#anyone thats all “its what dabi wants thats why hes not here” or stuff like that

[kunikuzxshi]

I just read some of your sub Shig stuff, and I didn’t know how much I would love the concept until I read yours!

I really like the thought of his crush trying to teach him some manners. Like just pinning him somewhere, not giving him ANY relief unless he says please. Maybe even calls them sir/mistress? And they’ll stop immediately if he insults them or gets too impatient. They’ll taunt him like, “All you’ve gotta do is be nice. That’s it! Then you’ll get whatever you want.” And UGH HE HATES IT but at the same time they’re making him feel incredible.

~ 🌹

I swear I'm starting to convert more of you guys. Y'all have to be looking through my screenshots at this point, thats EXACTLY my type of shit. Like don't get me wrong, whining for Shig's cute and all but its so much better to have a guy that could literally kill you in one hit on his knees. I don't have anything against him being both, but like personally I like my serial killers whiny and needy, and considering I only simp for Shig, he's the biggest victim. I'm also the only dominant one in my friend group, and they act like its a crime to be the one on top

Boutta pull out my private drafts for this, hold up

Minors DNI. Just because I let y'all follow for the sfw stuff doesn't mean you can get away with reading smut <3

If anyone's wondering what they described, I believe its this one

Sub Shigaraki x Dom Fem! reader

One of your hands was wrapped around his throat, just barely applying enough pressure to keep him from breathing properly. His pale skin seemed to glow under the dim light while it only made yours stand out that much more.

He's not even sure how it got to this point.

Your free hand moved to cup his chin, forcing him to look at you before brushing your lips against his briefly, just long enough for him to lean forward to catch yours, inexperienced lips trying to force his tongue into you mouth

You pull away, pulling him onto your lap, his legs straddling your thighs, your eyes scanning his chest down to his legs. He just looked so pretty, his cock already so hard just from a few simple touches.

"You're so goddamn pretty like this, y'know that, don't you? C'mon, just tell me what you want, I'll do it for you if you ask nicely," you start, taking a moment to give him a quick, sloppy kiss, "It's that easy Tomu."

His words were barely recognizable, only the word 'please' being loud enough for you to hear correctly, everything else sounded like a mix of whines and blabbering.

"What's wrong? You're so quiet. It's just us, no need to be so quiet with me." You cooed, moving his hair out of his face, your other hand grabbing at his shirt.

Instead, he just buried his face into your neck, murmuring something seemingly along the lines of 'just do it already, you're taking too long', his words still quiet and once again, barely recognizable.

This time though, instead of asking him to speak up again, you just assume you know what he wants, slowly unbuttoning his jeans, just watching the visible parts of his face turn red. Small whimpers escaping his lips every time your fingertips get just a little to close to his boxers, his breath hitching at the thought alone.

The second he feels your skin against his bare cock, he almost looses it immediately. A single loud, drawn out moan escaping his pretty lips. It's so hard for him to stay quiet once you start moving your hand, instead, he opts for biting your neck in order to muffle his sounds.

Once you speed up your movements though, its a whole different story. He detaches his mouth from your neck, throwing his head back, holding onto your shoulders for support. His legs go weak, and he'd probably fall on his back if you weren't holding him. The amount of noise coming from him is strange considering he won't talk unless he's desperate, and even then he's awfully quiet. Maybe its just the same little mix of moans and pants, but he's just so much louder.

"My little toy likes that, don't you? You're doing so good... just sit still, I'll take care of everything from here, ok?" You say, pressing kisses against his cheek, pulling away only to have his lips smashed against yours.

His hips involuntarily start bucking into your touch, desperate for anything he can get from you, his tongue trying to squirm past your lips. His arms wrap around your back, one hand tangling in your hair, pulling you closer to him. His legs start shaking just a little bit, and his already sloppy kiss getting worse.

When he finally pulls away, there's a string of saliva connecting you two. He just looks at you, his eyes glazed over and hazy. His mouth hangs open, drool spilling down his face as his cock start twitching, just before you pull your hand away.

"Hey! I-I wasn't done yet! Please mistress, just a little longer, please? I didn't do anything wrong..." He whines, his hips thrusting into thin air, the tip of his cock red and swollen.

He almost starts crying, his voice cracking every time he even tries to speak. Even then, anything he can get out ends up as a broken plea, a promise that he'll listen.

The familiar warmth of your skin against his almost makes him cry, your thumb rubbing the tip of his cock, but nothing more. A cracked whine slipping past him, his mouth moving to press desperate kisses against your neck. Anything that he can think of, he'll try.

"If you wait just a little bit, I'm sure I can give you something better, got it baby? Just be patient, you'll get what you want."

He starts biting his lip again in a pathetic attempt to stay quiet, anything that might get you to do what he wants. You gently push him off of you, laying him on his back before sitting in front of him.

You start removing your clothes, leaving your bra and your panties on. He almost jumps at you, his hands instantly moving to your back, trying to unclip your bra. Eventually, when he finally gets it off, he starts grabbing at you. One of his hands moves down to your panties, pulling at the waistband, but not removing them. His other hand starts massaging your soft mound, cherishing the weight of it in his hand.

"Can I..? Is it ok for me to, mistress?" He asks, dipping one finger under the waistband, slightly tugging them down.

You nod your head in approval, watching as he struggles with getting your panties off at first. Instead of letting him go further though, you push him back, touching yourself. He tries to grab your hand to replace it with his own, but you just slap his hand away.

"Why don't you just watch for now? You can do that for me, right Tomura? Surely my little toy can at least give me that much." You say, slipping a finger into your entrance.

He just sits there, not quite sure what to do. His eyes move back and forth between your hand, and your face. Every time he gets close, you just push him back, reminding him that he has to be patient if he wants anything else.

