

[rajian]

wolgraha-week, day 2: date

I know I am late and day 2 was yesterday but I really needed a second opinion on this... now I have it so here you have my fanfic Part 2 :D

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„Okay, this one absolutely looks slutty…“ Rajian was downright distressed. She had been trying on clothes for hours now even though she was about to go shopping for new clothes (and maybe some books…). It was her own fault though. She had asked G’raha to go shopping together and it didn’t even occur to her that this could be seen as a date. She had just wanted to go with somebody she liked and who would not have a problem with stepping into a bookstore after. But then she told Susumi. „Oh, so you finally got the courage to ask him on a date, hm?!“ – „A Date?! Nonono!! I just… thought… I… I just wanted to step into a bookstore after and… needed some advice…?!“ Rajians excuse sounded bad even in her own ears. „Riiight…“, Susumi said, „and what makes you think he doesn’t think of it as a date?!“ Rajian didn’t know what to answer to that. Susumi’s logic was flawless. After all she had asked him to spend the afternoon and evening together with just the two of them.

And here she was. She had not been able to sleep in as she normally did since she had become a Miqo’te. Instead she tried on outfits and had called for Susumi’s help an hour ago. When Susumi finally entered the house, Rajian was overjoyed. „Whats wrong, love? This one looks great?!“ Susumi clearly could not see all the flaws Rajian had found with her outfit while turning in front of the mirror for the past 10 minutes.

Another 30 minutes passed until they had found an outfit which both of them were happy with. „Alright, now go get him and don’t you dare not making a move today!“ Susumi tried her best to psych Rajian up.

Rajian herself was a nervous wreck when she arrived at the meeting point. Being overly-punctual as usual she did her best not to run in nervous circles. She kept mumbling to herself what she could have forgotten so she didn’t even notice somebody coming closer until he stood right next to her. Okay, now she was almost sure herself that he didn’t see this as a normal meeting as well. Or maybe he wore this shirt no matter who he went shopping with?! She surely was overinterpreting this. It’s not like he was always wearing the same clothes… just… most of the times…

„Hey, I hope you didn’t have to wait for long.“ He greeted her with a bright smile. Gorgeous. She almost forgot to answer that. „Oh, no, I just came here…“ (like 20 minutes ago…). „Great, are you ready to start? I sure hope we have some time later, I found this cute new bookstore in the area…“ This was all he needed to say to get the conversation going. The prospect of a new bookstore took away Rajian’s nervousness.

They strolled through the stores all afternoon. Soon it had gotten dark and the last bookstore had to ask them politely to leave.

As they stepped outside, G’raha looked at the sky and took a deep breath. „What a beautiful night sky“ he said. „Do you wanna get something to eat?“ – „You know what?! I got an idea.“ Rajian smiled. „Please wait for me one second.“ And with those words she went to a nearby restaurant. She returned soon after with two steaming containers and a package she must have gotten elsewhere. „Follow me.“ Rajian said and guided G’raha out of the city.

They stopped at a nearby blooming meadow where she revealed the contents of her package. Apparenly she had bought a huge picnic blanket which she unrolled and sat on. Having shaken off his initial feeling of surprise, G’raha sat down as well.

They chatted and laughed under the stars the whole night through.

[ventiffy]

𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝓁𝒾𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹𝓈 𝓊𝓈 𝓉𝑜𝑔𝑒𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 ♡ PT.5

As promised ,here is pt.5 of my dottore fic-

Today was the day where you were supposed to meet Zandik in his lab. You made sure to get the destination right while yet, you hoped that your discovery from yesterday wouldn't make you become weird when you see him. You just thought that yesterday you were being delusional and that Zandik is innocent.

After a while, you were at the entrance of the building that was your destination...

Everything was in ruins

Absoluetly

Everything

The walls were all collapsed and everything was dusty. Vines were all over the place and so were bugs. You tried texting Zandik , but no answer. You waited outside of the building, hoping that this was just where you two were supposed to meet and then when he comes the both of you will go to the lab but..

He told you that this was the laboratory.

You stood there hopeless trying to figure out what went wrong. After a few minutes, you left.

You went home and forgot about why you were going there in the first place. After a while you hear a ding! coming from your phone.

Mey: Me and Lindsley want to go to the new restaurant down the street and I figured that it'd be a great idea to ask you if you want to join us? (I know that you're busy with your studies and blah blah blah but it's my treat ;) -

. . .

You: Yeah sure, when do we all meet up?

Mey: I don't know in about an hour? I miss my pookie ;w;

You: alright! I'll see you soon

Mey: byee! <33

Mey was right. You didn't see your friends for a long time. You decided to forget about the lab thingy and get ready to go to this "new restaurant".

You decided not to change the clothes you wore to go to the lab because they looked pretty casual. You made sure everything you needed was in your jacket s' pockets and you decided to browse the media for about 30 minutes before heading out of your home.

While walking down the street, you couldn't help but realize how windy it was. The wind blowing violently was a normality in Snezhnaya, but today.. it somehow ticked you off even though it was supposedly normal.

"Y/NNNNN!!"

you raised your head to get a proper look at what was shouting your name and you were surprised to see Mey running towards you at full speed ready to jump and tackle you (because that was her way of giving hugs)

You waived to her and she did her usual weird hug. Luckily, she wasn't heavy enough to make the both of you fall in the snow.

As her head was placed at the crook of your neck, behind her you noticed Lindsley behind her reading, what appeared to be a small book, while yet not even noticing that you arrived.

