#aku's fairytales

[ask-the-samurai-brothers]

Been meaning to give y'all this, enjoy c;

Outfit is from Episode 13, Aku's Fairytales, with a few minute changes.

I know it's been like a month since I've last posted, been in a funk lately.

[fairytale-poll]

LOSER'S BRACKET ROUND 1! MATCH 5 OUT OF 8

Propaganda Under the Cut:

Lil' Red

General Propaganda:

She throws exploding apples at people

Loser's Bracket Propaganda:

luv them

Aku

General Propaganda:

one word: Mako. the man is a legend. rest in peace. listen to this delivery i love him https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bs_LzBFIEOA

I don’t know a lot about the show and it’s been a while but I’m pretty sure she’s just Aku fucking around when telling a classic story. It’s funny and I thought someone should submit it

Loser's Bracket Propaganda:

To make you happy :) [Mod's note: thank you, my beloved mutual who knows I like Samurai Jack]

[afunnylittlevampireguy]

I think it'd be silly if Akutagawa believed in disney romance fairytales like-

Like imagine this, somebody randomly puts a disney movie on for Gin and Aku and it's one of those like Sleeping Beauty and Beauty and the beast. Then Aku is sure that fairytale stuff like love at first sight is true and that one day he'll get to be like one of the disney princesses.

During a battle with Atsushi, he realizes that he actually trusts Atsushi. He starts thinking about it for a while and then Beauty and the beast pops into his mind and he's like 'are me and jinko like Belle and the Beast...?'. Like it's so funny to imagine and i know that it sounds fucking insane too.

[hesperidia]

1 21

Ask game ✩

Thanks for the ask! this was on the inbox for a while, bc i wanted to make a proper answer. sorry it got too long...

21- Something you’ve kept since childhood?:

Fairytale books!! One of my most prized possessions is a book that's like a "bestiary" for kids, with watercolor illustrations of creatures and fairies and little descriptions of each.

Two of my childhood plushies! One of them is going to be 24 years old soon. At this point that lion plushie is going to be forever with me, I'll be buried with it.

A (knockoff but still very cute) hello kitty blanket i've had since i was six <3

1- who is/are your comfort character(s)?: Okay this question goes under a read more because, it got too extensive

If you pay attention to this blog, you'll see i never shut up about Bungo Stray Dogs Ryuunosuke Akutagawa. But he isn't my comfort character (he gives me pain most of the time /hj) in fact, my comfort chara is Beast! Akutagawa:

He's the same character, but from the alternate universe presented in the bsd Beast light novel/manga adaptation. Basically, Akutagawa if he never got recruited into the mafia. I'd yap more about him but i already made a post however, i'll explain why he is here:

When i first read the main manga, i didn't care a lot about Akutagawa, it was until i read the Beast manga i started to open myself up, and there's something about him, about the fact that it doesn't matter how ugly of a person you are, how much self loathing you harbor for yourself, still there will be opportunities for you to be better, make better choices, have people who will support you in that difficult path. And, in turn, you can become that person for others (like beast Aku did with Atsushi).

I'm not going to lie, reading this manga threw me into turmoil more than once. There was a fair deal of projection as i read about Akutagawa's struggles, and his character development felt like a blow to the heart to me.

Plus, he has his fair share of silly moments, and takes his roasted tea with four sugar cubes iirc. Sweet tooth counter: 1

Also, from bsd, Ranpo Edogawa:

Okay so, I've a soft spot for characters who are childish, and look at the world from an unique perspective. Ranpo was actually the very first bsd chara i got attached to, and i liked him because he was a brat. At first he was a little shit, the worst coworker you could ask for (love it. v/ realistic) but the more you see of him, you'll notice how he can put aside his apparent selfishness and get serious.

When watching the anime adaptation of The Untold Origins of the Detective Agency light novel (the one where they show his backstory) i could not help but hardcore emphatize with him (and also project, recurring theme with all these charas 😅)

You have a kid who lost his family, got shunned by every adult he turned to for being too smart and too sincere, who met at the right time with a person who not only didn't dismiss him, but appreciated his insights, and Ranpo got too attached because someone was actually making the effort to understand him. That person would become his family later. Again, finding a place to belong and people who would accept you, and in turn giving that kindness to others (wow it's like this is one of the core themes of the manga. the sky is blue, water feels wet).

Looking back to Yosano's backstory, and the kind words (KIND WORDS!! RANPO? KIND? yes very real and true) he gave to her. The fact he went out of his way to retrieve her butterfly brooch. It's these little moments that make me appreciate Ranpo the most. That, and the fact that he puts aside all his pride when it comes to admit he fucks up. He might look conceited, but he really isn't...

Plus, he's loud, and silly, and scattered, and has a sweet tooth. (Sweet tooth counter: 2). Likes animals. He even can't use public transport properly at 26 y/o. Just like me fr...