When he's had enough of you, he grabs you and pulls you on his lap. His fingers start trailing down your sides, one of his hands holding you in place. Your protests fall on deaf ears, his thumb already pressing against your clit.

He only stops once your hand once again, wraps around his throat. One good squeeze, and he snaps out of it, immediately pulling his hand away. Pathetic sobs emerge from him, looking down to avoid your gaze.

You start kissing his neck, caressing his cheek. "I told you to wait. You couldn't even give me that much, could you? How sad. Maybe I should go find Dabi, I'm sure he would listen better than you could."

His arms wrap around your waist as he buries his face into your shoulder. Tears start spilling down his face, his voice cracking every other word as he begs you to stay, to give him another chance, he can do better.

You pull his hands off of you, pushing him onto his back, giving him a quick peck. He wraps his legs around your hips, grabbing at whatever he can get his hands on, clinging onto you tightly.

You sit up, crawling over to his chest.

"How about this. If you be a good boy, and actually wait this time, I'll let you have your fun. If you don't, I won't let you do anything." You say, your thumb tracing his collarbone. He nods, staying as still as he can.

You crawl on top of his face, and he pulls you down, his tongue going to work almost instantly. His tongue laps up your juice, taking a quick dip inside of you. Your soft moans only encourage him, his hands moving to grab your thighs as his nose gently nudges against your clit. His thumb starts to work on your clit as his tongue delves inside of you, his grip on you thighs becoming almost bruising.

You try to get up just enough to reposition yourself, only to be pulled back down, his hand moving to your waist. The obscene sounds coming from him mix in with your quiet pants. Your soft praises encouraging him further as you hand grips his hair.

He groans against you, each sloppy lick seems to excite him more than it does for you. His fingers start rolling your clit between them, each noise you make only seems to get covered by his.

You bite your lip, muffling the groans spilling past your lips, though once you reach your limit, it doesn't help one bit. You scream, your grip tightening on his hair as you finish. He doesn't let you up just yet, his tongue licking up everything you have to offer before releasing his hold on your thigh.

You move in front of his cock, spitting on it before giving it a few quick strokes, watching his eyes widen and his mouth open.

"How about you beg? I'm sure a little slut like you would be willing to do that much. My pretty boy just wants to sink his cock into his mistress, don't you?" You tease, running a finger along the length of his cock.

He nods quickly, his eyes shutting tight as his hands grip the bedsheets. You watch his eyes fly open just from the feel of your thighs around his cock. He moves his head up enough to watch you, one of your hands grabbing his shirt as you line up his cock with your slit.

You start sinking onto his cock, biting your lip painfully hard as he starts squirming underneath you, one of his hands moving to grab your hip.

Once you're fully seated on his cock, he starts thrusting his hips up, pathetic whines falling from him. His hold on your hip tightens, trying to hint at what he wants. Soft whimpers emerge from him as drool starts slipping past his lips once more.

One of your hands tangle in his shirt as you start moving, the noise he makes immediately increasing in volume, his eyes trained on nothing but your figure on top of him. His back arches, and his hands turn white from his grip on the bedsheets.

You start increasing your pace, picking up your hips only to slam yourself back down on his cock. His hand moves to your chest, taking one of your breasts into your hand, increasing his grip there instead. Quick I love you's fall from him. You stop, moving his hair out of his face, giving him a quick kiss as he tries to deepen it with no success.

"Do you want me to keep going? If you tell me exactly what you want, I'm sure I'll let you do it." You say, running a hand through his hair.

"I wanna- fuck, I wanna cum inside you! Please! I'm so close, don't you want to be filled up too? Please mistress?" He begs, his eyes starting to water. You can feel his cock twitching in you, and his grip on you increasing.

You pick up your pace again, watching his expression quickly change. He starts panting, squirming underneath you as his fingers dip into your hips, and you're almost certain that there will be bruises there in the morning.

His moans increase in frequency, and he starts getting louder. His legs go weak as his grip loosens again, eyes shut tight as he thrusts his hips up to meet yours before spilling his seed into you.

His panting slows, and his breathing slows again. He pulls his hands off of you, letting you rest on his chest. He nuzzles his face into your neck, peppering kisses along the side of your neck.

You could've sworn you heard him mutter a quiet 'I love you', but he wouldn't admit it anyway.

[glassartpeasants]

Lovely

Tomura Shigaraki x F!Reader

Warnings: Angst, cheating, 

A/N: (edit) To all that have seen the first authors note, don’t mind it. I was supposed to finish this awhile ago but never got around to it until now. But yes crying in the club is still going on it’s just on hiatus. But i promise its not going to be as long as the Hero wannabe hiatus. So either way enjoy it lol

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You were no idiot, you saw the way he looked at her. Hearts in his eyes, stutters on his words, face red. All the tell tale signs of someone falling in love. It would have been sweet and cute if the person wasn’t your boyfriend.

Distance. That’s how it’s always been. No matter what you did you could never get Shigaraki to fully trust you. It was a struggle to even convince him to be your boyfriend and it was even more of a struggle to see people get way closer to him then you ever could. It hurt. You would make him food, give him gifts and everything under the sun cause you loved him. Honestly you feel like the only reason he said yes was out of pity. And that hurt even worse.

So you just watched. Watched as your boyfriend fall in love for another. You tried asking him about it and all he said was ‘it doesn’t matter, calm down jesus.’ which didn’t give you much comfort.

“Am I really that annoying?” You thought as you looked at your phones lock screen. Showing a picture of you and Shigaraki together. Normally looking at this picture would make you happy. But once getting a closer look, you see the reflection in his eyes as he stared at something while you took the picture. You try to get a closer look and let out a little sob once you saw the familiar body shape of the woman that Shigaraki wanted.

