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Day 22 - Overwhelming
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Dream is so unused to ― this, as he and Hob kiss, soft and sweet, Hob’s hands on his face, and Dream can feel a myriad of calluses and scars on those alone. Hob is leaning over him as they continue, and Hob’s been happy to go along with whatever pace Dream desires ― which at this case is glacially slow, because the world today is a lot, and Dream expects the other shoe to drop, as the saying goes. For the Kindly Ones to show up and take Hob away, which he would try to stop, even with how limited he is now.
Hob sighs into his mouth, a nose nuzzling his cheek as one of his hands is brought up to Hob’s mouth, kissing the back of it softly. “You’re thinking very loudly, you know,” Hob mutters, turning his hand around to press another kiss into the lines on his hand, so recently made with this body. “Do you want to stop?”
There’d be no objection if they did stop, Dream ― Morpheus, Morpheus would know, and he groans, flopping down onto the bed. “No. I want to,” he groans, annoyed with himself, mind trying to seep into the ocean of minds that were in his care and finding nothing, which he’s still getting his now only-humanoid self around.
“How about I try my best?” Hob says with a grin, and Morpheus blinks, giving Hob a confused look. “To get that brain of yours to stop.”
Morpheus scowls, “you can try,” he says petulantly, making Hob laugh again, brown eyes glittering from the sun shining through the windows.
“A challenge, then!” Hob says enthusiastically. Hob presses a kiss to the palm of his hand, nipping kisses put onto his pointer finger, and Morpheus’s breath hitches, eyes widening as Hob puts the finger in his mouth, tongue swirling around it, Hob making a pleased sound. Frozen, he watches as Hob puts another of his fingers inside, gasping at the simple feel of it, of teeth and a hot tongue scraping against his skin. His fingers are pulled out, Hob nosing and kissing them, “how am I doing so far?”
Hob gives him a hint of a smirk as Morpheus swallows, his body somehow arching towards Hob in between all that, “good,” he croaks, voice rough as his hand twitches, lightly touching Hob’s beard in wonder, body sparking with pleasure as Hob nips at the inside of his wrist.
“Could do better, though,” Hob mutters, to himself mainly as the inside of Dream’s arm is licked and bitten to, skin blooming red under the teeth and scrape of stubble. There’s a hum as Hob’s nose presses into the hem of his shirt, brown eyes dark as they stare at him, and Morpheus’s heart skips a beat. “Can I?”
Morpheus blinks, finding Hob’s hands on his hips, fingers scrunching up the edge of his shirt, “yes,” he breathes, only managing to find warmth as Hob’s fingers take up his shirt slowly, the rough hands making him gasp at the feel of them ― and Morpheus can almost feel how solid Hob is, how unmoving and stalwart he is in the universe, driven by his lust for life as his shirt is taken off.
“You’re very sensitive,” Hob whispers against his skin, mouth going up to his shoulders and across to his collarbone, and Morpheus lets out a sound as a stripe is licked up to his adam’s apple, “I like it.”
Dream’s hands twitch, holding onto Hob’s arms as his neck is bitten into, “this body is new,” he manages, overwhelmed as his mind is only filled with the weight of Hob on top of him, the scents of books and ink, of Hob’s cologne, lemon and bergamot as Hob nips at his jaw.
“I really have to stop myself, at times,” Hob says, nails scratching down the sides of his torso, and Morpheus shivers as they drag back up, thumbs pressing into his nipples and Morpheus gasps, arching up into the feeling. “Take things at your pace, but your sensitivity drives me crazy, in the best way.” Morpheus whines as Hob’s lips go down instead of up to his own lips, hot tongue licking around his nipples as hands go down to the edge of his pants. “Can I?” Hob asks, eyes black and lips red as his stubbled jaw rests above where Morpheus’s heart is.
Morpheus gasps, not realising how hard his cock is, leaking underneath the fabric until Hob brought attention to it, a thumb pressing into the skin above the button of them. “Please,” he breathes. Hob smiles.