Next a character i don't get to talk about a lot but she was the VERY FIRST character that i said ohhhh my god. I love you. You are me. What the hell... Annette Fantine Dominic from Fire Emblem Three Houses/Three Hopes:

Annette is super important to me. She's a person who is smart, but as a result of a continuous effort (she's a very good student, hardworking and diligent). And she kind of reminds me of myself when i was on hs. This doesn't mean she resents naturally talented ppl (her support conversations with Sylvain, another chara from the game, are some of the BEST in three houses).

Still, she feels the need to overachieve and overcompensate because her father, who's a knight, left her family when she was young so he could fulfil his duty to the kingdom and completely ignores the fact he has a daughter to take care of. Annette, kind of thinks that if she doesn't strive for perfection, people around her would leave like her dad did.

And she's always cheery, and puts up a smile, and tends to not recognize her talents (ex. she likes to sing about silly stuff, and does it really well, other charas point it out and Annie does not believe them at first, she tends to hold herself down). I'd talk more about her but it's been a while since i revisited fe3h...

Other things i like about her: She's 150cm tall and her personal weapon is a big ass magical hammer made of dragon bones called "Crusher". The first time she fights/defeats/kills someone in the game she asks her professor if she did okay. Likes cooking but ends up setting everything on fire (just like me... fr....) AND also has a sweet tooth (sweet tooth counter: 3)

Recently i got very. Very into Ensemble Stars, and a big part of it is these two (i talk less than i want to about them bc i still don't have all the facts, haven't read all their stories. But the fact they became SO important to me in such little time needs to be scientifically studied):

Mika Kagehira:

Mika is like crack cocaine for my brain. I got attached to him at first because 1- He was the very second card i got in the game and it made me curious. 2- His singing voice is so angelic (i know it doesn't have anything to do with the actual character, but there's something about Mika, who is very unkempt at times, struggles to take care of himself, actually having very clean vocals while performing. just a thought).

He's childish, and a lil (if you squint) obsessive, struggles with humanity (has a whole issue about being doll-like that he's trying to leave behind now) shy but will NOT hesitate to fight people. What i like about him the most, is his empathy. He stood beside his mentor/friend/obsessive crush???? when he had a breakdown and helped him get back up... A lot of times he shows concern for other characters and is up to giving good advice (Kohaku in tale of antiques comes to mind, and Midori in the Doll House scout story too).

(BY THE WAY, said mentor also constantly helps Mika when he's struggling and their relationship becomes healthier with time.. i am starting to think... there's a pattern here in what themes i tend to get attached to)

What else. His awful (affectionate) fashion sense. The fact he scavenges and repairs broken objects and plushies. He's an emo guy who has a card where he has blood on his hands and looks ecstatic about it. The chainsaw CG. The fact that he can't express his thoughts properly sometimes and getting misunderstood gets him down (ouch that happens to me) His favorite food is candy. Sweet tooth counter: 4

Last but not least, Leo Tsukinaga:

LEO i did not expect him to make it to my favs at first but he IS my favorite ensemble stars character ever on account of how many times i've screenshotted things he said. He reminds me of Ranpo a little bit personality wise, and the fact they're both geniuses. (who have struggled badly because of it). That and, being the ultimate sillies. (I've said it before, all my favs have to be a lil cringefail)

He always expects the best of ppl and the world around him, and that's his biggest weakness, that naiveté. After reading Checkmate i got genuinely sad for him, and the stories i read where ppl kept taking advantage of him made me angry (?) I find his general whimsy and unpredictableness(?) very endearing. He once said he hated Mozart and irl Mozart was also a very whimsical unserious person. (I wonder if they got compared alot and Leo grew tired of it).

Again it doesn't seem like so at first, but he cares SO MUCH about his friends. Izumi and Madara come to mind first. And even though he's a scatterbrain and has said, multiple times, that explaining himself is hard and that's why he prefers the language of music (one everyone can understand) i still remember his lines to Kohaku in sudden death, where he thanked him for being by Madara's side. I absolutely did not expect that. And i feel i've to mention this one line from night patrollers:

which i'll include because. because... i'm a broken record atp but the reciprocal support between people... augh (this screenshot is saved as "leo i love you" on my laptop... yeah)

Something i found in common between both mika and leo and probably Annette too is that they often refer to themselves as dumb??? but they ARE NOT they are really perceptive... i am hugging them both as i write this.

I couldn't recall if Leo likes sweet things. The sweet tooth total is 4. What else, he once got hipnotized into behaving like a cat but it was almost unnoticeable because he already acts like one. broke into his artistic rival's atelier in Paris just because he liked hanging out in there (iirc), does not take criticisms to his music/art very well (understandable 100%), goes from zero to 100 in 2 seconds. Dislikes sex jokes (ace king???) i <3 him.