You open your phone and go to gallery. Immediately deleting said picture. You wanted one that just had you two in it. One where you both looked genuinely happy. Searching, searching, and searching only for nothing to come up. All of them he was frowning. You put your phone on your bed before fully collapsing on your bed. Sobs racked your body as you try to find excuses and reasons why he loves you.

But you couldn’t think of any.

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You sat there, anger boiling inside you as you watched as that girl flirted with Shigaraki. And he didn’t say anything about having a girlfriend! Everyone could sense the tension in the room. Everyone wondering who would make the first move. You or Shigaraki. The last straw for you was when she kissed him on the cheek.

You stood up throwing your hands on the table startling everyone. You sent daggers at Shigaraki while you stomped out of the room. Slamming the door shut along the way. Anyone that passed you could obviously sense your untrained anger.

You walked to your room and got some clothes, shoving them in a backpack. You weren’t leaving forever just leaving for a little bit to clear your mind. You’ve watched this shit go down for how long? Watching as your boyfriend flirted with other women.

Putting the backpack straps over your shoulders you walk out of the  bar doors and into the alleyway.No words were exchanged with anyone when you left. They only saw you leave. No explanation. They didn’t even know where you were going. Which concerned them. Were you leaving them? Everyone seemed confused and interested at the drama that followed there new leader and his probably ex-girlfriend.

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Shigaraki sat at his desk in his room. Lights off as the darkness consumed most of the room where his computer screen light couldn’t reach. His fingers tapping on the keys in furious manners as he watched closely, trying to stay alive.

“And here I am thinking I’m an asshole.” Shigaraki jumped causing his character to die. He turned to the burnt male, glaring at him with all his might.

“You are.” Shigaraki growled.

“At least I’m not the type of guy that cheats.” Dabi gave Shigaraki a deadpanned look.

“What the hell do you mean ashtray?”

“Oh please hand man, everyone knows your fucking that chick that keeps flirting with you.” Dabi sends Shigaraki a glare. Did he not see that you were hurting? Dabi was always protective since he saw you as a little sister.

“The hell do you mean? I haven’t been fucking anyone.”

“Thats a bunch of bullshit. You know that the girl that keeps flirting with you. That girl is probably only with you to be higher up. Unlike (y/n) who truly loves your selfish ass.”  Shigaraki only rolled his eyes before turning back to his screen.

“You don’t know what you have until it’s gone Shigaraki.” Dabi turned around and went to close the door behind him.

“And said thing is slipping through your fingers.”

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“Yeah Dabi I’m fine. I just had to leave for a bit. I can only take so much ya know?” You spoke into the phone. Dabi had called you asking if you were okay. In which you told him that you just needed time to yourself.

“What do you think I should do? I can’t stand watching that girl flirt with him any longer. I feel as if I truly do mean nothing to him.” You felt tears rolling down your face as you looked at yourself in the mirror. Picking yourself apart trying to find whats so wrong with you that Shigaraki can’t love you.

“Dump him?” The thought of leaving Shigaraki burned your entire being. How could you just leave? Dabi made it sound so easy. But deep down inside you knew he was right. You never wanted to admit it but facing the facts seemed easier than just slowly suffering, watching as the man you adore never any attention to you.

“You know what. I’ll give him one more chance. If he fucks it up Ill dump him, I promise Dabi. Okay? See you later, bye.” You throw your phone on the hotel bed before flopping on the bed looking up at the ceiling. Breathing softly before you hold your knees to your chest. Hugging them as the overwhelming pain of sadness drifted you to sleep.

~~~

“Hey Shigaraki, I’m back. I even brought you McDonalds!” Well more or less stole it when the employee was handing it to the customer through the drive through window. But you thought it would do some good to try and be a good girlfriend.

But as soon as you open the door you heart drops and so does the McDonalds bag. There was your boyfriend, and that girl in bed. Having sex. Tears glazed over your eyes as you slam the door shut. stomping away. You try to rub away the tears that fell from your eyes. 

Fuck this, fuck Shigaraki and fuck the LOV. You don’t need them. You don’t need anybody! You can do whatever you want. You don’t need some cheating dick to tell you what to do. You can make a name for yourself! Be your own villain! Start your own organization! It will be better then the LOV could ever be!

Grabbing all your things, which wasn’t much, and shoving them all in a singular suitcase. It was heavy, but you rather be holding this than stay here. 

“(Y/N) where are you going?!” Dabi asked you, watching you leave out the bar door without a word.

~~~

(One day later)

Shigaraki sat at his little desk playing some video games when his stomach growled loudly. He let out a little huff before getting up and heading to the kitchen for dinner. He wondered what it was tonight. 

He walked into the kitchen only to see no one. No food on the table, nothing even started. Shigaraki scratched his neck a little irrated and went to your room only to see nothing. It was stripped dry. Like no one lived here in years.

Where was all your stuff? An unfamiliar feeling grew in Shigaraki’s stomach. What was this? Whatever this feeling was he hated it with a passion.

Scratching his neck with more vigor this time. Where were you? 

“Dabi have you seen-” Dabi’s fist had connected to Shigaraki’s face, knocking off father.

“Are you fucking serious you asshole? Who knew that you of all people would be a cheater.” Dabi growled at Shigaraki who in return punched him back. There were fists were flying as each other tied to get a winning hit on the other one.

“SHIGARAKI AND DABI! STOP IT IMMEDIATELY!” Kurogiri yelled at them as he teleported both men into there rooms. Dabi could be heard screaming at Shigaraki from his room and Shigaraki screaming at Dabi from his.

