#and whatnot. ughhhhh

[raven]

astarion really exemplifies every issue with modern fandom. in the game, he is an interesting character with a complicated relationship with sex that is deeply tied to his backstory and not often seen in video game romance options, imo. and then on a metatextual level, because of the way he's a white twink, he is given a million times more content than everyone else in the game, which is frustrating at best. and of course because he's a white twink the fandom is absolutely insane and oversexualizing, when a major point of his romance arc is not wanting to have sex with you even though he's attracted to you because of how he's been treated in the past-- and fans are doing the exact same thing, treating him like an object-- so thats literally how people who don't know the game see him-- UGH.

[scarecrowdrugs]

Ngl, I feel a little too self-indulgent with Clarice sometimes. At the very least, she's easily outclassed by almost every other vigilante in Gotham. Idk, I've had the vigilante idea in my head for over a year, but I do sometimes play around with her remaining with Jon, but I'm too attached at this point so 🤷‍♂️

[whamss]

The biggest problem with getting into gacha games for me (other than my unfortunate spending impulses) is just that the current system of gacha games feels like. So inaccessible.

I found genshin fun when I played it and just hearing about things secondhand from friends and whatnot makes it sound like more recent gameplay and story stuff is fun, if nothing else. But like, something about having dropped genshin after the disappointment of Inazuma and knowing that there's so many story events and exclusive things that I missed out on because I haven't played at all in like a year and a half makes the prospect of trying to get back into it so. Daunting. All that lore I missed out on, all of the character stuff locked behind timed events I'll never get to see. Makes it so hard to actually want to pick the game up again

[nervocat]

Some of my grades are probably abt to go to shit bc of what I missed while camping. This is also me saying I'll be a lot more inactive for this week bc I'm gonna be doing a lot of missing work I have for my classes after my chores are done

[loverdude]

I hate appointments so much I had one yesterday and I have one today and I have one tomorrow and there's more I need to schedule aauugh

[vamptastic]

$750 for a dogshit apartment with a roommate. with every step to adulthood i can appreciate more and more of the dead kennedys discography

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

my parents over lunch: here is some good life advice how about you dont go on the computer so much it will help your pain levels

me: *unable to explain all the different reasons why i do*

parents after: ah yes you are at your computer again just thought wed point this out to you

me: but im backing up my camera photos to my computer

parents: so?

me, having a complex path of reasoning as to why that is the first step in a multiple step process towards following their advice: .....

[khaoticqueer]

I exist on twitter mostly for ow content from other fans but like goddamn is the ow hate train there so incredibly annoying. blue checks and brand accounts hating on the game for things that don't deserve criticism like cinematics or its general aesthetic and themes. the cinematics have always been good. the art direction is good. there are plenty of people who work on the game who have a genuine passion for what they do on it. the confusion of the people who work on it versus the corporate overlords of actiblizz can be a little. lol. one has to understand they are different. it's a 'mishmash' of aesthetics because the game takes place globally. With multiple organizations and groups. also, it's a common formula for any game that relies on having unique characters with unique kits. The lore explains why everything is the way it is, there's plenty of official comics and written stories, in-game interactions, etc. theres a large group of people like me who play this game because of the lore, characters, and the setting. ik its engagement farming for money but ughhhhh. I've hyperfixated on overwatch since 2015 and there are certainly things to criticize like the monetization and whatnot (if they allowed you to get your currency back in the BP I think it'd be mostly fine) but ughh im just tired of the hate, it does not nearly deserve the amount of hate it gets as a game compared to all the other games who do similar things.

[significant-ace-nnoyance]

UGH I'M LITERALLY SO MAD RIGHT NOW LOOK AT THIS.

FIRST LONNIE, NOW BRENNER, I GUESS SEASON 5 IS GONNA BE THE RETURN OF ALL THE TOXIC FATHER FIGURES 😍

UGHHHHH I DON'T WANT TO SEE BRENNERS EVIL LITTLE PYCHOTIC FACE EVER AGAIN. WHY CAN'T HE BE DEAD?!?!?! YOU GUYS LET EDDIE DIE SO WHY NOT BRENNER?!?!?!? UGHHHHHH I'M GONNA BE SO FUCKING MAD AS SOON AS I SEE HIS STUPID CRUSTY BLOODIED FACE AGAIN.

NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMFG NO NO LEAVE WILLEL ALONE 😭😭😭 HAS EL NOT BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH 😭😭😭 I FEEL LIKE THE SUPER SUPER TRAUMA RELIVING SHE HAD TO DO IN S4 WAS ENOUGH TO FURTHER HER ‘CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT’ OR WHATEVER TF. I WANT. A. SOFT. NICE. TRAUMA FREE. S5. FOR. EL. like yes she’s gonna be fighting vecna and whatnot but i NEED her to spend the last season realizing the power of platonic and familial love and how strong and loved and supported and amazing she is and using THAT to beat vecna instead of needing to experience some sort of pain and abuse and personal violence to “power-up” GIVE ME WILLEL USING EACH OTHER AS SUPPORT SYSTEMS AND SUPERPOWERED TWIN AWESOMENESS TO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF ABUSERS LIKE VECNA DONT GIVE ME (TOO MUCH) MORE TRAUMA PLEASE

[moonknightly]

i know marc is stand offish and whatnot but i can just imagine him feeling so safe in your arms that eventually he caves and tells you everything. he cries and you let him and it’s cathartic. he deserves that.

ughhhhh my bABY ugh ugh i almost imagine it being right after sex tbh like maybe you guys were trying out a kink that honestly got to him a lil bit but the aftercare you give him just makes him feel so safe and vulnerable and he just trusts you so much and i'm baby

[la-lauren]

My host sister asked me how things are going, so I answered honestly about being scared I won’t finish school and whatnot.

She flat out offered me $4k to quit work for the rest of the semester to just focus on school.

I am so scared to take that money, because what if I don’t finish it even still?

Paying back $4k would take SO long without a degree.

I told her I’d look at everything today and let her know if I think it’s possible to even finish.

I’m not sure what to do. On the one hand, that is likely the only chance in hell I have to actually finish. On the other hand, is that chance still too far fetched? Would I just be making another disappointment and debt to someone else?

Ughhhhh why do I live like this

[seashel1]

ah omg my final exam of my fourth year of med school is in like 3 weeks

[haaawaiianshirt]

nearly in tears thinking about how cool it would be to work in themed entertainment but all the colleges that have that major are WAYYY out of state (and fucking EXPENSIVE like SCAD, CALA, Penn State holy shit) so my dual credit work would be worthless PLUS they probably wouldn’t accept some of my AP scores since I only just passed but like I WANNA BE AN IMAGINEER OR DESIGN LIKE A CHILDREN’S MUSEUM OR SOMETHING UGH

[greetings-from-telly-hole]

Ughhhhh: Whenever I eat mushrooms I think about how one day mushrooms are going to eat me I make sure to chew really gently so they'll return the favor to my corps.

Zak: Hey

Ughhhhh: *through a mouthful of gently-chewed mushrooms* Yeah?

Zak: Why

[rien-deer]

HEART IS SO FULL

ACE IS SO PERFECT AND FOR WHAT !!! FOR WHAT !!!!! MY HEART CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH . UGHHHHH I LOVE ACE SO MUCH IMMMMMM O(-(

[thesaltyoceanwaves]

Sneak Peek of PaB Part 2 + Thoughts Because I Can’t Help Myself

Next part doesn’t have a title yet, but man, brainstorming for it has been fun. I forgot how much fun this part of the process is! Getting to use episodes from earlier episodes and put a Lukanette twist on them is so much fun. Not to mention, certain characters will get to have different roles in this AU that I haven’t gotten to play around with before.

One thing I think I’m okay with somewhat spoiling is the creation of a podcast called “Psychecast”. I’m not sure yet if Alya will run it, or if someone else will and have a rivalry with her, or what. 

Anyway, here’s a snippet (again, subject to change prior to final publication) of what’s to come!

Hi Marinette. Hope you’ve been well! Nino was hoping to shoot a movie for a big festival, and he wants the class to star in it and help with production! I heard you’re a really creative person, so maybe you could help with direction of the script, and whatnot? Can’t wait to see you today! - Alya

Collapsing on her bed, she screams into her pillow. “I don’t want to go, I don’t want to go, I don’t want to go! Ughhhhh.”