There's so much i want to say about all of them but i can't. I'm insanely bad with words but i don't get to talk alot about these charas (the self consciousness eats me alive) and this was the perfect opportunity<3 Anywayyyy if you look for a pattern in here you'll sure find it

Honorary mentions for: Rei Sakuma and Kohaku Oukawa (enstars), Merrill (dragon age 2), Shinobu Kocho (kny), Lyon (fire emblem sacred stones) and Eliwood (fire emblem blazing blade). I would KEEP talking about them all but i am... eepy and this got insanely long sorry anon

[todaywasa-fairytale]

Sesuai dari namanya "Today Was A Fairytale" aku ambil dari lagu Taylor Swift, udah bilang kok katanya gapapa ambil aja (sohib). The story of this song is that she went on a date and she was really in love with her special someone! She felt so special, and unbelievable that she tries to put her feelings in exagerations to explain more or less how she felt like kata google begitu sayang, aku juga baru tau lagu ini terus eh inget kamu cringg "seperti pujaan hati ku deh" everything reminds me of you hihiy.

Siapa sangka kita nih udah setengah semester memanb masih dikit tapi gapapa bro perjuangan ku dapetin kamu masih jauh lebih lama, Hitler pun belum lahir. AKU NGETIK INI UDAH LEBIH DARI JAM 1 SIH TAPI YAUDAH SIH??? Aku mau bersuara.

Aku jujur gak bisa romantis (maaf maaf maaf) aku sukanya langsung ciuman sampe kalo bisa bibir kita nempel terus (bercanda, ngilu banget anjir 😔) klasik banget ya kalo aku cuma bilang aku sayang kamu, aku harusnya bilang Konsonan langit yang akan menjadi sebuah takdir cinta kita menjadikan hamparan bahwa saksi ini detik ini secara sinaran ultrasfeng yang mulai diaungi oleh greenday akan menjadi cranberrys cinta kita menjadi NYATA aku sudah mempersembahkan terjun dari HELIKOPTER untuk kamu SAYANG,

(MAAF BANGET AKU GAK TAU GIMANA HAPUSNYA)

Oh iya tanggal 14 ya, fak Valentine aku mencintai mu SETIAP HARI.

Happy mensiversary and happy Valentine's Day sayang ku, sebenernya masih ada dari ini sih aku buatin kamu ini

hehe dibuka ya, aku buatnya sampe mata ku juling n begadang. Sebenernya kalo uang ku cukup aku mau sambil diucapin Nicholas Saputra tapi aku cuma punya hati yang setia tulus padamu 😉

[twisted-lies]

Klee Playlist

For Anon!

❤

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Spotify Link

🎶 Let's Go, Crimson Knight! - Yu-Peng Chen

🎶 Klee! - PIKASONIC

🎶 Soldier, Poet, King - The Oh Hellos

🎶 I Built A Friend (2020) - Alec Benjamin

🎶 Jump Up, Super Star! - VGR

🎶 Buy The Stars - MARINA

🎶 Class of 2013 - Mitski

🎶 Candy Eyes - Jack Stauber

🎶 Theme of King J.J. - Taro Umebayashi

🎶 Little Astronaut - Aku P

🎶 fairytales - Gabby Sophia

🎶 Eveything at Once - Lenka

🎶 Rather Be - Clean Bandit

🎶 drop pop candy - Reol

🎶 Bubblegum K.K. - Qumu

🎶 Tokyo - Leat'eq

🎶 Hit Milk - Snail's House

🎶 princess peach - Shawn Wasabi

🎶 Bumble Bee - Bambee

🎶 Firestarter - Manafest

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[probablyanintrovert]

at this time i realized. i more discovering myself. knowing myself better, that i have a weak side, of not being able to thinking realistically. idk i just feel that everyone that knows me can label me as an idiot love geek which loving or hoping someone who doesnt know my values, my principal, myself. who doesnt love me back. what a waste. idiot

i cried for no reason, thinking that it (outfit) suits me well when i go out with him, thinking that a place better to visiting with him, make a pray for him, for his better life (at least at my opinion) i don’t realize thats all are hope. i don’t know that can make me suffering when all that things doesn’t work. i made my own scars. and i just barely know that. i draw my fairytale in my head.

sometimes its better to ignore someone for a better sanity. dont be a nice person, at least person that falling for only with appearance (idk i just love the fact that he was jawa and tall lol). i was thinking it seriously when he not in my sight. for God sake why must we work in the same place🥹

at that time. all i want is only stay away from him, applying ‘the less i know the better’ pickup line. but all of coincidences without even im trying to figure out, comes to the surface. i can’t control myself, i can’t tell my own heart to just stop for arguing this. all that things are beyond my control. but still i can’t control myself. even my own self.

