#alangaipa fanfic

[firstkanaphans]

I know this is a lot to ask for but could you imagine writing a little follow up to the Gaipa Alan Joking at wedding kiss?

Maybe they see each other again and are both insecure how the other meant the kiss and if it was only in a haha look we make out at their wedding way or if actual feelings were involved (and Alan realising that Gaipa is the hottest man he has ever seen)

Certainly! You can read Part 1 here.

Alan had known that watching Wen marry someone else would very likely rip open the stitches in his still-mending heart. He had expected it. What he hadn’t expected was for it to piece itself back together so quickly. He had Gaipa to thank for that. A starlit sky. A drunken kiss. A single perfect moment that he would never forget. 

Now, two weeks later, the press of Gaipa’s lips against his haunted him still. Those few minutes spent in each other’s presence had been the happiest Alan had felt in years—even as his whole world crumbled down around him. So he went looking for a ghost. 

The market was bustling and although Alan wasn’t quite sure where to go, it took him less than a minute to find Gaipa. It was as if there was an invisible string tying their hearts together; he walked straight to him.

“I’ll be with you in just a—” Gaipa started, but then he looked up and his eyes widened comically. “Khun Alan. Hi.”

It was the first time Alan had seen him since the night of the wedding and he would be lying if he said he hadn’t been worried that the attraction he had felt then had only been manufactured by a combination of the circumstances and copious amounts of alcohol. But standing in front of Gaipa now, he knew that wasn’t true because although Gaipa was only wearing a T-shirt and shorts, although he had rubber boots pulled up to his knees, although his face and his hair were sticky with sweat, he was still beautiful.

It was an understated beauty—soft and innocent. He was smooth lines while Wen was jagged edges. He wasn’t anywhere close to Alan’s type. And yet, he was perfect.

“You’re here for chicken?” Gaipa asked.

Alan shook his head to clear it and then looked down at the cuts of meat on display in front of him. He had no need for chicken and he didn’t want to make Gaipa work unnecessarily, so instead he took a deep breath, looked Gaipa right in the eyes, and said, “Actually, I’m here to ask you to dinner.”

Gaipa blinked twice as if he couldn’t quite believe what he was hearing. “Dinner? You mean like a date?”

“Yes,” Alan agreed. “Like a date.”

Gaipa raised his eyebrows in surprise. “Oh, wow. I’ve never been asked on a date before.” 

The words probably should have scared Alan off. Gaipa was young—perhaps too young, too inexperienced—but instead of cowering, he found the revelation evocative. It triggered a protective instinct inside of him that had long been dormant because Wen had never wanted nor needed it. It felt good to rouse it again.

“Is that a yes?” Alan asked.

Gaipa smiled, soft and shy. “Yes. I would love that. Thank you.”

Alan had originally planned to schedule a time for the upcoming weekend, but he found that he was too excited to wait. His heart was pounding in his chest and the thought of leaving with no promise to see Gaipa again made him uneasy. “What about tonight?” he asked. “I can pick you up.” He knew he sounded overeager, but he didn’t care. He was. And he was tired of hiding his true self behind a socially acceptable facade. This was who he was. This was the him he wanted Gaipa to know. Gaipa’s smile never wavered.

“I…yes. Yeah. Sure. Tonight.”

“Okay then,” Alan said, suddenly giddy. They probably looked like idiots standing there flirting over raw chicken, but Alan didn’t care. His stomach was full of butterflies. “I’ll give you my phone number just in case—”

“Oh, don’t worry. I already have it.” Gaipa seemed to realize his mistake a second too late because as Alan watched, his cheeks lit aflame, burning the same color they had on the night of the wedding. It was almost like Alan was back in that garden again, the moon and stars shining high above him, the taste of Gaipa on his tongue. “I, um, got it from Wen. I’ve been trying to work up the courage to text you.”

“Why didn’t you?” Alan asked. He wanted to step closer and close the distance between them, but the stall was in the way so instead he reached out and placed his hand on top of Gaipa’s. Gaipa stared down at where their skin touched and his blush darkened.

“I don’t know,” he said, glancing up demurely to meet Alan’s gaze. “I guess I just figured that if Wen was your type, I wouldn’t be.” 

“I dated Wen for five years and yet I never felt even a fraction for him what I felt on the night you kissed me. It feels a bit like destiny, doesn’t it? That I had to date him to meet you. Maybe we deserve a happy ending, too.”

Gaipa smiled, his eyes shining with promise, and for the first time in years, Alan's heart felt whole again.

