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skunkes · 4 months

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experiencing some real "nothing good comes easy" shit rn *fucked up scrub daddy reaction pic jpeg*

#talkys #got some info did some thinking bravely discussed it with my dad who was surprisingly supportive #have to worry about breaking the news to my mom bc i know she's going to explode but idk how severely #was planning on making the appointment tomorrow. only to learn that the staff is extremely hostile #and answers calls rudely if they answer at all. tons of reviews abt this ranging from last week to 3 yrs ago.#tbf this is how most reviews are for every doctor in my city. either the doctor or the staff sucks but COME ONNNNNN.#thsi is already so difficult and scary to go through with and take charge of my life why are there more obstacles #kinda wanna go in person but idk if i cld make the drive alone or what i would tell my mom if she asked where i/we (if my dad takes me)#are going!!!

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dreamyyesenia · 15 days

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Currently stuck on the road so it got me brainstorming… what if I did a dual legacy for tjol?

So what I mean by that is I’d choose Briar as Gen 2 and play that storyline and challenge with her and play the Gen 3 storyline and challenge with Peony. For the next gen I’d choose either Peony or Briar’s offspring.

Reasoning behind this: You don’t know this but the Gen 2 storyline fits perfectly with Briar (she has cooking as special talent and inherited a reward trait related to that as well), while I see Peony as the little artist that is dreaming of love and sick of the constant paparazzi everywhere and thus falls in love with a vampire and runs away. Because Jasper is a global superstar now and the family can’t go anywhere unnoticed. Briar still had a normal childhood and she actually is socially gifted and her second talent is singing. So she wants the spotlight.

Also: I wanna get to playing vampires in time for the new EP!! 🧛🏻‍♀️

#what do you think?#I’ve actually always played like this in my personal save #I’m already thinking of cool storylines hehe #When I introduce my personal save legacy I’ll explain further #also pray for me that I’ll make it home I have doctors appointments tomorrow #yesenia rambles #ts4 #simblr

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disdaidal · 8 months

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I wanna thank my irl friends who follow me here and also my beloved mutuals as well as followers who still send me kind messages and try to interact with me and my stuff even if I'm bad at doing it myself.

Honestly, things haven't been that great with me lately, so... it means a lot to me. Honestly. <3

#personal #i had to make the tough decision to drop out of school last week #i didn't exactly want it if i'm being completely honest here #but certain stuff was preventing me from getting further so i knew the teachers are gonna ask me to quit over at our teams meeting #i instantly contacted my nurse about my situation. and she got me a doctor's appointment which was yesterday #where i kind of broke down a little. not because she didn't grant me the sick leave i thought i was going to get #after feeling down and sleeping terribly for weeks #but because she actually *got me*. like. she actually listened to me and figured out some stuff and told me that #what i'm going through and what i've been going through for years would make anyone depressed #so i couldn't help but cry a little because yeah. i'm so tired of never being enough no matter how hard i try #because my brain's wired a certain way and it makes me slow and kinda clumsy and inattentive at times #which. you might guess is not ideal at today's work environment. or studying-wise even #so instead of granting me sick leave (she did say we can change that at anytime though) she told me to wait for that phone call #from the unemployment office. which i should be getting tomorrow. or well. later today #and talk to them about this. to see if they can offer some solutions. or if we can figure something out #'cause i'm getting closer to my 40s and not getting anywhere and it's wearing me out and tiring me out #because i clearly can't help myself or change my ways on my own #i managed to get some work last week though. at the local youth house. one shift though but money still #but i haven't been getting those offers a lot during the past few months so it's not enough to support me obviously #so i definitely need something else. and i hope i can get help. that someone could help me #i should finally get tested for adhd next month too. i don't know if i even have it or if it's gonna change anything but #at least i'd know #anyway i needed to get this off my chest. cause i'm kinda crying a little bit even now just thinking about this whole thing #sorry

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dont-offend-the-bees · 29 days

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Anyone else out here haunted by the unknowns of recovery?

