#and I just can't do rhat to my family again

[icarusdiesatdawn]

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Oh careful. thoughts

[sonicasura]

Kafka and Psaro's home

This was it, the last time in a long time they would see there original home.

It was... emotional to say the least for Kafka to leave this house. It's were so many memories were made.

The house were Psaro's first words were said

The house were Psaro celebrated his first Birthday

The house were Kafka watched Psaro beat his very first videogame Pokemon Scarlet ( Psaro's a gamer just like his papa)

And so, so many other cherished memories that Kafka and Psaro would have to leave behind now.

It felt like an eternity as Kafka and Psaro packed there belongings, everything that was of value to them. Pictures, movies, plushies, clothes, videogames, and a couple other items of importance, too the duo. While these items seemed childish they were important to both Father and Son, as these were the things that they bounded with over the years ( and well Kafka still was a child at heart you know) each packed with the up most care and placed within the armor van.

Psaro: Papa? * Sniff*

Kafka: What is it buddy?

Psaro: Wil-Will we b-be * Hiccup* ok?

That question broke Kafka's heart, the sheer fear eminating from Psaro, made Kafka want to soothe that fear. To tell him that everything would be alright and they would be back home soon and watch some Pokemon or Yo-Kai-Watch.

Though... that would be a lie, Kafka had no idea what was going to happen next, so Kafka decided to say this.

Kafka: Psaro, I'm not sure if everything is going to be ok, however I do know that I will be right next to you the entire way, and no one will hurt you or me. This will be tough however I know your strong, just like me. We can overcome this together, now * Brings out Goobert plush* Goobert is worried about you and he feels rhat if you hold him you will feel better.

Psaro did just that, finding comfort in the Slime plush in these trying times

Kafka: Now come on bud, whatever comes our way we will face it together

Placing the last of there belongings in the armor van they entered the vehicle that was surronded by Defense Force agents and were driven off to the base to be placed in protective custody.

However out the sight of everyone they didn't notice a strange Gargoyle like creature, that was pink, had a bird like face and horns, and sported a blue tunic, shoes and sword.

????: CAW, CAW, I can't believe it, after all these years we finally found you my King. CAW, I must go report this to the others immediately.

As the strange creature flew off towards parts unknown, no one could predict what the future held

They will see their house again but it'll take awhile for the arrangements to be made. Luckily the terrain is perfect for training or running tests with Psaro's more monstrous form so a small outpost would be installed nearby before our the family comes back. Mina is kind enough to hire someone to upkeep the house until then.

Looks like the game to determine Psaro's fate has begun with the arrival of the Hawkman. The DQ gods have seen his various paths(the games) alongside the potential change he could bring to all. A few decided that Psaro deserve a second chance and reborn his soul in a different world so he would flourish.

I will say the Zenith Dragon is not behind this and was very miffed about it. Especially when word somehow got out to Monsterkind about their late master's revival. There is one more surprise that nobody expected though.

A side effect Psaro's caretaker, Kafka had inherited from the powerful bond he formed with his son. The ability to not only tame Monsters but also kaiju similar to a monster wrangler. Something that becomes known on the night Kafka gains his powers and accidentally turn the Spider Yoju that would attack Futaba's family into a Summoning Medal upon its defeat(think DQ Warriors mixed with Yokai Watch.)

You can say he really earn his Kaiju Tamer title there.

[sanchoi21]

Irresistable

Toji Fushiguro x Reader

Warning: It's more of a story written by the reader in her diary, mentions of attachment to a married man Toji and sex but mostly it's just fluff. Art not mine. Credit goes to the artist.

That day I fell in love with a man. But to my demise, he was a married man, a man that I shouldn't touch, as he never belonged to me. I kept him away for a long time, but he was always there at the back of my mind. I just couldn't help but think about him. Think about how kind he is, how beautiful he is when he smiles, he's really cute when he eats, I just couldn't help but think about him all the time. I craved for him and secretly yearned for his love. I tried to avoid him, but he always, somehow found me and reached out to me. I soon came to know that he was single, as his wife had died a long time ago, I am terrible person because I felt relieved, but I knew his heart could never be mine, as it was long gone with her.

I had decided to myself, to not fall for him anymore than I already had, but he just made it so much difficult for me to not to. He used to help me with my work, chat with me in his free time, ask me to go shopping with him for his son's birthday, ask me to dinners, and sometimes even for some drinks when we both had tiresome days. What was I supposed to think about all these signs?? He is just so irresistible, that I can't stop myself anymore, so one night when we both were drinking at his home, I kissed him, on the lips. I couldn't help it, loving him from the bottom of my heart and on top of that being drunk, didn't help me from kissing his soft pink lips. I kissed him as if this is the first and the last time I could ever do it. Maybe we won't even be friends after this, who knows, but I didn't care I just needed him to be mine.

But to my surprise, he kissed me back with more heat. As his hands travelled up and down my body, I was losing my mind, bit by bit. His lips, moved towards my neck to give it a peck, but I stopped him.