[chawarin-panich]

AlanGaipa tell JimWen they're dating or Jim or Wen realize AlanGaipa are a thing when they see something intimate

Let me fulfill your every desire anon hahahaha

title: the formal introduction

pairing: alangaipa

rating: mature

1.

Leng is the first one to find out.

Except, it’s less that he finds out and more that he has constantly teased Gaipa about Alan until one day it was true.

‘Going out with your boyfriend?’ Leng wiggles his eyebrows suggestively as he checks out Gaipa’s outfit, surprised at the lack of plaid. Gaipa is irritated enough to snap. Even more annoyingly, he can’t help but smile at the reminder, ‘as a matter of fact, I am.’ Gaipa informs him in a huff, pointedly straightening the collar of his shirt.

Leng looks at him in disbelief, ‘Wait really?’

‘Really’

‘You’re dating the banker?’

‘His name is Alan.’ Gaipa feels a little surge of pride at the impressed look in Leng’s eyes.

2.

Gaipa doesn’t mean for Li Ming to find out.

For a long time Gaipa had seen himself as a sort of father figure to Li Ming, or rather he had always wished that he could be a father figure to him. Even though those hopes were dashed and eventually forgotten, he thinks this is what the mortification of being caught having sex by your child must feel like as Li Ming and Heart stares at them, eyes wide as saucers and mouth agape.

Well, mostly him, because Alan – that traitor – had flung the covers over himself and there he remains, hidden though entirely conspicuous.

This situation is a little bit on Gaipa. He’s gotten into the habit of leaving the doors inside his house open since he started living alone, no longer needing to sequester himself for privacy. Clearly, a false assumption since this is not even the most embarrassing situation that arose as a result of his new habit.

Gaipa feels very lucky that Alan hadn’t seemed to care that Gaipa had accidentally left the bathroom door ajar while taking a dump. In fact, it was Alan’s nonchalant little, ‘It’s fine, it’s your house,’ amidst Gaipa’s profuse apologies and the unbothered way he’d gone back to reading his book, that Gaipa realized he was in love with the gangly, hermit man settled on his couch like he belongs there.

And so, neither Gaipa nor Alan had bothered to shut the door behind them, occupied as they were with their frantic kissing. Of course, sweet Heart who couldn’t hear the sounds of Alan and Gaipa’s love making, had seen the open door and flung it open even wider. He’s holding what Gaipa assumes is a parcel from Jim’s food truck. Li Ming had walked up with a ‘What is the hold-‘ before his eyes fall on Gaipa, disheveled and sporting multiple marks of Alan’s love across his collarbones and the way his mouth falls open would be comical if not for how horrified he feels about it.

‘You’re dating Wen’s ex-fiance?’ Li Ming says incredulously, since kids these days have no manners. He can hear Alan’s groan through the covers he has wrapped around himself.

‘Excuse me, ex-WHAT?’

Alan sheepishly peeks out his head but then he catches sight of how Li Ming and Heart are still standing at the door and darts back inside like a turtle.

‘For the love of God Gai, get rid of them first!’

3.

Gaipa doesn’t want to tell Wen.

It’s not that he doesn’t want to so much as he doesn’t see the need to specifically announce their relationship to him like Alan does. Acknowledging that Wen could somehow be important in their relationship is a little bit beyond what his ego would allow.

And so he lets Alan handle it, even though it means that Alan will be having dinner alone with Wen. If Uncle Jim can be cool about his boyfriend having dinner with his ex, then by gosh so can Gaipa!

If Gaipa ends up fucking Alan a little too hard when Alan comes home – well there’s no proof that can incriminate Gaipa of being jealous. Alan’s little smirk when they’re coming down from their intense post-coital high still makes Gaipa feel defensive.

But the way Alan winces the following morning as he sits down for breakfast makes Gaipa’s vindictive and possessive little heart sing with glee.

4.

Gaipa does prepare profusely in the lead up to telling Uncle Jim.

This situation is doubtlessly awkward. Alan had never really gotten used to Jim’s existence and now they are sitting opposite them, the man Gaipa has crushed on for the greater part of the last decade and Alan’s ex-fiance, announcing their relationship like they were his parents.

Even though none of the feelings Gaipa has ever had for Uncle Jim could be accused of being platonic, his mother’s death had brought the two of them closer together in a bond stronger than Gaipa thought could be possible with Jim. When all the violin music and pink confetti cuts out apparently what’s left is a deeply comfortable familiarity, constant and quietly fierce.

