#allways falling short

[lithuanianking]

Opinion on the little shop tv show? How do you think the og cast would react to meeting the little shop cast?

(Another great question omg)

Little shop is very famously not very good,it's rated 4.1 stars out of 10 for a reason. I'm not going to lie I haven't finished little shop and when I initially watched it a year or so ago I was blinded by the fact it was little shop of horrors related.

It's actually not that bad for a kids cartoon based off a horror-musical and there's actually a lot of references to the 1960 film(despite it not taking place in the 60),which is done in a kid friendly way.

-The charcther Burson Fouch,a customer who eats flowers,is shown in the shows Halloween episode

-Seymours mother who every time shes on screen either malingering (pretending to be ill or injured) or shes some kind of hypochondriac,is instead like a health nut whos allways working out. I think that's really nicely done.

-there's a really funny exchange in I believe married to the mush(correct me if I'm wrong)

Mushnik:"What happened to the fire prevention show?"

Audery:"It burnt down"

Seymour:"It was a accident "

(The idea of Seymour just setting a fire in the last place you'd except to start a fire is very 1960s Seymour who everytime hes on screen seems to fall to his death)

-Audery's personality is way closer to that of 1960s audery but more childlike.

Audery seems to want a new job every episode and in episode 2 she has this pretty story line.

So In that episode Seymour is placed in home ec and there's a whole masculinity plot going on with him. Audery is very unhappy to be in home ec,she wanted to be in shop class since she's more of a tom boy.(I think mushnik made her take the class?he's her dad in this btw) but suddenly the teacher roles out a fridge and she's all like "I know what I wanna be now"

And I'm thinking "uh oh there gonna make her give up her personality to be like a house wife or something" which for the musical audery would be perfectly fine because she wants that but little shop audery is clearly very against it.

Do you know what job she wanted? A fridge repair women. She was so excited to just like fix a fridge. It's super funny.

-the dentist rols is actually kinda shared by a 2 characters. Paine driller and Dr.driller. Paine is the son of Dr.driller and he just bully Seymour.

There's this reoccurring bit where he like slingshots Seymour with his headgear and its pretty creative.

(paine also has like a motorized bike that resembles a motorcycle)

His dad is obviously a dentist but he's less "get off on the pain I inflict" and more money motivated. As he's pulling out a guys teeth he's taking about how he's gonna get a new car.

Little shop is kinda a perfect blend of old and new when it comes to the little shop of horrors franchise which is perfectly on brand.

Now on to the second part of your question. I don't think you mean the og actors meeting the voice actors and so I'm gonna give a little rundown on if the characters would like get along.

-the Seymours definitely would he's pretty much the same (not counting the short stories) musical Seymour would definitely be the most confident which is not saying much.

-I don't really think the auderys(plants) would get along very well there alll kinda different. Audery junior (movie) was found in the Amazon and dosent really have a personality besides wanting blood,It also has a really high voice which is funny. Twoey (musical) is from outer space and is confident and knows what it wants and it's pretty silly. Junior(cartoon) has like a bart and millhouse type friendship with Seymour and just kinda causes problems like a asshole and gets Seymour blamed. So it be very interesting to say the least.

(I eventually wanna talk about the different plants and there powers and origins and stuff)

-on the otther hand the human auderys would 100% get along great no doubt about it.

-mushnik is mostly the same throughout,only difference is gravis(movie) Is nicer to Seymour and less of a stereotype(and also kinda hot) so it probably go ok for them

-the dentists (I call them that because they all have different names) are all very very different characters.

Farb(movie) is one of the most normal little shop of horrors charcther ever. He does still engage in malpractice but he's actually sanitary,dresses properly and actually has like a kinda valid reason? Like he only intentionally hurts people when they wrong him like people who forget to pay and Seymour when he forgets his flowers.

But he still does his job,like he tells Seymour he'll rip out all his teeth but he only gets the one he needs to remove and he's not a bad person outside of work. He's described as a crummy dentist but a nice guy by Seymour when he's feeding his remains to junior.

Gravis Mushnik is also fine with him if he was this horrible person Gravis would probably comment on that. Farb is a little goofy but he's not that bad.

Dr.driller is also like really normal,he's money motivated but ok?that's his job that's why you work. He also seems to not know he's causing pain to his patients and he seems like a pretty decent dad.

Orin is just fucking insane,like batshit crazy. I have now clue how ashman saw farb and got orin our of it. Sure farb is described as sadistic (not by any charcther on screen) but he's nothing compared to Orin.

I think the 3 dentists interacting would probably just orin making the other 2 uncomfortable.

But yeah loved this question! I'm so happy to answer these little shop of horrors asks!!

[rcmclachlan]

Hi! I love it when you're back on your bullshit, whatever it may be at the time! It's allways great))

This is what happens when you're not in a new fandom: you keep going back to the old ones and falling into extremely short-lived (re)hyperfixations. I'll be done with barduil again by the first week of July lol

[tsumukono]

Mistakes can be fixed but take time

Warnings: Angst, cheating, mpreg, break up, unplanned pregnacy, getting back together, axenty, depression, protective osamu, tears

Ships: kita x atsumu , suna x kita/short/

He stood there on the Hallway from his current Boyfriend kita and was shocked what he heard. The cracking bed, the moans, the whisper of lovers. Putting the spare keys quitly on the counter he left the door open and took his quite leave, he wasen't needed anymore or welcome.

This was very obivious sign, the most of them all. The absent kita was, the long replys on textes the night he spend there with night kiss or hug or warm touch anymore, the more cold acting to him.

He kicked stone outta the way smilling bitterly, he should know that even mr. Perfect would got bored from him obivious, but what hurt him more was that he wasen't telling him the truth.

How long was that going on behind his back and then with Suna from all. One of his best friends beside Osamu he sighed feeling the rain pouring down on him.

The weather joining his mood but he was glad, it hid his tears that were falling thicc and alot. He should know.

It started all to good and it was kita asking him out, kita making the moves. He was romatic what was suprising for everyone caring, possissve what was new to protective. But he suprised kita being bottom a very subssissve bottom.

As flirty cheeky and rude he was, he was Loyal.

Suprising they worked out for five years, five years atsumu feeled truly happy loved, supported on his dream being professionell volleyball player and now he wanted to take a break, he find his boyfriend cheating and fucked by other.

Running his hand through his dyed blond hair he gave loud sobbing sound, no. He must be boring person being bottom, being allways away and talk about his volleyball but he listen to his former lover to or. Did he something wrong? No he gave him space if needed enough love, he is clingy that he know texting everyday.

He did text he would come taking long break but never got reply from him.

Getting into the train he drived back, he planned going to samu, safe place. He needed him now. He need someone pour his pain out and his twin was only one knowing his darkest secrets as other secrets he dont share, they brothers and twins after all.

The train stopped on his station he would get out, heading out he walked through busy crowed and get into the bus that would brough him to osamus orgini shop he know he works in.

Hour standing in crowed he reach his goal, getting into the shop, it was closing hour, dark outside with rain pouring down like waterfall. Pit patter let osamu look up and squishy noise of wet boots.

Seeing his brother looking at him blank, knowing with no words he was hurt and get close leading him to sit, locking the shop,shoo the rest of worker out put warm tea before him and sat down "spill the shit out and tell me who i need to burry" first thing he notice thicc tears start rolling again down his twin eyes and the splittering stuttering words leaving the lips so quitly "f-found..Suna f-fucking K-Kita....i s-stood in a-allway h-hearing t-them" samu's eyes widen. He never though that they former captian and Suna who was his best friend do that, rubbing annoyed his temple he moved sit beside tsumu and put arm over him get him close "give me ya phone" it wasent question but command and tsumu put it down, osamu looking over the message from him kita, seeing he wrote him he come today and that kita finally replied, he tipped for tsumu a message in "hope ya had fun cheating on my Brother, going buy rice elsewere. Don't message him. Don't come close to him ever again, though ya would be better how long were ya fucked by Suna month year? Ya could be at least honest told him and break up instead let him find out brutally. Tell suna he is banned from my shop couse obivious ya two a to frightend and liers to tell truth,have fun with each other bye osamu" putting the phone in his pocket he looked over tsumu "we get ya a new phone number okay?" Tsumu nodded smiled bitterly "ya know why wanted to take break now...i wanted to tell him today b-but n-now i be alone w-with it" samu grumbeld loudly "na, ya have me and the black jackals, ya know hinata and boku want be great uncels and i be best uncle that baby can have. We family i help ya, ya not alone okay?" He nodded cruling more into the embrace of his brother, needing the protection.

He got tsumu to his apparment and left. Atsumu got out from his clothes and took long shower, craweld into his bed holding his stomach, this was to be suprise to kita, that they were exepting. Everyone was happy when he found out and confirm from doctor just to be sure. Everyone though it be great mix and hope it will be talent like tsumu but calm like kita as smart but now, now he was scared. He would care for it alone, he would not tell him about his father.

Plus wasent one was two he was exepting, it runned in they family getting twins, so was his luck carring twins as his first pregnacy as dangerous.

He patted his stomach lightly "i take care...i will love ya two..it be allright" sleep wasent option the wound still fresh the pain in heart to deep, he cryed all night of his brocken heart.

After time he feel asleep crying, visible eyerings under his eyes dryed path of salty tears. He groogly got up, changed his boxers went for shower and made morning tea, he was tired his hole body sore. He was feeling empty, his heart had big hole, from the ones he trusted the most.

Bugged him samu took his phone but he promised brining him new one with new number, snatching his black card.

Samu got never reply but he saw that kita looked at the message, he was angry so he don't even had balls write back. Sighing he allready got new contrac for rice for his shops broke the one with kita, even if his rice was exellent. He was mad, mad that he hurt his twin, mad that his best friend helped hurting his brother.

He was shocked when his phone vibrate, suna's number showing up, he picked up"..." suna sighed "pick tsumus things up" he groweld "bring them to my shop ya sorry pice of shit, and then never show up again. Stealing someones lover fucking him and talk like that shows only what ya truly a suna a slut...ya sleeped with ya hole team now ya steal kita from tsumu..." he stopped the call blocking suna's number.

He was dissapointed when he though he had once crush on that guy, he shock his head. Looking at tsumus number that vibrate , the former captain wrote "osamu...i bring the things...i am truly sorry things ended like that, i underatand you don't want contrac with rice anymore. Make sure atsumu safe kita" he broke the phone and the little sim card angry at both. They talked as if it was okay what they did "jerks"

True to his words kita came with three boxes that were atsumu's things, before he could leave osamu pinned kita against the wall "was it worth it to hurt him like that, being such low level...though ya honest blunt person but ya bastard, did ya get boared, did tsumu did not give ya enough love what is it?? Or ya just like suna sleeping arround?" He lift the smaller two toned male up "answer me dammit??" Kita looked to the side "...i don't know...i just happend" samu let kita fall to the ground "this is lame even for you get out!" Taking the hint, kita left.

