#again im a patient reader i just need to yell for a bit bc this excitement and cliffhanger makes me stim like crazy 🥴

[enden-k]

when one of your fav fics of all time updates and the chapter ends with such heavy angst you cant breathe, too anxious, and wanting to know what happens in next chapter asap--

[kamiversee]

what if gojo does tell us the truth while he’s on the verge of death😞 ive been overthinking it so much and that would be so depressing. Especially if she’s just holding on to him while he’s taking his last breaths. While she’s there sobbing, he reaches his hand out to rest it on her cheek, wiping away her tears with his thumb. Then he whispers the reader’s name as he’s slowly dying.(i feel like you’d give him a slow and painful death as well🥹one where he’s coughing up blood and taking sharp breaths) He grabs her hand and holds it against his chest as he tells her that she deserves to finally find out the truth after waiting so long. He apologizes again for everything he put her through and for always hurting her when he wanted nth but for her to be happy. She continues sitting there waiting patiently for him to continue, not knowing whether she was happy he was finally going to tell her or devastated this is the way she was going to find out. She’s sobbing so uncontrollably she can barely let out one sound but she manages to say something through the fountain of tears pouring out from her eyes. “Please don’t go”. Even as he’s dying, gojo feels a pain in his heart at the sound of her voice but nonetheless he gives her a soft and sympathetic smile. “I don’t think I have a choice, Sweets.” He coughs out. She sobs louder at that and it’s like her heart shatters because she knows he’s right. She knows that after this, he’ll be gone forever. He too has tears pricking at his eyes as he looks up at the sky, feeling himself losing all strength he has left. Regardless, he uses that last bit of life he has to finally let her know the truth behind all of this. The very shocking truth. He sees the look on her face as he tells her but he can’t make much of it as his eyesight finally starts to blur. All he can see is her lean closer to him, clutching onto his shirt as she yells unintelligible words. How he wishes he could hear her last words and what she has to say but it’s too late as his vision fades to darkness. On her side, she’s yelling for him not to go and that she needs him here with her. She heard what he said and she has no idea what to think of it, what she’s worried about right now is the lifeless man in front of her. The man she once held. The man she once shared kisses with. The man whos words brought her an odd sense of comfort despite the confusion that always came along with it. The man she had fell for. She continues to hug him and shake him, hoping, waiting for him to give her a sign that he was alive and still with her. But that moment never came…

-🥹

…

I cried. Dead FUCKING ASS I CRIED.

🥺, go write a fic NEOW. Or else ima hunt you down bc I physically can’t take this anymore. YOURE DRIVING ME CRAZY WITH THIS. AND THE TRUTH LITERALLY MAKES THIS SO MUCH FUCKIN WORSE OH MY GOD.

I can’t.

Guys I can’t do this anymore.

Im going to go sob in a corner now. Thank you.☹️

[gothamslostboy]

Hey there! Can I please get a matchup for both The Lost Boys and Scream please? (If not no worries!)

Im a 5'2" female with a very pear shaped body. I have neck length pink hair and blue eyes. Despite my pink hair I usually wear a lot of black and gray with a small hint of pastels. A lot of my outfits actually consists of boots, fishnets, or chains. However I also wear a lot of Hello Kitty and early 2000's cartoon shirts!

I am pansexual, but have a male lean, so I'm fine with whatever character you want to match me with! As for my hobbies I'm very big on writing and reading, dancing, and collecting dolls. My favorite animal is 100% a raccoon though! I actually used to feed and name the ones outside!

I have a hard time deciding if I like comedy or horror movies more, but I do enjoy both feelings. Despite looking edgy and coming off as cold (I'm just really awkward and shy) I'm very bubbly and can definitely be a people pleaser. I love making people laugh but I constantly worry if I'm being too annoying when doing so.

I suppose I should add in that I'm neurodivergent as well and have some slightly annoying stims. I actually got yelled at at work for one of them last week 🙃 They're usually just me air punching people, rocking, or repeating different phrases but they do annoy others sometimes. However I am also extremely forgetful and a bit ditzy, I won't lie.

I hope I'm not missing anything! Thank you:)

Hey anon, I just wanted to say really quickly that I’m sorry you feel like you annoy ppl. From this little description I think you’d be really cool:] I’m also neurodivergent and funnily enough, we share some of the same stims! Don’t worry, you’ll find the ppl who you can be yourself around eventually. hope you’re having a great day🫶

I ship you with…..

