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saw the minecraft movie and bestie came back online. life is good.
#😎#+ its hot outside today#and i wore a cute outfit#and im feeling creative again#YAYYYY#my ramblings
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grisped. grabbed. snatched. both a symbolic illustration the hold life has had on me lately and a canon event from the Blusleeves storyline
#art#my art#oc:captain#probably ford's hands too but this is so dumb im not tagging that#gt#giant#tiny#gt art#tw:firearm#cw:firearm#been busy with sports things and the like recently so arhghh#theres a few animatics i want to get out at least within this month#so art may be slow grr#maybe ill post sketchbook stuff or fanart again#guys guys im so insane#i feel so guilty for playing videogames instead of working on creative projects n the like BUT#but i cant force art#its a universal rule#i genuinely just cant#but pressure (ew ew roblox player ew i know SHUT UP) has had me in a CHOKEHOLD#im... unfortunately obsessed#should i make a sideblog for fanart stuff#or just unashamedly post it here#im honestly beyond caring about cringe anymore#ill just post it here if it comes out good hmm#ANYWAYSSS#love u all so much <3#have un buen dia :)
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never change, man !
#phantom of the paradise#potp#swan potp#nightmaretheater#65 layers and about 24 hours . Eeeyyuppp#Look into my beautiful mind boy#Its a bit unusual to what i usually draw#but i had to push a specific look for this piece#hopefully you all are picking up on the corperate look . the advertisment look#Sneeze. Anyways my point is industry destroys creative people. This includes swan#I feel like phrases like these ; how he was put on a pedistal…. it lead him to be Like That#as awful as he is he desperately needed help#it might seem like vanity on the surface#but i think its… more than that#long story short: we need to destroy the beauty industry. the skincare industry. the anti-aging industry#It ruined his psyche forever and he cant let go of the ideal version of himself he will never truly be again#i dont think he can at this point. hes in too deep and hes suffering for it no matter how much he feels hes fixed his problems#he cant accept a version of himself that isnt that perfect young man. because he never confronted his problems. he just ran away#anyways . Hi swath *punches him**kicks him*#i dont care if nobody gets me lalalalla my truths and headcanons are awesome forever and i live in my own reality lallaallal#sorry i think im gonna be posting about swan alot for a few months hes making me sick#i wass gonna post this earlier but my internet was real bad#*lays down in my pile of pillows* eat up boys. haha#sidenote: drawing white blond people is horrifiying. Boy your skin and hair are the same color. Introduce some contrast to yourself. Please#adding on: its inportant to note this focuses on him looking st himself in the mirror alot on purpouse#to remind himself what he ‘’’’really’’’’ looks like#the 4 middle pannels all represent that too . u have to be in my brain ri get this#sorry for unleashijg another swan essay in my tags. will happen again lol
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honestly i just think I will fundamentally never understand the very common (and sometimes posited as universal which i don’t love) sentiment among aromantic people/communities that like. oh one part of aromanticism is Not Understanding Or Caring About Or Getting The Point Of the line between friendship and romance, the distinction of different types of relationship. because for me as an aromantic person that line and distinction is actually Extremely important and clear and it feels… weird and bad to consistently see it posited as this like. Prominent Aro Thing to not understand/care about that.
ACTIONS will never inherently be allotted to one type of relationship or another, and the only feeling that is inherently romantic is romantic attraction/love, but the like. labeling itself of relationships and feelings and actions based on the person or people involved… idk. THAT is very important to me. it is Very Important to me that it’s extremely clear that none of my relationships or actions or feelings are or ever will be romantic and it’s important to me that those labels are seen and respected. it’s important to me in my personal life, and it’s reflectively important to me in the stories i tell and the ones i interact with.
idk. people are obviously welcome to the sentiment and i dont begrudge them having it and maybe im misunderstanding what this means when people say it. but it does make me feel a little anxious and once again the odd guy out in my own community to constantly be seeing this posited as like. An Inherently Aromantic Quality to not understand the difference between types of relationship or the point in differentiating. it will always be critically important to me that romance has and will have no place in my life or relationships. once i learned it was possible not to feel romantic feelings or attraction - and i accepted that it was true for me - everything became very clear to me at that point. ‘how do you Know’ i just know. I Just Know. and that matters to me.