He lost and hurt Atsumu in worst way and Lost a friend and customer for, sleeping with Suna.

Cruled on couch he heard his apparment keys and his twin walking with three boxes in, he teared up when samu told him what happend and true to his words he buyed tsumu new phone and number.

Saddend of the reply and not understanding this he got into deeper depression, scared going out meeting accedently suna or kita. He wasent eating correctly and became thinner exept his belly, he had bad sleeping schedule, between crying, questioned things.

This went one to point were samu dragged him to the doctor and his doctor scolding him down "mr.mya ya risking your unborn babys and losing them ya half semester now, ya need to eat properly and rest, by your blood scan its the worst. I will write you down medication, therapy and you will eat, i see you next week for ultrasound of the twins" he nodded taking the recipes, samu hearing it all helping him.

He made it his mission force feed him, even after he threw up, feed him again. Drag him to therapist and went with him together out. It was though, since he still need to work, so he dragged tsumu with. Watching him, try make him go under pepole again. Bokuto and hinata were to help try cheer they team mate up, losen up again. It helped a bit but they had they lovers too and were busy.

It aas now half year, he found out and he needed go shopping, shopping things for the twins. He got few baby clothes from everyone and he moved to bigger apparment. Slowy setting the babyrooms up.

He just entered the shopping center and pushing the shopping cart. Not knowing that eyes widen start follow him, he looked over baby bottels putting them in cart looking at diaper, which one to get putting them in and looked over babyseats, he could not decide, plus he needed two that a safe. He got extra a family car so he can get arround and took it from his axenty. Still he feeled uneasy, he looked scared arround feeling uncomftable and that someone was watching him. Shuddering he left the carseats, next time it was still bit time to get them and moved to the baby clothes, buying for boy and a girl. He was expeting boy and girl, knowing the news since a week and everyone was thrilled.

He grabbed few put them in, he heard footsteps behind him and cold sweat run down his neck hearing the calm voice "ya pregnat.." with no words atsumu moved away not looking, the footsteps following "ya could tell me..." deciding he could buy things online he left the cart and moved quickly, he don't wanted to see him. He don't wanted to remind what he did and hurt him, he froze "tsumu...please" he trempeld "...it would not change fact...ya were cheating...i had no place room to stay..so i decide not tell, its not ya problem ok" he went forward leaving kita were he was standing, more ever regetting hurting the one, who truly loved him. After tsumu found out suna left him hopping someone else, he reget what he did wishing nogthing more turn time back having the blond back safley in his arms. Now seeing him pregnat and knowing was mostly his babys growing in this belly, he feeled more then ashamend. His granny would turn in here grave knowing what he did.

Only thing he can do try win this blond back, back in his arms were it is safe, try avoide his angry twin. Who made clear he wasent shy punch him, what he did when he tryed ask about atsumu.

He royaly fucked up but he will try fix things. He want his blond puppy fox back, who he knows is truly loyal.

Atsumu mean time made it home, cruling into his bed, crying. Why did he meet him again, why did looked shocked, wasent he with suna and happy.

He shocked his head decide few days at home will be safe.

Osamu knew of the meeting, he was buying stuff for tsumu, food few things he needed outside he saw suna with other men. He shocked his head, so kita got dumped, like he dumped tsumu. Going further he meet on weird fate kita, buying few things for his crops. Outside kita spoke up "...he is pregnat.." samu shrugged his shoulder "why ya care? Ya just got dumped like him and now ya reget, more he pregnat? Dont worry none of us tell ya father so can have peace" kita stared at him for bit spoke up "i want him back..." clenching his fits samu groweld "ya funny" kita glared at him "not joking mya" osamu towered over him "then why did ya cheat in first place? For fun, boared? What is it? I dont want sumu hurt again...ya did not know how much ya hurt him, needed force feed him prob need again, therapist medicine try watch him....ya did big number shinsuke...not good one, why ya think i let ya near him?" He looked at samu challeneging "he needs me..i need him...osamu, i reget what i did, if could turn time i would undone it...i...i was boared i was lonley when he was on game" osamu snorts "and best thing ya could do jump someone else pants? Instead talking with him?? He goodamm wrote ya everday, call you, videocall you everything possible and ya showed him slowy cold shoulder...the day he wanted come back he want take break first be with ya, secondly tell ya ab8out pregnacy and you were the one getting fucked...do ya know how it is in his shoes. Finding out the one ya,dating five years was cheating behind ya back getting distand..." kita's eyes watered remebering trembeling form by the shopping center "no... but" osamu spat into his words "no ya dont, now suna dumped ya,ya start think of ya action more ever seeing my brother pregnat....i like ya as captian and i had crush on suna till find out what he does...you were just toy for him like others..." kita swallowed notic sadness in samu "he used ya too..." samu winced remebering he was call with tsumu who comforted him, who brough hole team cheer him up again "ya...i know he does for fun..." kita gripped hard on samu arm "Let me try again...give me second chance with ya brother" samu got kita's arm off seeing he was honest and crying "if ya really honest ya should do small steps, the wound still deep bleeding. Can't promise anything.. its on tsumu not me ya know i just protec him obvious he needed it from ya both.." he pressed tiny pice of paper in kita's hand "try with small steps with message him...don't overhelm him, he is fragile more then you"

Samu brought the things to tsumu and honest as he was he told him about kita, what happend. At first tsumu paniced and samu had a hard time calming him down but deep down he knew, tsumu still loved kita and was longing for the two toned hair male he was just hurt scared,scared geeting more hurt dumped again, but he saw hear tsumu let him message him and it was on tsumu to reply.

Tsumu heard ping on his phone, he stared at it down, should he look or leave it, could be the others or him. Shaking hands he took the phone looked over the message, it was him, simple hello tsumu.

He stared at it down and put the phone calmy down, not feeling to answer and made cup tea.

After it was hour he looked at it again decide answer, hello kita simple answer, only few minutes later another ping.

Kita: how are you tsumu

He though and replied honest

Atsumu: scared

Kita:....sorry tsumu do ya want me stop messaging ya?

Atsumu: no....it's ok. Why

Kita: i want you back...i reget what i did

Atsumu:....dosent fix thinks shinsuke...i am still hurt was, ya cheat on me...wasen't i enough was i that bad?

He had tears running down his face, he trembeld wincing at harsh kick

Kita:...i..i have no exuse for it, neither i do not know how apoglise it. I..i was lonley...ya were often away...and boared..still love you...

Atsumu:...but if ya did ya would not do that!

Kita: i know and i reget it

Atsumu: ya broke me...

Kita:..i know..

Atsumu:.. i ..i still ya know but ya hurt me so much...ya..ya

Kita: tsumu please calm down..i know..please i want..i want my puppy back

Atsumu:...i dont know...

Kita: please

Atsumu: going to bed

Kita: rest well

He closed his phone and put it off laying down sobbing in his bed, he was confused.

Osamu came the next morning checking on tsumu and on the message, he hummend and gave tsumu comfort that it his his choice and he decide the how fast or even if it be a thing.

Tsumu nodded and open the app seeing a message

Kita: morning tsumu

He stared down at it and trempeld for bit,can he trust him, what if he pull the same again cheating again just with someone else when he is boared or lonley

Atsumu: morning kita

Kita: how are you? Did you eat breakfeast are you resting?

Atsumu: not hungry but have tea and samu forced me to eat...i am resting

Kita: ya need to eat tsumu...ya sharing ya body with ya babys....our babys

Atsumu: my babys...how should i trust ya what ya did?

Kita:...

Atsumu: scared what if ya do same what i am alone again

Kita: puppy..no...i wont...he dumped me like he dumped ya...i reget what i did puppy sorry..trully sorry reget. I want ya back tsumu love you i want ya back in my house, want part of our babys life i want you

Atsumu: i have think

Kita: i know but i want you, i want you all

Closing the app he swallowed, feeling sick and threw up. He decide not tell samu about that and clean his apparment and went on little shoping tour went home again, life got less exiting for him and getting more swollen belly made things harder.

Everyday, they wrote and everyday kita told him, he want him back, he want him.

He was conflicted, could he trust him. Could he belive his words, it was hard.

After month tsumu decide call kita, he was trembling and kita answered with calm voice" tsumu?" He swallowed and kita could hear nervous breathing "tsumu...if ya still uncomftable to hear me stop the call" he heard little sob "n-no" he sighed sitting down "puppy whats wrong?" He heard swallow was very loud "scared" kita sighed "i know sweetie, ...do ya want me come over" atsumu bit his lips "n-no yes i dont know...i w-want y-you here and t-then no" he hummend relaxed back at tsumu "how about we first call each other few time so you can think of it" he heard quite ok and kita start talking. He talked about his crops how they growing and few other things, normal it would be atsumu babbeling,babbeling of him and volleyball but hearing him low energie brocken, broke his own heart that he left him destroyed by his doing and he would try fix things, fix him and have hyper fox back.

So they phoned everyday, everytime bit longer. In morning, lunch, evening. The more they talked the less atsumu stuttered, he sounded more energic but not much. Kita wanted go to him hug him care for him but little steps, baby steps and next was video call. He was shocked, he became so thin, his hair needed cut and freshly dyed.

But they video called everday even if they silent just keeping each other company. Even were tsumu passed out sleeping in his bed, kita watched him while and had good look on the baby belly watched few moments of the moving little kicks, smilling but worried about they mother.

Atsumu kita start build up again and the next step was letting kita come over, after three months being seven months pregnat was harder to move for tsumu.

The first thing they did was a hug, kita hugged tsumu tighly but tsumu dragged out waddeling sitting down out of breath, trembeld. This was the first contac after months and kitas fingers longed touching the blond.

He stepped into the apparemt closing the door sitting down, a bit away from atsumu give him safley space, they start talking comftable. He knew he can't rush tsumu but being here alone was for him win and would keep going just have him fully back into his life.

Meeting now everyday when time it allowed for kita, he helped tsumu, he fixed the blond hair dyed it freshly helping clean apparemt. Went shopping with him, samu watched him like hawk glaring still at him. Even when kita was bold took tsumu out for simple date into resturant, he followed making sure he dont hurt tsumu. Who had hard time eat but did so bit for bit more.

Month went on and kita was allowed join the doctor visit and look at the ultrasound, seeing what he and tsumu created.