SCREAM:

Stu Macher! I hc him with autism so he understands and emphasizes with having “annoying” stims. He won’t judge you, hell he’s probably gonna develop them as his own stims.

You guys are both bubbly people, although he expresses it very obviously, and will probably spend most your time making eachother laugh. He’s also a very blunt person and will tell you straight up how he feels about anything, and prefers if you’d do the same. This makes people believe he doesn’t care about others or their feelings, but he actually cares very much for those close to him. He just needs directness to understand and problem solve.

He’s gonna fidget with your chains and fishnets when cuddling or sitting close to eachother, unless you ask him to stop. You might have to remind him again if he does it subconsciously. He adores ppl with colored hair, and will definitely match with you at some point. He loves your style and will let beg you give him a makeover at least once.

He tries to sit with you to feed raccoons, but he has to much trouble staying still and quiet enough to get close. So instead he just watches from the window smiling and making lil comments to himself like “ooo that’s a big guy”

He’s not a big reader or writer but loves to lay his head in your lap and let you read aloud to him. Any time any song comes on, he’s dragging you to the dance floor, or just on your feet to move. If you don’t want to dance with him, he just dances next to you. He looks at all your dolls and lets you rant about them, but he’s watch Child’s Play one too many times to actual hold or touch them.

You’re in luck bc Stu’s favorite genre is Horror Comedy! Any movie involving either genre is enough for him to watch it at least once or twice.

THE LOST BOYS:

Dwayne! I had a harder time picking one for TLB, but I figured it out in the end. Dwayne is an extremely patient person, especially if he cares about you. The reason Paul and Marko target David for jokes is bc it’s impossible to get a decent reaction out of Dwayne.

He loves how your styles kinda match and buys two matching chains, with little charms representing you two.

He also comes off as cold at first, but once he warms up to you he’s just a protective, sweet guy who wants his loved ones to be happy.

If anyone says anything about your stims, they’re getting hit, and an ass beating if they’re not close to him.

He likes to compare your thoughts on books together, followed by recommendations for eachother. He’s anxiously awaiting for when you finish writing, want to read it as soon as possible.

He won’t initiate dancing, but is more than willing to if you ask. He also buys accessories for your dolls, and ends up loving them almost as much as you do

[corruptedconfessions]

Are you still in the kiri mood? If yes, can you yeet him into this thought: different yanderes (izuku, bakugo, kiri, or whomever you want!) Reacting to a touch starved reader. Ever the stubborn captive, they deny they want anything to do with the yandere, but during some forced fluff shenanigans, the yandere accidentally squeezes readers legs/ holds onto readers shoulders deeply, and reader let's out a moan. Thanks! And remember to drink water and take a break if you need!

Ngl Kirishima, Bakugo, and Hizashi are like the 3 yanderes im always down to write 24/7

they all live in my head rent free

This one is more of an imagine/drabble thing, I threw in another bonus yandere bc I feel like he fits the prompt well. I hope thats all okay <3

Also thank you for your kindness <3 Im hydrated and hopefully ready to write out some fics! I have a few drafts in my computer already :)

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Kirishima is the very definition of clingy yandere, he is practically the poster boy for clingy, so it won’t be very long into your...moving in (he refuses to admit he kidnapped you! You were just too shy to ask yourself so he encouraged you! Don’t worry he gets the message no matter what you say otherwise!) that he’ll catch on to you being so desperately touch starved despite angrily telling him to fuck off every time he tries to cuddle. Being the ever delusional puppy he is he just assumes that you’re shy and keeps doing it even more

He’ll try to respect your space and let you come to him naturally but he’ll still insist on being close to you, dragging you to sit on the couch, you sitting on one end with him sitting on the other, your legs entangled in the middle. He’ll wait until you are engrossed in the tv or your book or whatever hobby of choice you have (the poor sap will buy you anything you ask, he just wants you happy) making sure you’re completely relaxed before he slowly slides a bit closer, reaching out to run his hands across your legs, squeezing and massaging them gently. Honestly he expected you to kick him or freeze up, stare at him in fear and confusion and anger like you always did whenever he reached out to touch you.

