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addictt-with-a-pen · 1 year

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King Park // La Dispute

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wayward-banana · 8 months

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Idk how to cope with whatever just happened (DDD moment) so I reverted to system default and put them all in dresses. can you forgive me

#it will happen again #I’ve got a lot of things rotating around in my head right now and Meow Wow is the biggest of them all #hey can we talk about dream eater Riku let’s talk about Dream Eater Riku I just think we should talk about Dream Eater Riku for a second #kingdom hearts #Sora #Riku #Kairi #like…. DDD was so good in a lot of ways but man the second time travel gets thrown in #especially like this #i get a bit lost #BBS was also good! didn’t have as much impact as 2 or prior but I still had fun #almost at 3 I’m almost there #soon

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bluesgras · 6 months

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RAHHH THERES 1000 OF YOU WOOOO

i don’t even know what to say but thank you all so so so so so so much. that’s like at least 10 of you. that’s a lot man

ANYWAY DTIYS RULES OR WHATEVER

#bluesgras1k so i can see it, you can tag me if you’d like to as well!

uhh it can be anything vaguely similar or themed around the photo and SD leo? yeah i think that’s it. no deadline, though i guess if you want one, the end of november. other then that go wild tumblr

and thank you

#can you tell i have no idea what i’m doing #anyway yeah #go wild #i will be happy with any and all things anyone creates #you guys are awesome #special thanks to the sep council and the beans server for talking me through making this thing #especially when i lost half my progress (fuck you clip studio)#y’all some of the nicest people i’ve ever met #blues notespad #tmnt #tmnt snapdragon #rottmnt #rottmnt leo #bluesgras1k #right it’s 2am #bed time

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w1lmuttart · 1 year

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POV you have ended up in a new brainrot during one lunch break

#I got one fried who recommended ena to me and I went into the whole thing blind #like I didn’t even know they were making a game so when I watched the trailer I lost my fucking mind gfbfvfdcbgf #this is all art I’ve been able to cram out this week. kinda want to do more but hhhhhhh my free time is limited #anyway waff this is your fault <3 #ena

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sherbetlemonss · 5 months

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Christmas art Yippeee!!!

Close ups ->

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shepards-folly · 10 months

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Smoke & Mirrors

#shep arts #hermitcraft #hermitblr #xisuma #xisumavoid #evil xisuma #I just think its funny that i never draw EX without his helmet and I made his visor just flat and reflective #and then i draw xisuma without his helmet all the time cause drawing the smokey void look is fun for me #so yknow haha smoke n mirrors #twins. reflections of eachother… something something thematic to some of my ideas for things #I had more of a train of thought about the caption that existed before the drawing was done but uh thats lost to time now #i’ve been kinda exhausted/burned out recently so its pretty much just flats for this one #i think it looks cool still though

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kicktwine · 8 months

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miskellaneous

#tumblr is still my doodle archive #my art #venitas #ffxiv #kh #sprawl au #ooooo veni you are so creature #first of all. Bunny. Bnnuy. I would like to consider the bunny. Sorry for trapping him he’s doing plot in my brain #I drew vani a while ago but I should have made him a catboy. I will next time I draw him #second of all back in pic order #ari is trying to be kind but violence is extremely fun for him. He loves it. He loves to gloat and he loves to cackle #if he’s allowed at a target for his pent up rage and aggression he gets weird #second of all I’ve been thinking about gender as one does. And what it would look like 5000 years in the future #so like in sprawl. there’s an entire timeline of gender studies and anthropology that leads from our time #through where the entire notion COMPLETELY fell apart; through where there was a resurgence of ancient gender roles #back and forth and in circles and where new things sprung up and fell and debates about the validity of self went nuts #Xion knows a lot about it bc she will claim trans as a label vanitas also knows a lot of things because he Doesn’t consider himself #trans. vens confused he was literally never taught about any of this. unity(divine) has its own… kinda messed up way of doing it #he got lost somewhere around the advent of gene augmentation and nonhuman drag (she didn’t have to go into that detail she just thinks it’s #really cool)#(Also that was really early —)#Anyways. vanitas is also getting his sense of touch back up there. xions a miracle worker #transgender is even a slightly archaic term. it completely died for about a thousand years and then came back with a retro wave

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scootkiddo · 1 year

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Jerry: “I won’t let you take her.”