He was proud that they were healthy but worried hearing about tsumu , he was banned to be on bed rest and need to eat more his blood scan was still not best ,but upgrade to last time still not stafising for the doctor.

Walking home, kita helped tsumu though bit "ya could come to me...i could take care of you" tsumu looked at him "n-not yet" kita sighed layed down with tsumu and understood, he still working on earning his trust back. He stroked over the belly layed his hand down smilling at the little kicks "my crops a so far ok...i going try stay longer helping you" he put tsumus head on his chest kissing his forhead, stroked his hair, step for step. He came so far so he can work wait for the rest, he had him safley in his arms and he wont let anyone get between them ever again, he still reget what he did but he was glad he can at least fix it, fix being back with tsumu, he might can't fix what he did but he trys fix they realtionship. Tsumu was his and he needed him how he need tsumu.

Bed rest was boring and tsumu was more then boared, he called kita and talked with him annoyed his team pratice more. When kita was there he made sure he ate properly made him tea cuddle watch movies. Start kissing him again. To point were they sleep with each other again and he would lie wasent making him hard seeing tsumu round with they babys.

He was with samu getting tsumu few things to eat as medication when they saw suna moving to them "oya kita-chan want hangout?" He looked at him seducingly but kita grunted "no thanks i have to take care of my lover" he wanted to pass suna "tch come one ya can't say no to us" samu shoved suna out the way "he can he will and he does, how about ya stop what ya do and try get a real lover learn what love is" suna made a face shrugged his shoulder walking away.

Shaking they heads they went to tsumu, samu just checking going then and kita staying overnight, making sure he is safe sound.

In middle of the night of ninth month kita feeled tsumu shaking him panic "kita...Kita they coming!" At first he was confused but got up quickly, helped tsumu and got him to next hospital.

He was nervous in waiting room pacing with samu. Both nervous waiting for news, they waited for day, kita allready scared something bad happend worried for his Lover worried for his kids. The nurse came smilling to them, ya can look at your two childrene in here" she leaded them, were the newborn were two nurses hold kita and tsumus little girl boy, kita got watery eyes seeing them the boy had tsumus blond hair but seems hair cut like kita, the girl had his two toned silver hair and ya could tell wild hair locks. "They beautfule.... perfect angels" he hummend and samu nodded proud of the new family members. The nurse brough kita to tsumu wanting to be alone with his boyfriend first before samu joins.

Getting fast close ,he brought tsumu into hug, who was tired and lean into kita "g-glad ya here back" peppering his face with soft kisses kita hummend "me too puppy..never going let ya out of my sight or go ya enough ya exiting love you my puppy my atsumu" atsumu had tears running down kissing kita "i Love you too please dont ever do that again or i be gone for good" kita tighen his grip "never righter jump down cliff" holding him in deep embrace kita promised himself never let go of his puppy fox and keeped his promise, after two years they married and got another baby. Kita and atsumu were glad fix things and strenghen they bond more then ever, they both were proud had each other more have they little own family.

[vxskxvnik]

@sah1x1s this was too long for an ask anyways

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After they had to flee from Poland into more of Western Europe, they finally waited for extraction in Paris. Where Santiago -or Daria thinks was Santiago- found a ballet mistress that would take a charity case such as her. Daria spent a strange amount of time in the studio across the ways from the safehouse, but it was to be expected. When the ballet teacher invited the four of them to sit in on a little “performance” that might Daria set out preparing.

She was told to pick out a costume from the costume closet, of the old pre fall of the USSR costumes from the teachers youth there. She picked one most apt for the variation. Bright red and black with a soft round skirt that flared out when she turned, with it the matching tambourine with red and black ribbon.

Walking in to see the four there her lips pressed into a thin line her face almost scowling. Why did they have to be here? But the ballet mistress is singing her praises to her in Russian, how cute she looked, how she was the spitting image of her back in the day ect ect.

“You know that Daria is a determined young woman, that case, she is perfect for the variation I set out teaching her. Act one from La Esmeralda. Places, Daria, Marius, take it away…” the live pianist starts, and Daria is immediately thrown into performing.

A charismatic smile on her face she exudes the energy of a fierce maiden, the steps ins sync with the music, almost embodying it. The rattle of the tambourine and the cheeky smile… of course she knew how to act but boy, it must’ve been a surprise to the boys. They barely seen her make any face other than a scowl.

It’s a short variation though, and she ends up on her knee, holding the tambourine above her and her arm out to the audience, a smile on her face, body language near asking them to join and dance with her despite the fact that daria would hate that.

“Bow to your audience, don’t be rude Dasha.” There’s a reluctant, near embarrassed smile on her face as she stands, moving to do a nice, big bow to the four army men. Then her face drops, back to the steely expression that it’s allways in.

[thegrinningkitten]

Hey youre a wonderful artist there! I just wanted to ask when it comes to drawing a comic or a short one. How do you make it? Like to het an idea and then start making it I allways wanted to make one but since I don't know any pf this just asking from a pro

Obligatory disclaimer: I'm not a pro. I've just been doing this for a while.

Not sure what part of the process you find confusing, so I figured I'd just go over the general steps in comic-making process and give some personal notes. You can ask for clarification for a particular step then, if you still find it confusing. (Also, not gonna cover other drawing skills here, like anatomy, color theory, character design, acting, etc.)

1. Idea. You need one to make a comic. While there are some exceptions, comic ideas are usually stories — yes, even if they're four-panel strips. If you plan on making it a one-shot, you obviously have to know what that story is — beginning to end. If you're making a longer comic, you can leave some parts to be figured out later. (My longest comic, the Apple Incident? Like, half of its contents were improvised as I worked on it. Things often fall in place when you're already making a comic, so you shouldn't procrastinate on starting just because you don't know every last detail.)

2. Should this idea be a comic? An unexpected question maybe, but consider whether this idea is best suited for a comic. For example, sometimes, if what you want to do is highly introspective or relies on monologues, it would make a better written story than a comic. On the other hand, comics allow for the timing and visual descriptions that writing doesn't provide. So consider what art medium is best for what you're doing first. (Side note: if you have a chance, check out Understanding Comics by Scott McCloud. It's an amazing exploration and explanation of comics as a medium.)

3. Assuming you are, in fact, making a comic, figure out the technical stuff.

One-shot or a lengthier comic? Depends on how long your story is.

Strips or pages? Strips are best for humorous and slice-of-life stories; pages are more versatile.

Traditional or digital? Depends on your skillset.

How detailed will the artwork be? Depends on what you're trying to achieve: humorous strips rarely need a lot of background; if you plan to get new pages out quickly they shouldn't take you days to draw, etc. (A lot of my decisions have me cutting corners. I rarely have shading in my digital comics. The Apple Incident is made traditionally and in grayscale because it takes me less time to draw it this way. Etc.)

4. (Optional) Write your script. Some people prefer to have their script written out in advance — at least for the page/strip they're about to work on. Some don't. (I tend to keep scripts only when I have very specific dialogue I want to fit in.)

5. Plan out your page/strip. Make a thumbnail that indicates where the main parts of your comic page/strip go: panels, characters, speech bubbles, etc. You might want to look up a tutorial on comic composition (there are plenty online). Though the basic ways to check yourself are such: If it's unclear what bubble/panel to read next, you're probably doing something wrong. (And yes, it's best to plan the placement of speech bubbles at this stage. Pretend they're also characters you need to fit into the scene. That way their placement would be more coherent and won't interfere with the composition afterwards.)

6. Draw the page/strip. Here the process is the same as with how you normally draw your artwork. One thing to note: it's best to treat the page/strip as a single artwork, so when you're sketching, sketch all of it at once, and the same goes for all the other stages of drawing.

7. If there's more than one page/strip, repeat points 4-6 until you're done.

[captainchocolatesstuff]

Hey! I'm new to your blog and I already love it! I'd like to request Servamp headcanons!

Can I request Licht and Lawless with a short but badass s/o? Tysm!! <3

Licht & Hyde w/ Short & Badass! S/o

Okay your small, so what, he doesn’t really care for your shortness in fact he finds that quality of your to be rather enduring (coughadorablecough)

Though maybe at the beginning of your relationship he does think that he has to protect you since you’re just… so...smol, but you almost immediately wipe that train of thought out of his head when he sees you kick ass

He has to admit, you look hella amazing as you do, in a way he can almost describe you as graceful when you show the extent of your badassery (as much as he would like to describe you as an avenging angel as you do that title is already his… he’ll call you his dove tho)

He really doesn’t pay too much attention to the height difference that is between you two, you can even go far as to say that he is almost practically oblivious to it, notice the keyword; Almost

 He’ll only notice more when you start asking for help, need something from the upper cabinets? Can’t reach the top? Don’t have a step ladder? The book in the library that happens to be out of your reach? Are you climbing the counter again?

That is when the vast difference in height really hits him like a kick in the face, you -his dear sweet dove- are so tiny compared to him! It will make him a bit flustered for a while and he finds it a bit… pleasing so to say when you ask him for help not that he minds doing so in the first place anyway

Now as for seeing you kick ass in action, he’ll only be mildly surprised for a moment before of course smiling to himself and thinking how obvious it was for you to be his s/o in the first place, you’re his lovely Dove after all and it should be expected that you’d be an incredible person 

He won’t say much, but he is blunt and straightforward with you when he says that you are incredible, your fun size was a bonus that made him adore you all the more

He. Is. RELENTLESS!! Constant teasing 24/7 and always -ALLWAYS- poking at your short structure 

And you know what that’s is why his ass gets beat twice as much on the daily, Licht isn’t the only one kicking this pretty porcupine’s ass, you’re in on that shit too now (but really it just depends on your temperament when it comes to the height difference) 

It is literally joke after joke with this man. “You’re so short I bet you don’t have to tie your shoelaces”, “You’re the literal definition of down to earth”, “I heard short people can hear what the ancestors are saying since they’re so close to the ground”, “You look like you still have a lot of growing up to do”, “Must be tough needing a step stool to kiss me goodbye each day”, he has many, feel free to sucker punch him across the room

As much as he loves to push your buttons down he also knows when to hold back and just let the teasing go, sometimes he just wants a moment to hold you close and let his body cover your own, he knows you don’t need his help all the time (because to put it simply his lovely s/o can kick anyone’s ass) but it’s in those moments where he feels like he can protect you from harm

He likes admiring your strengths just as much as he loves teasing your height, which is. A. LOT. trust me when I say that he was always secretly worried for your well being every second he spent away from you, but the first time he sees you in action, there is relief in knowing that you are strong enough to take on obstacles twice your size

Literally, the embodiment of “You’re doing great sweetie!” Meme the moment he sees you kicking someone’s teeth in, he knows there are humans that can surpass their mortal limits, most often than not they are the Eves that pair with Servamps, but it’s often hard to come by a human who wields raw power, it makes him fall in love with you all over again if he hasn’t already

 It reassures him honestly, how well you can take care of yourself without his help, he doesn’t get the chance to hover you as often as he’d probably like but it also gives him a bit (huge) of an ego boost and half the time he’ll brag about you to his siblings, rubbing it in their face at how lucky he is to have someone incredibly badass  

He’s having the time of his life whenever he’s with you, he’ll tease your height and get his ass kicked for it, he’ll cover your body with his own and bask in the comfort you provide him, and he’ll be your very loud supporter when you show just how badass you can be (would definitely call you his queen)

[streets-in-paradise]

Lbr, Helen was a better female love interest than Hector and Paris’ cousin! I forgot her name!!!! Helen truly loved Paris and was on the verge of tears during his duel. Whats her name was trying to stop Paris from killing Achilles to killed Hector: her cousin

I love how well developed Helen x Paris was in the film!! They were so adorable and the screentime they had, even if it was short, was used in a very clever way.

