#alex skarsgard fiction

[raewritesfiction]

Alexander Skarsgard Imagine List

** Denotes DESCRIPTIONS of s3x/acts ^^ Denotes MENTIONS of s3x/acts

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Holiday Hell **

The Look **

Here Comes The Rain **

I Like Your Beard **

Best Man **

Tonfisk **

Spread 'em **

Ridin' Dirty **

You and Your Hand **

Step Up **

Birthday Boy **

Bed Rock **

Personal Assistant ** Part One // Part Two // Part Three

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[taylorrepdetective]

I struggle w Taylor bc I know she doesn’t want her songs deduced to paternity tests but she also leans in. Hard. Especially w TTPD.

Oh she absolutely does want people paternity testing her songs. She is a billionaire because people do this, and that’s a main reason she leans into it. And as I said it adds context which would otherwise not let you understand her songs (whether it’s the fictional meaning or the real meaning.) Many songs become better and more deep if you know the reference. Just like Mad Woman is better if you know Yael is a Scorpio and that scooter and Yael got divorced after the song revealed to the world he was cheating. Those aren’t examples of songs about her exes, but it’s the same idea as knowing which muse’s name sounds like car, who ‘you’ is in MAATHP, or about Dianna’s tattoo, or the fact that Jake hates pop music so she made the poppiest song she could to annoy him. It all makes her art better if you understand the deeper meanings, no matter if it’s based on a love story not. And sometimes knowing the muse and picking the right one matters, like London Boy is 100X better as a satiric song about Joe and her generally laughing at the public perception of her, than say, trying to make it into a love song about Lily D.

What I imagine she doesn’t want is for people to only do that. And only do it at a surface level. Like, “Oh this song is about harry. Next! Oh this song is about her fling with Alex Skarsgard, next! Oh this song is about <insert woman of the week who she stood next to>, next!”

And I like to think she prefers that in some cases you know the real muse because it helps you understand her better. Like in MAATHP. There is an enormous difference in the depth of the song between the two main muses people attribute it to.

But at a basic level, if it helps get more people to buy/stream her albums, it’s all good for her.

[themattress]

Favorite Extradimensional Monster Villains

Pennywise / IT - Whether you're reading him on page, watching him played by Tim Curry in a TV miniseries or watching him played by Bill Skarsgard in two cinematic movies, the evil shapeshifting monster who feeds off the fear of children - along with the children themselves - is one of the most frightening creations in modern fiction. Something about his preferred form being that of a clown (Pennywise the Dancing Clown, to be specific), which in theory is supposed to be something that entertains and brings joy to children, makes him so utterly repulsive and skin-crawling. Worse still is that this isn't just a creature doing what it needs to in order to survive: this thing is evil and operates in a way to maximize his sadistic pleasure...and if angered enough, in a way to exact revenge upon whomever crossed him. I guess the only downside is that one's respect for him as an antagonist can't help but drop a little when he reveals that, if in a situation where his power is taken away, he's a rank coward who is overwhelmed by the feeling of his own fear. In the end, the joke is ultimately on the clown.

Bill Cipher - It takes talent to turn a one-eyed triangle with noodly limbs, a bow tie and a top hat into as fearsome and loathsome a villain as he is a funny one, but Alex Hirsch had that talent and gave us one of the most memorable animated TV villains of the past decade. In addition to being powerful to a reality-bending degree, Bill Cipher is completely insane and devoted to spreading total anarchy and chaos just because he can. To that end, he will trick and manipulate anyone like a proper Satan figure, complete with the spread of fire frequently accompanying him. Like Pennywise he's reduced to a pathetic coward without his power, but given that it's heavily implied he became the demon he is now and didn't begin life that way its honestly more sensible, and in no way takes away from the apocalyptic terror he achieved beforehand. And all of this with just seven episodes actually present! When you have that little screentime on the whole yet leave such an impact, you know you're a great villain!

[i-like-to-analyze-stuff]

Ok I have never posted on Tumblr before, but have a LOT of thoughts about Taylor’s curated playlists corresponding to the 5 stages of grief, so I’m jumping in!

My first impression was of course sadness about all the Joe love songs in here. I mean, she literally put the song “Lover” in “Denial!” Yikes. But when I did a deeper dive and tabulated which song subjects were in which lists, some interesting patterns emerged. If you don’t care about all the details, just jump to the end for the totals. Interesting, huh?

I have to tag @taylor-on-your-dash because they are my hero! Most of my opinions on who each song is about come from their incredible data on when each song was written, which I’ve cross-referenced with who Taylor was dating at that time. Obviously these are just opinions, but they are based on a lot of research!

OK here we go:

Denial:

Lavender Haze—Joe

Snow on the Beach—Joe

Sweet Nothing—Joe

Glitch—Joe

Betty—fictional, but written with Joe

Willow—Joe

Cruel Summer—Tom

Lover—Joe (ouch!)

Miss Americana—not romantic (2016 election)

False God—Joe

Style—Harry

Wildest Dreams—possibly Alex Skarsgard?

Treacherous—Harry

Untouchable—she didn’t write it

That’s When—non-famous person

Ours—John

Superman—John

Bejeweled—Calvin, but she also wore a “bejeweled” dress when she did a surprise appearance at a 1975 show a few months before her breakup with Joe was announced, so this could refer to being in denial about Matty being able to be a decent human being lol

Anger:

Vigilante Shit—not romantic (scooter)

High Infidelity—Calvin (positive about Joe though, at least he gets a break here!)

Would’ve Could’ve Should’ve—John

Exile—I think fictional, but written with Joe

Illicit Affairs—I think fictional but who knows?

Mad Woman—not romantic (Scooter)

Tolerate It—fictional (plot of the book Rebecca)

Bad Blood—not romantic (Katy feud)

Is It Over Now?—Harry

I Knew You Were Trouble—Harry (yes I know there’s debate about this, but I remain firmly convinced that, even if she didn’t start this about him, in the end it was definitely about him)

We Are Never Ever Ever Getting Back Together—Jake

The Last Time—Jake

The Moment I Knew—Jake

Babe—Jake

I Bet You Think About Me—Jake

Dear John—John

Better Than Revenge—Joe Jonas/girl he left Taylor for

Tell Me Why—non-famous person

You’re Not Sorry—non-famous person

Forever & Always—Joe Jonas

Mr Perfectly Fine--Joe Jonas

Bargaining:

The Great War—Joe

This is Me Trying—I think fictional

Peace—Joe

The Archer—Joe

Cornelia Street—Joe (oh, this one hurts!)

Death by a Thousand Cuts—fictional (inspired by a movie but the movie writer was inspired by 1989 so I guess semi Harry?)

Soon You’ll Get Better—not romantic (her mom’s cancer 😢)

Afterglow—Joe

I Wish You Would—Harry

Say Don’t Go—Harry

Come Back Be Here—Harry (I know there’s debate about this too but I’m in the Harry camp)

Better Man—Jake

The Story of Us—John

Haunted—Joe Jonas

Come In With the Rain—non-famous person

The Other Side of the Door—non-famous person

If This Was a Movie—Joe Jonas

Renegade—Joe

Depression:

Bigger Than the Whole Sky—non-romantic (miscarriage?)

Dear Reader—non-romantic (self-doubt)

Maroon—Jake? I think? Honestly I still can’t figure this one out for sure.

You’re Losing Me—Joe

My Tears Ricochet—non-romantic (Scott Borchetta)

Epiphany—non-romantic (war/pandemic)

Hoax—I think Scott Borchetta, so non-romantic? But possibly also Joe? I think she said in this one she was writing about multiple things.