After Mey stopped hugging you, she took you by the wrist and dragged you inside while yet, gesturing Lindsley to follow after the both of you. You friend dragged you all to way to your table where there was 4 chairs.

You were first to sit down, then Mey and then Lindsley who followed right after.

Suddenly, Lindsley said: "soo, when is Aren coming?"

Mey replied: "ohhh, he should be here soon, dont worryyy!"

. . . . .

pure silence followed right after that interaction until Mey said:

"You seem sad, what's wrong, pookie?"

You noticed she was talking to you and that's when you realized that for the past minute you've been worrying about that one guy who you only knew for what? A couple months?

"I don't know.. there's just this person.. who's been on my mind lately.."

"Does my pookie have a crush?!"

"It's not that!!! They helped me a lot with my studies, they even graduated from the akademiya.. well I think.. and now.. they're just gone.. we were supposed to see each other today, but they didn't show up.. now they're leaving me on read.."

... silence.... again

Lindsley then said: "they are possibly one of those fools that play with people like you s' hearts. They brag or show off they intelligence until you feel admired by them and then whoosh. they disappear.. they do that for validation because people like them don't get any from of.. validation..? Does that make any sense..?"

"no-" said Mey.

"I'm trying" said Lindsley

... silence... pure silence..

"AREN!!"

"..hi.."

"FINALLY YOU SHOWED UPPP"

"Sorry I had to deal with some business.."

"hmm?"

"It's private."

"awh.."

As Mey and this so called "Aren" chatted, you and Lindsley looked at each other before she said:

"If there's someone whose bothering you, you can always tell me.. I wasn't known as the "wrestler" in high school for nothing, you know"

"Thanks, Lindsley."

"It's no big deal, y/n"

Your conversation ended right after Mey shouted: "Everyone!! This is Aren, my best best BEST friend!!!"

"Didn't you two meet 2 weeks ago, how are y'all already "best friends"? " , said Lindsley.

You then said, "I guess that's how friendships work with her, one day you two barely know each other, the next day, you know her biggest secrets."

Mey interrupted with: "ANYWAY, because he's my friend, he's also everyone here s' friend"

"Why?" said Lindsley.

"BECAUSE I SAID SO"

Although Aren had a muscular and tall figure, he still remained somewhat shy, he never really spoke, but when he did, you could barely hear him. He seemed almost stressed.

For the rest of the night, you guys ate and chatted together until the restaurant closed. It's only at 10:30 Pm that all of you had to say goodbye.

Before leaving, Aren asked you if he could get your number, he said that it'd be nice to get to know his new friend group just a bit more. So of course he gave you his phone and you typed in your phone number onto his contact list and then you properly said goodbye to him. You waved goodbye to everyone, technically saying goodbye for a second time and left to go home.

You were walking all by yourself at night, Aren left with Mey because apparently the two were having a sleep over and Lindsley went her own ways.

. . . . . . . . . .

Maybe this would've been a good rest of afternoon if.. you didn't feel like as if you were being watched for the rest of the night.

MAN I LOVE WHERE THIS IS GOING! LEAVING YALL WITH A CLIFFHANGER JUST SO THAT THE NEXT PART IS NOTHING ELSE BUT ACTIONNNNN

if yall dont trust me enough with my writing motivation (referring to me not writing for 4 months) you can ask in reply to be in the taglist-

[chaletnz]

Paracas to Lima

I went for lunch at the Arena café, I chose a vanilla latte with a passionfruit bbq chicken sandwich. It was quite a saucy, messy sandwich to eat and I was totally harassed by flies the entire time I sat there. The three girls working there were slowly cleaning the tables and sweeping the floor around me which was pretty awkward as the only customer in there! When I paid and left I’m sure they overcharged me too. I walked down the boardwalk which was much busier than the main street although it was full of people hawking for restaurants and tours trying to bring in customers. Every single one made a beeline for me so I had to walk all the way to the end just to find a quite spot to sit down alone for a while! I watched some teenagers trying to destroy each other with sandballs, wrote some of my blog, and ate the remainder of my sandwich. I then headed back to the hotel to collect my laundry and repack my bag but it wasn’t quite ready yet so I charged up my phone and used the wifi to watch some Netflix inside since I was getting burnt being out all day in the sun. I went out for another walk in the later afternoon and found myself a delicious churro caliente for just 2 soles, I wished I’d bought a second one! There were a lot of small convenience stores around so I found a large cold bottle of water for the bus ride to Lima and this time when I returned my laundry was finished. I packed up my bag and then took it down the street to the meeting point to wait for the bus to Lima and take the opportunity to charge my phone. Unfortunately the bus was delayed by at least 30 minutes and the drive seemed to take forever, it was after midnight by the time we arrived in Lima and then I was the last passenger aboard heading out towards the airport. One of the guides got up over the intercom and begged for tips at least 3 times, I have to wonder if it worked because I think only one or two people gave her anything. My guide Leo left the bus about 45 minutes before I finally did and at the final destination – a random gas station opposite the airport, I was left to wait for my own Uber to my hotel about another 5 minutes down the road. They wouldn’t drop me off there even though it was 1:30am, they’d rather leave me on the side of the road in Lima. I waited about ten minutes for my Uber, watching the driver drive further away from my location. I cancelled the trip and walked over to a nearby Holiday Inn, which luckily had a helpful concierge working who was able to summon me a taxi to my hotel which got me there by 2am. The taxi driver woke up the receptionist and made sure I was safely inside before he left, and the receptionist took my money promising change in the morning. I was led to my very basic room with a very dirty floor and could finally get some sleep before my flight to Iquitos in the morning.