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carnage-cathedral · 1 year ago

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I'm a predator just for letting minors interact with my tumblr account? and you're saying my ex is better? they're a self proclaimed predator. posting kink and paraphilia content constantly. claiming to have an abuse kink. I remember them posting all that same shit while having minors in close ranks. I remember being really open about my sa trauma and having them post cnc and rape mentions and depictions constantly. I remember them telling us we had to be sober but then dropping valium and dxm and day drinking constantly. I remember being urged to recover from my ed and seeing them post triggering content constantly. I remember talking to someone who gave me a lot of praise and attention and then waking up to find them calling me their boyfriend. I remember never being asked if I was okay with being in a polyamorous arrangement. I remember being threatened with violence if I ever left. but I'm a predator for letting teenagers interact with my blog.

#🌹.sebastian #🫀.vents #yes i was actually anonymous accused of that #and that was the basis behind it #“you allow minors interacting. so you flirt with 16 year olds?”#“they love me more than they ever loved you” also gave away the fact that they're with my ex #I don't know who you are but i know where you're trying to attack me from #and it's fucking dumb of you #because all you could do was make a false claim that you could use on any man #and then call me a drunk and leave #fuckin idiot #I don't give a shit about them or you #stay with your cult. I'll stay with the people who actually love me

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ghostlykiss · 1 month ago

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Mildly worst thing possible - a song that was definitely written to have a 30 sec clip go viral on tiktok is stuck in my head. Unfortunately the 30 sec bit does go hard so the brain worms are multiplying

#Arctic rambles #the bit is repeated 3 times and there is only 1 other verse and then some la da di das #‘so baby come home/ I need you to hold me/ cause it’s getting cold/ and it’s getting stormy/ these nights I’m alone/ but my one and only/#picks up the phone/ and tells me she’s/ never coming home’#LIKE COME ON!#it’s begging for some hangster post break up where one of them is drunk and calling the other who is deployed halfway across the world #or if you want to go really balls to the wall angst… if one of them is dead and the other one keeps leaving voicemails as a way to deal

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kakashihasibs · 2 months ago

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I'm very glad I'm as stable in my sobriety as i am bc i am definitely having cravings but I'm still able to think that it's not the answer.

#would being black out drunk feel good and be nice? yes for a few hours very much so #but then the consequences #and there would be many #my next therapy appointment is Tuesday #I'm gonna call tomorrow and see if i cant go a day early #i took away my husband's credit card #or well i told him 'i dont think you're someone who can use a CC responsibly'#and he is leaving it home and i put it in my desk #he is also giving me his bank account password and I'm check both of our accounts every Friday when i go over the budget #there's still a lot of apologies coming from my husband #i think he understands just how much he's fucked up #i told him that for me the last year is tainted now #every moment we shared for the last year he was lying to me #i look back and i feel sick #he might go spend a few nights at his parents to give me space to process and grieve #he doesn't want to tell him parents what he's done tho so i dont know what he'll say to them if he does go there for a few nights #he is also starting therapy asap to work through whatever caused this #and we'll be doing couples therapy in a few months #i still cant believe 10.000 is just gone #anyway #I'm sober and safe #and working on healing #ben gets personal

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timothyslucy · 4 months ago

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i'm gonna be brave and start writing again even though i'm so, so scared to.

#*carly catalogs #tbd #i haven't in over a year and now i fear idk how anymore #but we're gonna try!! 💪#gonna write some angst continuing from 7x03 #where drunk!lucy gets the bright idea to call tim (against rachel's constant reminders to NOT call her ex lol)#and she just starts sobbing into the phone asking over and over and over again “why?” “why did you leave me?”#while tim silently listens on the other line and takes every blow she's giving him #okay wish me luck! i'm gonna need it 😭#the rookie #chenford #*my wips

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b-blushes · 10 months ago

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thursday quest - no physical therapy today - make and eat lunch sooooo early but i can do it!!!!! - get ready for wedding - attend wedding! yay! (: - decompress well when i get home <3

#its thursday quest #god i'm so anxious about it autism style. so many uncertainties that i simply cannot account for alone. but i'm being sooo 'brave' about it #(keeping it to myself. except for posting about it)#taxi company hasn't texted me the drivers' details yet and i emailed them to be like ummmm your policy is to pay before the day #would you like to email me the payment details so i can do that? and they were like 'we'll send the driver details soon' ummmm #there isn't much soon left!!!!!!! it's happening tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!#they're probably just not Organised™ in the way i prefer to be. which is objectively fine it's just challenging for me personally.#i do not think it's Bad but!!!!! i've never taken a taxi before <- guy who Is Scared Of Taxis Specifically but has to face #their fears because they're disabled and have no other choice.#worst case i am down the money and no-one arrives to take me home i guess :P but it'll be afternoon AND my family are there so #in theory i could just get a lift home even though that would mess up other people's plans sooooo bad. UNLESS they have already drunk uhhhh #in which case i guess i'd just ask for help calling a taxi to the place. plany of people who can do such things easily (unlike me)#it'll be fine!!! i can ask my siblings if need be bc they are so niceys and will not get mad at me for being autistic o7 #My other worry is being too hot and being in a rush getting ready bc i have to eat a proper meal due to the symptoms syndromes #and we are leaving when my lunch usually is so that's a whole thing. which ALSO doesn't matter and I can do! it's just hard!#where is that post that's like 'managed mental illness can look like absence of mental illness 😅'. NOT saying being autistic is mental #illness i am saying that the specific extreme anxiety i have is for me linked to autistic issues with 'the unknown' and boy. does this #social situation also have a lot of unknown.#BUT I CAN DO IT! and dare i say even have a nice time!!!!! it's just i get so so scared beforehand but i will not express it in a way that #impacts or inconveniences anyone else!!! i can handle it by myself at my house and it'll be fine