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One week later

You laid down in the alleyway you back against a brick wall as the rain from that night soaked you. Your hair sticking to your face. Well at least this was some form of a shower right? Sighing you put your drenched hood up and hide your face into your knees crying as you hit rock bottom. 

To say it was cold was an understatement. It was fucking freezing! The cold wind combined by the rain made it feel like you were going to freeze to death. Well at least if you freeze to death you would never see his stupid face ever again-

“What happened to you? Why are you in the streets?” A voice called out to you. Sniffling you look up and see a man with auburn hair  looking down at you.

“I...my boyfriend of 2 years cheated on me for another girl...” You say as the pain was obvious in your voice.

“Such a shame, you seem as the kind to do anything for their lover.”

“Yeah i guess.”

“Well may i ask if your one for revenge?” His question made you arch an eyebrow as you look at him.

“Well at times yeah.”

“I’ll make you a deal, work for me and you’ll never be lonely again. We’ll think of a revenge plan for your lover, but that is if you work for me.” You looked up at the man and saw 2 more emerge from the darkness. You sat on the ground thinking for a bit before slowly getting up and nodding your head.

“Good, the names Overhaul. I’ll be your boss from now on.”

To be continued?....

[novaethecosplayer]

OH MY GOD I LOVE IN LOVE DABI

Then please enjoy this!

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People always thought the worst of villains. They are ugly, nasty people who hurt and kill others for fun or personal gain. Villains are seen as the scum of the Earth, yet also seen as something to be feared.

But you. 

You decided at an early stage in your life to always try to see the best in people and understand them before you judge them.

Thats probably why you ended up in this situation.

It started with a wave and smile as you entered your apartment building and as he walked by in the dead of night.

Then he came over, through your open window that lead the the fire escape. Police sirens and shouting heroes could be hear behind him before he shut the window and threatened you not to make a sound. Shocked, you nodded and then turned your stove off. You split your dinner into two servings and offered him one before sitting down on your couch to eat. It was his turn to be shocked before he accepted the meal and sat beside you. When the sounds from outside grew quiet, you risked speaking.

"Its a family recipe" you state softly. His head whips into your direction before he nods and grabs your remote, turning on the tv.

"It sucks" he states, even though it was the probably the best meal he had ever eaten in his life. 

You laugh and shake your head. "If it sucked, then why did you eat it all?" You asked rhetorically and he glares at you.

He was honestly surprised by how casually you spoke to him, especially after you asked him to confirm that he was Dabi from the League, having seen him on the news a few times due to his nefarious acts.

He made it a habit to return to your apartment. Soon creating an odd friendship with you and, a few weeks later, when he realized that he was in love with you, he didn't want to sneak to your place all the time. So, he kidnapped you in broad daylight with no heros or police around.

The first day in the Leagues hideout was terrifying. You screamed at Dabi that night.

"WHY DID YOU KIDNAP ME?"

"LET ME GO HOME!"

"DONT TOUCH ME! DONT EVEN COME NEAR ME!"

His responses were calm and calculated, as if he was unsure what might make you more upset.

"...I love you."

"...Please stay…:

"Babe, I just wanna cuddle like we do at your place"

For days you would hold onto the belief that he was trying to use you. He was going to take advantage of you and he was going to dump your use, abused, or even dead body somewhere; at least thats what you thought.

You stayed in his room most of the time, not wanting to meet the other league members and fearing to piss Dabi off. You shouldn't've befriended a villain. You're such an idiot.

Dabi always brought you food and water when you needed it. In fact, he began bringing you small trinkets as gifts as well.

"I found this. Enjoy"

"This reminded me of you."

"Here"

You wouldn't ever touch any of them, just stare at them where he set them. Why was he giving you things?

One day, Dabi played some music for you and tried to get you to dance with him. At this point you began to be more apprehensive towards him rather than hard on him. So when your favorite song began playing he finally agreed to dance with him.

You actually smiled and laughed as he messed up the dance (having never danced in his life). He stared at you, trying to permanently remember the curve of your smile and the chime of your laughter. You caught him staring and you realized how his eyes were softened looking at you, he was relaxed, and the small smile on his lips told you everything you need to know, before he even said it.

"I love you"

You nod. "I know…"

Something in you changed that day. You were more open with him and he opened up to you too. You learned that he never had anyone care about him the way you did when your friends, before he kidnapped you, and you realized he kidnapped you before he was lonely and he loved you. So to him, a villain, that was an easy conclusion.

Over the course of a month, he gives you bigger gifts, bringing you stuff you want, and tries to touch you affectionately in areas that you deemed okay for him to touch; he never disrespected your boundaries.

Soon you find yourself falling in love with him.

The day you confess to him and then kiss him, he just about faints.

You love him back that's all he could ever ask for; besides revenge, of course.

[imagineabrighterworld]

Bittersweet Tragedies pt. 2

It was a stare down. One you weren't sure how you got into in the first place. 

"Ground rules."

"Shoot."

"First, what's your angle?"

Dabi snorts, leaning further onto the counter with his chin rested on his palm, fingers drumming along his jaw. "Fun. I don't have an angle dollface. I'm here for my reasons. You're here for yours. I do my job and you do yours. Simple as that."

His eyes shine as something wicked burns to life behind his blue irises. "Unless you really want to play." A rolling pur rises up his throat, sending shivers down your spine. "I'm game if you are."

He was as charming as an eel, you would give him that. Despite the staples and burns, he was attractive. But you wouldn't be tempted by this glass of poison. Luckily, Giran warned you of him before he had to leave on another business venture. 

"No games. You do your part, I do mine."

He clicks his tongue, the fire behind his eyes easily snuffed out. "Fine. So, what are your rules babe?"

