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Everything functions perfectly fine without you.
#undertale#deltarune#this was really experimental#i wanted to tell a bit of a story in my brain without like. actually telling it#but basically this picture is supposed to invoke the same feeling i have when playing deltarune#where i notice the lack of chara..and hwo there ISNT a gaping hole left by them#their absense doesnt effect this world at all#the drawing is meant to be a drawing done by kris i think that much is obvious#with their family. and there Isnt a big empty space where another person could go#chara really does have a world where they dont exist#and it doesnt matter.#theyre irrelevent. unknown to their family. even the fandom has mostly moved on from them#they ARENT haunting the narrative this time therye just. nothing. you dont see their putrid absense. theres nothing.#its almost so beautiful it may be intentional. everyone lumped goner kid in with the gaster followers#and it almost makes sense. but its been so clear to me the whole time that they Arent talking about gaster and it always frustrated me when#they were pushed in with them bc soething was just Off about it. bc gaster Doesnt live in a world where he doesnt exist. hes forgotten#but he did exists. the CORE exists. and he Pretty clearly exists in DR too#but chara doesnt. they are honestly the most important character in one game and then...nothing. in the next. and their family is unaffecte#there is simply a different human who gets name brand chocolates and dull knives for pie#also mild implied spoilers but the easter egg wehre you can give GK an umbrella and they note that its not raining but it makes them feel#better. listen. the idea chara lives within one world but not another and it doesnt matter. the Rain Thing in chapter four.#LISTEN TO ME LISTENNNNN TO ME#chicken scribbles
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Quick question. I love your posts and sometimes I want to write about them. How do you feel about people writing a whole fic of your posts? I know some people here feels is a slap on their face because they already wrote the post. OBVIUSLY all this with proper credit
My feeling is that you should definitely do it.
If I’ve written something and it inspires you in anyways, take the idea and run.
Honestly, I don’t even care about credit. I would just like a link so I can read it (if you post, obvs).
I’ve been in fandoms a long time and my mentality has always been that it has never been a bad thing to have more than one fanfic based on the same idea.
I genuinely want people to take my ideas and write the fics I don’t have the time or the capacity to write myself.
So not only do you have permission. You got encouragement as well.
#might be an old fandom mentality#but we’re not exactly working with original ideas anyways#so writing a fic based on something you saw in fandom spaces is like fine#I feel like that should be expected#but i also know that I haven’t really changed much with the way fandom has evolved in the last couple years#so it probably is good to ask#but like I said#if I posted it. take it and make it better
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A gift horse for @piosplayhouse
#better drawn mdzs#I worked very hard on that horse I think it's worth being sorted into the better drawn gallery.#I've been wanting to draw Verdandi for months now! They have such a cute design!!! Pio's designs in general are so good!#I did look up a bunch of horse references and sadly while I had high ambitions I could not replicate the bug eyes of the front facing horse#I instead encourage you all to take a moment and go look up front facing horse. One day I'll have more horse skill points to do it justice.#Regardless of all that; I want to give a huge shout out to Pio!#Thank you so much for being a voice of fun and absurdism in a fandom space that sometimes takes itself far too seriously.#You're unbelievable passionate and creative and one never knows what they'll get when you make a new text post.#And by the gods are you resilient. It is honestly aspirational to watch how you continue to persevere through the toughest of times.#I am sincerely wishing you all the best for this next year. May it be kind and bring your wonderful bounties.