Champagne Problems—I think fictional, but written with Joe

Coney Island—I think fictional, but written with Joe

Right Where You Left Me—I think fictional

Nothing New—non-romantic (self-doubt)

All Too Well—Jake

Forever Winter—non-romantic (friend with mental health issues)

We Were Happy—non-famous person

Last Kiss—Joe Jonas

Castles Crumbling—non-romantic (self-doubt)

Carolina—fictional (for a movie)

White Horse—non-famous person

Acceptance:

You’re On Your Own Kid—non-romantic (self confidence)

Midnight Rain--non-famous person

Labyrinth—Joe

The 1—I think fictional

August—fictional

Invisible String—Joe (finally, a happy song about Joe! This one is touching. Like I guess she’s accepting that they were fated to be together but not end up together?)

Happiness—I think not personal—supposedly about Abigail’s divorce

Long Story Short—another happy song about Joe! Wow!

Closure—nonromantic (Karlie friendship breakup)

Evermore—possibly fictional, but written with Joe

It’s Time to go—nonromantic (Karlie friendship breakup)

I Forgot That You Existed—Calvin

Daylight—another happy song about Joe!

This Love—Harry

Clean—Harry

Now That We Don’t Talk—Harry

Begin Again—supposedly Will Anderson (lead singer of Parachute)

Innocent—non-romantic (Kanye)

Breathe—non-romantic (close friend/fiddle player in her band left the band)

Totals (romantic only, not including fictional)—this really says it all!

Denial: 7 Joe, 2 Harry, 2 John, 1 each Calvin, Tom, possible Alex

Anger: 5 Jake, 3 Joe Jonas, 2 John, 2 Harry, 1 Calvin

Bargaining: 6 Joe, 3 Harry, 2 Joe Jonas, 1 each Jake & John

Depression: 2 Jake, 1 each Joe Alwyn and Jonas

Acceptance: 4 Joe, 3 Harry, 1 each Calvin and Will Anderson

So, basically, with Joe, and to a lesser degree Harry, the main feelings were denial, bargaining, and acceptance. Whereas with Jake and Joe Jonas it’s about anger, plus a lot of depression about Jake. And John gets a healthy dose of denial and anger. Sounds about right!

But also, to all the people ready to attack Joe when TTPD comes out, I think it’s important to point out that he’s not even ON the “Anger” list at all. Yes, things ended. Yes, it’s sad. She was sad. But that doesn’t mean he’s a terrible guy.

Oh, and Taylor L. is nowhere on the list! Yes, he is definitely the best ex lol.

[likeadevils]

do you have a list of people she had rumored flings with in 2013-14? i only know a certain member of the 1975 is in there

these are all based on like, tabloid rumors, so take everything with a grain of salt but

she went on like one date with tom odell in like feb 2013 and he wrote a weird song about her called country star

she was rumored to be hanging out with mgg (the guy from criminal minds that everyone makes thirst traps about. i’d say his actual name but i can’t spell it) in summer 2013 and people say he was at her 4th of july party that year but i can’t find any proof of that

she might’ve had like, a one/two night stand with alex skarsgard on the set of the giver in october

she went on like a date and a half with douglas booth sometime in october/november and he was fucking gross about it afterwards

she might’ve dated evan speigal for like a month in december 2013 (he probably inspired that “dating is awful, love is fiction/a myth, i’m over it all” bit of the january 2014 lover diary entry) and he was also a dick about it afterwards

i’m less familiar with 2014, but

the matty thing was in november/december and he was also a dick about it afterwards. pales in comparison to how disgusting he is about woc though and i don’t like people mentioning him being a dick about taylor as if it’s on a same level but whatever that’s a rant for another day

she was hanging out with hozier a lot in late 2014/early 2015 and as far as i’m aware he was an absolute angel about it afterwards

[torturedpage]

Previously RP,

OPEN RPS:

JMENNlE Jdndeuk

Lesieuxdenini Jenpeuk

JENNBlE Jondeukie

7ENDEUKIE Jendeufs

Jinnieblackpink Jentten

Jenniebubyjane YUNJlDN

Nisgning Ningnidn etc.

OPEN AGENCIES:

THERETROVlBES / Sherlockiant / Withgodfather / The55Rising /Catastruophe /UntituIado / BrocaIypse / Theatericals / Prompteens Villeincounne / Unequalled /PeregrinesHome / RATlONEMESIS I II III / UnofficiaIe / ModestiIity / AlONcorp / Theftcores / 1898BROOKLYN / WESHOULDSTAY etc

CT AGENCIES:

Guldetama as Kia

Boulevine as Bethany

SmellsLike90st as Jasmine

CIashie as Sierra

Motionsket as Aristella

Pulpsocietyclub as Valentina

1989inFolklore as Marjorie

CLOSED AGENCIES:

Members: western.

Lethalrebels: Taylor Swift

WRNOTSTRANGERS 003: Taylor Swift

SweetNeighbours: Taylor Swift

WashiMachi: Taylor Swift

AtLoveSickest: Taylor Swift

SocietyofPapers: Sadie Sink

Queenslads: Lola Tung

LifeInPieces: Robert Downey Jr

AtMaranello 001: Charlotte Sine

KSilhoutte: Charlotte Sine

TheNoirLens: Natalia Dyer

NYC99TH: Kiernan Shipka

TheNormalFolk: Lucas Bravo

Herzstopper: Sydney weeney

LondonAthleti: Lily Muni He

TheLottoChateau: Alex Albon

Cinepoeme: Kennedy Walsh

Principeople: Kennedy Walsh

e_the_realm: Jessie Mei Li

AtMaranello 002: Susie Wolff

Amourestivo: Josephine Langford

Aerumnoisy: Joanna Kuchta

Lol1nFive5: Alexandra Mleux

Cinemalgia: Emma Stone

Giggleties: Victoria de Angelis

PrestigePass: Bill Skarsgard

Fortitudence: Theo James

SweetzFlash: PinkPantheress

HeartIandHaven: Kali Uchis

Members: Asian.

FearedStreet: Dian Sastro

ToBeBarbs: Roseanne Park

80seoulvibe: Roseanne Park

projectantinomy: Roseanne Park

CrackedCookies: Jennie Kim

BratzDarl: Jennie Kim

Heartunnel: Jennie Kim

MemoriesInStage: Jennie Kim

StartWithFriend: Jennie Kim

BooksofOurs: Jennie Kim

RetourBurner: Myoui Mina

catcafetaria: Chiquita

SevenInLoop: Lalisa Manoban

lettredeamour: Song Zia

J3_3llybish: Meenoi

OurPinkTape: CL

Members: Fictional.