for my first time in my life, there’s nothing i can do except istighfar. at that turn back point, i can only rely to Allah. what a beautiful reminder from Allah. with a bleedings heart and a messed up mind, Allah still bring me to find the solution, it takes time but i feel better when i can whisper my istighfar so i can thinking clearly.

i was thinking that am i too arrogant lately, i less thankful to Allah for all His mercies for me, i less thinking about Him, and all these kind of mind. i realize that Allah can make everything as an exam. with my new life phase, new environment, Allah tests my loyalty and my iman.

i will take my time at this day of off from work from office, to thinking about it seriously. i think i already have my answers. what i must to do. i don’t know the rest of this phase. but surely i know that Allah never leave me behind, alone with my broken hearted soul.

aaah what a night. in my journey to find my happiness again. i go back home to my town. accompanying my father for his operation. ya Allah i hope this time i can heal from my wounds.

1 juni 2024

kapal sudah berlabuh, aku sudah benar2 luruh

01.00am

[aumtungirl]

𝘏𝘰𝘸 𝘧𝘶𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝗧𝗶𝗻𝗸𝗲𝗿𝗕𝗲𝗹𝗹.🧚🏻‍♀️

Dalam second mission yang sedang aku lakukan, dimana aku akan sedikit menceritakan ulang tentang film yang ku pilih yaitu “𝗧𝗶𝗻𝗸𝗲𝗿𝗯𝗲𝗹𝗹”

Salah satu film yang sangat aku tunggu sewaktu aku kecil karena cerita nya berhubungan dengan negeri dongeng, i'm really like this film. Dimana Tinkerbell sendiri yang bermula dalam kelahiran nya yang benar-benar unik menurut aku, dimana TinkerBell sendiri terlahir dari tertawa pertama bayi, dan dibawa oleh angin ke Pixie Hollow (yang merupakan bagian dari pulau Never Land).Yang mana sejak ia muncul dalam kehidupan dunia fairytale sendiri ia belajar bahwa bakatnya adalah menjadi salah satu atik, peri yang membuat dan memperbaiki hal-hal, maka dari itu setiap ada yang rusak atau ada ide baru TinkerBell sendiri membatu banyak peri disana.

Setelah kehidupannya berjalan di Pulau Neverland TinkerBell sendiri bertemu banyak teman dan mereka sendiri terdiri dari 4 orang yang memiliki kemampuan masing-masing yang begitu menakjubkan. Disini mereka mengemban tugas mereka masing-masing dalam menyelamatkan negeri mereka. Benar-benar banyak hal yang telah terjadi dan mereka mencoba untuk selalu memperbaiki kegagalan yang mereka hadapi, dengan hadirnya ‘Iridessa, Fawn, Silvermist, dan Rosetta’ ㅡㅡㅡ

membuat Tinkerbell merasa bahwa kehidupan dunia Neverland akan berkembang dengan hal yang begitu pesat.

Banyak hal yang dapat aku pelajari bahkan sisi positif yang aku dapatkan dari film TinkerBell ini sendiri, seperti banyak nya untuk bersyukur kepada kemampuan yang kita miliki, menerima apa yang sudah jadi takdir namun tidak untuk menyerah sebelum mencoba. Apalagi kita tau akan ada banyak yang membantu kita apalagi teman yang sudah ditakdirkan akan selalu bersama kita. Bahkan untuk beberapa kali menonton ulang film TinkerBell ini sendiri tidak akan bosan karena memang seru sekali filmnya and every time I watch it I feel that I too am a fairy heheh.😝

[halloarruum]

Marriage

Bahasan sensitive untuk usia lewat quarter life crisis ini.

Jadi gimana sobat 90-an ku yang masih jomblo? Udah kenyang dong pasti dengan pertanyaan kayak gini. Hampir gumoh yah.

Ngomongin nikah memang bukan masalah yang bisa kita selesain sekejap mata ya cuy. Soalnya nikah ga bisa nikah sendirian apalagi yang mau dijebak hidup bersama juga belum masuk perangkap. HAHAHA

Sering banget orang-orang nanya

"Kenapa rum kok belum nikah? Apa jangan-jangan standar lu ketinggian?"

ya karena belum ada jodohnya, kalo nikah bisa sendiri, langsung ke KUA nih gw. Canda KUA

Ngomong-ngomong standar ketinggian, ni orang-orang kalo gw kirim catatan harapan gw juga pasti ngakak. Retjeh abiezzz

Tapi gaes tenang, nikah bukan ajang balap-balapan kok. Santai. Take it easy. Jangan lupa doa.

Nih buat ciwi-ciwi doanya :

"Robbi hablii milladunka zaujan thoyyiban wayakuuna shoohiban lii fiddini waddunya wal aakhiroh."

Ya Tuhanku, berikanlah kepadaku suami yang terbaik dari sisi-Mu, suami yang juga menjadi sahabatku dalam urusan agama, urusan dunia, dan akhirat.