Joel:

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mumblesplash · 8 months

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the fact that doctors can just Recommend Weight Loss with no instructions beyond ‘eat healthier/less’ is actually insane to me, i lost weight on purpose ONCE and it took me like 6 years to recover a semi-normal relationship with food and hunger

#uhh #disordered eating cw #just in case #mumbling #like jfc i know i’m not the first to say it and my experience is relatively SO tame #but it STILL fucked with my head for YEARS #and most people don’t go nearly that long between weight loss attempts at all for basically their whole lives!!!!!#and we’re so blasé about it like yeah just eat less to lose weight #and so few people talk about the really weird shit that phase of my life taught me even though they seem like pretty universal things #like when you lose weight deliberately by denying yourself food you get COLD #you get cold and you get in your head and you get sad it’s like being less alive #the times i’ve lost weight/recomped on accident (by doing smth that makes me move more‚ getting better sleep etc)#it’s been WARM #burn hotter move freer feel happier #and also the way hunger feels when you’ve been denying yourself food for an extended time is NOT the same as baseline hunger #it’s actually kind of wild that we use the same word to describe both feelings like that shit is NOT the same #that shit is not ‘being really hungry’ it’s a fuckin. blood curse or some shit you feel straight up unhinged #and i should disclaim here i am not talking large amounts of weight #i’ve fluctuated over i think a 20lb range max since reaching close to my adult height and that’s a guesstimate #but even in my relatively unremarkable little experiences here the way deliberate weight loss fucked with my brain is absurd to me #i’m fine now have been for years but seriously thinking back on it the fact that this is routine medical advice. unreal

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grandprix-ao3 · 11 months

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was no one gonna tell me pato o’ward was a red bull junior for a minute.

#i was looking at fucking. alex palou’s wikipedia page #and now i’ve lost it #every time i do one of these wikipedia searches i end up learning something insane #what do you mean pato drove in japanese super formula #what do you mean he took dan ticktum’s seat #what do you mean JURI VIPS then took that seat #‘red bull junior patricio o’ward’ was an insane sentence for someone who was NOT READY #every time i forget how tiny and insane the motorsports world is i get reminded #what the. fuck #pato o’ward #i did learn plenty of things about alex palou too #i will gather all the lore!#if this is actually common knowledge that’s my bad #i was shocked

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velvetjune · 23 days

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the chapter songs in Alan Wake 2,, flawless

#they deserve more love and discussion #saying this while also not knowing what to say other than they’re so fucking good #alan wake 2 #i think it’s partially because poets of the fall’s tracks are iconic so of course they’re in the spotlight (as deserved)#but also the CHAPTER SONGS. them being made for a given chatacter(s) with the help of Sam lakes poetry #the changes with ‘this road’ by Poe with every Alan chapter. becoming more distorted and revealing lyrics and the spiral #the scratch song being 1) hilarious and 2) similar to Zane’s poetry in the aw1 arg #the emotion in superhero when saga feels lost at the story making it so Logan was gone #the lines of her feeling like a ghost in this story forming around her.. how she feels guilty and absent for both what the story’s doing #and being away from Logan because of her job. ashdhhhhjhh my heart #AND. follow you into the dark HAS to be alice. which kills me because at for at I thought of Alan #but no. Alice jumped in the dark place after him. it’s so !!!!!!!!!!!#the rabbit hole line. Alice spiraling deeper and deeper into a dream—into wonderland #the Lost at Sea one is also good. intrigues me. the Bowie and Lynch references are blatantly aw2 Zane #but it’s so similar to diver Zane and the ‘originals’ death. being lost in the dark place with illusions of escape #and losing any sense of identity. whether he’s real at all or the monster of this sea or just a lost soul.#the soft and calm vocals / instrumental really makes the whole thing #NEED to stop typing more tags because this is a Lot. however.#‘no one left to love’ is also a phenomenal song and one of my favorites from the album. GORGEOUS vocals and how it all flows together.#such a powerful and beautiful way to end a chapter #anyway that’s all I had to say :)#god. I’ve started to watch a few playthroughs of the game and 90% of people have skipped the chapter songs and every time im #that’s fair but my brain and soul might implode if I don’t see anyone else talking about how good these songs are

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the-crimson · 10 months

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I’m not sure how to word my sadness while scrolling through the qsmp tag this morning. There was only one person that I saw (well I saw other people mentioning them as id blocked them about a week ago lmao) stiring the pot and being negative/racist while most others were either reacting to the cesspool that is Twitter or that one person which was kind of creating an echo chamber of worry/negativity.

Unfortunately there isn’t really anything we can do about the assholes other than block and move on. Don’t engage with them as they are looking for that. They want outrage and drama.

The only thing we can do is be extra positive towards the ccs. Encourage them, make more fan content supporting their rp choices, engage in the fandom in a positive way to drown out the negative.

