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ecstarry · 1 year ago

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@rosekillermicrofic / lies / 415 words / rated M/ Cook Barty meets produce guy Evan

for u babes @fromagony @star4daisy @godsofwoes @bellaxisworld <3

If this is how I die it’s alright was all Barty could think as Evan finished working his tongue around his cock. They had been fucking for close to a year now. When he started flirting with the produce guy, he did it for fun, he was bored that day doing prep when the new guy arrived.

He had been working at that shitty restaurant for far too long if he was honest. He only got along with Dorcas, the Head Cook, but as the new place was about to open she practically left this shithole to Barty and was never there anymore. So when a shiny new toy came in with a tight ass and tired bags under unholy green eyes, he found a way to entertain himself. He never expected for Evan to bite back, let alone for him to leave marks behind.

He became obsessed with Evan. It all started with Barty trying to find any excuse to get Evan close. To grab his hand, then his waist, and eventually his ass. Evan returned every gesture right back at Barty.

It was Evan who pushed him into the employee’s bathroom and kissed him for the first time. That day Barty felt like a teenager, almost leaving a mess on his work pants because a pretty boy was touching him. But Evan didn’t just touch Barty, he devoured him, with his hands, his mouth, his teeth, his nails. He clenched to Barty’s skin, his scent, and to his bones.

Barty went home that day and dreamed of Evan. He woke up and jerked off to Evan. He went to work and waited for Evan. It was only Evan.

Barty tried to tell himself that it was just an itch. That if he fucked Evan it would go away. And so he did, but the itch was still there. So he thought he needed Evan to fuck him. And so Evan did, but the itch was still there. Every fucking time he had the man under his grip, his waist in his hands, his cock in his mouth, his eyes fixated on Barty, he knew. It was all lies. Evan was not an itch he could ever get rid of, nor did he want to. Evan had branded him, through bruises and scratches, Barty could trace every part of his body that belonged to Evan, including his heart.

Desperation had never felt so good. He didn’t care, not as long as Evan remained his.

#kinda had bittersuite by billie in mind when writing it #and by that i mean its on loop #rosekiller #rosekiller microfic #marauders #marauders era #slytherin skittles #evan rosier #barty crouch junior #barty crouch x evan rosier #gay dead wizards #barty x evan #barty jr #evan x barty #hp marauders #marauders microfic

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 2 months ago

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Greetings Traveler! The Yiling Laozu welcomes you!

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #digital art #animation #Good news! I solved the audio problem (CPS sometimes stops the audio from working; its a matter of just restarting the program)#I also re-storyboarded a few parts of the project. A few of them are good to post as little looping gifs with some editing.#I'm aiming for April 1st to be done! This does mean I am forgoing my original April fools prank for 2025.#Thank you to everyone who's been patient and kind while I divert my resources into this project!#It's been a super fun experiment B*)

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lucabyte · 1 year ago

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i feel like people are sleeping on the occam's razor situation of how buckwild it is to outright accuse a guy of being a clone of your friend even if you DO have a lot of circumstantial evidence. there's other options is what im saying. they could just be like. a guy. that's a sensible deduction. you should explore that deduction. ignore my shirt that reads I <3 RED HERRINGS.

i still think odile has the correct theory on lock but she's smart enough to know it needs like... a real smoking gun to be able to bring it up without sounding insane.

anyway. (mirabelle voice) i know its rude to speculate but has anyone else noticed the grieving? they seem to be grieving. does anyone have any thoughts on the grieving? i have some thoughts on the grieving.

