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genderfluid-druid · 1 year

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#ok we're gonna try to finish this story in under 30 tags ok let's go #SO. 'hahaha yeah wow that's crazy that you know him! we did date yeah. (does not elaborate)'#but. okay confession time. i know this was a questionable choice. it was selfish. it fed the brain gremlin that craves validation #but i never blocked M on snapchat #so even though we never talked. i could see when he viewed my stories. and i won't lie. there is a smug part of me that enjoyed #letting him see me go on about my life.#i am a flawed bitch. so sue me. it was a manageable amount of contact that didn't send me into spirals #and he DID keep viewing them.#he even messaged me once! i don't know maybe a year ago. it was totally out of the blue. 'saw this book and thought of you' on a picture of #a nice edition of The Hobbit. i didn't respond. i had to have a petty moment for all the times during the Bad Era when i tried to message #him and he took too long (in my shitty estimation) to message back. so i left him on read. for like a year #okay you can see where this is going so I'll cut to the chase #'i ran into a friend of yours' is a perfectly reasonable conversation starter. it can be the whole conversation if it needs to be.#well. it wasn't #idk. my world state for the last six years has been 'M doesn't care for me and there is no world in which we ever have a civil chat again.'#well. that doesn't track with 'it's past my bedtime but i don't mind staying up to chat' and 'i would love to get an earful about podcasts'#and 'let's chat again' and 'it was really great to hear from you'#idk. i don't know what emotion i should feel. anger is gonna be the first one that makes it to the surface i think #got a good healthy dose of anger happening #grief. i do think there's some grief. mmhmm yep there it is #there are probably some positive emotions but those are the most strenuously repressed and i don't think I'm ready to let the collar off #i have made a lot of choices in the last six years to protect my mental health specifically because of how that relationship ended #so even just talking to him is. well for one thing it's playing a bit fast and loose with the health i have managed to build up #i feel good. my life has been good lately. my therapist moved me from monthly to once every three months. my social life is the most #thriving it's ever been #i am possibly in a place to unbox some things that were thrown in the attic as an emergency measure #i should talk to my therapist

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carefulfears · 9 months

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thinking about how expectant of her own death scully always was, but how completely struck by shock she was in mulder’s, despite how clear it had always been that he would one day die for the cause. tragedy in the x-files as something you should have been prepared for, but never could be, in scully standing at a funeral, as her mother had stood at her father’s, and barely being able to speak. she should be able to do this? bred to be a war widow, attached to an endless line. but no matter how many times she saw him put that gun to himself, or run off in front of another, she really did believe that he would always come back. she really did believe that there would never be a day where he didn’t just appear in the doorway again.

#‘oh my god you’re so naive / you’ll leave this world in a drunken heap / who’ll make the arrangements baby / them or me?’#oh father john misty we’re really in it now #that song (‘please don’t die’) has been discussed RE: msr before but it’s that ‘who’ll make the arrangements?’ line that sticks with me #in the song it’s from his wife’s point of view in his addiction/suicidality. how he’s always running off with ‘reptilian strangers.’#but it always makes me think of scully standing at that funeral and saying….he was the last one.#his sister is GONE. his mother is gone. his father is gone.#and that realization of…she had to plan that funeral. the flowers and the people and the priest and the grave.#she’s pregnant and she’s alone and he ran off after someone else or some answers as he always does. but who will make the arrangements?#in that moment at the funeral when skinner says….but he’s NOT the last one…..#she has to keep going because he’s left her this baby she’s carrying. and she is so ill-equipped and she carries so much perceived shame.#her mother did it. her mother WOULDVE done it- had ahab not come home one day. the women on the base she grew up on did it.#and anyone in the world could’ve told you that she would have to do it one day- no matter how many years she spends chasing after him #as he jumps onto moving trains or pulls the trigger on his own head or runs to the arctic #but she never actually thought she would. and now she’s realizing that she can’t.#and she’s planning a funeral and decorating a nursery at the same time and she is ‘just not capable’#txf.txt

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hooved · 1 year

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honestly the funniest part about the quodo kiss blooper is that kira had like no reaction to it. it just made so much sense that even she just stood there and watched it happen