#got a doctor's appointment tomorrow #bout going back on some kind of antidepressant/anti anxiety meds #bc i NEED to. like. the anxiety in particular is really bad and it's stopping me doing Most things #but my brain may be a shitty place to live rn but i kind of know how it works #and i have things i can semi rely on to cheer me up and things i know i can still do #what if the funky new chemical cocktail idk. makes me lose interest in writing?#thay would suck!! ! i just rediscovered it!!!#but i also can't put getting better on hold just bc I've found a bit of a creative groove that i wanna hang on to yknow?#idk. obviously i hope that being on meds that work will make me MORE creative not less #bc maybe I'll be less anxious about everything being perfect and less anxious sbout putting it out there #but it's just that fear i guess of to tackle the unhelpful parts of your brain sometimes the parts you like get caught in the crossfire #i hope I'll become MORE myself not less #but I've been unmedicated for a while now #and my brain isn't a fun place to be but i understand it #idk what's gonna happen in the next few weeks #i hope it's good #mr. bees speaks

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thewirewitch · 2 months

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Gotta love rethinking my life while being down with a mystery illness and being like, "I wanna do this in the future, as long as I have one" because I keep having mini mortality crises.

#my stuff #rambling #Hopefully going to schedule a doctor's appointment tomorrow #And I hope it won't be too far in the future ;u;#Also if you're wondering about what I wanna do in life #As of now? Plan is to make a game and write some books and hope at least one of those things takes off #As long as MY HEALTH WILL ALLOW ME AAAAAURGH

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daz4i · 11 months

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everyone wish me luck i have a meeting with another social worker tomorrow that's supposed to help me with therapy shit and find me someone to help me with basic life stuff 💔

#like i should have weekly meetings with her and she's meant to help me make calls and such i think? i don't entirely remember #I'll ask tomorrow ig.#also my doctor's appointment today was canceled so no new painkillers for me. but I'll have it on wednesday hopefully #more life updates. for anyone invested in my recovery(???) process

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sherlock-is-ace · 3 months

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#i have a doctor's appointment tomorrow that i've had in my calendar for 2 months (almost 3)#and because i'm me i have been thinking and stressing about it for those 2 months (almost 3)#tomorrow is supposed to be over and i'll finally relax (for a bit cause i'll probably have to do blood work etc etc)#and now my mom put into my head that maybe (we don't know she's not sure) MAYBE the doc will have to like check me #and so i will have to remove clothing which i was so not prepeared for and i'm not sure what my reaction will be on the day #because that makes me EXTREMELY uncomfortable... and like i get it you're going to the doctor it could happen but also?#i need to at least imagine it for a week i can't be told this THE DAY BEFORE #now i'm freaking the fuck out #and up until today my major anxiety was ''am i gonna ask the doc about starting t? or should i wait until she does the tests i need done #in case she turns out to be very transphobic and i have to drop her?''#like that was my biggest worry now i have like a million more #i hate this i hate my brain and i hate that i can't have ONE THING i need to do IN THE YEAR without going into panic mode for 3mths straigh #my brain is so fucking useless #angel talks #personal

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the-insomniac-emporium · 4 months

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if I seem to get increasingly feral over the next couple days, please be aware that it's because I haven't had a good night's sleep in over a week now

and last night was particularly dreadful. as in I literally have not slept yet. I can feel my brain disintegrating like it's a clump of cotton candy being submerged in water by a confused raccoon

#to make matters worse i have to get up early for a doctor's appointment tomorrow #ugh #j says things

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solpng · 4 months

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good evening beautiful phone app ppl i am back

#hooooo boy today was a doozy #i finally was able to see a doctor and got prescribed a few meds for whatever demon is in my body #going to 3 different urgent cares was crazy but it was what it was ig #had a pretty big fight with my mom and actually did kinda fr have a mental break #i swear i was joking ab that earlier but gd did it rlly happen 😭#anyway so yeah i ended up having to make a phone call to a mental health center that provides inpatient/outpatient services #got an appointment/assessment tomorrow morning yippee #i'm trying my best to get myself sorted out like i can't keep living like this

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opens-up-4-nobody · 6 months

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#sometimes u volunteer to do a paper for lab meeting and choose something that's like just above you head #just enough to b like: god dammit i should kno this. im gonna sound so fucking dumb trying to explain this #bc my lab mates 1000% know more on the topic than me 😭 but ya kno. so it goes.#i should have picked an easier paper. no i shouldnt say that. ive had fun with this one but i wish it didn't make me feel so stupid #i just think the D1 protein is really neat. and chl f uses 2 of... paralogs. one of which is real fucking old #its just really cool how with genetics u can look back in time at a mess that became what we see today #ugh. i should sleep. i still have lots to read abt before 11 tomorrow. thank christ my doctors appointment got moved #unrelated

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luckydinosauur101 · 6 months

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I wanted to help my mom out at work today and if I go to sleep now I can get exactly 59 minutes of sleep let’s go

#oops.#I’m not tired.#I wanna draw actually #maybe I shouldn’t though #make that 57 minutes #I have a doctors appointment tomorrow #and it’ll be far away from where she works #she leaves rather late most times..#perhaps not this time #56 minutes #shutuplucky

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gaytoddhoward · 3 months

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i kind of need to be like skinned or put into a meat grinder or something . lol .