Particularly speaking of my opinions, i have a strong love for Helen that grew exponentialy once i began to write a precuel fic for the film. I'm too attached to her by now and love her so much. In the film's canon at least, she is introduced to us as an abuse survivor and it is so heartwarming to see her finding some little peace in the love of Paris ( yes, i know, this is deliciously paradoxical.)

But what i think that plays a lot in her favor is the rather well development shown in her scenes with Paris. I don't know if you have seen theatrical or extended, but in the theatrical there was an amazing scene post fight where Helen is patching Paris up. That scene is a syntesis of their relationship shown in such a sweet way and it allways gets me. The way in which she comforts him when the feelings of humilliation make him feel like he doesn't deserve her!!!

And by the hipermasculine, war-focused standards of their culture, he doesn't. At the eyes of all of those men, he doesn't... but she proves them all wrong. She tells him that she doesn't want a hero, that she loves him as who he is... In the eyes of Helen, Paris found acceptance.. Can you feel with me how beautifull this is?? He doesn't fit in with the masculine standards of his society, probably used to be a joke among other men yet this goddess of a woman loves him for who he is!!

Paris's sin wasn't only taking Helen. It was him, among all men, HIM who managed to win her love. When Menelaus yelled at Helen " is this what you left me for!!!" he was referencing this. It's their culture what judges Paris unworthy of Helen and by extention his shamefull actions on battle make him feel unworthy.

I'm not saying that this is the only factor but i believe that Paris actions could have shaken a shit ton of patriarchal beliefs, at least in the movie's canon. Helen's beauty was a national simbol and men are angry because she left with a man they would all consider beneath them. With a pretty boy, a coward and unmasculine guy. It was him, not one of remarkable heroes. It's a choice that the patriarchal mindset of their time can't process, can't understand. The greeks are symbolically angry at Paris because he accomplished the impossible while being the opposite of what would be expected of a worthy man.

Going back to Helen, i think that what makes her a better love interest is that she loves Paris as who he is, while Briseis needs Achilles to change in order to make the relationship work in long term. I do like them and i love a good enemies to lovers as much as the next person, but i also have to admit it is true that the whole arc is about Achilles getting intentions of changing through the love of Briseis.

They have very cute scenes and i do love them too, but i'm not sure if its as much as i got to love Helen x Paris. With Achilles x Briseis i found myself going like " awww, he becomes a softie for her!!! I love it!" I love to see her go soft for her, I find myself falling for Achilles's perspective of the pairing. In the case of the other pairing, the screentime is more splitted. In result, we don't get to see directly as much of Briseis' perspective and her side of the infatuation, but we did saw Helen's. We get to see a bit more of Helen and Paris perspectives on their story through different scenes and even in their interactions with other characters.

Like you just mentioned, i don't understand why the movie forgets that Briseis was introduced as this beloved trojan princess who was adored by her uncle and cousins. Priam thinking that she was dead? It makes no sense, the regular procedures of war were men dying and women being taken as slaves. They should have shown her family searching for her.

Do you know what i would have payed to see? Hector going like " yes, i killed your cousin but you enslavered mine." to Achilles. Why is is she never adressed by anyone else in her family when she seemed to be everyone's beloved girl at the beggining??

Briseis mixes in her story arc the plot functions of many women ( briseis, polyxena, cassandra and clytemnestra).. Why not making a reference to Chryseis and having Priam or someone send by him occupating the spot of the apolonian priest who Agamemnon offends?

The writers lacked of creativity to handle some aspects of Briseis' character and the romance pretty much happened off screen besides for two scenes we saw. I do like them and find them super cute, but if it is about choosing one and only one i think I stay with Helen x Paris given all the hate they get.

Btw, i have two asks already answered about the topic of Helen x Paris and Menelaus and the lost chance to make an analogy to patriarchy in the film. I will send those through this post when i can find the links.

[originaldanganronpascenarios]

Could i get Dangarompa Boys Catching s/o wanting to commit suicide with a knife and trying in give her hope antil she break down in tears as They confort her, and promese Herself to never try to do that in such a thing again and boy Even in a Future?

There is one thing I want to ask you... DON'T AND I REPEAT DON'T TELL ME if you meant just the THH boys and not entire fucking cast cuz then I will be so pissed at myself. Like with each one I had HUGE block since I was too scared since this request is on very sensitive topic so with each word I felt like making a step on a thin fucking ice.

HUGE TW SUICIDE DON'T PROCEED IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ ON THIS TOPIC YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

Boys catching their S/O trying to commit suicide

Starter for all

You were sure that nobody was around when you took the knife but you couldn't be more wrong.

More than that it was your boyfriend of all people so obviously enough he got worried but didn't approach you just yet.

But when you pointed a knife on your chest you heard someone yell...

Ryoma Hoshi

"DON'T DO THIS!" were his words as you looked at him. Both of you were terrified at this point.

Still he managed to collect himself enough to speak up "S/O put the knife away... We still can talk this out" you were hesitant but you still didn't listen.

"Listen to me please... You can't die here I won't let you. Just put the knife down and talk to me please" after few seconds you dropped the knife on the ground.

Then you collapsed and started crying. After putting the knife out of your reach Ryoma was beside you.

You told him how horrible you had felt and the reasons why you wanted to end it and Ryoma couldn't understand you better.

His words were honest as he tried to give you an advice. It was your first conversation like this. Maybe it was because he had never suspected to see you trying to kill yourself? Who may know honestly.

After you were calm he promised himself to often check on you in case you felt even slightly close to what you felt this night.

Gundham Tanaka

"CEASE YOUR ACTION!" his voice was even louder than usual wich scared you and because of that you dropped the knife. It almost landed on your feet but you dodged it.

After the sound of knife falling there was no noise the two of you looked at one another for few seconds but it felt much longer than it actually was.

When he took a step forward you took a step back but before you knew it he was hugging you closely. Perhaps he teleported or you were just so cut out from reality that you didn't notice him coming even closer.

"My dear... What had brought you to attempt such action as taking your own life?" his voice was now calm but you could feel his fast heartbeat.

You tried to explain it to him he listened to you and didn't interrupt before you were finished.

"I see... Next time my dark goddess I beg of you let me know about your suffering and damn me if I won't be able to save you from it" he pulled you away from the hug and the two of you looked at each other. His face showed very determined expression.

It was safe to say that he was there for you and he allways will be.

Kiyotaka Ishimaru

"S/O!? WHY?" as you heard your name being called out you saw Kiyotaka tearing up as he was looking at you with shock.

You didn't answer. Being caught like this you couldn't bring yourself to face him.

Thinking he was disappointed in you you started feeling guilt and despair. Your breathing wasn't steady as you started feeling everything collapsing.

You bottled up everything for too long and when you finally were going to end it you were stopped. You became dizzy while various of thoughts rushed across your mind and before you knew it you were on the ground knife still in your hand.

It was his chance so he slowly approached you and when he was close enough he took the knife you gently held and put it away from you.

He was asking you again why whould you try to do something like this. You knew why but you didn't wanted to say it.

"I understand it might be difficult to say but S/O I can't help you when I don't know what your problem is. Whatever it is I will help you I promise" you tried to give him an answer you really did but you just couldn't.

He was allways patient with you but he just couldn't understand why you refused to respond.

So he started saying how much you mean to him. He told you how strong and amazing you were and he couldn't bring himself to even think what whould happen if he didn't stop you there.

It managed to help you come back to reality and when you teared up he asked if something else was wrong.

You told him that he was right that you shouldn't give up just now and you apologized to him for this incident.

Gonta Gokuhara

"NOOOOOO!" you turned your head just to see Gonta with tears in his eyes.

Upon seeing him you panicked and put the knife away just like you were trying to hide your attempted suicide.

"Why... Why whould you try to do this S/O?" his voice was heartbreaking.

You said that he whouldn't understand it and his response was simple "Then help Gonta understand it. I know that Gonta's not very smart but it is Gonta's role to support S/O! Even if it whould be something the smartest people whouldn't understand Gonta whould keep trying!"

You felt guilty for your words and Gonta could see regret in your eyes. He apologized for yelling as he hugged you saying how he just couldn't afford to lose you now or ever.

He told you more about how he wanted to help with whatever you were struggling with. Gonta thought his most important role was to protect you and that precious smile of yours.

Chihiro Fujisaki

"S-STOP IT PLEASE!" stuttering he ran towards you and smacked the knife away from your hand. He acted without thinking and was super lucky it landed far away.

You looked at him in surprise as he cried and hugged you "I'm so glad I made it just in time".

You could feel tears rolling down your cheeks aswell but your face didn't show any expression nor did you say anything.

"Why didn't you say anything? Why did you think that this was the best option!?" the embrace got slightly tighter.

You kept it short since you didn't see the point in lying at this point.

"I... I had no idea... I'm so sorry S/O I should have seen that you were hurting!" he admitted "But you can't give up no matter what. I know it might sound selfish but you are far too important for me and I just can't think of my life without you in it! The very thought of it..." he didn't finish his thought but you knew where it was coming.

Chihiro however wasn't done he kept saying how strong you were. He tried to help you out of your state by showing you his support and admiration.

K1B0

"S/O!?" his eyes widen in shock upon seeing what you were about to do wich you didn't blame him for honesty.

Obviously enough he asked for your reasons he was very concerned and tried desperately to talk this out with you.

You thought you might as well say some excuse... But it didn't matter... Nothing matters.