But you didn’t do any of that. If anything you relaxed, arching up into his touch as a soft breathy moan slipped past your lips, causing both of you to freeze at the same time, staring wide eyed at each other, stunned. 

If you thought Kirishima was clingy before you would be dead wrong compared to his behavior after that. He’s constantly by your side whenever he can, brushing against you in the kitchen when the two of you are cooking or washing dishes, moving closer to bump shoulders when the two of you are close by, constantly touching your hair, your neck, your shoulders, everywhere. You’ll be overstimulated and stressed but there is no going back now that he knows. Cuddles and spooning sessions whenever he can get you to sit still, honestly I wouldn’t put it past him to whine and demand you sit on his lap sometimes too, or at least lay against him and let him give you massages when the two of you are curled up on the couch. 

And that isn’t even getting started on sexual touching. He’ll be like a dog in heat, constantly aching for you, practically humping you any chance he gets. He’ll wrap his arms around you waist and hold you close as he grinds his hard on against your ass, trying to pull out those cute little noises that you’ll make. Pins you against the counter, over the couch, on the table, anywhere and everywhere is free game. 

And know that his poor sweet darling is touch starved? He’ll be quick to try and remedy that, he’ll tie you down to the bed and get you off just by rubbing his hands across your skin, massaging you, kissing you, just touching you. He won’t stop no matter how much you plead until he is done and he is sure that you have gotten the attention you deserve from him. 

Izuku is probably one of the best yandere matches for a touch starved darling, he is so submissive and cuddly for his darling, but not so much so its overstimulating and overwhelming like other yanderes. Unlike others he is more likely to let you have your space when he...first takes you home. He understands moving is a big change and you need your time and space to adjust and adapt to your new surroundings. He may coax you out with your favorite home made meals and promises of hot baths or treats, but he’ll smile and suck it up when you yell and scream at him, saying you want nothing to do with him. You’re just stressed and adjusting thats all! He can wait you out. 

Now just because he is patient and understanding doesn’t mean he just lets you do whatever you want.  He has needs too! The entire reason he had you...move in was so he could be closer to you and spend more time with you without anyone else interfering! Even you just being in the same room with him without throwing a fit is enough for him to feel like his patience is being rewarded.  

That patience wont last forever, though.

He tries to work his way up slowly, very slowly demanding more of you, insisting you stay just a minute longer, let him stand just an inch closer, it will be so slow you wont even realize you are practically cuddling up to him until it’s too late and you are so use to an reliant on him that you can’t go back to isolating yourself again. 

He’ll always have an idea that you are a bit more...starved for attention than others but he won’t get confirmation until months into your captivity. He’ll sweetly insist that you seem stressed and that you should let him give you a massage to help you relax. His calloused hands will reach out, squeezing your shoulders soothingly, coaxing a soft happy moan from your lips.

Oh sweetheart! How can you expect him to hold back when you make such sweet noises just from a simple touch? He may be a gentleman but even he has his limits...

You can bet there will be more...touching in your future. And much less patience towards an aversion to it. 

Bakugo is probably one of the worst (yandere) matches for a touch starved darling imo, the poor boy is sensitive and touch starved himself, and with his aggression he would probably just end up overstimulating his darling, and not in a good way. He’d much rather be on the receiving end of massages and pets, nuzzling himself into your chest or your stomach as you stroke his hair and tell him what a good boy he is. 

Having said that he would catch on pretty quick to your little act, seeing right past the screaming and defiance and your insistence that you want nothing to do with him, which is going to get you locked up in the basement and punished heavily, he sees the subtle ways you act that remind him of himself, that tell him exactly what he needs to know. 

Unlike the others when he reaches out for you, he knows exactly what he is doing and exactly what kind of reaction he is going to get. The shit eating smirk on his face as you moan in surprise tells everything. He’ll keep touching you, fingers digging into your skin just a little too hard, trying to drag more of those noises out of you until you are trembling under him, left feeling raw and sensitive. If you’re lucky he might notice that he went to far and be how ever much more gentle next time as he can be, but honestly after that he’s the same old Bakugo. He doesn’t go out of his way to touch you more, if he wants to wrap his arms around you he will, if he wants you on his lap he’ll pull you onto his lap, if he wants to lay on you, fuck what you’re doing, you get a lapful of Bakugo. 