Karena nikah urusannya gak cuman duniawi, rasanya melibatkan Allah dalam prosesnya ini gak ada salahnya. Ya emg ga salah lah ya. Walaupun kadang masih suka maksa "sama yang ini kayaknya oke deh ya Allah, boleh ya?" tapi kalo lagi sadar "tapi hamba gak tau hal yang terbaik buat hamba ke depannya, hamba yakin kalo jalanMu pasti yang terbaik, maaf ya masih agak suka maksa dikit kalo doa. Semoga engkau berikan kelapangan dada untuk menerima jalan takdirmu"

Nikah itu ternyata gak simple kita mau hidup bersama dengan orang lain. Hidup bersama artinya harus siap menerima segala apapun yang menjadi jalan hidupnya dan juga jalan hidup kita nantinya.

Gak seindah fairytale. Gak seindah isi vlog para selebriti. Gak seindah romantisme yang diumbar oleh selebgram. Rasanya aku pun sadar kapasitas ini, meskipun selalu berdoa untuk Allah swt. mampukan ketika waktunya tiba nanti.

Salah seorang teman kemarin cerita tentang masalah rumah tangganya, suami yang tiba-tiba teringat mantan kekasihnya, ketemu dengan wanita yang mirip mantan kekasihnya. Lalu, memacarinya saat dia sudah berkeluarga dan mempunyai anak yang lucu. Rasanya kayak hah gimana-gimana. Astaghfirullah bener-bener shock dengernya.

Semoga dia diberikan kekuatan selalu untuk melalui jalan hidupnya. Apapun nnti akhirnya, semoga yang terbaik untuk semuanya.

Ini kata-kata yang dia ucapkan saat cerita :

"Nikah ini kan udh jadi pilihan gw rum, ya harus gw telen apapun yang udh terjadi. Gw kadang marah sama diri gw yang dulu, saat mau nikah dulu. Kenapa gw pilih nikah sama dia kemarin? Gw sebel kalo ada yang mau nikah, dalam hati selalu bilang "ngapain lu nikah""

Sedih ya. Gw gak tau udah sebesar apa beban yang dia pikul itu. Sebagai teman, gw berusaha membantu semampu gw.

But boys, please banget kalo kira-kira masih belum selesai sama yang dulu jangan ambil keputusan besar di hidup lu ya. Selesain dulu aja. Nikahin anak orang artinya lu udah siap bertanggung jawab atas hidupnya. Bahagianya, sedihnya juga. Bukan malah ngebuat mental anak orang ancur.

Aku sebut boys karena orang-orang begini ga cocok dipanggil man. Titik.

Semoga kita-kita yang belum nikah bisa mengambil keputusan secara sadar nantinya ketika memang jodohnya udah datang. Di waktu yang tepat. Tapi boleh lah kayaknya ya Allah agak dicepetin dikit wusss hahaha

Tenang. Jodoh pasti bertemu.

[ivorieshoes]

August, oh, how sweet August brings me to what I so desperately need

August, oh how quickly it has passed. I find myself reminiscing every moment that I have spent with you. It all started when you uttered those three magical words at 00.20 GMT+7 on that first fateful August night. I still remember how my heart skipped a beat when I read that text message.

Aku sayang kamu danced around in my mind, taking on a life of their own, and for that one moment, time stood still.

Fast forward to the 18th of August when you made it official. Right, we may have made it official on the 18th, but the feeling of being yours was felt long before then. I am always enthralled by the mere thought of being yours. And that moment was like fireworks exploded in my heart and I felt giddy with excitement.

My heart is safe with you, Joshua Harris. You, oh, I fell, I fell hard for you, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. You have woven your love into the very fabric of my being. Your love is a fairytale, and I am the lucky princess living in it who never wants it to end.

Those moments will forever be ingrained in my memory. And August would never be just another salt air for me.

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My very own August dump. Music: Chasing Waterfalls by Marilyn Ford

[eternalsunshineletter]

Day 4 : Places you want to visit.

Yeay, finally made it to day 4 😂 kita liat yaaa ketekunan ini akan bertahan berapa lama 😂

Oke, tema hari ini adalah tempat-tempat yang pengin banget aku kunjungi. Sebenarnya ada banyak banget tempat di dunia ini yang pengin aku datengin bareng sama temen-temen or maybe with my future spouse ❤ tapi kayaknya kalo jelasin satu-satu terlalu banyak yaa, jadi aku akan bahas satu aja tempat yang pengin banget aku kunjungi at least once in a lifetime. So, here we gooo!

Ya, Disneyland.

Aku ngga tau kenapa tapi bagiku disneyland masuk di salah satu alasan kenapa aku harus umur panjang 😊. Sebagai anak kecil yang sering ditinggal sendirian dirumah karena orangtua kerja (biasanya sama mbak atau kakak aja dirumah), kaset-kaset disney adalah teman terbaik yang aku punya. Aku inget banget waktu tk sampai sd, aku suka banget nontonin kaset disney princess sambil makan siang (bentar ini nostalgia sambil nangis 😭).

