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gemwolfz · 1 year
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mari-the-bimbo · 2 years
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hi! could you please do something related w/ rich!geto please? idk like being childhood besties with him and how their relationship (meaning from bff to lovers) would blossom after he becomes heir of the company,, have a nice one i love your writing <3
Rich bf! Geto
A/N: STOPPPP this is such a cute idea I love it! 😮‍💨💗 also this finally pushed me out my comfort zone since I’m always writing 20 chapter long slow burns instead of writing it in one 🤣
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You guys became friends when you were 13-14. Awkward teens who spotted each other on the way to school. Geto saw you shoving 2-3 chicken nuggets in your mouth while running to school. It was hilarious in his eyes. To satisfy his curiosity of you, he offered you a ride on his bike, which you easily agreed to, but in return the raven haired boy started to call you ‘chicken nugget’. And since then you were attached to the hip.
You were Geto’s sweetheart, his dearest friend. The slightly strange but sweet girl who he didn’t miss a chance to hang out with, whether it was sneaking your cowardly ass out of class, or giving you a ride home.
And even as you both grew up, and hit puberty, the affection only grew stronger. But now there were butterflies that would grow when your eyes would meet. Or when he’d catch a glimpse of your cute smile, or when your eyes would land on his broad chest when he pulled you for a hug.
Geto always knew he had feelings for his favourite chicken nugget girl, but he didn’t believe he deserves you.
“Bro what do you mean you don’t deserve her? She wants you too bro, trust me” Gojo would reassure him, but that’s because he didn’t understand. Nobody understood how perfect you were, and how he didn’t want to fall short of being perfect for you.
And so at night, while staring at a picture he took with you from a tacky photo booth, he’d promise to make you his girlfriend that day he graduates and takes over his dad’s company. The day he is rich and powerful enough to give you the world.
And so the raven haired man continued life, knowing his ulterior motive. Mastering his degree, shadowing his father at the firm, making connections.
But he’d also watch you continue life too, slightly different to his. He’d scroll through your Instagram, watching your average life with some average nameless men.
It didn’t affect him though, you could post with as many of these basic, nameless men, but he already knew you were each other’s endgame. Till fate brings you back to him, he’ll wait through your phases.
And one day, fate was delivered.
Geto: hey, sorry to hear about your breakup nugget
Your eyes widened like saucers. It’d been a while since you spoke to your first love, Geto. Sometimes you’d imagine if life would be different if you were brave enough to confess to him. You wish you didn’t simply hold hope to the words he uttered the day he moved away for uni.
‘One day, I’ll come back for you’
His voice was so soft, and his smile so sweet, yet it seemed like a distant dream now.
You cant help but laugh at the nickname he kept for you dearly ever since you were kids.
‘Thanks’ you reply casually. Not expecting his following text.
Geto: I’m back in town soon. You free to meet up doll?
At a rooftop cafe, as the sun set, the newly appointed CEO held your hands dearly, whispered sweet nothings and made confessions of love.
And the rest was history.
It wasn’t long until Geto convinced you to move into his penthouse. Holding your hand is he guided you through the luxurious place.
Placing his chin on your shoulder, “this is your home now doll” he says.
Being the girlfriend of the rich heir Geto was peaceful. You’re his pretty angel that he loves to spoil, he never wants you to be sad or deprived of anything, especially since he’s now a millionaire.
He loves taking you to buy luxurious dresses, but he always wants you to wear it again once you’re home. With a tilt of his head and a sly smile, he’ll shamelessly encourage you to change in front of him, eyes like a hawk as he seats himself on a chair watching you undress, softly muttering dirty thoughts, making you flustered as you change.
Even as he completes paperwork at night, you’re seated on his lap. His large hand caressing your thigh, sometimes slipping his hand underneath your silk night dress to make you blush.
He’ll also occasionally look away from the work to appreciate your sleepy face, smiling before encouraging you to sleep on his lap, nudging your head onto his shoulder, kissing and cooing you enough to fall asleep in his warm muscular arms.
“Goodnight angel”
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lixern · 1 year
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ONE ON THE BACK- NOTHA' ONE ON THE FRONT!
` think i need someone older . . . jingren x gn!reader <-
xx. tags; poly┊jing yuan┊blade┊jingren┊all of u are in an rs┊blade punishes u┊threesome┊oral┊edging┊overstimulation┊degradation┊praise┊full nelson┊rough sex┊hints of double penetration┊begging┊orgasm denial┊getting caught┊exhibitionism┊multiple orgasm┊cunnilingus┊pet names (mostly just darling or something)┊pussy drunk bladie and yuan┊they cant get enough of u!! dealer's note; this was written a month ago or maybee more before being posted, and yes this was SPECIFICALLY something ive been looking for, FOR A LONGM LONG TIME AGO!!!! i didnt find it ofc, so why not just write it myself :3 anyway, to that one anon who sent a platonic jing yuan work request ill do it soon if i got an idea on how to write it AYUBUASBUASDUBAD also love u guys omg my accounts growing fast :((
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Who knows how you got into this position.. oh! You know.
You really just had to tease Blade during his important duties.. God, he was so frustrated. Your pretty face- pretty self, it made him insane. You just wanted to get into trouble huh? You know what you did, you really did know. He dragged you into your shared home afterwards, immediately ripping off those clothes you wore. It's okay, Jing Yuan could buy another set of outfits for you.
Blade got you all riled up and wet, but he never let you cum. You were so tired.. fingered, stretched out. His fingers scissored your insides to loosen you up for his giant cock. And when you were all messed up, crying for him, he finally let you.
Not before you say "Please" and take his cock though, he needs you all messed up first.
Unfortunately, (or fortunately, hm?) you came, just as you saw the sight of Jing Yuan entering the room. He looked so unfazed, so unbothered as he walked up to you and Blade.
"Jing Yuan, you're home early."
Blade spoke, spreading your legs wider for him as you had your back to his chest- sitting ontop of him.
"A lovely welcome, Blade."
Jing Yuan replied, walking over to you with a gentle.. mischievous smile. You and Blade were at the edge of the bed, giving Jing Yuan easy access to your greedy sex.
He flicked a finger on it, sweetly dragging it across your sensitive spot. But you just came! You were so sensitive.
You were too fucked out to notice what Blade was doing, till he laid down- dragging you with him.
"Jing Yuan, aren't they so welcoming?"
He asked Blade, slowly moving his hands down to your waist. Full nelson, such a vulnerable position for the both of you. Your legs spread even more, as Jing Yuan opened them.
You gasped as you felt Blade move again, his thrusts unforgiving. It felt so good.. but then Jing Yuan started to suckle on your throbbing little spot.
