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the-irrelevant-trumpeter · 4 months ago

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anyway. question for mischief fans. if i made a sideblog specifically as an archival system and information point on cornley lore. would you guys be into that.

#might not be up and running immediately because life’s crazy rn #but idk. the deletion of all of the tptgw aus 2017 insta stuff has me shaken #and i feel like it would be nice to have #and then ppl can submit new lore that’s dropped during performances or specific casts and stuff #like i think that would be awesome.#however. i fear that i am my own audience sometimes when it comes to cornley lore #so just wanted to gauge interest before i committed to it #with the amount of docs i have i’m already halfway there. would just need to put it into action.#anyway. let me know.#mischief comedy #mischief theatre #cornley drama society #cornley polytechnic drama society #the goes wrong show #the goes wrong universe

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icewindandboringhorror · 3 months ago

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(also feel free in the tags to clarify Why you made the choice you made!! :0c)

#polls #tumblr polls #For me I think the top ones would be the House. The Money. or the Friend Group. But I ultimately might would go for the house #JUST becuase it would be my Dream House which means it would already meet mostly all of my specifications #and what I might be looking for. which would save a lot of time searching or customizing/rennovating.#Also because I could use that as a way to leave the US lol.. like .. if I get to choose my dream location.. couldnt I just choose some othe #country?? But I wonder how that works. Can you legally 100% have full ownership of a property in a country yet not be a citizen of that #country?? Would you show up and be like 'erm.. i own this house.. so i shall now live in it' and theyd be like 'uh no. you cant live here #despite owning the house. leave.' ??#So I think the initial process of 1. scraping together funds to actually MOVE myself and my most valuable belongings physically #TO another country. and 2. figuring out how to STAY in that country . might end up being difficult.. BUT. if I could just work that #part of things out then.. dream house?? security for once in my life?? stability?? :0 #Though the $1mil is enticing it's also like.. I feel .. with the way housing prices are now... that's not much???#it's a lot I guess if you plan on like.. investing half the money and staying in an apartment for 5 years while you grow your wealth #or something. but if you're a 'I Need Stability NOW' ready to settle down person who would be most interested in owning a property rather #than nice clothes or a car or whatever other investments you could make then.. eh..?? It seems like unless you're okay with living in #a small town or kind of far away from the city - even some SMALL houses in majorly populated areas in the US will be like #$600.000 - $900.000 or something. like that would be MOST of my money. Which I know you could just pay partially and make #payments on it but idk.. in the option of just outright owning the house it seems like it'd end up being cheaper.#Plus I would want to own it fully asap because I'd be afraid of losing it somehow otherwise. like it being taken for medical bills or #something. which I thought was supposed to be - not IMPOSSIBLE - slightly more complicated legally if you actually have #paid off the house in full. I guess the issue then would be utilities and property tax and such. But I feel like thats overcome-able??#Like I could just stipulate that my Dream House has a little furnished addition or something and then find someone #with money and be like 'Look you can live in this extremely nice area with amazing ameneties and updated everything and ALL you have #to do is give me money to cover the utilities and property tax.'' or something like that. Like the little furnished addition is nicer #than the actual house. they have their own pool and spa and movie room or something and Ill also cook all their meals for them #or whatever (how luxurious it would be depeneds on how high the property tax actually is/how much I would need to entice them into #why it's a good deal for them to pay it for me lol). idk... something like that.. ANYWAY #I asked a few people I know though and one of them answered they'd rather have a romantic partner. the other one said they'd like #to be able to choose someone to die lol.. So I'm curious what people value the most

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 months ago

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The 1st time I watched all of tos Turnabout Intruder was my favorite episode. Despite the pretty intense sexism and crazy shatner acting, I just find the idea really compelling.

#also i lov that its an episode that calls out spock and jims special relationship and bc jim is a woman at the time leonard nemoy is #touching the actress in ways he would not touch shatner so it makes their relationship come off as more intimate than usual #and again the sexism is really bad but bc the writing is kinda deeply flawed its only more compelling to me. like the ending is kinda dark #and weird bc they kinda put Janice's hysteria on her being a woman rather than being a damaged person. so in the end she confims #that she is unfit for command. is physical overpowered by a man. treated like and child. ans sent off to some mental hospital for care #while the men in power on the enterprise shake their heads and say. if only she could have been satisfied in her womans body. without #addressing how its pretty fucked that woman cant b starfleet captains. like. thats a pretty unsettling and weird ending. it makes me feel #bad and thats why i like it so much. but im a freak like that so idk #star trek #tos #spirk #spock #james t kirk #also. i shoulf have spent more time making this look nice but i fucked upbthe colors #but i dont wanna redraw again. i cant get the proses right #poses look weird