#[isabeau voice] am i insane or does sometimes loop talk like they might have killed their whole family. is that just me? just checking.#nille design highly inspired by @kiwibrain's since its the one that imprinted in my mind. liberties taken since i didnt look @ reference #anyway i have a lot more thoughts on this? i guess ill hide them in the tags...? scroll down i suppose.#isat #in stars and time #isat spoilers #in stars and time spoilers #isat act 6 spoilers #isat loop #isat siffrin #isat bonnie #isat nille #isat fanart #in stars and time fanart #doodlebyte #----------------------------------------------------------------------#anyway the extra thoughts. are literally just my general thoughts on postcanon. (and thus are the context for all of my postcanon doodles!)#which is i think nille joins the party before loop reappears for a start (either from a period of nonexistence or just wandering around)#and that like. i think the party should be able to integrate loop as a completely new person. because they are! the secrecy isn't great but #They and Siffrin shuffle into different ecological niches in the party (eg. i think sif is more squeamish after it all but loop isnt)#and while it's not *exactly* what Loop wanted they get that beggars can't be choosers. and its pretty good #(i am glossing over how i think loop's reappearence drags both them and siffrin into a massive behavioural backslide and is likely a bit #distressing to watch go down. cycle of argument -> lovebombing -> normalcy -> repeat. etc etc. but since they are no longer literally #stewing in the worst pressure cooker of all time they do resolve it via productive conversation on their own time. its fine)#the party well-meaningly tries to deduce things from loop's vagueries and are able to pin down the DEAD FAMILY vibe pretty quickly.#but eventually the question of their prior identity falls by the wayside because well! they're just their friend loop! (also change belief)#as for how The Truth Come Out... this is what i mean by The Isabeau Torment Nexus(tm). which is that i think... isiloop should almost occur #BEFORE isabeau knows who loop is. he's just genuinely charmed by them eventually and tries to close the open end of the polycule #which FREAKS LOOP THE FUCK OUT because thats just too genuinely sick and wrong. and obviously w emotions high its not a great confrontation #ANYWAY told u i had more thoughts. if i were normal itd be a text post but.

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valictini · 6 months ago

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Loop experiences Insomnia

Yeah, Loop’s first night doesn’t go as planned. They lose consciousness for like, max 30 minutes overall. So they’re not doing great in the morning! And whoops, their filter is slipping a bit!

This very tired Loop is NOT CONVINCED that it’s just insomnia and panic attacks and is scared it might actually stick at some point! (It IS just insomnia and panic attacks)

Nille sees that and uses her tried and true strategy with the erratic stranger: treat that fella like a sad toddler! Reassure them! Give them a simple and repetitive task to complete when they insist on helping you that day! Get them to pass out in minutes!

Also you might wonder why Nille even bothers with Loop. Like. Why would she even get them in her house during these first days? She doesn’t know them, and people in the village might be better suited for the job!

Well you see, Nille is in dire need of a distraction! If she’s left alone with her thoughts, she starts thinking about Bonnie and how she doesn’t know where they are and how her best bet is to stay there in hopes they come back. And if she has to think about that for more than three seconds, she immediately combusts! So all in all, a high maintenance washed up stranger that panics at everything is the perfect excuse for her to Not Think About It.

#isat #isat spoilers #in stars and time #in stars and time spoilers #isat two hats #isat loop #isat petronille #isat nille #isat fanart #washed up loop au #isat au #my art #post subject to become non canon on the basis that i spent way too much time on it and now lowkey want to delete it #but also its 1h30 in the morning so my brain might be a little mean to me rn #well see tomorrow!#edit: night passed i like the concept again the post is safe hfjdjbfjd

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siflooping · 4 months ago

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scientists are still trying to figure out why the fuck they said this

#i mean we know. its because theyre looking for for a toxic yuri rship and if they cannot find it they will create it by hand brick by brick #but still #sifloop #loop isat #another great post from me!#isat #loop

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funnyjokespuns · 27 days ago

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You need some clothes, Loop

#isat spoilers #i mean you learn isa likes clothes at the start of the game. and this is playing off that bc loop nakey #but yknow. you can never be too safe #sif stuff #isat #isat loop #isat isabeau #i also think its cute when people give za glasses. so i did #in stars and time

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startagainaprologue · 1 year ago

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what species of creature is this

#isat #in stars and time #isat ageswap au #<- i mean. its just my normal loop design but its intended as ageswap. in spirit #loop isat #my art

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constellarcreator · 20 days ago

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I feel chronically ill post-canon Siffrin would go one of two ways at first:

1. They try to ignore the pain for as long as possible and end up overexerting themselves to the point of getting hurt, or

2. He DOES attempt to rest, but feels so catastrophically guilty about it and spirals so hard that there's barely any actual rest happening and he's just perpetually exhausted bedrotting at that point

#bat chatter #isat #isat spoilers #internalized ableism #i hope ppl understand what i mean by the second point #its hard to explain but its like...mental distress cancelling out physical recovery #it happens!!!! chronic fatigue and depression can cause a feedback loop of agony