"First off, stop with babe. Second." You falter momentarily at his innocent smile. "My sister is my top priority. You'll be guarding her more than me."

A flicker of that fire. "Is she cute?"

This time it's you who grins widely. "Adorable."

He hums in response, placated for now. Dabi examines the glass in his other hand, the light reflecting and casting rainbows around the room.

"Another thing."

"Hm?"

"How do I know I can trust you?" You couldn't leave your little sister with just anyone. No matter what Shigaraki said, you wouldn't take their word at face value. And this face hid plenty of malice. You could feel it.

"You can't trust me. That's how you know you can."

"That's not very convincing."

"What do you want me to say?" He straightens, pushing against the bar and taking out a bottle of whiskey, pouring a knuckles worth before downing it, watching you all the while. "Tell me what to say." Dabi licks his lips.

Gods you hated this game.

"You know what, forget it." You take a look at the clock on the wall. "I need to pick up Kiko."

"Your sister?" He maneuvers around the bar to follow you out.

"Who else?" You shoot back, pleased with his look of annoyance. Good. You didn't want him to get too chummy.

He stuffs his hands in his pockets as he follows behind you. "You got me babe. For now."

You shoot him a glare.

He simply grins in response.

- - - -

Silence follows the two of you during your walk to the school, opting out of Kurogiri's offer to warp you close by. It was a nice gesture, but you liked the idea of taking a stroll to grow accustomed to the new presence behind you. 

It wasn't that you weren't used to having company, no, you were fairly popular and had a small clique of friends, but Dabi’s presence made you jittery. He wasn't one of your constants, and didn't have the same vibe as Giran who you knew enough to tolerate.

It was a thirty minute walk from the hideout, however, Dabi made no sound of protest.

Spotting the familiar gates of the elementary school, you slow down your pace when you see the small crowd of parents awaiting their children. You hold an arm out to block Dabi from walking any further. "Look, if I try picking her up with a piece of burnt bacon behind me I'm going to be in tro- Dabi?" You stop mid speech as you investigate the area for him. "Dabi?" He was nowhere to be seen.

"Huh." You shake off your concerns and go to wait for Yukiko at the gate, patiently waiting for her to pop up as children run to the arms of their parents. The sight of her infamous penguin backpack leaves you feeling calmer than when you arrived.

She runs up to you, swinging her bag onto her shoulder so she can hug your calf. Her silent smile is all you need to know she had a decent day at school, you weren't looking for miracles so early. You were already amazed at how she was taking everything.

It was a little too well if you were being honest..

"Do you want to get ice cream?" You ask as you begin to walk back home, using your leg strength to lift her as she remains clinging to you. It helped that she was lighter than average. 

"Uh-huh." She nods, looking up at you briefly before her gaze flickers to the side of your face, a shadow being casted over her own. "Who is that?"

"Is this the adorable sister?" Dabi questions from over your shoulder, your head snapping to the side to look at him. "I knew you were up to something."

"So you were hiding."

"My complexion is too much of a gift, I knew it would drag too much attention."

He gives you a look, waiting for something in return. Luckily for him, your sister eagerly took in the new stranger's sudden appearance.

Yukiko lets go of your leg and stands at his feet, bouncing on her heels as she peers up at him. "Why do you have staples? Did you fall on a stapler? Are you cold? Why do you have a jacket? Its hot today, you're gonna faint."

She cuts him off before he can get a word in. "Are you a chainsmoker?"

"How do you know that word kid?"

"Mommy said only chainsmokers wear clothes like yours."

You nudge her softly. "Come on Kiko, you can talk to him all you want at home."

Dabi looks to you with amusement. "I'm invited?"

You tug at his senses, seeing momentary panic flash behind his eyes. He glares at you.

"It's not forever." You let go of your hold, running an imaginary hand over his agitated nerves that you pulled ever so slightly. Just enough to make him uncomfortable.

If this guard thing was going to last, you wouldn't spend it rolling over for him.

His glare softened into a meager frown. “Hey kid, want to know how I got these?” Dabi draws onto your sister’s curiosity, crouching so he could be face to face with her. 

She bobs her head excitedly, the glassiness of her expression shifting into pure interest. 

“Yeah!”

Flames lick at the side of his face. His skin beginning to peel-

You smack him on his head, cutting his show short. Peering up at you with a clearly pleased expression, he straightens and adjusts the staples holding himself together, “She wanted to know.”

“That was cool!” Yukiko blurts. The only sign of distress coming from now having to brush her penguin of ash that accumulated in the air. 

He gestures to her. “See? She's fine.”

With a tortured sigh, you trudge onwards to the ice cream parlor. 

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Extra:

Dabi squints at the object before him, studying it with great displeasure. 

Why was it here? Could he light it before anyone noticed? Would they suspect him? 

Of course they would. 

Yukiko whispers from next to him, her ice cream cone still secured in her hand. 

“Thats Mr. Penguino.”

The penguin sat before them, its resin eyes looking on blankly. A cap was securely placed on its head, a hat that had been distributed by the ice cream parlor. Something about their anniversary or whatnot. Dabi wasn't listening when they had made the stop. 

“He lives in the ice.” 

“Uh-huh.”

He grumbles under his breath. 

Ice.

“I hate ice.”

Yukiko eyeballs him, looking at him as if he had sprouted a second head. 

“Does that mean you hate ice cream?”

He pauses.

A raspy chuckle is drawn from his throat. 

“No.”

The girl smiles, offering her cone. “Want a bite?”

“Keep it kid. I’ll steal some from your sister.”