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inkskinned · 5 months ago

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you know, you know. no gods, no masters, no kings on pedestals. everyone is fallible. death of the author. you know! you are balanced about your intake of media - you allow the wiggle room, the grace, the gratitude, the skepticism. nobody above criticism.

but still. a weird gut-punch feeling, something akin to betrayal. you read the article. surprise! an author you love is actually: a serial fucking predator.

well, shit. what now. no, you knew he was a person (all people are), but now you're wondering - what have i overlooked by accident? what messages have i internalized that are strange and cruel? and also, like, what the fuck?

his actions lay a thick glaze on top of everything. like each place is now ruined, opaque in a new way. but okay, fine, you've done this before. you knew better, right? you've been betrayed by many a cherished childhood author.

still, this stickiness. fuck. can you pick up that book again. will you read it to your children. you've recommended it to others - will you ever do that again? and of course, of course, no parasocial relationships. you were theoretically above this kind of sentiment. but the artist informs the art, right.

so it's not something as clear-cut as feeling he owed you, specifically (a stranger) better behavior - just that you kind of, in a distant and odd way... sort of trusted him to do better. it's not like a real trust or something speakable, just the faint hope that the product (good books) was a thin representation of the soul. now it feels like the product (good? books?) was a mask. in some small or insignificant way, your previous support of this person lent them power. your money and your time and your laughter.

and the thing is - you have this terrible, echoing sensation. how many times will this happen? over and over. you find out that the singer you love is actually a predator. you learn over drinks that your favorite high school english teacher is in jail for what he did to her. you listen to the news idly and suddenly discover that a woman you used to idolize has been abusing her kids for an actual eon.

what can you touch without the static melting off. you can't even really complain about it too much (you were supposed to know better, and besides, you don't want the same re-split "it's not your fault, love what you love" basic advice), but now it's here. somehow, it feels like - you let him into your life.

it's not that things need to be pure or an artist has to be like, endlessly perfect, mindful. demure. it's more just this terrible truth that has been replayed through your veins so often it feels criminally vain. power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely. did you want any one person to be worth that power?

it's just that he wrote books where he seemed to understand that. he seemed to know about hierarchies and unfair systems and bigotry and privilege. you thought they were books about what it means to struggle. you thought they were about having power and still using it for good rather than for control. he spooned you a narrative of being a good guy, a kind soul. you fucking bought what that fucking monster sold.

maybe that's why they were fantasies, after all.

#spilled ink #warm up #oh im .... sick to my stomach.#i talked to him. like ....... we talked. that man interacted with my poetry and writing.#that article.... gutwrenching. i am so sorry to everyone he's ever even been in the room with.#i feel.... like... unbearably. sick.#he acted like he was cool and friends with me!! we were cool internet writers together!!!!!#i feel sick for even having been polite to him.#i ...... am experiencing something so fucking complicated.#i wonder how many of u are feeling that too. like ''oh i sent him an ask and he was funny and sweet''#THATS HOW THEY GET U. ..... and YES I KNOW!!!#i am so fucking well-read about parasocial relationships. it would just be nice to like. trust that someone ISNT #hiding a huge fucking background of BEING A COMPLETE MONSTER. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.#by the way i am not part of a fandom. this is “what the fuck i accidentally supported a rapist” not #“but my showww”. like i care far more about like. the human cost.#but also like... people are people. idk i saw a take on here about how nobody should mourn the books #and idk. people almost always reply to any scenario with their personal experience first -#''i knew him'' or ''wow i was just at that store'' or ''i grew up there'' or whatever. because that is how we establish connection &#emotional weight. that's just... a person thing. and there is a difference between 'oh this guy is a monster'' & the feeling of:#he's been a monster and i SUPPORTED THAT. i CELEBRATED him. i !!! a fucking victim myself!!!!!!!!! SUPPORTED . HIM.#i am sick. i feel so much pain for her and everyone he's ever hurt. saying ''the books are ruined'' is i think ... like how people say #they're shocked and disgusted by him. (obviously there's nuance here. im sure there's some creep doin it wrong. but u know. in general)#idk..... im an author. i understand my work is in your life in whatever small way. i understand that connection. it's real.