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In hindsight, the idea that Hairy Pooper (particularly the books) was in ANY way comparable to Lord of the Rings in terms of quality is insanely laughable
#i say 'hindsight' regarding how those two were one of the many fandoms that were often mentioned together in tumblr's more popular years#as well as other spaces on the interney#i can see why so many publishing companies turned down Pooper#lotr#cw harry potter#even The Hobbit (which is more for kids) is much better
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i keep debating whether to make this post but ive seen it increase as a trend outside of just my current totally barren niche fandom corner (shoutout to being the only active writer in a ship tag!) and pop up more and more in extremely big major property tags as well, so just as a gentle suggestion to anyone reading this: if you bookmark a fic that you have already read and enjoyed (that is to say, you aren't bookmarking it "for later", but because you liked it), please consider also commenting. ik this isnt true of all writers but one of my largest motivations for sharing the work ive written is to build community and generate discussion around the characters i love, so seeing the bookmark count steadily increase on fics with only 2 or 3 comments ends up being the opposite of the encouragement i technically know it should be, and instead can be kind of frustrating
#blease .... is this super entitled of me i cant tell#like this is very specific to an instance in which you actively enjoyed the story and went out of your way to save it.#im not saying you have to comment on every fic you ever read yk? but if you liked it so much you bookmarked!#the least you can do is drop a second kudos into that comment section so that theres /some/ level of genuine human engagement#instead of total radio silence#bc i dont get notifications when people bookmark my fics either#my more controversial opinion is that if you go through and kudos and bookmark 90% of the fics in an author's account#but dont comment even ONCE#then that's. kind of a weird move and you should do better#like i want to say hi and thank you for your clear appreciation but i cant!#anyway im just in a grumpy mood about how fucking dead the beautiful sharing spaces of my youth have become dont mind me#phil.txt#delete later#if this was just an issue for my shules fics id let it go but actually its even worst for huge fandoms like star wars or lotr
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Small Mouthwashing Break
Hey guys. I know so many of you are hyped and excited for another mouthwashing fic/update to my series but the whole RussianBot situation just. I can’t
I’ve seen things that have left me painfully traumatized. Its made me scared to even open this app. I’ve seen things no one deserves to see. Enough where I won’t even mention what they are
Until the situation is solved I just can’t be part of the fandom atm. I’m already painfully traumatized as is. I have enough going on in life. I don’t need more shit like this
It’s genuinely given me nightmares and taken a toll on my health, since fibromyalgia reacts to stress. What a way to start my thanksgiving break. Just peachy huh?
I’m super sorry to everyone that’s so eager to see more of my content, who want updates, to have asks left unanswered, but I deserve to take care of myself
Hopefully a few days away will make the situation resolve itself on its own. Maybe tumblr will actually do something. Who knows
Just know I’m super sorry, but I gotta take care of myself. I love the mouthwashing fandom/game but Jesus Christ those Russian Bots man
Keep me updated on if that stupid thing gets solved. If things go get fixed. That it’ll be safe to return
I wanna keep posting and doing what I love after all. Don’t we all?
Love yall
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing fandom#mouthwashing discourse#mouthwashing drama#mouthwashing fanfic#mouthwashing x reader#I gotta take care of myself#I’ve seen things that have really fucked me up#I have enough going on as is#I can’t just have my safe spaces destroyed to#I’ll be way less active on tumblr for a while#and poke mouthwashing with a 39 and a half foot pole#please keep me updated about the situation#let me know when things are all clear#I would love to keep writing and going#but this site is a land mine now#I need to rest#I deserve self care#i deserve so much better#belladonna rambles#just ugh#always gotta be someone to ruin it for everybody else#bet it’s some edgy kid#whenever a fandom suddenly gets popular there’s always a asshole like this#I’ve seen it before#it won’t be the last time#we all know it#everyone stay safe#be careful#take a break
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so. now that my accidental hiatus is over and i've rattled myself free of the grave, i just want to give a general update on this blog and where i'm at with it. because i do love this blog and want to post, but when i made this blog, the intention of it was canon-based metas and discussions around DC that were often ship-focused, but also just generally my opinions on the fandom. and of course i enjoy rolling around in the filth and having a lot of sexual/dead dove posts on main, but it did overwhelm me a bit when that became my entire blog and i got more asks than i could keep up with.
so in the future, i think i'm going to stagger how fast i answer asks and try to find a healthy mix of my own metas, dead dove shipposting, and whatever else i want to put here. and while i don't want to close asks because i invite discourse my way, i do have to say i will be much slower to answering them. sometimes we will be whores on main, sometimes we will be analyzing this fandom and it's source material on main. who is to say. but either way, we're back and no one can get rid of me.
#necrotic nonsense#blog update#I do love the filth asks do not get me wrong#but I have over a hundred in my inbox.#and they overtook my blog for a while and I do think that stressed me out#did it cross my mind that I can do what I want on my blog? obviously not.#me learning the same lessons in fandom over and over about doing what I want in my own spaces.#teenage me is rolling in her grave.#I have some asks to answer that are general things#then i'll filter some filth and some metas#might change my tagging system to better suite it for ppl who only want one or the other. unclear.#also accidentally stopped writing for months.#yk how they say it takes a while for trauma to actually hit you#turns out when you get out of a traumatic situation and go 'wow I feel great life is so much better' you should probably give it a sceond#it catches up.#i'm in a good situation. just have things to process. ooops.#also discord plug.#if you want to talk to me daily. I'm always active in the discord. join the discord. be one of us.#we talk shit nonstop it's lovely. join us.#also the baby I take care of is almost 8 months old now. I love that lil guy he's so cool.