Coloratoera: Ryomen Sukuna

taleofdisney: BOOOtales

MCUNlVERSE 001: PepperMVU

Valdelobos: ResidentJims

SeaOfVoyage: PiratieElena

THEIAMFORCE: Amy Dunne

ReviverRealm: Regina George

CLOSED ADMINS:

1. StereoMidnights: James (Jake Gyllenhaal)

2. LegallyStarring: Elle Woods (Reese W)

3. Lakesbox: Augustine (Gracie Abrams)

4. Aboveoridinary: Atlas (Minsik)

5. Starthelude: Ego (Bella Hadid)

6. Loversoulse: Miss Americana (Taylor Swift)

7. 5FirstLetters: Lara Jean (Lana Condor)

8. PageofDiaries: Dorothea Rosewood (Ryujin)

9. StarringLand: Mia Dolan (Emma Stone)

10. HatredSummer: Isabel Conklin (Lola Tung)

11. BrickableYork: Betty (Sabrina Carpenter)

12. Loveratrope: Liz Buxbaum (Kennedy Walsh)

13. AtMaranello: Coach Lissie (Lissie Mackintosh)

14. Filesof500: Smith (faceless)

15. DistrictsRevolt: Lucy Gray & Katniss Everdeen

16. Goofygroves: Jack (Hozier)

17. 505ROMCOMS: Jenna Rink (Jennifer Garner)

18. fedmisery: Camden (G-Eazy)

19. ErasToure: Augustine (Gracie Abrams)

[minaofmayhem]

IMAGINE #31 - PDA

An ask from @flowers-in-your-hayr​ ! 😍 What to say except that I really love this idea! You asked something like a description, I tried to respect your ask and I hope I succeed cause it’s the first time! So here we are honey, I hope you'll like it ! Thanks for asking ❤️ Requests are open so don’t hesitate to send me your asks !

Summary : Alexander is a big teddy bear. Being in his arms means heaven...but when he hugs you, he also have this pretty insane habit and always at the wrong time !

Pairing : Alexander Skarsgård x Reader

Warnings : only mentions of sex, suggestions. 

A/N : This take place in Sweden so imagine that they are all speaking Swedish. I didn’t translate or it would have been difficult to understand and read. 

Tag list : @katerka88​ ; @bonnieelizabethparker​

Alexander Skarsgård is a lot of things : he’s Swedish, adorable, irresistible, handsome, the tallest guy with the biggest heart. But he’s also a big teddy bear, your big teddy bear to be precise. There’s only one place where you feel safe, loved and comfortable : in his arms, wrapped up like a precious thing, with your head against his chest, hearing the relaxing sound of his heartbeat. Alex’s hands caressing your back while his head is posed on the top of yours. 

This is literally heaven for you. 

When you feel bad, when you are crying or just when you need to be reassured, you know that this place is all for you. And with only one big hug, Alex can make you feel better in a few minutes. It’s like magic. But he also have this terrible habits! 

How to say it ? When you are in his arms, Alex can’t prevent himself from sliding his hands along your back until he firmly grabs your butt. Whispering in your ear “God, I love so much this perfect booty” before adding a little tap on it. Well, to be honest, you always find it exciting and flattering. And it’s really good when he does that during sex but...he starts to have this bad habits in public and let’s say that you’re not really a good fan of PDA’s. 

The entire world was against you today. It begins with a late start this morning ; then a flat tire during your route to work (you go by bike, it’s the easiest way to travel in Stockholm). In the afternoon, you spilled your coffee on your papers and received a bad new concerning your job. So to say, it was a shitty day. 

You would dream of a relaxing night with a hot tub, massages and a good movie but sadly you have other plans. Indeed, you were both going to Stellan’s place for the traditional Friday dinner with all the Skarsgård's. You absolutely loved them but you weren't in the mood tonight...

When you arrived, Alexander was already there. He was on holidays after filming his last movie but sadly, you couldn’t have a lot of days off to spend a lot of time with him. So he decided to come earlier to help his dad - Alex loves cooking! - and to spend time together. 

When Stellan made you come in, you realized you were the last one to arrive. You quickly greet Stellan’s wife, Sam and his wife, Ella and his husband, Bill, his girlfriend and their little baby girl and finally Valter and the two little brothers. When you come in the kitchen, Alexander already notices that something was worrying you. He always do. He can read your mind and sometimes it is quite disturbing. He puts his frying pan on the stove, takes off his apron and opens his arms for you. 

Immediately, your body makes his way til you land against him. Alex’s arms surround you as you place your head against his chest, stifling a deep sigh of relief. Finally you’re home. You feel Alexander planting sweet kisses on the top of your head, to comfort you. Even if the kitchen and the living room is full of people - with the Skarsgård's, it’s always very living! - it’s like you are in a bubble. 

“Wanna talk about it ?”, he asks with a low voice. You simply shake your head, saying “no”. You don’t want to talk, all you want is a big comfortable hug and a glass of wine. “We’ll talk about it later then”. After a couple of seconds, you finally pulls back a little, feeling better than 5 minutes ago. You hold your head high and look at Alex. He simply smiles as caressing your cheeks with the tips of his fingers.

“Are you feeling better ?”

“Better. I really needed his hug. Thanks love”, you answer with a reassuring smile as standing on your tiptoes to kiss him tenderly. He leans a little and kisses you back. 

“You know...I have the perfect remedy for bad days...”, he whispers against your lips. “But we’ll take care of this later. Now just enjoy the delicious meal I did”. You pull back again but out of his arms this time, ready to go to the living room. 

“Alright Mister Skarsgård. I can’t wait to taste it. It smells delicious !”. You are about to go away when you suddenly realized the under meaning of your sentence. And just by taking a look at his proud face, you know that he thinks that you’re talking about something else than his meal...Then you feel his hands slides onto your back until he arrives on his favorite part of your body. You look at him to make him understand that it isn't the right place but too late...He gives you a little pat on your butt adding a sexy “That was really saucy...good girl”. 

Stellan, his wife and Bill who are also in the kitchen, just turn around in your direction, with a cocky smile on their faces. You are now as red as the tomato sauce they cooked this afternoon. You’ve never felt so stupid before. What will they think about you now? 

“Well son...I didn’t know you were so...pushful”. jokes Stellan as finishing the meal, ready to be served. His wife and Bill start to laugh. 

“Well done bro!”, adds Bill as going into the living room with the two saucepans. Flattered, Alexander just places a sorry kiss on your cheek and you look at him, with a smile saying “we’ll talk about it later”. Still chuckling of his joke, he goes back to the stove to see if everything’s ready. 

Seeing that you are embarrassed, Megan comes near you to comfort you and whispers. “Don’t worry my dear. Like father, like son. I think the Skarsgård's boys can't keep their hands for themselves !”. You smile to her. She couldn’t be more right ! 

[credulouskhaleesi]

Thinking of writing a controversial smutty Bill fic

It's nothing TOO crazy, but I don't see too many fic writers doing this and I generally don't care about anon hate, but I'm deciding whether I will have the patience for all the nonsense I could potentially receive.

Maybe I'll write a chapter and see what everyone thinks? It's basically going to be a super smutty cheating fic involving Alida. I'll most likely change her name or possibly not even refer to her by a name, but there will definitely be a pregnant girlfriend betrayal going on.

I know most Bill blogs don't write her in their fics for many reasons that I understand and can agree with, but as someone who is fucked up in the head at times and likes to be daring and different; it doesn't bother me too much and I've been wanting to see something like this for awhile. So I thought, "why don't I do it?" haha. I am tagging all of the Bill blogs I follow to see how many of them/their followers would be interested. IF I HAVE TAGGED IN THIS YOU AND YOU WISH TO BE UNTAGGED, PLEASE LET ME KNOW. I'll have no problem, or feelings lost and will remove your tag.

Another thinggg, I absolutely love ma girl @rainbowmoosie so if this 1st chapter goes well, Valter will be incorporated in later chapters (because I love that man as well, he is to die for!) as a possible love interest as well.

Again all chapters will contain smut and I know there have been "crazier" fanfics/imagines out there, but I haven't seen anyone touch this subject for more of a realistic AU.

I'll definitely be doing my best to keep Bill's characters, as well as his family's as accurate as possible as well in terms of what I see from the internet. This may include their girlfriends as well but names will possibly be changed for them too. While I will try to stay true to their personalities/likes/dislikes, I will still make some AU differentiations as well.

