#ahhhh sukis!!

[bunnymisaa]

I’m so excited for this new anime. It’s looks so cute and the female protagonist is just like me, I can hardly see without my glasses either.

(I wonder I can make it like me and Nagi🤭)

[whereimfeminine]

I was still in primary school when people thought your band was cool It's hard to imagine being so fucking naive

[hmhas-00]

Ch. 27

Hit Me Hard & Soft

A/N- ahhhh sound off guys 💔 like and rb for meee! Happy late v-day btw!

Billie’s POV

Ellie sighed, “I’m sorry, you need to talk.” She walked out, closing the door behind Remy.

She tried to turn the doorknob, but apparently, Ellie was standing outside, holding it shut.

I rolled my eyes as she jiggled the knob to no avail, pushing on the door once more. I know how persistent Ellie can be.

“Your girlfriend is… nice.”

I said nothing, just turned slightly, still not facing her completely.

“I didn’t mean to ruin your party. I just thought you wanted to see me.” Sarcasm dripped over her tone as she fidgeted with her jacket zipper.

“Yeah, show up two weeks before I leave for months.” I breathed out a stupid laugh.

“This was a mistake” She crossed her arms.

“Yeah, sorry you had to make such an effort to come say goodbye.” I scoffed, sarcastically.

“Why do you hate me so fucking much?” She took a step closer.

I looked her in the eyes for the first time in months. My stomach dropped. I became captivated by her presence. Her lips were formed into a perfect pout. She looked like she’d been crying. Her nose rosy and her cheeks flushed were a dead giveaway.

“You think I hate you?” I shook my head, “I loved you! And you forgot all about me. You made me feel like I was nothing!” I pointed my finger at her, the words pouring out of my mouth with no filter.

“Billie, you have to know by now that that is not true.” She waved her hand in denial, her eyes wide.

I shook my head, at war with myself. I wanted to cuss her out, run to her and hug her, and cry all at once.

When I walked into my kitchen and laid eyes on her for the first time since her accident, since our fight, I froze. I felt like I was going to shatter into a million pieces, and then I was overcome by anger. Every feeling I had suppressed for the last couple months resurfaced and I just wanted to melt into a puddle.

And now, here I was, looking in her eyes. Her chocolate brown hair was longer than before, almost down to her waist. She usually couldn’t stand when her hair passed her shoulder blades. She looked unreal and I couldn’t believe she was here.

“I don’t know how else to say it to you. I don’t know how to convince you. I tried my best every single time.” Her voice was shaky, but she stood her ground.

I broke our eye contact. Her voice tore a hole in my chest. I know if I look at her any longer, I would burst into tears.

My cheeks were hot and my throat burned from holding back sobs. I wanted to tell her to leave, because if she didn’t, I’d forgive her and continue to live everyday wishing she was mine. I had to move on.

“I’m sorry, okay! I’m sorry that I left you hanging so many times. I’m sorry that I kept making promises that I couldn’t keep! I was trying to balance everything and everyone at once, and I failed! I fucked up!” She shouted.

“No, you fucked your way up to the top at work. You failed me!”

“It’s not true! Stop saying that. You know me better than that. Don’t you hear the way you’re talking to me? It’s me, I’m not some random bitch you can just insult whenever you want!”

“You’re different now!”

“Billie, how am I different!”

“Your clothes! You want to suck up to your boss-“

“I wear dresses and skirts all the time! You’ve never had a problem with that before!”

“It’s not that! It’s the reason you’re wearing them! You think it’s going to get you ahead it’s fucked up! Just like Rachel!”

“Stop talking about my clothes! God, I don’t understand why that matters to you so much!” She was so flustered, I could hear the gears in her head moving and the steam coming out of her ears. Maybe this is the reaction I wanted. Maybe I just wanted to make her hate me so it’d be easier to watch her leave. So it’d be easier for her to leave me be. To assure she didn’t miss me.