#dc#the sandman#dreamling#dreamling fanfic#dreamling smeptember#smeptember 2023#dream x hob#hob x dream#hob x morpheus#writing#not sfw#brain today said retired dream#also build-up. bc it's fun
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Hello! When your Seb x Clora pregnancy one-shot is complete, will it be on ao3 or wattpad? (or both?)
waiting with bated breath btw
not pressuring a finish tho, take ur time Choccy 🥰
it'll be on both ao3 and wattpad!! and omg ik its taking long IM SORRRY, its bc its gonna be way longer than i expected LMAO, i just recently finished my outline and the outline ALONE is 41k words💀and im currently at 8.3k written😩🙏 IM GLAD YOU'RE LOOKING FORWARD TO IT THO🥹💖💖i defs hope to get it finished by this month or die trying...but heres a lil sneak peek in the meantime of impatient seb who cant wait to bring baby celeste into the world LMAO🤰👼
(seb is a freak but so is clora)
#that is the face of nervous excitement LMAOOO i see you clora i know what you are🫵🫵🫵🫵#my plan is to not go TOO in depth on the smut tho bc the main focus is other cute stuff....but also we'll see LOL#i dont want to blue ball ppl after the build up and just rush through it#im having so much fun with this oneshot tho its p goofy and just lighthearted#except for one scene..... 😊😊#ask#choccyart#this is also probs the last smut ill ever write cuz it takes me so long BAHAHA so if i do write another oneshot it just wont have smut#also i need it known that clora will finally be giving seb a proper bj in this oneshot LMFAO#brace for SO MUCH pregnancy art based off this fic tho BAHAH so many cute moments i already wanna draw from it LOL
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doing chibi is a good design exercise bc it forces u to think on shapes n essential details, essentially thumbnailing ur designs. its also a terrible design exercise bc it ends up looking cute no matter what
#dimension 20#fantasy high#riz gukgak#very specifically class swap bard!riz#fh class quangle#mm. I may need tags for all the asides Ive been doing lmao#riz's canon design is so coherent and thematically clean that I genuinely struggle to keep up...#bard!riz's whole thing is working out his identity through abject fear so it kiiiinda makes sense that hes got a different thing going#on every year I guess? like lmao the directive I go into each of these designs with changes vastly#freshman bard!riz has to look extremely nonthreatening. and also make you wanna pick him up and chuck him at a wall#annoyingly inoffensive. slides off your memory pretty much immediately. a void of an experience#crucially Does Not Show Teeth While Smiling#sophomore year bard!riz I have been keeping the like. cameraman direction for#I want him to be swimming in clothes a little bit... he kinda lands at like. 80s/90s shlocky horror protag too which I do like#bc what is season 2 to riz if not a horror story lmao#junior year bard!riz I want to be somewhere between clark kent and tintin#the journalist aesthetics is not so clear and easy to build as the detective or spy aesthetics...#but also I just. really like boy journalist lmao this is the BD blood speaking again#and! I actually do draw his hair differently than in my canon junior year riz stuff. its a bit shorter here so it doesn't#obscure as much of his face#its so funny actually going from drawing canon stuff to class swap esp. with riz bc he's smiling SO much here#and it's 100% trained like its crucial for u guys to know he is equally if not more fucked up as a bard#barely anybody can wrangle him in canon it's already been mostly him keeping himself on track. imagine if he actually learned how to act#mmm. I think these designs are still gonna soft change as I draw them. thats fine we have fun#drawing sophomore year bard!riz for those comiclets was fun as hell. I think on this factor alone I call it a success lol
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chatty new neighbors!
#ts4#ts4 gameplay#sims 4 gameplay#mixtape legacy challenge#mixtape: gen1#TOOL'd tf outta this apartment lobby#the functional laundry area is my favorite part#mari and esme aren't dating but esme does have a crush on mari ☝🏽😼#(and a crush on georgie which happened unintentionally.... who knows ... poly arc???)#mari and georgie are actually beefing rn where i left off bc georgia kept the building up all night practicing guitar yikes#we can work an enemies to lovers with this probably maybe#also fun fact! did you know you can change the intensity of the lights that are naturally in the apartments with tmexi better build buy🙂↕️🙂#i hated how white the lights were so i got rid of them with tool and then later i found out you can actually just change the color while in#build buy by pressing shift + t on the light!