The qsmp is very special. Don’t let the ass holes ruin it for you. Take a break from Twitter if you need to. Block people and report them for hate speech if need be. Be a positive force to counter the negativity

Forever and Cellbit were talking about cross banning everyone shitting on Bagerah and I think that is the best way we can also proceed. Don’t give the assholes any attention. Don’t argue with them. Just block and move on/continue supporting the ccs.

Please don’t let this fandom turn into the dsmp fandom

#qsmp #crimson speaks #discourse #dsmp mention #we’ve already lost a few Spanish ccs to the hate #let’s try not to lose others #I’d say just stop using twitter #but that’s where most of the ccs are #and if the positive fandom stopped using Twitter the ccs would only see the negative #:/#I’ve never used Twitter #that shit would be terrible for my mental health #I kinda wanna delete and rewrite my post about the forever Leo situation #cuz I wrote it when it was three in the morning #and I don’t think I worded myself properly/it came off more negative than I intended #I love all the choices cc!forever has made #his character is fascinating and not perfect #like every character #and that’s a good thing

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writhe · 2 months

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i want to be more open to anything and everything and i’m scared

#i’ve just felt at a sort of breaking point for a few weeks #and it’s really hard it’s about a lot of stuff that feels hard to fully articulate #& i don’t really feel like i can talk to anyone fully about it because it’s hard #to describe the extent of constant grief & also like. neurotocisms that have woven their way into my understanding of like #*neuroticisms #my own fate fundamentally yknow #there have been many moments of beauty and stuff i feel my hand is still in the weave sometimes #but i really need some things to feel different and be different #i have lost so much and so many people the last few years and literally ALL of my relationships have changed #and i feel like i’m really searching for sometning that i lost #and i have been missing my mom #i lack any sense of deep comfort in my life and i want to just feel held and understood even for a moment #and i don’t feel like i have anyone to point me in a direction that i agree with it’s hard to know what to want and how to want it

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8rujaa · 6 days

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i feel so happy i have the urge to get on my hands and knees and worship something

#i’m emotional because i feel like recently i’ve been actually like genuinely happy #i thought i was going to feel broken forever. i thought i was going to feel like half a person forever #i’ve made so much progress #looking back i don’t know how i got through certain things i really don’t #i was being traumatized while also being severely tortured daily by my body pain #i hadn’t talked to my family or friends in months #i lost my mobility and i lost my independence and i lost everything i worked hard for #i felt like a dog and my nightmares still make sure to remind me how terrible it was #and the healing journey afterwards was somehow even worst because i was reliving it constantly. i feel like i fought so hard for my peace #i know i thought about offing myself multiple times #i don’t know what kept me alive…#i think i stayed for all the wrong reasons/people…. but either way i’m glad i stayed #i’m struggling with letting myself be happy because life has a way of taking everything from you just as you were getting comfortable #and i know bad things can and will happen wether i worry or not so the only thing i can do it try to savor and enjoy these beautiful moment #as best as i can and maybe these moments are what will keep me alive in the future #this year i don’t ‘want’ anything per say…. i just don’t want to lose anything…. like god i don’t ask for anything else…. just don’t take #anything from me that i love please 😭😭😭😭😭#brain vomit

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catastrxblues · 4 months

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there’s no way i’m actually watching a youtube video on how to right click with the touchpad like a grandma what

#i’ve been using this really really heavy and pretty old windows laptop ever since the mac one lost its life when i was in 8th grade a few #yearsago.but my dad recently got a new one for his work so he decided to give me his older but still relatively new and cool version of thi #portable device and guess what. they don’t have that section on the touchpad like it’s ALL SMOOTH.#and i haven’t been able to figure out how to save images from google or do anything i used to do with tht right click thingy help #my little sister has been using mac so she’s probably used to it but look at me now. absolutely STRUGGLING #they don’t make things like my beloved very old and heavy and inconvenient for travel but also very indestructible laptop anymore *sighs*#(no but seriously. i dropped that accidentally in class one day and it was ALL GOOD. imagine if it was one of the newest model 😭)#my old laptop i will always love you though <3 #nadirants

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david-powers-simp · 11 months

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I'm back with another weird lost boys thought.

Does garlic bother the boys? Like I know, paul said, " Garlic don't work, boys." And I do believe that's truth in the aspect of garlic won't kill them.

But like does it bother them?

Could marko grab a pizza from the boardwalk and eat it with no problems? Or would he like break out in hives or sm ? I have so many questions.

#this is just rambling #but ive had this thought all day #this is the dumbest thing i’ve ever posted #the lost boys

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