#gav gab#aromantic#im just thinking out loud bc i saw someone say this again#was perusing the notes of one of those aros 🤝 poly people posts#(which i usually agree with btw at least more than i dont)#and someone in the notes was like oh it’s cause neither of us understand drawing lines between romance and friendship#and it felt like a kick in the teeth lmao like#no actually my lines between romance and friendship are#extremely fucking strong and Very important to me#and it’s not like people mean this#I Know it’s not what they mean#but it feels to me like people are trying to force romance into my life Somehow#even in the form of like. Fuck Labels Ambiguity#which is not intent it is fair to ascribe to anyone else#especially other aros#but is EMOTIONALLY how it FEELS to me#as an aro who is profoundly romance repulsed and cares very much#for the right to label my relationships and feelings#and depict relationships and feelings in my creative work#as being completely and definitively Not Romantic At All Ever No Wiggle Room No Ambiguity#aro blogging
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anyways . silly thing
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#lg doodles#animatic#i want it done.get out of here u stupid dog#ITS CHEESY.IM SORRY ! IMSORRY <embarrassed .truly#but i think. a gf revival would not be complete w/o me trying my hand at a shitty animatic. this 1 is for me dwg#as annoying as the whole process was it was kind of fun ngl. . like ive never been good at keeping a consistent style or chara model#and this was rly good practice for that .. i think looking at it now its like. no its crazxy its insane bc i dont ever want to do it again#at least in the immediate future but watching it back im like ok well.icouldve at least done that better. or tried to loosen up my vp and#made it feel less flat . <thats the devil talking & trying to get u back in on it.thats what i mean liike its fun but its evil and tiring#also im so creatively burnt out ik i couldve done so many fun ciphord gore things but i ug a 'shrug' pff 'shrug' i ?. yk#if only i didnt have the disposition to want to finish everything in one sitting. i think thats why i like static illustration#more bc u get more like. topical variety in a shorter amt of time u feel. anyways i remember hearing this song 4 the first time and in#my need to apply everything ever to my hyperfix i was like omg crop circles soo stanford lol. omg a deal he made when he was young.. & no#it doesnt feel so great does it .. (ciphordd)..then the eyes & fate i was alr convinced but when it got 2 the stanley part ab the taking hi#fathers brothers name i was like ok well fuck filbrick 1 . but rewritten for canon events anyways HELLO???????? AND U WILL DIE THE SAMEE?#much cooler version is still stuck in my head but i hope that u can get the same rudimentary vision i have
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You guys can we get a HUGE round of applause please, and I only ask this for one good reason- the storyboard is officially (and finally 😭) DONE !!! 🎉🎊🎉🎊🎉🎊🎉
#catamount talks#LETS GO GAMERS !! 👹👹🔥🔥🔥#im gonna give myself a little creative break again because omg have i been *working*#but im so thankful that the boards are done 😭#as soon as im feeling recharged we are diving into animatic making !#this came out to 4 full boards with 64 panels in total
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Hello, I was wondering if you could please write something where Villain thinks they are under a love potion slipped by hero’s allies. After every moment they see hero they feel they are in love with them. But when they confront the teammate they find, to their surprise that they gave them a ‘speak your heart’ potion to get them to confess their crimes and never expected them to have feelings for their friend. Coming to the shock and realization that they had indeed fallen for hero but had been ignoring it/suppressing it. Now they are at the point where they can deny it no longer. Thank you for your consideration and for reading this! I hope you have an absolutely lovely day! 💕
this was.... such a cute idea??? i liked writing this one, i hope you enjoy reading!! thank you as always for the request!!
Heroes are liars. The villain knows this well. They’ll lie, cheat and bribe their way into anything that might mean another villain in jail, another victory under their belt.
There are telltale signs of lying, of course. Looking away, shifting about, smiling awkwardly. The villain has learnt all of these, because they know that heroes are liars, but also tend to be bad liars.
