#and then going to her 'idgaf' mode in the end

[titfairy]

[latteenightss]

Okay so I just finished obx season 4 and I need to give my honest opinions

So let me just start off, the ending? Awful I’m so disappointed. JJ’s death was such a stupid decision, I get that it was probably more Rudy’s choice than the writers because we know Rudy wanted to leave but.. I’m genuinely so disappointed.

JJ was a beloved character, there are so many people that watched obx FOR JJ. FOR JIARA. Obx in general was peoples comfort show, JJ was a comfort character. He brought the comedy but also angst and Jiara??? EVEYONE knows Jiara is the most loved couple, PEOPLE watch this show because of them…

They should not have killed him at all but specially not in this way. In season 3 we see JJ start finally opening up, he tells Kiara he loves her and we get some development that just made sense yk, but then in season 4 they throw all of it away.. JJ finds out his dad isn’t his biological father which don’t get me wrong- I don’t think that was a bad plot but they made JJ do all this stupid shit and then they have his father stab him to death?? Like what

JJ is such a big character and that’s all you can do??? We had no development, his death felt so forced and didn’t give him any justice.

I also wanna get back to Jiara, like I said they are THE couple of obx, but we literally got almost nothing of them.. it’s so ridiculous. Not a single kiss in part 2.. nothing, we got some cute monologues but that’s all and that is far from enough.

I’m just so disappointed. This was not the ending JJ or Jiara deserved. I also don’t wanna say anything bad about Rudy- love him but if it really was his decision (it probably was, I just don’t know for 100%) then that’s really sad. The drama behind scenes should NOT affect the show.

Obx was literally supposed to have 6 seasons- that was the original plan. 3 seasons of the gold and 3 of whatever this is now. I think why they changed it to 5 is because of Rudy leaving..

And yes I’d love to think JJ is coming back but we saw him get buried and the directors unfollowed Rudy.. as heartbreaking as it is he’s probably not coming back. This is the end of JJ’s story.

When season 4 part 1 came out I honestly thought it was amazing, better than season 3 but they really ruined it with the ending. That’s how I’m gonna end it.

When it comes to season 5, I think it’s going to be Kiara’s season and I think we might get more scenes of Rafe and Kiara. Obviously Kie will want revenge, she might kind of go into this idgaf mode and just break, maybe they’ll even kill her of in the finale? Like girlie was with the whole group, her and JJ were supposed to be endgame. I honestly have no idea what they can do with her now other than that..

[ze-slaughtermod]

LMFAO

Lemme tell you why Dr. Pepper Mom is 100% accurate

I've been bullied plenty of times as a kid. My mother has always told me: Get a teacher involved don't get into a confrontation.

And I did. I got a teacher involved every time.

Guess what you become? A tattle tale? And I did so mercilessly. Even it made me their villain. You wanna be MY villain? I'll be your villain, too. Idgaf. Leave me alone.

I've even told bullies who ask

*in a nasally, mocking tone* "Why are you such a tattle tale??"

BITCH

Because you're BOTHERING ME😂😂😂 TF YOU MEEEEAN?!

RANT CON'T BELOW CUT

I've only been in an altercation once. One time!

Someone said, to my face, Yo Momma.

In the context that's not friendly and meant to insult.

And had the nerve to push me.

BOOOOOOY

Lemme tell you that I physically, full body, TACKLED that bitch to the ground and proceeded to SHAKE them VIOLENTLY to never disrespect my mother again?!

........💀💀💀💀💀 That bully was THE school bully. They even bullied the teachers.

No one ever fought them before. Until I did.

They never. Ever. Bullied anyone after that.

I also learned other ways to not be physical with getting bullies to stop bugging me.

Such as:

One time in Highschool, this senior was picking on me for no fucking reason. Guess I looked like an easy target with my dorky big ass glasses and opting to wear the pants option of my uniform instead of the skirt and I was the only kid who had one of those backpacks that had wheels and a luggage handle so I didn't have to carry books with the weight of 100 bricks on my back

She was in my freshman math class

....

A senior

In

My freshman

Math class....

Remember that.

She'd bully me and say stupid shit and one day, I had enough and instead of saying F U C K OFF-- a teacher had walked by so I said BUZZ OFF

And they're like: OOO buzz off lol

And then proceeded to buzz loudly in my ear.

I....I kinda have a pet peeve....and an anger issue with particular sounds....

If you deliberately buzz in my ear drum that mimics a bee or wasp...or a fly...

I will flinch. My spine tenses up HARD to the point that it's painful. And I immediately go into FIGHT mode.

So yeah, I was PISSED with the CONSTANT buzzing noises and I immediately went for the throat (verbally) and told her to:

Come back with better material to annoy me with and that she, a SENIOR, couldn't pass a FRESHMAN LEVEL MATH CLASS to save her GPA if her life depended on it.

She ended up leaving me alone.

She also ended up having to go to summer school.

She also ended up needing to get her GED elsewhere.

Ain't it funny how some bullies tend to pick on people for being smart when they're so stupid????????

[echoingheadcanons]

Personal (male) Jesse Headcanons (Minecraft: Story Mode)

I have some fun little headcanons for all the different Jesses since I SWEAR they each have different personalities and I wanted to share them here!

Since there's so many different options that were introduced thanks to season 2, I'm gonna split this into two parts. Male Jesse and Female Jesse.

Here we go! (Read under the cut)

Red Suspenders Jesse

~The IDGAF Jesse. Literally could not care less if you have a problem with him, take it up with whatever God supposedly exists.

~An absolute nerd. Knows way too much about things most people couldn't care less about and could write you a twenty page essay on the history of Birch in building.

~Bisexual icon.

~Had a crush on Petra during the start of the Witherstorm Arc, but slowly developed feelings for Lukas over the course of the Portal Arc. Ended up falling for Petra again in season 2 and confessed to her in the cabin.

~Leaves Beacontown to be with Petra.

~He's secretly a super silly and fun guy who loves to make jokes, but feels the need to cover that up with a fake exterior of calm, cool, and collected.

Green Suspenders Jesse

~Pretty chill unless you do something that endangers yourself or others. Then he'll tell you about why it's important to be safe and think things through.

~Adores music and dancing and has made it his life goal to get all of his friends to dance with him. Still can't convince Petra to no matter how hard he tries.

~Gay gay, homosexual, gay.