#also i'm not just saying this as a quodo shipper but if they kept the kiss blooper in it genuinely would've been a better ending for them #i think it would've given them and the audience some actual sense of closure #rather than odo just refusing to let quark hear what he wanted. refusing to admit to him how much he means to him and then just leaving #like literally. after over 10 years of Whatever The Fuck They Had Going On #why not get out all that tension and frustration with one impulsive sloppy passionate kiss. and THEN never see each other again #like rene auberjonois really knew what was up when he decided to go in for that kiss #and armin shimerman Definitely knew what was up when he fucking moaned during it #like. they knew. they Get it. i honestly think it would've been fitting for them to keep it in #especially since quark still says ''that man loves me'' in the final take. and it's true ! he just desperately wanted odo to admit it #and they didn't give him that even after he practically begged for it. and after all he did for him during all those years #quark loves odo so much. genuinely. truly. and whether you personally view that love as platonic or romantic. he LOVES him #and odo even admitted to kira afterwards that he'd miss quark. THEN TELL HIM THAT TO HIS FACE !!!!!!!!#anyway lmao. they drive me fucking insane

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kazamajun · 1 month

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Underrated Kazuya detail is that he's actually a good boss. Like I don't think we've seen him ever mistreat his underlings (which is something very atypical for a villain) and he also does stuff like tell them to not bother fighting Akuma as they're no match for him, when most wouldn't show any level of care for their lives. And there's even Jack's t7 ending where Kazuya gives him a paycheck and carte blanche on expenses beyond even the approved ones - which, while this ending is played for laughs, it's still kind of incredible that in any scenario Kaz is willing to pay his robots.

#val rambles #a fitting subject to be my 10k post #this man is just so fascinating jskhdf #anyways kaz did you grow those ethics yourself out of a desire to not be like your dad #or did your wife teach you the failings of capitalism in viewing workers as disposable + what a living wage is #to the point where you sat down and figured $25+expenses would keep a robot above the poverty line #?????#and no i didnt forget about the gcorp executives he killed but they had it coming for trying to murder him first #tbh i'd work for kaz the majority of bosses i've had were way worse #note - this is not me saying he's a good guy. good guys being good bosses is to be expected.#the fact he's a baddie but still treats them with respect is what's interesting!!

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myfriendtheghost · 4 months

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had a GVF dream last night and naturally in my dream I had to log onto tumblr and tell everyone about my experience

so here I am fulfilling the prophecy

#I miss them 😔#I dreamt that I went all the way to LA to see one of their shows at a small outdoor venue #very intimate and there was no pit !!! It was GA but no pit !!! CHAIRS #and the venue accommodated for my visual disability and let me in early so for the first time in my life I had a good view at a GVF show LOL #Jake was wearing the dragon suit from DIG #I think Sam was wearing his original DIG suit too? it was also black #Danny was wearing his Starcatcher outfit #and Josh was wearing a new jumpsuit that was white and BEJEWELED FROM HEAD TO TOE #it was sooo sparkly and pretty #so then they played a song and it was a cover (I don’t remember what song) and I was like well that’s kinda weird #and then oomf showed up and talked through the ENTIRE SECOND SONG (also a cover that I don’t remember)#and I was like well if he keeps doing this after the second song then I’m gonna tell him to be quiet #BUT THEN THEY LEFT AFTER THE SECOND SONG AND I WAS LIKE 🧍🏻‍♀️#but then I was like … well that’s the best view I’ve ever had seeing GVF so at least there’s that #anyway I haven’t listened to the boys in a hot minute but I might have to jam out on the way to church idk!#after that I had a different dream that I flew to Texas with my friend and I wanted to go to the American Girl store so I did and he left me #behind and got another flight without me KDHSJSKA ?!????#I had a lot of random and vivid dreams last night lmao #anywho…. love yall miss yall !!!!#life is finally calming down a bit but my depression is also starting to rear its ugly head again so WOMP #u win some u lose some

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burning-thistles-bt · 4 months

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i wanna talk about the burning thistles reflamed au sooooo bad but i cant and its killing me

#i mean i COULD #but like. i wanna actually write it yknow.#so basically we'll get there in 4 years right?#oughouuuu #okay but consider this: BlueOak is REAL but Blue is trying to forgor it ever happened #meanwhile Oak believes that they should be closer than ever and is so sad to see her pulling away #OKAY AND what about if Copperleaf was everyone's dad too. didja think about that #including his own grandkits. hes there dad too now in this au technically #he basically adopts every kit but its against his own will #if bt Copper met btr Copper he'd be like 'what the FUCK are you doing just kill him bro?? stage a coup??'#meanwhile btr Copper is so urged by his need to ensure every kits survival that hes actively putting them AND himself in danger #like its so funny to me that Copper is viewed as SUCH A VILLAIN by literally ALL OF THE CLANS #meanwhile on the inside hes fucking panicking so hardddd. but he keeps placing himself in these situations like YOU DID THAT TO YOU BRO #and worst of all he's never seen Airleap look at him with such hatred before. never known him to be capable of it #ahhhh Airleap.... you pathetic sopping wet boy... you nerdy prude must die you...#so many thoughts about Him... whyd you do it man. why #AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE DOG PACK GANG #<-i got started on it a while ago and you all saw how that went #i wanna draw all of this but im like. eurgh. cant #its not coming out right #lolling thoughts #btr au #btr #burning thistles reflamed