This hero, from the villain’s deduction, is either an incredibly good liar or telling the truth. God, the villain wants it to be the former.
“Love potion turns blue,” this hero is saying. “When I poured the heart-speaker in your drink it went orange.”
The hero’s looking right at them, stock still, face blank except for what seems a little like horror. Liar, surely. He’s just a damn good one. “Bullshit. You’re— You’re fucking with my head.”
“I’m not doing anything!” the hero cries. “I’ve been following you around with a recorder because I was hoping you’d admit to your crimes! I wasn’t expecting any of this.”
The villain turns away from them—a mistake most villains know not to make, not that the villain particularly cares right now—and heaves a deep sigh. It makes sense, doesn’t it? Does it?
The villain is no stranger to love potions and their effects. How they noticeably warp their victim’s perception of reality, of who they can trust. The villain, subject to one such potion for one of the supervillain’s strange experiments, noticed that everything felt different, that their feelings on certain people had inexplicably changed. The effects also wore off after a day.
The villain’s been feeling like this for a week. Loose, almost detached, like honesty is the best policy even though their colleagues would scream for them to stop talking.
They’ve seen their hero more than once this past week. Carefully stamped-down, begrudging respect has blown up into desperate infatuation. Their hero says some well-practised lines about taking them down, the villain stutters out some of their own about never being caught, and then they fight, the physicality of it entirely overwhelming sometimes.
That’s more than a simple love potion has ever done to the villain.
Their hero is— how long has the villain been calling them that? That hero isn’t the villain’s anything except their nemesis. They need to get out of their own head before the heart-speaker drowns them in their own emotions.
“How… how long does it last?” the villain asks faintly.
“Well,” the hero says, “at least a week.”
“Oh my god. You don’t even know.” The villain scoffs in offence. “Jesus, I— I can’t see [Hero] again like this.”
“You’re freaking out, [Villain],” the hero butts in carefully. “You’re recognising your own feelings for the first time. It’s a lot. I get it.”
The hero doesn’t get it. The villain feels like the world’s about to end. “What the hell am I meant to do?”
“You could tell them.”
“Are you insane? No!” The villain wrings their hands, pacing thoughtlessly. “No, this isn’t right. The heart-speaker will wear off and everything will go back to normal. It’s fine.”
“I mean…” The hero glances down at the little audio recorder in their hand. It looks ancient, as most hardware does that comes from the agency. “I still have a ton of free space on this thing.”
“I’m not saying it out loud and I’m certainly not letting you record it.”
The hero shrugs, the lightest smirk weaving its way onto their stupid face. “I didn’t think you would. I do have some heart-speaker left. Enough for… someone else.”
On any normal day, the villain wouldn’t care too much about knowing what their hero thinks of them. But this day isn’t normal, and with this goddamn potion working its magic on them, the villain is painfully, embarrassingly desperate to know every little detail of their hero’s thoughts.
The villain squints at the hero to make it clear they’re not agreeing to this immediately, although their body language probably suggests otherwise. “Okay, well, it’s not your worst idea.”
The hero nods sagely. “I think I know which idea of mine you think is the worst. I’ll make sure this one isn’t to your detriment, though—it’ll be fun working with you, partner.”
“Don’t call me that.”
“Why, saving it for someone else?”
The villain wants to snap back at them for the tease as the hero laughs, but they can’t deny what the heart-speaker is forcing them to admit.
Yes.