~Had a crush on Lukas since way before season 1 started but wouldn't do anything about it because they were supposed to be "rivals". Confessed at some point in one of the many worlds between the Murder Mansion and PAMA.

~Stays in Beacontown with Lukas and Radar.

Yellow Suspenders Jesse

~The people pleaser. Does his best to keep everyone happy and usually succeeds.

~Has an unusual obsession with mossy cobblestone and fantasy stories. Would love The Lord of the Rings if it existed in the MCSM universe.

~Mr. I-Question-My-Sexuality-On-a-Regular-Basis.

~Likes both Lukas and Petra but can't decide out who he likes more partially because he can't figure out if he likes guys or girls. This causes a constant flip-flop between who he's with more frequently.

~Leaves Beacontown with Petra but returns after a few months.

Pink Suspenders Jesse

~Fun and flirty. Very rarely embarrassed by anything and has no problems telling you what he thinks about something.

~Lover of pastel colors. His bedroom has all different colors for his walls and he likes to sign documents with colored ink.

~Gay and likes to make jokes about it.

~Had a crush on Axel at one point that he will never talk about. Currently pining after Lukas and constantly flirting with the blond.

~Stays in Beacontown with Lukas.

Orange Suspenders Jesse

~The most nervous of the male Jesses. Very jumpy and he tries desperately to deny it.

~Has no sense of fashion and Olivia likes to remind him of it.

~Silly little straight guy.

~Absolutely down bad for Petra. He admires her boldness and bravery and strives to follow the example she sets despite his nervousness. Ended up confessing to her on accident while they were adventuring and became a stuttering mess.

~Goes with Petra and doesn't ever come back. Like, at all.

Black Suspenders Jesse

~This Jesse is 100% dead inside and won't try to deny it.

~Knows three different languages (Spanish, German, and Italian) and will cuss at you in any of the three. Usually depends on how angry he is.

~Aromantic.

~Did catch feelings for Lukas at one point during the Witherstorm arc, but later figured out that romantic relationships weren't his thing. He harbors a deep and meaningful friendship now with Lukas and loves Petra like a sister.

~Left Beacontown with Petra mainly because he despises paperwork.

[ahamkara-apologist]

savathun is cartoonishly evil and I love her because she's just a funny (not) little bug lady who likes playing funny tricks like trying to murder you for no reason. and even she is more redeemable than clovis bray because she was also explicitly victimized by the witness- she also just had the ability to forcibly break out of its control because she's a god and had the backing of the traveler itself. eramis was one single person who had the choices presented to her to either die or save her people from the apocalypse she probably didn't even know she was going to help work towards.

ABSOLUTELY, like Savvy is such a fun villain that even with all the horrible shit she did to Osiris (my fav human character) and Saint I still absolutely adore her. She's this perfect blend of 'someone who is a deeply selfish and absolutely horrible person' with 'person who does love and loves very deeply and was tricked into becoming who she was' that's absolutely delicious. She's billions of years old and has ended countless civilizations and feels no regret for it, only hatred for what it made of her. She's the god of trickery and lies. She speaks like a southern grandma. She puts the guardian through gauntlets of death for her own amusement. This is an act of genuine affection. She's just...such a good example of that charming trickster character that imo its impossible not to love her, no matter how horrible she gets, bc she's just so fun. And because, compared to Clovis Bray, her actions are not entirely selfish, or born in the arrogance and fear of an obsessive narcissist- she genuinely does act out of a desire to do better by her siblings and her people. It's just that she's extremely self-serving, so as soon as you lose your uselessness, oops, off you go! Good thing that we're all her blorbos in her own personal telenova

Eramis's situation was more of a deal with the devil thing I feel, where she wasn't aware of all the terms and conditions before she seized the Darkness. Like, she very much knew that she was making that sort of contract, but the vibe I got from Beyond Light when I replayed it was that she believed that she was taking the weapons of the enemy to use for her own gain, not realizing that it was the bait in a snare before it snapped shut on her. And, because she's not paracausal like Savathun is, once she was in that trap, she couldn't get out. I don't think it's a coincidence that when she accepted the Echo, she explicitly said that she has conditions of her own before she fully took its power- she learned from the last time she grasped something with such paracausal significance. Grasping blindly for power is what got her enslaved to an entity that she would have fought tooth and nail against if she actually knew what it wanted- that's why the Witness had to trick her into joining it like it did with Savathun. She made all the decisions that led her to that fate, sure, but overall I'd say that Eramis's arc is what is to be expected when you put someone in a situation of extreme stress, desparation, starvation/malnutrition, and constant fight-or-fight mode for god knows how long, make them responsible over a shitload of other people, and then trap them in a corner. They choose badly! You can force people to make worse choices with less pressure, and I think that when people bitch and moan about her being 'irrational' they forget that element of her story, or refuse to understand it. Kinda like a 'poor people are drug addicts because they're lazy' issue, where something is seen as a moral failing instead of a response to an environmental problem that wouldn't be taken if better options were availiable

But yeah, I fucking love Savathun. She's not my blorbo, but she's just an absolute gem of a character. Like, I know that this is sad for the Hive fans, but deadass part of the reason that I'm glad she'll never get a redemption arc is because that would mean that all her shenanigans would end. Like, fuck all the xenocide, idgaf about that, I like that she's a selfish bitch and a terrible mom who's playing us all like pawns on a chess board so that she can get a better future for her species. Like #slaaaayyyy, #girlboss. Everything she does is fascinating and funny. Please continue to put me into your little experiment chambers Aunt Savvy I'll gladly play your lab rat for you as long as you keep this game enriching

[mulders-too-large-shirt]

s1 episode 12 "fire" thoughts

another episode that had me. STRESSED. OUT.

first of all... the episode being about an irish guy who sets the british aristocracy on fire... the insensitivity there is fascinating. the 90's really were a time, huh?

second of all this phoebe is very pretty and very bold to kiss mulder right in front of scully. i was shocked. and it kept getting more and more shocking! (shoutout to scully for averting her gaze when they kissed. a respectful coworker!)

and the whispered "she hates me" from phoebe and tiny waves goodbye while otherwise entirely ignoring scully's presence... yeah this is sick psychological torment

! MULDER LORE REVEAL ! he's terrified of fire! and this ex wants to get him involved on an arson case! what could go wrong? (seriously though why does he want to do this. why wasn't there another person who could take this case. i'm seeing no appeal to getting involved)

AND he leaves scully to go attend to this nonsense. betrayal.