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hermanunworthy · 11 months

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HERE WE GO ANOTHER OAKWORTHY TANGENT

i think normal continuing to put up w hermies shit rn is doing them both more harm than good. i think he should call hermie out a little bit for his hypocrisy. but i also think he needs to take a look at himself and his own hypocrisy. he needs to take heros advice and back off a bit from hermie. AT LEAST just to see what happens. he better not help hermie try to get w terri/scary. not bc of jealousy, but bc he cares about hermie and knows that wouldnt be best for him. and also for normals own sake in that hermie wouldnt be able to use his love for him against him again. i think normal stepping away and not forcing his affection onto hermie is a move that needs to happen in order for hermie to open up. bc that kid is not gonna do shit the way things are going now. he needs room to breathe, and normal needs to see that hes been enabling hermie to stay stuck in his ways by trying to force him to be himself so hard. he needs to let hermie be his own person, and in that time hermie will be able to think about how he really wants to be. so ty hero for saying that bc normal REALLY needed to hear it. that kid is being far too forgiving and he needs to realize that if he really cares about hermie, or himself for that matter, then he needs to be able to put some healthy distance between them.

#everyone say ty hero #im excited to see how normal ends up handling all this #i hope he doesnt keep falling into the same bad habits #this is all something ive been learning and working on myself as a codependent #sometimes the best way to show u care for someone is to set boundaries between u and them #detachment is a good thing it doesnt mean ending the relationship just reframing ur view of it #i think if normal learns to do this it will be very cathartic for me to see #bc i see a lot of myself and my own codependent traits in him #and i understand how hermie feels being on the receiving end of that bc i now know how ive made others feel when im too unhealthily attached #OKAY i did not mean for this to get so personal #but its oakworthy so ofc its personal to me #oakworthy #hermie the unworthy #hermie unworthy #normal oak #dndads #dndads spoilers #dndads s2 spoilers #siren says

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pocket-prosecutor · 2 years

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they have fun sometimes 😏

cutout of the 4th panel for clear Miles view:

#aa gt #aa g/t #wereshifter miles au #g/t #giant tiny #giant/tiny #sizeshifter #considered briefly doing flat colours but ehhh #it's better this way #if you see the first panel floating around (not likely. im not exactly tumblr famous lmao) yeah that checks out #i uploaded a full colour version of the first panel on my art sideblog #but im keeping them separated because i don't want my g/t side and art/main blogs to mix #anyway.-#i think miles gets a bit more cheeky once they're comfortable together #him touching phoenix's face as a sign of 'alright this is nice let me return the gesture *strokes face*'#which probably feels kinda funny considering he's still shrinking #i have a poor sense of scale but the last panel seems like Miles could be 10 inches i think?#i said 6 inches before but i scaled him up to 10 bc 6 was too tiny #a little too helpless #also i did front view Phoenix. artistic peak #art tag

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pandoratheprocrasticreator · 1 year

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If luz really did stay behind in the demon realm in kings tide then i wonder if she would have escaped from being turned into a puppet like everyone else. Probably not bc the collector would still have king and she wouldnt leave king behind.

Or maybe the collector would have straight up killed her. They definitely want to by the end of this episode anyway.

#for the future #the owl house #toh #shut up pandora #luz noceda #king clawthorne #the collector #either that or next episode the collector is going to banish luz to the shadow realm #bc only they get to play with king his bestie #they need to learn that sometimes ppl you love will love other ppl and getting rid of the competition wont make them love you more #something belos never leanred #or maybe the collector would have locked luz away with eda and lilith bc king asked #but the collector would certainly view luz as a much bigger threat than lilith and eda bc shes kings bestie #maybe he would have locked her up with the owl family first but then turned her into a puppet after a while bc he felt threatened #king wouldnt be happy ofc but idk if the collector would reverse the spell or just try to unsuccessfully distract king #maybe they would have spied on the owl family a lot earlier than they did to keep an eye on lu #so they would have found out eda was no longer the owl beast a lot earlier #oh and if king was pissed at the collector for trying to get rid of luz #and if they decided to get rid of her not by making her a puppet bc king could still visit her #but got rid of her by killing her instead...#not something for a disney show thats for sure

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scoliosismaster · 3 months

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found out larry from tawog had a sexypedia page, got curious, saw this and burst out laughing because its late and thats really funny to me for some reason

He's really thin.