I sit down on the accent chair, putting my head in my hands. “Just forget it.” I sighed, my head throbbing already. “You’re not even hearing me.”

“No I am, Billie, you’re not hearing yourself.” She walked over; standing closer to me, her arms still crossed. I could smell her perfume. It made me miss her more.

It made me think of how she made my bed smell when she slept over. How her scent lingered on my pillows, and the next night I’d dream she was still tangled in my sheets. I should’ve cherished all the mornings I spent waiting for her to wake up, tracing the silhouette of her body with my eyes, watching her lips move as she dreamed.

“I just don’t want to do this anymore. I didn’t ask for this.” I breathed out a long breath.

“Well I’m here now, I came all the way up here to see you, because I’ve missed the fuck out of you. So look at me!“ She stood in front of me.

I ignored her.

“Billie, look at me!” She squatted in front of me, putting a hand on my knee, hoping I’d give in.

“If you missed me, why didn’t you come see me the entire time I was in LA, huh? Why come out literally right before I leave the country again. Is it less of a commitment this way?” I snapped back.

“No, I was afraid! And hurt! And you have no idea what I’ve gone through since the accident!” She let out an aggressive sigh.

“What? Joe had you run all the way to Burbank to get him coffee?” I rolled my eyes.

She stood back up, “Yeah, Billie. That’s great. Thank you. My life is so easy compared to yours because I don’t tour around the world all year. You know, this is the exact bullshit that made me so afraid to say no to you.”

“No, actually it’s because you’re a coward, who doesn’t say no to anyone.”

“Right, I’m sure you loved that while you could, didn’t you?”

“No, dude, I didn’t want you to say yes to me all the time. I wanted you to be there when you said you’d be there! And I wanted you to keep your word! And make time for me once in a while! Is that so much to ask for?” I lifted my head from my hands, standing up again.

She took a step back, making me realize how loud I was being. I took another deep breath, rubbing my face.

“I’m sorry, I’m fucking sorry, I never meant to make you feel like this. You have to know that. I don’t care if we never speak to each other again, I need you to know that I have always loved and cared about you. I tried my hardest to make everyone happy. I know I fucked up. Please, know that!”

“Please, just go. I don’t want to do this.”

“Did you even hear what I said?”

“Yes. I heard you. Now go.”

“You pushing me away won’t fix anything.” She looked at me, demanding I meet her gaze.

“You should’ve just stayed at home working.” I said anything at this point to make her leave. She was right, I was pushing her away.

She looked hurt, and rejected. The all too familiar emotions she made me feel. She opened her mouth to say something else, but stopped herself. I wanted to apologize but my pride got the best of me.

“I needed you too and I never asked you to stop what you’re doing for me.” She finally spoke, her eyes glossy. “Not once.”

I knew she was right. The difference is, had she asked me to, I would’ve done anything in my power to be at her side. That’s when it dawned on me that I had power. The power that she didn’t have in her life.

“I love you, Billie. More than you know. Have a good trip.” She walked over to me.

I watched her every move as she barely extended her arms, attempting to give me a hug. I wanted to, I did. But, I couldn’t. All of the progress I made with Ellie, and all of the hard work I did trying to forget would be pointless if I gave into her embrace. I knew if I touched her, I’d fall apart in her arms, letting go of every grudge I held. All of the weight would come off my shoulders in a matter of seconds.

In a perfect world I would give in, let her back into my heart, and let her hurt me over, and over again, as many times as she’d like. I would never let her go again, even if it killed me.

This reality is far from the perfect one I wish we lived in.

She stood in front of me, giving me the most vulnerable look, her eyes begging me to let her hug me goodbye. She dropped her arms, hanging them limp in front of her.

I bit the inside of my lip nervously, looking down, and walked right past her, leaving the room.

A surprised Ellie, who had left her post, was holding her ear against the wall, listening in on us. She stood up straight, fixing her dress and giving me a look.