! FURTHER MULDER LORE REVEAL ! the two broke up because she cheated on him which is revealed in the same breath as the fact that they hooked up on arthur conan doyle's grave. i will be doing my best to not psychoanalyze that and then failing. how can i look him in the eye with this knowledge.

(i think they're going for a sherlock-irene parallel here but counterpoint: i don't like it)

<3 <3 <3 scully in glasses... think my heart skipped a beat <3 <3 <3

this whole thing was soooo sick and twisted. when phoebe said "i've booked a hotel for the night" (cut to mulder in deep distress) that was evil

(also scully calling and saying she had something important and he completely blew her off... only for her to show up anyway... queen shit she literally said idgaf i'll solve ur case for you dumbass)

i'd actually like to copy out what i wrote in my notes verbatim for this next part:

"Mulder in a suit Phoebe in a backless dress. Tension is palpable oh they're dancing. SCULLY WALKED IN ON YHAT WJAT THEBHELL OH THEYREKISSING WHAT THE HELL OH SHW'S ROLLING HER EYESAT THIS OH SHE JUMPED IN"

i think that speaks for itself

but in case it DOESN'T: scully pacing outside watching them dance and kiss was distressing to me. i will reblog many gifs of this when i find them eventually. free her from this situation y'all she did NOT deserve it. luckily a fire provided an excuse to make her presence known.

when mulder was scared to go into the fire and then he passed out and then he pushed scully's hand away while she was shifting into Doctor Mode... nearly screamed. he resists the tenderness offered to him.

and then cutscene to him waking up in bed shirtless and she's there offering him water! phoebe brings him into this fire- his worst fear- and the symbolism of scully bringing him WATER!

and YET the first thing he does is: ASK FOR PHOEBE! MULDER I CANNOT KEEP MAKING EXCUSES FOR YOU (phoebe once again entirely ignores scully beyond a quick goodbye the commitment to pettiness is remarkable)

then he shows up to save the family from being lit on fire and phoebe is kissing the dad. muldershockedpikachuface.jpg (was anyone surprised. raise ur hand if u saw this coming)

but he jumped into the fire to go save the children!!! because he needs to be a hero and conquer his fears!!

i think scully had a very raw end of the deal this episode and when she knocked on his door pretending to be phoebe and asked in a british accent if he was going to buy her lunch. well. she had a good spirit about the whole thing. it's important for her to be mean to him sometimes.

during this episode i fell victim to exactly what i knew the screenwriters were doing, purposefully provoking anger in the viewer through an outrageous ex that also served as character exposition in revealing mulder's background. but once again this episode proves that dana scully deserves the world for putting up with this nonsense and somehow still choosing to have a positive attitude. give her a raise and a vacation.

[lwlrence]

i will explain this in stress.

division retard logic (source):

anson seabra: examiner

'x': *light bulb moment like a retard grieving over the missing Dad sequence (nelson muntz) like the simpsons (why you hate college)*

playtime: smash this sh*t like a God. i did Linna justice like XIX (kicked Anson's balls so hard that the cast of The Boys gave their 'oof' (medal of honour (core memory)

nigga (what?): i know that guy got my good kush, so where did i find the last time i thought about my mom's balls (reason why you find the 'missing sandwich' too harder to eat than you are thinking at the time (all confidence goes when you're in 'shut up' mode forever (allah hears your lies)

be that way (i care about you a lil' bit): i hate myself but my Dad wants my car keys back (like a bully)

why did i do it?: you're in Glee but Rachel Berry is the retard in the question (Anson's daydream is your luck and his reason to whine (give him extra credit, he mensa pisces california king bed to can't hold us aries moon orion you like about playtime (me)

BLAME: Rachel Berry for going all the way for all the way to your rapper's nothing (your Indian Mom made you do it for 'good kush' (she hindu)

DISS ALLANSON (spot the dickference)

Notice:

Brackets: why did you make me do it (you like the God's G (instagram rep: Allah has me in the bag (new engineering tools for your diss tracks like Usman Brught you think you are (shared sentiment) faster than *black cardiac B* lightnigga (empire's speed is asshole energy before exam dates, beat everybody to it but cheat accordingly to Allah terms (you know me)

Squares: 2 + 3 = 5. shut the fuck up Keanu Reeves (first ever thought you got: Teacher's adam's apple)

why did the midgets come to my city

fuck you keanu reeves (kick them out)

Keanu likes midget porn

fuck you satan allah crap in the ass (sincere duas come out at that time only (cashapp)

'm': alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

bored.

no such thing as racism.

end of world now

Linna raped letters, i get that but her Dad (hypes the gym membership up)

PROF. SLAPS MONEYMAKER DAMN I'M GOOD AT THIS (easy flo., easy go (rapper's paradise)

you walk up to Anson Seabra like Bitch Tennis (you heard) and celebrate like a King (Anson whines harder to boost your morale (long life points for Sara Kays fandom)

Brackets: doors need to be closed, idgaf about 'u

= brackets (open that door) and see why (shitty people) sit around them (you don't care anymore)

Squares: people i really care about

2 is a lesbian, i can tell by the way she is looking at her best friend (the autistic m) and 'he' is not there (her reason to find herself in the mirror (help her out: more VP point with Usman Brught)

3 is a queermo, you can do that (ignore that dildo giant til you see m first)

'm': it's gon' be okay (pimp my ride audacity)

m: likes people (where the other 25 letters)

don't murder M. (rappers lingo in 25 mins)

ANSALLAH (YOU MISSED salah YOU LOSE. NO JANNAT POINTS FOR YOU, BUT KEEP ON GOING, I LEARN FROM THE WHURTST)

Brackets don't like life

Squares like to hype up a fortune

'm' loves being with her husband

19.

so

19. is a good man

he likes life

i like him

be me

try me

do me

i am you

(finish it off with a tv/meme reference (9gag know you)

*end it with a meme that shuts anson up (you know you won if you feel memes are on your side forever with that lightbulb up so hard, he created you (good kush won, that's one mark in the bag (rest to go)*

and you wonder why Anson is harsh on Allah now cuz he is that

does not compare to the rest of the paper left to do and your Mum is hard to please

[ocsandbrocs]

i want to ask them ALL but 3 6 13 15 spinning around and twirling forever

the hilarious thing of i didnt realise you still kept an eye on this blog so i was just saving them but yESS YESS YES NO STOP. I NEED TO ANSWE R. I NEED TO ANSER NEOWWWWWWW

3. Who do you put through the most emotional turmoil?

THIS IS LIKE. SUCH AN INSANELY ... DIFFICULT QUESTION, BUT LIKE- look it has to be Kai, I feel like? Its kind of a combination of things. I feel like C (sorry that it's all of your guys here) has been through a lot of turmoil, just by their lifestyle- and it certainly hasn't not affected them but it's something they've always lived with and they can kind of protect themselves in some way, even if it is still just as damaging, meanwhile...