"Mmghn- J-Jing Yuan! S'too s-sensitive.. anghuuugh~~! S-Sho' good! D-Don't stooppnmhn!"
You moaned out, but Blade seemed to be speeding up his thrusts. He used a hand to caress your face, making you look at him, even though your vision was cloudy, and you couldn't look at him fully.
"Come on, don't you think you can get my name out of your mouth too? Ah, Jing Yuan, this is a punishment for them, they were a bit naughty during my work phase."
Blade spoke to the both of you, bucking his hips up harder.
"B-Blade! pleaseeenghuhnmnh!"
You moaned, asking for release. Jing Yuan then started sucking even more sloppily- he used his hands to gently part your legs even farther.
It was a heavenly mix of rough and gentle, you couldn't ask for more.
Yet- both of them had the power to make you ask for even more.
"N-Need to c-cumgnhn! P-Please! H-Haven't I been so g-goodmngh~?"
You begged them, yet they were so stern. Atleast Blade was, unlike Jing Yuan.
"Blade, don't you think we should let our little darling cum?"
Jing Yuan asked, trying to persuade Blade. He then licked a fat stripe up your sex, that sweet little spot that greedily throbbed for their attention.
"Hm.. I supposed they were good."
Blade said, before suddenly pulling out. Why? You thought, but then-
He slammed it back in with force, so hard. He continued slamming it back in and out, pulling it out all the way before thrusting it deep inside.
Jing Yuan on the other hand got the hint, suddenly speeding up his sucks and licks, he kneaded your thighs with his hands, trying to stimulate you even further. You looked at Jing Yuan, seeing him looking at you with a gentle smile, which didn't match his speed right now at all. Blade on the other hand, you could feel him smirking- licking your neck and biting.
"C-Close- mhaaangh!~ L-Love you two s-so much!"
The feeling was too much- and they both went so feral after the "I love you" you spat out at them. Moaning loudly as you came, you felt Blade's thrusts slow and Jing Yuan's mouth retract itself from you.
"Hahhng...."
You breath out, before gasping as you felt Blade move suddenly again. You look at Jing Yuan, silently pleading hm to stop- but not really, it felt all too good. But then you notice Jing Yuan take off his pants too..
"Ready to take both of us, darling?"
Jing Yuan said. God, you would be sore as fuck in the morning.
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You guys just don’t understand
You can’t even begin to grasp the amount of pranks Danny could pull on super heros (is that one words? Superheros?)
Added a read more because I hate long posts
Danny as a ghost is so powerful. Like our boy can walk through walls, disappear, and fly! Do you even grasp how much more unique he is than the others guys??
Jokes aside just imagine if you will. Danny could leave batburger cups next to Batman all the time (he comes back later to toss em out of Big ol B doesn’t)
Like hell we talk about Danny just showing up basically stalking the heros but ok hear me out. He didn’t mean to figure out Batmans identity ok but he was in the right place at the right time and over heard some stuff. Now he follows Bruce Wayne around instead. Always spitting out if a batburger cup. Maybe Bruce makes eye contact with him and one time Danny just leans his drink out to as one does to offer a sip xD the man is horrified.
For the ?Robins? The other bats maybe he leaves gifts of sorts. Stuff they would like made from his ice or something. He can understand becoming a hero young and most (if not all) of them did that. He plays favourites with the younger Heros for sure. But hes still making them have there “God?? Is that you” moments like everyone else.
Hell he could follow Superman around and always make his cape flow against the wind and the Hero wouldn’t know wtf is going on. Maybe Superman hears a very slight snickering maybe but the prank is harmless enough so why worry too much. I mean it’s probably bad someone can do this without getting detected till they give themselves away by laughing but nothing harmful yet. (Yet would emphasise Batman)
I don’t know anything about GreenArrow but I assume he uses a bow and arrow so I could imagine Danny grabbing his arrows and making them fly in crazy wild paths before hitting their mark.
Idk honestly how he would fuck with GreenLatern besides like using his ghost powers to try and one up his ring. Like Lantern makes a shield? Danny makes a better one next to it or in front of it. Tbh it’s actually helping Danny get better at his powers so he does this a lot rip Hal (I did not know he was played by Ryan Reynolds maybe ill watch the newer movie)
He refuses to mess with Wonder Woman because the Phandom has told me she is his fav thus he refuses to prank her. He respects her too much and is a huge enough fan that hes too nervous to even approach. Thus she thinks she is this pranksters least favourite since she is never bothered.
Aqua-man (thx for the correction siri) is pretty fun to prank because Danny can follow the man underwater. Idk anything about science of it but imagine Danny like making a space he can talk in with his ice powers (making a bubble of sorts) to make spooky noises at ?Arthur? (R we seriously going with Arthur in this one?) like I assume without actual fish related powers, or with them I havent seen any thing aquaman, you can’t talk underwater. But also if Danny figures out his real name hes 100% gonna be playing the Hey Arthur theme at this man all the time.
He just lowkey overshadows cyborg. Not in a controlling way but just along for the ride kinda way. He was gonna make remarks about his tech but ended up being stunned by how good it is. “Fam I aint gonna lie. I came here to follow you around and make comments like a streamer but your tech is crazy cool. I mean you could have saved a little room with a more compact cooling unit but I mean this is probably some of the best stuff I have seen outside my family!” Or something idk. Maybe he goes full on antman in coldwar
As for the Flash thats pretty simple. He doesn’t let the Flash run from him. I don’t think Danny could keep up with the Flash at all. Like man cants have everyones powers (can’t he tho) but he just hangs on and pretends to have followed. I mean hes invisible the whole time so not like anyone can see lmao though if (idk who the flash is? So ill use Barry cause thats why google say) if Barry goes too fast he might get Danny to give up the game cause boy is on the side vomiting. Barry is pretty smug about probably being the first to throw the prankster for a loop but Danny is just on the side like “how can you go that fast and not be sick dude”
Like tbh I was gonna just make a list of pranks he pulls on Batman but yall seem to enjoy the Justice League so here go off I guess.
Honestly I had to charge my phone so I forget a lot of the post rip this kne
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watchernotculture · 11 months
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A fire that attracts.
Angry reader x yan(?) jouno wc - 907 also more accidental late night posting!!! also fun fact this was supposed to be fluff but then i read about how there isnt enough angry readers.
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Being pissed off was your specialty, negativistic and disgruntled. A ticking bomb ready to go off but still trying to be something normal. You weren't one to let all that anger lose in the moment, no matter how much you wished. Suppressing then running off to go finally temporarily letting loose the anger swelling inside. A certain person noticed this habit of yours, always admiring from the sidelines. Jouno, Jouno and you only sometimes met briefly. Your job was somewhat connected to the hunting dogs, so run-ins with members was somewhat common. Sometimes after cooling down from your volcano exploding heart, Jouno would show up.
