martinbujan

[meiloorunsmoothie]

how did you first get into Jeremy Jordan

good question—and one i very recently asked myself when the inevitable "how did i become this person" reflection happened 🫣.

i think there were many different factors (most of them not that good) that caused me to dive into obsessive mode so hard (and so quickly)—and it's definitely a "i see it now, but i couldn't back then" kind of situation. however, i'll spare you from those details XD.

the simple story is that, similar to you, i watched tangled the series and instantly fell in love with varian.

i love him

funnily enough, varian was the reason i started watching the show to begin with (coupled with the fact that i love tangled, and rapunzel, and eugene, and pascal, and max, and- 😆). i actually listened to the tts songs before watching the show 🫣 because my sister had gotten hooked on it years before. however, i only listened to the songs with mandy moore and zachary levi 🫣🫣 (cause i was like "who are these other random people, i want rapunzel and eugene"). then one day i listened to "through it all," in which varian has one line (plus an "eh" which i love now, but couldn't tell was him when i first listened XD)—and i was instantly just like: who's that.

have i listened to this one line on loop? you bet.

so i started watching the show—and loved varian from episode one—so naturally, i decide to look up the voice actor. it was jeremy....surprise. except...i didn't actually become obsessed right then. if anything, i was a little weirded out that this tiny boy was voiced by a 30-something year old man 😂 (but it's voice acting, so i was just like: wow, he did a great job 🤩...i'm going to go resume loving varian).

okay and then he sang. i knew he was good from his one line in "through it all", but wOW. adfasjkjaskfjd, on repeat forever and ever.

yes he was

that's not when i became (jeremy) obsessed either XD.

okay...and then a bunch of life stuff/circumstances kind of collided, and let's just say that i was feeling extremely lonely while also struggling with grief. i think there was about a two week period of this before i started actually bouncing back, and i had just reached the end of s1. now tts was doing a good job with bringing much needed happiness in my life, but...s2 had a very noticeable varian-shaped hole in it 😒.

that's when i turned to jeremy jordan youtube. it started off (the first hour) pretty mild—just some of his disney medleys, or the greatest showman video, or just the ones with millions of views—but it very quickly turned into a full out jeremy jordan youtube spiral™️ XD.

i must put this in your face again

i think in part, i latched on so quickly because jeremy and i are actually very similar people in general. i think at the point of extreme change that i was in at the time, it was just nice to "know" someone who was like me—and it definitely helped that there was easy access to extensive jj content. on a slightly different note, this is absolutely the reasoning behind the fact that if i had a chance to see jeremy live, i would choose one of his concerts over, say, gatsby—i am obsessed with jeremy jordan as jeremy jordan XD (hello akp).

literally me (i grew up in california by the way XD)

anyways, fast forward ~3 months, and i joined tumblr 😆...and we all know what happened after that. honestly, not a bad decision in my mind (at least so far), despite being very anti-social media my whole life. i've gotten to chat and obsessively geek out with so many great people, and i'm just so grateful for that 💕.

i've still only watched s1 of supergirl...and many youtube clips

[maaaxx]

when i was a little undiagnosed autistic kid i used to get SO excited about patterns ™️and greatly overestimated how much everyone else cared. So like I had locker number 123 one year and i was positive that was going to make me the most loved person in my school, like i thought i was the chosen one ,this is the thing that was going to finally make people like me, this is what ive been missing my entire life etc etc. And i was extremely confused when people were not lining up at my locker to see.

my school identification number had the sequence '654'in it and i was certain that my grade was eventually going to hold interrogation sessions that would break the Geneva convention in order to find out who had my id number because it might be one of the best lunch numbers to exist, like not only were the numbers by eachother BUT ALSO there was a 5 in it and two other numbers and 5 + 2 obviously equals seven and that was SO COOL (obviously 7 is one of the best numbers everyone knows that)

SPEAKING OF 7 my great aunts license plate was one of my favorite things as a child, because the letter part of it had 3 numbers that were also in her last name AND they were in the right order AND they were evenly distributed (so like if her last name were smith it would be SIH) and not only that but the letters were 5337 which, again i liked 7's, so like if you took the amount of numbers there are in the sequence that aren't the 5 or 7 (the two 3's) and added it to the 5, you would get the last number in the sequence. But also if you added the 3's together you'd get 6 and if you add that with the amount of numbers left besides the 7 again (the one 5) you would also get 7. And I swore she got that plate custom made because what are the fucking odds that you would get a license plate like that BY CHANCE

[kanerallels]

You mentioned that in your Happiness AU when Hera takes Caleb/Kanan home her parents make assumptions and I must know more!