#personal #vent #vent in tags #maybe i can just boil myself alive instead #im so SICK of being the one to be actively concerned with all my friends' health & having to tell them to take care of themselves #'yeah i threw up from a hangover on the way here and i havent eaten in like 3 days and i dont do anything other than work and sleep'#ARE YOU FUCKING WITH ME #'i only shower once a week' we can tell 'and i dont ever use shampoo. and im still surviving off a diet of just top ramen and dr pepper'#MY BROTHER IN CHRIST. TAKE BETTER CARE OF YOURSELF #'i havent made a doctors appointment for this possibly life threatening issue yet' im actually going to start sobbing .#IM NOT. MAD AT ANY OF MY FRIENDS TO BE CLEAR #but god its so fucking tiring. to be one of maybe two people to actually go 'hey that is really concerning please take care of yourself'#and then i cant fucking. take care of myself & i dont have the energy to think about my friends health anymore and i feel bad about it #i am NOT the pinnacle of health. but got damb !! if ur gonna not take care of yourself please do not tell me about it i get so so worried #& then my mother . god. waves vaguely at any interaction i have with her. doesnt make it any better #im so sick i need out of this house & out of this town get me outta here ! id thrive in pokemon put me in the pokeverse or some shit PLEASE #if ur the one person who i mentioned in tags thats also on tumblr pls pls know i am not mad at you im just so stressed always #& i care for u so deeply & it worries me so bad that u/ur family havent made more progress towards getting the issue solved .#(u probably won't see this post anyways but if u do. i just want it to be clear)#ANYWAYS it just crazy how i can bounce so rapidly from 'im not even human' to 'i am Too human'. and iam so so sick .of it.#if a single customer even makes eye contact with me at work tomorrow im going to gnaw my left pinky off in front of them i stg

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running-in-the-dark · 3 months

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I was pretty proud of myself for getting through this day so well (first time one of our cats had to have surgery), BUT it's 4am and it's really hitting me now 🙃

#feel like I would be sobbing if my anxiety meds didn't make that.. not harder exactly just. less likely #and I also remembered that I did take lorazepam before going to bed last night specifically because I knew I'd be a mess otherwise...#but yeaaah I just wanna cry now #it's been so hard. the cat is fine. but he's got 20 fewer teeth now and it feels bad #he's in pain and he's grumpy because he doesn't understand why we did that to him and also his brother wouldn't stop hissing at him all day #because he smells wrong and that's been stupidly hard on me #like. those are my babies. they can't be mad at each other??? it scares me. it's not the way it is. it's wrong and I don't like it #also... if I'm being honest I was also quite unsettled by how different he smells so I can understand that. I don't like it but I get it #that's still your brother though you big dumb guy 😭 be nice to him he has barely any teeth left 😭😭😭#I don't liiiike this #I hope they'll get along better again tomorrow bc seriously I can't take this. it's breaking my heart #well I wasn't a mess today but now I definitely am #AND I've got a fucking doctors appointment tomorrow 😭 so I can't even stay on the couch mindlessly watching YouTube all day #life is too hard and I am a big baby and I can't handle it #personal

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californiaquail · 7 months

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has anyone here gone through the decision process of hysterectomy vs ablation? and what did you end up doing and why because i can't decide

#i have the appointment to talk about it tomorrow which is insane as i literally just spent 5 months waiting to get into the doctor and now i #immediately have three appointments within the next two weeks so idk what the holdup was but i'm having whiplash. gay rights ig #i feel like it would be easier to access the ablation but also my doctor is very pro anyone who wants a hysto should get it so idk #this is so fucking exciting i love receiving healthcare and making life changing medical decisions #me

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storminmyveins-archived · 7 months

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Graphic design is my passion. lol just kidding it's a hobby where I literally don't know what the fk I'm doing.