You admitted to him that you couldn't take it anymore that you just wanted everything to stop explaining what you recently have gone through.

And he couldn't belive that he didn't knew nor noticed any of this and apologized to you for it.

But he didn't stop there "S/O even though I don't understand how you feel and probably never will... I just want to let you know that there never will be a reason for you to kill yourself since even if the worst thing possible whould be to happen you are stronger than that and you always can cut through it and even if somehow you whouldn't be able to... I'll be there to help" he stayed calm and acted differently than when he saw you at first. Perhaps since there wasn't any danger he managed to be more collected on the matter.

If his words didn't convince you he kept trying until he was sure that you knew that you had him on his side and that he whould help you in any way possible.

Fujuhiko Kuzuryu

"I WON'T LET YOU-!" he was by your side before you know it as he took the knife from you tossing it aside not caring where it landed.

He then held both of your hands trying to hold back his tears as he yelled "S/O why!?" he sounded angry but you knew him well enough that it was out of shock mixed with worry and confusion.

Still you told yourself that he was angry at you and you apologized wich confused him even more "Why are you apologizing? None of this is your damn fault you know" this time his voice was a bit more quiet.

"Look I have no idea why someone as amazing as you whould do something like this and I have no idea how to react so if you thought I am mad at you it's not the case" he paused "Just please tell me what's wrong I don't want to just stand and do nothing while you suffer" he was getting desperate and you couldn't ignore him.

So you quickly said what was the issue. You didn't go much into detail but it was hard for you to say all those things that destroyed you completely.

Now he was mad. Not at you but at himself he couldn't belive that you were going through hell and he didn't know about any of this.

He swore to you that he will do whatever it takes to help you with your problems.

After all you were the love of his life and he was super close to losing you he won't take any risks that next time it might actually happen.

Nekomaru Nidai

"WHAT!?" after you turned around after hearing his voice he felt like his body moved on his own. He took that knife away from you and placed it somewhere else fast.

He was pretty careless accidentally ended up with a small cut but he didn't notice it. Now he was fully focused on you.

"Did you... Really tried to do it?" he said not believing what he just had witnessed. You didn't knew what to say honestly. Were you supposed to admit? Or were you supposed to come up with excuse of some sorts?

You felt lost and couldn't even try to say anything at this point wich caused Nekomaru to worry even further "I understand it might be difficult for you to talk about it and I won't force you to say anything..." he paused "But if I can help you with anything let me know. In the meantime I'll do whatever it takes to make you feel happy again!" saying it with more enthusiasm Nekomaru hugged you quite tightly.

Leon Kuwata

"WHAT THE-... S/O?!" he instantly ran towards you and took that knife from you.

He was rather fast and you didn't even realize you didn't had that knife in your hand.

You refused to look at him as he had both of his hands on your shoulders. His arms were trembling.

"Look at me please" you could hear that he tried to remain calm but did awfully bad job at doing so.

You did as he asked but you didn't say anything so he spoke up yet again "Tell me why!? Why whould you do that!?" he sounded angry even though he was just worried and rather scared.

Your silence was breaking his heart "Dammit S/O I beg you... Please cooperate with me" you could see him slowly tearing up "You mean a lot to me you know. Just please tell me what pushed you to this state that's all I ask for"

He thought that he was a horrible boyfriend but now it wasn't the time to think of himself you were the most important now.

"Whatever your reasons are I'm sure that together we can overcome it. I promise you just please don't ever try to end your life" he put his hand on your cheek.

Your mind was racing back and forth but in the end you agreed to accept his help.

"You have no idea how glad I am" he hugged you tightly.

Kaito Momota

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!" he couldn't belive his eyes but he immediately took action. He took the knife away from you. He threw it carelessly away but nothing bad happened.

Himself he didn't knew what he was even doing he acted but didn't think. All he wanted to do was to save you.

He hugged you and you felt his fast heartbeat he held you close like he whould never let go "God I never thought you whould scare me like this... Why didn't you tell me anything?"

He sighed to himself "Well I guess now I shouldn't be asking you anything. For now let's focus on everything but that since you probably don't want to talk about it"

You didn't expect him to react like this but it was quite nice that he tried to understand.

The two of you continued talking (whether you wanted to say what brought you to attempting such a thing or not).

He promised you to help you out whatever your problem was and you knew him enough to know that he fully meant it.

Shuichi Saihara

"S/O NO!" you turned your head and saw him. His face expression was mixed and you were surprised by his sudden appearance in general.

It made you drop the knife on accident but luckily it landed on the ground and not your feet.

He was surprised by it and ran towards you "S-S/O! Are you okay!?" he said checking if you had any injuries.

But you stopped him and told him that no harm was done... At least to your body at the moment.

As he looked up he saw despair in your eyes. Of course he knew what you were trying to do the 'checkup' was just to make sure you did no harm to yourself.

In general he noticed that you were acting a little bit differently but he just didn't expect this to happen.

Honestly he didn't knew what exactly you felt at the moment... But he felt like he understood it.

"I know that you feel like there is no escape and that there is nothing to do but to give up but both of us know that you are strong enough to push further. You can't give up S/O even if something bad happens simply giving up won't solve anything"

You could argue against it but you just didn't have enough energy for that. He understood you and told you that you could talk about it later if now wasn't the right time.

Kazuichi Souda

"P-PUT THE KNIFE AWAY!" as you turned you saw him obviously freaking out. You did as he asked since there was no point.

After all you didn't wanted to bring him despair by doing it literally in front of him. You felt even more terrible when you saw his reaction at attempt itself.

He didn't knew what to do or say but he was glad that you stopped what you were doing. He sighed in relief "Please tell me it was a joke. You scared the shit out of me" he knew it wasn't the case but he wanted to believe that you didn't wanted to die.

The fact that you didn't react to it was a sign that you were really going to do it. Even though he wasn't good at talks like this he wanted to help you more than anything.

"You know you never stop surprising me" his voice was nervous "I don't know if it's a bad or good thing but sure enough I will always stay with you and support you you know? So please promise me that you won't try something like this ever again" he begged.

Your conversation continued and Kazuichi was afraid that he whould say something dumb but everything went well in the end.

Rantaro Amami

"HOLD IT!" now that he got your attention he spoke again slowly and calmly "S/O... Put the knife away"

You hesitated for few seconds but you put the knife away "Good" he muttered under his breath and moved closer towards you.

He was really glad that he just happened to see you becouse otherwise? He whouldn't even want to think about finding your corpse.

You on the other hand felt shame... He caught you in your act and now you whould have to explain things to him since you doubt he whould just ignore it.

You teared up slightly as you thought about all that horrible stuff you have been through. Rantaro placed his hand on your cheek "It's okay S/O" you looked up at him and he continued "You don't need to say anything if you don't want to. But know this that I won't let you give up" you hugged him and he wasn't hesitant to hug you back.

Mondo Oowada

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING!?" his sudden shout scared you and he immediately apologized for it.

He wanted to know why whould you do something like this but he just couldn't get himself to say anything.

What he had to say really? Was he supposed to ask what's wrong or should he push the topic later?

You couldn't bring himself to face him you put the knife away and looked away from him. He allways told you how strong you were while in fact you thought of yourself as the weakest.

You felt his hand on your shoulder but you still refused to look up. His voice didn't raise this time but it still sounded a bit intimidating as he said "Who made you think that dying was the only option for you?"

You didn't say anything since in the end you were the one who decided it. Your silence didn't irritate him but worried him even further.

"S/O you know you are the strongest person I know right? You might not think that that's the case and you just want every worry to go away but... Shit I am really not making things better am I?" he wanted to punch himself so hard for saying something as stupid.

So he decided that instead of trying to put his feelings in words he just decided to say what he whould like to hear instead "Damn it S/O we both know that things allways will be hard and there are shit ton of stuff that we will have to go through 'till we die. So instead of giving up let's overcome what makes us weak and destroy it together how 'bout that?"

You looked at him and wiped away your tears and accepted his help wich made him more than happy.

Korekiyo Shinguji

"I'M NOT LETTING YOU-" even though it was risky he ran towards you and took the knife away from you. Even though he was quick and his actions were far from careful neither of you were injured.

You looked at him and you didn't need to see underneath his mask to know that he felt surprised.

His usually calm and collected voice was shaky as he said "W-why whould- I don't-" he couldn't even collect his thoughts to say anything as he thought of possibly seeing your dead body if he didn't notice you earlier. The thought itself made him tremble and even tear up.

Seeing his reaction made him think of the same as well and you started apologizing. Saying sorry like there was no other word in dictionary over and over again and with each one his heart broke.

Both of you were emotional wrecks at the time to say the least.

"That's enough S/O" he said stopping your apologies "There is nothing you should apologize for my love. All I can ask for is to never try something like this again. You matter too much to me and I promise you that I will destroy anything that will stand in your way" you could feel how serious Korekiyo was it felt in some way comforting and in the other intimidating.

The discussion moved forwards and he listened carefully to each of your words and didn't even think of interrupting you unless you were finished.

He reassured you that he isn't going to stay indifferent to what you had gone through and he managed to convince you to keep going.

Teruteru Hanamura

"DROP THE KNIFE!" his terrified scream filled the room as you were just about to go with the stab.

Your eyes widen upon seeing him and you quickly put the knife away just like you tried to hide it.

Even though he was still surprised he decided to not say anything that related to your attempt at suicide instead he focused on seeing you smile again.

It might be dumb and his reasons might be idiotic in someone's opinion but he didn't care enough.

"S/O listen to me you absolute star I won't let you give up you hear me" even though he was smiling he was really nervous one wrong step and he might ruin everything.

"There is nothing like you S/O nothing as sweet but spicy at the same time there is just no way to describe how amazing and strong you are. You may think that there is something that is stopping you from continuing living but I tell you that I won't let anything beat you" his voice was filled with passion "Things do get better and I won't let you think otherwise"

He kept saying tons of compliments and threw some jokes here and there untill you smiled at least slightly.

Hajime Hinata

"WAIT!" you heard him from the other side of the room. You didn't notice him follow you but then again if you saw him you whouldn't try killing yourself.

He was still shocked "For how long were you bottling this up?" you didn't answer by now you lost track of time so you didn't even know how to answer.

He pretty much thought of this possibility but still asked just to make sure.

"I know that I might not know how you feel but let me try to understand you or at least help you" he felt pretty hopeless since he whould be able to do much unless you cooperate.

"Listen I know it's hard to say about all this stuff you were through but you can't let whatever it is to control you. You are a wonderful person and definitely worth more than you can imagine" the first sentence felt like scolding but you knew what he meant.