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xxplastic-cubexx · 20 days ago

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https://youtube.com/shorts/TrthjeSa4do?si=9CdbtgukOTkY0BdU I feel like this is you and your siblings

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BUBBLE GUPPIES??????

#snap chats #ACTUALLY JAILABLE WHAT IS THAT #i feel like this could be my eldest sis and i... maybe my second-oldest sis if she's tipsy. i mean id have to be drunk Period but vjLEAEJA #the only way i can socialize like a normal human is if im drunk ill be so tbh but anyway #never my brother tho jeVLKJKELJE but my eldest sis and i def have the same type of like. unhinged energy. i get it from her tbh #today my eldest sis was showing us her fufcking. omg what were they called #LABU her labu plushie collection and i felt so bad cause i was the only one who Got It #yk what i mean. like she was so ecstatic but my mom and my sis's husbad just kept being like judgy #but i get it... i get the desire to Collect......#WAIT WITH THAT IN MIND i learned a new tagalog term today fuckin Gigil #its like... cuteness aggression... wild.. gonna abuse that term here on out i fear..#anyway i would rather die than tell my family my Hear Me Out list tho #my brother Probably gleans when im down horrendous for a chara but i refuse to confront that unless told otherwise #its not my fault hes the only person i talk to about my interests jveLVJELKVJLJ #sorry bro i will be subjecting you to 90 magneto and charles rants this week. im normal about them i swear <- lying #MY 'HEAR ME OUT' SHIT ISNT EVEN BAD LIKE THE CHARAS I LIKE ARE NOT OUT OF THE SCOPE OF ATTRACTIVENESS #at most mfers might just be like..... Tht Bitch Is Old OK AND leave me alone... whatever... anyway moving on...

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stardustvanfleet · 2 years ago

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thinking about these two most beautiful boys in the whole wide world as i head to bed. i love my twinnies and i love all of u!!!!

#accepting my fate as straddling the line between jake lane and twin lane ❤️#because josh has had me actually so fucked up for weeks now. i cannot keep ignoring this. i love you joshy baby i love you i love you #anyway…. it was a loooooong ass night at my restaurant job tonight. bitches would just not leave and let us close #i was so damn tired and Ready To Leave LMFAO #also the cabernet we have is called josh and people would not stop ordering it tonight.#like. the number of times i had to go to the bar like IM WAITING FOR A JOSH? like. uhhhhhh. yeah i sure fucking am #also kinda drunk and wishing i had a kiszka twin on either side of me!!!! oops!!!!#anyway i love y’all sm <3 goodnight #li speaks #jake #josh

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halfdeadwallfly · 6 months ago

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spent an hour and a half on the phone talking to my friend today :-) idk that was just nice

#boink #he called abt music group stuff but when we ran out of stuff to say on that lol he just changed the subject and kept talking #it was just really nice #he does complex analysis so he tried explaining some of that lol #i tried to explain how a poetry class works lol #we talked abt gender theory a bit #i just really enjoy talking w him #abt anything honestly #hes just interesting #lol #bc hes like so smart but he never gets uppity abt it yk #like hes so much smarter than me but he never acts like it. i r #like hes not condescending abt humanities stuff lmao like most of the stem ppl at least that ik at my school #sometimes i ask him to explain his stuff bc its just interesting tbh and hes actually rlly good at putting stuff in an understanding way #and hes a good listener too #like i always feel like hes actually interested in what i have to say #if were together in a group he doesnt let people talk over me #hes one of the few people i never feel like im annoying when im with them #i got drunk at the last party we were at and i was super talky and i kept apologizing like an idiot #and he said no dont apologize i like listening to you talk #like girl #thats maybe one of the nicest things anyones ever said to me #hes just very lovely #im going to miss him when he leaves

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faaun · 1 year ago

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she's so arrogant and annoying and hot it pisses me off !!!