I just feel like it may make the reader (who will be the main character of course) feel like this is all really happening or could possibly be a real scenario. I enjoy getting lost in a story and I'm hoping to bring that to my potential readers.

So at the moment I hardly have any followers because I'm a loser lol. Let alone too many Skargård-lovers as followers, so please feel free to follow me if you're interested, and/or comment if you want to be tagged. I always follow back. :)

I really want to get started on and finish chapter 1 tonight, so please let me know what you think! I'll start as soon as I get at least 5 people who tell me they are interested.

tldr; who would want to read a smutty cheating bill fic where he cheats on his pregnant girlfriend. Name of this girlfriend may be changed or may not even be mentioned. I will start and finish chapter 1 tonight if I can get at least 5 people on board.

@godfreysteel @billdreamy69 @unbetaedimagines @mommaesworld @mypersonalrambling @alidapregnantea @longlivethelosersclub @gossipgard @ill-skillsgard @skrsgardspam @skarswhat @b-afterhours @whatin-skarsgardnation @imaginingyournotsolikelyfuture @sexy-clown-fucker @fuckin-boiis @skarsgardbrothers @thebillskarsgardblog @bill-skarsgxrd @billstuffs @bill-skarsgxrd @billstuffs @kh-r @dskarsgard @skarsgardfck @bskarsgardlove92 @bskarsgardfilth @rae-of-sinshine

[lihikainanea]

Hi so first I wanna say I love your blog and your writing and maybe your personal posts even more because I relate to them a lot. I wanted to vent something and even though I know you you are not a fan of Alexander I know you’re a good listener. So apparently he was dating this Swedish actress for 3 years and no one new but bunch of old fans who refuse to share the informations with except to say that they are dating. What makes me sad is that one feel excluded just because they are fans since 15 years or whatever years and that’s not fair. Ngl I love to gossip as long as it’s light but no one wants to say a word. I don’t like when some fans act superior like this. Second thing is how can Alexander and another actress date that long with no photos of them together except for 3 non decisive pics? Is that weird or not? Lastly and I am embarrassed to ask you this but how do you write these lovely stories about bill amid not get attached to them ? How do you separate the the fiction from your reality? If you don’t feel like answering this that’s fine it is enough for me you listened to me. Have a god day lovely 😊

hi baby <3 thank you so much for this.

I'm sorry the other fandom is being weird, I don't know why they wouldn't share the information, unless the "old fans" were actually friends of his or something?

In terms of no photographs of them for 3 years....I think that's possible. Unless you're the calibre of Taylor Swift or Beyonce, paparazzi really don't stalk the majority of celebrities. Sometimes they hang out at LAX but 99.9999% of the time, if somebody like the Skarsgards are photographed "candidly", it's because the paps were called by the celebrity's team. I'd bet he's also probably pretty careful in public, so any photos of him that fans took would probably be indecisive at best. He seemed to be pretty into PDA with Alexa Chung but all of those pics were pretty staged, and it was evident that Alex knew the paps were there.

As far as separating fiction from reality--I don't know, it never really bothered me. To me it's no different than writing for any one of Bill's characters--the dude that I write is a character. It's my perception of how I'd like Bill to be, the way I want him to act. I've said it many times that writing is therapy for me, and when I'm stuck in my own head and can't figure something out, often times I'll write it out with Bill and tiger and it helps me gauge how I really feel about something.

The way I write Bill may be spot on and he may have an identical personality. He may be completely different. It doesn't really matter--this version of him is mine, and I can do whatever I want with him. He's no different than a character in any move he's played.

I know fandoms can be tough though, babes. I know sometimes it's hard to reconcile and make sense of all of it in our brains. But fandoms should always be a safe place that we can escape into, somewhere we can ignore the real world, because you never know what people are running from or what they need a reprieve from. We all have demons.

[jennathearcher]

I feel like your type is either sickly men who look like they're haunted by victorian era ghosts, and/or men who are absolutely feral

Virgil are are ONE THOUSAND PERCENT CORRECT OKAY XD Like if a man doesn't look a little bit dead and/or haunted I'm not about it :P And CHAOS GREMLIN BOYS. Y E S. Some amalgamation of the two is just mwah, perfection

(this extends to fictional/anime characters as well but just a handful of examples of my celeb crushes include: Timothee Chalamet, Bill Skarsgard, Dane DeHaan, Tom Hiddleston, Harry Lloyd, Alex Wolff, Adam Driver, Ezra Miller, Robert Pattinson, Freddy Carter, Aneurin Barnard, Cillian Murphy, Barry Keoghan, Elijah Wood, Jackson Rathbone, Andrew Garfield, Alex Turner, Aaron Taylor-Johnson, Gaspard Ulliel, and now Harry Styles though he's probably the most HEALTHY LOOKING of the lot XD)

Frankly I blame the fact that my absolute favorite movie of all time is Corpse Bride because clearly Victor was FORMATIVE ON MY TASTE IN MEN :P

And of course mandatory disclaimer that this only applies to WHITE MEN XD

[lovemesomesurveys]

“The A Survey” by joybucket

Do you live in the United States of America? I do. If not, have you ever been to America? -- Do yo know anyone named America? Not personally, I just know of the actress. Do you know anyone named Annan? No. What is your favorite type of art to create? The only artsy thing I do is color, which I do enjoy.

Would you ever want to be an astronaut? Nooo. Just the idea of outer space freaks me out. Do you prefer red apples or green apples? I don’t care, I’m not a big apple person (not when it comes to the fruit anyway). I couldn’t tell you the difference based on taste or the last time I even had an apple. Would you rather drink apple cider cold or hot? Hot. Have you ever ridden on an Amtrak train? If yes, where did you go? Nope. Do you like the name Alex better for a girl or a boy? Boy. Alexander is one of my favorite names. List ten words that rhyme with "ant." Can’t, pant, rant, scant, chant, slant,  plant, enchant, recant, and transplant. How many aunts do you have? I have 3 aunts. Are you an aunt? Nope. What is your favorite Asian cuisine? Chow mien, chicken in foil, potstickers, egg rolls, crab rangoon. Are you ambidextrous? No. List five famous people who's names start with A. Alexander Skarsgard, Ann Hathaway, Alec Baldwin, Adele, and Andrew Garfield. Do you like the name Aspen? Sure. Do you own an apron? No. What age has been your favorite so far? Childhood ages. Which boy's name do you like best out of these: Aaron, Aiden, Andrew, Alex, or Asa? Alex. Which girl's name do you like best out of these: Alexa, Alonna, Apple, Amber, or Aurora? Aurora. Have you ever seen the aurora borealis? No, but I’d love to. Is your middle name Ann or Anne? No. List five people you know of who have Ann or Anne for their middle name. Nah. Did you have to read the novel Anne of Green Gables for school? No. Do you like Anne of Green Gables? I think I may have read a couple books as a kid, but I don’t really recall so I guess I didn’t get too into it. List five things you find amazing. God, my loved ones, the beach, good coffee, books. Do you own anything from Aeropostale? Not anymore. List five things you associate with Asian culture. Not wearing shoes in the house, taking care of your elders, sharing food, Chinese New Year, tea. What are some of your favorite Asian names? I don’t know. Has anyone ever told you you were amazing? Something along those lines. Pfft. Do you know anyone named Aimee? No.  What is your favorite accent (British, Southern, Asian, etc.)? Some British and Southern accents. What is your favorite aroma? There’s so many... the ocean, the rain, coffee, books, firewood burning, coconut, garlic, cinnamon, peppermint, vanilla, patchouli, some sweet/fruity scents, sandalwood, cedar wood... Do you have ADD or ADHD? No. How many times has your address changed? Just a few. Have you ever sprained your ankle? No. What places have you flown to on an airplane? To Orange County and Atlanta. Do you like the name Agatha? I like Agatha Harkness.  List five fictional characters whose names start with A. Alice (from Alice in Wonderland), Astra from a series I’m reading by Elle Gray, Angelica Pickles, Ariel, Aurora.    How many of these words do you know the meaning of: allegory, abacus, ambidextrous, ample, azure? 3-- allegory, ambidextrous, and ample. Are you an alien? No. Do you believe in aliens? Not in the form of green creatures, but some kind of life form. How many of these words would you say describes you: artistic, ambitious, animated, annoying, attentive? 1-- annoying. Have you ever watched the show Animaniacs? Yes. List five things you like about autumn. The weather, ~spooky season~, cozy clothes, the scents, and the colors. Have you ever swam in the Atlantic Ocean? No. Do you know anyone who's joined the Army? Yes. How many of these words do you know the meaning of: ambiguous, arduous, ardent, aristocratic, andromeda? 2-- ambiguous and aristocratic. Which of these do you want to be more of: adventurous, ambitious, artistic, attentive, accomplished? Adventurous, ambitious, artistic, and accomplished. Do you feel like you've accomplished anything yet with your life? Not really. :/ What are five things you want to accomplish before you do? Improve my health, figure out what to do with my life, be able to take care of my family in return someday, travel, buy a house. What is your favorite anime series, if you read them? -- Do you watch anime? Nope. Do you wear an apron when you cook or bake? No. I’m not a cook or a baker.  Does your home have an attic? No.

