#and yeah life been rough

[yuwuta]

yuuta exhibits such previously abandoned, recently adopted dog behavior. incredibly anxious all the time, even though nobody’s out to get him or leave him behind. waits for you to return home or from school or from work excitedly, just to see you when you walk through the door. follows you around senselessly, hovering in your space just for the sake of companionship. initiates affection in prodding ways—starts off next to you, then a hand on your thigh, then deems it safe to lay all the way down, then slowly pushes his head into your lap. gets up whenever you need to get up, and resumes his position as soon as you’re ready. brings you gifts as a sign that he’s thinking of you, and maybe because he likes the affection it brings out in you, maybe because he likes the gentle affirming touches of a hand in his hair or a pinch to his cheek. rests his head on your stomach or his chin on your shoulder when he’s sleepy, stays there, immobile, and will not move unless absolutely necessary. sometimes he gets surprised when he hears you calling for him, there’s a moment of disbelief as he thinks “me? really? you need me?” but it’s very quickly overshadowed by this compulsive need to show up, to please, to do anything for you, which is why he always answers when you call. he doesn’t realize that he has puppygod eyes, especially when he’s excited or confused, but he does and it’s incredible endearing. very reluctant to share your space or attention after a while, considers that to be sacred and he won’t risk being let go or lost again, so as a safety precaution, he keeps himself right by you, waits for you always. 

[archaicden]

sketches…

[shakingparadigm]

okay but seriously all jokes aside I really do understand ivan. like having a schedule so packed and busy is so insanely draining no matter how long you've conditioned yourself to endure it. sacrificing certain things like lunch or sleep just to gain the slightest bit more time for yourself is something that feels almost essential to keeping yourself together and not feeling like you're losing yourself in the cycle completely. it's like its own little act of rebellion in a way, something along the lines of you can drown me in work and monotony but I'll keep carving these little spaces of time for what little I have for myself, even if I have to carve them out of my own chest. I will sacrifice parts of myself to ensure that I don't fully succumb to whatever you're trying to make me into. I am human, this is the proof, I will make time even if it ruins me. you know?? yeah. you get it

[ffredmujkic]

Currently thinking abt how edyn probably thinks her brother is dead, since he’s gone to the black sea

[mymp3]

[monarch-moon]

Wanted to make a custom playmat for the Digimon tcg featuring Asher (of course) and Whispmon X! Here's the playmat with all the zones, and the art by itself (which I'm contemplating on making card sleeves out of as well lol)

This is my first time doing an art nouveau-ish kind of style. I had fun!

If you don't mind the artsy fartsy mistake on the bottom, here's what the full decoration behind them looks like.

I did so much work to make that look good, only for them to cover it xDDDD I found the crests (minus Destiny's crest and the pixel agu) on Deviantart by alijamZz, and the art nouveau assets from the clip store.

[karamazovanon]

some smerds

[madd-nix]

I finally finished this after making this poll forever ago! Here are Apollo and Rei as the latest two characters for my Ace Attorney x PLA swap. You can check out the other ones for Phoenix/Ingo, Trucy/Akari, Maya/Emmet, and Edgeworth/Melli at each of those links, and I think I'll start tagging them all now as "#ace attorney x pla" for easier access.

Also, plugging my commissions! If you like this, please consider commissioning me! Thank you! 💜

[jtownraindancer]

good news: i wrote a fic

bad news: i wrote a fic

[orcelito]

Done with the funeral 👍

It was rough at first, & there were a few Strange moments (like seeing my ex step family for the first time in like 8 years), but... in the end, it was actually kind of nice? I cried 3 times total, two during the service, but Thankfully not during when I spoke.

Which. That was actually not that bad. I ended up just reading what I wrote last night/this morning, which is usually not my presentation style, but I didn't have time to practice it lol.

I made people cry, though. Several people shared that with me. One person told me that I should be a writer, and I was like "Well, Good News about That!" I hadn't thought about the fact that my experience with writing would make a good eulogy, but apparently it did!

We played Linkin Park's Shadow of the Day at the end, since Linkin Park is something we grew up listening to because of him. And I'm just always gonna have that memory of it, now.

Yeah.

[mspeevee]

picrew update

but i guess i may not have even posted about this WIP here

I wanted to add at least 5 of each item slot before releasing it and might release a heavy WIP and then have continual updates whenever I add more to it when I am in my Picrew Mood

ofc i want 30 of each hair slot, mouth slot, and nose slot first though~ never feels right releasing a picrew w only a few hairstyles available personally

[daydadahlias]

i thought you said you’d never go to a show?

i did say that! Because I never really planned to go for a vast variety of reasons, including but not limited to the fact that I’m super light and sound sensitive and have chronic migraines so the last concerts I’ve gone to have absolutely knocked me on my ass. There’s also the matter of cost, and travel, and the terrifying amount of people that go to shows. There were lots of reasons I never wanted to go to one. And I’d also set the precedent of being like “I’m never going to a show 😤” so I also really feared getting asks like this one if I ever went 😌

But, a couple of weeks ago, I was on TikTok watching 5sos videos (as one does ofc) and it came to a video of Carousel live and it just kind of hit me like a brick out of nowhere that I might die never having seen my favorite band and it was really scary. So I obviously got really dramatic and in my head about it and cried to my mom for like three hours. Buying tickets was kind of a split second decision (because there was definitely a lot of panicking about if it was the wrong idea for me or not). But I texted two friends and was like,, “I think I wanna see 5sos” which for me was a really big deal. And they went (very pressure free ofc) “u should” so the next day I bought tickets (and cried 😌 bc im a drama queen). I bought them late and I got lawn seats so they weren’t too expensive!! And my irl bestie hyped me about the venue because it’s outdoor and the sound won’t be so overwhelming and blah blah blah but I got myself some loop earplugs for the sound and brought some tinted sunglasses for the lights 🤓

And I have spent the entire last week absolutely petrified of going to this show lmfao 💙 it has been rough 💙 But I survived, I didn’t get a migraine, and there were only a couple times the lights were too much so I just shut my eyes. And I actually took out my earplugs after a few songs and was like “the migraine will be worth it.” But I didn’t even have one! And I bounced around as best I could and sang all the words to all the songs. And then obviously cried a bunch, that’s a given (which is also embarrassing because like why are you crying to don’t stop). And I also screamed when I realized Ashton took off his vest and it scared the friend I was with hehe.

So all that to say: yeah!! I did say that!! But I changed my mind. And I’m really glad I did!!

[woundedheartwithin]

[moe-broey]

Genuinely what the FUCK are you on about 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[suffarustuffaru]

hi again i ranked every parent i could think of in rezero based on parenting skills + how much they give a shit

[ferdieinceladoncity]

F!Chrobin fic for a Sunday evening? Don't have much to say here.