Y/n: T-Toji... S-stop it. You know very well that I-I can't r-resist you.

Toji: Then, why are you resisting?? I don't remember asking you to resist me, did I??

Y/n: I thought you loved your wife and couldn't get over her even after her death.

Toji: I did love her in the past, but now you are the one that I love, so will you be mine, doll??

Y/n: W-what?? S-say that again!!

Toji: I love you, my babygirl, so it's alright if you let go of all your restrains and just jump on me, if it's fine with you??

Without saying anything further I hopped on his lap, straddling him. He felt so heavenly underneath me, that I subconsciously started grinding my hips on his well toned abs and his growing bulge. He kissed me passionately as I was getting heated by looking at sweaty appearance and by the actions we were doing.

That night, he engraved his love in my body as I continued to mark him as mine. It was the best night of my life, abd I knew rhat there are more such to come.

This evening as I peacefully sat beside my sweet husband Toji in the gallary of our apartment, drinking the coffee made by him, I recollected all these memories as I am very happy and glad to finally have met my soulmate. Our sson Megumi is also as sweet and cute as always, he soon had warmed up too me and calls me mom. Though Toji and Megumi bicker all the time, I can't help but laugh and interfere their childish fights. Thanks, dear diary, I really love my family and I'll cherish and protect them forever.

- Toji' wife, Y/n.

[marco--the--phoenix]

I deleted my old vent blog. But I gotta gwt this out.

Tw: depression - eating disorder- personal - mental health - suicide - financial issues - chronic illness

For 5 years we have lived on bare minimum. Sometimes we can do the odd nice thing here or there but it'll drain us.

Every month is a making ends meet kinda month and sometimes we go without very often.

One meal a day, I go without phone service or unable to leave the house.

It's not even our fault. Wife works full time, I can't work due to both mental and physical health.

I am so unbelievablely grateful to friends who help us out when there's a struggle but I feel so bad every time.

I'm almost 40 and I don't have the means to look after myself. I'm not the worst off person in the world but I'm fucming struggling.

I had an ED that almost killed me many years ago and it permanently crashed my body. I have a dangerous autoimmune disease that's almost killed me once already.

It's agony, my joints lock up, I've been paralysed in pain by arthritis brought on by it. My skin hurts and aches and burns all the time.

I can barely move. I ooze and feel gross and stick to things and feel ugly and gross and vile

My mental health is bad despite being medicated. My adhd is wild and the two have caused me to loose all momentum in myife. I was once in control and on top of everything and now I'm drowning.

I try not to vent to people. So used to being punished for venting rhat I'm terrified if people saw the real deph of what I'm feeling I'd loose them.

I'm sick of money lasting a second. We do like ONE nice thing a month together and even then it's far from wild or much money. We treat ourselves to a little something but like.. a £5 sketch from a friend or a third store shirt for £7 but cus we are so broke all the time and need help it feels shitty to do.

It's bad, all the time.

This month I already have £70 left to live and I've not paid for my phone yet. That 70 I'd for food, travel, anything.

We had to use money we saved for my birthday in March and their upcoming birthday just to make it to the end of every month.

We don't have family or a support network where we live.

I know staying at home doesn't seem like a big deal but reason I made a habit of going with wife to their place of work was because of me not being safe.

We've both worked hard, really hard to start out stores and try sell but it's very disheartening that despite all the effort and hard work no ones biting.

I'm so scared of being a burden to people that I clam up. I've pulled away so much from people already that I'm worried I'm not good enough any more for them.

It's all jealous icky arlf doubting feelings drowning me but I'm tired.

I started chemotherapy again for my illness but had to come off for antibiotics for an ear infection.

Chemotherapy makes me feel sick, tired, awful and without it my body attacks itself.

We are trying to go on a trip this June. Just to another city and we put money we couldn't afford towards it but I for one need a break, need something nice to look forward to, something to keep me fucking going.

I don't want to die, I just want life to be better but I've been strong all my life and I'm so weak these days cus I can't find mental or psychical strength.

I try hard to be there for others, be a good person, look on the bright side but I'm so so fucking exhausted.

I've waited years after year for things to get better. I'm not a negative person I've just been beat over the head so many times.

I'm finally letting myself cry and crumble but I'm close to breaking.

I wish I didn't feel guilty or selfish or bad for having these feelings but I do and I implode.

I just wish it was all easier.

I hope people who read this don't change their view on me or ditch me. I'm so tired and scared and hurting.

I also didn't make this post to beg for money but if there is anyone out there who could just help a little it really does help.

My P @ y p@l is corazon_x_law@yahoo.co.uk (op people it's not a ship. This was back when x didn't mean a ship dhdhdbdhd)

Or my kofi is https://ko-fi.com/cyborgfranky

It's 5am and I sat crying on the toilet like a loser.

I feel better for screaming here but.. damn.