^If so, have you ever been in the attic? -- Have you ever been afraid their were monsters or vampires hiding in your attic? -- List five things you can use Alfredo sauce for. Pasta, pizza, soup, part of a bread dip of some kind... I don’t know what else. List ten words that rhyme with "amp." Clamp, damp, lamp, ramp, camp, revamp, stamp, cramp, tramp, champ. Do you know what anthropology means? Yes. Has anyone ever apologized to you and later proved they didn't mean it? Yeppp. How many of these words do you know the meaning of: apocalypse, aviation, amplifier, aardvark, ailment? All of ‘em. Do you know what an aardvark looks like? Yes. List five different words to describe five different Ashleys you know. I don’t know any Ashley’s, but that does make me think of that show, Recess haha. Have you ever seen an anaconda? No, fortunately. List ten places on the map that start with A. Alabama, Alaska, Arizona, Arkansas, Australia, Asia, Athens, Austin, Anchorage, Anaheim.  Do you like almonds? I like salted, flavored, or chocolate covered almonds. Plain almonds are blech. Do you like almond milk? Yeah, that’s what I use. Do you own a MacBook Air? I do. Do you know anyone named Arrow? No. List five celebrities whose names start with A. Didn’t we do this? List five animals that start with A. Alligator, Aardvark, Alpaca, Anaconda, Ape.

In school, did you prefer Algebra or Art? Art. Math and I never got along. Have you ever gotten straight A's in a class? Yeah. List five words you associate with the word "acorn." Squirrel, parks, nature, nuts, trees.

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Rae Writes... Masterlist & Intro

Born 1986. This blog is 18+ only 🔞 - if you’re a minor please leave!

I write erotica and erotic fan fiction as well as creepy pasta style horror and paranormal which you can find here. Below the cut is a current list of everyone I've written for and links to their imagine lists. ╰┈➤ Tag List [updated 01 April 2024]

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I’ll happily write adoption imagines (if I can come up with something) but I’m not gonna write pregnancy stuff; I cannot have children due to chronic illness. The ideas are adorable but no I won’t be writing them. It just hurts.

I also will not write cheating/affair fiction; yes I know it's fiction and nobody is actually getting hurt however I've seen first hand what it does in IRL and find the subject far too close to home.

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Valter Skarsgard

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Taylor may have a list of sapphic encounters as long as my arm, and more power to her if she does, but all of the supposed “evidence” in the various popular timelines and theories feels like fanfic to me.

Look I don’t know why that’s what we get caught up on. The evidence for Tyson and Matty is slim but people respond to it pretty easily. Loads of people think she dated Zac Efron and like wrote a bunch of songs for him even tho I think he was still with/“with” - I think it was fairly complicated - Van so at best he could be Girl At Home. People deadass say obvious fictional short story Mine is “for” Cory Monteith a man she didn’t appear to date really. People assign WD to Alex Skarsgard even tho, again, there is zero reliable evidence they dated.

Like ya Tay’s major public non showmance (and Taylor Squared and Haylor too but let’s stay focused) relationships have been with men.

She has been rumored to have additional entanglements and has herself implied it to be true multiple times.

So with that in mind, I don’t see it as weird to speculate about her maybe having boned women too along the way.

That said, I do think there’s legit evidence for Dianna, specifically with the song Wonderland. Like... what was that about? Again I don’t believe Haylor dated the way they said not for Gaylor reasons just coz it makes no sense like it’s all transparent fanfic bullshit but even if we live in the reality where it went down exactly as they marketed it WHY WRITE A SONG ABOUT YOUR EX-BOYFRIEND WITH REFERENCES TO YOUR EX-BESTIE’S FAVORITE BOOK? And the “too in love to think straight” line in a song about... Dianna’s favorite book... is sketch.

And tbh I have no rational explanation for a liner that says Hyiannis Port in... every version ever printed up until 2020. It’s not a typo tbh. So what the fuck does it mean? And why did Dianna freak out when asked if she was referenced in the liner when HER NAME WAS DEADASS IN THE 22 LYRICS (along with other girls)?

And why did they stop hanging out because of Di’s boyfriend lol that makes no sense Tay has stayed friends with people with boyfriends and Di was around for Connor and Harry. People love to say she loses friends often but she deadass doesn’t, she’s one loyal bitch and most of her friends stick around for like... aeons. The only two she ever “lost” are Di and Karlie. And I can explain Karlie away as not that deep a friendship and mostly PR and Tay ditching her after 1989 era was done and she had Joe to help promote the next one image wise. But like. Tay and Di didn’t promote jackshit together they barely touched in public. What was the vibe?

Yeah like I’m sorry but Swiftgron most likely happened.

There’s kinda no real way to explain it all away, without just throwing in the towel and going, “COINCIDENCES!” Which I’d maybe buy if it weren’t for like... one being a liner Easter egg like she’s pedantic with those. And if it weren’t for how it ended.

Obvi we don’t know exactly how or what all went down and anyone who claims to is writing fanfic right,like people write Swiftwyn fanfic all the time too, it’s okay to do that... But I don’t know man. I don’t know. I’m a very rational person but I struggle to find an alternative explanation for the stuff I’m listing above and when I add it to what I’ve listed as my evidence of Tay being off straight I... really don’t think it’s absurd like at this point it seems more absurd to think it couldn’t have happened tbh.

I get that she could be a moron or a capitalist who baits for clout but like WHAT WENT DOWN WITH DIANNA???

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In the Adam Wingard film (Death Note), viewers will see Millie Bobby Brown, Alexander Skarsgard (Showdown), Jessica Henwick (Iron Fist, Matrix 4), Kyle Chandler (The Day the Earth Stood Still, The Wolf of Wall Street) ), Rebecca Hall (The Prestige, Supremacy), Lance Reddick (Fringe, John Wick), Asu Gonzalez (Alita: Battle Angel, Bloodshot) and Danai Gurura ("The Walking Dead").