That act doesn’t hide the way that he curls around you and cuddles you way closer at night in those tender moments, though. 

Hawks is another very handsy yandere. He wants constant contact and attention from his darling, so much so its almost impossible to keep up with his incessant demands for your attention, it grows draining. Even negative attention in the form of screaming, crying, fighting seems to fuel him. He just wants you to be looking at him, he doesnt care how. He’ll be the quickest to figure it out since if you wont give him attention he’ll give you his. He’s constantly reaching out to touch you in some way or form, be it grabbing your ass, wrapping an arm around your shoulder, or curling his wings around you to pull you closer to him,  you’ll always know if Hawks is home and where he is since theres always some part of him reaching for you. He’s a weird mix of aware and delusional, he knows he has kidnapped you and you’re unhappy because of it, but part of him also believes he just needs to take good care of you and that you love him anyways. Because of that he’s just constantly trying to please you to try and “make up” for kidnapping you. (He often brushes it off like he got the wrong food or forgot to text you back instead of something more serious)

It’ll happen when you’re standing still, he’ll sneak up behind you, reaching out and squeezing your shoulders, rolling his thumbs across them in a brief massage as he happily opens his mouth to greet you, only to be interrupted by the cutest moan bubbling out of you as you arch your back, pushing into his touch with a soft gasp. 

Immediately you’ll find yourself pinned down to the couch or the bed, whichever is closer. Hands will be dragged across your body, desperately repeating that movement and many others, anything to drag those sweet noises you had been hiding from him out. He wont be satisfied until you are near tears, gasping and limp under his touch, having given him all your cute little noises, surrendering yourself fully to him. 

Not much will change after that, he is just as clingy and handsy as before, but now he knows all the pretty noises and faces you can make for him, and he practically pounces on you every time he comes home, desperate to hear more. 

[pinkykitten]

Dressed Up

Marvel 

Yon-Rogg x female! reader

Warning: curse words, reader being cringy 

Specifics: comedy, fluff, romance, pictures, one-shot, self-conscious reader, insecure reader, race neutral reader

People: yon-rogg, carol danvers

Words: 1,835

Requested: By anon Hello! It's the au anon here again lol. I wasn't aware of that so thanks for replying! <3. Then could you write one where reader likes Yon-rogg but isn't aware that he likes her too bc he's like a god (in her eyes) and there's no way someone like him would even notice smn like her. Thank you <3

Authors Note: again sorry i dont do au’s and sorry for taking a lifetime to write this. i feel like im always saying that but i mean it everytime. i am grateful for you guys being patient it means a lot and just thank you guys for still supporting my blog and reading my trash. so enjoy some sarcastic carol and a shopping spree nobody asked for. 

You stared from afar from your side of the training base. Your head leaning against your palms, daydreaming. Wishing. Just wishing he could take one glance your way. 

You all had just finished another lesson. Another lesson to which you stumbled a little at your teacher, Yon-Rogg, but only because he placed his hands on your waist to teach you a move. 

“Whats wrong little lady?” Vers stopped by, your best friend sitting beside you sweating. “You seem out of it today.”

“Its nothing, really.” As you said this your eyes made contact to Yon-Rogg bending down to pick up his towel. You bit your lip and did not blink once!

Vers hummed to herself, “oooooooooooooooh I see.”

“See what?”

“His as*! No I’m just playing with you. No I see that you like the man.”

You didn’t even try to fight. You shrugged and shook your head, “yeah Vers but think about it. This godly delicious creature of a man even looking at moi! I don’t think so...at all. He’s him and I’m,” you gulped and took a glance at yourself. “Well you get the picture.”

“Y/n don’t worry, the best thing about being in a relationship is being yourself. You have to be truthful.”

“I can’t Vers, I just can’t. I mean I want to be truthful but with him its just different.”

Vers took a hold of your hand, “no woman should have to disguise themselves to deserve love. You are beautiful enough, you are smart enough, you are enough.”

You chuckled, “thanks...my hero.”

Vers giggled and jokingly wiped non existent tears, “girl, I am flattered. Just keep the compliments going, we got time.”

“-But I need to do this another way.”

Vers mentally slapped herself on the face, “so what, all that pep talk went straight through one ear and entered out the other?”