Jim was his family – his only one left – and Gaipa is compelled, even through the thick air of discomfort, to announce his relationship formally to him. It surprises Gaipa how well Jim takes the news, effortlessly falling into his paternal role, and offers them his blessings.

The rest of the dinner is pleasant enough despite Uncle Jim’s best efforts to ruin it with the way he suddenly asks, ‘Do you love him, Alan?’

And Alan who hasn’t even said the words to Gaipa yet, looks back at Jim unwaveringly and with conviction that has Gaipa melting into a puddle on the floor, says:

‘Yes.’

+1

Jim comes home distracted, staggering multiple times on his walk back home. Wen has his feet up on the coffee table, his laptop settled on his knees as he reviews a new proposal.

Jim sits next to him, ‘I think I know who Gaipa’s new mysterious boyfriend is-‘

‘It’s Alan.’ Wen says distractedly, the majority of his focus still on work, ‘It’s not that mysterious, pretty sure everyone else knows.’

‘Li Ming?’

‘Everyone.’

Jim lets out a frustrated sigh, ‘It’s really that obvious?’ Despite his bewilderment, he isn’t upset about Gaipa dating Alan. He’s just a little bothered by the fact that he’s the very last person in Gaipa’s life to know. Like he’s failed Gaipa somehow with his inability to make Gaipa trust him enough to tell. 

‘At this point it’s hard to find a location in this neighborhood where they haven’t made out.’ Wen snorts a little as he finally turns to look at Jim. Jim nods still feeling slightly foolish.

‘Is that how you found out? Walking in on them?’ Jim asks.

‘Yeah. You too?’

‘Yeah.’

[athousandbyeol]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Midnight Series: Moonlight Chicken พระจันทร์มันไก่ | Moonlight Chicken (TV) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Alan/Kaipa (Moonlight Chicken TV) Characters: Kaipa (Moonlight Chicken TV), Alan (Moonlight Chicken TV), Mentions of Other Moonlight Chicken Characters Additional Tags: Romantic Fluff, Late Night Conversations, Awkward Flirting, Comfort, Tenderness, Getting Together, Character Study, Introspection, Light-Hearted, Attempt at Humor, Non-Sexual Intimacy, Falling In Love Series: Part 1 of for alangaipa Summary:

and it feels heavenly— everything they have right now, all things they could have in the future.

if this is the happiness he's been searching for his whole life— if this is the love his mother wished for him— gaipa will cradle it close to his chest, nourish it with nothing but tenderness and fondness. 

[29daffodils]

hellow lovelies!

I'm currently in a massive financial pinch and being evicted from the flat, would y'all be interested in fic commissions?? if yes, do let me know.

i currently write for many fandoms mainly anime/manga/thai dramas, except video games/american shows/cartoons.

I've recently completed one for sandray and it's been well received! I've been wanting to write for vegaspete, alangaipa, and a couple others but i haven't been able to come up with any ideas. so if you'd like to see your ideas take shape into a fic, you know where to find me!

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[itsbinghebitch]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Midnight Series: Moonlight Chicken พระจันทร์มันไก่ | Moonlight Chicken (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Alan/Kaipa (Moonlight Chicken TV) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Oral Sex, Infidelity (perhaps? as always complicated with Alan & Wen), First Time, Alan is fine you guys nothing happened to him he's all good, no beta we die like bea--GUNSHOTS Summary:

To Gaipa, Alan seemed like a nice guy. Cute, even. He had the baby cow eyes going for him. And while he’d never been particularly one for glasses, Alan made it work. Gaipa wondered how much his banking job and finance degree translated to bed. Had Alan’s thorough and systematic nature bored Wen to death? Or was Alan, on the contrary, sloppy and reckless after his rote day-to-day at the office? Was that what had driven Wen away?

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Disheartened after Jim's rejection, Gaipa ends up at Alan's office.

[alangaipa]

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[khaopybara]

OMG YOU ADDED IT I AM SCREAMING I LOVE HOE FIRST 😭😭😭😭 WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE DO YOU LIKE FIC? I can write you FK alangaipa or sandray!!!!! if you have something specific you can tell me!!!!!!!

trust me when i say i made this out of the goodness of my heart (and bc the prompt was also very good, i mean, we don't have a lot of hoe first anymore -at least not when it comes to kissing people just bc- so bringing it back whenever i can is an honor -i say as someone who only joined the thai bl fandom last june-.) i love a good fanfic, but i didn't have anything in mind when i was making my gifset tbh, so feel free to do whatever or nothing at all, too.

also, thank you for being so interactive, you genuinely helped me make that set better in my opinion. even though there is no good footage of that moment, it's still nice.