#He's really thin.#also he had fangs????? ehat???????#did i not pay attention or am i hoing crazy #or is it just 12 am and i need sleep #origami rock man #did you know he was an origami rock??????#i never knew what he was #weird lil guy #i always coew sexypedia pages every time i see them because its just so funny to me #virw #view #how did i spell it that wrong #i never get surprised either so why do i keep viewing them #for the comments i guess #tawog

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phoenixcatch7 · 11 months

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Lmaoooo okay so MAJOR story spoilers ahead-

But I just finished the crisis at hyrule castle quest line (after thorough googling that I wasn't going into the final boss, of course) and went back to the landing where everyone gathered to discuss what to do next.

It was all very solemn and thoughtful, everyone theorising and letting it sink in how incredibly dangerous ganon was, and then purah and riju are like 'omg there was a sixth sage maybe we can find whatever they've left behind maybe it can help us' and then Link IMMEDIATELY speaks up like 'oh yeah about that I've already found her. Yeah she's fine she's going to help us. I've also got the master sword too by the way'.

Everyone was SHOOK. I got praise and amazement from all sides. Purah was like 'ALREADY???!! And you didn't think to TELL ME??' it was great.

Never felt more like canon link in my life. I've got a screenshot of everyone's :O?! face. Going to be riding that high for hours XD.

But it's very impressive that I managed to procrastinate so hard I managed to skip about three major plot lines just by squirrelling my way where I'm not supposed to be purely by accident lmao.

#totk spoilers #<- MAJOR ONES #loz #legend of zelda #tears of the kingdom #totk #loz totk #loz tears of the kingdom #Purah: I can't believe what we're up against. And how hard it must have been! But you're so calm and collected about it!#Me: aw thanks keep talking ^^#Purah: you're really a wonder link. I'm amazed by what you can do! It's up to us now! Let us help you!! ✌️#Ngl finding the thunder head heart door was pure. PURE chance. It was night and I couldn't see the arrow head on links bow #Pouring rain and thunder. Somehow managed to blindly claw my way to the top of the ruin and spent ages trying to find out what it was #At the very last second before I left I slipped on the side of the wall and fell all the way down. Straight onto the shrine.#Eventually gathered the hearts and came right back to do the whole thing. No idea it was supposed to be a triggered quest until now LMAO #But fr everyone was so shaken after ganons vision and link was just standing there like 🙄 he's already had a dozen of them XD #'pig man should have gone into theatre. Tryna play me with zelda when I know full well where she is. your precious phantoms were RUBBISH'#Seriously don't worry about the fight if you have the vows and decent armour I posed so silly and took several attacks to the spleen #And it did absolutely NOTHING. Several photos of link with phantoms furious heads in view and I lost MAYBE 3 hearts total. No anti gloom!!#I will say the image of broken doll zelda dissolving into gloom smoke will probably traumatise link but what's one more lol

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perenlop · 11 months

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alsooooo btwwwww ive been thinking of timeline stuff for my kirbyverse and i think like, for the most part all the main series games are in chronological order except for kirby super star (ultra), which chronologically happens first. super star is basically kirby’s origin story and how he became the hero of dreamland and popstar

(i also like it bc super star ultra was kumazaki’s first real kirby game as director and thats the start of his modern kirby content so its like a new beginning for that era as well as being the start of kirby’s journey)

#i like to think he meets all the helpers in this game spread out across the subgames too #with knuckle joe being his first ally (and marx is like his proto helper hes the first friend kirby ever made but he doesnt do shit LOL)#(is totally not biased towards knuckle joe)#i actually used to have like this small story arc with kirby and joe where joe believed he was going to be the one to save dreamland #from dedede in spring breeze and he views kirby as his sidekick bc at that point kirby was rather unassuming and no one knew abt his powers #not even kirby himself (reflecting how kirby couldnt use copy abilities in the original dreamland)#baby puffballs are generally supposed to be very fragile and weak but kirby is an oddity in that hes actually fairly durable #and copy abilities are exclusive to him actually. (and ig keeby and the other kirbies but ngl. i dont count them as canon SDKLFJSDLF)#so meta knight never had copy abilities at any point in his life. neither did galacta. they both had to learn to use weapons #anyways though kirby would defeat the bosses in spring breeze in ways that sorta looked like accidents at first glance so joe shrugged em of #off #but when they fought dedede knuckle joe got defeated and seeing him knocked out spurred kirby to fight #and in the process he gets the hammer ability... the rest is history #but joe would struggle with his pride for a while feeling insignificant compared to kirby and he struggles to defeat a lot of bosses #bc his insecurities keep getting in the way and he gets like resentful of kirby... but then kirby reveals that joe is the one who inspires h #him to be strong and that he wants to be just like him and that he misses how much joe cared about him...#and after this conversation kirby would use the fighter ability for the first time (with a matching headband w joe)#damn typing that out makes me want to keep this actually it kinda fucks)#echoed voice