#like have some shame omg . have some respect #shes soooo certain i will date her she keeps saying shes not worried she doesnt care etc etc bc she knows i want to date her #not even that. she Declared we were dating. like when i was like do u even want this. not just going on dates but acc dating. and she was #like wdym? im already dating you . like ok??? i wasnt informed ig #anyway i said she was arrogant and she said she knows so.#also she did several things when she was drunk that i found cringe/i personally would b embarrassed if i was her but she just found it funn #like genuinely does she have no sense of shame #also her reasoning is that shes too hot to be rejected and since im talking to her instead of... not that makes her certain that #no matter what i say i wont reject her #WHICH MAKES ME WANT TO REJECT HER. DONT TELL ME WHAT I WANT OR WHAT TO DO. UGH.#I WANT TO FIGHT HER FR MEIN GOTT #also i want her to be more romantic i literally told her im not asking her out on the next date lmao #also if we do end up dating properly i have to swear and oath never to argue w her and just communicate slowly and clearly bc imagine #lawyer and philosophy student get into an argument and theyre both scorpios. insane combination imo #INSUFFERABLE. she was also 40 mins late and tbf she did warn me and keep me updated but i was still rly mad at her bc #i was waiting for so long . and i was like . listen im gonna leave. and she walked thru the door. but anyway she apologised but also she #said no ones ever threatened to leave her b4. what do you mean before?? anyway i told her to respect my time more and she was like i cant #believe im being told off by a 21 yr old like bitch ur literally 24 stop acting ancient fuck off #UGH SHES SO IRRITATING. WHY DOESNT SHE CALL ME MORE.#crushposting

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sil-te-plait-tue-moi · 6 months ago

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ahhhhh another night out in Great Britain

#went to see the christmas lights switch on #then went to Sainsbury’s #then we went to a nearby field with the intention of getting drunk only when we passed the river there was a guy on the ground foetal posit #ion #and then we called 111 because obviously we’re not going to leave this guy here alone in the middle of the woods #and then he woke up and told us he had fallen and hit his head on a rock and he wanted to be taken back to his tent #in the sense that he got kicked out of several living situations and was now homeless #and gave us the full rundown on his life #we got him to civillisation and he set down his jumper for me to sit on next to him #“i’m a gentleman #and it was just strange #and upsetting #and then once he was in safe hands we split a bottle of jack #and then i ran home a la horse on a highway to all i need by Radiohead

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stuck-in-the-ghost-zone · 10 months ago

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I think my problem is that everything always comes back to danny phantom with me

#-_-#is it a problem? maybe. do i care? not really.#is it unhealthy? also maybe. am i going to talk about it? absolutely not. unless i get shitfaced drunk #which. actually might fix me a little. just to get suuuuper fucked up and talk about all my brain shit.#why i have such complicated relationships with a lot of things that i genuinely enjoy. head in hands.#i need 2 do like. a hard reset on my brain tonight. im thinking too many things in too many differen directions #i just need to lock onto ONE THING to focus on. but theres so much #iiiiis tonight a good night to eat the microwave pancakes. what do u think.#i do have work in the morning and cannot call off without leaving my coworker on a solo day. so . hmmmm maybe not #i was going 2 stream dredge again tomorrow. and then maybe after that.#who knows. i need that shit out of my freezer though so i stop looking at it

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allylikethecat · 1 year ago

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god i wish i knew you irl lol

Ok WOW so that is like the biggest compliment ever 🥺 Maybe one day our paths will cross anon! I will probably be the one wearing red lipstick and talking a mile a minute (most likely about horses lol) 😂 I know I am *a lot* but I like to think that I'm also a lot of fun! I have a lot of very diverse random interests that people are always like WTF when they come up BUT I like to think that makes me well rounded and able to connect with a variety of people 🤣 Thank you so much for being interested in my life and how all over the place I am!! I hope you are having a lovely Wednesday and that you have a great rest of your week!

❤️Ally

#allylikethecat #ask ally #anon ask #keep it kind #ally lore #yall called it lore yesterday and it made me laugh so im sticking with it #i had a friend send me a tiktok about like how everyone has that one friend that has a ton of side quests #and she was like this is you #and i was like... you're not wrong lol #one of my most chaotic moments was being 21 and drunk in a club with some girls i had met the week before #and we found $150 round trip tickets to Paris for that weekend #so we booked them on our phones in the mens room of the club and went to Paris that weekend #mind you i live in the US #also we were in the mens room because we refused to wait in line for the ladies room #we were asked to leave shortly after hahahaha

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serenity-bitty · 2 years ago

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RIP: Me

I fhucken died to death

#every muscle in my body is screaming at me #my legs will be jello for a week #pizza brick in my tumby thank u cici pizza for the brick #tasty tasty pizza brick #imagine. being to tired to person for an entire month.#not leaving the house. not doing practically anything. just. have become one with the bed #then all in one day making phone calls filling out applications getting fucken drunked off you ass and #dancing harder than u have in ur whoel fucken life. and then--STILL DRUNK--taking a 30+min bike ride to cici pizzi #stuffing the everloving shit outta ur face #and then biking allllllllll the way home #i am dead. i have died of deading. dead deaddy deadface over here #f u c k .

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allofuswantgwinam · 1 year ago

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I actually had the worst day I’ve had in awhile now but i survived it