[yellowbluemoonshine]

One of my triggers is when someone says that villain cannot be or deserve to be redeemed. Like they acknowledge the tragic circumstances, but they say like the villain show no remorse for killing innocent people or just want to destroy everything. I really don't like people saying they want the villain have some naruto's redemption. But I feel like they missed point of why many of us want it. The villains never had a choice unlike endeavor or afo.

Agreed.

I think some people dont understand the meaning of redemption. Redemption means facing with what you did, taking responsibility and this is the best thing that person can do. To me, there is no such thing that great villain or best villain, something like improving yourself to be better villain cause being a villain is literally comes from choosing to not improving yourself to be better person. People dont choose to be evil or bad, they learn all bad things from their environment. They just simply dont choose to be better person and thats the flaw of "villains" have. Choosing to do wrong things usually comes from lack of goodness, lack of empathy.

Like, Overhaul was abandonded and traumatized by it. He was used  as a tool by Yakuza. They used a child. And Overhaul became a yakuza and he truly wanted to pay his boss for taking him in. But what makes overhaul “bad” guy is not choosing to be yakuza cause he was groomed to be, his flaw was choosing to not changing. He could’ave emphatize with his underlings and could connect with them. He could emphatize with Eri cause Eri is just like her, she was abandoned and taken by Yakuza. Overhaul went to school and had people around him, instead of obsessing with past, he could open himself to new people. he could gain new different perspectives, he could at least try. Overhaul didnt suddenly decide to destroy little girl, he learnt those horrible things from Yakuza but when he could choose to be better person, he didnt.

There is a reason that Shigaraki is meant to be parallel with him. Unlike Overhaul, Shigaraki didnt go to school and he didnt have people around him, he was isolated but when he met with other people, he chose to care, listen their needs.

This shows that Shigaraki choosing to change but there are villains who doesnt want to change. I dont know that what kind of person Overhaul would be, if he had better life or if he could ever change for better but for now, he doesnt seem to want to change and story didnt give any hint about it.

There is a reason that some characters get redemption but some do not. The characters/villains who dont get redemption or who dont want to change is not cool or “loyalty to their evil cure” or something like that. They are people who choose easy ways cause redemption means taking responsibility and trying to be better person, improving yourself as person is not easy at all.

Murder is bad, wrong, yes but we all are humans equally and people dont just suddenly decide to doing worst thing. And sometimes, people dont have too much choices, sometimes they can be in hard situtions, sometimes they do things to survive, many reason can be, we cant know that. So yes, murder is bad but that doesnt mean that murderer is bad person.

The thing that many people ignore is anyone could do those horrible things. Lets say, you are in hunger game. If you dont kill, other person will kill you. Many people would choose to kill. Or lets say, if you dont kill, they will your family or you are hungry and if you cant kill that person, you wont get food. blah blah. Point is what importance is not the degree of crime.

Most important thing is How aware is the perpetrator of what he is doing? Under what conditions did he make this choice? when and where did he make this choice?

Abuse, rape, murder. These things are all bad things (i wont talk about rape cause i dont have enough information about it cause it mihgt relate a lot of things.).

For example, Endeavour abused his family, Shigaraki killed people. Many people wouldnt care abuse or bullying cause “its not like they died”, most people tell them to get over it and they ignore all the effects of abuse. (This is actually what bnha focus on. Abuse.) Well, of course killing is pretty bad though.

Now, we can ask the questions.

-What Endeavour did?

Violence towards his family

When Endeavour made this decision?

He was grown man, basically when he was an adult, an age that you are responsible for your actions cause you can see the difference between right and wrong and you are capable of holding yourself

Under what conditions did he make this choice? 

He did work so hard to be No 1 hero but he failed, um, he has money, access to a lot of things, good education so of course, when you worked hard and you dont get results, you will be so upset, it would be hard. But we can say that Endeavour wasnt even really in hard sitution at all.

What kind of choices he made?

He chose his ambitions over well being of his family. So basically he made very selfish decision with his own will for the sake of selfish desires and it resulted with other people’s getting hurt and Endeavour didnt even care about that.

How this selfish decision affect other people?

His wife became unstable and stayed in hospital for 15 years, she is still in there

Shouto lost his all childhood, he was traumatized and still having flashbacks from his trauma

Fuyumi had to act like a parent since her young age, Natsuo has anger issues cause of all this stuff

Touya/Dabi literally dealing with mental issues, identify disorder cause of abuse effects

So basically, Endeavour is fully responsible for what he did.

Btw for the people who dont know, this is a crime in real life, he should be arrested but look at what he got. He decided to change, like 6 months ago or something. Except of his hero job, he apologised and left the house for them and thats it. Rei and Fuyumi already is ready forgive him cause Rei wants his children to be happy cause Endeavour took that hapinness from them, Fuyumi just wants happy normal family cause Endeavour took that normal family life from her, Shouto is forcing himself to forgive cause to be able to be hero, he needs to work with his father and his all family wants this. From people’s eyes, Natsuo seems “someone who couldnt get over past” just because he didnt forgive his father or just because he didnt act like nothing happenned, he gets social pressure from it. This probably didnt happen, if Endeavour wasnt prohero.

Now, lets look at Shigaraki.

What Shigaraki did?

Murder, kidnap, threatinning, violent behaviours without hesitations

When Shigaraki made this decision?

Lets look at how it all started.

When Shigaraki chose to kill people?

when he was 5 years old? when he was 7-8 years old when Afo manipulate him to kill people? or when he became an adult and continuing this murder?

Point here is; children cant be responsible for crimes for a reason cause they dont have ability to understand what is right what is wrong.

so when he killed his family; it was accident except his father.

But with his father, it was self defense. Many people want to believe that it was intentional but its not, his father hit him and he reacted to violence, thats it. There is also other fact that children can not able to hold theirselves, especially like when you just watched all your family s death in front of your eyes.