[milksuu]

deeply disappointed in myself i'm sorry in advance 🩵🩵 trying to form questions in my head as i type this like ?? wgat was that key doing in us but that'll probably be revealed in the next part ?? unless im an idiot and phel just got 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 like that 😶‍🌫️ sorry but i need him to get mc pregnant RIIIGHHHTTT NEOWWWWW 🙏🙏🙏 i beg of you please js put it in i'm so sorry i'm down bad rn but uh anyway !!?##]^ i anticipate what u have in store for pt 3 too bc anon had the right idea omg .. pregnancy ,,, repopulating the clan uchiha style u have my heart . AND MC MY SWEET ☹️☹️ so kind despite literally . being a captive ⁉️⁉️😭 free my girl (lying through my teeth btw, need to b stuck there forever). ALSO HELLO WHO WASHED US 😨😨 was it phel or some other lunari but oh my god , during that scene!!!!!!! the way u describe everything (vag😍) is mmmphhkjgf all i can do is gush over ur writing w no shame bc i need phel so bad, uhh chp dedicated towards eating mc out ?? ur insane actually. i love u sm ☹️☹️ the language n atmosphere lord save me bc what do yoy mean these rn't canon descriptors of lunari grounds, if riot isn't putting in the work then we hve writers like you god bless ☹️

also . LMFAOOO LOSER 😭😭 idiot stuck in the bath (need to b in there w him), oh and was it the noctum rhat paralysed him (he can paralyse me from my waist down 🩵) ? silly question but im a lil deranged rn after reading that my bad . mc was honestly such a sweetheart though, for treating him so well but we'll ignore the prior murder attempt. can't lose a baddie tonight ykyk ‼️‼️ what would happen though if . mc committed to it though err would phel just be a goner considering his state in the bathtub n all 😭

thats it from me rn bc it's late !! 🦦🩵

LMFAO! i loved reading this omg.

OK SO--yeah phel was just being a weirdo and decided to 'hide' the key inside of mc, cause why not.

ALL YALL WANTING BABIES WITH THIS MAN HAHA. hes literally insane. and you know what? VALID. but i'll be upfront and say it won't be happening in part 3, soowwwyyy. </3

also phel 100% washed mc. like, he literally made sure that mc had a warm bath, to the point he let the water get cold for himself. and well, yeah, he's a DUMMY who ran out of time before the side effects of the noctum completely started fckin up his insides and got trapped suffering in a cold bath HAHA. i also hc that there's no way this man ISNT dying every time he consumes it. and this mf knows it and will do it till he legit dies and alune knows this too. [*insert tragic bad ending here*]

and we actually aren't at a lunari camp just yet!!!! mc really is just in a tavern in like a neutral territory/town rn. and dont you worry, you'll know when we do get there, because in my mind, the place is GORGEOUS. like a freaking jeweled city inside the mountain and its BREATHTAKING. MAGICAL. STREAMS LOOK LIKE STARTLIGHT. FLOWERS ARE BIOLUMINESCENT. THERE ARE POCKETS OF MOONSHINE IN DARK CAVERNOUS ROOMS WHERE THE LUNARI BATHE COMPLETELY NAKED AND BOND AS FRIENDS/FAMILY/LOVERS. i rlly dont fckin know i wish riot would give us so much more lore to their territory. for both solari and lunari honestly. but yeah, we'll know soon enough!

and uh yeah if mc committed we wouldn't have a part 3 LMFAO.

once again, ty for the lovely msg anon!! <3<3<3

[mb-blue-roses]

That reminds me rhat I wanted to post my fic - I don't feel like posting the Ao3 link, so I'll drop the fic under the cut!

Reunion of Fire and Ice

1.5k words

Summary: After the Fairytale Detective insists he goes and sits down with his sister like the adults they both are, Ross Red finally makes his way to the kingdom of Snowfall to reunite with Snow White.

Ross Red makes his way through the kingdom of Snowfall, a flame-red jacket pulled around his shoulders. Dark red fur rests around his shoulders, and he gazes at the city around him. Well, his sister's kingdom is certainly thriving. He can't help but be proud of his sister, seeing the people that mill about and chatter regarding anything and everything. A cool morning breeze blows through the town. Ross holds a bag of freshly-baked breads and other breakfast foods, recently purchased from a vendor in the city. He figures it isn't a good idea to show up to an impromptu family reunion without something on hand to make it smoother.

He raps on the castle's front door.

No answer.

He raps on the castle's front door again.

No answer.

He raises his hand to pound harder on the front door, trying to draw someone to open it. Then it creaks open.

"Who's knocking at this time of the morn-" the figure in the doorway snaps, before stuttering out- "R-ross?"

Snow White, the sister he hasn't spoken to in over a thousand years, is standing in the doorway. He can't help but flinch a bit under her cold stare. There's something unreadable in her eyes. Unable to find the words, he holds up the bag of fresh breakfast. Snow gapes at him for a moment, then turns around with a snap and jerks her head in a gesture to follow her. So he does.

His shoes squeak on the tile as he follows his sister through the elegant halls. Eventually, they end in a comfortable and less ornate dining room.