#creative writing#writblr#writers on tumblr#writing#writing community#heroes and villains#hero x villain#this slapped anon your MIND#yall i am 1 day in for 2 days of interviews#i had 2 today and i got a full day one tomorrow#i am so so tired but yknow what. being tired somehow made me wanna write after weeks of barely touchin scrivener#i missed writing and i missed yall#i feel like one of those people thats like helloooo heres a thing ok im going to disappear again for another 3 months byeeeee
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uni deadlines hell is one bitch of a writer's block
#which is ironic because writing to cope with the stress of deadlines was what inspired and motivated me in the first place#there is no better feeling than to be creative as some healthy procrastination#the second i was free from the clutches of this hell i told myself “oh great now i can write without any guilt that im wasting my time!”#and then i proceeded to open my beloved google docs and soon before me stood a monstrosity#of scattered nonsensical thoughts and most ineloquent words#this is very new to me; i thought u guys were exaggerating the writing block things before now#it feels like a core poetic part of me has been stripped away and thrown into the mud#i know it's gonna come back once im done with exams and i catch up on sleep ik#it's just funny for me#i never intedes for writing to become a regular habit thing anyway it just happened on its own#but rn i can only think in pretty pictures#god i wanna draw again#ngl tho fanfiction writing IS actually useful for me because more than half of my exams are essays xD#and i need my flowery words and analytical skills from gay fanfiction yes it actually does do wonders for your brain to do the zoomies#fanfiction rant
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In this world there are two ways of living: one is to be Santa Claus, the other is to be Santa Claused. Neither way of living may be inherently worth more than the other, but one keeps your name, your face, your mind whereas the other buries them beneath red felt and myth, until even you forget who you were before the jingle bells started a-ringing and the sleigh began a-scending.
#woke the fuck up with this in my mind#googled it thinking it’s a quote#turns out my mind made it up#AGAIN#it genuinly felt like a quote I already knew#that’s like fairly common#but no#im just…. „Creative#shitpost#tumblr memes#lol#meme#memes#funny#what do you mean hashtag lol who am i to tell you wether to laugh outloud or not#I feel a strong distaste at the current moment for hashtags#btw I changed my auto correct so that after the letters j and k that sentence appears before this one#adhd#Christmas#I think game changer might have influenced my dreams??? I just don’t remember the dream that got me this#dropout#game changer#im gonna turn this into a book lmao#Ive never used this many hashtags but I cannot stop yapping
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More cishet observations from the past month at work:
- They really fucking buzz off of the TERF wizard book series
- Their favourite place on Earth is Florida (why???)
- If you tell them you're an artist, they will ask you if you've ever "tried out AI"
- They will joke about OCD a lot
- They absolutely hate their bodies and will take any opportunity to talk about food in a toxic way (bonus points if they compare their body/food to yours)
- They hate their spouses and think that this is funny
- They. Do not. Have interests. (Besides the TERF wizard book series)
- They don't watch movies or TV??
- If they have kids, the way they talk about them makes it sound like it was genuinely the worst decision they ever made
- If they don't have kids, they will still fucking talk about having them
- They don't like cats??
In other weird news, I'm gendered correctly at work and I pass to the point that cishets actually talk to me like I'm a cishet guy.
#once again afraid to post bc i feel like im being too mean#but also i have some serious cishet exhaustion and need to complain#i hate them idc#im going out with friends tonight and im tired af but also cant wait to be around fags#i feel like theres this misconception that a lot of young people nowadays are queer because its 'cooler'#but like. i am the way i am obviously. my queerness doesnt make me cool at all#but i find that cishets tend to be a lot less creative and close with people outside of their blood families#which makes perfect sense to me as a tranny who loves his friends more than family idk#so i get a lot of cishet exhaustion. even just cis exhaustion tbh#im not a cool and quirky kind of trans person by any means but sometimes -#- sometimes you just want to hang out with a bunch of transfags#like we can literally just be sitting around on our phones and its great#but cishets? they make ever fucking second a struggle sometimes#cant explain it beyond the feeling that im interacting with people who are entirely -#- fundamentally different from me in almost every way#i feel like its also important for me to say that i often feel isolated in trans circles too lol#like theres this kind of normative/young way of being trans right now and im not it son.#but thats a me problem
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Specters & Peoples
Getting my grubby little hands on Sims Lore once again – Ophelia ends up living with her aunt most of her life, and thus becomes the older sister Nyon never wanted, but got anyway. If you're mean to her, he'll blow up your mailbox. Despite his listless attitude, Nyon is quite close with his cousin – getting his own tattoo was inspired by her own sleeve, and he doesn't like going to any other hairdresser, because Ophelia always knows what he likes best. She frequently teases him about (reluctantly) making friends.