You decided to accept his help but not for yourself. You did it for him.

Makoto Naegi

"S-S/O-!?" he got your attention so you turned to look at him. You thought you were just hearing things so you couldn't belive that he was actually there.

"Please S-stop it. Put the knife away I'm sure we can talk this out together" since there was no point you placed the knife back where you got it from.

In your eyes there was so much despair it looked quite scary in it's own way... Expecially for someone who loves you.

So he had to fight for you. For your hope. But most importantly your life.

"Things are harsh I know this but nothing will ever change if you won't try. Even if you think that there is no light for you don't give up. You might think that there is no other way. You might think that nobody cares but you can't be more wrong on that. There is many things you can achieve and many things you can change and people are here for you you aren't alone and won't ever be I can guarantee you that"

His speech was actually much longer than that after he found the reason why you wanted to kill yourself in the first place. But no matter how many times you tried to ignore his words he found his way back in.

He whouldn't give up until you promised to not ever even think of killing yourself.

Yasuhiro Hagakure

"DOOOON'T!" he ran towards you in order to take the knife from you. If you whouldn't be surprised by his presence or you somehow didn't hear his scream you whould be done for.

After he got a good grip of it he yanked the knife away from you "Why!?" he asked with tears in his eyes.

He whould never expect you even whould try something like this... But I guess he can't predict everything.

You told him shortly how you felt recently. But you didn't say anything about events that pushed you to it itself.

He couldn't belive that he was oblivious to your suffering all this time it was his chance to change it.

Even though he was freaking out he managed to get himself together. You needed comfort and he had to provide it.

He invited you for a hug and you accepted it "I understand that things are tough on you and I know that you feel like there is no escape but you know... When there is no escape you can allways ask for help. There are many people who can lift the weight you are carrying and if you somehow don't find anyone I can lift all of that. I know this might sound wierd from someone who allways relies on others but for you I can do just about anything and I want you to never forget that"

Byakuya Togami

"STOP THIS INSTANT!" you heard him loud and clear. For you it was obvious that he will demand you to explain everything to him.

Before he said anything more you felt like a failure. You fell down on your knees and lost a grip of the knife as soon as your body hit the ground.

As he saw it he immediately checked if you didn't injure yourself.

His silence was something that made your thoughts go wild on how disappointed he must be.

"What kind of hell did you go through in order to even think that you don't want to live anymore" he said quietly to himself but you could hear it.

"More importantly did you try to hide it from me!?" his voice was suddenly louder but he wasn't done "For how long I will live I won't let you suffer nor will I let you die do you understand?"

Honestly you didn't knew how to react to that but he definitely waited for your response.

And since you didn't give him any he tried to convince you until you agreed.

As distant as he sometimes can be he was never ignoring your feelings so it was obvious that he tried anything in his power to make you feel happy again.

Kokichi Ouma

"DON'T EVEN TRY IT!" when you heard his voice you immediately put the knife away thinking that you could think of some excuse "S/O please don't throw such an obvious lies at me"

You felt even worse at that point you just sat on the ground and covered your face with your hands since you didn't wanted him to look at you at this state.

He sat next to you "Now tell me what's wrong or I will find the answer myself the hard way" you didn't even want to think what he possibly meant by that.

So after he got the answer whether it took longer or you told him sooner he said to you "Now listen to me S/O. If you think that I will let something happen like this to stop you from living then you are wrong. Really I feel kinda stupid for having to state the obvious"

Even though this was rather serious matter Kokichi managed to keep his signature smile on his face "Your Supreme leader got this. Your problems will be gone before you know it just leave it to me"

Nagito Komaeda

"WAIT DON'T!" he wasn't expecting this view in the slightest. The person who was shining with the brightest hope was filled with despair all along.

Komaeda tried to do this slowly since he understood how it feels when you are close to ending it all. But he allways lacked the willpower to actually do this.

You however made all of these feelings go away and now it was his turn to save you.

"Look at me S/O you DON'T want to do this. Together we will fight and keep fighting with despair that is inside you and replace it with hope instead. I know that you are stronger than this" after his little speech you put the knife away.

Even though he knew it wasn't the end so he kept pushing "You are the most lively light that can overcome any darkness and I think... No... I KNOW that you can win in the end"

~Mod Angie

[sahajrana]

Black holes

Black holes are one of the mysterious things in universe. The first discussion on black holes was in John Michal in 1783. Since then The discussion o. Black holes is running like fire. Sir Einstein predicted the existence of black holes (BH)

When he published his theory of general relativity in

1916 describing how gravity is

shapes the fabric of spacetime. Sir Stephen Hawking was a great scientist his theory Hawking radiation also told us a lot about black holes. Black holes are points in space That are so dense they create deep gravity sinks. Beyond a certain region, not even light can escape the powerful tug of a (BH) gravity. Anything that comes too close it can be a star, planet or a spacecraft it will be stretched and compressed like slim in a theoretical process aptly know as spaghettification.Black holes are formed by death of a massive star means when a massive star explodes when such a star exhausted the Internal thermonclear fuels in its core because and unstable and gravitational collapse inward opon itself, and the star’s outer layers are blown away. ( A star can live about 10 billion years) its allways been a mistory that what is inside a (BH) but Black holes are not empty. Some people say that a black hole is a gate to another dimension, some say their is Nothing inside a blackhole but it is not true. There is not proper answer what is inside a black. There are 4 types of Black holes

1. Stellar black hole

2. Supermassive black hole

3. Intermadiate black hole

4. Miniature Black hole

(The deadliest black hole is the second type black hole the supermassive black hole black hole)

1. Steller black hole- steller black can be formed in two ways: either a massive star collapses directly into a (BH) without a supernova (SN) explosion, or a explosion occurs in a proto- neutron, but the energy is too low to completely unbind the stellar envelope, and a large fraction of it falls back onto the short- lived neutron star (NS) leading to the delayed formation fo a (BH)

2. supermassive blackhole- supermassive black holes are also known as SMBH, are black holes with massse what are serving millions to billions time The mass of our Sun. The Milky Way host an SMBHs with a few million times the Solar mass is surprisingly astrophysical Observation shows that SMBHs already existed when was existed in the universe was very young for example- Billy solar mass black holes are found When will the world was just 6% of its current 13.7 billion years.

3. Intermediate BH- mass black hole in the missing link between who are the kindest Black hole supermarket open lunching at the centre of Galaxy and Stellar black hole, often formed in the explosion that takes place when a Massive star explode as supernovae

4. Micro black hole Micro black hole are called quantum mechanical Blackhole or many black hole , are hypothetical Tiny black holes, for which Quantum mechanical effects Play an important role.

(The most nearest blackhole to the earth is the black hole named Unicon it is located about 1500 light years away from the earth)

[kajaono]

I think Miss Sherlock has one of the best written Reichenbach ending i have ever seen (Spoilers of course!!). Sure things were stolen from BBC Sherlock but actually they leveled them up and made them better. And all those changes leaded to me actually believing that Sherlock was dead (even though i know Sherlock never dies at Reichenbach). 

1. John being emotional manipulated to be the one killing Sherlock was amazing. Also this situation leaded to Wato standing directly by Shelocks side when she jumped. So there was actually no place for tricks to fool Wato or anybody else. Including people screaming in terror and the dective directly takes a look at Sherlock, seconds after she jumped.

2. Mycroft is not potrayed as the super rich super powered human like he is in BBC. There is never a hint that he could somehow made Sherlock survive the fall with his money and his power.

3. The woman who blames Sherlock for the deadly virus mirrors the little girl in BBC Sherlock who screams when she sees Sherlock. But Miss Sherlock handled it a lot better. It was allways a little bit unrealistic for me that in BBC Sherlock a traumatized little girl and a newspaper article (Moriaty is only an actor) is enough to make Sherlock a haunted man. In Miss Sherlock not only does a full grown woman blames Sherlock. She also commits suicide while Sherlock stands aside to make Sherlock into a criminal, ending with Sherlock shooting Watos boyfriend in front of police forces and then running away. It was like the producer watched BBC Sherlock season 2 finale and said: We can do it like this but better.”

4. There is no long mouring speech or a funeral like BBC Sherlock and RDJ A game of shadows did. There was no: In your face, (s)he is dead! Believe us (s)he is dead for real this time!” scene. No instead everyone moves on with their lives, including Wato. Like Shelock was just a short break in their live. And as a viewer you can not imagne how they will now reveal that Sherlock is still alive

5. The stair parallel. That was the moment i thought Sherlock was really dead. Where Wato walks down the stairs alone that she and Sherlock walked up together in epsiode 1. This adaptation lives from subtle hints and this one was one that really said: She is dead! The show is over now!”

6. The ending. They didn’t showed Sherlocks face with dramatic music like they did in BBC or RDJ. Instead we hear just shoes clacking and that’s it but we all know what it means

[hargroves-angel]

Protective Part 2

Summary - Billy invites you over after school, his dad comes home early and decides to ridicule you, something Billy won’t let slide.

Warnings - Swearing, Angst

A/N - This is a part 2 of Protective. Which was about the reader having chronic pain and Billy standing up for her against Chris, the new kid at Hawkins. Hope you enjoy! X

You sat patiently on Billy’s bed. Music played from the radio on his desk.

The shower came to a stop. And the door which connected his room to the bathroom opened. Billy came walking in with a towel that hung low on his hips. Dangerously low.

He smirked as he saw you stare.

“Like what you see angel?” He chuckled as he grabbed a pair of shorts from his dresser and put them on.

You blushed at him. You’d seen him naked before but this was very casual. It was nice that he comfortable around you in that way I guess.

He grabbed a cigarette and lit it, inhaling the smoke into his lungs.

He came and sat next to you on the bed snuggling you closer to his chest as he hummed along to the words of the song that had come onto the radio.

“So, I needed to talk to you Y/N” he looked at you. His blue eyes focusing on yours.

“I think that I might-“ his words were interrupted by a loud slam of the front door.

You jerked violently. Your hand smacking Billy in the chest. You mouthed sorry.

He got up from the bed immediately.

“Shit” he muttered. You looked at Billy confused.

“Is it your dad?” You whispered. He nodded gesturing you to walk towards him.

You got up from the bed, limping slightly due to your pain.

Just before you reached Billy’s arms. His dad opened the door.

“Right you little shit- who is this whore? You know what I don’t give a shit, Billy get your fucking ass out of this house right now and find your fucki-“

“Don’t call her that” Billy’s voice was low. You limped over to Billy, you ached all over.

“Don’t you dare tell me what to do, what’s wrong with her anyway? Why’s she walking funny? Do you hit your whores now?” He spat out.