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lazylittledragon · 2 years ago

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the only thing scarier than vampire lords/mind flayers/death cults is meeting the in-laws

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #astarion #tavstarion #i feel like he’s good at schmoozing but i’m not sure how much he would actually Enjoy it #he gives me extroverted introvert #being surrounded by a few hundred very pretty wood elves for a weekend is probably quite nice though #he might have a bitch sesh with dorian’s sisters #also i will keep making his outfits cuntier if it kills me #what’s that post about how wyll is the only character you could realistically bring home without disaster

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starry-bi-sky · 8 months ago

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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.

Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.

Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.

Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.

There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.

#svsss #luo binghe #svsss au #scum villain #scum villian self saving system #shen yuan #shen qingqiu #disciple shen yuan #lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops #im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either #had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him #when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi #hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th #sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his #back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's #face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is #INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and #the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of #his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so #unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face #and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc #he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]

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bogdoom · 3 months ago

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How I imagine a (romantic) relationship between Boone and Courier

#I came across a stock photo with this pose and immediately thought of this #which probably means I have terminal brainrot #I just feel like they wouldnt embrace normally #They would do whatever this is #I digress I just found this pose so strange and funny #tried to give them tan lines but idk its my first time be nice #Novac #Courier 6 #Craig Boone #fnv #fallout new vegas #my art #Violet #oc

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palettepainter · 6 days ago

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Guys please please pleas from the very bottom of my heart, I don't think I ask for much, but I BEG of you: if you can, GO AND SEE ELIO IN CINEMAS RIGHT NOW!! (there's no specific spoilers ahead)

Maybe I've just been starved of original animated content for so long, but this movie was so precious and adorable? Like, I genuinely didn't except to find this so cute and heart warming, if you grew up as an autistic child or even as a child who generally had issues fitting in with your peer group, this movie is for you.

I was surprised at how much through out this movie I found myself clutching my chest from how adorable it is, it's silly, it's creative, it's fun, it's fucking ORIGINAL - GO AND SEE IT

AND LORD GRIGON???

Excuse my language ladies and gentlemen, but WOOF~

#Would #that's all I'm saying about lord Grigon #he is my big alien wife and I love him we're getting married #you're all invited to the wedding please wear something nice #the only issue I'd say I have with this movie is that at times it did feel a fast paced #but by the end of the movie I wanted more #I wanted to see more of this world! I wanted more of the aliens and the council and more family schenanigans!#AND LORD GRIGON I'M SORRY I'M STILL NOT OVER HIS DESIGN HE IS SO COOL #Elio #go and see it rn #please please for the love of god do NOT let this flop #ALSO when I went to the cinema the lady at the counter was instantly like “Oh are you here for the live action HTTYD?”#Ma'am please don't insult me to my face like that #I'd rather you spit in my drink then watch that cash grab #palette talks

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cangrellesteponme · 2 months ago

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alois my beautiful son they could never make me hate you

#made this whole thing only using the round mixing brush because i get crazy like that sometimes #i used to get pretty violent nosebleeds when i was his age. felt like i should draw him having one #felt symbolic. of what? i won't tell but i feel like it's obvious #to each their own interpretation. but looking at him painted like that gives me a very specific feeling. very cathartic #catharsis is one of the main appeals of alois as a character i think so. i did him justice with this one #very proud of his eyes here #i feel like you can tell i've been watching aoex but aside from that they're very nice #at first i put no light in there at all but then i thought one dull little light would look nicer. and it did!!#i've been applying some art advice on this and i'm pretty proud of the result #anyway #kuroshitsuji #kuroshitsuji fanart #black butler #black butler fanart #my art #alois trancy #kuroshitsuji ii #tw blood

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whimstories · 10 months ago

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I colored it! 🥹🥳 I'm learning color! 😭🥳

#stolitz #blitzø #stolas #helluva boss fanart #my art #Actually would have looked nice fully rendered #But I wasn't digging the approach so I'm honestly happy with what it is #Color and light are so rewarding but also make me feel like a pea brain #feedback appreciated #hellaverse

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johnnyvalance · 5 months ago

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sorry i keep being an Angry Jew on main. unfortunately there is a lot to be angry about as a jew

#sighhhhyg #i don’t like. talking about antisemitism #more than snyone else does #its not fun #makes me feel. really shitty actually.#would be nice if people didnt hate me for being born #but that might be too much to ask for #antisemitism #the jews are tired #jumblr #i say on main as if i have a sideblog for this. i dont

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 10 months ago

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Trapped in a vicious cycle of pining? Try gay sex! (More things to learn over at Tiger Tiger!)