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the-best-bagel · 8 months

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ok final verdict tiger and bunny 2 is really good and a huge improvement on the og HOWEVER. lunatic's ending was bizzare rushed depressing and went against everything his arc was pointing to. like it felt like some hayes code contrived bullshit

#he did not have to die and thematically should not have died #like his whole arc was changing his view on heroism so why was the ending just his og stance taken to its logical conclusion #also i keep refering to lunatic w fem pronouns in my head lol girlie looks eggy #but yea her ending should have been changing to heroism for the sake of saving ppl rather than punishing them #and not punishing herself #like who thought having her kill herself bc the ghost of her abusive dead dad told her to was a good idea #also she should have transitioned and started going by luna bc thats fucking cute ty kotetsu #tbh i think her arc was planned to be longer but the writers realized they didnt have time for it so. sorry mentally ill abused girlie #ur killing urself #OUTSIDE of that though i liked everything else #could have used an extra episode or two though #suicide mention #i got emotional at the taibani end but my brain was chewing too hard on the lunatic stuff for it to actually hit #they shoulda been a trio #ACTUALLY one more thing kotetsu barely ever used his power he could absolutely keep being a hero without it #and we should have like had an afterwards where he like advocates for useless NEXT rights #or something #once again it feels like this show was made to explore way different things than it does #like its not built for the racism allegory sorry it just doesnt work well #theres an argument for it being disability/ neurodivergence but it really just felt like a race thing #also rip fire emblem lmao she got hit w every kind of discrimination in that universe #sucks shes an oil baron #tiger and bunny spoilers

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bloombird · 6 months

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???: Hey Burgertron..

Burgertron: Hm?

???: If you ever found or had the power to kill Divines, what would you do?

Burgertron: What-?

???: Would you have done it?

Burgertron: No..

???: 'No'? . . . Y'know, I sometimes wonder how you didn't turn into a villain or whatnot

Burgertron: Huh? What do you mean?

???: What I'm saying is that.. I'm pretty surprised you still managed to keep Cosmopatty around even though they're just like Divines who don't give a s##t about us or anyone

Burgertron: . . .

???: I'm trying to say is that I'm surprised that your sanity is intact and you didn't try to kill or find a way to kill all Divines

Burgertron: . . . Did you really think I stoop that low? Yeah sure! My sanity is barely hanging and I'm surrounded by a bunch of a##holes who never care about anyone but themselves!

But here's one thing, I'm still not giving up on being a good person!

You have no idea how much violence and suffering it all took for me to be this kind and open..

So if you think I'm gonna go apes##t and wanna kill my adopted cosmically sibling for being an a##hole that caused me more trauma. You're dead wrong.

#i wish burgs and cosmopatty talked this out but then again.. do divines feel empathy or even kindness? i wonder what cosmopatty feels..#why burgs still keeps her around even though she love to make him suffer? is it bc if he upsets her she has the power to destroy his AU #w/o a care? was it bc if someone manipulates cosmo's childish antics they could kill everyone?#i know that they are very silly and their actions could play as laughable in an outsiders view but in burg's view an insider's view..#it's sad to think abt.. being responsible for everything and then this childish tricky god comes into his life all bc of his honest answer?#being siblings with a god that can destroy everything just bc they CAN could be a very dangerous thing for him to play..#now he has to be responsible for them and their actions and he has to deal with their consequences.. they dont deal with it. HE does..#i wonder if the other bots whisper angrily that he had accepted this eldritch chaotic being in their AU.. now playing everyone's lives in i #how sad.. all cosmopatty wants is to experience what burg's had answered.. but they twisted it into a child's play..#botbots #tf botbots #transformers botbots #box au #burgertron #EDIT: Later me here.. holy sht did i write an entire essay in the tags?? I wonder what the hell possessed me to do this a month ago???

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