How did they react to the assumptions?! (I’m imagining SO MUCH pining/angst)

Was Cham in full on protective dad mode? Are there marriage and baby comments every minute? Does Hera have a lot more family since there isn’t a rebellion? (I can sort of see a bunch of her cousins trying to flirt with Kanan as soon as they deny being together)

Family making assumptions is one of my favorite tropes if you couldn’t tell

First of all, I'd like to thank you for this ask because it's providing the perfect opportunity for me to procrastinate from actually writing fan fic!

Second, oh YEAH YOU'RE SO RIGHT. See, at this point they've acknowledged the fact that they have feelings for each other, but that they can't act on them while Kanan is still a member of the Jedi Order. So until Ezra becomes a Jedi Knight, they're kinda just... stuck. SO MUCH PINING AND ANGST

Cham is super over protective dad mode-- he basically takes Kanan out, makes him help him with manual hard labor, and when they take a break, hits him with the old "what are your intentions with my daughter?" speech

Meanwhile, Eleni is casually making comments to Hera like "WOW that Jedi sure is handsome, and SO kind and gentlemanly and respectful and husband shaped, haven't you noticed, Hera?" and Hera's like "Force give me strength"

Sadly I did not think about there being more of Hera's family around at the time but WOW do I want to expand on this more now

[widevibratobitch]

shut up about your diet shut up about your diet if i hear the words 'intermittent fasting' again ill kill someone

[thetimelordbatgirl]

So round two of family drama briefly happened again tonight and despite trying to sleep, I was still just this the whole time:

[imwritesometimes]

I think a lot about how if I'd have been born like 200 years ago I would have been sent to the sea side and dosed with cocaine every day for my Mental Maladies but instead I'm walking around in 2024 and ppl are trying to make me feel like shit for not opting into hustle culture or convince me AI & crypto currency are the future...

[pepprs]

sure would appreciate it if my parents wouldn’t have violent sudden outbursts of anger??? lol

[thehealingsystem]

FUCKKKKK I MISREAD THE NUMBER ON THE HOUSE PHONE AND I ACCIDENTALLY ANSWERED MY DAD WHO I HAVEN'T SPOKEN TO IN A YEAR. WAS NOT READY FOR THAT

[aziraphalesbookkeeper]

Just thinking of hick Varian and his intense and terrifying code switching fjdkfjsgd the 7k crew discovers mid journey that if Varian spends too much time on or within sight of a farm he develops an accent so thick it's unintelligible. He calls a rainstorm a frog strangler and Hugo cries

YOU GET IT

they're talking about changing a tire on the cart and it's just:

Varian: i caint fix dat dere buggy, i ain't got the proper dohickey

Hugo:

[fridayyy-13th]

it sure would be nice if the people in my life would tell me anything about things that involve me

[lilgynt]

my mom found the thing that started the fight that got me kicked out. so i was right. in my fantasies this happens and it’s great in real life im gonna jump her

[fingertipsmp3]

Living in a small town for pretty much all your life is like being in a sitcom that’s been going on for way too long

[citrushomie]

are you into headcanons? do you have any mafuyu headcanons?

yeas future transmasc mafuyu headcanon is everything forever.... mafuyu is such a straight forward character that i dont have many beyond that tho unless theyre specific. also she/he mafuyu real. to me.

[shirtlessradfahrer]

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[tj-crochets]

I would argue that at least some of your current super powers are useful and great, given the superhuman speed at which you create amazing crafts!! (I would kill to be able to sew/knit/crotchet so fast)

You know, I had not considered that a superpower, but maybe I should! Speed crafting! :D Thanks, nonny! I gotta say I like the speed crafting power a lot more than I like the "detect the presence of mint/coconut/lysol by wheezing" powers lol

[fantasticgothicpeachsludge]

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