Selain di kaset, dulu tv indonesia juga sering tayangin film-film disney. Pokoknya aku tumbuh dengan cerita-cerita fairytale dari disney ❤. Jadi, entah sadar atau tidak, cerita-cerita disney itu punya power magis tersendiri buat aku (sumpah ini lebay banget tapi beneran deh 😭). Seperti anak perempuan pada umumnya, aku suka banget liat princess disney yang cantik-cantik, gaun-gaun yang juga cantik, cerita yang ngasih harapan-harapan, ngajarin buat jadi perempuan yang manis, berani, dan baik hati (ini semua anak kecil mikirnya naive kaya gini).

Aku suka semua cerita disney tapi aku punya beberapa cerita favoriteku sendiri. Salah satunya Beauty and the Beast. Fairytale yang bagiku masih relate sampe aku dewasa sih. Princess belle itu digambarin sebagai perempuan yang penuh rasa ingin tahu. Aku ngerasa relate aja sama dia (dulu aku anak kecil yang suka banyak tanya wkwkw dan iya, tentu sajaa tanyanya yang random-random tapi bapak selalu punya jawaban walaupun kadang juga random haha). Princess belle suka baca buku dan hal itu bikin dia dianggap aneh sama warga desanya (jaman dulu perempuan gabisa baca karena ngga sekolah). Ayahnya yang ngajarin dia baca dan bikin belle tumbuh jadi perempuan pinter. Sekali lagi, aku merasa relate sama ceritanya (bentar, elap air mata dulu 😭).

Sebagai anak yang juga deket sama ayahnya dan belajar semuanya dari ayah, aku jadi merasa cerita itu sangat dekat sama aku. Itu kenapa cerita Beauty and the Beast punya tempat sendiri di hatiku. Intinya film itu ngajarin kalo ilmu pengetahuan yang akan menyelamatkan kamu, melembutkan hatimu, dan membuatmu melihat sesuatu dari berbagai sudut pandang. Itu kenapa di film itu hanya Belle dan ayahnya yang berani berinteraksi dan tidak salah paham ke si Beast.

Selain itu, ada banyak film disney lainnya yang ngasih aku inspirasi, harapan, pokoknya film mereka ngga pernah gagal bikin aku percaya kalo sesuatu yang ngga mungkin bisa jadi mungkin kalo kita mau dan percaya sama diri kita sendiri.

Walaupun aku udah dewasa, setiap aku nonton film disney aku pasti nangis. Aku juga ngga tau kenapa, padahal kadang adegannya ngga sedih. Denger musiknya, liat visualnya, denger dialognya. Aku bisa bener-bener nangis sesenggukan karena ngerasa terharu aja (maaf emang lebay banget anaknya wkwk). Contoh nyata, waktu nonton little mermaid live action kemarin aku nangis sesenggukan waktu ariel dan sebastian nyanyi "under the sea" padahal kan itu lagu ceria yaa kocak 😂😭. Aku ngga bisa jelasin gimana tepatnya perasaanku saat nonton film-film disney but somehow it feels magical. Like there's something happen in my heart and i dont know exactly what it is ❤. You can feel the warm, hope, excitement, and happy at the same time. Pokoknya gabisa dijelasin sih kayaknya 😂.

Mungkin juga karena film-film itu yang nemenin aku makan siang dirumah yang sepi waktu itu. Mungkin karena anak kecil di dalam diri ini masih percaya sama cerita-cerita fairytale yang selalu happy ending itu. Bisa jadi, anak kecil ini masih punya harapan sama mimpi-mimpinya yang dia bangun dari kecil sampai dewasa. Bisa jadi, anak kecil ini masih berpikir kalau semuanya bisa asal kita percaya ❤

Alasan-alasan itu yang bikin aku sampe sekarang dan seterusnya bener-bener berharap bisa ke disneyland. Aku tau semua princess disana cuma cosplay dan bohongan but im craving that experience so bad. Aku pengen cari princess belle dan peluk dia 😭. Aku akan cari evil queen biar di roasting 😂, aku akan kejar peterpan dan bilang "kamu bener, jadi dewasa emang ngga enak", aku akan beli bando mickey mouse dan foto didepan castle, aku akan nonton parade disneyland dan liat kembang api terindah dihidupku secara langsung (biasanya liat di youtube).

Jadi, tempat yang emang jadi salah satu tujuan hidupku adalah Disneyland karena kayaknya anak kecil di dalam diri ini bakal ngamuk kalo ngga kesampean kesana wkwkwk 😂 i really hope i can go there with my spouse. I want to share that special place with someone special ❤ (tapi kalo belum ketemu yaudah sama temen-temen juga nggapapa yang penting ke disneyland).