I walked past her too, heading upstairs. She went into the room Remy was still in, probably to apologize for me.

I swung my bedroom door open and closed it, not caring if any of the guests noticed. They were all entertained by loud music and conversations anyway. I sat on my bed, rubbing the horror off my face. It felt like an out of body experience seeing Remy here in my house. I leaned back, throwing my back on the mattress, closing my eyes in hopes today would go away.

“Come here.” Ellie brushed the hair off my face. I hadn’t even heard her come in.

I moved away from her, getting up and stomping to the bathroom. “This is all your fault.”

“My fault?” Ellie sat on the bed, following me with her eyes.

“I can’t believe you told her to come.” I began to cry, leaning my arms over the bathroom vanity.

She floated over, rubbing my back, leaning her face into mine. “I just wanted you guys to talk, I thought you’d talk and work things out! I didn’t even think you’d be upset she was here…”

I completely gave up, my head already exhausted from the events. I didn’t have it in me to fight her too. I melted into her soft skin, burying my face in her neck and crying silently. The strong feeling of wishing I were in Remy’s arms instead emerged, making me nauseous and weak.

“I’m sorry, I just wanted you to be happy. I know how much you miss her.” She swayed us back and forth, rubbing my back in circles. I know she meant well. She didn’t know any better.

I couldn’t even put my feelings into words. How could I?

What could I say?

This is so hard on me because the love of my life is here and I can’t tell her how much I love her, because if I can’t have all of her I don’t want her at all.

I just cried and cried into the sweetest, purest arms. The arms that did nothing but pick up my shattered pieces. Because, I can’t have my cake and eat it too. There is no world where Ellie and Remy could exist at the same time.

She pulled away, grabbing my face in her hands. “I won’t meddle anymore, I’m sorry. I thought I was doing a good thing.” She wiped my tears, panic on her face. “I didn’t meant to ruin anything.”

“I know you didn’t, I did.” I mumbled.

She furrowed her brows, confused, trying to read my mind. Before she could, I lifted her up by her waist, sitting her on the bathroom counter and standing between her legs.

“I’m so sorry, it was a stupid idea.” Her voice small, ashamed even. She wrapped her arms around my neck, wiping away stray tears that remained on my cheeks.

I kissed her, not wanting to keep discussing it. I didn’t want to think about the fact that I need to start all over and push down every sentiment.

She kisses back, not expecting the intensity of which I met her with. My hands pressed on her hips, pulling her closer to me.

She pulls away, looking in my eyes and noticing more tears coming down, involuntarily. “Hey.” She stopped me. “Are you okay?”

I nodded, leaning in and kissing the soft, warm skin on her jawline, trailing down to her neck, smelling a fresh, familiar scent.

“I think… we should really get back downstairs. Our friends-“

“You smell… different. What is that?” I asked, between breaths, pushing her hair back as I kissed down to her collarbone.

“Oh, I used that shampoo on the top shelf today, in your shower. I ran out of mine.” She smiled softly.

“I love it.” I groaned in her ear, realizing it was Remy’s shampoo. It smelled so good on her. Images of her face, her smile, her mouth telling me off earlier. It felt so wrong to think of her when I’m kissing El, but I couldn’t stop.

I skimmed her thighs with my hands, sliding my fingertips between her thighs, under her silky red dress. I brought my lips back to hers, granting her tongue entrance, wanting her more and more by the second. I could tell she wanted me too.

She moaned into my mouth as I entered her, her thighs tightening on my hand. I could feel her tightening around my fingers too. I grabbed onto her with my other hand, placing it on the small of her back to keep her from sliding back, wanting her to feel every bit of this.

She bit my shoulder, her thin dress straps sliding down her's, highlighting that collarbone I love sucking on so much. The outline of her breasts made made me want to rip off her clothes.

She threw her neck back, unable to keep quiet as I pushed her to her cliff’s edge. I cupped my hand over her mouth, attempting to muffle her loud breathy moans.