 A calm yet threatening tone he spoke in, while you bit back with sarcasm dripping from your mouth. He admired it deeply, knowing you weren't afraid to speak your mind towards authority more powerful than yourself. Yet, it filled him with frustrations. He got attached to your sense of being unbreakable, he wanted to see if he could smash you, make you dependable on him. While he believes your anger can keep you alive mostly, it will ultimately be your downfall. The possibility of losing something as fascinating as you were, scared Jouno to a degree. Stalking told him all he needed to know about your weaknesses. 
It started off calm, meeting you with ease, talking with high regard, bonding indefinitely. Even if your teeth were ready to dig into the hand trying to show it wasn't a threat. Still, Jouno was trying to keep his patience intact. Your pissed off tone and clenching and unclenching fists were just part of the process. The fire in your heart challenged his entire being and it has him racing. Enjoying every bickering that he manages to drag on from you. Loving the way your heart goes ecstatic with your anger, yet it holds back from exploding.  
Sometimes when you two bicker, his possessive tendencies show. Either from comments directed at you, or anyone around you. Jouno is thankful your job is just as disclosed like his. Making it easier to keep you safe from your coworkers who hate the rage that makes you. However, despite being more of an authority figure than you, he can't tell what your district will suddenly ask of you. 
When your job takes over, a mission being complete, but at the cost of some your bones breaking. This sent Jouno over the edge. Your anger will be your ruination and this was proof of such was made final in Jouno’s mind. Jouno visited you in the hospital, a frown on his face refusing to leave. You're tired, burnout, and pissed. Jouno’s stubbornness makes it impossible to convince him to leave. You cant throw him out and hes scolding you. "Can't you see? You're reckless and anger almost got you killed!" 
The fire in your eyes didn't leave, his words only kept it burning brighter. You snapped and started to yell at him. He was finally silent. Jouno was still and silent, something you wanted him to be from the beginning. Yet, it irked you, this mood shift was the water to make the fire weak. "You just don't get it do you?, I want to protect you, but you'll get yourself killed if you keep going."
His voice was cold, a scowl on his face as he continued. 
"You're not strong as I am, so much weaker than me, I could put you down in an instant. Your anger is admirable but it's just what is needed to break you. I could let you go off, go off and get provoked, letting the anger consume you till you've lost track of yourself, letting the enemy win due to your irritability." 
What Jouno speaks, you know is the truth, to get so blindsighted by your anger that it gets you killed. It's the truth and you hate it. Finally in your hospital bed, you turn around and tune him out, the fire cooling down. Yet it sticks, gnawing gently on your mind, repeating like a broken record. You finally let his tricks win. Exhausted and giving in, you fall asleep easily. no longer paying attention to the man who still is there, both in person and in your mind.
Jouno finally got you, a smile appears on his face. Weaking you to the point where you're his, he gets up from the chair.
Within the next few minutes, he carefully goes over to your figure, sleeping gently. Getting you softly from the hospital bed in his arms successfully. Picking you up and walking out with you, no dares to stop him and face the consequences. The moment you wake up next, you're panicked, this isn't the hospital bed, this wasn't your house. The pain of your injuries holds you back, making you stay put. A familiar chuckle catches your attention, your hate filled eyes turn to look at him.
Jouno sits there, his leg crossed on the other, leaning forward, and his hand tucked underneath his chin. His smile teasing you but letting you know, you're under him and will continue to be his. The mockery makes your rage clear, but everything else is a chain keeping you leashed. Jouno is only there to make it more clear to you, he won't let you ruin yourself, far too precious to him to let you get killed. He's only trying to protect you from yourself.
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ottpopfic · 19 days
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But Jason had figured out a new thing that got Leo going, when a make-out session had got a little too staticy. Who knew that when you man can spit electricity, literally, that can translate to bed?
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Leo never thought restraints would be part of his sex life. But there's something about not being able to fidget with his hands, that he cant touch or fix or manipulate anything, that it keeps him so fixated and overwhelming in the moment. He also thinks Jason just has a thing for taking care of him, all that honor and duty and protectiveness gets rolled into melting Leo’s brain at any chance he can get. It's a good combo for them
But Jason had figured out a new thing that got Leo going, when a make-out session had got a little too staticy. Who knew that when you man can spit electricity, literally, that can translate to bed? 
So that's where Leo finds himself, for arms bound together with the leather cuffs to the headboard while Jason shocks hickeys down his sternum. And it's really good, but Jason is having way more fun than he should be for how fucked out Leo is feeling without even coming yet.
Something about both the bite and the shock has Leo losing his mind. It makes his muscles seize in a way that's just so good. But then Jason has decided that it's time to work on his nipples, mouth on one and fingers on the other. Biting and pinching and sending these little shocks and Leo is positive he's gonna combust 
“Wait, wait back up, blue blue blue” Leo’s slurring out in a hurry
Jason laughs enamored and bright, pulling away so Leo can safely vent heat. Leo can feel the sweat evaporating off of him as flames lick down his body, his panting putting hot steam into the air. He's at least aware enough not to set the bed on fire, again
When he no longer feels like the Human Torch he lets out a shaky “Green” so Jason can join him again. His man is still laughing, his eyes fond as he gets back into Leo’s space. 
“I love that I make you do that,'' chuckles Jason before going back to kissing him. His hands are exploring his sides and hips like he's feeling to see if there's a difference post flame on. Then his fingers are spreading out where they have gripped Leo's hips and he's letting little shocks of electricity dance between them over his skin
Leo moans loud and long into his man's mouth, the muscles in his legs twitching. Jason laughs again, but it's not at Leo's expense. More like a kid in a candy shop told to go wild, laughter the only way to express the joy. His eyes are sparkling when he pulls back so he can watch Leo's face when he does it again
“I love you,” Jason says through his smile “I want to see if I can get you to do that again, can I go down on you?”
“ Te amo, fuck yes please ” 
Jason laughs again before kissing his way down Leo's body. He's having way too much fun for how wrecked Leo feels 
“Remember your colors” Jason reminds before drawing Leo into his mouth 
And Jason has always been good with his mouth, he has an oral fixation strong enough to power a small city. But this time when he swirls his tongue over the head he lets a spark connect first. It's light enough not to be real pain, but Leo howls with it nonetheless. 
Jason takes his time with it, building Leo up with his mouth and electricity till he's shaking with the strain. Pushing him just far enough to not overheat but still driving him mad. Leo is absolutely cussing him out in Spanish the whole time
Leo gets out a whimpered warning of “Blue” right before he comes. The fire ignites the same time he does, running over his whole body as he shakes apart against his restraints. As he comes down he can feel Jason pat out the scorch marks on the bed
“Why are you like this” Leo whines, he can't feel his legs 
“I'm having a lot of fun” Jason laughs again, lying down next to him “How are you holding up?”