The first trailer for the blockbuster "Godzilla vs. Kong" has already appeared on the network, in which the king of monsters and the guardian of Skull Island face off on the screen. The crossover starred Millie Bobby Brown, Alexander Skarsgard, Eisa Gonzalez, Kyle Chandler, Rebecca Hall and others.

According to the plot, humanity was to blame for the fact that Godzilla and Kong were forced to unite in an unequal battle. The organization "Monarch", which tracks the lives of monsters on Earth, sends an expedition to the unknown territories of Skull Island, where it hopes to unravel the mystery of the origin of the Titans. But in addition to "Monarch", there are other people who plan to destroy all creatures, good and bad. Godzilla vs. Kong is the next American-Japanese sci-fi action film directed by Adam Wingard. The release is scheduled for March 24, 2021. It is the fourth legendary MonsterVerse film, the fourth Godzilla film directed by Hollywood, the twelfth film in the King Kong series and the thirty-sixth film in the Godzilla series. The first trailer was released on January 24, 2021.

Godzilla and King Kong had already collided on the screen in the 1962 Japanese film. The film was made for Toho Studios' 30th anniversary and is still the most commercially successful Godzilla Japanese film of all time. The film will be based on a kind of ecosystem of giant super-creatures - classic and new. The Monarch organization, which opened Godzilla in 2014, will expand its activities in different directions.

When a new threat appears in our world, two mythical monsters come together in an exciting duel. Kong and a group of scientists set out on a dangerous journey in search of the giant's home. Among them is the girl Jia, the only one who knows how to communicate with Kong. Suddenly, they encounter an enraged Godzilla, destroying everything in their path. The battle of the two titans, provoked by unknown forces, is only a small part of the mystery hidden in the bowels of the Earth. Filming began in November 2018.

The project was inspired by Warner Bros. commercial success. and Legendary - Godzilla, released in 2014. Despite the fact that the Legendary studio in 2013 moved from Warner Bros. Under the wing of Universal, the company decided that the Godzilla series would be created in partnership with Warner Bros., which would launch Kong as part of the series. The projects that the studios will work on have already been announced. They are Kong: Skull Island, released on March 9, 2017, and the action film Godzilla: King of the Monsters, released on May 31, 2019. Godzilla vs. Kong will premiere in 2021. The film will be based on a kind of "ecosystem" of giant, classic and new super-creatures.

The film was scheduled to be released on May 21, 2020 [5], but on February 23, 2019 it was announced that, to avoid the box office competition with Fast and Furious 9, the premiere was postponed to March 13, 2020 However, the film was later rescheduled for November 20, 2020 due to these disappointing Warner Bros. In the summer of 2020, it was announced that the premiere would take place on May 21, 2021, but was later postponed to March 26, 2021. The first trailer was released on January 24, 2021.

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IMAGINE #45 - Life always finds a path (1)

Here we go again with our devilish Randall but this time for a angst story (at least for the first part of this two parts story). Thanks anon for the plot, I hope you’ll like it and I hope I succeeded to portrayed Nadine’s feeling as you imagined them.  I decided to use your idea as the beginning of an other request 😊 Enjoy my lovely readers ! ❤️

Summary : The last moment of Nadine when she discovers the Randall never really loved her...

Pairing : Randall Flagg x Nadine 

Warnings : angst, depression, hate and mentions of suicide (I depict suicide as it is shown in the show. If you need help because you’re not feeling good, never forget that you are never alone ❤️

Tag list : @katerka88 ; @bonnieelizabethparker ; @ateliefloresdaprimavera ; @anangelwhodidntfall ; @fawnbrrry​ ; @flowers-in-your-hayr ; @grandpa-sweaters​

Nadine crosses the corridors of the big MGM hotel on her wheelchair, pushed by two guards carefully chosen by Randall. She has just gone to visit the prisoners and especially Larry. With a smile on her face, she tenderly caresses her swollen belly with her hands. Her precious baby. Their baby. A son. Yes, Nadine is convinced. He will be a wonderful little boy, a prince who will rule the New World. She will be the queen of this world. That's what Randall promised her and she knows he'll keep his promise.

She lets out a short, wry laugh as she thinks back to Larry. He should have realized his mistake in staying with that old woman and he should have joined them sooner. But now it was too late. Randall was going to take care of them. When he had refused her, he had also made a big mistake. But all in all, it had opened Nadine's eyes to see who she was really promised to.

At the beginning, she had been very afraid of this link she had with this Man. This stranger who came to visit her in her dreams and who had manifested himself during this spiritism seance. He was so impressive and terrifying for a little girl of only 13 years old. Once she was an adult, she understood and her attraction to him intensified. Randall was her protector, her savior. After all he had done for her, she was now certain of her feelings for him. She was also sure of his feeling for her. She loved him with a deep, almost devotional love. She was ready to do anything for him. The proof was in the pudding: she had committed an assassination attempt in Boulder and killed Harold. In Boulder, she had almost made a mistake. Fortunately, she had returned to the right path and had come to her senses. She realized that her future would be with the new king of the world. 

Oh yes, Nadine loves Randall more than anything in the world. And she feels so proud to have been chosen to be his queen ; proud to carry his child, his heir. 

The contractions started on the fourth floor. The pain, so sudden and so powerful, stabbed her in an instant as if someone had just delivered a violent blow to her stomach. Panic-stricken, the guards try to help her - they do it mainly to stay alive because their fear of Mr Flagg is much stronger than the little empathy they have left in this after world - but without success. It takes them another minute to make their way up the rest of the floors. Nadine clings tightly to the handles of the chair, screaming and writhing in pain.

Once in front of the penthouse door, it opens directly. The guards don't even have to explain themselves, Flagg is already waiting for them. He had felt that the big day had finally arrived. Very quickly, the guards bring Nadine inside the apartment to be taken care of by the rat woman. Randall had ordered her to take care of the delivery. Determined to fulfill her role until the end, she helps Nadine to settle on the medical table that is in the center of the room. Luckily, they had been able to retrieve equipment from a hospital. The rat woman didn't really know how to use it, but she had already seen several deliveries on TV.

Meanwhile, Randall pours himself a glass of milk. Dressed in a silk bathrobe, he observes the scene calmly. He was eager to finally meet his son.

On her side, Nadine is in pain. The pain intensified more and more, becoming really unbearable. She heard stories of women who had given birth and she had imagined what it was like to feel a contraction. But here, she felt that the child was moving abnormally in her belly and that it was not normal. Her face and body are already sweating, the strands of her hair stick to her face. The minutes pass like hours.

For Lloyd and the rat woman who observe the scene, obviously something is wrong. But not for Randall who remains calm while taking several puffs on his cigar. Everything goes as planned. 

"Something's not right ! I can fell it!" shouts Nadine as she wriggles around, sometimes nearly falling off the table. "Something's wrong!". Her cries of pain were mixed with her tears. 

With Randall's approval, the rat woman turns around and prepares a tranquilizer shot to dull the pain, but just as she's about to administer it, Nadine gets up and looks for Randall. Where is he? Her queen is about to give birth to her son and he is not by her side to support her, to stand by her as any father would have done. As she gets up, she finally sees him at the end of the bed, looking very indifferent. Nadine frowns, annoyed, and is about to say something to him when another jolt of pain forces her back onto the medical bed. 

“It will be over soon, calm down”. The rat woman puts her hands on Nadine to force her to stay quiet for the time of the injection but when Nadine saw what she was about to do, she understood. No, it was out of the question to inject her with anything that could affect her baby. Determined to protect her, she finally manages to get up and gets out of bed to move around the room.