Like with Kai it's like: naturally predisposed to bad anxiety, and struggling with that as a kid, to then suddenly going through one intensely traumatic thing with no support afterwards. Quite the contrary- like I said, with C their very fierce independence protects them, and whilst Kai does actually insist on a lot of that himself, he is still insanely attached to Peach who... Yeah. Salt in the wound. Combine that with genuinely bad self-destructive habits (something that C certainly isn't a stranger to, but is usually in complete survival mode all the time, non-stop) and again, that predisposition which combines badly with all of the above and means he develops pretty bad complexes... Kind of means he's, like, actively on the brink in a way C probably isn't even though they've been through it worse?

Likewise... Peach went through the same thing as he did, but worse, and was really moreso the victim in a lot of stuff leading up to and during the situation but... Well! How she deals with that is something so impenetrably hard to unpick that- sorry yeah.

6. Who goes through the most relationship conflicts? (applies to any relationships)

This would be Naomi by leaps and bounds. I think I have a bad habit, in all honesty, where a lot of my guys are quite solitary (one or two key relationships) and those that aren't don't get into much interpersonal conflict. Bella, for example, is an absolute pushover; Emmerich doesn't give a fuck, so I don't think it counts.

Meanwhile Naomi is really sociable - she'll reach out, talk to people, and engage and get involved no matter where she is, because she enjoys company - whilst still being nightmarishly dismissive. That's something that can so often be misconstrued as her, like, sincerely not caring about people's feelings which... I wouldn't say is completely untrue, especially when she's dogshit at taking responsibility for things, but it's not in a "IDGAF that you're hurt" way, it's in a "literally, it's gonna make it worse if you make it that serious" kind of way. And that extends to her own feelings of upset or hurt: she'll pointedly ignore them (she herself will be like it's literally no big issue hand waves - which ironically, is sort of how Gage would also deal with more emotionally painful stuff? like if she can't fix it, she won't sit there and pick at at the scab; she'll just accept it for what it is and go welp) or completely remove herself from the situation (and circle back if the problems gone).

Combined with her pretty shit lifestyle after running away - meaning at times, she needed to be dependent on friends, partners, strangers - she's had a pretty rough history of pissing people off, making good friends and taking them for granted, falling into bad relationships that she ends up going back to cuz she ends up thinking "you know, it's fine - I miss them!" and a cycle starting over again. Because I feel like she's also, like, pretty fucking shit at doing the reflection to recognise what exactly is causing the problems here if it isn't glaringly obvious, or genuinely thinking that it'll be fine this time (or even worth it). Easily, she will end up going back to a toxic ex even if they had enough good times together for her to seek it out again, or if she genuinely does need a place to stay. I think there's also this element there, of like... Such repression of shit like that- it's sometimes hard for her to truly put things on a scale, because she's so pointedly not thinking about it, that there's a perspective that's sometimes lost. A well meaning person that snaps at her for doing something irresponsible and immature, can sound very similar to someone snapping at her in an abusive and controlling way, because she's just straight up not paying attention.

Although of course, in direct contrast... That is kind of why she never goes back to seeking her family again? At least not for a long time. Homelife was so entrenched in a trauma that she can't separate, and the only good parts of it she had she felt are gone. And Gage is someone she really does struggle to deal with- because everything he says sounds so serious to her, even when she knows it isn't, and he's so up-front that she can't avoid taking responsibility for anything or avoid telling him if he's done something wrong so it's like. Yup. Nope. It's like ground zero for everything she's struggles with (not that she'd recognise that) so she gives it all such a wide berth.

13. Who cries the most often? What are the usual causes?

My dearest most darlingest Bella weeps into her cornflakes and keeps those tears for her ovaltine. I'm actually so stumped to even say what the usual causes are. I mean I'm not: the usual cause is Bella working herself up unnecessarily, tying herself up into anxious knots, and not managing to keep a lid on it.

YOU KNOW HER. She is anxious about everything- but it's definitely at its worst when she feels like she's burdened someone with something, or sincerely messed something up, because that's when she gets into the even worse cycle of profusely apologising- starting to cry- profusely apologising for that- crying again- and- you get the picture.

I think other than her, I would say Althea. She cries significantly less than Bella, and rarely is it full on bawling, but I'd consider her my OC who's the most in touch with her emotions if that makes any sense? As well as being pretty empathetic and an awful soft touch. I think in particular, whenever she's really stressed, she's the type of person to get frustrated and teary and have to step back from the situation to pull herself together.

15. To cap off what kind of hurt/comfort scenarios do you put your oc in?

SEE GOD I'M SO UNSURE OF THIS QUESTION, LIKE- what kind? WHAT CONTEXT??

I hate to say it, but I do really sort of love illness/physical injury stuff - as incredibly vague as that is. Call me easy and predictable, idgaf. I just think, you know, a lot of my guys are kinda shit with dealing with it, and being upfront; being forced into a vulnerable situation, and genuinely needing the care for it is just too good an opportunity. I feel like I've probably thought of all of them compromised at least ONCE in some way like that, you know???

[silver-wield]

Having processed that trailer for over 24 hours now, I still can’t believe they decided to focus on the LTD. If that was really Aerith’s farewell trailer, that’s just so sad. They’re basically reducing her to ship fodder. They not only made her look like a selfish person that doesn’t care about anyone’s boundaries or feelings but also ignored her importance as the last Cetra in the story. Isn’t that part of her story more important and compelling? They could have focused on her role as the external heroine of the story. By focusing on the LTD instead, they also made Cloud look bad, because knowing that he ends up with Tifa after this game just makes him look insincere. We know his real self only loves Tifa, but that doesn’t mean his actions when he isn’t himself don’t matter. Letting his dead best friend’s girl, who is best friends with the girl he loves, cling to and flirt with him and in turn, holding her back and staring into her eyes is just so so disgusting in ways I can’t get over. Honestly, Zack and Tifa suffer as well. They look like punching bags and pushovers. Honestly, both canon ships just look less genuine now. It’s a pity because I have loved Cloti for years since I played OG when I was younger. Although I’ve always kind of felt Tifa deserves so much more and Rebirth is just hitting that home for me.