[firstkanaphans]

Hi. Can we get an U for AlanGaipa? I just missed them soooo much. Please. 🥹

[U] + AlanGaipa was requested by five different people and I couldn’t for the life of me figure out why it was so popular until I remembered that Alan and Gaipa are the only FK characters with actual adult jobs. No one requested [T] (for any pairing), but it’s one of my favorite fluff tropes and I wanted to write it, so I added it here. Hope y’all enjoy!

[U]ndressing them after a long day at work + [T]aking a bath together

Alan already had the bath running when Gaipa got home.

“How was work?” he asked as Gaipa walked straight into his arms.

“Over,” he mumbled into Alan’s neck.

Alan stroked his back and placed a soft kiss on top of his head. “You should have taken the day off,” he said. Gaipa worked too hard. It was one of the only sources of friction between them.

“No, I–I think it was good,” Gaipa said, pulling away. He didn’t go far, though. His arms were still wrapped around Alan’s waist as if he couldn’t stand the thought of letting him go. “It helped keep my mind off of things.”

Alan was grateful for that, at least, because his mind had been on Gaipa all day long.

In the sudden silence, Gaipa turned his attention towards the bathroom. “Are you running a bath?” he asked, finally stepping away.

“Oh, right,” Alan said, rushing into the next room. Luckily, the water hadn’t yet started to run over. He turned the tap off just in time.

“This is lovely,” Gaipa said, following him into the room. The lights were off, leaving the room lit only by candlelight and there was a pleasant aroma wafting over from the bubbles in the tub. “Is it for me?”

“It is,” Alan confirmed and then he ushered Gaipa closer to him. “Here. Let’s get you out of these clothes.”

He began by slowly unbuttoning Gaipa’s shirt and the whole time, Gaipa just watched him. Gaipa was usually very self-sufficient—he worked hard and wasn’t used to being doted on—so Alan liked to spoil him. He slipped the shirt off of Gaipa’s shoulders and let it fall to the floor. Then he did the same thing with his pants and boxers.

Soon, Gaipa was standing in front of him completely naked, but there wasn’t any eroticism to the moment like there normally would be. Instead, there was just a warm feeling of comfort. Of safety. Of coming home.

Alan cupped Gaipa’s cheeks in his hands and pulled him in for a long, slow kiss. When he backed away, Gaipa’s eyes stayed closed for several seconds longer as if he wanted the feeling to last.

“Enjoy your bath,” Alan whispered. “I’ll pour you a drink and then I’ll get out of here. What do you want? Wine or beer? I brought both in because I know you don’t usually like wine, but—”

“You can’t leave,” Gaipa said suddenly. “You have to join me.”

Alan shook his head. “No. This is for you to relax. To get your mind off of thing. You—”

“I want to relax with you. Please?”

And so, after stripping himself of his clothes, grabbing a beer for both of them, and turning on some soft, atmospheric music, Alan and Gaipa climbed into the bathtub together. It was a very large tub and they settled in easily with Gaipa’s back pressed against Alan’s front, with Gaipa’s head resting against Alan’s shoulder. Gaipa exhaled as if the weight of the world had been lifted from him. Alan didn’t say anything. He just held his boyfriend in his arms.

“I can’t believe it’s already been a year,” Gaipa said eventually. Alan squeezed him tighter. “I miss her so much.”

“She would be so proud of you,” Alan said. The words were sentimental, but they were also true. Despite being left with enough inheritance to stop working entirely, Gaipa had chosen to go to the market everyday, carrying on the legacy his mother had left behind.

“I was thinking today about how different my life is now,” Gaipa said. “Not just because she’s gone, but also because of you. It’s ironic that I’m happier now than I’ve ever been. I just wish she was here to see it.”

“She knows, baby,” Alan said, gently kissing the top of his head. “She knows.”

They stayed in the bath until the water started to cool and afterwards, Alan dried Gaipa off, dressed him, and they got into bed together to waste the last few hours of the day. Tomorrow would be better, but for now, at least they had each other.

[firstkanaphans]

crush

I had several people request a scene where Alan finds out about Gaipa’s former crush on Jim, so here you go! Also, I refuse to call him “Uncle” Jim. Sorry, but I just can’t. That is a twenty-eight year old man.