Leo just groans in reply. Jason presses giggling kisses into his cheek and neck as Leo catches his breath. When he comes back to his body enough to catch Jason's mouth with his own his man checks in again
“M’ good” Leo gets out against his lips, he's starting to feel drunk on Jason again from all the kissing and just the smell of him
“How's your hands, you want it off?”
“Please”
When Jason gets the cuffs off Leo pulls his man over him by the back of his neck. They make out for a long while, no bells and whistles just their mouths together. Easy and good and familiar, just one tooth-rotting kiss after another.
“M’kay” Leo eventually says against his lips “I wanna be on top now”
Jason sighs out an “‘Kay” and flips them over, Leo sitting in the larger man's lap. And that's just wonderful, because Leo can grind down as he pleases into his man, and Jason won't do anything more than whine into the bruising kisses. 
Leo loves sex with Jason like this, his man all soft under him and loving whatever he gives him. His hands are in the blond's hair, nails scratching and using his neck and shoulders to get a better angle. Jason trails his palms up Leo's thighs, and when he gets his hands under the swell of his ass he sends a short shock of electricity through him. Leo throws his head back to grasp into the open air, his breath superheated and steaming out of him like a tea kettle 
“Fuck” Jason all but whimpers seeing the heat coming off of him. He runs his hands up and down Leo’s ribs and thighs like he's trying to find the source “You have no idea how hot that is”
“Heh, ‘hot’” Leo snickers
“Shut up” Jason tries to chastise but it gets broken off into a moan when Leo grinds down again, bracing his arms behind himself on Jason's knees. Their like that for a while, chasing their release, fronting on each other. Jason is pulling Leo closer and closer with each movement, until Leo’s in the curl of him, knees at his back mouth on his neck.
“Get your hand on us” Leo directs as it becomes harder to move in this position, and Jason complies with a groan. Neither of them lasts much longer after that
As Leo comes back down to earth he feels Jason back to making a mess of his neck. He's got his nose pressed in hard to his pulse point, then It's teeth scraping down the artery. Leo butts his head into his man’s, the way he knows Jason likes in greeting and comfort, and rubs his cheek across his hair for good measure. Jason sighs into his shoulder and pulls him closer.
“You good?” Leo checks, running his fingers back through his man’s hair
“So good” Jason replies, before pressing a staticy bite into Leo’s collarbone
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idaredivel · 4 months
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Spoilers Ahead In This Post
Scroll pass if you are not caught up with the One Piece manga
I decided to re-read Marineford and let me tell you that, with everything else that has come to light till chapter 1116, it's even more painful.
Now that we know how much Ace was actually loved and how impactful his existence was it makes me even more sad that he still didn't see himself worth it. Like, yeah you can get mad at him from turning around and facing Akainu, even after everything that everyone did to save him, but let's be for reals; If someone insulted the person who gave you actual stability in your life, wouldn't you confront them too?
I'm not saying he didn't somewhat had that with Luffy and Sabo and, sometimes, the bandits and Makino, but it wasn't the same. I think Ace was more focused on surviving and making sure his brothers did too, than actually living. Hence why i think that's part of the reason they wanted to become pirates.
And Kuma, fucking christ, Kuma. That his last act, of what he thought was going to be his final days at being himself and not a fully-turned-machine controlled by the govermment, was trying to make sure the Strawhats made it out of Sabaody alive is so fucking heartbreaking, because he valored freedom so much he defied the world government—in spite of what could happen to him if word went around—and he still is. He is still trying to make sure his dear daughter gets to live the life she deserves after everything the w.g. put them through, after his body is literally falling appart. Kizaru and Sentomaru's part on all of this tug on my heart strings a bit, too, because Oda showed that they actually cared for them on their own ways. I have more sympathy for Sentomaru than Kizaru, i'm not gonna lie, i just cant have that much sympathy for someone who can make a change, have the power to back it up, and do nothing to make it happen (...kinda side eyeing you too, Garp).
I may be able to understand the motives and how they try to make up for it, and i can fully admit that their characters are pretty well thought of and they're definitely not simple, but that doesn't mean i have to like what they did, either.
I do have more thoughts on everything but i'm already stretching this post too much for my liking (...i ramble a lot about these pirates) but anyways; 0/10 too much hurt, would not recommend doing the same.
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sweetingseva · 10 months
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Hi:) I was thinking about Apollo. He was kinda cursed in OUABH but I think he still fell for Eva for real. It was just (like the matriarch) that certain moments made him too over the top. I mean after he (poor guy went through much that can't be denied) had the archers curse he still knew he didn't want to hurt her and after everything he wanted to be with her. I was just thinking the first curse wasn't a complete curse were he had a completely different feeling. Also I think Jacks says he wanted Eva the moment he met her. And I think he started having romantic feelings in the crypt but until Evas death he didn't admit it. But the question is: did he truly want to go to tella throughout it all? Like was that really from the begninning till the end his goal? Becaue I think he wanted to stones since it's power. What he would have done could have changed.His tella plan might came to his mind after realizing his loves Eva and doesnt want o hurt her. I cant imagine him planning all this just for tella. I think it was so chaos is free and Jacks has the stones just in case... or revenge and bring back the valors.
Hello, I pretty much agree with everything you wrote!
In OUABH, Evangeline said there were moments where it felt real. The part of Apollo that wasn't cursed, who was sweet to her as he recounted the story of the Valory Arch. I do think he was cursed all the way though. When Evangeline kissed him to break the love spell, Apollo was heartbroken. But heartbroken in the way that the love spell left him like that. It didn't become real until TBONA, when Apollo told Evangeline that her voice was something that helped him when he was in a suspended state.
For Jacks, I think his plan had always been to right something that has been wronged. That would probably be to save his friends from that fateful night. Then things changed once Tella appeared. Even after meeting Evangeline and wanting to hear her voice, a small part of him was determined to be with Tella. I have a post about this that I'm currently writing where I go more in depth, but it's basically that 😊🍎💕
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strawberryseeded · 6 months
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ITADORI YUJI MYSTERIES AS OF NOW
number 1: why is he so crazy even BEFORE becoming a jujutsu sorcerer
it seems like he had a normal and happy upbringing, he never even met his real parents or had any contact w the sorcery world before the events in the series (his own birth doesnt count) so WHY IS HE LIKE THIS T-T
im so serious. he is UNHINGED. its like his survival instinct kicks in a million years later than normal. stubborn and sturdy almost to a fault, both physically and mentally, always running towards danger unprepared, getting seriously hurt, and getting back up again. like yea ok todo picked him up during his fight w mahito but, dude, itadori has died TWICE in the series till now n hes still going, his will stronger than ever before (ya know wat they say tho, 3rd times the charm am i right hahah*WRECKS THE ROOM*)
i mean even gojo says hes not ok in the head in like chapter 5 (FIVE!!!!!!!!!)