"What. Are. You. Doing. Here?" Snow asks sharply. Ross slams the food on the table defensively, hissing, "What? Can't I just try to see my sister?"

"It's been over a thousand years, Ross!"

"I know you want this reunion just as much as I do, Snow!"

Surprisingly enough, Snow is the one that backs down first. She hesitantly sighs, "You're right..."

Ross busies himself with spreading out the assorted foods, so that he doesn't have to look his sister in the eyes. He can't bring himself to look her in the eyes, as much as he wants to see her response. She remarks, "Let me guess. This was the detective's idea."

Involuntarily, Ross snorts.

"So that's a yes," she states in reply.

The room settles into an awkward silence. Snow's foot taps on the ground, and Ross shuffles thing around the table. He glances up, and looks out the window. The sunlight reflects off a little bit of snow, and the flourishing kingdom makes him smile at his sister's competence.

"Your kingdom seems to be flourishing," he remarks, "That's good."

Snow coughs, clearly trying to disguise a laugh, before she tells him, "I'm not the queen of Snowfall, Ross." "You... aren't?" he asks, startled. He would've expected her to be the ruler of this kingdom. He couldn't think of anyone else, there was no way their father was still in power.

"Who is, then? Surely not Dad?" Snow chuckles again, and then a voice rings out from the doorway.

"...Prince Ross? What are you doing here?"

Ross whirls around. Gerda, now a young woman, stands there. Her hair is loose, and she's wearing a night gown with a blanket around her shoulders. She rocks back and forth on her heels, watching Ross with a confused expression.

"What... what are you doing here, Gerda?" he asks in return. He can hear Snow snort in amusement before Gerda raises an eyebrow at him and says, "I... live here?"

He gapes at her for a moment, his jaw open as he tries to process. Gerda lives here? In the castle? Fascinating. He parses through his thoughts, attempting to form a response. He's saved from that by Gerda asking, "Anyways, how are Rapunzel and Belladonna doing?"

"They're doing well," he answers, "Belladonna has finally stopped insulting me when we are alone in the same room."

Gerda's face scrunches up in amusement. Ross offers her a hesitant smile. Then he asks, "Well, how are you doing then, Gerda?"

Gerda opens her mouth to reply, but then there's a rapping on the wall behind her. A young man, around Gerda's age, steps up to stand next to her. His hair is a soft blonde color, his eyes an icy blue. He presses a kiss to Gerda's cheek, and she blushes. The man asks, "May I ask how you know my wife, sir?"

By this point, Snow is doing nothing to stifle her laughter. The blonde man rolls his eyes, clearly amused by her reaction. Gerda's giggling as well, though it appears she doesn't have as much context for the situation as Snow does. Snow beckons the two of them further into the room, and they both move further in. The man leans on the counter, slotting himself easily in the corner of the small counter. Gerda, meanwhile, pulls out a stool and sits next to him. When both kids (they're adults, he knows this, but in his mind they're kids) are settled, Snow claps her hands. Ross can't help but stare. Gerda's married? He never knew her all that well, considering how little time they spent together and the fact that he was more focused on Rapunzel at that time, but it still surprises him. Nudging him to get his attention, Snow starts, "Ross, this is my son, Gwyn."

Ross is left speechless yet again, his head spinning. Based on Snow's movement, she's likely telling Gwyn that Ross is his uncle. He has a nephew?! He missed so much while was estranged. Likely, he was the king. Blinking away his thoughts he asks, "How long have you had a son?!"

"My entire life," Gwyn replies with a shit-eating grin. Gerda snorts loudly, before blushing and covering her face with her hand. Gwyn smiles and leans into her. Wait a minute...

"Does that make Gerda my niece-in-law?" he asks.

Gerda nods, taking Gwyn's hand.

"You also have a nephew-in-law. I'm married to them both, and them to each other," Gwyn says, at the same time Gerda mumbles, "Where is he? He's usually the first one up..."

Before Ross has a chance to process any of that, and almost as if mentioning him summoned him, another young man comes into the kitchen. The cane in his hand taps against the wooden floor as he sleepily enters, rubbing at his eyes. He approaches the table, saying, "G'morning everyone. Where'd this come from?"

"The uncle I just learned that I had," Gwyn answers, jerking his thumb to point at Ross. The man's head snaps up, and he looks at Ross with a startled expression. After staring blankly at Ross for a moment, he seems to make some sort of mental connection. He says, "Oh, you're the one who took Gerda to Floralia a few years ago. My name is Kai."

Kai offers Ross a handshake, which he respectfully accepts. "It is a pleasure to meet you, Kai, my name is Ro- Wait, how do you know about that?"

Kai chuckles awkwardly, his free hand finding its way to the back of his neck. He answers, "Well, Gerda's been my best friend for most of my life. When I saw you leaving the village with her, I wanted to make sure she was safe. So, I followed you. I... didn't get very far, and the detective saved me. She was at our wedding, actually."

So everything comes back to the detective, and an improbably tangled web of connections. Huh.