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the star wars fandom on here seems very inactive as of late, and I don't think that's a surprise when so much of the posts on here are negative towards anything about it. and rather than acknowledge this for what it is (trolls being trolls), it's become increasingly common to see people say "oh well, it's basically law to hate star wars as a star wars fan!" or people try to keep this air of deniability that they care too much about this franchise by emphasizing they know it's bad or stupid or whatever. respectfully, i think if you're having such a bad time enjoying the franchise, it might be time to move on?
#nym speaks#there's definitely things i don't like in the franchise ofc bc they upset me#but i do genuinely and full heartedly love star wars#it's why even if the conversation in the fandom around it tires me i'll never leave it's such a beautiful franchise!#a flawed one to be sure but a beautiful one#i feel like this is just a symptom of the much larger problem of fandom losing it's#niche culture status with for lack of a better term a lot of normies coming in lmfao#not that star wars has ever been 'niche'#but i think at least on here esp there's an air of wanting to be acceptable in your fandoming#rather than as weird and creative as you'd like#but that's erring so close to me going off about how it use to be a space for neurodivergents and how slowly but surely it's become#something of an unsafe space for neurodivergent fans#anyway this is brought to you by me glancing at some sw blogs and instantly being disappointed by the negative language that's just#completely normalized now
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Yeah, the RWBY fandom is infamous for chasing people out of the fanbase for not "conforming". If you dare shipped Yang or Blake with any men or any women that weren't each other, you'd get harassed until you leave the fandom. If you criticized how the relationship was written, you'd be harassed until you leave the fandom. It's so bad even big youtuber Moist Critical doesn't have positive things to say about them. Vtuber Aliciaxdeath stopped posting RWBY reactions because the Bees (the fans of Bumblby, the ship for Blake/Yang) didn't like that they said they didn't care for it and found it to be mid and toxic. Worst fandom to be part of if you're bisexual.
I know nothing about RWBY, but it sounds like it's hella toxic :/ I hate shipwars, they're the no.1 reason why I leave fandoms, so I get the frustration 100%. Sounds like Blake + Yang would be a great contestant for the @worst-ship-showdown 😅
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honestly maybe considering making oleander ven and niles just original fiction characters? or finding a mind closet to shove them into while i find different settings for them…
#like. what good does it do when i’m only petrified of posting about those characters in relation to those games#because i know most people in that very small fandom don’t like me very much.#and they have a right to feel that way i was especially insufferable in my bg3 focus era but i always kind of am.#and i am not mad with anyone for disliking me as a result#and again. i don’t want sympathy or ‘oh no that’s not true’ you don’t have to lie to me i know i was/am it’s a fact#i’m just trying to explain my thought process behind this but don’t want to like. victimise myself or anything#i fucked up i most likely will continue to fuck up in different and/or similar ways in social situations i am trying my best but sometimes#that’s just not enough. sometimes my best makes people uncomfortable and i just need to acknowledge and learn from that#while keeping my distance.#like. i think the pathfinder game spaces are small enough where that’s probably something i should do y’know#for bg3 i certainly like mentioned earlier fucked up plenty as well but that fandom is massive#so it feels. different. y’know#even if i did already decide to revamp that stuff/zeke purely into original work but just because i thought it fit the character/plot better#anyways. i think if i can’t write about those characters in that setting for whatever reason then maybe it’d be best if i did that#romeo’s wretched rambles
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04/25/2025 Progress Update:
TLDR: 2.5K written, about 34K drafted so far for chapter
I really really wanted to finish the draft today but theeeen got distracted by a lot of things. Still got 2.5K more drafted, and we're like RIGHT at the end of section 4, so we're going strong. I do very much think I could get the whole chapter drafted by end of tomorrow, but we'll see. If not, likely by end of weekend. Then editing time!
I have really been enjoying these last parts. My fingers are flying, barely stopping. It's probably 'cause it's action; despite not being like the BEST at action, I still really like writing it lol. I especially like the constraints. The fact Shuichi's heart stops him from taking a chase at full-strength forces me to reassess how he approaches trying to catch the Phantom Thief, relying less on his strength/endurance and more his ability to think on his feet. I want him to be resourceful.
That's like one of my favorite FAVORITE things about any Phantom Thief AU, when Shu uses his head to get himself out of situations. I point to ultimate_heartache's fic, which has Shu use a cigarette's smoke path to get him out of a mirror maze. That is.... like the most spell-binding thing I've ever seen in a Phantom Thief AU lol, I love it SO much. So I wanted to emulate a similar vein of "mind over body" moments for Shu, not only because I think it's cool but because I think Ko would eat it up.
Anyway. Today was a little better, which is always a plus! I'm very much looking forward to this weekend. I'm going to sit outside on my newly-moved-into deck and write for like the entire day. And no one can stop me mwahahaha.
