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Spent a ridiculous amount of time last night obsessively editing my hand written zines in Photoshop to take away any tiny blemishes so they were definitely readable.
Whatever. Understand or don't.
#I can't always read hyper-neat cursive. Doctors get away with being worse than me.#I'm allowed to be messy#nariart#1 sheet zine#mini zine#8 page zine#zines#zine#Taking time to write slowly enough to be understood was a special kind of torture in school.#My brain was going 100 km/h and I couldn't keep up and also be legible.#Now I can take my time and take breaks. But I still have that little voice in my head.#narizine#nariwrites#1k
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[Abandoned by the Lightners, his heart became cracked with hatred.]
Hitting a lil' too close to home?
#junie art post#ink sans#error sans#utmv#errorink#implied. but yea not the focus#this has been turning around in my mind for quite some time. im glad to finish it lmao idk if my ramblings make sense even.#so like listen. do you ever think about how similar the function of the utmv is to the dark worlds in deltarune.#in a meta narrative to fandom sense? idk the word#we are making exaggerated expanded worlds of the ordinary tools and entertainment of the real world and make it into something more#isnt that very very interesting?#and we explore every sort of possibility in that creation. both good and bad#and when all is said and done. every possibility found and the entertainment and secrets has all run out#we put it away. abandon and leave it behind#what is left? what happens to the world and characters we have created? can it sustain without us?#what of the ones left in the dark?#idk if yall saw me a few months ago but i reblogged comyet's old post of ink begging us not to leave him alone and to keep creating#yea that never left me#and seeing exactly THAT SCENARIO in deltarune made my brain iTCH#imagine an ink in King's position.... wait isnt that just underverse#mmmmmmm. darkner ink.....#also error is here too. not just for errorink or that i can't separate these two to save my life#but error is also one of the few people to be able to GET IT?? he can hear the creators too. ink cant#but hes pretty much programmed himself to avoid having a mental break down to this via reboot memory loss.#and ink has his own internal coping mechanism (hooray for short term memory loss)#these two idiots will do anything but confront truths lmfao#ahhh my favorite idiots. never change#mmmmm#deltarune
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lowkey funniest part of rebirth is when cloud dissociates BIG time while the costa del amor girls are making their pitch
#this part was insane. i can't believe he held it together long enough to not fucking snap#he. literally tries to walk away from them like three times AND THEY KEEP BLOCKING HIM FROM LEAVING LMAOOO#the fucking costa ass elevator music playing the whole time#it's surreal#listen. listen#i have a theory about rebirth. that the devs are trying to flip the rpg protagonist thing around#so instead of the character being a blank slate that the player gets to shape however they choose#they want THE PLAYER to become cloud strife. you WILL dissociate with him so god help you.#they want you to suffer like you've got alien brain worms and mako poisoning in real life. this scene is proof.#ffvii#cloud strife#my art <3
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★ 162 // “hey check out how hard i can cry”
#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#steel ball run#sbr#johnny joestar#gyro zeppeli#offerings#tools used:#clip studio paint#// I'M ALIVE. I DIDN'T DIE.#My brain absolutely melted after I got back from Reno. I'm still recovering from whatever it is but it's hard to function.#But awww I can't forget about Johnny. He feels like such a light in the darkness to keep going.#I will try to do what I can with the effort that I'm able to. <3
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I'm a bit curious on what makes my art recognizable.. Is it lineart(I've been told this a lot) or the fact I draw Sprout too many times. Can y'all let me know...
