#and to wallow and feel negative

[iliothermia]

taking a break from intricate book cover im working on to line Neptune.. He has a nice belly so wanted to share it before I sleep

[fishareglorious]

do you wonder if vila ever let herself grieve? or did she bury all those feelings deep inside her and keeps moving forward for the kids.

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

live with me forever now (just not for long, for long); October '23

Fall Out Boy, Heartbreak Feels So Good // The Farewell (2019) dir. Lulu Wang // Fall Out Boy, Hum Hallelujah // unknown // Amy Hempel // Erin Slaughter // Sally Wen Mao // Richard Siken // Laura Makabresku, The Anatomy of Melancholy // Trista Mateer // A Softer World // unknown // The Farewell // Hosho McCreesh // unknown // Fall Out Boy, Heaven, Iowa // The Farewell // Kaveh Akbar // locket engraved with words by E. E. Cummings (source unknown) // Panic! at the Disco, Trade Mistakes // Hieu Minh Nguyen

[hinamie]

hands and knees i am begging . have i passed the test the universe has deigned to give me these past few days. can it be over.

[cornley-amateur-drama-society]

“Are You Bored Yet?” by Wallows ft Clairo is a Sandra x Max song, except Sandra is the male vocal and Max is the female vocal.

[simplepotatofarmer]

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[frznkingdom]

[Was totally prepared to write, then parents got me super pissed off and my mood is ruined. Likely won't be on much.]

[monards]

i think its essential to acknowledge that youare never gonna go your whole without feeling hate or negative emotions. youare not always gonna be the best and be a bitch sometimes and thats okay. embrace being a cunt (ocassionally.)

[kxllerblond]

my toxic trait after getting block by small rpc canons i try following first is immediately thinking im better than them

[doeyedangel]

Despite everything im so lucky to have the life i do ;u;

[king-gob]

If anyone has anything nice to say to me I would really appreciate it. Really going through it mentally rn and could really use some kindness.

[belphieslilcow]

so theres like a portion of cass and bels friendship/pre relationship crushing where theyre both deeply in loe with the other one, but also have that internal "they hate me deep inside" kind of thing

like belphie's excuse for that is obvious, but i guess i haven't talked about cass in this, but he does have this thought for a bit that belphie hates him, he still loves him of course, but he hates him and who he is (yes it's irrational and doesn't make sense, that's how thoughts like this are), of course neither of them are correct they don't hate each other at all

belphie's problem gets solved quicker, but cass keeps that internal feeling for a while and it ends up fading as he gets healthier mentally, but that scene in nightbringer where they find out he's a human where belphie is being yknow and says "i don't understand how you could fall in love with someone like this" i think his thoughts kinda all flood back in and he's kinda panicking and thinking "oh god, he really does hate me" (even though it's not the same belphie as his, it still hurts fucking deeply and makes him spiral a bit)

[bookmark-extraordinaire]

Lol if you saw that last post no you didn't <3

[cowboykakashi]

hmmm all my friends are ignoring me they must want me to kill myself 🤔

[angelicmemo]

what is w r o n g with you

[salemlunaa]

˚∘✵catch yourself before you fall✵˚∘

you guys say you stand firm, but do you really?

For those of you going through tough circumstances, I know how you feel, I know how it gets. And I know you just want everything to happen now. And you’re not going to like this because I know you’ve heard this a gabillion times but: it’s already happened. Stop doing things in order to receive, there’s nothing to receive, your desires are never coming because they are already here. Your dream life isn’t going to come to you, because it is already here. And you must stand firm in that.

And you guys say you do but, do you really? Because I know for a fact that you wouldn’t be struggling if that was true. You “sAtUrAtE yOuR mInD” for 30 minutes and then when something in the 3d gets you down you go against yourself. A routine doesn’t count for shit if as soon as circumstances arise you go back to hating life. And of course you’re allowed to have emotions, after all, this isn’t law of attraction and this certainly isn’t shiftok 💀.

HOWEVER, everytime circumstances get you down you must catch yourself before you fall. catch yourself before you go back into that rabbit hole of self hatred, catch yourself before you plummet into the hell that is your old story.

You can do ANYTHING, seriously, everything, anything, you are SO powerful and you should be SO excited. Excluding intrusive thoughts, everything you speak into existence will happen because you’re a god. simple. All you have to do is stand firm in that belief.

When circumstances hit, close your eyes and tell yourself:

“i’m catching myself before i fall, this isn’t my life anymore”

It can be so hard not to waver, especially when circumstances can be so in your face and apparent. And it can be so comforting to complain about circumstances because many people in this community have had to deal with hard times and misery loves company. But you don’t have to join the club. You don’t have to go back to the old story, save yourself catch yourself and remind yourself of what’s true.

You’ve induced pure consciousness already and have everything you could ever dream of. You’ve already shifted. You’ve already manifested. That’s your reality now, and you must catch yourself the second you feel you’re falling out of that loop. When circumstances hit you, take a deep breath and decide you’re going to save yourself, decide you’re going to catch yourself.

So scroll past that “here’s why you haven’t shifted/ induced pure consciousness already” post because you have. You aren’t a failure anymore, remind yourself of that.

Scroll past that post calling you a loser because you haven’t manifested anything. it doesn’t apply to you anymore. Remind yourself that you get everything you want.

When you feel lonely, remind yourself that you have the friends and family you’ve always desired.

When you feel your negative self image creeping into your mind, remind yourself you have that gorgeous body you want. That pretty face. That fat ass bank account.

When you feel down, remind yourself that you have that life you’ve always wanted, and that it’s not just some distant dream, it’s reality.

When it feels like you just wanna go back to feeling sorry for yourself, catch yourself. Save yourself, you are the ruler of your reality you don’t have to be subjected to that anymore.

That isn’t your life anymore, it’s nothing but an old, dead story, and it has nothing to do with you. Idc how much circumstances try and push you, don’t budge, ever.

You can choose to save yourself, I believe in you and always will.

🔮🌞 choose to save yourself instead of wallowing in self pity