“It’s just dinner,” Gaipa said as Alan tossed yet another shirt into the growing pile at his feet. “Why are you freaking out so much about what to wear?”

Alan turned to glare at him. Gaipa was already dressed in his usual flannel and cargo pants and yet somehow still managed to look put-together and presentable. Alan, on the other hand, was having a hard time finding an outfit that perfectly struck the balance between “nice enough to make your ex jealous” and “casual enough to look like you hadn’t even tried.”

“That’s easy for you to say! You’re not the one being dragged to dinner with your ex-boyfriend and the man he cheated on you with.”

He expected Gaipa to remind him that Wen hadn’t actually cheated at all, but instead, he said nothing. His carefully blank face immediately set off alarm bells. “Gaipa, if you tell me you used to date Jim ten minutes before I have to sit across from him at a dinner table, I swear to god…”

“We didn’t date,” Gaipa said with a heavy sigh, walking over to Alan’s closet and pulling out a light blue button-down shirt that he then held up for Alan to slip on. Reluctantly, Alan did. “I just maybe might have had a teeny-tiny crush on him. That’s all.”

“Gaipa!” Alan cried, but Gaipa was apparently done indulging his petulance.

“Turn around,” he said, spinning him. Then he started buttoning Alan’s shirt up as if he knew Alan was now too distraught to dress himself.

“Does he know?” Alan asked. 

“Does who know what?” Gaipa asked without looking up from Alan’s shirt.

“Does Jim know that you used to have a crush on him?” Gaipa’s silence was all the answer he needed. “Gaipa!”

“Of course he knows!” Gaipa cried, finishing his work on the buttons and then smoothing the shirt down. He glanced up at Alan and somehow managed to look both annoyed and amused. “You’ve seen what I look like when I have a crush. I get all moony-eyed. I can’t control it. ”

Alan did know what he looked like when he had a crush and the fact that Jim hadn’t taken full advantage of it was baffling to him. Gaipa had gotten Alan into bed with barely a flutter of his eyelashes. Jim had to be inhuman to resist him. Inhuman or just very in love with Wen. 

“But look on the bright side,” Gaipa continued, running his hands up Alan’s chest to wrap them around his neck. “Tonight, he gets to see me make those eyes at you. Won’t that be fun?” 

Alan did like that idea. He liked that idea a lot. “You promise?” he pouted.

“I’ll even make my eyes extra moony for you,” Gaipa agreed and then stepped back to assess Alan’s outfit. He frowned, cocking his head as if something wasn’t quite right, and then quickly made a few adjustments. He rolled Alan’s sleeves up to his elbows, unbuttoned the top button of his shirt, and—despite Alan’s squawk of protest—ran a hand through his hair until it was artfully disheveled. He stepped back again and grinned. “Perfect! You look good.”

Alan turned around to stare at himself in the mirror and was surprised to find that Gaipa was right: he did look good. But not so good that Wen would think he had stressed over it all afternoon—that was the important part. Gaipa wrapped his arms around Alan’s waist from behind and rested his chin on his shoulder.

“It’s going to be fine,” he murmured into Alan’s neck. “We’ll tell them we’re dating, they will lie and say that’s wonderful news even though we all know it’s awkward news at best, and then we’ll go home. It’ll get better. It’s not going to be like this forever. I promise.”

“Fine,” Alan sighed, meeting Gaipa’s eyes in the mirror.

“And if you’re a good boy,” Gaipa whispered in his ear, “I’ll give you a treat when we get home.”

Alan shivered at the promise in his words and suddenly an idea came to him. “Or,” he said, turning around and backing Gaipa towards the bed. “We could make them wait a little bit longer.”

“Alan,” Gaipa whined, but he let Alan push him down onto the mattress and didn’t argue when he crawled on top of him. “I just got you dressed.”

“All of my clothes can stay on then,” Alan said, reaching for the zipper on Gaipa’s pants. Gaipa raised his hips so that Alan could push them down and when Alan took him into his mouth, he did so knowing that this was something Jim had never done. Something Jim would never do. And that made everything else a little easier to bear.

When they finally arrived for dinner thirty minutes late, Gaipa had a hickey on his neck and a blush on his cheeks that Wen noticed immediately judging by the way his eyebrows shot into the air. Alan left Jim's house that night feeling very, very satisfied.