#ronu's rambles#/not forced#I keep thinking if ppl follow me mostly for the content like my comics and stuff#Or for the artwork#or both#either way is cool#I'm not gonna pay attention to Tiktok's opinion#most of my following just cares bout the AU#Which I post much more here instead of there LOL#I wonder if ppl would be interested in hearing my stupid headcanons#cuz I have a lot cookin in my brain but I can't always draw them RAHHH
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montresor is such a fascinating villain to me I need to study him in a lab. he is deep seated fear, coated in self loathing and insecurity, coated in rage and bravado, and he's a monster and he doesn't know how to be anything else. he was told he was worthless and despicable his whole life and he decided if he would never be good enough he may as well be the devil they told him he was. he needs to pick fights he needs to be hated he hates being ignored he needs to control people but hates being genuinely loved he can't show weakness he is deeply insecure in his masculinity he took his religious trauma and started dressing as a preacher to fleece people at cards and seduce random women he killed a man on instinct to protect a dog he often laughs uncontrollably and I am blowing him up 1 million billion times with my mind
WHAT'S THE BLACKMAIL ANNABEL. I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HE TOLD YOU I NEED TO KNOW WHAT SECRET COULD DESTROY HIM
#montresor nevermore#sorry i never thought I'd be the kind of person to make posts like this about characters#but I'm like two weeks deep in the nevermore hyperfixation and growing more insane by the day#had to get the words out#nevermore#nevermore webtoon#nevermore webcomic#i hate his fucking guts. can't stop thinking about him#need to see more of his religious trauma. hope he has a really intense sexuality crisis. fuck him up worse and more#AAAUHGRFHTHGFRGSGF#mine#it is 3 am#exploding#REALLY DON'T WANT TO BE THE MONTESORPOSTING PERSON BUT HE'S IN MY BRAIN RN#i hate him i hate him i hate him#posts that are NOT about cask of amontillado sorry people who follow me who don't read nevermore (you've suffered greatly these past weeks)#haha read nevermore tho#anyway why do y'all think he doesn't have a gun in nevermore. you'd think he would have his revolver in his luggage#just keep that with him at all times#but no gun in sight. only lenore gets gun privileges#maybe the deans just don't want anyone to have anything as easy as a loaded gun#too boring for them#sorry this is way too many tags i for real cannot sleep
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okay but lets talk about possessiveness in thanos and namgyu and how their two types work so well in their fucked up relationship. how namgyu is possessive of thanos in the 'i always want my hands on you' way. he's never too far away from him, always leaning on his side, or a hand on his arm, or his chest to thanos' back, like if pathetic neediness was a person then thats namgyu.
then there's thanos who's possessive in that 'you're my toy' kind of way. the kind of possessive where he'd say 'you're my best friend so you can't call anyone else that'. where he wants to be the only person namgyu needs in the world be it for drugs or sex or company.
they are constantly together. before, during and after games. even in six legs they stood side by side. in mingle they were dancing, during the photo taking, namgyu was cuddled up behind thanos. yknow, a man he's just met, fanned over for years but still, only just met, and claimed him as his.
they go to the bathroom together, cuddle up in bed to share drugs, sit close close and people watch, always within reach of each other, always together, so possessive of the others attention its like a high in and of itself. and without the other there, that high will disappear.
#im sorry my brain can't stop thinking about these two#i just keep having thoughts#thanos x nam gyu#thangyu#squid game#thanos squid game#namgyu squid game
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SNEAK PEEK!!
#newest fav art and i can't even share it womp womp#itll probably be a bit too since my brain keeps shifting what order this scene goez in#but take a sneak peaky of badass Stan from my fic :)))#gravity falls#cryptic art#cryptic underground#wip#gravity falls au#gravity falls fanart#young stanley#young stan#mullet stan#stan pines#stangst#stanley pines#stan#sneak peek#wonder what pissed him off so much hehe#my art
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Odysseus, while slaughtering the suitors: You must think that I'm crazy, you wanna replace me? Baby, there's n-n-n-n-n-n-no way
#odysseus#the odyssey#greek mythology#epic the musical#six the musical#no way#sorry my brain is kinda all over the place#i can't keep all these thoughts in my head#there's just... too little space for that
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C'MON TO THE THEATER!
I love these guys so much. forget NRC, I want to attend their terrible disaster school for disaster children that might actually be plastered on top of the smoking remains of an actively sinking ship. I may or may not actually learn anything, but I will have the time of my life.
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#stage in playful land#stage in playfulland#unique magic posters#so it was fellow after all and not gidel? whoops#i was merely overthinking it#me? overthink fictional characters? surely not#god though#i can't not love a guy who gets the cutest most adorable power#and instantly goes 'i shall use this for Crimes'#also every time he was like 逃げる! my brain auto-translated it as CHEESE IT!#accompanied by twst's running-away sound effect which is just the quintessential sound of someone cheesing it#if i could have (1) twst spinoff it would be the adventures of these two idiots trying to do an education#they would have a stodgy bureaucrat antagonist who keeps trying to catch them in their sleazy corner-cutting ways and shut them down#(OF COURSE there would be a bit where they are trying to host an unforgettable luncheon but egads! their roast is ruined!)#and all while they're trying to evade being hunted down by the playful land investors#the hijinks would be SO wacky you guys#i've made myself sad now because this will never exist#it's real in my HEART
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do you think it's weird or unfounded to not want to use chat gpt due to the environmental cost? i feel really strongly that i want to completely avoid it (and, like, recreational/work related ai in general) for that reason, but people seem to think this is really weird when i express that as a reason. but i feel like i should be able to make this call if i want to and that's a good reason to not use it. i don't know?!?!?! i don't get anything anymore?!?!?!