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hi chat. people liked my mossy titan so i’ve come with my hoard of warlock outfits :]










#and the tags are where i’m gonna yap abt the builds i use for them and their significance to me#the first one was my main fit for A While. i’m talkin yearssssss#i came up with the base of it in season of arrivals and originally used the trials cat helmet#but after doing dsc i switched it for that helmet since it fit better#the second two are newer with the bird fit being what i made specifically for final shape and the hive fit being for heresy#i didn’t really play during echoes and revenant cause i was at school and only recently got back on the grind#but i do like those fits a lot#the next two are fun bc they were both made specifically for high end content#i made the eye of another world stasis build for gms back when they were wayyyyy harder#and the speaker’s sight well build is specifically for the witness encounter in salvation’s edge :]#i love playing support if you couldn’t tell#anyways next three builds are my main void solar arc builds in that order#we have briar binds bc i love their aesthetic And i think picking my little friend back up is soso fun#then there’s sunbracers bc i never let them go even after their many nerfs lol#honestly i still think they’re fine you just need to think a lil more when you use em instead of brain dead grenade spam#ALSO!! this is the fit i use for maya :3#and then we have crown of tempests bc i likey stormtrance#chaos reach is fine and all. but i love having a roaming super that lasts for One William Years#and then ofc the last two are stasis and strand#i will admit my osmiomancy build is 100% to fuck with people in pvp#i specifically have the iceflare bolts and freezing rift aspects on#i only occasionally use cloudstrike with it lol#it’s just so fun to freeze people. no one ever expects the freeze rift it’s so funny#on the opposite end of the spectrum. my strand swarmers build is all abt ad clear and making one william threadlings#i love you threadlings!!!! theyare my friends :) my little worms#anyways. i love buildcrafting and i love playing dressup with destiny. if anyone wants to hear me yap more abt this stuff plsss send me asks#destiny 2#destiny the game#whispers from the garden
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The X trilogy + "psycho-biddy" influences
#x 2022#pearl#maxxxine#x series#strait-jacket#psycho#what ever happened to baby jane#horror#psycho-biddy#hagsploitation#made this whole big thing which i still might post eventually but. in terms of aesthetics. this abridged version is better lol#i'm not gonna finish the other post tonight but consider this a preview of sorts#i can't stop thinking about what if they leaned more into the 'hagsploitation' aspect of it all lol#i actually find it odd + off-putting that they start and end maxxxine with a bette davis reference#with a big significant psycho cameo at the bates motel itself#and there's not really any payoff for those allusions!!#i think if you're gonna try to tie into a legacy of older horror films you should do it in a sincere way#because that just felt like 'elevated horror' bonus points + nostalgia bait#anyway. it's fun to think about the potential it had + how all the building blocks exist within the narrative to do something interesting#and i am a 1960s hagsploitation subgenre apologist lol#what ever happened to baby jane? changed my brain chemistry the first time i watched it as a kid#so maybe i'm just nostalgia baiting myself making these connections lmao#but it could have been so good#it could have been the perfect synthesis of the shared themes across all three movies#but i don't think hagsploitation gets butts in movie theater seats like girlboss 80s nostalgia vaguely true crime related shit#oh wait also i guess calling psycho a hagsploitation movie is like. probably not 100% accurate#but it is though. it's not an inversion of the subgenre bc the subgenre didn't exist yet#but it builds up a mystery 'psycho-biddy' character only to reveal that she's not the murderer#which is also what happens in strait-jacket so i think it counts!!#+ psycho is directly referenced in all 3 movies so it’s a pretty clear influence on the trilogy as a whole
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The Kaemaris family: I wonder why everyone thinks we’re so weird
Meanwhile, Dove, a person they CHOSE to bring to a major political gathering:
OC: Dove (they/them)