They fucked around and now they're finding out it's not a good idea to piss off the people who pay to indulge the people who wave around printed out pictures.

I never thought much of Cloud. I've said so plenty of times that AC didn't endear him to me. I didn't like him aside from when he was fighting. I thought Tifa deserved better.

Remake made me reconsider what I knew and I was like okay he's a stupid boy who can't express himself but he's obviously in love with Tifa, so I let it slide because AC was before Remake and obviously character development and better tech showcase him better now than however many years ago

This trailer totally undid all the good opinion I had of him. If he can't even reject some two faced back stabbing bitch who's been going around calling herself the bestie of the girl he loves then he's scum and never deserved Tifa no matter what hardship he went through. Idgaf if he's in soldier mode or is literally overtaken by the ghost of Zack in that moment. We have the premise he's in love with Tifa. If he cannot remain consistent to those feelings for five fucking minutes just because some skinny white bitch throws herself at him then he's not worthy of Tifa and never was.

Course, Tifa's too nice to ever reject him, but it makes the whole relationship so fucking toxic if Cloud's constantly in this state of "ooooh Aerith" for one reason or another. Tifa deserves someone's whole heart, not just a piece of it.

I honestly hate they kept the optional GS dates. It's such a toxic and hateful concept. They could've created something new and wonderful for fans that didn't cause people to turn away from SE as a whole, but ofc they never really respect our feelings and expect we'll "get over it" and pay out and pay out and support them forever like we're Tifa giving away lifetime food and drink vouchers. Well, we ain't. SE's profits are down and part of that is because they disrespected their customers. That's what we are. We are their customers, not fans. We ain't just gonna suck up anything they give us. And they should've realised by how popular Tifa is, and how unpopular Aerith is, that the people they shouldn't fuck with are us.

[weirdcat1213]

TRIGUN BOOKCLUB? MORE LIKE TRIGUN TRAUMA CLUB, AM I RIGHT :D

anyway

trimax volume 4 thoughts here we go oh boi oh boi :D

chap 1:

-hospital yuri you are so important to me you have no idea

-....countdown to what

-I LOVE THAT SCENE LMAO, boyfriend taking care of his boyfriend

-...why are the tomorrows appearing this early

-yey :D earth here we go

-whos giving vash that stupid tie i love him

-AH SHIT GET OUTTA HERE YO

-also aw :3 they are both creppy as hell :3 bros

-OH GODNESS THAT PANEL I FORGOT ABOUT THAT. ITS BASICALLY A CONVERSATION WITHOUT WORDS

-AW NO HES GOING BACK TO WORK MODE

-"i cried all day" ME MEMEMEMEMEME

chap 2:

-yeah bro kill them with the power of music >:D

-pure evil you say....interesting...

-anyway THE BASTARD IS HERE, GET HIM

-he has vash's smile what if jumped off the plane

-oh hes crazy i like it

-ok but...why does he have to be so cool....god damnit

-glad you have it clear

-legato you ARE SO DOWN BAD FOR KNIVES CMON MAN

-knives wins again the idgaf war lmaoooo

-thats what you get for bringing musical instruments to a knife fight

-MEANWHILE

-hey if you can keep secrets from vash i think its fair he keeps some stuff for himself too

-ah...yeah....i forgot about that.....why are you like this....

-i love the girls so much

chap 3:

-lmao they were just in the hospital

-YEAH MILLY TO THE RESCUEEEE

-BADASS MERYLLLL

-hey arent those the gloves she uses in stampede-

-OOOHHHH THEYRE HEREEEE

-wolfwood what if you shut up. like yeah you're right but. shut up. pls

-LIKE THOSE ARE HIS FRIENDS SIR CMONNNN

-PLS >:CCCCCC STOP

-"thats the tough part" yeah cuz they may not know everything but they KNOW YOU and that's everything for a lonely man such as yourself huh

-yooooo thats so interesting cuz imagine sealing your life like that and regretting all the killing and suffering you caused, sadly they have to pay for what they chose. nice karma if you ask me. and to make it even better nai (aka the mf with the god complex) is the one with the higher power to seal lives like that

-wait so like a swarm of bugs took meryl? this is one of the confusing volumes for me so help me here

chap 4:

-AW MILLY MY GIRLLLL :c

-WAIT WERE THE BUGS IN HER MOUTH??

-yeah exactly gauntlet, just kill the people responsible instead of by proxy, nice nice

-ah shit hes so mad

-AH SHIT

-and there he fucking goes out of the window, go get her my mna

-zazie pls dont say that...dont say that

-i love that the gun ho guns KNOW how to upset vash: by challenging him in a place full of people :D like this man has made his weakness so obvious yet he has survived so far

-"... no :]" i love her sm

-i like that she didnt have to prove herself (that's just sexist) BUT i would have liked my milly vs wolfwood combat

-oh that looks gorgeous actually

and....i remembered where are we going now :)

chap 5:

-you are a bullet you say? you mean it? (mcr reference I'm sorry)

-AH NOT HIS BRAIN DAMN

-MILLY CMONN GIRLLLLLL

-sadly, he kinda is

-i love him and his "coins? dont be silly I'm here for my friend" attitude

-hmmm i wonder why he gets the impression vash is enjoying the fight, is it because of his quick draw?

-yey context for meryl :D

chap 6:

-OH I LOVE THE TITLE PANEL DAMN THATS GOOD

-nooooo :c he looks so young and little

-hold up hes right whats with that face lmao

-yowza

-:c aw here we go

-and heres with the tone changes and DEAR GOD I'm sad now

-...gates you say.....-

-YEY THE REVEAL IS HERE WOOOOOOOOOOO :c

-wolfwood nooooooooooooooooooooo i remember i was so worried about this

chap 7:

-ok i fucking HATE HOW YOU CAN SEE GAUNTLET'S WORDS SHATTER HIS LITTLE HEART >:C

-well that panel fucking hurts

-LET HIM FINISH OMG STOP

-yeah you go babygirl >:3 get revenge

-also i deadass forgot vash wanted to kill him like holy fuck we should talk more about that. he really has more rage on him than any other version *so far*

-:c

-i get why but omg why, just why

-IS IT HER TIME???? IS SHE HERE??????