#my workplace is really leaning heavily ai#and people keep seeming to think that i too will use it#and i'm always just like 'NO!!!!!!!'#so far no one has pushed me on it and it's not required at all#but idk. is it going to stop being our call & become mandatory one day? D:#because (and i know this sounds so weird) morally i don't want to touch it!#this reminds me of one time when i was in acting class in college#and the prof was out so a TA was teaching#and we were playing a game where everyone had to repeat what everyone else had said and then add something on#and when it got to me i refused to do it because there were a bunch of swear words and i don't -- alas -- cannot -- swear#and i got in trouble with the TA and almost got kicked out of class lol#(but the other students stood up for me so i didn't!)#i get very rigid about things and i'm like 'sorry can't EVER do it!'#the swearing may be. ya know. completely morally neutral.#(though i still don't swear anything that can't be said on old timey network tv! because i'm weird!)#but i feel like i have way more of a case with this chat gpt stance#dollsome's deep thoughts#p.s. does this way of my brain operating suggest some profound neurodivergence?#i often wonder.#society told me swearing was bad when i was a kid and i've internalized it FOREVER.#i said 'shit' once when i was like 10 (in homage to a line delivery from mrs doubtfire!)#and then i cried inconsolably for like two hours and never swore again#(this was totally internally enforced btw. i don't have any memory of any adults ever caring whatsoever.)#even to this very day i wouldn't even swear alone.#does my brain work like that of merricat from we have always lived in the castle? maybe a little.#these tags have gone a lot of places#the point is. i think it's okay to be anti-chat gpt for moral reasons. and also coolness reasons.#and swearing = fine obviously. but not my style.#unless i'm writing and then there's no rules obvi
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Siffrin plays Disco Elysium AU: Featuring backseat gamer Loop.
#in stars and time#ISAT#Siffrin#Loop#disco elysium#digital art#When I first thought of a crossover I went from 1) 'ISAT Disco AU but Loop is all of the skills'#To: 2) 'Loop is in the mindspace alongside the skills#To my magnum opus: 3)'Loop is sitting next to Siffrin backseat gaming him the whole time.'#Loop beat Disco Elysium ages ago and repeated it to the point they know all the vision quests and dialogue variables.#Siffrin just started playing and Loop keeps ruining the fun by using their meta-game knowledge to try and help.#Also let's be real. Siffrin's stats are 100% completely focused into motorics and nothing else.#If we can't Savoir Faire ourselves of this situation - we will explode. Endurance? Call my insurance instead.#Thinking skills? None. Emotional intelligence and morale? A failed social interaction canonically feels like death to them.#I might have bumped Phys up but...Siffrin's Electrochem stat is like -10. And Pain Threshold is emotional durability too.#Unused part of this joke is that I set their signature skill to Drama.#Both these games made my brain melt so now I get to combine them! I have that power!#This joke made me laugh the entire 3 hours I sat down and drew it and that is what creation should be about.
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I've had the draft for the next chapter of Tales of Bats and Wolves open for what feels like hours but i've barely advanced because i'm just trying to put in order my ideas and decide what i'm actually going to include in the series because otherwise it'll be too much.
Now, instead of getting anything done, I can't stop thinking of the idea of N! Daughter actually being Catwoman's sidekick for a while as part of her training because seeked the woman out to learn her ways, and they both spend a year running around committing heists together. And ofc, Catwoman made her do it all in heels sharp enough to kill a person and tight leather, because if she you can't committ crimes with style, what's the point?
For this time, no one knows who Catwoman's new sidekick is. Some don't even know she exists, since Selina is actually a decent mentor and keeps her in the shadows because, well, she's only teaching her the ropes, she doesn't have to be involved in the gruesome parts of Gotham's underbelly (the girl does that by herself). Those who do know her call her Catgirl, which N! Daughter dislikes because she doesn't want to be a copy of Catwoman (which it's ironic because the suit she wears during the heists is very similar), but unfortunately, both Selina and Mrs Wayne find it amusing and like it. Suddenly, she's called kitty and catgirl by her mom and her mentor/somewhat mother figure?