Billy’s breathing grew heavy as he looked ready to kill someone. You’d only seen him this angry with Chris.

“You don’t even know her, and yet you come in here calling her that” he breathed in walking up to Neil.

“You then have the FUCKING NERVE TO SAY THAT SHIT” Billy yelled. You covered your ears. Scared.

Neil laughed. Billy shook with anger, he grabbed your hand and tried to get you out of the room, safe.

Before you reached the door your hand jerked forward, accidentally hitting Neil.

“She just hit me, your bitch just hit me son” He said with gritted teeth. Billy moved you so that you were behind him.

“She didn’t mean it, it’s a condition, plus you deserve it anyway you piece of sh-“ Neil slapped Billy across the face.

Billy held his cheek in pain. He grabbed your hand and helped you out of his house.

“I’m sorry you had to see that princess” he said as he opened the door for you.

He started up the car. He drove to your house. Thankfully no one was home.

You were in shock.

“Billy I-?” You cupped his cheek. He faced you, he leaned down and kissed your head.

“It’s ok princess. Do you mind if I stay the night?” He whispered. You nodded cuddling up to his chest.

“Do you want to get help Billy?” You asked quietly.

He nodded. Stroking your hair.

“I’m afraid” he admitted. He held back the tears. He had to be strong.

You kissed him. “It’s ok baby, we can get through this. I’ve allways got your back” he smiled and held you closer.

“Thank you angel, What I meant to say back there by the way, was that I think that... well... I- i l-love you” he stuttered a bit embarrassed.

“I love you too Billy” you smiled kissing his lips softly before falling asleep on his chest.

[squipy]

( i hate my life I haven't written using jullian in years but here we are. Also if cinno somehow sees this or you are the person who has the OC armitage ummm hi dm me old friend uwu )

Song I listened to while making this: https://youtu.be/metdOn9BxXM

https://youtu.be/k8yKTuvRmPE

Summary: armitage is the leader of an evil Norse villian camp. He had to leave for months and many thought he would never return that Odin his father had killed him. However one night during a ball jullian had put together to celebrate a recent victory he notices someone very fimmilar.

The lights shined across the hall. Others talking and conversating. Jullian wasn't really interested in what they were talking about a lot was on his mind. Poor jullian had been like this for months to allmost a year It had been so long since he had saw his treasure his cold but soft hearted treasure. He sighed placing his scarred hand on his cheek his collar softly ringing as his head swung.

However his thoughts where suddenly snapped out of as he felt a tap on his shoulder. It was his friend Steven a dark elf who had joined the camp a year months after himself. He had gotten jullian a drink "cheer up tonight is a night of celebration" he said handing jullian a pint of wine.

He sighed looking at the dark red wine it was allways armitages favorite. He sighed looking down at his dark black collar the golden bell ringing with the slightest movement he sighed taking a sip of the wine "ya right matey it's just been hard on me old heart " he said the red line passing his lips.

The two talked for a while some small laughs even escaping the old pirate. During there talk however jullian allmost spit out his drink at what he saw...it couldn't be. In jullians line of sight he saw someone very fimmilar he was tall and rather skinny it reminded him of the plank traitors would walk on when he was alive sailing the seven seas. Along with this he noticed the short ginger brushed oh so perfectly. That's when he turned,they made eye contact.....it was him.

Jullian rushed tears allmost in his eyes but he had to stay professional. His bell rang with each rushing step as the man walked away heading for the porch. He followed staying fair away his heart pounding he could hardly believe it his lover,his master,his boss,he wasn't dead. He stepped closer holding out his hand ready to tap the man on the shoulder but before that the man turned coldness in his blue eyes they shot bullets info the pirates soul. "don't you know better than to talk to the gener-" he stopped half way as they made eye contact.

Both of there cheeks flused a light pink looking into there eyes for what felt like ages. That was until armitage turned away from him adjusting his tie "get away jullian" he said walking twords the edge of the balcony.

Jullian gasped following him quickly "no! I won't be leaving you again!" He said reaching his hand out again but armitage growled like a wolf smacking him away.

"I am not who I use to be jullian I can't be around you again" he said with a growl holding his head and heart he didn't wanna hurt him but would just to be alone.

Armitage rushed off quickly but jullian simply followed "then I will be falling for you again!" He said

Armitage sighed managing to get away from the stubborn love struck pirate. He was doing this for his own good. He took a breath praying to Loki before heading back out to the hallway area. "Sir? Armitage please sir we can work this out mate" he said the clicking of his pirate boots clicking with each worried step.

He came face to face with the man his lover,his future husband,his parent in crime,who he was going to burn the world with,who he would start Ragnarök with. He lifted up jullians face obsvering every detail as if he was a beautiful prize. "You kept it after so long" he said coldly.

Jullian nodded his collar ringing with the shake of his head. Armitage chuckled darkly a hand behind his back tempted to kill jullian right there he wouldn't need to suffer and he would be free from the guilt of leaving him to suffer alone. He grabbed jullian by the waist bringing him closer "you are just as beautiful as I remember" he growled into the man's ear biting it softly.

Jullian shiver gripping onto armitage holding onto him for comfort allmost crying "I missed you so much sir" he said crying Into his suit.

Armitage brought his hidden hand up holding up a knife laced with Norse runes written on the knifes wood. He looked at the pirate debating the choices. He could kill him right here right now ...but somthing stopped him. His cold heart beated softly it felt warm before he felt somthing along his cheek....a tear? He had never cried only other time was when jullian allmost died during the war and even then he just went into a rage. He dropped the knife roughly to the ground before bringing jullian closer his eyes tearing up "I missed you too kitten" he said softly.

[omegangrins]

Father Octavian is the Thin Gay Anglican Marine.

Tl;dr: Father Octavian is the Thin Gay Anglican Marine. It's just that simple.

I've allways felt there was a loose thread side thread in the 11th Doctor's story. Not so much with the Doctor, but with a side character.

We are introduced to Father Octavian in s05e04 "The Time of Angels". River Song promised him an army and she says she brought him the equivalent of an army: the Doctor. And he makes no objections after that. That simple introduction and he doesn't even ask "Doctor who?". Just immediately moves forward with full confidence in the Doctor.

Think about that. You're a space priest commander asking for an army and you get one crazy looking man and a redhead, and yet you don't ask any questions about it. Just immediately trusts River and the skills of the Doctor. Now it could be a plot oversight, but with Moffat's tendency for timey wimey-ness, there could be another idea:

Father Octavian knows about the Doctor, specifically this Doctor, because he was on Demons Run as the The Thin Gay Anglican Marine and saw him firsthand in s06e07 "A Good Man Goes to War".

Now a couple of reasons why I think so:

1) After Demons Run, the TGAM (It's less offensive than writing it all out 😊 ), has no partner. Remember, his head was cut off and the TGAM even realizes this only after the fact.  This could allow him to rise up through the ranks much easier. Being able to devote all of his time to a better cause.

2) Despite Madame Kovarian's plan working, many of the soldiers, like Colonel Runaway, suffered personal levels of humiliation. Including the TGAM, who is even given a momentary close-up shot of hesitation and concern about it all. This leaves him with an understanding of the Doctor's real power. (And helps to sets up Octavian's "I think, sir, you know me at my best." More there later...)

3) In s07e14 "The Name of the Doctor", we learn that the Kovarian chapter was actually a rogue branch of the Papal Mainframe. Meaning that what they did was unsanctioned. So assuming that they didn't court martial the grunts because they were simply following orders, then the TGAM is free to do as he pleases, militarily speaking.

4) Father Octavian tells the Doctor that River Song is under his supervision til she has completed the task he has set for her in order to bring down her sentence. So they have a close working relationship and he wishes to see her freed. He's mean to her, yes, but the TGAM/Octavian would know that River Song is technically a trained psychopath. He wants to help but also doesnt trust her despite that.

So short and sweet of it is that it would work out like this:

After being humiliated at Demons Run, losing the love of his life, and learning that he'd been lied to, the TGAM decides to devote himself to the better parts of space church, and grows up to be Father Octavian one day. Using his privilege of authority, he works to help rehabilitate/free River Song. Eventually one day he meets the Doctor again for one last adventure.

This is why he trusts him almost on sight. He knows the Doctor. Seen him in action first hand, and now he's like Lorna Bucket. In awe with the greatest respect. And why he blames the Doctor for the deaths he does too. Time traveling around he knows not to reveal too much, but still knows he can drop hints to the Doctor about being more mindful of the humans he surrounds himself with.

And all of this, is why Father Octavian tells the Doctor, "I think, sir, you know me at my best." He was able to redeem himself. To go from a soldier falling orders that loses their love and pride to their religion, to leading that religion in order to make up for the mistakes of theirs, and it's past. Octavian was proud in that moment to have finally done something helpful/good for the Doctor. Or at least, made himself a symbol to strive towards something better.

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[determined-magi]

Thannor wakes up in pain...

Too much to be exact, akin to... some time ago, but worse... much worse.

He tries to move, only to fail as pain shoots itself. Harsher and and higher, Until he is left crawling on the ground with his hands. He pants, before he lets a pitiful growl mixed in with some choked whinning. desperate eyes looking around, back to where the medicine would probably be, he hoped it to be. Where he needed it to be. But he sees nothing, finds nothings...

What he is met with is a blinding, burning light that brought no sight ir clue if he was looking the right way. He could almost swear the feeling of each cell in his eyes, burning away the longer he kept them open. And so he closes them. But much to his dismay the light remains, and it continues to burn, harder every second going, he lets a hiss, however this one leaves his pain ridden body as but a mere wheeze. As muscles tense over a wave of electricity running on every corner, making gim curl unto himself as he tried to grasp something, anything, to help him through the pain.

Only for it to crumble away on his hands, easily, almost as it if was soft flour. An attempt to call for help is given, only to fall short on him as his breathe only leaves in wheezes of pain. His hand them comes across something else, perhaps what he was looking for? There is a sense of relief, only for it to be short lived as another wave causes him to clench his fist tightly. He curses, as his body curls on itself to the rising pain. Then steels himself in preparation for the next one, which he imagined would come soon. His muscle being to tense and he prepares.

Right as the sharp pain settles in he lets another growl loose, against spasms and aching muscles. And he tries to steady himself. Barely keeping his legs from crumbling down, more so to the increasing pace of each peak, faster and closer to one another... Until they lower. But he knows better than to expect them to be gone.

But they are, for a moment they seem to truly be gone.