Baiklah sekian postingan hari ke 4 yang ditulis sambil berlinang air mata karena terharu inget masa kecil 😢

See you tomorrow 🦋

"All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them and it's kind of fun to do the impossible." - Walt Disney 🌸🦋

[fairytale-poll]

Red Riding Poll Tournament Bracket!

Round 1:

Bugs Bunny (Windblown Hare) (Looney Tunes) vs. Aku (Samurai Jack)

Little Red Riding Hood (Monty Python) vs. Red Puckett (Hoodwinked!)

Red (Revolting Rhymes) vs. Little Red Riding Hood (Smile Precure)

Amy Lee (Evanescence) (Call Me When You're Sober MV) vs. Red Hood (Once Upon a Time in Space)

Akazukin (TAISHO x Alice) vs. Red Riding Hood (SINoALICE)

Queen Red Riding Hood (The Land of Stories) vs. Red Riding Hood (The Sisters Grimm)

Cerise Hood (Ever After High) vs. Little Dead Riding Hood (Clawdeen Wolf) (Monster High: Scarily Ever After)

Scarlet Benoit (The Lunar Chronicles) vs. Valerie (Red Riding Hood)

Little Red Ridinghood (Into the Woods) vs. Jenny (In the Forest, She Grew Fangs)

Little Red Riding Hood/Little Red Cap (Original Fairytale) vs. The Path sisters (i.e. Scarlet, Carmen, Ruby, Ginger, Rose, Robin) (The Path)

Ylfa Snorgelsson (Dimension 20: Neverafter) vs. Little Red Riding Hooded Mercenary (F-01-57) (Lobotomy Corporation)

Ruby Rose (RWBY) vs. Ruby Lucas (Once Upon a Time)

Yuyuko Tanaka (Shojo Kageki Revue Starlight) vs. Velouria (Fire Emblem Fates)

Akazukin (Otogi-Jushi Akazukin) vs. Elvira & Arabelle (Guardian Tales)

Chacha (Akazukin Chacha) vs. Grimm (The Hunters Guild: Red Hood)

Lisette (Ludwig Revolution) vs. Scarlet (The Red Hood)

Round 2:

Bugs Bunny (Windblown Hare) (Looney Tunes) vs. Red Puckett (Hoodwinked!)

Little Red Riding Hood (Smile Precure) vs. Red Hood (Once Upon a Time in Space)

Red Riding Hood (SINoALICE) vs. Queen Red Riding Hood (The Land of Stories)

Cerise Hood (Ever After High) vs. Scarlet Benoit (The Lunar Chronicles)

Little Red Ridinghood (Into the Woods) vs. Little Red Riding Hood/Little Red Cap (Original Fairytale)

Ylfa Snorgelsson (Dimension 20: Neverafter) vs. Ruby Rose (RWBY)

Yuyuko Tanaka (Shojo Kageki Revue Starlight) vs. Akazukin (Otogi-Jushi Akazukin)

Chacha (Akazukin Chacha) vs. Scarlet (The Red Hood)

Round 3:

Bugs Bunny (Looney Tunes) (Wndblown Hare) vs. Red Hood (Once Upon a Time in Space)

Queen Red Riding Hood (The Land of Stories) vs. Cerise Hood (Ever After High)

Little Red Riding Hood/Little Red Cap (Original Fairytale) vs. Ylfa Snorgelsson (Dimension 20: Neverafter)

Yuyuko Tanaka (Shojo Kageki Revue Starlight) vs. Chacha (Akazukin Chacha)

Semi-Finals:

Red Hood (Once Upon a Time in Space) vs. Cerise Hood (Ever After High)

Ylfa Snorgelsson (Dimension 20: Neverafter) vs. Yuyuko Tanaka (Shojo Kageki Revue Starlight)

Finals:

Red Hood (Once Upon a Time in Space) vs. Ylfa Snorgelsson (Dimension 20: Neverafter)

Loser's Bracket:

(There is an error in the Loser's Bracket Image: Where it says Valerie (Red Riding Hood), it should say Velouria (Fire Emblem Fates) instead. I got mixed up with who made it in the Loser's Bracket when making the image. Too lazy to fix it.)

Little Red Riding Hooded Mercenary (F-01-57) (Lobotomy Corporation) vs. Red Puckett (Hoodwinked!)