“Yep, and I’m gonna need your help!”

Vers gave a face of disgust. “Oh shi* I don’t like the sound of that.”

You and Vers entered your room, tired, worn out from all the-

“I can’t believe you just dragged me to go on a shopping spree with you,” Vers whined as she dropped herself on your bed. 

You hauled all the bags on your table and slumped on your chair, “I can’t believe I wasted that much money.” You and Vers laughed hard. 

“Well I see that this is my leave so good luck in all your sexiness and yeah-”

Clutching onto her sleeve you gave her a death glare as you glanced up, “I am not done with you yet.”

“God okay woman. What else do you want me to do? Wipe your as*.”

“Haha very funny,” you sarcastically answered. “No I need help with my outfit.”

It felt like it took forever! Your makeup was glamorous, making you look like a model, no a goddess! You put on jewelry, keeping it simple but sexy. The hoop earrings dangled lightly atop your shoulders, just grazing the skin from time to time as they twirled from your movement. You added a blinged up choker, it wasn’t too tight but just enough to look almost attached to your skin. You slipped on your tight outfit and had some skin showing. Last but not least you applied some lip gloss on your lips. The shimmer making your lips irresistible. You put your heels on and called out to Vers, “okay I’m finished...close your eyes.”

You peeked and saw she was listening to orders, “good.” You jumped out and yelled, “ta-da!”

Vers opened her eyes and gasped, “oh my god! Y/n you look super hot! Yes, get it girl! You got this!”

You twirled around and looked at yourself in the mirror. 

You enjoyed what you saw in the reflection but you wondered if Yon-Rogg would like what he sees.

“So you like it?”

Vers hugged you and nodded, “I do, but I always like the real you more, but its nice for a change. And also who said it was bad for a woman to wear makeup? I mean men can get all hot and whatever from time to time, well then so can us girls!”

You smiled and thanked Vers walking out to go see Yon-Rogg. 

He was by himself in the cafeteria, writing and just focused. Seeing that there was no one there you felt nervous and was about to dart back to your room when your heels alarmed him and he called out to you.

“Hi there, sorry if you’re doing something, I can come back another time,” you bashfully looked away from him. He wasn’t saying a word and thats when you peered at his face, you could see he was speechless. His mouth was opened just a bit. 

“Sorry,” he apologized blushing a little. “Please if you would like to, you could sit here.” He pointed to the seat in front of him. You nodded and almost ran to the chair but kept your cool. 

Now Yon-Rogg got a really good look at you. “May I just say, you look exquisite this evening y/n.”

“Thank you, Commander.” 

“Please call me Yon-Rogg...I bet it sounds way better coming out of your lips.”

You laced your fingers together, feeling the aura heating up. The setting becoming a flirtatious one, “alright then, Yon-Rogg.”

He giggles and nods, “well, I was right.”

“So what are you writing?” You asked as you motioned your head to the paper that sat in front of him. 

“Its a summary of how everyone today did in their training. Things they need to work on, progression.”

You slumped in your chair out of frustration, “oh that is not good.”

“What?”

“Oh I was talking about me. I did kinda fail today.”

Yon-Rogg focuses on you instead of the paper and grabs your hands, “let me ask you something y/n, did you try today?”

You were quick with an answer, “of course Comman- I mean Yon-Rogg. Of course I tried, I always try.”

Yon-Rogg leaned back in his seat, “see there, thats all you can do. Try. Thats all that matters to me, when I look at you all I want to observe is that you are trying. And thats what I always see with you.”

“Well its all thanks to you, I mean if you hadn’t shown us what a incredible leader you are and encouraged me then we probably would be having a different conversation right now but you only teach me good qualities.”

Yon-Rogg gave a charming smile, “may I ask, why are you so dressed up today?”

You almost choked on air and gripped tightly the table. “Um I was just going for a walk.”

Yon-Rogg looks below the table and sees your high heels, “in those?”

You changed your composure quickly, knowing you sounded dumb. You tried to show more of your physique. Displaying your breasts and popping out your butt. You puffed your lips out more and nodded, “yeah these shoes help tone the legs real nice for you, you tough man.”

You were losing control of yourself. You were trying to flirt but it was not working, flirting was not in your DNA. Yon-Rogg gave a look of curious. 