#they are just here and i love that for them#Illusa-world Kaemaris family is so funny to me#it would be hyperbolic to say ‘oh this is what would happen if Fae never ran away’#bc the world is also completely different and he has different priorities#but also#i love getting to build the part of Illusa that he lives in and kind of who he is there#i also had fun doing his voice in this setting#anyways whoops these tags ended up all being about fae#it’s fine dove would want it that way lol#dove#Illusa
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i am over 2k words into the smut part of this fic and just now getting to the first of several orgasms and all i have to say is i love being gay and thinking about hot women sneezing <3
#remember when i said this might be two parts? scratch that it's back to one bc dragging the beginning out was making it worse#i will say i don't consider myself to be a prolific smut writer and this is my first time writing *this kind* of smut so i'm still nervous#it's adding a fun new layer to the usual 'where are your fucking hands? how are you positioned? which 'she' am i talking about here?'#now we get to add in:#is there enough sneezing? am i dragging out the build-ups too much? when was the last sneeze? how do you fucking spell that??#i've decided that my rule of thumb is if i still think it's hot then it's probably fine <3#also i know i said i was going to stop making promises about this but it REALLY feels like it might be up soon so...🤞🤞
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i started playing persona 5 like a year ago or something but i'm really really really slow at only play a little every month or so , so like over time like a buuunch of ppl i follow keep picking up the game and zooming way past where i am which keeps giving me this weird disconnect of whatever tf akechi has going on bc i personally kept forgetting he existed til he was suddenly appearing on screen but i keep seeing like ten billion posts of him and joker like
but so far the very few interactions i remember having w/him have all been like
this is not the same guy i see in the fanart. i have not met that guy yet. whens he gonna go freak mode (dont answer that)
#ceralscribbles#persona#is he gonna pull a nagito on me.#my irl friend said they love akechi bc hes dramatic and it's embarrassing so if hes cringe i probs will end up liking him#so far he just jumpscares me in the train station sometimes when im trying to take bagel bites to school#every time i get a cutscene in there i get scared bc half the time they make me talk to like a random adult lady or akechi shows up and jus#says words at me then leaves#but sometimes it is ann or ryuji :)#JKLFDSHFLKS i dont even really remember akechi says. but also i think it's been a few months#also it's wild bc like i was playing#and then some other ppl i follow started playing and like#theres definitely a pocket of mutuals that i think r all influencing each other to play it that i also follow BUT#theres also random ppl i follow from completely separate things that ALSO are getting int p5 just seemingly out of nowhere#and everyone is faster than me so im <3 once again in the spoiler danger zone#i wasnt when i started tho. the only person i knew playing was a coworker who was also playing at the same itme as me at generally a simila#rate and then like one or two mutuals who had already played#BUT NOW IM FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE SEEING IMAGES. every time im like 'is this a major story spoiler. or is it just fanart of whump scenarios'#for the most part tho it's p vague so it's really not that bad lol#and i mean. i do go into the ryuji tag Often so i am still also putting danger potential upon myself#also im not playing royale im just playing the base game so idk where the differences split w/that#ALSO the persona lookin plaid pants i ordered a while ago i think ship this month#so joker cosplay can be real..#ryuji would be fun but i have hair similar to joker + a black pair of glasses#so i can SEE and not wear a WIG if i do a uniform style cosplay#and i still want to like. dress my build a bear up like ryuji as a prop#could be cute#BUT. i need to finish the game before i would wear it to a con#i cant risk someone walking up to me and saying spoilers in real life to my face JKFLDSHKFLHDSLFHDS#anyway idk what akechis deal is and rn idgaf im too busy helping ryuji fix the track team or whatever#and helping yusuke find his new muse
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working on the sampo compilation post i mentioned a little while ago but. there is such a tragic lack of sampo and black swan being reluctant homies in fan content. Most of her story quest is them having to put up with Sparkle's bullshit (affectionate) together.