-WAIT THIS IS HOW THE VOLUME ENDS NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DA HELL

[shadykingsalad]

I hate having relapsed (slightly) on my arm, actually

I've gotten too used to being able to wear whatever i want and i almost exposed myself like five times to my mom or dad since it happened because i out of habir go to take off my jacket if its too hot or. Dhdhsgsghs explodes

I hate being overwarm i want this stupid thing off but if my mom sees its joever and i will wither away mentally and for my own safety i refuse to do that because if i am not live laugh loving my brain is on kys mode and maybe i spent the last month in a depression spiral which MAYBE ended up in an aborted sui attempt but jey everythings peachy now and idgaf lolzies i just want to take off this stupid jacket 😭

I dont want to actively kms anymore so why do i have to deal with the consequences of my actions or whatever! I have a family and partners i am okay now i love them all and i remember i have some promises to keep alalalala sides i want to invite some people to my graduation and i cant really go if im dead now can i? Cant attend baby brothers' graduations or take care of em after hs either if dead n i want to maybe get married st some point or have the celebration bits without the legal bits and invite my math teacher and my eng 3 teacher and her granddaughter and my siblings and i want to be happy

I want them to live and i want to live and i want to be happy and live the rest of my life being happy n stuff or whatever

Lets see if this lasts i guess because just yesterday i was fillingbup the queue so itd run after my death and a week ago i was brainstorming notes but hey it is whst it is ^_^

[ashmp3]

We need to discuss this. Somebody put together a list of all the fragrances Joshua has discussed

https://www.fragrantica.com/member/2266967#customs

Overall thoughts. 1) girly. Which whatever makes sense for him. 2) more gourmand and floral than expected. But really. I should have seen this coming. Idk in general to me men should be smelling like oakmoss and tobacco and leather. Or like. A very blue scent. #toxicmasculinity

FRIEND FRIEND FRIENDDDDDDD you have no idea... oh the ungodly sound i made this is everything to me

okay well yeah i agree with you but it IS what i expected from him + i expected something a bit more clean and soap-like but still... this is so very joshuji to me. okay and this is coming from someone who dgaf about men and their colognes i generally think they have like 4 different modes and thats it. Aquatic citrusy and forest-y.... and another one i cant pinpoint but its a bit fruity like a waremelon. and that is my favorite and whenever a man smells like that i want to ask what is it but i dont want him to think im hitting on him LMFAO anyway back to joshuji let me just go one by one or something bc this is alot. i think autoportrait and maybe the diptiqye one are kind of your vibe. royal oud is his #he/him smell. bleu de chanel too...br 540 is something my little sister has (gift from her parisian friend like she didnt even know what it was LMFAO) and i cant detect ambroxan im 99% sure. When i steal it from her i make sure to layer it with my green tea body lotion and i love that weirdly enough... AND I SAW SCS OF HIM TALKING ABOUT ANGELS SHAREEEEEE i literally had the same conversation with my mom about the bottle yk. anyway i would steal it from him in a blink of an eye idgaf i think im gonna save up for it #yolo jo malone mimosa & cardamom intrigues me. Santal 33 is when he feels like NYC blonde fashion influencer that films her fit checks in front of brownstone. baie 19 intrigues me as well i might try to find a decant i think i would enjoy it i love patchouli sue me. clean blossom? now thats just diabolical. you are right he is SO flowery and fruity oh you are so peculiar mister joshua grace is it too much to end it with -> and when dyke and a fa-

[moon-ursidae]

THE LAST OF US HBO SPOILERS

i’m just gonna do one long post bc it’s easier

TESS!!!! I LOVE HER SO MUCH ALREADY

ELLIE!!!!! BELLA IS AMAZING ALREADY

oooohhhhhhhhh i’m interested in this tommy situation

i’m fucking obsessed that the original game score is being used in here i’m so emotional

omg joel’s place is kinda slay i love that blanket

ohhhhhhhhhh no joel. sarah’s screams😭

JOEL IS THE LITTLE SPOON THAT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE AND I’M NOT ELABORATING LMAOOO

the way he SPRUNG into action when he saw her face🥺

goooodddddddd someone hug this man please

i love him. i love her. i love them together.

“robert is terrified of you” AS HE FUCKIN SHOULD BE LMAO

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so the battery is the cargo in this case gotcha gotcha

MARLENE!!!!! MERLE DANDRIDGE!!!! QUEEN FIREFLY!!!! LET’S GOOOOOOO

“you tell me to look for the light and i’ll break your jaw” FUCKIN SLAYYYYYY JOEL

he looks so goddamn fucking good. holy fuck.

I LOVE ELLIE. I LOVE BELLA AS ELLIE.

she’s so fierce.

LMAOOOOOOOOOOO the way she instantly jumped to marlene being her mom

RILEY MENTION RILEY MENTION AHH AHH AHH AHH AHH

TESS AND JOEL FUCKIN SLAY WOO WOO WOOO WOOOOOOOOOO

his wet hair?👀

FUCK the fungal practical effects look so goddamn good.

i mean, these effects are BANANAS

“this has been construction corner with joel miller” HAHAHAHA I LOVE HER

oh shit that’s robert!

FIRST JOEL AND ELLIE INTERACTION AHHHH

I LOVE THAT ELLIE’S FIRST IMPRESSION OF JOEL IS THAT HE REDIRECTED/THREW HER INTO THE FUCKING WALL💀💀💀

FERAL ELLIE SLAY

PLEEEEEEAAAASSSSSEEEEEEEEE OH MY FUCKIN GOD THE WAT HE RAISED HIS EYEBROWS AT HER LIKE “don’t fuckin move” LMAOO

i also love that tess is wearing the same color shirt in the game. wardrobe slay

PEDRO IS SO ATTRACTIVE OH MY GOD

OH MY GOD IT’S FRIM THE GAME AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

“what’re you doing?” “killing time” “well what am i supposed to do” “i’m sure you’ll figure that out.” “your watch is broken.” “you mumble in your sleep.” JAVSKWHSKSBSKSBSKSBSKS KSBSKSBSKSB

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH ALREADY.