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tbh this is the question that bothers me the most but its also prob the one that will never be answered...man..
number 2: did he fucking eat his sibilings.....(spoilers: wrong question)
......who are not rly people i guess..or human.... they are curse/human hybrids which were never truly "born" so they are uh...wombs..or fetuses or smt like dat...mmh yeah knowing this doesnt make it sound less horrifying..
at first i thought he had eaten sukunas last "missing" finger cos he looked so disgusted while saying so (yay sukuita hatred is mutual💕👰🤵)..also hes eaten like 15 of those things till now, so yanno its our daily bread for him..
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but then hes talking 2 choso abt this n its like..dude...... dude what do you mean living as a part of you..
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long story short: YES HE DID HE ATE THESE FREAKIGN THINGS:
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& obviously since hes itadori yuji they didnt take over n instead he got their powers and techniques. i think thats where he got his cool new armor that kinda looks like tough flesh.
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and apparently he can manipulate his own blood also, which again i think its the result of eating the death paintings. he made it explode in sukunas face lol but idk if he can do other things w it maybe i missed smt.
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he learned to use the technique super fast too BUT thats probably due to the "cheating" yuta metions when sukuna asks how the fuck did they power up so fast. i saw a yt video theorizing this was maybe due to training done in a simple domain that compresses time (like when maki trained w the sumo guy)...idk dude..
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(btw i think so, so often abt how gojo theorized that itadori maybe could use sukunas technique/s since itadori was borrowing his cursed power….i wonder if he never could do it cos sukuna was so freaking uncooperative until the bitter end aka their soul divorce lol.. bc clearly itadori is capable of learning techniques that are not his own..idk idkkkk just sayin….wondering…)
OH YEA i almost 4got cos i just made another post abt it but he can also use the fucking reverse curse technique as well. bro even gojo had trouble mastering that..like again yea they "cheated" but still wow.
number 3: this freaking dude can touch souls now
ok we kinda knew this already from mahito and itadori's 1st fight but..this scene:
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they switched bodies!!!!!!!......????? i think???!! and i cant think of other reason except an "exchange of souls" bc in jjks world sukunas soul habiting itadoris or megumis body, or the death paintings taking over human bodies are possible ways in which a soul can get inside another body. whats more, mahitos or nobaras techniques can directly affect the soul so this shud totally be possible.
& it looks like itadori in particular can affect others' soul with precision.
the question is How the hell..... bc as far as we know no one else has this power amongst the surviving sorcerers (i want her (nobara) back so bad rn....)
IT COULD BE that book choso got from yuki that contained all of her research abt the soul..still, itadori is the only one whos shown to be able to actually be able to do this so accurately. sukuna is the one who confirms it:
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yea idk dude itadori yuji is an absolute beast..im so weirded out when i see ppl underestimate him n caling him an npc, dumb, etc, lol ToT he is such a good character it drives me insanies ..i didnt even touch on his thematic weight in the series (bc OF COURSE, as the main character, he is key in this. his beliefs are core to his character and directly opposes sukunas, in spite of the asshole always laughing in his face about ..just kidding its obviously BECAUSE he is so different from itadori that he just doesnt get it n simply disregards him as a powerless idiot..i mean we r talking abt the guy who valued power so much he casted away everything else, even his own humanityaaaAAAH ok ill shut up nowwww)
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aoizaraka · 2 years
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ɢᴏᴏᴅ ꜰᴏʀ ɴᴏᴡ!☽
PART 1 TOMAN CAPTAINS x Toman's Best Friend!Extremely Flexible!reader [ 🄰🅄🅃🄷🄾🅁'🅂 🄽🄾🅃🄴 ] reader will be identified as female, but I will try my best to post a gn ver.
pls give suggestions on the characters I should do for part 2!
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MANJIRO SANO <𝙢𝙞𝙠𝙚𝙮 - very impressed with your flexibility and will ask you how far you could go without breaking your bones to see how flexible you are. - most likely will try to imitate it thinking it was easy considering how easy you made it look like (dumbass ngl lmaoo) but will probably hurt himself so you'll have to be the one to stop him from doing that if mother Kenny (Draken) isn't there.
-He met you because the place where you took your Gymnastics was near his Grandfather's dojo. He was just walking around till he saw you, beating up some bully that everyone in his neighbourhood was talking about
-he was absolutely impressed. he then went up to you and proceeded to talk with you like you didn't just beat up a guy 4x your size
-days passed and he hanged around you often. he even introduced you to Emma, Senju, Shinichiro, and Mikey's friends.
-then you guys met Draken, then started hanging out alot more as a trio
-when Toman was formed, you didn't accept his invitation to join them despite how powerful you were. But you did usually fight people alongside them and often hung around them which made it seem like you were a member.
-Mikey considers you as one of his closest friends, and is clingy around you. He is fully aware of your strength which makes him awe at you. He justs worry that you'll leave him like the others did. But at the same time, he justs wanna have fun with you and Draken.
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RYUGUJI KEN <𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙣
-he is grateful for you whenever he's not around and Mikey's doing random shit, he always counts on you.
-his opinion on you though-- he thinks your a capable, strong person.
-since Mikey met you before he met Draken, he somewhat respects you yet treats you like a good friend nonetheless.
-onetime when you guys were fighting someone, he saw your flexibility for the first time.. he was shocked ngl.. (in a somehow somewhat good way) shocked to the point he couldn't focus on his opponent anymore.
-yep, he knows what being flexible and what flexibility means but doesn't really care about it until he saw you kick some guy with your leg as high as you could.
-he wouldn't hide how impressed he is, in fact, he would say it was cool tbh
-if you guys would fight together, (or you and mikey or just all three) it would be legendary like Wakasa and Benkei.
-think about it though, if you all three fought together-- Mikey and Draken's strength with your Flexibility and fighting skills, yall would traumatize whoever you're fighting.
-he would ask you for some women advice so he would know what to do when talking to Emma.
-he loves your calm personality and will vent how annoying Mikey is to you.
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MITSUYA TAKASHI
-like Draken, he loves your calm personality and was impressed when he saw your flexibility. But at the same time, he cant help but worry(?)..
-due to your calm energy, he introduced you to his younger sisters because he knew you weren't gonna act chaotic. Which he was right about, his sisters did like you alot.
-you both are the chillest people which makes you guys one of my preferred favorite duo.