#morgan's madness#sampo koski#black swan#Sampo keeps complaining about Sparkle and Black Swan is being pettily annoying back at him#She's so willing to play along with Sparkle's bits even when sampo *clearly* does not want to be there#Regardless of any future power levels or whatever. Fucking hilarious#It's so obviously a play the whole time and Sampo is contractually obligated to be the world's worst actor bc his improv partner wants to#watch him suffer#Also Sampo (known queer) teasing Black Swan (known lesbian) about having a crush on Sparkle (known. whatever she is) is amazing#I love them is what I'm getting at#I love this quest for several reasons#Obviously it's a great source of Sampo content and analysis#but I love Sparkle being Sparkle#and Black Swan is so fun. I didn't think she'd be as silly? chill? as she actually is. But I love it#I don't know I've been rewatching far too much game content I may be a bit lost in the sauce#honkai star rail#If I didn't hate the idea of building my teams back from the ground up on a new account so much I'd happily replay the whole game#But I don't want to go back to using nat as my only healer ;-; I've spent so much time on this game lmao
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AAAAA MCR YES YES YE SHENSYESYESYES
Pls pls frank iero and ftwillz and fun ghoul in one im beging ples
tier 3 + hairclips
⏤͟͟͞͞ 𖤐 FRANK IERO/FTWILLZ/FUN GHOUL MIXTIVE
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︴𖤐 Name - Frank//Ghoul(/fun ghoul)//Willz
︴𖤐 Pronouns - He/it/Xe
︴𖤐 Role - Aviator, Influencer, Heartbeat, Mixtive
︴𖤐 Age - 29 (averaged out age of all its sources, slides between ages tho)
︴𖤐 Sexuality - Pan
︴𖤐 Gender - Agender (but in a masc way, idk if that makes sense)
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︴𖤐 Likes - adrenaline, emo/post-hardcore/alt rock music, writing, Green, myspace, guitars, Gerard
︴𖤐 Dislikes - Talking about feelings, imposter stydrome, being shot.*
︴𖤐 Hobbies - Playing guitar, Writing/producing music, poetry, engineering
︴𖤐 Signoff - 🔫, ☄️🔫, name in all caps without vowels; (eg. FRNK, GHL, WLLZ)
︴𖤐 Typing style - uses a lot of punctuation, writes in long paragraphs- when sending messages it never uses multiple messages, but prefers getting his point across in a larger wall of text), only uses all caps when excited! (Like this................... I don't know what else to write here, but im trying to make it long to prove my point........... I THINK I'M PROVING IT WELL!!!!!)
︴𖤐 Speaking style - Speaks quite expressivley, swears a LOT, Trips over words all the time (only when speaking- not when singing), uses a lot of filler words like "uh" and "umm", laughs uncontrollably when nervous.
︴𖤐 Aesthetic - Emo/Punk
*being shot is a referance to the fun ghoul wiki, which states his weaknesses as being shot. We found it funny and HAD to add it
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︴𖤐 Front triggers - listening to/interacting with danger days, it's music, being in English class (if applicable), the body being in physical pain/danger
︴𖤐 Front indicators - if xe was fronting before leaving the house, the body will be dressed in a lot of leather/the colour green. He will usually be a lot more reckless when he's in front, taking risks other headmates may not take. If listening to music, xe will choose to listen to his own songs, Whether that be MCR (paticurlally danger days) or just any music he wrote in source. It may also post a lot more to social media than other alters.
︴𖤐 Personality - Frank is most connected to his fun ghoul source, and least connected to ftwillz (tho he is still quite connected to it). Though it does feel a little weird to it, hes pretty obsessed with his sources, and loves interacting with them. Xe loves causing mischief, pulling pranks and making dumb jokes that sometimes upset people, but that's never it's intention! He's super reckless, often getting the body into trouble, but always manages to get out of it! Despite how rough it's exterior can seem, Xe's super sweet, and surprisingly good at taking care of the system- especially littles!! He's super passionate about music, and if the body/system doesn't already play guitar, you can bet it's gonna force you to learn it... Often, you'll find spending his time him writing poetry/lyrics, collecting and tinkering with random trinkets off the floor, doing anything that gives it an adrenaline rush, or simping over Party poison/Gerard way
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Started by Arcade, Worked on by Mika, Finished by me! - Dusty
#im so sorry this took so long!! istg literally everything was against us finishing this#... can you tell we know the most abt fun ghoul and the least abt ftwillz 😭😭#we tried but im sorry it didn't turn out as good as we wanted... im also sorry if its not very source accurate- we pushed a lot of our head#annons onto this bcs theres like. no cannon info on fun ghoul or ftwillz and were not good at keeping up with irl ppl like frank#bah#bah blog#build a headmate#endo friendly#endo safe#endogenic safe#endogenic system#pro endo#pro endogenic#willogenic safe#pro willogenic#willogenic system#willogenic#pluralgang#pluralpunk#plural community#plural system
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i had so many dreams last night about making out and my jaw hurts now?