#townie makeover#sims 4 townies#nyon specter#ophelia specter#sims 4 edit#s4 edit#sims edit#sims 4 screenshots#sims 4 screenies#sims screenshots#sims screenies#ts4 simblr#simblr#simblr community#elevenedits#dang i gotta get more creative with my edits tbh#i feel like i keep slapping the same thing on over and over again#but im so lazyyyyyy setting up my tablet lol#and also the fact i wanna keep running on here like HEY LOOK WHAT I MADE asap
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#not sure how long I can go on feeling like this#like its fine im fine im not going to do anything permanent or harmful#but my tolerance for discomfort I am finding out is absolutely in the fuckingn ground#which makes a lot of sense considering the amount of coping mechanisms I’m using To numb on a regular basis#but holy fucking shit I can’t keep feeling like this#i need to start feeling like myself again#i don’t feel like myself#i feel no creativity#no spark#no interest#everything is difficult#even everyday tasks like putting on makeup feel like climbing a mountain#and I feel so ashamed for the struggles#and Caige keeps telling me to be gentle with myself#but I feel like I can’t be because if I’m gentle with myself than I’m scared I’ll never get out of this pit#i feel like I just need to power through it#was googling#‘how to get over burnout without taking a break’#and it’s like. ‘how to fill up your car with gas without putting any gas in the tank’#but I’m so fucking stubborn I feel incapable and unwilling to give myself time or space#which is dumb because it’s not like I’m making any progress with the way things are going now#im just exhausted#sleeping so much#don’t know how to get back to myself#rabbit rambles#no need to say anything I just needed to get this off my chest
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Handholding!
Also when you get so into something again the desire to draw fanart overrides u (ó﹏ò。)
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanart#amy rose#shadow the hedgehog#shadow and maria#maria robotnik#bark the polar bear#def not getting back into fandoms creatively but its fun sometimes!!#especially since getting into sonic again has me feeling like im 8 fnnsjdkf
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I WON'T LET YOU GO HOME!
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#isat#isat spoilers#isat siffrin#siffrin loosing it is my favorite thing to think about and i am being so normal about it <3#my art#two arts in two days AND im working on a secret isat project (physical) aswell im on a roll#i havnt been creative in forever this feels good#siffrin really helped spark my creative flow again#i am being so normal about him#i have definitely NOT gone insane alongside them#no sirree#tbh it helps that they're easy to draw#very shaped <3
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not feeling great about my writing lately i will not lie
#julia.txt#i havent Actually Written something in forever#and even what little ive written is like. mediocre to me.#i miss being actually motivated to write :( like having an idea and being like oh i need to write this RIGHT NOW and then banging it out#on the spot#yk#head in hands. like i used to write so much i could define myself as a Writer but can i even say that anymore#i need to get as obsessed with something as i was with the dsmp that would fix me#<- will never happen again#like i go back and reread stuff i wrote when i was 17 and im like . how is this BETTER than what im doing now#maybe some awkwardness in the technical aspects but in terms of like. creativity and feeling behind it#everything i write now feels DEAD like im just recycling the same thing over and over but not even in a good way
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20 POSTERS FOR JUNGWON'S 20TH !!!
#enhypenet#kpopco#malegroupsnet#enhypen#jungwon#heetual#how did we get here.. again.. how did i convince myself to do this again.. look.. if i never make another poster at least you know why#tbf compared to sunoo's i'm feeling better creatively bc i gave myself a bit more time blah blah blah i changed my background colour just#for these and i'm kind of digging F3F0DD idk.. like maybe i'm a yellow background girl these days.. ik poster ten is grey and now im lookin#at it with resentful eyes but idk if i saved the psd or if i have the effort to change it.. it will bug me.. no. idc idc stop asking abt it#next year riki will turn 20 and i will isolate myself for the last time.... kind of sad honestly whatever idc#UGH and poster nine is also not yellow i think it's F1F1F1 which is my go to off white.. WHATEVER what do you think about passionfruit by#nmixx lmk and thanks for looking at my posters please enjoy and lmk your fave if u have one mine is 4 or 5 <333#also im sure the quality is awful sorry about it shrug emoji#z.enhypen#z.gfx#z.jungwon#happy jungwon day
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