Next, you tried to grab his pen and put it in your mouth but you dropped it and as you were picking it up you bumped your head against the table. 

“Are you alright?” Yon-Rogg asked very worried.

You touched your head and only winced lightly, “yeah I’m fine...baby.” You tried to bite his pen sexy but you ended up gnawing it leaving a dent. 

You were just done. You were embarrassing yourself and you could tell by Yon-Rogg’s face that he was weirded out as well.

“I’m sorry this was a mistake.” You tried to stand up quickly but wearing your heels made you trip and fall into Yon-Rogg’s arms. He was there to catch you. You held onto his biceps for support and looked up to be so close to his handsome face. 

“H-hi there,” you stuttered as you were so bashful at the moment.

“Tell me the truth y/n. Why did you dress up like this tonight?”

“Fine, I wanted to impress you. Well not only that, there is like a long list so you might be here for a while its just, I like you a lot Comm- gosh sorry I keep doing that I mean Yon-Rogg. I like you a lot but not as in a way of friends or like wow you are my leader I like you a lot even though yes thats true I just don’t like you as a friend, I mean I do but-” You took a huge breath and calmed your nerves. “Let me start over. I want to see if you would like to go on a date, that offer still stands but I knew you probably did not like the other me. The less glamorous me. I mean you have made such an impact on not just me but to all of Kree. How could someone like that date someone like me? I just wanted to be better for you, but I ruined it.” You looked down ashamed and disappointed with yourself. 

Yon-Rogg was silent but lifted your face with his forefinger and thumb. “None of those things you said about yourself is true. You did not have to do anything to prove your worth to me. Don’t get me wrong I love this look but I also love who you really are. You are more than what you think. I ask myself how could someone so beautiful, so daring, so amazing go out with a guy so serious and who keeps his emotions hidden. I tried to do that with you y/n, but you are truly something else. I can’t keep what I feel for you hidden anymore. I love you y/n. I truly mean that, and you don’t have to show me you are capable of great things I can already see it when I look at you.”

You crashed your lips against his and laced your fingers into his hair. “Thank you Yon-Rogg.”

“Never gets old.”

You two were about to walk side by side together as now a couple when he stopped you. “Before we move any further can we please get rid of these wretched shoes. I mean they are sexy on you but these guys are a bit rough.” 

You let go of the breath you were holding in, “oh my gosh yes please I thought you would never say that.” You took your shoes off and held them in your hand. 

“But I do like this on you,” Yon-Rogg said about your outfit, feeling over the material and tracing his hands on your butt. “Can you wear this more often please?”

You laughed as you walked hand in hand with him, “I don’t know, I have to think about it.”

“Oh you naughty girl, I see you like to play dirty. Fine two can play that game.”

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[justsomekpopstuff]

Better (Yuta)

Pairing: Yuta x Reader

Type: Soulmate AU

MASTERLIST

A/N: This is by far one of the cutest concepts that I have written down and I am so giddy about it omg bc Yuta may be a dweeb but he is full of love so this concept is perfect for him

(This is lowkey based off the song Make Me Better by James Blunt bc that song is romantic af)

You are connected by feelings and thoughts - your soulmate’s thoughts and feelings about you will appear on your skin...

you can’t remember at what age they started to appear

you knew it had been since a young age, seeing as how you can barely remember life without them

you would wake up some mornings to an itching feeling somewhere on you, and there would be a new set of words

the words were all the things that your soulmate felt or thought about you

you loved to read them when you were having a hard time, or when you needed a bit of a pick me up

because honestly, you believed you had the sweetest soulmate in the world

all over your body there were compliments after compliments, all heartfelt and genuine

‘You are so beautiful’

‘you are a great listener, and i love you for that’