Ruby Rose (RWBY) vs. Amy Lee (Evanescence) (Call Me When You're Sober MV)

Little Red Ridinghood (Into the Woods) vs. Bugs Bunny (Windblown Hare) (Looney Tunes)

Little Red Riding Hood/Little Red Cap (Original Fairytale) vs. Sasha as Little Red Riding Hood (Bratz: Kids Fairytales)

Lil' Red (Shrek 2) vs. Aku (Samurai Jack)

Little Dead Riding Hood (Clawdeen Wolf) (Monster High: Scarily Ever After) vs. Velouria (Fire Emblem Fates)

Queen Red Riding Hood (The Land of Stories) vs. The Path sisters (Scarlet, Carmen, Ruby, Ginger, Rose, and Robin)

Chacha (Akazukin Chacha) vs. Little Red Riding Hood (Monty Python)

Mod's Choice Bracket:

Sasha as Little Red Riding Hood (Bratz: Kids Fairy Tales) vs. Shang, Tao, and Paotze (Lon Po Po) vs. Lamb (Little Lamb) vs. Aku (Samurai Jack) vs. Amy Lee (Evanescence MV for "Call Me When You're Sober") vs. The Path sisters (Scarlet, Carmen, Ruby, Ginger, Rose, and Robin) vs. Lisette (Ludwig Revolution)vs. Red Puckett (Hoodwinked!) vs. Chacha (Akazukin Chacha)

[belietrist]

Paris in the Love.

Peri cantik pantas dapatkan seluruh cinta yang apik!

Semua orang bilang ini hari kasih sayang, ya, aku juga sih tentunya. Tapi mereka kadang lupa ‘tuk sematkan satu tutur bahwa tidak selalunya kita rayakan empat belas Februari hanya bersama kekasih. Aku turut bahagia kepada semua orang di luar sana yang merayakannya bersama pasangan yang dicintai, dan aku juga bahagia bisa ditemani kembaranku, Paris!

Aku dan Paris selalu ada di sisi masing-masing sebagai teman, sebagai sahabat, bahkan sebagai kakak ataupun adik. Aku selalu berterima kasih akan kehadiran Paris yang dimulai dari tahun ini akan menginjak lima tahun!

Hal pertama yang menjadi tanda pertemanan aku dan Paris adalah, tanggal ulang tahun kita yang sama! Sama persis, persis, persis. Sejak itu kami melabeli diri kami sebagai anak kembar. Bertahun-tahun setelahnya, semakin banyak hal-hal yang kami temukan sebagai takdir, mulai dari hal kecil yang ternyata kami berdua sangat suka, mendengarkan lagu yang sama tepat di waktu yang sama, dan masih banyak lagi!

Ada satu pagi dan percakapan hangat yang buat aku semakin kagum, dan bahagia karena aku adalah orang yang menjadi pendengar seluruh pikirannya tentang masa depan. And we just realized how different our mind and our sight about on how we will aiming our future, how she wants this but I want that instead, how she will still be a periwinkle in well-written fairytale, but I will keep my city-gal, need-no-companion, and the wanderer of night lifestyle. How I will be seen at some theatre show down the town, but Paris will bake some cookies and cook pasta at the corner of her own cottage.

Well, enough about daydreaming (but it is our main goals), one thing I am hoping is that I will be forever in her side!

And one thing I need to highlight, I’m very grateful of her whole presence in my life. She is the angel, the fairy, my twin, and entirely my other half. We share everything—not just the birthdate together, I’m currently in full blithe to celebrate Valentine with her, she deserves all the love. ♡

Happy Val’s Day, dearest twinnie! My little twin star. For another journey and future we will be conquering together, please stay in the name of pure love. I love you lots.

Thank you for being here with me,

with love, your twinkle moon.

[mrtiniblue]

Opening the new page: Chapter #18

Dedicated to the warmest person in my life.

Sepanjang eksistensi hidupku yang nggak jelas-jelas amat ini, aku udah banyak ketemu dengan berbagai macam bentuk manusia yang isi kepala dan tingkah lakunya juga nggak semudah itu buat dijelaskan. Desember ku kacau, aku beneran in my rock bottom but let's not talk about that.

What i'm trying to say is, i am really really grateful that i have you as my one.

Aku suka dengerin orang ketawa, and yours is my favorite. It makes me happy, jadi ketawa terus ya🫵🏻👍🏻

Kalau ditanya orang-orang soal pertemanan ku, aku bangga banget nyeritainnya. Kaya... damn i have this cool friends that stay with me for a long long time and they all really loves me and i really love them with all my heart. Karena nggak semua orang punya temen yang keren dan kamu that 'temen keren' yang aku punya. Dan nggak semua orang punya kamu, but i have you right? KEREN.

I really really wish us berhasil dalam menghadapi dunia ini. Aku masih mau ngomongin bentuk-bentuk bumi for the next year and next and next and next and still counting because why not??? i want to keep you around.

Gak semua orang suka kopi, apalagi hot coffee. But you're like my cup of coffee, the hot one. It warms my heart.

And not everyone believe at fairytale. But i do believe that. At least, mine is real.

[seasa1ttrio]

I want everyone to be aware

[hezzah-rae]

Aku trying to impress children fucking cracks me up omfg