When I finished her, she looked at me, out of breath. Her eyes were hazy, gasping for air profusely. I lifted her up and wrapped her legs around my waist, carrying her satisfied body and throwing her on my bed. I shut and locked the door, walking back to her body.

I just wanted to be in control of something in my life, as long as she’d let me.

[boomkawaiiboom]

Suki my love

Amazing prompt by @boomkawaiiboom: post-sparring where Suki absolutely got Zuko and/or Sokka to fall on their butts because she's that good

[ltadoriyuujl]

DAISY! Hello hi, please remind me of you the special lil guys you selfship with and if you are willing tell me one fun fact about your ship with them. 🥹

AHHHH MARQ HIII!!! Omg honestly I don't think I've ever like. made a list of them. so I'll just give you my top 3

Katsuki

He's. well. you know that post that's like you'll think you're at rock bottom and then you wanna fuck a blonde guy? that's what happened to me. me and suki were a real enemies to lovers situation i used to be his number one opp. and then he died! and it moved me so bad i reread the whole manga (perks of being jobless as hell) and latched onto his character to a degree that all my friends thought I'd been replaced by an alien or something that's how crazy my switch up was.

fun fact: he's the only mha selfship i have a canon oc/self insert/wtv for. nothing could make me take up pro heroing except the idea of doing interviews with him. i'm down so bad. secondary fun fact bc why not: he's the only one of the mha main trio i don't own merch of which is beyond ironic.

Izuku

his huge heart and manic demeanor bewitched me body and soul. i have a lot less lore for deku its just sort of a vague bundle of love which is kinda crazy since i liked him before i even tolerated katsuki. nothing will cement your love for a man like defending his honor from twitter dudebros. i need to talk about him more i adore him so much.

fun fact: my aus with him are always strictly fantasy/royalty au. he's so knight coded its not even funny. i have a whole fake dating royalty au wip in the works for him as we speak

Shikamaru

lemme set the scene. its quarantine. im bored out of my skull. i need something, anything to watch. i put on naruto as "i might as well get into this" last resort. im hooked. i blow through all of the og series in a month and a half. i start shippuden. shikamaru comes on screen with a cigarette in his mouth and an attitude. i physically feel the wires in my brain cross. i have needed him desperately ever since.

fun fact: he won't admit it under threat of torture but the restaurant he took me to on our first date was only "conveniently empty" bc he rented out the whole place with his clan's money. he wanted to woo me with 0 potential outside interference. in his defense though it definitely worked i thought he was sooo cool for knowing such a niche spot.

Special Shoutouts to: Jinwoo (current object of my obsession), Sero (insert jessica rabbit "he makes me laugh" clip), and Kirishima (he's so big and so kind...its just scratches an itch)

ALSO!! kiribakumarq is no joke one of my favorite ships and (semi-shameless plug incoming) i wrote a krbk x reader fic a couple of months ago and i figure if anyone should see it it's you!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/60301909

[fixated-on-something]

heres another (hopefully daily) magicians question!! this one isn't really a question but uh just go with it-

assign a song to each of the magicians main characters, like a song that fits them and could be their 'theme song' of sorts

Oooooo shit… ok

I’m gonna have to do multiple for some of these cause it’s just impossible for me to capture my feelings about these characters in one song

So some of these are gonna be songs from the actual show because the association is very strong but some of them will just be vibes or lyrics

Quentin: Falling Apart by Slow Pulp, Kaleidoscope by Chappell Roan, Postdoc Blues by John K Samson, Someone New by Hozier

Eliot: Chinese Satellite by Phoebe Bridgers, Can’t Cool Me Down by Car Seat Headrest, Time To Pretend by MGMT, Phone In A Pool by Ben Folds

Alice: Philosophy by Ben Folds Five, Perpetuum Mobile by Penguin Café Orchestra, ballad of a homeschooled girl by Olivia Rodrigo