After a moment of awkward silence, Gerda hops off her stool. She strides over to the table, kissing her other husband on the cheek. Gwyn follows suit, and Kai turns bright red. Seeing the display of affection brings an uncharacteristically fond smile, unbidden, to his face. It reminds him of how he and Rapunzel were, in the early years. A small, but loud, part of him misses that. It also reminds him of how that frog prince (James, was his name?) and Snow acted before Ross left his family behind over it.

As the happy trio talks and serves themselves from the dishes Ross spread out on the table earlier, Ross himself turns to his sister. When she turns to him, he twists his head to look at Gwyn. The king is laughing, his face scrunched up in delight as his husband kisses some butter off his nose and his wife sneaks a sausage off his plate. Then he turns back to his sister and asks, "Was he with..."

"Yes. It didn't work out, and he's dead now. We were divorced for a few hundred years before that."

There's a lot of unanswered questions there, but she doesn't seem inclined to answer them. He can respect that. After all, he did show up at her house at eight in the morning after over a thousand years of no contact.

"We should join the kids," Snow says, and so they do. Questions can wait.

[damejanai]

Dameraji

2020.09.16

S:Probably, when this episode goes on air, it won't be the case anymore but

K: Uh huh

S: But recently, I've had quite many spiritual experiences recently

K: Oh i was scared right there

S: ?

K: I thought you were quitting or something

S: No no no no, why would i do something like that?

K: That scared me, thought you were going to say, 'when this goes on air, i won't be here anymore'

S: Hhahahaha that blew up

K: I was so shocked

S: That's funny, but you know, I often say I see feathers, right? I still see them now and then, but recently, I'm not kidding, crickets keep coming to me. When i'm watching TV at night... well I'm not watching TV but

K: What are you talking about?

S: You know like, my TV is like...that...

K: You are just watching the screen

S: Ah yesyes, that's scary! It's like I'm a psychopath or something!

K: So Soma san you were just watching screen when..

S: When I watch movies at night, there would be the tapping sound on my window, there would be nothing, and after a while i would hear it again.

K: Uh huh

S: And when i open the window, the crickets would be like, 'Let me in!'

K: That's so dramatic

S: I think there is a huge tree near my window, and so there would be tons of them there growing.

K: Ahhh, they would fall nicely at a 45 degree angle

S: And it's easy for them to come in but not go out. I realised that recently, they are not really coming anymore. I was wondering why, and it has been hot recently, so I've not been going into the veranda much. When I went out, I realised that the tree, wasnt there

K: Ehhhhh!??

S: It was totally trimmed, I guess there were tons of complaints coming from other residents about crickets coming into their houses too

K: Would they trim it because of complaints?!

S: It has a very clean haircut now.

K: I don't know if I should probe into it this much but is that tree within the estate?

S: Yes yes , it is, so it comes under their management. And actually I dont miss them at all and, i feel lucky in fact

K: And also it's nothing spiritual at all, just that the bugs are gone

S: Ahahahahaa

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~About year end times and visiting their parents'~

S: It's hard for me to move around, like my hometown is in Yamanashi

K: Actually my parents home was in tokyo but they have moved to kanagawa actually, so they're like telling me, not to come back

S: Ahahahaa

K: And they got a cat, when I'm allergic to cats. And also since they're in Kanagawa, they might have some resistance to come to Tokyo. So, I can't go back!

S: Are you in contact with them?

K: Ahhh well yes

S: So that was when they told you that, they were getting a cat and stuff, and therefore

K: Telling me not to come back

S: I don't think that's what they think wwww

It's a tough time huh

K: Yes it's a tough family situation

S: Ahahahaaa what's that

K: Why are they going further away though...

S: I actually talked on the phone for 2 hours with my parents, after a long time, they seemed really happy i think. After that I think i heard from my sister that my parents told her about how i called them

K: Ahh

S: I'm usually the kind that doesnt contact people. So i guess this situation sort of makes us try to keep in contact. So not all's bad

K: I see, when i go back home, I'm like doing a radio show alone for 2 hours

S: Ahahahaaha

K: When i go home, I talk non stop, for like 1 hour and we laugh and laugh and then I'll be, 'Okay, I'm off'

S: Ahahahaa you're providing them one slot of entertainment

K: I'd be like, 'wasn't it fun?' , 'bye bye'

S: Does your style of talking take after any of your family members?

K: Nope

S: Ah

K: Totally no one. I'm the only one who talks this much

S: Ah, so they're rather quiet, all of them

K: My dad would talk when he's excited but is usually the listener. I don't really understand what my mum says at all

S: wwwww what does that mean?

K: Maybe we're similar?

S: Ahahahhaa

K: My younger sister doesn't ever come out of her room

S: Stop that

K: My elder brother keeps bullying others

S: wwwwww ok but

K: Maybe it's a hybrid, I'm all of those things at times

S: Well but you're nice on the inside

K: Yes I am! So is my family! Hahahaha

S: Haahahha

~~

Q. There are not many events nowadays but it seems like there are many recordings and filmings these days?

K: No?