[firstkanaphans]

That aalan/gaipa fic is 😍😍😍😍 please tell me you're posting on ao3 too ToT i love me sandray but alangaipa has me in a hold and ut's a bit of a drought now ToT

Well, since you asked so politely…

I have now compiled all of my AlanGaipa ficlets onto AO3 here. 

Sorry if you’re subscribed to me and get like four separate emails about it. I’ve never uploaded multiple chapters at once and part of the reason I’ve put off doing it is because I was worried AO3 would send out a separate email for each chapter and annoy people 🙃

[firstkanaphans]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Midnight Series: Moonlight Chicken พระจันทร์มันไก่ | Moonlight Chicken (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Kaipa/Alan Anantachai Lertwongsa Characters: Alan Anantachai Lertwongsa, Kaipa (Moonlight Chicken TV) Additional Tags: Canon Compliant, Canonical Character Death, Strangers to Lovers, Implied Sexual Content Summary:

“Do you think your mom planned this?” Alan asked a few months after they had started dating. They were in Gaipa’s bed—the same one they had made love in the first time—and Gaipa was laying on his bare chest, playing with his hands.

“What do you mean?” Gaipa asked, tracing the lines on his palm.

“I mean, do you think your mom somehow knew that you and me would be good together? Did she plan for this to happen?”

[chawarin-panich]

i swear to god kaipa is even worse than alan he has so many feelings dear fucking god

But Alan’s sweet subtle musk, unmarred by cologne or the troubles of his day, that Kaipa can only smell because his nose is pressed right into the hollow of Alan’s jaw fills him with a different kind of madness; slowly steeping him into a fantasy he knows better than to indulge. Alan’s kiss seals his fate; his insides too hollow to afford dignity, he can only wait to be filled by the surplus of Alan’s desires. Maybe, he gets all of it now that it has festered and has nowhere left to go.

jail for kaipa!!! jail for kaipa for 1000 years!!!!!!!!!!!!

[chawarin-panich]

Did you want a boatload of angst for no discernible reason this morning??? Come one come all to my whispered secrets epilogue of Alan and Kaipa's first time from Kaipa's POV.

[chawarin-panich]

‘Alan.’ 

‘Can you do it for one night?’

‘Pretend to love me.’

‘Even if it's as him.’

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Writing these four pieces of dialogue was hard enough when it was Alan hearing it but I'm right at the source now!!!! Inside Kaipa's fucked up little head!!!! And I'm dying!!!!!

Presenting to you what the dialogue is in its original context under the cut but also found here

‘Alan,’ Kaipa breathes it like a whispered prayer across his ear. It’s not the first time Kaipa has called his name, slipping out of him on occasion but it’s the first time he’s used it quite like this, with a dripping intent that holds Alan captive.

‘Can you do it for one night?’ Kaipa presses the words down his neck into the hollow of his throat. Alan is too scared to ask what he means and he hopes his silence is enough of a hint that he doesn’t want to find out. Alan doesn’t know what he can do. He only knows the things he can’t.

Kaipa continues anyway, ‘pretend to love me.’ The yearning in the way Kaipa shivers against him fills Alan with the dreadful realization that he wants even if he can’t; he wants to give Kaipa what he desires.

‘Even if it's as him.’ Kaipa whispers so softly that Alan almost doesn’t catch it.

Alan’s fingers grip into the short hairs at the back of Kaipa’s head and pulls so that they’re facing each other. When Kaipa opens his eyes, it's the anguish in them that shatters Alan first. Alan’s first instinct is to refuse, to run away from the tumultuous pulsing of what they’re building between them and swallow the words caught in his throat till he could forget he had ever thought them. I wish I knew how.

[athousandbyeol]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Midnight Series: Moonlight Chicken พระจันทร��มันไก่ | Moonlight Chicken (TV) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Kaipa/Alan Anantachai Lertwongsa Characters: Alan Anantachai Lertwongsa, Kaipa (Moonlight Chicken TV) Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Light Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Character Study, Introspection, Tenderness, Hugs, ice cream date, Feelings Realization, Fluff Series: Part 2 of for alangaipa Summary:

it's so nonsensical. but the breeze blows so gently on them. gaipa's hair runs in every direction, triggering laughter and cute noises. alan can't describe it in words, but he feels the strike of thunder to his chest— the doom of love to his core. in gaipa's beauty and flaws, alan falls. 

[firstkanaphans]

We have a plot! Now we need a pairing.

Plot chosen (with ~33% of the vote): Character A is a virgin who just started dating the campus playboy. He's nervous about being inexperienced in bed, so he goes to his best friend, Character B, to ask for lessons.