‘you mean the world to me, and i cannot imagine my life without you’

that’s just for a start

naturally, some of them were cheesy or greasy bc of course but you still loved them

it gave your soulmate character

and every time you read the words, you would fall a little deeper in love with your soulmate

you would always get excited whenever another would appear, and they would appear without warning as if they were thoughts in someone’s head

you actually started a small journal of the words so you could remember all of them and read the ones that you couldn’t always see

as you grew older, some of the words faded, making you a bit sad

but they would always be replaced with something new

and on the other side, Yuta felt the same way as you did

his heart is so full of love, and so when the words started appearing, his heart nearly stopped

he was so happy to see that there was someone in the world who had just as much room in his heart as he did

whenever he felt stressed or insecure, the words would always help calm him down and give him a sense of hope

he could barely wait till the day he finally got to meet you so he would finally be able to shower you with love in person

when he became an idol, his stylists would always tell him that he had to cover up all the words on him

he had to comply, but he would always be disappointed that he would not be able to see them

after all, they were his only connection to you

why would he ever want to get rid of that?

both of you were just longing for the day that you would finally be able to shower each other with love personally

that day came sooner than you expected

you had been stressed out of your mind because of classes

and now that you had time off, your friends pushed you to get out and live your life a little

one of your friends was sure that they had found the perfect person, and so they set you up on a blind date bc you needed to ‘loosen up’ and ‘live a little’ what a horrible idea

so, here you were, sat in this restaurant, by yourself, waiting for your date to arrive im starting to see a theme in these aus...

you arrived early, just in case, and you waited patiently for them to arrive

some time had passed since you sat down, and you had already gone through two drinks, and hadn’t had a single bite to eat

your waiter would give you a look of sympathy/pity every time they would check up on you

even more time passed, and you realized that you had been stood up

that was the exact moment that Yuta walked through the door

he and the others had just gotten out of practice, and they were starving, so after cleaning up they went out to eat

as soon as he walked through the door, his eyes were drawn to you

you were sat completely by yourself, which was the first thing that made him confused

second, you had a very sad and disappointed look on your face

how could someone so beautiful be so sad?

like

how is that possible?

it just didn’t compute in his mind, and his heart shattered

as the boys were being walked to their table, he overheard some of the other staff whispering

‘did you see the person over at that table? I think they got stood up?’

‘poor thing. what should we do?’

‘we’ll have to get them out eventually. we got more people coming in’

‘i have to go and get an order or something from them. i’ll be back’

everything clicked in Yuta’s mind

you had been stood up, and that was not going to sit well with him

he had to do something, and quickly

after whispering his plan quickly to the boys, he quickly walked away without a second thought

the boys whisper yelled at him, saying that it was a terrible idea, but Yuta was determined

you deserved better than that

and he was going to make it so

you were in the middle of sending a text to your friend explaining the situation when your waiter came up again

“listen, I’m sorry that you got stood up, but you have to order or -”

the waiter was cut off when another guy came up and sat at your table

“Sorry i’m late, babe. I got caught up at practice. I promise I will make it up to you,” the guy who sat down spoke

you were dumbfounded, but decided to go along with it

“No problem. You owe me dessert now, just so you know”

you both ordered, and your waiter walked away

now your attention was solely on the guy sitting in front of you

“oh my gosh thank you so much for saving me back there. I am so embarrassed...” you spoke

“no worries. I’m Yuta” he gave you a small wave and a smirk you know the one

“(Y/N)” you took his hand and wave in return

both of you could have sworn that your hearts sped up 

“I’m just curious, but how on earth could someone pass up a chance to go on a date with you?”

you felt your entire body heat up, covering your face with your hand

Yuta could feel the heart eyes radiating from his gaze

but his heart broke a bit when he thought about how you could possibly not be his soulmate

“I don’t know, honestly. My friend is the one who set it up” you confessed

“Well, whoever it was, they’re missing out”

you giggled at his comment, and your meal came out soon after

the two of you sat and ate with each other, making small talk as if you were on an actual date

meanwhile, Yuta’s friends looked on as they watched their friend interact with this total stranger as if they had been friends for years

“should we go get him or something?”

“nah, let him have this...”

meanwhile, you two were finishing up a wonderful piece of dessert together

“So, why’d you do it?” you asked

“Do what?”