"No! I forbid you to hurt my baby!" she yells as she struggles to move forward. “Something’s wrong, something’s not right!”. 

She manages to walk to the window to lean against the wall, placing a hand on her belly as if that were enough to make the pain pass. Randall watches her do her thing, continuing to sip and smoke. He remains totally indifferent. He even sighs, wondering when it will finally stop. When will she finally decide to give birth to her heir.

Nadine tries to breathe deeply to calm down but the exercise is too difficult. She feels her child stirring violently inside her, moving her organs and pressing on her rib cage. She finally turns around, looking at Randall with a pleading look. But she sees that he still does nothing, that he remains impassive. Hurt by his reaction, she looks at his stomach and puts her trembling hand on it. And suddenly, Nadine understands. The pieces of the puzzle are finally coming together in her head. 

"You knew it", she murmurs to herself. "You knew it". Yes, he knew it. He knew that by giving birth to this child, Nadine would lose her life. Nadine's heart shatters into a thousand pieces, she receives a stab wound. All her promises of kingdom, eternal and happy life...So it was all a lure. They will never be reunited. 

"I knew what?" he repeats coldly as he approaches her. 

His tone hurts her. The pain turns into sadness. And this sadness gradually turns into anger.

"You knew!" she roars this time at Randall, who finally deigns to raise an eyebrow to show even a little interest. 

"You knew...that I wouldn't survive...by...giving birth to...this child" she manages to formulate as she cries all the tears from her heart. She feels so unhappy, betrayed and helpless. How could she have been so naive and stupide ? How could she have believed that Randall really cared about her ? Since she was a teenager, she had sacrificed herself, lost everything just to be with him ; just to be his queen. The one she thought was her soul mate. She had felt so happy, so proud and so important by his side. 

"Honey...what are you talking about!”. Randall suddenly changes his voice and becomes gentle and kind with her. “You're my queen, remember?"

"No!". Nadine refuses to hear all of his lies again. Randall gently approaches her and places his hand on her stomach, as if it is enough to convince her.

"That child you're carrying...he's our prince Nadine”.

"No, I don't want to listen to all these lies anymore...". 

"Nadine, Nadine, Nadine" he whispers as he moves even closer to place his hand on her belly. At this simple contact, the child stops moving. Nadine brusquely feels good and delivered from the pain, the sadness. This gives her the opportunity to catch her breath and inhale more deeply to resume normal breathing. Randall's hand moves over her belly, caressing that lovely rounded belly. Under his hand, she feels her baby move and stir, as if he is able to control her every move. But that touch, which she would have loved, now disgusted her. 

"You feel...He's kicking" Randall says with some pride in his voice. 

It disgusts Nadine even more. Seeing Randall play the role model father when in reality he has no heart. He only has a gaping hole in his chest. He doesn't give a damn about the woman carrying his child. A new pang of sadness comes over her as she remembers this horrible truth.

Will she let herself go? Will she still bend the way she has from the beginning? Will she still let Randall manipulate her, play with her and her heart like a doll? Sadness turns once again into hatred and rage. She looks up and meets Randall's gaze, which was still caressing her belly. This hatred spreads quickly like a burning fire. No, she will never let Randall manipulate her again. It's time for her to finally take control of her own life. She has waited far too long...But she must not give him one last chance to suspect his intentions. 

“Yes, I’ll be your queen...”. Nadine murmurs tiredly, making Randall believe that she has finally accepted her fate. Now it was up to her to take control of the game and play with him. 

“Good. That’s my girl”, Randall replies with a satisfied smile as he walks back to the delivery table. In less than twenty minutes, if all goes well, he'll finally be rid of that human Nadine and he'll finally be holding his prince in his arms.

Nadine takes a deep breath and tries to regain her composure. It's time now. As soon as Randall's hand left her belly, the baby started to move again and the pain started again. No, it's over. It's time to end this. Randall can't win. But how do we do that?

Suddenly, Nadine thought of the necklace Randall had given her at the beginning of their relationship. A magic stone. She could use it...In a last impulse, Nadine tears off the necklace and takes it in her hand to break the glass. She's going to die anyway so she might as well choose the way to end her own life. And if she can make Randall suffer, then yes, she will make him suffer. She will never give birth to this baby. This baby that may be a monster, like Randall. 

In not even a second, the large window shatters into a thousand pieces. Alerted by the noise, Randall turns hastily to see Nadine on the edge of the void. His black blood runs cold. 

"Nadine...," he says in a somewhat abrupt manner, as if he were scolding a child ready to do something stupid. But he no longer recognizes the Nadine before him. 

"You never love me...And I will never be your queen. I'll see you in hell carrying your baby in my arms". Nadine's voice is harsh, brittle. Randall doesn't have time to react before she turns around to throw herself into the void.

Nadine's body disappears. Randall rushes to the edge but it's too late. For the first time in a very long time, Nadine is finally free, free to make her own choices. Free to finally live her life the way she wants to...

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HOLLYWOOD MOBSTERS Starring Bill Skarsgard and his family ch 6

ch 1  ch 2 ch 3 ch 4 ch 5 ch 7

Warnings: violence discussed, cussing, angst, smut, fluff

Bunny’s bedroom dance: Love Me Like You Do 

Photos from esquire Singapore September 2019, Calvin Klein, IMDB and Ejalo’s Instagram 

Bunny shimmies out of Bill’s arms in the morning. She is getting her outfit back on when Bill wakes.

“You ok?” He asked as he sat up body drizzled with sweat from sleeping so close to her.

She tied the outfit around her neck looking at him acting all nonchalant, “Yeah, I’m cool. No big deal.”

Bill whines, “I’m sorry. Did I hurt you?  I just meant to make you feel good. But if you want to leave, I won’t stop you or anything.  Just…” He laid back down pulling the sheet over his head turning away. “Don’t tell Alex I fucked up again. He will kill me for hurting you. I can’t believe this wasn’t fucking real.” 

“What?” bunny looks over at him. When she sees Bill has buried himself, she goes to sit on the side of the bed. “Bill you made me feel things I never thought I would or could with a man but I thought you were just looking for a one night stand to make you feel better, feel something good.”

“I’m not fucking like that at all Bunny,” He cried under the sheet that shielded him. “But get the fuck out of here. I will get my own place soon enough. You do not ever have to see me again. Before Genna there were other women who I thought cared but fucked me and left. You are not the first and you probably will not be the last. You were fucking leaving so get the fuck out already.”

“Bill,” She rubbed his back though the sheet. “I haven’t even slept with anyone in ten years. I’m sorry, I didn’t believe you could possibly care for me. Look at me baby boy, please.”

Bill throws the sheet off and sits up to look at Bunny. His eyes red. “Don’t hurt me Mommy.” He touched her cheek.

She leans into his touch. “That’s a good boy. Mommy’s going to dance for you, okay?”

“I’d like that,” Bill smiled innocently. “Mommy can I kiss you before you dance for me.”

She nods. He moves in slowly as they close their eyes. His lips lightly brush over hers before staying for a long deep kiss. He pulls away. “I’m ready to watch you now Mommy.”

She gets up to go to the pole by the windows. Alex has a stripper pole in just about every room of the place. Girls, other than Bunny, have taken special clients to the bedrooms. It is an extra two-thousand-dollar fee but all have said they got their money’s worth and tipped the girls extra well for the evening. Bunny flips through the music on the phone and plays Love Me Like You Do  for her special routine for bill’s eyes only.  Bill gets out of bed completely naked to walk over to her when she is done. His arousal on display.