Julia: Are You Satisfied? By MARINA, The Suburbs by Arcade Fire

Margo: Beautiful Dreamer by Stephen Foster, Man’s World by MARINA, Bad Reputation by Joan Jett & the Blackhearts

Penny: Ghosting by Mother Mother, Pleasure Delayer by BETWEEN FRIENDS, Run Boy Run- Instrumental by Woodkid

Kady: Lovesick in Public by Zoe Ko, Blame Brett by The Beaches, Song 2 by Blur

Josh: You Make My Dreams (Come True) by Daryl Hall & John Oates, Break My Stride by Matthew Wilder

That’s not even half of it and I’m blanking for some of this- I’m sure I’ll have additions later

I could literally make a whole playlist for most of these guys

And remember before you say “that song doesn’t thematically fit that character” some of these just musically sound like that character to me, the lyrics have nothing to do with it

Plus some of these characters have songs to me that represent their pairings with others? Like of course Quentin and Eliot will always be Evolve by Phoria to me, Either Quentin and Alice or Quentin and Julia’s dynamic reads as Thérese by Maya Hawke imo, Julia and Quentin’s dynamic early on to me is Cheetah by Deux Visages, Eliot and Margo are a BUNCH of things including $20 by boygenius, Penny and Kady are kinda OMG by Suki Waterhouse but more in a musical sense not in a lyrical sense IDK MAN THERES SO MUCH AHHHH

[dwntwn-strnlo]

OH MY GOD WAIT WAIT

RACER MATT NICK AND CHRIS MOOD BOARD (ALL THREE)

LIKE MATT W BRIANS CAR, NICK W SUKIS (bc he IS suki) AND CHRIS W ONE OF THE CLASSIC CARS FROM 2F2F THAT ROME HAD (they raced the guys and won, yk what i'm talking abt)

AHHHH

I HAD TOO MANY IDEAS FOR THIS HELP

i'll have to make individual ones bc this looks like shit

[the-power-of-stuff]

bestie whats your opinion on this vid? it got me Angry. ANGRY! https://m.youtube.com/watch?si=64wpVnM6dlE4b9kc&v=cglBnKGWlP4&feature=youtu.be

Ahhhh yes, this video! I've seen it floating around in the tags but hadn't watched it until now.

I guess my opinion on this overall is that it's a little...unimaginative? I mean, it makes valid points about how the writers hadn't originally planned for Suki to be in the show beyond "The Warriors of Kyoshi," and how she doesn't interact much with the other members of the Gaang. But to me, that's where the fun of playing in the fandom sandbox comes in! Reading between the lines, over-analyzing little details, and finding space for our own interpretation of the events to thrive.

For instance, how many days did the group spend together on Ember Island? Do we really think Suki wasn't hanging out and bonding with anyone else that entire time? What about all the time they spent running around looking for Aang and Iroh right before the comet? Like, they went all the way from Ember Island to Ba Sing Se! That's basically a trans-continental road trip! Road trips are prime bonding opportunities! There's no way Suki wasn't making new BFFs while they were stuck in Appa's saddle all night.

What's the point of trying to prove that Suki didn't actually earn a place in the Gaang when instead you could imagine Suki and Katara connecting over the similarities in their fighting styles? Or Suki and Toph playing pranks on Sokka together? Or Suki and Aang getting emotional with one another while discussing Appa's rescue?

Same with the assertion that Sokka and Suki break up for good... First of all, I don't put much stock in "proof" that relies on material that's auxiliary to the show, the consumption of which isn't necessary to understand and fully enjoy the original source material. This stuff is basically professionally-published fanfiction. But even if it did hold the same "canon" weight as the original show, again, there are still a multitude of ways to interpret what's in the book. And what's not in the book.