-you don't necessarily hang out THAT much but you guys rarely do. You do converse though when you see each other at Toman meetings.
-asks you if you're okay and if it hurts, worrying when he saw you randomly doing a split on the floor when he comes to your place to give you back something you forgot while babysitting his sisters. (that was the first time he saw your flexibility.)
-like the other captains and vice captains and the Toman member's in general, he has respect for you because you are one of the friends of Mikey and Draken, but treats you friendly as well.
-Mitsuya thinks you're a good person even if you don't show much emotion.
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BAJI KEISUKE
-like Mikey, he is curious how flexible you are.
-I can imagine him watching you fight because it amuses him how you beat people so easily.
-this is unnecessary to say but I can't help myself, but one time you were just walking around like a normal person would do until seeing some guy burn a car right in front of your eyes. Turns out that guy was Baji.
-when he did notice you, he didn't really care. Until you told him you could give him a new match box (or whatever you call it) because you noticed his matches were running out.
-he then decided you were a cool person.
-like Mitsuya, he doesn't hang around you much unless you guys are fighting other people together or both in a Toman meeting.
-he doesn't care but finds it interesting you flexible you were.
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MATSUNO CHIFUYU
-respect.
-he is respectful to any one of the president's friends.
-you looked.. somewhat intimidating at first when he saw you, but when he got to talk to you he realized you were a calm, collected person.
-that, he admired.
-then when he saw you fight for the first time, applying your skills in gymnastics.
-"your bones didn't cut in half or something?"
-"no?? tf"
-I get a feeling you guys both like cats...
-one time, you both bumped into each other while heading over to some cat cafe.
-"[ LAST NAME ]-San? What are you doing here 😮😮😮"
-"no what are u doing here"🤨🤨
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chokkito · 1 month
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My friend. May I know more of Myo? <- is thinking of adding her to my already too long draft post of the Alnst OCs in Fear and Hunger Termina AU (I can give you Flor's moonschored form :])
OH MY GOD YEYEYEYEYEEYEYEYEYEYE!!!!!!!!!!!! EHEHEEHEHE FUNGER AU! FUNGER AU!!! U cant see it but im kicking my feet and giggling rn..........AND PLEASE GIVE ME FLOR'S MOONSCHORED FORM!!!!@<%^_^ I LOVE MOONSCHORED FORMS OF OCS!!!!!
BUT OK, MYO TIME!!!! IT MIGHT SOUND CONFUSING BECAUSE I WILL BE RAMBLING BUTTTTT I'LL TRY TO MAKE IT ALL UNDERSTANDABLE
Myo's name come from Myosotis, aka forget-me-not flower, it has a lot of meanings, but the one that i think it has mostly to do with Myo is this one:
"It is a testament to your relationships and promises the other person that you will never forget them in your thoughts." (Trust me, it will become important later)
Her owner is an octopus-like alien called Quornix, i haven't decided yet what her owner is but they have money and influence. She was "adopted" when she was around 1-2 year old, and she was given to her current owner as a gift from another alien, who was a close friend of Quornix - when they adopted her, they didn't plan for her to actually participate in Alien Stage, but this previous friend of them convinced Quornix to do so.
Before she was "adopted" by Quornix, she didn't live just with her previous owner, but actually lived with her actual father - like, THE HUMAN ONE. Since he was a pet of this previous alien, despite living with them for a small period of time, Myo never forgot about her dad - which made their separation even worse. I can totally imagine that in the first years till she was around 10, Myo had a really hard time grasping into the fact she would never see her father again..........And the worst part was that they weren't able to say goodbye to each other, as, when she was given to Quornix, her father was participating in Alien Stage, so he only knew of her departure when he came back.
I imagine that one of Myo's main traits are how reckless she is - she does not think about the future and prefers to just do things she wants without thinking about it, as she feels as if things could easily be taken away from her without her even noticing, so she wants to cheer these things up as much as possible before the end finally comes. A bit pessimistic? Yeah, but she hides it behind a charming personality and some small jokes here and there.
^ Alongside that, she is someone who gets attached to people EASILYYYYYY, like, if someone is slightly nice to her, she will already see this person as a friend and defend them with all her heart. If she loves something, she will continue loving it with all her heart, and if she hates something, she will hate it with a burning passion.
She is not a mean person, but at the same time, she is scared when things don't go her way, and she absolute HATES not knowing information or having things hidden from her, as she feels if she doesn't know everything, then she will get stabbed in the back. That's why she absolutes loves gossip, because it's an easy way to grab information without putting a lot of effort into it. She knows that, as a pet, she does not have a lot of power nor will any alien trust her with information, so she has to get it in different ways.
Because of learning how to hear without saying anything, she also is great at making people like her, which makes her personality be seen as even more charming - she knows what and when to say things, and this makes her normally go under the radar. She isn't someone who hates attention, but the idea of being the "main attraction" of something big such as Alien Stage scares her.
Her relationship with her owner is....Weird. It's hard to explain - she has actually two "owners" per say, Quornix (whom i mentioned before and whom she was given to) and Zyloxia. They are aliens who live together and who kinda "co-owned" her. She doesn't hate them, but at the same time, she can't find a way to like them - Zyloxia is a lot more berable in her opinion, but staying near Quornix makes her sick, especially due to the memories of how scared she was when they came to get her. As for the way they treat her, they treat her mostly fine - she is their only "pet", so they gave her all the attention she needed, but they also had the problem of expecting her to act according to what they wanted for her - they wanted a pet who was exceptional, and Myo just wanted to be normal.
Sooo remember when i mentioned her father up there? Well guess what. They. Compete together!!!! When she goes to Alien Stage, they actually put her agaisnt him - of course, she remembers him, but he can't recognize her, mostly because of how depressed he is. Stuff happens, Myo has a breakdown and cries a lot, and ends up losing, being finally hugged by her dad in her last moments as he finally recognizes her, it's. Pretty sad.
But ayy!!! At least i made her stage outfit, so look how cute she is!!!
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They took out her curls...Sniffs................But yea theres also more flower symbolism in it *points* 🫵 look at the forget-me-not flowers there
But yea, thats what i can remember!!! Thank u for asking me about her ueeeueeee, and if this rambling sounds confusing sorry its 1am here...............
And also hwve her dad because hes very important to me too <3
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(Stupid old man!!! Ignore he doesnt have his beard in the second photo.....)