S: wwwww well in general for voice actors, probably all the recordings that were halted have resumed  maybe

K: By recording, what kind of recording do you mean?

S: wwwww what do you mean by what kind?

K: Well there's after recording

S: Ah ah ah, Ok then count it in

K: Ah, okat then Yes, it has increased

S: Ahahahaa

K: Yes, it's great. I don't really have recording for like songs

S: I think ive gotten more reading jobs nowadays, and I've always said i liked reading, but i had one where i had to read out everything myself, it was, really difficult

K: I guess you have to create and ups and downs right, that's tough right

S: And i think, it's not too good if you create too many ups and downs

K: Ahhh, it's difficult to decide when to hold back

S: Yesyesyes. And usually i would read books for leisure and books for work differently.

K: I see

S: And recently I end up thinking a lot when reading, like how should I make it more interesting

K: Ahhh that doesn't sound fun

S: Totally

K: When I have fun doing YouTube, versus when I use some editing methods because I feel it's good for my videos

S: And it goes on for hours, well it happens for radio as well, like 3-4 hours, to be immersed in one story for rhat long, we don't have it that much

K: Uh huh

S: Like... i want to improve my concentrating ability

K: Ahhh that...

S: Well....Kaito kun are there any types of jobs that you have more now

K: Not really... anything... it has been the same

S: So it has really gotten back to normal

K: Yes. I think I've had more free talk sort of gigs now

S: wwwwww

K: So, what do they see me as?

S: Well but you know you are able to do freetalk for 2 hours at your parent's house

K: No no no but well the freetalk at do at my parent's house goes like, 'this and this happened at work, haha, my partner for radio is this sort of person, he's really irritating

S: Wait wait, stop stop, can i rewind?

K: Ok ok ok, so like what i say at my parent's house goes like, 'my partner for radio is really irritating' something like that

S: wwwwwww

K: Hahahaha, just a little

S: You simplified it huh, from just now

K: I don't even remember what i said

S: But Kaito kun is someone who can just talk about something interesting when the time needs to be dragged a little

K: Really?

S: Isn't that so?

K: Freetalk is like... if there's nothing interesting that happened in your daily life, there's nothing to talk about so

S: Yes, that's true

K: So, i only say what comes to mind at that point

S: Yeah yeah

K: So, sometimes i read comments like, 'Kaito kun said this and this some time ago but now he's saying this and this'

S: Uh huh

K: But what i say is different at different times. So, recently I felt the need to accumulate things to talk about

S: Yes, that's also what you thought of due to this increase in free talk related gigs

K: Yes yes

S: And so you're actually

K: I wanted to note down stuff so, use my secret twitter account that I use for ego searching

S: Wait wait, why, why? Just use a notebook or something

K: Well but, I feel like tweeting them

S: Ahahahhaaa I don't get it! Your ego searching account

K: It has 0 followers, is unlocked, and has no interaction with anyone

S: I see I see

K: And I would tweet photos of my animal crossing game for my own keepsake

S: Ahahahaha huh? That's kinda scary

K: So I'm using it in place of a notebook now. My recent note was 'Human nails degenerate too fast, don't they?' They break all the time and it's painful and bloody', and I don't even remember what that was about

S: Oh my god

K: Scary right?

S: Totally scary, Posting animal crossing photos and leading to this is also scary. What's that about human nails?!

K: The fact that it's scary... already becomes a topic

S: I see I see, you noting down things and don't remember anything about it

K: And the fact that the first tweet was something really scary

S: Ahahahhaahaa

K: Hahahaa

S: But it's an account you would like to keep lowkey

K: If it gets circulated due to a bug or something that would be real bad

S: Please be careful!

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1/2 I've been feeling a bit if nostalgia for your wolf!Dick/hunter!Jason fic so I read it again to refresh my memory, and now I can't stop thinking about all the stuff that was implied about their future together, so if I can ask for a little update on their life now if you don't mind?

2/2 I suppose Jason has made the obvious decision to officially accepted Dick as his wolf boyfriend/mate, so how is their relationship going so far? What does their life look like now thar they're a couple? Are there perhaps any challenges rhat they have to deal with in their relationship? And most importantly, do they finally have little pups together? I love the idea of them being one cute furry family with tiny doggos that look like Dick and Jason causing trouble all around😭

Aww, totally! I love that verse, but it is one of those stories I feel so satisfied with that (at least for now) I have no plans of doing a sequel to it, so I don’t mind talking about their future a bit here.

Jason definitely ends up accepting Dick’s courtship and agrees to be his mate (as weird as that terminology is to him), though it comes after a good few months of reevaluating their relationship and learning not to think of Dick as his enemy. Which Dick of course takes as a challenge to prove himself further, both with gifts and continued attempts to be more understanding of human norms and culture. He also insists on being much more present in Jason’s life at all times, which includes shifting to human form to accompany him into settlements. Probably with a few incidents along the way where he’s just weird enough to make people suspicious and they have to make a hasty exit most likely because Dick really does not understand the concept of money and paying for things XD

I think the biggest challenges they have are in the differences between their species when it comes to things like relationships and sex. Jason thinks Dick is moving too fast while Dick can’t understand while Jason is taking so long to say yes. Also why is he so shy about being naked? Why doesn’t he want to have sex out in the open? Why Jason, why? But eventually, after enough talking, stubbornness and compromise on both their parts, they will find their equilibrium.