So, logically he can not be responsible for his family’s death.

When he was 7-8 years old, Shigaraki is making a decision here and from this moment, he continues the murder but what kind of decision he is making? Under what conditions did he make this choice?

He was traumatized and he is dealing with abuse effects, his anger, negative feelings that he has no idea to how to deal with, he didnt get any education, he doesnt have people who will give him a different choice or people who wil give him some kind of affection, he is literally with Afo all alone, isolated, dont know what to do, doesnt know what is right and Afo says him “you have two choices”

1- suffer lonely forever like this while others are having fun but just you know, you will be disappointed for me-the person who saved you, if you stay like this

2- destroy anything you dont like and make me proud

This didnt happen right when he was 7-8,

Shigaraki is with Afo since he was 5, he listened those words for years and he hold himself back. Then the decision Shigaraki make was first one, he hold himself, until the moment holding himself is not an option. This is why he became a murder. Let me remind you, he was 7-8 so he still wasnt responsible for killing at that age.

so you can say, now Shigaraki became an adult so he can choose but we all know that people dont grow, if they dont have a chance to grow.

People kill to survive, this is not to justify murder, this is understanding of that sometimes some people can not really make choice in some situtions.

If a person is not given growth conditions, children cannot grow.

Shigaraki may have grown biologically, but mentally, he was not given the opportunity to grow. What makes us humans human is our interaction with other people.

If we do not interact with anyone, we lose our identity or in the case of Shigaraki, our personality does not occur. If Shigaraki has not grown, how can he be considered an adult?

We know that many terrible events such as trauma and violence can cause long-term damage to people's brains regarding mental health. So, how can Shigaraki's trauma be responsible for what she does, given his mental health?

We know that it is impossible not to lose mental balance in conditions of Shigaraki, it is impossible to grow, it is impossible to protect his mind against manipulation at the age of a child. So how exactly could Shigaraki cope in these conditions?

This is the problem. He cant not be able to handle it. Impossible.

You might say you could choose not to kill, but while the only adult who was with him showed him that it was true, and how he could otherwise deal with these feelings he had accumulated in him, what else could Shigaraki do?

Shigaraki kills without hesitation because killing is all he knows, the only thing he has been taught.

That's why Shigaraki's interaction with his team is important because it was the first time in his life that he met different opinions and people.

So he started to heal throughout the series. He chose to improve, to be a better person. So this character can get redemption.

And he feels guilty about what he does, but he does not show it by crying, he shows treating his own life as nothing and harming himself. Shigaraki may have begun to develop herself, but it does not mean that his trauma will cure magicly and he will suddenly getting away from Afo manipulation, he cant because he still hasn't given her another choice. No one was able to show him another way to survive both without suffering and having to kill. That's why it's important for a hero to reach out him.

Yes, Shigaraki killed a lot of people and they didnt deserve it, of course but whether he killed one person or killed million people, he had no choice. Everyone wants this character to pay the price because they want to blame someone for those much death, whereas like Afo and Ujiko who made Shigaraki suffer, those who choose not to reach Shigaraki when they can reach like Gran Torino etc, are more responsible than Shigaraki for what they did because they choose. But Shigaraki is just putting into practice what he has been taught, thats all he knows.So people really want to blame someone, they should blame people who could do something about it but choosing not to, they could blame the people who hurt this kid for their selfish reasons, they shouldnt blame the kid who is just reacting his pain cause he doesnt have a choice, he is not making a decision and people REACT.

Shigaraki can not understand his actions of how he effect other people / effect of his actions cause he is hardly be able to see them as an indiviluas, thats what happens, when you live your life as isolated. Shigaraki cant care other people s life while his own life was treated as worthless, they literally ignored his pain, even when he was a child. Shigaraki cant emphatize with people in society who have good lifes cause he never felt a safety his all life, there is no way he can understand their comfort. So basically, in those conditions, its not that Shigaraki doesnt want to emphatize with them, he CANT.

(This is why he asked Deku cause he is trying to understand at least to be able to improve himself for better which is the most important thing).

This is why people like Afo, Ujiko, Hero commity, Endeavour, they are worse than people like Shigaraki, Dabi, Hawks, Toga etc cause those people who created these “monsters” with their full will for the sake of their selfish desires. They are more responsible for monster’s actions than monsters casue they are the one who groomed them, rebuild their mindset.

That was also the subject of the Frankeinstein story. The monster may have killed a lot of people, but who created the monster? How does the monster become guilty when there are people who can teach him the truth, but don't choose to teach it, while the monster doesn't know what it's doing is right and wrong? However, he was not taught better. So how can he choice better, if  he hasnt taught better? HE CANT.

As many as people want, may think Shigaraki is making a choice right now and that he's a bad guy, but in those circumstances, it was impossible for Shigaraki to choose a better option.

What do you expect to happen when you close someone in a room for years, stop him from talking to people and subject him to constant violence?

Do you think that person will not react to this violence?

Do you expect that person to behave like human while that person lives away from all kinds of human conditions?

Under these conditions, it is nonsense to expect better than Shigaraki.

In other words,

murder is apparently worse than violence, but an adult like Endeavor, who chooses exactly what he is doing without caring about the harm to other people, is fully responsible for what he does. Shigaraki, on the other hand, cannot really be held responsible for what she did, as it is impossible to act otherwise under these conditions.

So i understand that people are upset with death of people which is normal, those people who were killed by Shigaraki didnt deserve it at all but people need to understand that Shigaraki didnt have better choice, path than this. People say “this doesnt justify” cause they are scared of that the person will get away from what he did but point here is he doesnt get away from anything, he is victim whose all choices and humanity taking away from him so treating this victim as villain who just should defeated is NOT justice. If people want to blame someone, they should blame the people who are TRULY responsible for this, not the victim whose humanity stolen from him. Thats the point here.