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mukuberry · 1 month
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saw a really good post about a character's history of getting sexually assaulted until it ended with "but when other character forced himself onto them it wasn't sexual assault because it was done out of love not power" ???????????? what. actually im being specific now this is about alien stage i think when ivan forced himself onto till it was undoubtedly sexual assault. u can like ivan and still acknowledge this... i love ivan but theres no talking ur way out of what he did because of his 'intent' or whatever. it actually perfectly highlights why till is unable to accept ivans love because ivan time and time again repeats till's abuse onto him (both physically at the start of their relationship and now bordering on sexual abuse at the end). it shows how fucked the world they live in is, they dont get to enjoy pure healthy love because theyve never been shown pure healthy love. they are doomed to hurt eachother in an attempt to be heard because thats all they've known, even when they try to fight against it they end up hurting eachother in another way. Till to ivan has always represented freedom and rebellion and fighting back even when its hopeless, it makes sense that in that final moment that ivan is hurtful towards till because hes finally taking back power, that is the hope till has given him his entire life but has never been able to actually do until now. Ivan has learned to fight and take what he wants as the hope Till gave him, but Till does not enjoy fighting and only fights because he has no other option, he wants to feel love that is kind and soft and bright. Regardless of it being out of love for Till and it also being ivan's way of selfishly fighting back, at the end of it it's Till once again being stripped of his power and autonomy, and it is once again Till being sexually assaulted. It shows how incompatible they are in the situation theyre in, and denying what it is feels like a disservice to the writing..... i cant tell if people are just trying to find a way out of saying what it is so they can keep viewing ivan in a pure light or if its something else, but i promise you can still like and sympathise with him without ignoring what he's done.
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eirian · 1 year
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oc spotlight: turnis (villainverse)
probably the last dbz oc i'll talk about for now!
turnis my man turnis
probably the coolest of my dbz ocs ngl. he's one of my favorites for a reason
here's his first ref
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and here's his newest one (which i kind of messed up on his face shape but whatever maybe i'll go fix it later)
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so turnis started as just a side character who was hired by calabris to try and take out patoto, but he was spared when he was defeated by patoto and later came back to help fight ive. it wasnt until facets that he got to really shine!
he's a sort of "look out for yourself" type of guy, as he was bullied growing up for not being very strong. he eventually abandoned sadala and made a home for himself on a distant planet, where he trained himself to be very strong, especially in the area of ki attacks. his attack of choice is his dual energy swords!
once he learned that calabris was an elite soldier who was just using him to get back at another elite, he began to hate him and ditched him. he hated working with him to defeat ive but sucked it up for the sake of the universe. somehow he eventually got together with calabris after a whole lot of shit happened LOL i explained it in cal's post already
but ya i just admire turnis a lot bc even tho he was bullied growing up he didnt let that bring him down and instead worked to become stronger and used it as motivation to be his absolute best. he even became an elite soldier despite having been burned by the elites before just to prove that he was better than they thought he was. power move
so ya i love turnis and i cant WAIT for him to show up in mirrors. its actually only a few more pages till his battle with patoto... :3c
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autisticethanmorgan · 2 years
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How I would continue mbav in comic form
disney, teletoon, fresh tv, whoever the fuck owns the rights to this, please let me have them
LONG ASS POST WARNING
we are past the days of any further mbav television content, but you know what has a much lower production cost and would fill a specific niche? a comic/graphic novel continuation >:) Teen rating because pretty much anyone who was the target audience of mbav when it was airing is late teen or older and I want the characters actions to have more consequence, basically i want to injure my protagonists
I would pick up a month or two after the lucifractor explosion, establish the new status quo, we cant really do a continuation if they all died so Ill settle for injury and property damage, including putting out main man Ethan in a half magic/half head trauma induced coma! this is kind of a cheap story beat but i cant help it I love a coma and its a good opportunity for both sarah and benny to get a little bit darker and have some interesting character development, with the most important difference being that sarah basically gets through it and refuses to compromise her morals whereas benny is very lost without ethan being his moral compass and becomes more and more reckless with magic, eventually leading to him attempting a very risky spell to wake ethan up which does work but basically has sarah and his grandma like 'wtf is wrong with you'
meanwhile erica and rory are fucking around in the states bc this would be a very fun B plot for a while before they return, if youve read the comic crowded im thinking of that kind of vibe
so anyway ethan is back up and running now and everyone is kind of trying to get back to normal but its really hard and theres a lot of residual magic causing problems and making bennys magic more powerful, and its giving ethan basically constant migranes and really vague visions and horrifying dreams and all that good 'plauged with visions' stuff.
sarah and ethan have not gone on any more dates at this point so theyre not dating but they do have this kind of romantic aspect of their relationship and they basically havent talked about it since the explosion, kind of a silent understanding of like 'i love you and i dont really care that its platonic or romantic but i just understand whats happening in a way almost no one else can and Im here for you even if now just isnt the time for us'
benny is continuing to get more reckless and kind of vengeful with his magic use, testing his limits, using magic to get back and the people making snide comments in the halls, especially after ethan comes back to school, when your best friend is in a coma for two months you get kind of defensive about it I guess. If you’re not a bethan truther I’m sorry but Ethan can have two intense friendships that border on romantic, both of which are societally non conventional/acceptable. In fact he has to. It is so good narratively. but anyway at some point there is a particularly bad incident benny gets more vindictive than ever before and hurts this guy pretty badly till ethan is yelling at him to stop
at this point ethan and sarah and grandma are like 'uhhh benny is getting kinda intense' but they dont even know the half of it because secretly he learning magic that isnt in his book, researching on his own and making stuff up. the magic itself wants him to be getting stronger, its not like sentient but it does have kind of a self preservation instinct? like a power begets power type thing that magic users can very easily be driven mad by their own magic if theyre not careful or dont have another magic user telling them to touch grass.
i think benny can have unexamined mental repercussions due to his parents having either left him or died. as a treat. so when he get magic and suddenly he can control things he couldnt before yknow who can blame him for getting kind of lost, i personally would become insane. I havent really though about the specific of him devolving and mentally deteriorating. I dont want him to be too evil yknow? bc we will be letting him get redeemed latr bc im a sucker for that.
at this point erica and rory return from their wacky adventures bc this is no time for a silly b plot. and they are like huh benny got kind of weird and different and ethan is like haha no hes fine
he is not fine
he is actually sneaking out of town to meet another magic user who is basically like 'i will act like a father figure to gain your trust' and benny is like 'epic!' yknow because he. becuase. because he has no dad :D. he gets exposed to magic that grandma doesnt do and is both scared and impressed and this other magic user is like 'she doesnt want you to learn this >:| she doesnt want you to reach your fullest potential' and benny is like 'hmm idk about that' but they keep talking until this guy is like 'arent you tired of being nice?dont you just wanna go apeshit?' but benny is still like 'hmmm my really close boy best friend probably wouldnt like that' but its too late. its already in motion.
benny gets more evil. he is causing problems in whitechapel and does not seem to care. benny be like 'thought acquired: if i control everything and destroy the things i dont like then everything will be good and i can protect my friends forever. i see no moral problems with this' more development into evil, dont ask me the details i dont know.