As for having children... yes, I definitely like to think they find a way between magic and Dick’s shapeshifting abilities. Possibly with Talia’s help, since she’s the only sorceress Jason knows and Dick nudges him enough to accept he needs to ask for her assistance (Another thing Dick doesn’t understand. Why Jason doesn’t want pups right away after they mate).

All in all, I like to think they have a very good future filled with fighting monsters and other shenanigans before settling down together in a nice territory Dick finds and wins for them, where Jason builds himself a cabin no, a cave is not a good enough den for a human, Dick and they have a family together.

[renee-writer]

From Gladiator to Knight Chapter 9 A Change of Name

Jamie Claire Pollux(Paul) Tianna

Jamie

Something occured to me when Claire asked us to wait outside. Pollux may not have a last name. I turn and ask him.

"Pollux, did you have a last name in Rome?" He looks at me and frowns.

"You mean like a surname?" I nod. "No, I was just Pollux."

"Ye need one here. Would ye like to take Claire's and I's? Become a Fraser? Tianna would be to after ye are married."

Pollux

I am awed by his offer. To take his name and give it to my wife. To be made a member of the family. It is an incredible thing.

"I would be honored to take your name. Can I," I hesitate a moment," I would like to change my first too. Get rid of the slave name. Get completely rid of the violent past. Start fresh in this time with my wife."

"How about Paul? Tis close to your name and won't stand out here like Pollux would." He offers.

"Paul Fraser." I say aloud. "I like it. I really do."

"We will see if Merlin can do a naming ceremony before the wedding."

Claire

Merlin and Tianna get the dress hidden away as I watch the men. They are deep in conversation about something. Seems serious but they both seem happy. Nothing amiss then. I call them back in. Jamie comes up to me.

"All okay?"

"Everything is fine." And I give him a smile.

Merlin had brought meat back from the castle and made some stew. Wa all rest as it cooks. It seems that we can't catch up on sleep. Merlin rouses us when it is done.

Jamie

As we eat, I ask Merlin if he minds doing a naming ceremony before the wedding. I explain how Pollux doesn't have a surname to offer his wife and wants to let the past go by also changing his first.

"We can do it easily before the wedding. Would you like a sunrise or sunset cermony?"

Tianna

All eyes turn to me. As the bride, I guess it is my choice. I am still mauling over Pollux changing his name but, answer anyway. "Sunset. Claire is no morning person and the sunset will be so pretty."

"Sunset it is." He turns to Jamie," I know all their stories. What is yours?"

Jamie

"Weel I am a Scot. Ye probably got that already. Was raised on an estate called Lallybroch. I lost both parents before I reached manhood. My mam when I was ten in childbed. My da when I was seven and ten from a shock. An older brother, William, when I was a mere wean. I have a sister Janet( who all call Jenny), a brother-in-law, Ian, and their wean, Wee Jamie. Some uncles, an aunt, a cousin or two. And Claire." I squeeze her hand.

"What time are you from?"

"Oh, 1743 was when we came through. I intended to just sent Claire through, back to her own time. Ye see, their is this redcoat captain named Jack Randall that...he is evil and a threat. Caused my da's death. I dinna want to but thought it best. I wanted to take her to Lallybroch. Take myself too. Twas where I intended to head to after seeing her safe. There had been a price on my head. Accused of a murder Randall committed." I wave off the thought of him," ahhh now I dinna ken when I will be able to take my wife home. If ever."

"You will get there when you are mean't to. Have faith."

Tianna

As we prepare for bed after Jamie's fasinating story, I ask Pollux what name he had choosen. He beams at me.

"Paul Fraser." He proudly states. "Jamie has offered his surname." I am as amazed as he is. To share the name of our friends. We snuggle together, the last night before our marriage and drift off to sleep.

Claire

"What name did Pollux pick?" I ask my husband as we prepare to bed down an the floor once again. Oh, do I miss beds!

"I offered him ours. Do ye mind?"

"No, not at all. What a lovely gesture. And his first name?"

"Paul. Tis close to his own."

"Paul Fraser. Quite lovely. Paul and.Tianna Fraser." I look to them and smile as I cuddle into my husband. I have a dreamless night.

Tianna

I wake up thinking,' It is my wedding day!' I am filled with both excitement and trepidation. A bit relieved by my talk with Claire but still... I get up and head outside for some fresh air. I watch the sunrise and feel Pollux's arms come around me.

"We are to be married today and I have yet to tell you that I love you. I do, you know. Very much."

"I know." The last of my tension melts away."I love you too." He turns me around a kisses me. It does all the things rhat Claire.said was to happen before he enters me. And, it is just a kiss. I know rhen that all will go well with the wedding night.