#tiger tiger #jamis arlesi #remy bonnaire #Arno #through a series of unfortunate events I will be posting this after the update will be out so my timing will be more so:#“Alternate take on how that scene played out” Rather than my funnier “My prediction for how it will go down”#I truly think Remy would rather admit to crimes he didn't commit than confess he has a thing for men.#It would be funny! It would be so funny if this is how Jamis found out. Alas...Not yet...Not yet...#I do love the idea that Jamis completely overlooked the all the elder god horror to get right down to the question of 'HOW DO YOU KNOW HIM'#Remy knows him. Knows him carnally. Wouldn't you like to also know your captain better? In spirit and body and mind?#Jealousy looks good on Jamis. Now he just has to do something about it.#Poor Remy though...He love Jamis so much he'd do anything to prevent losing him.#Which entails never giving Jamis a chance of rejecting or accepting his feelings!#Meanwhile...Jamis is a bisexual disaster man who is at his *limit*.#(For the MDZS fans looking at this Tigers comic who still have no context:#This is like Lan Xichen finding out Jin Guangyao hooked up with Nie Mingjue after LXC spent all that time thinking JGY was straight.#Better yet. This is like WWX just starting to realize his crush on LWJ and then finding out he and JC hooked up in the time skip.#'Nice to know you're into men but why did I have to find out like this' moment.)#((Yes I am trying to bridge the gap between the fandoms I am in. Yes I am still on my propaganda train. Choo Choo!!!))

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ulteri0rm0tives · 2 months ago

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a johnny from when I first started obsessing over this game a handful of months ago....

#click for better resolution #(as always)#god i love his stupidly bad posture its not even funny #(says the guy who also has stupidly bad posture 💀)#this was actually my first piece of cyberpunk fanart #god. i never would've guessed then the chokehold this dumbass game would have on me #not trying to jinx anything but usually i haven't had a fixation last this long in a w h i l e #and maybe thats bc im actually interacting with fandom again so its constantly fueling the fixation #but its also the fact it MADE me want to interact with fandom again #idk. its nice i think. not to be mushy but it feels like i rediscovered a part of myself i discarded in highschool and its just. idk.#:) ya know?#cyberpunk 2077 #johnny silverhand #fanart #ult art #my art

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dreamyblanket · 4 months ago

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DRAGON COOKIE Y/N /nf

but instead of the imposing structure. They’re floofy.. (marshmallow fluff dragon)

I thought this was a super cute idea!! I choose a more sheep look for them so they were more cuddly //^^//

#now im thinking about dragon y/n.... and napping #having a pillow all the time sounds so nice //-.-//#dreamydraws #cookie run kingdom x reader #cookie run x reader #i feel like shadow milk would use the wool for so many things too #dolls. clothes. bedding. the possibilities are endless tbh #dragon y/n

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getoutofmytardis · 6 months ago

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drew these many moons ago in a frenzy. figured i’d fix them up at some point. did not get round to that lol. maybe one day! in the mean time behold my beloved ghosts<3

#i don’t know why pats dead and the rest arent(?) (maybe mary is? i. actually cannot remember what i was going for)#but yeah they’re like. not finished at all ik i had plans for more background bits and stuff #also wanted to make all the colours go together a bit more nicely and the wallpaper be the actual wallpaper colour #i strive for coherence! and yet and have no understanding of colour theory #why all my Actual art is line work and nothing else lol #i did also want to redraw pat and julian but i was going round in circles w it so they’re staying like that for now #anyways why i do i feel the need to slag off stuff i make!! i do not know #genuinely had a great time drawing these many months ago #maybe i have a hyperfixation fueled an all nighter again and finish them who knows #but also if i do i would kinda like to do some yonderland characters lol #bbc ghosts #bbc ghosts fanart #six idiots #my fanart #my art

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cosmicdenro · 5 months ago

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theres no going back for me im afraid

#it followed bumble hehe #bumble's gonna forget to feed it they have to take it away to prowl #i feel like in the show bee never really showed appreciation for animals unlike prowl so i like 2 think prowl starts-#getting bumble into that softer side by showing how. fragile these helpless these things are #will ofc compare them to sari for better results lol #i really. want to expand canon in so many parts of the show...#bumble's kind for sure but nowhere close to gentle unlike prowl and that last scene of the ep of-#teaching bee stillness was really cute. but sad bee never recalled back to it later eps. so having a temporary pet would be nice for that #i can;t be thinking so deep about them already man what the hell #bumblebee #transformers animated #tfa

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