bennys evil girl summer culminates in some kind of fight where ethan enters his mind bc yeah obviosly thats where this has been going, idk if ive just spent to long thinking about jean grey and scott summers but this is the most interesting thing ever. i want to see ethan walking through bennys memories end of life is strange style and realizing that all of his most important memories are of them together, times that theyve comforted or protected each other and it ends with a memory of from just before they met sarah. that memory fades out and ethan is standing on the street in front of his house, so he goes up to his room and benny is there but this time its really him and not just a memory version of him and benny is like 'i dont know how it got to be like this, this isnt what i wanted, how do i fix this?' and ethan is like 'i havent given up on you, you can still come back and we can try to make it right' and they hug and they come back to reality and benny basically breaks down sobbing yeah i <3 sad boys. he has a lot of regrets. ( i have written a lot of this scene bc i am insane and obsessed)
by the next morning hes left town. only leaving a note saying he needs to go away and clear the magic out of his head. hes reversed as much of the magic he did as he could, and left ethan with a spell leaving the words 'semper reveniam ad te' on his arm that will disappear when they see each other again or if benny dies.
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dlvlnebelng · 4 months
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so much change and love and ending cycles and renewal🌀 mind and heart with the collective always and this uprooting being done is so painful and so crucial and moving
in love and am loved so deeply.. till death do us part even if things don’t work out there’s an infinite amount of gratitude and acceptance for any path destined or chosen. simultaneous recognition of the divine union incarnated in each moment.. like the cleansing relief of a cold waterfall rushing over our heads. this distance though… didn’t break my heart it broke my torso
& suddenly i’m leaving this godforsaken city.. DNotS finally coming to a close, barely recognize the person who entered it and i love her and she loves me even more
i’ve never been so truly aware, in awe and accepting of how wholly powerful i’ve always been, i’ve never loved myself so much and felt so incredibly lucky and grateful to be the person i am, spend so much time lately cherishing my uniqueness and appreciating all the beautiful truths and perspectives and ideas i have yet to learn, unlearn and integrate from others, im just happy i get a chance in this life to love and learn and grow, for all the depths of despair i’ve suffered and will suffer i am blessed that alongside it im gifted these moments of paramount bliss & the most adoring wonderful people to share the earth with.
it’s almost laughable that i’ve gotten to a point where i know i will always have everything i ever want, even if i end up under a bridge completely bereaved or something there’s just such a deep rooted compass within me, like a direct tap to god, a direct line to a spiritual richness than ebbs and flows but only deepens over life&time
i love dreaming, love the lucidity of it, love how it feels i’ve become lucid irl again. each time unlocks new levels of compassion and understanding, deeper troughs of processing
idk maen like i just keep getting mad money for free too and it feels like a video game, the more i love on myself and allow myself to feel pure freedom and joy and health it’s like i hit some infinite money glitch, not enough to redistribute but just enough for everything i could ever need, which when i do get money i realize is nothing at all, but i give back as often as i can and that just seems to double it😭😭 idk god is good life is super weird and hard and every day it breaks my heart to continue seeing the man made horrors beyond comprehension but damn humans and nature and life r so beautiful, resilient, and ever giving… so glad i didn’t kms all those times i knew it would v worth it one day😫🥲
and like damn even a couple months ago idve thought this was some manifestation post.. cant believe this is my fkn life:’) and i love my man sm legit my soulmate, dream and loml
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grandhotelabyss · 8 months
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Wait wasn't logo allways against Nietsche? What makes this rant unique? (Don't use twitter anymore so cant check it for myself) Still, I kinda get his position, there is that very anti-human bend of modern "nietschians", that allways have this misanthropic and mechanistic outlook, with everyone being just stupid and evil, which justifies their cruelty to them. And, because I am simmilar to logo, with being at the same time very emotioanl/moralistic while ironically being very logical, I just take the spite out in doing the whole "yes, and" thing from standup and turning the logic of nietsche back on the nietschieans - Aren't they the real last men? Just crying about the loss of traditions they only care for some abstract pragmatic value, allways whinning about the hypocrisy of the true alpha predator of the gendergoblin class of real overmen who actually are beyond morals - using them actually cynically to enforce their will of power - basically what I mean is that "the cold truth" is what exposes the absurdity of nietschianism - the aphex predator, the strong or better said "fit" isnt some homo-erotic ayan fantasy, some Aragorn photoshoped with blond hair blue eyes and sonnenrad on his shield, but the same "cockroaches" that they despise - as they are the only once surviving meteors and nuclear blasts that kills both the mighty dinosaurs and caesars, so are the "dysgenic woketards" the once that seize the day, the once that live like they would if they had to live again (cause thats the most optimised way to get power lol) Anyways, prolly should just put this all in my comic as a heavy handed illustrated didactic parabell, but till I get till that, this will do (or due? idk I cant spell in my mother tongue so english - no chance) Ofcourse, I know this is more than a vulgar way of making a charicature of nietsche, but maybe that is not so bad - cause that lets one get, what one means when they say "Nietsche is bad/stupid/midwit/propoganda". Still I will apreciate Nietsche for shitting on universitys, cause I felt so "validated" feeling the same while studying, one could really see how I was some loser with a tumblr account who writes questions anonomyosly on the off chance somebody will track this down lol
Yes, Nietzsche has to be read against himself, because all the biological stuff about eugenics that's in e.g. Twilight of the Idols is at odds with the other material about the shaping power of language in discourse and art (in "Truth and Lie" or The Birth of Tragedy), with the two strains confronting each other directly in The Genealogy of Morals, which I've recommended reading exactly backwards, so that the Jews and Christians are its heroes. Then there's also the very different Thus Spoke Zarathustra, which seems to me to lead to spiritual discipline and something like Jungian psychology. He's a suggestive, poetic writer interestingly and poignantly at war with himself, not a guide to life to be swallowed whole. His greatest legacy is the major modern writers he inspired. This is why I suggest thinking about him in a literary rather than philosophical lineage, alongside Goethe and Emerson and Joyce. But even he shrewdly warned his readers against going around calling themselves supermen and denouncing everybody else as last men in Zarathustra. He predicted how his own work would become for a certain type of alienated male its own bible of ressentiment.
Logo probably was always anti-Nietzschean, because, if I recall his "lore" properly, he's been under the influence of Groys and Kojève since his undergraduate days. Those men, however, are/were capable of confronting the heat-death of post-historical culture with a beatific bodhisattva smile. They would even be the types to welcome Nietzsche as the needed negative moment in the historical dialectic they so calmly diagnose and submit themselves to. I think. But I don't really care enough about philosophy to know for sure.
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