Jamie

It is soon noon and time for the naming cermony. Merlin calls us all outside. He stands Pollux in the courtyard in front of him as we gather behind.

Pollox(Paul)

"Pollux, you no longer wish to be called thus." Merlin states.

"No."

"And what would you wish to be known as?"

"Paul Fraser." I proudly state.

"Then let it be so. Pollux of Rome is now Paul Fraser of England." He announces. A cheer goes up in front of me. "Shall we toast?" Merlin produces a.bottle of wine.

"Isn't that for the wedding toast?" Claire asks.

"I have something. Don't worry." He fills five glasses and hands them out. "To Paul Fraser. May he always honor his name." We click glasses and drink.

"To my mate, my brother, my.fellow traveler. May you be as strong and courageous as the name ye carry." Jamie offers. And I let the first tear of the day fall. I see Tianna do the same.

Claire

As I help Tianna into her wedding gown, I can't help flashing back to my own wedding. I was hungover and terrified. At least Tianna wants this. I wish I would have felt the same at Jamie and I's wedding.

"You are so beautiful." The dark green flatters her pale skin and black hair. It fits perfectly and I am amazed. My borrowed gown had been much two tight. Hers flows on her body like it is made for her.

"I am sorry I don't have flowers for you." I tell her.

Tianna

I don't know how to express myself. This day. My wedding day. I look at her through a sheen of tears.

"I was a slave. Property. Forbidden to marry. You gave me a purpose. Made me a healer. My father got me away. Po..Paul is given me his name. A name your husband gifted us with. I don't need flowers." She hugs me close as we both cry.

Paul

As the sun sets, I hold my bride's hands in mine as we listen to Merlin.

"Paul, Tianna. You wish to be married?"

"We do." He smiles.

"Repeat after me. I Paul take thee Tianna. To have and hold. In sickness and health. For richer and poorer. Til death part us." I do and so does Tianna.

"Do you have a ring?" Tianna slips her father's off her right hand and hands it to Merlin. He speaks a prayer over it and hands it to me. I slip it on her left hand.

"I pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss her." I do with enthusiasm.

Jamie

I watch the ceremony with a lump in my throat. I can't help picturing my own wedding to Claire. Feeling her hand tremble in mine. She didn't want to be there. Though now she does, I wish she would have been as happy as Tianna is.

"Mr. and Mrs. Fraser." Merlin introduces them. He then turns to Claire and I. "And a blessing on your union too."

Claire

Jamie and I just grin at each other and then kiss ourselves. That Merlin knew to do that is extraordinary. It is like he read both our minds.

"I will be right back." He slips into the house and I hear a very distinct 'pop'. But it couldn't be, could it? It was. He returns with a bottle of champagne.

"How?" And then shook me head. "Time travel, right?"

"Yes." He passes out glasses and fills them. "To the couples Fraser. Both new and old." We all drank to that but everyone but myself and Merlin made a face. I laughed and took Jamie's, emptying it in one swallow.

"The last time I had this was the end of the war."

[angelblumes]

😁 I'm back back again I'm back tell a friend.. Hi I'm back. This Halloween kinda lame but also it was fun in a i just chilled out sorta way. I got a bag of treats from my grandma.. You ever just search up therapy terms and be like huh that actually explains a lot especially the ones involving family 🙄 I kinda made a list of all the things I think I'm affected by for I can kinda just speed run through why I'm like this to my therapist. its kinda exhausting. Instead of just jumping into a pool of depression and sinking I'm gonna do a little research study it and learn how to float/swim then jump in. <- weird. I've gotten into a schedule of sorts that is ok and I'm doing well with it. I hope you're doing well and you had a good Halloween and had fun these last couple weeks. ❤🤍 💙 🧡 🖤 -5things

hello hello its been so long🥺🥺 my halloween wasn't the best either :( not to be tmi but my sisters friends are kind-of-friends w me but one of them had a halloween party n i wasn't invited. which is fine like its normal and i get it. i prob wouldn't have gone anyway bc i hate parties. but it's so hard to not take shit personally....so i was bummed out i had no plans. and YES i should not have access to the internet i learn more and more everyday and am just like hooooly shit. i've been trying to make a list too... what a coincidence lol!!! i also tried starting a schedule. but i can't make myself stick to it💔 one thing school was good for was doing the same thing at the same time everyday. miss that. my friends mom had knee surgery so we went grocery shopping b4 and stocked up on Everything but i've literally already burnt thru most of it.... well not really but i realized i dont like what i got or i'm sick of it or i'm just craving something we don't have. like doritos. i would kill for some doritos rn. i've been seriously considering trying to seriously write serious fanfic seriously. i guess a better word is legitimate? but also i suck at writing and have never finished anything ever but if i was to post fanfic i'd want it to be finished first. i've also been trying to paint (i posted a wip recently!) but yea rhat exact painting? fucked it up. its not unfixable or anything but just ruined any motivation i had. argh urgh! i hope ur doing well too❤️💗💝❣️