“Pretend to be my date so I wouldn’t be kicked out?”

you saw a soft smile grow on his face as he took your hand that was on the table

“I saw you when I walked in. You looked so disappointed and sad, and my heart just broke. I heard some of the waiters talking about you and I just couldn’t let you hurt anymore, y’know...No one should ever be stood up like you were...”

he trailed off, and your heart melted

it was incredibly sweet of him to look out for you like that

“Thank you, Yuta. That’s very kind of you,” you smiled

you gripped his hand a little bit tighter, and that’s when you felt it

the same tingling in your arm that would arise whenever new words would appear on you

you rolled up your sleeve a bit to see that all the words were disappearing

you looked over to Yuta to see him doing the exact same thing, with the exact same look of confusion on his face

everything continued to disappear until both of you only had one phrase left on your arms

“We’re....” he started

“Soulmates...” you finished

the two of you laughed joyfully as he took one of your hands, bringing it to his lips

back with the other boys, they watched as the two of you suddenly became very skinship-y and grew even more confused

“wait, what just happened?”

“i dunno, dude, but I think they’re really hitting it off”

“gross”

*cue the sound of a hand smacking someone and a soft ‘ow’ noise from the table*

after paying the check (which Yuta insisted on doing because he is the one who barged in on your table), the two of you stepped outside for a moment

“I did come here with my friends, so I do have to go back with them. But, I would love to see you again, my love”, he spoke as he kissed your hand again

you giggled and shuffled your feet at your new nickname, feeling on top of the world

“Too soon?” he asked

“No, you’re fine. Here, I’ll give you my phone and we can arrange something when you’re free”

you handed him your phone, and he handed you his

the two of you exchanged numbers and got contact photos before returning them

“I’ll see you soon, Yuta,” you smiled at him

you leaned up and kissed his cheek before walking off toward where you were parked

the two of you both looked down at each other’s contact names for a nice surprise

You looked to see that he had saved himself as “The love of my life” with a bunch of hearts, and his contact photo was one of him holding up a hand heart with a wink he would and you know it

Yuta looked to see that you had saved yourself as “My Love”, also with many hearts, and a beautiful photo of you with a bright smile on your face

all Yuta could do was stand there outside of the restaurant in awe

he had finally found his match

as you walked away, you rolled up your sleeve to look once again at the words that had appeared on your forearm

“You make me better”

(A/N: Totally did not cry/squeal with joy from levels of cute while writing this)

[taeyohonic]

hello!! its the yelling yearning anon!! i saw that you said your mental health was really bad but reading my lengthy rant/vent helped you.. i didnt think my rambling was able to do that for someone but im glad it made you feel better, even in the slightest bit :)

onto the latest chapter! okay so hoseok wasnt replacing yoongi thats good, but it is beneficial to have a second professional opinion, with the patient’s permission of course. obviously its weird to be introduced to a third party in a therapy session when youre already comfortable its good to have another perspective.. i think?? idk

jungkook.. permission to kick him? 🤬👎🏻 dude isnt as slick as he thinks he is especially in front of someone he has known for YEARS and doesnt buy any bullshit.. be more honest my ass.. dude you were lying to yourself just now 🤥 smh ..but unfortunately you cant force someone’s feelings unless they themselves have come to terms with it 😔

but poor yn.. just when she had the confidence to talk to him about the things theyve said at the picnic and make some progress on her part, and probably wouldve gotten some sort of answer.. his dumbass decided to be loud for no reason 😐

also um yn and tae.. since when 😀

is this her “last resort” type of thing when it comes to coping?? and does yoongi know she does this?? obviously idk much but this cant be healthy.. right?? especially when it comes to someone being very vulnerable, and thinking “theyre not enough”?? IDK i kno its mutual and it seems that its happened before if tae doesnt question it but WHAT?? shocked bc this was the last thing i expected.. like i knew she was comfortable with tae bc of the dinner but 👁👄👁 ..my brains trying to process this new information

and theres only a few parts left until we come back to the prologue??!! oh man its about to be an ✨emotional mess✨ idk if im ready 😖

Yelling yearing anon!! There is now a tag for you 😉

Of course your messages matter and make my day brighter. It means you took time not only to read my story but to also invest energy to share your thoughts. 💫

I'm glad to hear we are all not executing Yoongi anymore. And I love hobi a great deal, sope is the highlight of this chapter for me...

Yeah, I'd also like to speak with Jungkook's therapist; they need to double the sessions or try a different approach; boy ain't healthy and honest. And that to Jimin, who's team Jungkook...

Well talk more about tae's connection with the reader next chapter... because both skip movie night. 👀

Again, thanks for being so sweet!! I hope, you have an amazing weekend!! 😘 love, dana