#bunny rambles#like. literally all my dreams were ab it#i actually havent been able to Stop thinking about making out with women. both the ways they love it and the ways I hate it but will do it#bc i think its fun to do things i hate bc it makes me feel good also idfk dont ask too many questions#anyway.... 6'3 beefy woman in my dream who i made out with in the bathroom stall who ate my coochie a little beforehand who had the tiniest#sweetest little a cups and at her hardest was still extremely soft and leaky and ough 😵💫 i know ur a figment of my imagination but hi#sexy dream lady 😵💫#i had another dream where i like. was in the same theater the first one started in but that time instead of being w friends & approached by#this hottie at the end i was with my wife and 2 other dykes and the 4 of us were TRYING to smoke outside and fuck in the bathrooms & there#was technical difficulties & they locked All the bathrooms in the building except One which the lady hosting wouldnt let anyone use but she#could? weird. anyways yeah so we were all gropey and kissing and then the lights came on and ough#i still think these are my brain making up a little for the elevator nightmares i had Earlier in the night#(<< i am an insomniac and even w drugging myself to sleep w weed i wake up a LOT in the night nothing really works to keep me asleep also#w/o making me sleep so long i cant work (I'm talking min dose makes 14 hours str8. my body Wants like 10-12 hrs sleep/ night admittedly)#so weed is the best option for me cus at least when i wake up i can go back down And i can wake up in the mornings bc its usually out my#system by then. i only get like 8hrs w/o reupping in the middle of the night but that's ok for work. thats also why im always so tired#but also yeah! lots of dreams also bc of it. and very vivid dreams always. god i wish i could make them stop sometimes but then I wouldn't#have the good ones like the making out and fucking inna stall that literally had such a tiny door that everyone either saw her eating me out#w/o seeing my face or saw my face and knew Smthn was happening ahdkfksjdkdlsjjs dream land can be fun)
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quick doodle for gerards birthday C:
#fun fact its also bfb 30s anniversary#its 3 years old now which is crazy to me bc i remember the build up to it so well#artists on tumblr#my art#mcr#my chemical romance#mcr fanart#gerard way#gerard way fanart
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longing for the day when making fanart stops feeling like i'm massively disrespecting the source material lol
#i don't think i'm ever doing anything justice which makes me not want to draw at all#i miss when it used to be fun when i was less concerned about quality and just expressing my love for a piece of media#i wish i could get these posts out of my head about how fandoms misinterpret characters until they're no longer recognizable#to the point where it's like. do you even like this character. do you even care about canon#why are you making fanworks when you clearly don't care about canon why are you here#and also posts like: everyone misinterprets The Blorbo i'm the only one who gets it etc etc you know that entire genre of posts#there's nothing inherently wrong with them and i get what they're addressing i just wish i'd never have to see them again#bc they've never been relatable to me i always feel like i'm the idiot always misinterpreting everything#me being needlessly sensitive about this has killed all my passion for fanart tbh#like i'll just get it wrong. again. at least twice already did i stray from canon too much or misinterpret something#it's not that i'm deliberately trying to get shit wrong and when i'm diverging from canon in some form-#i'm usually doing it in favor of exploring an idea that builds on top of canon#even if i'm not good at showing or explaining it. i wish i was but i'm scared of people thinking i'm doing it to one-up canon#or bc i didn't understand it. which i mean that happens sometimes too but i'm really not trying to do it maliciously#idk sometimes i feel like in fandom there is some kind of threshold of quality you have to hit to participate#and i can neither identify where it is or how to hit it. if i try to i'll just piss someone off again#it bums me out. i know i can just draw without having to post it but getting to share is kind of the point to me?#not even as a numbers game idc about likes or whatever i just love seeing peoples' reactions yknow#i could just draw my ocs but i'm not as passionate about that at the moment so idk#sorry for being whiny again i'm just having a rough time with this hobby that used to be so fulfilling i wish i could go back to that#delete later <3 sry it's probably just the lack of sleep making me overdramatic again *explodes*