“you some kind of big wig’s daughter or something?” “something like that.” KABSKABSKSVSKSBSKSBKSBSID

i’m gonna freak out everytime something STRAIGHT from the game is in this

and idgaf if that’s annoying bc i’m excited as fuck

WAKE ME UP BEFORE YOU GO GO JABSKSBSKSB

omg she punked him to fund out what the code is I LOVE HER

THE SHIT EATING GRIN HAHAHAHA

THE STANCE™️

OMG THE STEALTH SECTION AHHHHHH

the closeup on the watch🥺

“holy shit i’m actually outside!” KAHSKSHSJSVSHHEHEHDHXH LIKE THE GAME AHH AHH AHH AHH

THE TUNNEL!!!!!!!!!

THIS IS SO BADASS

THIS IS FROM THE PROMO WHERE JOEL PUNCHES THE FUCK OUTTA THE GUY

OHHHH SHIT IT’S THE SCANNER SCENE OHHHHHH

joel is so pissed they got caught

THE FLASHBACK??? FUCKIN AYE.

WITH ELLIE BEHIND HIM OH MY GOD

oh my fuckin god. that’s why he’s so brutal with it. goddamn.

ellie is standing in an odd way watching joel pummel this guy. it’s not fear or danger, but like she wants to watch? idk it’s odd

this is fuckin crazy dude. tess finding she’s “infected,” ellie saying “it’s 3 weeks!” and joel reeling back from beating the fuck out of the guy oh my god

is this what they were talking about with his hearing? or is this just him coming out of it? probably coming out of it

THE RADIO IT’S AN 80s SONG OH MY GOD IT’S FUCKIN DEPECHE MODE AHHHH

OH MY FUCKING GOD

THE CITY LOOKS SO GOOD!!!!

OH MY FUCKING GOD MIXED WITH THE CLICKER SOUNDS

CREDITS???? MORE PLEASE. PLEASE.

THAT WAS AMAZING.

holy fucking shit. i-

i need to rewatch and process. this was phenomenal. i’m obsessed. fucking obsessed.

i’m so happy i’m crying. oh my god.

this game means so goddamn fucking much to me even though i’m newer to it. and i’m so happy that other people that love the game got to work on and create this. i’m so proud for them.

IN THE WEEKS AHEAD???

AHAHSHSKSBSKSBSKBSKSBS

THE HOSPITAL AT THE END YOU’RE FUCKING JOKING

OMG BTS???

INSIDE THE EPISODE??????? WHAT????

this is fucking epic

“my sarah”🥺

“i could not ask for a better on screen dad”😭

MERLE DANDRIDGE WOOOOOO

i fucking love her

NEIL SAYING JOEL COULDN’T SURVIVE LOSING ANOTHER DAUGHTER😭

“joel forgets that the girl that is standing behind him is not his daughter.” “primitive instinct takes over. he can’t help but act. something else took control of him in a similar way to how the cordyceps does. except for him it’s a version of love.”😭😭😭😭😭😭

oh my god i thought the way ellie was standing there was weird dude it’s bc she liked that she was being defended

“these two were meant to be together, but look out.” SO FUCKING ACCURATE

holy shit. that was fucking awesome. oh my god

i need to process lmao

this is gorgeous. i’m so fuckin happy.

[pattytacuri]

“

"Remember this feeling of hopelessness, sadness, desperation, and loneliness. You’ve hit rock bottom but won’t remain here. So most likely you’ve never been loved by a hand that’s touched you. That’s okay. You are a fucking Incan Queen. Fuck all those fucking dudes. You’re worthy and if you end up alone with your cats, That’s okay. Totally cool. Fuck everyone else. Also, slow down on the drinking. You need your liver. You don’t have to repeat your dad’s story. You are more than your trauma. Don’t settle for less than you deserve. You deserve to be loved, like you need to be loved and maybe you need to do the job yourself. No one else can do it for you. You can’t keep crying or dwelling over the same shit over again. Use it to inspire you and be a badass bitch. These motherfuckers will see one day. Regret the day they forgot about you or left you or treated you like shit. All bitches will be a fucking distant memory one day. Keep going Queen! You got this . Maybe sadness will come, loneliness will be a constant but find the strength within yourself to keep going. You’re a writer . You’ll be like Zelda, Sylvia but won’t go insane or kill yourself. You’re amazing. You were wanting to find something tonight and it was your strength to be alone. No one can give you that. Make a plan for your escape. Love yourself. Love your kids. Love your friends. Love your parents. Everyone else can go to fucking hell. Don’t waste too much energy on them. Amazing things are going to happen this year and next year. Just watch. You won’t be as sad someday soon. "

I wrote the above in March of 2019 in a drunken haze at some bar during a major depressive episode. I read this today and was rather introspective. Today I finally came out of the suicidal ideation mode I was in for the past few days. Reading this gave me hope that no matter how low I feel, I will always have a voice in me to be strong and keep going. There will always be something to look forward to or get excited about. 😊 Like today I got so excited about sour patch energy drinks and cuatro leches cake! I was so excited I got a weird look from my coworker. I had to find a way to tone down my excitement so I wouldn't be accused of being manic. I know I'm not like a "normal" adult because duh I'm bipolar and have BPD and my feelings are intense but I don't want to be "normal". When I was in high school, I had this shirt that said "normal is boring" and honestly it is. I mean obviously I have to maintain some kind of semblance of normal at work but outside of it...idgaf anymore. Lately I look at Britney Spears Instagram and I'm so inspired by how raw and free she's in her posts. I understand the perspective of people who are concerned about her but I'm like...damn I get it. Constantly functioning under society's constraints and pressures of who you should be when you're untamed and wild at heart makes you miserable. The past five years have been this journey to finally accepting and loving this version of me. The one that's weird AF, eccentric, spontaneous, my crazy creativity, mood swings, stretchmarked body, cringy taste of music, etc, etc. My mom made me laugh today with her take on gratitude but it made me think as I'm writing this post. I'm grateful for everything that's happened the past 5 years even the shit that's felt tragic or heart breaking cause it's brought me to this moment of coming out of a really bad depressive episode filled with gratitude for my life, contentment, excitement for what's to come next, and an eagerness to keep going. Life may get lonely being eccentric and crazy AF me but at least I'm no longer this miserable person living for the acceptance or the validation from others. LIKE I said in 2019, I'm an Incan Queen 👸 and fuck everyone who doesn't like me. 🤣😭🥰 nah...I guess the more mature thing my therapist taught me was to accept that not everyone will be for me and that's okay. And my mom always tells me, "don't wish bad things onto them, let them go and move forward" . I hope I'm this excited as I'm stocking product tomorrow for 8 hours 🤣🤣😭😭 .