“Mommy can you help me now?” Bill looked shyly at her. He had a way of acting so innocent when he was looking less than innocent.”

“Oh, baby boy of course Mommy will always take good care of you when you are such a good boy.” She untied her outfit to let it fall off of her. “Just no more pouting or whiling or Mommy will have to discipline you.”

Bill nodding. He would pick another time to test what she would do to him. Bunny pushed him back towards the bed. He went willingly falling back when he felt it behind his legs. He watched with wide curious eyes as she straddled him. Bunny put his hands on her hip.  She gasped lowering herself to take in his manhood. Whimpering softly her hips rolled to find that spot he hit before. Bill bit his lip watching her as his thrusts pushed in deep.

“Can I touch you more Mommy,” Bill groaned.

“Yes,” Bunny whined.

Bill reached down to work her clit as she road him.

“Fuck, more.” She begged as she road him harder.

When they came together it was like a blessing. Bill held her close. They rested awhile, before Bill ordered Pizza and cloths for her. They showered together making love again before actually getting cleaned up.  She threw on a robe. Bill put jeans on to go get the things that should be at the back door. He comes back. Hands her a bag with a new dress and under garments.

Bill stripped his jeans off and got back in bed with a piece of pizza, “You can leave the cloth in the bag. I think its Naked Sunday.” He chuckles.

Bunny giggle as she slides off the robe. She crawls over to him going to take a bite of his pizza. He pulls it away. They are laughing when Alex is walking past the door.  He smiles at the match even though it means he can no longer tell her everything that has been on his mind this past week. He knocks.

“How’s everything going?” Alex teases as he listens to them scurry.

Bunny puts her robe back on. Bill slides on some boxers before answering the door.

“We’re fine Alex,” Bill leans on the open door.  “What’s up?”

“Can we talk in my office,” He smiles at Bunny. “I will just still him away few moments baby girl.”

“Its fine Daddy,” She giggles. “It will give me a chance to put some clean linens on the bed.”

Alex nods with a grin. Him and Bill walk down the hall.

“Its good to see you, happy brother,” Alex opens the door for Bill to step into the office before him. “But business does have to continue.”

“What do you need me to do Alex?” Bill crosses his arms over his bare chest.

“Gustaf is going to have to heal before working again.” Alex poured a scotch on the rocks. He raised it to Bill, “Drink?”

“No thank you,” Bill waves the offer off. “Do you need me to take his place?”

“Yes,” Alex takes a sip of his drink and walks to his desk to sit. “I know you haven’t worked for the family full time since you were fifteen, but we really need you now. Truth be told you were always a bit better at picking things up and dropping them off then Gustaf. He always wants to try to talk to are friends. You intimidate people more. Especially now. It’s a good trait little brother. I don’t even remember why you stopped helping.”

“Because it fucking sucks,” Bill mumbles. “I had other options Alex. I never thought I’d be back in this whole thing. I’m here now. I will help with what ever you need. Do I have to keep secrets from Bunny?”

Alex chuckles, “She knows everything. She’s good to talk to when things go sideways, isn’t she?”

“Yeah,” Bill blushes.

“Go on and get back to her,” Alex makes a shoo shoo motion with his hand. “Just don’t do anything that makes her want to go against the family. I don’t want to deal with that sort of problem again.”

“What do you mean again?” Bill looked at his brother curiously.

“Nothing,” Alex put his feet up on his desk. “I’m interviewing a possible new girl in a few minutes, Go have your fun with Bunny. Tuesday night you have a job to do.”

Bill nods and heads out. He crosses paths with small nervous looking blonde. He smiles, “break a leg.”

She smiles, “Thanks.”

Bunny and Bill spend the day in bed talking, eating, and having minding blowing sex in her opinion. It is extremely good in his mind. He teaches her some diffident positions that she never thought she would enjoy. He has her toes curling time and time again until he needs to carry her to the bathroom to clean up.

“I better be able to work by Wednesday night,” She laughs.

“We can take a break on Tuesday,” Bill grins.

On Tuesday after he is off work, they decide Bill will move into her loft apartment. They had already been caught naked running after each other in the club by Alex when they thought no one was there. He just suggested they be at least partially dressed when out of the bedroom.  

Alex starts sending Bill on runs since Gustaf cannot do it. Everything goes smoother than his first time. Word got around Bill killed all the guys at his first run, so they feared him. The Thomas Family representative just dropped the cash in front of Bill and backed away slowly. Bill grabbed the cash and dropped the products at their bar. Same as he did with Gustaf. He kept the money and cleaned it at his bank the next morning. Bill had gone from not wanting to be apart of the family business at all to doing a shit load of dirty work out of guilt mostly.

Valter’s graduation party was held at the main family home. Angel was by his side stuck to him like glue until Alex needed a private word with him. By that time, she felt comfortable sitting with Eija, Bunny, and Bill. She really wanted to get to know Bunny so maybe she could be a dancer at the club when She moved to Hollywood for Valter. It was perfect timing since two dancers had decided to move on when they were married and only one new dancer was hired. Valter and her were planning to move into Bill’s old place.

Valter grabs a note pad and pen from Alex’s desk as Alex starts to speak.

“We are all so proud you little brother,” Alex gushed

Valter wrote on the paper BUG ON MY CHEST, “Thanks Alex. I worked hard. I’m ready to help the family out how every you need me.”

Alex nods, “I would still like you to work the bar if you would like that. It would entail you balancing the books for that part of the club. You would distribute the tips from the bar tip jar to the girls at the end of the night also. Do you think you could handle that?”

“I could do that. Angel still wants to be a dancer.” Valter writes THEY TOLD ME TO ASK YOU THIS NEXT THIS, “Is there anything more you would like me to do involving other business?”                                                                                                                                                                                                                “Angel can try out as soon as the two of you get settled,” Alex nodded his understanding. “Bill is going to be our delivery man of coca cola to the other bars. As long as the other bars don’t try to bully our family to join them in less legal activities. The Malforals are not happy we refused to do all the things they want our club to be involved in. They pretty much admitted to your brother what happened to his girl was their doing. To tell you the truth I would rather not do business them, but I fear we have to so no one else is hurt.”

Alex was willing to sell out the Malforals. Maybe get rid of them for good if the F.B.I. busted into their club and killed or arrested all of them. He knew they would not get taken in without a fight. It would be good enough pay back for trying to kill Bill and Gustaf.

“Probably a smart idea,” Valter said uncomfortably.

“I have some paperwork for you and I to go over since you will be taken over as head bar tender,” Alex takes the paperwork out of the desk for Valter to sign.

Gustaf and Stellan come in from a walk.

Bill stand with Bunny to introduce her. “Papa this is Bunny Nisson.”

“Nice to meet you Mr. Skarsgard,” She smiles politely.

Stellan looks a little caught off guard for a moment. Then smiles, “Well isn’t this kismet. I knew your Father Miss Bunny. You and Bill use to play in one of those tot cages your mom liked to use while the adults had tea.” He chuckles. “You’re a very lovely woman. Are you Keeping Bill out of trouble?”

“I’m trying,” She giggled

Alex and Valter walked out of the office.

“Excuse me kids,” Stellan nodded. “I need to speak with Alex. He motioned for Alex to follow him outside.

Bill teases Bunny, “I knew you looked farmilar when I saw you.”

“Yeah,” Bunny giggled, “you seriously remember playing in a playpen with me when we were babies.”

to be continued...