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sigh.day 18 i fell victim to the evils of .gestures at this
just look only at the center spire and squint really really hard i prommy its sick
#hermitaday#artnios#i Dont Like this i was super excited like wow this is gonna be so sick . then i did all the details of the main spire started getting worn#out but i was like itll look so cool tho . zoom out and it looks like shit llmao . it was all smooth the sides were straight no texture .#sorta fixed it and then got sick of switching tabs.i thiunk this woulda gotten a lot further except i thought it would be a neat challenge#to just reference the actual minecraft build. but switching tabs was not fun ! and at some point (after i gave up on details) just . made i#up and scribbled around till it looked . like maybe something someone tried on lmao . sighs . started wayyy too late to do this to my#satisfaction. so theres that thing ppl say sometimes like 'haha you can see exactly where i started burning out ' and i look at it and its#all good and no i cant tell where they burnt out . this is like that except u can actually tell lmao . becauase theres no lines<3#if i did the sky less Bright and got some shadows in itd help a lot i think but unfortuanetly im tired and work tomorrow aand i can probabl#just tell myself im gonna do it better next year . or smthin . oh well ....#i wanna take an Actual Ref Pic so i dont have to swap tabs and estimate everything . and then try this drawing again . but that seems like#too easy lol . but ill still do it and try to keep it stylized . hopefully....#also sry for the id being simpler bc i .really dont have energy . to describe everything id want to describe. and most of it isnt even ther#apologies if this comes off as too self deragatory i just know that with time i can def do better and im sad i didnt. wanted to make#something real impressive in a few hours lol. alas
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the absolute character assasination of mack and brady in teen beach movie 2 was so fucking crazy
#the retcon that mack n brady met because of wet side story? bullshit !!!!#they met bc mack lives in a Surfboad shop and brady Surfs. thats it. why did they change it for the film being the CRUX of wht they date#THE MOVIE LELA QUEEN OF THE BEACH ALSO LITERALLY DOEANT RLLY MAKE SENSE WITHOUT IT SIDE STORY EXISTING.#cause like. on one hand slay queen go off make ur movie your own but also like. the entire point of the biker/surfer aes only came together#bc of the CONFLICT of the bikers and surfers and if anything lela queen of the beach works better as a hit sequel to wet side story that#blew the fuck up and became a cult classic#ALSO???? brady building surfboards....... but hes no working with macks gpa to buid surfboards?????????? CRAZY WORK.#i KNOWW its bc disney couldnt afford the gpa actor for the sequel but like. what the fuck man. thetes literally 2 characters that make the#boards just fucking.. PUT THEM TOGETHER. ONLY HAVE HIM SAY “yeah mack ive working with your grandpa lately” THATS IT !!!!!!!!!#ypu can keep him cagey abt the surfboard hes making or whatever#AND ANOTHER THING WHY DID THEY DEFACE MACKS FAMILY HEIRLOOMMMMMMMMMM#OH MY GODDDDDDD U HATED THATTTTTTT#brady what did they do to you......massacred him...........#has his fucking.... singing gear (why does he sing now. yes ik aeare its bc disney wanted to market off of ross lynch singing.) in an open#patio with no walls windchimes swanging and tv on bros mic quality must be fucking SHIT#thay also made tanner austistic as hell which i found pretty funny but irritatingwhen he didnt want to go in the water after lela in the#beginning of the film. hes a fucking surfer. why would. why would he be hesitant of going in the WATER.#mack was not as affected in the character assasinating but she felt different than the first movie i think#its bc they really pushed her into the nerd role when like. yeah she could be a nerd but did you have to make the fucking bookworm joke.#cmon man not cool shes just busy :[#the fallin for you reprise with cheechee was fun i wish we had more scenes with the side characters#chiangy.txt
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