It's even better considering Selina and Wife! Darling were friends in their youth until they went separate ways for a while, but Selina was definitely there when she gave birth and got to hold the baby sometimes until she left again. Years later, getting asked by that same baby, now older, to be mentored by her feels like one of the universe's jokes.
Anyway, just keep coming up with scenarios for this. Maybe they cross paths with the batfamily and they just don't recognise Catwoman's new companion (why would they?). She stands far from them and wears her own suit, rarely speaks and vanishes before anyone can catch her. Selina covers for her. After all, Bruce should be capable of recognising his own child. This falls on him.
No one guesses it...except one person.
*After everyone's gone*
The Signal: "Since when do you work with Catwoman, weirdo?"
Catgirl: "Excuse me?"
Signal: "C'mon, sis. I knew it as soon as I saw you. I didn't say anything because i wanted to hear you first. But seriously, what the hell?"
Catgirl: "Look, it's complicated. She's just training me, okay? So what's a couple of stolen goods?"
Signal: "I don't care about that. I meant your outfit. Geez, you look like you're about to star in the cover of a Playboy magazine. Was it really necessary?"
In the end, he keeps her secret because they're besties (and ngl he wants to see how far she can take this before the batfam figures it out).
Spoiler: They never do. She quits when she feels she's learnt enough and wants to go solo, and no one ever finds out her identity.
#i have way too many ideas for this girl but i must decide which of them are actually worthy for the series plot#otherwise it'll be too much#i can't fucking focus in getting the next chapter done because my brain just keeps popping ideas and no actual development for them#it's a nightmare#catwoman#selina kyle#wife! darling#catwoman x reader#selina kyle x reader#neglected family! darlings au#tales of bats and wolves#batfam x reader#yandere batfam x reader#platonic yandere batfam x reader#bruce wayne x reader#dick grayson x reader#jason todd x reader#tim drake x reader#damian wayne x reader#barbara gordon x reader#cassandra cain x reader#stephanie brown x reader#duke thomas x reader#yandere bruce wayne#yandere dick grayson#yandere jason todd#yandere tim drake#yandere damian wayne#yandere cassandra cain#yandere stephanie brown
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#after seeing all these HI pictures I have even more things I want do draw... I can't keep up with my brain :''''')#also I have to say soccer balls are Satan's creation#because drawing them is torture#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#nanami kento#nanago#gonana
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Please feel very, very, very free to disregard. However, may I request a Wang Xi appreciation drawing? My man is Too Good For This World. X'D (if not, then I hope you have a lovely day! Your art is so chbi and funny and cute!)
YES YOU MAY literally where would those two be without Wang Xi? constant source of support and childcare, Wang Xi is the secret mvp, i love this man
#dtbpf#dtppf#disabled tyrant's beloved pet fish#wang xi#li yu#mu tianchi#prince jing#sibao#only one bao because i'm lazy and they're hard to draw but the others are there in spirit#wang xi's been with prince jing since he was a kid i like to think he's really delighted to have lil kids around again#i have no idea if wang xi has anything approaching a canon description#i skimmed his intro in the book and looked online and can't find ANYTHING so this is the design i've gone with but let me#know if there's something more definitive#i had to learn how to draw that stupid hat for jin guangyao so i figured i might as well get my mileage out of it#another secret fanfic want that i'm certain doesn't exist: a fic that focuses on wang xi#he's only a background character but honestly my heart feels happy every time he's on screen#he makes me happy#so this request delighted me#everyone had better cherish this man#man i feel GREAT i haven't been doing a ton of art lately but three pieces in one day? i am on a ROLL dtbpf is the gift that keeps giving#(my wrist isn't so enthusiastic but my brain and heart are pleased)#my art
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Comin', Cowboy?
Cowboy!Ace AU Masterlist
(1) Line dancing? Like Footloose?
(2) Shoot first, ask later
(3) One night stands have never been Ace's thing
(4) Power doesn't fix itself
(5) Carbonara? The pasta dish?
(6) Stargazing isn't cheesy. It's romantic.
(7) Town sl*t is crazy
(8) And what do peaches and jail have in common?
a/n: i'll update this as i add chapters. for now this is what you get lol
#cowboy!ace au#i keep forgetting to post this bc i can't decide on a divider#so for now you get no divider until my brain decides it wants to function properly again
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