Let's say that when they're both ~40, Sokka is back in the Southern Water Tribe and Suki is on Kyoshi Island. So what? From this one scenario, I can still spawn a million different universes in my head wherein Sokka and Suki end up together. I guess I just don't really see the point in claiming that there is an ultimate truth to Sokka and Suki's relationship in this fictional universe, when instead you could write thousands upon thousands of words finding different ways for them to fall in love with each other over and over again. *whistles innocently*

So, yeah... Is Suki part of the Gaang? She is if we let her in! (yes) Where is Suki? Wherever we want her to be! (in Sokka's arms)

I'll leave off with one counterpoint to something said in the video. There was a claim that Sokka only thinks about Suki when she's right in front of him. Otherwise, she's not on his mind at all. To argue this, I would like to present exhibit A: "The Swamp." Sokka has his vision of Yue, and afterwards he tells Aang and Katara, "I think about her all the time." Do we have any evidence of this? No. He hasn't mentioned Yue since his brief conversation with Arnook at the end of the season 1 finale. Does that mean he was lying when he said, "I think about her all the time"? Of course not. Something we know about Sokka is that he tends to keep his emotional cards pretty close to the vest. He's demonstrated that he is capable of thinking about Yue constantly without Aang, Katara, or we the viewers being aware of it. Therefore, it stands to reason that the same could be said of Suki. And I would go so far as to say the fact that Sokka immediately starts crying when Azula mentions Suki while taunting them on the day of the eclipse? Means she's been weighing on his mind an awful lot. Cuz that boy doesn't cry so easy. Not even when Yue died.

[fanfic-gremlin-ft-trauma]

Hiii, I wanted to chime in with domestic zukka headcanons!

Sokka enjoying a long lazy bath while zuko pretends to be annoyed but he's heating the water the whole time

Sokka washing zuko's hair (honestly, vice versa too) (the whole hair culture has my heart, zuko wearing water tribe beats and sokka having a fire nation pin? Sign me the fuck up)

Sokka teaching zuko how to do makeup (suki taught him)

Zuko acting annoyed when sokka uses him as a heater during the cold days, but he not-so-secretly loves it

Sokka gently telling zuko that nuts and seeds are a better snack for turtleducks than bread

Idk, many more, I love them so much XDD

AHHHH ALL OF THESE 😭😭 I’m going to jump off a microwave these are sO CUTEEE. Yes yes yes yes yes to all of them immmmm having a moment. Especially the personal heater one, ohhhh I have such a soft spot for personal heater Zuko. And the makeup??? Yes pls??? Like that gives me the image of them either planning a day to do it or Sokka finding a makeup brush and excitedly telling Zuko that he MUST learn it. Also the hair thing…. Zuko is totally iffy about his hair and it took a lot of trust and time to let Sokka touch it. So when he eventually lets it happen without Sokka needing to ask it’s his favourite thing that him and Sokka do. Like he’ll read Zuko old water tribe stories and wash his hair. Hnghfhdhhs i need a fic and art for each of those concepts they’re so powerful omfhfjdksjsmm

[myreygn]

For the new game you created, I'll go with ATLA

I hope you're doing well dear ^_^💜

elle!! :D hi hello i'm doing alright, i hope the universe is being nice to you ♡♡

favorite character; i hate having to decide because it's been mai since the beginning but there's also yue and sokka and katara and suki and ahhhh why are there so many of them it sucks but anyway yes it's mai

are they the best character?; this is in no way to discredit mai because i do think she is a great character, just like most other atla characters she gets as much out of her screen time as possible but i just. i can't sit here and act like she beats katara, i can't. atla is one of those shows where any character would be a fair pick for best one but i feel like katara is the heart of the story and that puts her ahead of the others in my eyes, and if only just a smidge

[spacelattesao3]

just wanted to say I loved reading Stitch Me Back Together - Zuko’s so sweet and Toph & Suki are hilarious!!

Ahhhh thank you for reading! 🥲 I know it’s been a long while since I’ve updated, but it still brings me joy when you all reach out or comment!