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bettyrightnow · 6 months ago

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its crazy how taylor will put out really interesting songs and albums that no one else is really doing but just because she's taylor it immediately becomes "boring" and "overdone" to the public. like when you're releasing anything at her level its going to inevitably become so big that it's seen as "basic" even when it isn't like anything that anyone else is doing

#re: jaimes anon talking about how anti hero is a weird little song on a weird little album #because i think people listen to taylor and think that its going to be like everything else that's popular in whatever moment and then it #is not (cause that's never been what she's trying to do) and they think that means she's making bad basic music #but she's actually doing her own thing entirely #like a loop her stuff can’t escape unless she's not as big

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turtlecase · 8 months ago

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im so sorry that you have to have a body

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lucabyte · 10 months ago

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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.

Bonus:

#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks #hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature #ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual #isat spoilers #isat #isat fanart #isat siffrin #isat loop #sifloop #THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY #in stars and time #in stars and time fanart #lucabyteart #RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete #they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot

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willyhoos · 2 months ago

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this is my favorite scene in the game because its just italy trying to make things as confusing and frightening as possible for reasons that end up benefiting NO ONE in the end

#hetalia #hetaoni #hws italy #aph italy #hetaoni italy #ok but like.#this scene actually confused me a bit at first.#how i interpret it:#japan makes a mistake (forgets about prussia). ita is ACTING confused. he should know by now that people forget each other here #(funnily enough in loop 1 he forgot japan! haha!!!)#so is he just trying to fit in? act surprised by japan's mistake so he isnt ALSO seen as suspicious?#but then he later makes a fake mistake of his own saying that theyre not even looking for america bc he didnt show up at all (false)#'Yeah、why did you say France and America、Japan?#The ones we have to save are Prussia and France、right? Why did you say America?'#...but WHY is he doing that #and then after jp gets confused AGAIN and says HE came here with america (he did Not. not this time anyway) ita seizes that opportunity.#even directing attention to him 'Wai-- what's wrong with you Japan? Don't you remember [that we...]'#yeah japan? dont you remember? hey everyone isnt is so weird that japan doesnt remember? hm? england doesnt remember either huh?#lets all argue about it. lets all distrust each other. lets all get reaaally distracted so no one notices how Blatantly suspicious im being #enough rambling. this is genuinly one of my favorite scenes in the entire game.#just. the weird anxiety. 1000 loops of memories... everyone fighting over what did or didnt happen... the psuedo alliances that form...#anger confusion disgust... distrust. why dont you remember? i remember something that never happened. i remember it vividly. ...why?!#AND ITS ALL ORCHESTRATWED BY MY LITTLE BOY!!!!!! <333 hehehhe itallyyyyyy #i mean.#assuming that uh. he. intended to do any of this.#and was not also suffering from the loops memory loss.#which i like to think hes not.#hetaoni italy got trapped in a murder monster timeloop #woke up on the morning of loop 5746546345 #and said to himself “how can i make this even MORE complicated in a way that benefits no one”

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nostalgebraist · 6 months ago

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Due to recent experiences, I am feeling an urge to make an anti-drug-style PSA except it's warning impressionable machine-learning-curious teens to never, ever try a thing called "Huggingface transformers Trainer"

Not. Even. Once.

#and don't even get me started on “unsloth”#this week i learned what “unsloth” actually does when you import it and... man.#i thought i'd seen the worst of “hacky brittle 'it-just-works' (by doing the most cursed shit imaginable) ML python code” but no.#no. unsloth was Worse #and huggingface Trainer is bad enough by itself #did you know it has 131 (one hundred and thirty one!) config arguments and yet it cannot log *more than one loss number at once*#(for like multitask training or whatever)#i don't just mean it's hard to do - i mean its logging mechanism is built from the ground up on the assumption you would never do this.#you'd have to rewrite a bunch of internals to get it working - i.e. basically write a new nontrivial feature on HF's behalf #and just writing your own damn training loop is easier than that lol #it's not that hard kids. take it from me. dataset + dataloader + model(*args) + loss.backward() + opt.step() + opt.zero_grad(). that's it #it'll take you 30 minutes and save you a billion hours down the road #i do not understand computers #(is a category tag)

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duskerot · 1 year ago

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