[monitorchakas]

So I feel like talking about point of light again because why not its my job

So Im going to actually truthfully talk about what I loved liked and hated.... because yeah there's a part at the end that has me a bit... frustrated to say the least..

Im going to talk under a keep reading to avoid spoiling to those (few) of you who care.

The Ugly

So first off why why why would they throw him on a shield world to be by himself again?? Umm hello? 100,000 years alone on a ring was real great for Spark's mental health... why would they do this to him again? Oh right the librarian...he's got to follow whatever bullshit she puts him though..

I knew something was up the entire book, I thought they were going to kill him in some way... but this is almost as bad?

Why would they separate him from his found family? Its too soon he needs more adventures with them.

I think its funny that his excuse is "oh I don't want to watch you all die" 1. they aren't dying anytime soon and 2. Isn't worse to not spend as much time with your friends since you know they will eventually die??

HE DIDN'T GET TO SAY GOODBYE TO THE KIDS OR HIS KID (LITTLE BIT) OR RAM

I need more Little Bit and Spark time. Watching him take care of a babey ai like that... just ughh.. so cute...

Dont get me wrong.....the Chakas-appears-and-smirks-at-Rion part legit had me start crying. It completely disarmed me... But still him being alone again has me worried.

The Bad

And that brings me to my next point.... was hoping to see him on infinite but I doubt we will of hes on Bastion... I get that nobody really follows his story and halo 4 had a bunch of people mad about books relevance to the game but IDGAF stop listening to the illiterate gamers

(Im still hoping he will be in terminals as Spark and Chakas... I know this is very unlikely but Id literally cry if this happened)

Also the way librarian did a geas to Rion to talk to her about precursors... that was weirdly presented. Id be mad at her if I was Rion.

The Good

Ive talked about all the good before in multiple posts but Im just going to go through whatever comes to mind

This book goes so well if you have forerunner trilogy fresh in your mind. Its mindblowing seeing them connect everything

Bringing back the precursors yes...

Him going back to installation 07 was horrible great. That was very traumatizing to have him relive his death again... thats just...idk why I put this under good but (also him using water metaphor to deal with trauma is amazing 💕)

Spark "as was before" spot or whatever the heck he called it where he pretended to be Chakas in Africa looking at like a grass strand.... its so adorable way of him keeping in touch where who he was/is

Spark and Little Bit... so precious. Spark taking care of Little Bit was amazing 💕

Spark and Rion's bromance (or whatever the equivalent word to doing really close stuff without it being romantic) they really supported each other through tough times and grew very close!!

Spark doing that thing where he goes from calm blue to red attack mode... in my head I can just picture it and its great (please terminals in infinite)

Veridity... she better be in Infinite.

Theres definitely more but nobody is really going to read this so might as well stop lol

Im forever going to be as salty as the gods piss about that ending but the good outweighs the bad.

9/10 is a fair rating for the book lol and those -1 happened right at the ending....Renegades gets the full 11/10

P.s. I wrote this a few weeks ago just decided to finish it today...

[dishonored-pendletwin]

Tell us about Elisa!

Oooo what a fun ask to wake up to thank you 🥰

Haha this got long I’ll put it under a read more

So Elisa is my Sith Inquisitor and younger twin to Vantra, my Warrior! I had designed both of them before starting either classes story, so fitting in the preset background for each was a bit of a challenge, but

Elisa and Vantra were born to not the wealthiest of parents in the Empire, and realizing they couldn’t really care for two kids, just got rid of the younger one (which is how Elisa ends up a slave per the Inquisitor's story) so both go their lives not knowing they have a twin until one day someone lets it slip to Vantra. 

Very unhappy about this revelation she questions her parents who eventually tell her the truth which causes her to get very pissed off, which is also how (at 25) Vantra learns she’s Force Sensitive, causing a pipe to burst and starting a fire. 

The Sith learn about this and try and figure out what to do given she’s older than others that join the Academy but she also shows great power that people like Baras and Zash are interested in. Not wanting to lose out on that they send her to Korriban, but Vantra kinda realizing what happened, mentions she learned she has an identical twin that’s probably as powerful as she is so they should really go find her. Zash who feels she missed out on a young, powerful, apprentice for her ritual since Baras already has his eyes on Vantra jumps on the idea, does actually locate Elisa, and has her also brought to Korriban where the twins meet for the first time since birth, (and Vantra goes into full big sibling protector mode).

From this point the class stories progress as they do in game with Vantra becoming the Wrath a week or two before Elisa becomes Darth Imperius. I also imagine the two of them and their crews share the same ship together!

So to ramble further Elisa is very Light Sided, I think I had only chosen one or two DS options, or maybe none I don’t remember exactly. She’s also the reason Vantra stays Neutral, as Vantra is a very idgaf kinda person but if Elisa cares about something, Vantra forces herself to as well, which includes doing things like saving/sparing people. 

Elisa also has a very different view of the Sith Code compared to other Sith. The way she sees it the Code never says to be a murderous ass to everyone, but here we are lol. When she gains her Council seat she believes that if she can begin to change how they teach at Korriban, oneday, not in her lifetime, the Empire will change enough that it could find real peace, maybe even call itself an ally, to the Republic. Because Elisa has 0 issues with the Republic, and greatly respects Jedi; she even uses Jedi techniques she’s discovered to build a new lightsaber after Zash tries to kill her and Elisa gets rid of the lightsaber Zash gave her.

Elisa and Vantra also ends up on Marr’s ship at the start of the expansions, and when Kirozi makes the order to evacuate the ship, both of them hop into an escape pod which gets damaged so they crash onto an unknown planet, Vantra is out cold for a few days before waking up with pretty bad memory loss for a few (read: 5) years, until they both eventually get rescued.

Shortly after being rescued they learn about Kirozi’s Alliance which, Hey! Is exactly what Elisa has dreamed of! An alliance between Imp/Pub! So they go and join. Elisa ends up permanently staying as an Alliance historian alongside her good friend Talos, where she specializes in Jedi/Sith/Force related history/archeology. Vantra kinda stays in the sense that she’s always welcome on Odessen, and tells Kirozi and Oh’maar they can call on her if needed, but otherwise she goes off and starts hunting down slavers.

Anyway sorry I rambled like, super hard lol

But thank you for the ask!!! I don’t get the opportunity to talk about my OCs like this often, so seeing this ask was super amazing!!! <3