[gergthecat]

AHHHH Writing Block

I just need somebody to tell me what to do :>

I'll write any of the following just please help meee:

The Starbound Trilogy I

Tarver/Lilac

Jubilee/Flynn

The Aurora Cycle IV

Saedii/Tyler

Finian/Scarlett

Auri/Kal

The Illuminae Files II

Kady/Ezra

Nik/Hanna

The Folk of Air Series

Jude/Cardan

The Unearthed Duology

Jules/Mia

Avatar: The Last Airbender

Suki/Sokka

The Shatter Me Series

Aaron/Juliette

Nazeera/Kenji

The Inheritance Games Series

Avery/Jameson

Libby/Nash

Max/Xander

The Legend Series

June/Daniel

Eden/Pressa

[franollie]

for the ask game:

suki and sokka

also wolfstar

:]

AHHHH!!! KISSING YOU!!!

🩷suki and sokka

Ship It:

1. What made you ship it?

suki beat him up and made him not a misogynist anymore like what do you want from me.

2. favorite things about the ship?

the 👏🏻 mutual 👏🏻respect 👏🏻 in 👏🏻 their 👏🏻 relationship!!! they both love each other so much and are mutually healthy obsessed with each other

3. unpopular opinions on the ship?

ummm idk i don’t think i have any?? are there any unpopular opinions??? i guess i dont think they have a “i can fix him” dynamic but thats just the original source material not really an unpopular opinion

🩷Wolfstar

Ship it:

1. What made you ship it?

i cant even remember dude. its been such a constant part of my fandom life that it feels like it was always there

2. favorite things about the ship?

the tragedy :) doomed by the narrative

3. unpopular opinions

theyre messy as fuck. not healthy at all. toxic obsessed with each other. thats not to say that they dont have sweet moments but their entire relationship hinges on being right person wrong time imo

[bloodorangebetch]

Live fast die old corrupt cops do it well

Live fast die old corrupt cops do it well

My chain hits my chest as i dodge incoming bullets

My chain hits my chest as i save kim

AHHHH SUKI SUKI

IM COMIN IN THE KINEEMA GASOLINE

(That marks the bloody scene which i then light on fire)

[fukounachan]

ahhhh,,,my lovely comfort character,,,poppy forget-me-not,,,(⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡ she's my fav character in The Anti-Scholars!! (she's just an oc my older sister made, barely anybody knows her)

y'all idgaf how cringe this seems if you were in MY place you would've understood.

anyways, Miss FMN is such a BADDIEEE like shes also bff with my student OC, SUKI. they're both very protective of eachother and they have such a mother n daughter relationship

she's always making sure she's okay and treats her gently the most out of anyone else in the whole gang, like just LOOK at the way shes watching over her daughter like "hmm yes, must make sure my dear child is happy ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡" SHES SO SWEET IM CRYING.

not only that, but she sees her younger self in her bff. due to the trauma they both relatively share that makes them care for eachother sm

i can't say it enough but i adore these specific two ocs me n my sister share bc they're JUST THAT SILLYY..(⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡

[devouring-hive]

Sayori thanks her with a nod to help soothe her throat with a nice drink. Siiiiiiiiiip. "Ahhhh, that hit the spot. Thanks, 'Suki~." She hands it back carefully. Oh hey, she didn't drink it all for once. Good girl.

"Mmmph, so aside his apology when he can give it, you just want him to be more a genuine version of himself? Is that what I'm understanding, at least?" Nomph.

"I mean... Yeah, basically. I don't like the pretending. It makes me want to throw up my walls and hide, but I can't exactly hide at my job, so..."

Natsuki shrugs, and sets back to work once again. Her efforts have gotten much less tense now that she's explained herself, it really was a weight off her chest.

Literally. Her muscles visibly deflate, where they'd been subtly expanding throughout the conversation. "Just make sure he understands that I don't wanna talk to a 'dashing rogue', I wanna talk to a person."