Hope you all have a lovely lovely night! I wish you so much relaxation and non-stressful days to come. You've got this, I believe in you!!
#thwwichphantomthief#did like a bit of moving around dialogue today too#i wanted more “ko is flabbergasted and intrigued by SK” moments#cuz i want it to go both ways#obviously shu's gonna be absolutely floored by the absurdity of the phantom thief but i think it's appropriate#to make PT just as surprised by SK#i won't go super into this because i think that's too spoilery#but i mean this fic isn't just shu and ko falling in love#it's also sk and pt falling in love#because that's like one of the funnest perks of making them both have alter egos#that particular aspect is inspired by rannas' “meeting your match” btw which I can't recommend enough#I got the absolute pleasure of talking to this author directly and letting them know how much that fic means to me#it's great even if unfinished and you should go read it#i've got to meet so many talented saiou authors these past couple months holy shit#i feel very unworthy in this space lmaooo#but also very grateful#especially cuz yknow my fav one of them all betas my stuff#subtlest brag#but seriously very grateful#i feel i'm a better writer for it! or at least hope so lol#either way it's been so fun#though i am probably still the “writes too many goddamn words” of the saiou fandom lmaooo#kiwi does not shut up but I like not shutting up so#been fun i really have enjoyed it :))
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Twice this week I have received comments on Can’t Help Falling in Love critiquing my use of tags and I’m just like?
those “extra” tags have been there for four years? no im not going to delete them?? I think if it truly was a big issue one of my moots/writer friends would’ve brought it up to me by now???
I use tags to express my creative voice and personality. And I DO include lots of real tags.
if someone makes something FOR FREE and it’s not harmful maybe just say what you like about it and move on?
like? do yall like my tags?? have my tags dissuaded you from checking out my stuff??? because I’ve been posting on ao3 since 2019 and this is the first time anyone has ever brought it up :/
#not to toot my own horn but this fic has done far better than I ever could’ve anticipated#it’s one of the top phinbella fics on ao3 I don’t think that would be the case if tags were an issue#and it’s my pnf legacy#to have TWO people leave comments saying hey loved the fic but you did this wrong#why????#what is the reason!#what good does that serve?#ugh#maybe my personality is ‘too much’ if so oh well#ao3#cadence rants#can’t help falling in love#fanfic#fan fiction#an archive of our own#like if you frequent m account you might be able to guess I’ve had a bit o a rough week. fandom is supposed to be my safe space but#unfortunately it isn’t always. But MY fic is supposed to be my ultimate safe space. a place for positivity and discussion and expression.#take that man splaining energy somewhere else it is not welcome here
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you don't have to post this.
I'm just happy you nodded to how destructive that blog is. I'm glad to see some resistance to that blogs fucking existence.
I'm sorry anto. Parts of me is happy you've slightly moved on from HL just so that hopefully didn't barb you as bad as I'm sure "bitch of the blog" wanted it to.
Yes she self-submitted it. She does that with all her worst ones. It's for attention - and blatantly visible in her discord servers. Do not take it to heart.
I will post this because if you and I feel similarly about it, there’s bound to be others.
I’ll say it with my whole chest: that entire blog is a joke and an excuse for insecure, mean spirited people to harp on others. I blocked the entire page basically right at the beginning when I started seeing it pop up in my feed, but from what I gathered when my attention was dragged there by the anons in my own inbox, it’s full of people who:
A. Hate the game and all the characters
B. Are jealous of other creators and their success
C. Are too lazy to write their own stories yet have the gall to criticize other writers’ work
The fucking audacity to make a blog like that and defend the blatant bullying with “well we’re allowed to dislike things and have our own opinions” is so unbelievably lazy it’s not even funny. Nevermind the fact that there’s nothing anonymous about half the asks there— I could clearly tell who certain asks were referring to. Maybe the whole thing started with a few harmless polls (which is what I saw at the start) but it’s transformed into something so nasty that to defend it just leaves a sour taste in my mouth. Fuck that blog and fuck the people who feed into the toxicity.