However,  something else takes its place. a crushing feeling, like something squeezing every ounce of his body, in the smallest of confines, and even smaller still. A crushing feeling that makes his joints lock, and his body try to twist regardless of their stiffness. as if molten metal had been poured upon his hands again, only in this case it was all around his body, his bones, his muscles and his joints all felt as if they were trying to swell against this unforeseen force.

Something his magic clearly didn’t enjoy, as it began to act against his own desires once more. Swirling all around his skin in whatfelt like a brief relief, followed by the noxious burning it has come to bear. A burning this instance turned upwards many steps within the ladder, as the soft sound of flesh being fried begins to grace his ears.... followed by a unnatural hissing as blood begins to boil and leave his body ina mixture of both a black steam and smoke, sticking the unpleasant smell of burnt blood all across his nose, a smell rather... Distracting.

But he tries to shake the smell away of his thoughts, to focus leaving for some help, since his voice and lungs failed him through this muting pain. He groans a spitful protest against his body, one step after another.

It, however, doesn’t last long. as the presure has his body spasm and meet the floor harshly, as one of his hands crushes another handfull of the walls. He groans again, arm crawling, clawing at the ground bellow as he tries to push himsefl foward. His breath rapid, heavy, low... and forced at the ends. Every inch of him crying at him to stop, but he doesn’t... he keeps going.

Then comes in the worst wave, so great it causes him to jerk, and gasp for air as it is knocked from his lungs. A pain too quick and great, but capable of resonating in every inch as the pain echoes still. His eyes open and widen as does his mouth in a silent expression. The pressure worsens, making him rest on his knees as his body jerks and twists, fingers clawing both at air and flesh.

He then presses against the ground...

He tries to fight against the feeling, but he can only remain still. Body shaking faintly yet violently on its insides. Yet it moves not. If anything, it seems each agonizing notion in his locked state only responded by agravating itself.

Something that only feeds his need to fight further, a feeling shared by his magic as it curls, twists and bangs against it. Something he lefts be, he encourages as he follows its rythym. Focusing on each slamming, each swing against this unseen force. His breath grows heavier. and the growl in the back of his head louder, closer to his own thoughts.

And the pressure begins to give way,to lose its ground within his body. As it should, he thought. And yet not quite enough. That wouldn’t do. No, he wanted out of the feeling, he wanted himself free of that, just lessening the hold wasn’t enough. He would tear at it if he had to...

And so he pushes further, harder still. Interrupted growls pooling on his throat as he begins to regain his strenght, growling longer, more guttural. Until he can’t tell them from the ones his magic was making. Teeth bared to their fullest as he tries to stand up. The pressure and pain then return, however the most it does is cause his body to slowy jerk its way.

Hands focus then, on trying to grasp something, anything, to help him lean and stand better.

Little does his mind process the unnerving cracking noise, the moment he finds something to support himself with, or his low rasped pants. He can only think of ridding himself of the current feelings, of freeing himself of its crushing grasp. A undeserved pain part of him knew where it came from, as it begins to build in his chest.

His hands clench tighter.

Out... he wanted out. He wanted it to stop, its grasp to stop, the pain to stop, He wanted out of it. He felt trapped and he didn’t like it, he hated it, he didn’t want it, he didn’t ask for it. He wanted to be left in peace, why can’t he be left in peace? why must something allways hurt? he hates it, he loathes it. He wants to be free of it.

He wants to be set free, why can’t he be set free?

[tw-imagines-forever-blog]

After all I still love you

Fandom : The Maze Runner

Paring : Gally x Reader

Words : 1400

Warning : Smut

Note : I know that its short and probably not good but enjoy! I wrote it 1 month ago but never posted it. Currently still working on the two requests, if my real life will play with us they will be out till Sunday. But I need to look. Anyways, enjoy the Gally Smut!

Y/N POV

After all what happend to me I managed to keep going and getting save. But I lose a lot of friend through it, my best friend Newt, Winston and Chuck. But what most killed me that it was exactly two year after the death of Alby, he was my brother. So I was sad, very sad.

It was morning, I was laying in my bed and beside me my boyfriend of 1 Year, Gally. A silent tear rolled down my cheek. More tears beginning to fall out and roll over my cheeks. I didnt realised that Gally woke up.

Gallys POV

I woke up and was greeted by the beautiful sight of my lovely girlfriend. She was everything you could ask for, she was smart, funny, understanding and a good fighter. I saw that small drops where on the sheds in front of her. Is she crying? It suddendly hits me, Albys death. I imidently wraped my arm around her, pulling her into my chest. "Shhhh babe shhh. Dont cry, beautiful, dont cry. Its alright, your alright, we are all alright." I tryed to calm her down. More tears where falling down her cheeks. I pulled her tightly against me. I turned her around a kissed her forehead. My arms where tightly wrap around her middel, my hand stroking her back to comfort her.

I dont know how long I was doing this but she was finally calm. "Everything fine love?" I ask her, a bit worrid about her. She nodded her head. "Hey its fine really, I dont care that you are crying, I am allways there to hold you, you know that right?" I mean she was my best friend before we start dating, I now that she hated to cry in front of others. "Thanks" she said soft but a bit of sadness in her voice. It ripped my heart a part. She was so strong but know, know she was broken and sad. I kissed her soft pink lips. "Its alright love, its alright" she cuddeld into my chest. I continue with stroking her back. I kissed her head and took a deep breath of her scent. "What is it?" she ask looking up at me. "Your scent, its beautiful, just like you" She smiled up at and ask "Really?" I nooded.

At the exact moment Thomas and Minho came into our room. "Morning sleepheads, want something to eat?" Thomas ask use. I looked down to Y/n, she looked like she would like to be here with me. "No, thanks you two" she repeated. Minho came to us and laid a hand on her shoulder. "Everything fine Y/n/n ?" He ask her softly, she nodded and both boys said they where going to look a bit around and will come back in the evening.

We laid there, thogether in silence. But I dont care, if she likes it its okay. "Gally?" her voice was a bit stronger but it ripped me again. "What is it?" I ask and looked down, her face soft but a few tears where still visible. "Wanna cuddle?" She ask a bit of hope in her voice. I lightly laught at her before I nodded. I turned so I laid in my back and she came up to me. Her head restet on my chest, one arm around my neck the other tangled together with my hand. One foot was playing with the end of my shorts the other leg laid around my waist.

Your POV

We laid there thogether, tangled. Gally carefully kissed my head. I hummed and looked up to him, before connecting our lips. His lips were soft and tasted a bit like strawberrys. The kiss soon went from an careful and loving one to an passionate and rough one. He turned us around so I laid on my back and he hovers above me. Holding up with his one arm and the other resting on my waist. I put my hands in his hair and tugged a bit on them. He let slipped a moan and I knew that he seams to like that.

I pulled away when I needed air and Gally whispered in my ear "Wanna get your mind of everything?" I nodded und pulled him bag into the kiss. He slowly slide his hands under the hem of my shirt and began to slide it over my head. He did the same with his shirt. I rubbed my hands over his chest and he smiled. I slide my hands over his chest, to his shoulders and around his neck. "Why do you always know how to get me happy?" I ask him, not expecting an answer. "Did I really need to answer that?" he ask, his lips attacks my neck and I moand.

My hands reached behind my back and unclips my bra. Gally slide the strips over my arm and kissed my chest. I moand even loader when he started to kiss and suck at my nipples. He trailed kissed down my tummy to the waist lain of my panties. He looked up at me and pulled my panties down."We dont need foreplay, do we?" he ask. I shocked my head, no. "Get that down befor Minho or Thomas is coming back" I bring out. He smirked and opend his trouthers. He carfully and slowly slide inside of me and let me time to adjust when he was fully in. "Move" I moand after a short while. He didn't need to her it twice, he started to move slowly. He ground and I was a moaning mess under the sweating body from my boyfriend.

He trusted harder and faster after a while. "Shit." I breath out. "Gal Im gon ... " I moand before I can finished. "I know princess, I know" he told me. He moand my name when he came and I did too.

He wrote our highs out, once we can breath normal he stand up and grabbed a towel from the bathroom. He cleaned himself and me up and get under the covers with me. We soon felt asleep together.

Next Morning

Gallys POV

I woke up when the sunlight hit my face. I looked to my left and saw Y/n still asleep. I get out of the bed, carefully not to wake her up amd put my boxers and trouthers back on. He opend the door and walked in the other room to grab some water. "And? How was it?" I heard Minho say behind me. I looked him confused into the eyes. They cant know what we did, can they? I asked myself. "What do you mean?" I ask Minho and Thomas who was standing beside Minho. "You and Y/n, did you have fun last night?" Minho told me. "How do you came to that Idea that Y/n and I had fun last night?" I ask him again. "First your and her clothes where on the floor when we looked up at you two yesterday and she leaved her marks." Thomas relayed. "What do you mean with marks?" "The marks on your back, shank" Minho said amd I rolled my eyes at the both. "Just get out of my way"

I walked back to my room. Y/n was awak and I laid beside her again. "Morning babe" she said and cuddeld into my chest again. "Morning to you too" I said and looked at her. She looked so peacefully right know. Suddenly Minho amd Thomas came in. "Y/n put your clothes back on, we need your help." I wanted to say something to Minho but before I can do that a pillow flow in his face. "Get out you two, unless you want to do everything yourselves." Once they where out again I started to laugh. "What is it Gal?" she ask me. "You know your are great?" "You know I love you?" I kissed her lips sofly. "Yeah and I love you too my princess."

[itsatazzlife]

It really sucks that so many times i thought it was meant to be. But yet im allways left here alone. Only me. All alone.

Maybe im to different then you but every thing in my hart screams we're meant to be. And for ever is a long time but never is longer to wait for your embrace.

And when never comes the last of me shell die as i do a little more with every fatal blow of rejection. With every look of discount. With every rose a thorn through my hart.

Tell all thats left is to embrace a healthy love for myself. Training myself to be more reclusive and self reserved.

Giving myself a chance at rediscovery and redirection. Life cant revolve around finding love. It should revolve around finding love for yourself. And when you're life is ready for it. You will find all the love you ever wanted.

So dont disperse on the love you haven't found yet. You will have a chance at love if you hang in. Show all forms of love you can to every one you can. Do good for ppl that need it most. Be a blessing of light in everyone's life.

And build your foundation for your stability and the rest will fall in place. You'll be helping someone letting your hart shine and she will take notes.

If not she dont have your hart. Dont chase hopeless love. Your selling yourself short. Know your worth and never settle. Cuss your worth more then chasing women that cant hold a lighter to the worth of your hart. They are just not worthy. And only out to make you feel less worthy of the real thing.

Stay strong in love. Fight for peace not war. And live to love not to hate namaste.