#asks#if you have absolutely nothing nice to say about the HL fandom and you hate the characters so much maybe LEAVE ???#DISENGAGE WITH THE CONTENT ???#no one is holding a gun to anyones head telling them to stay in a space they dislike#moreover if the creator of that blog really did sent the ask targeting me themselves then get the FUCK off my blog#cause for them to follow up the original ask with a second one saying ‘HEY BULLYING WORKS SHE FIXED THE STORY’#just means you’re grossly obsessed#how many times was my blog/ao3 account checked for them to see I went back and edited the story ??? fan behavior. get lost and get a life#fucking sickos the lot of them#let me spread my ass cheeks so you can lick my crack a little better#I’ve had thoughts galore on that blog for a while so I’m just saying my piece now and moving on#if you like that blog or affiliate with it in anyway that’s your business but here ?? in my house on my blog ???? this is not a safe space
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#I dont wish for this post to show in any general tags in any way shape or form. consider it a vent#d*scord has been banned as a lot of other different things and I can't fix it especially with my Computer Curse (tm)#which is frustrating to say the least. it's not like I've been there often but I Did contacted a lot of ppl through it#there is always people who has it worse and I feel like even thinking about it makes me a horrible person but#as much as I hate posting about stuff like that I genuinely believe that my country slowly tries to become second n*rth k*rea.#and it heavily affects me even if I live in the countryside.#first you ban gay people from existense so I can't even hold hands with same-sex friends in public and if my social media is leaked I can b#send to. like. an actual pr*son. which is very real and not a joke at all.#then you ban every online payment services so I'm forced to work double time to be able to feed myself since commissions are barely availab#anymore. and THEN you ban ways for people to connect. don't get me started on how much is fucks up my calling scheldue w friends & I miss#servers I used to visit to get my mind off of all of this bullshit#this is just upsetting. not gonna lie#with a cherry on top that the winter is close I'm freezing dead in my living space & the roof is leaking & my phone is dying &#I thought the vicious thunder the other day was another midnight b*mbing LOL. at this point I have no idea how I'm still sane#not gonna say Ive got it bad because I'm slowly reaching my goals and it's gonna get better eventually. it's just one of those days#where all of the things come at once overwhelmingly and I'm paralyzed to start anything on my to-do list#I think I need to go outside and stop overthinking it as I usually do.#I'm absolutely gonna miss LN3 release and will slowly fall out of fandom (but not stop being interested in it. at this point it's impossibl#sigh#tumblr is the only way for me to contact outside world and even tho the real world is not so bad I'm still missing a lot and falling out of#my interest in fandom & art in general. if they're gonna ban tumblr I think I'll fall out completely and vanish#bcause runet algorithms are not fandom- and/or art-friendly & I'm not really popular in my space to gather any meaningful interactions#I'm gonna boil in my already-formed company and that's as much as I can get. pretty much a foreseeable death of me as an artist.#how it's gonna affect me is unpredictable and I'm not gonna grief for inevitable future#but I'm sure I'm gonna be very sad. as if there's not enough weight already on my shoulders.#let's pray they won't do that. but I'm ready for the worst already since they're trying to make people's lifes as much miserable as they ca#overthinking wins for today fellas. it seems.#memento mori by will wood starts playing#vent#its bad to say but the w*r doesnt affect me much since Ive been living in a horrible conditions this whole time. it truly can't be any wors
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everyday i cry a bit over how wlw media will never be as popularized/accepted in mainstream as anything else
#IMMSOOO INSANE OVER THIS.#theres a REASON hi3 is marginally less spoken about than genshin & star rail in public spaces. okay.#DESPITE EVRYONE KNOWING IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND REFERENCING IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#hi3 is. in many ways. a better game than genshin!!! okay!!!! OKAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!#the lore. characters. etc#BUT ITS ALL LESBIANS ! SO NOBODY WANTS IT !!!! WHATTHEH HELLLLL#theres a REASON that as much as everyone in the fandom loves eimiko and candehya#they'll never be as acknowledged or popular as kavetham. or wriolette#IM SO INSANE OVERTHIS CAN ANYBODY HEAR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#any ANY wlw ship ive been met with that was (fundamentally) better than the other mlm in the same game#THE WLW SHIP IS ALWAYS SET ASIDE????#THIS is why we never see the beautiful lesbian indie games popularized#-> THIS ISNT TO SAY MLM SHIPS ARE BAD !!!!!!!! THEY ARE GREAT !!!!!!!!!!!1#its just INCREDIBLY disheartening to see wlw thrown to the side in favour of. anything else. including mlm#like jeanlisa. you;ll NEVERRR see anything abt them unless its from the little fraction of people who love them#crepe rants#sorry. getting mad out here
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wip and ik charles looks weird im working on it i swear😭
#max and charlie!#wip#the skyfall edit lives in my head rent free and its not the one everybody saw its a dif one and its so much better#charles leclerc#max verstappen#im tagging it cuz idc maybe something will gain traction i just need to somehow get into the f1 fanartist spaces or like find other artists#its dry as hell here#im used to dsmp fandom we had loads there omg#lestappen
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