By the way, not everyone has to be like Shigaraki. Shigaraki is already a character designed to be the ultimate victim. The reason it parallels with Deku is not because they are both heirs, but because they are both essentially the same kind child. But not everyone could be this kind, they could react worse and they might not have adapted to change that much. Shigaraki is just a tragic example of even you are the kindest person in the world, in terrible conditions, you would be just like Shigaraki or probably worse. He is a tragedy character, symbolize the victimhood that shows untentionally with most unpleasant ways. (Toga, Dabi, Shigaraki etc they all symbolize effects of violence though, they are not choosing a decision but actually just reacting the violence they endured, thats all, maybe i can make analysis about it later.)

Redemption is not about deserving or not. It's about wanting to be a better person but facing your creations or not. And if a villain receives redemption, it already shows that he has this potential from the very beginning, potential to be a good person, actually he was not as bad as that was thought, that is. Well at least, well-written redemptions work like this. In other words, villains such as Joker or Ujiko that will not receive redemption have nothing to admire. Choosing to be a villain until the end of your life is not something to be proud of, it is something to be ashamed of, because this is proof that you don't want to improve yourself.

I was just gonna say “i agreed” and make it short but i guess, i am kinda bored and this post became my rant, lol. Thank you anon btw.

[sanchoyo]

Looks like you’re gonna have to gush some more cuz I meant in general uwu🌸

🌺😌🤟 Always happy to! Okay here’s just some General bnha Thoughts ™ Mostly Lov centric. You asked for them, and you said GUSH about them, so here’s. A Lot! :)

This isn’t a lov one but it’s really funny so I thought I’d put it out there:

-when bnha was first gaining traction on tumblr, it was all art of Tsuyu. I have no idea why. People were talking about the funky frog lesbian superhero anime. Maybe it was just the people I was following, maybe it was a general trend, but I LOVED her design!!! my fav color and frogs r super cute!!! And I already loved superhero media, so I was like. I’ll watch it. For Her. SO. FROPPY IS THE REASON I WATCHED/READ BNHA. I went in thinking she was the protag and I was sooo confused when Izuku was... tbh I still think it’d be more interesting if she was lmaooo aus where? ...seriously if anyone has good aus where this is the case send them LOL

-I don’t actually feel that bad abt what Shigaraki’s doing. I still feel bad for him. I’m this post. yes im an apologist. its not my fault hes sexy and has been running around shirtless. hes a lesbian icon like thor is. I want to touch his hair. hes never done anything wrong in his life. he could kill all might, deku, bakugo, whatever, I’d still be sayin this. I don’t feel bad for gt. like. was anyone genuinely attached to him? lmao

-well u know how spinner’s quirk is just sticking to things? We haven’t seen him use it in canon except like, (1) time iirc?? I think this is probably bc he’s embarrassed about it even in front of the league... I loooove the idea that he gets more comfortable with it around them :”) and also how shigaraki. um. does that falling asleep thing while standing up with his eyes open, canonly? (which I still love lmfao) Imagine someone in the league walking in a dark room, turning on the light n just seeing. Spinner upside down, stuck to the ceiling asleep bc heat rises and its Warmer Up There. (cold blooded thing like tsuyu?? come ON give him a big fuzzy coat and scarf...) and Shigaraki in the center of the room, slouched but still standing, eyes open and motionless. Theyre both sleeping. Whomever sees it just...slowly walks out. LMAO

-Toga roller derby au. No deep thoughts I just think she’d be good at it. 

-Toga 100% is a social butterfly and could befriend anyone if they didn’t just judge the fact she was trying to stab them smh :/ (ok but seriously anytime I see cute friendships with her n the other kids im like :) aw. I feel like her and Camie...would be good friends. Camie feels chill enough to be like ‘ok whatever thats totally fine I forgive you!!’ LMAO we love airheads here)

-HOW DID TOGA GET SO GOOD AT FIGHTING? We know she’s been on the run since middle school or so, but good enough to pin Deku down after he’s been formally trained at a ~hero school~ for a while? (she pinned him TWICE I think, once when his arms were messed up, but, the other time as Camie, so? AND THEN WAS ONE OF THE 100 PEOPLE TO GO THRU TO THE 2ND ROUND OF THAT? even tho she didn’t bc she had to leave) good enough to beat Aizawa in a fight and stab him? A professional hero and teacher for YEARS? Is that seriously just street training??? Can people acknowledge how amazing her combat skills and reflexes are??? More Toga appreciation when?? Also her backstory??? SO subversive and incredible, hate when people reduce her to just a ~typical anime yandere~ :/

-Tomura doing stuff with his hands/fingers to train his quirk!!! And to learn to be careful with it!! obv I’m a Big Fan of him playing piano to do this and video games are prob the canon answer, but like, guitar or any stringed instrument that requires Hands would work too. Or knitting/sewing? EMBROIDERING? ??? Please, let me give you the mental image of him knitting aggressively while mentally scheming, watching a twitch streamer or smth too while doing it. (Doing stuff with your hands is a great way to let your mind come up with creative stuff, that’s how I come up with writing/drawing ideas 70% of the time)

-Tomura actually PREFERS cutesty, relaxing games. I mean, he does fighting and bloody stuff irl, games are a way to relax...he’ll play shooters and gta type games with The Lads, but. on his own?? animal crossing. pokemon. kirby games. mario. zelda. BIG ZELDA FAN (not saying this bc I, personally, am biased, but,) slime rancher, stardew valley, funny simulator games... he really enjoys those :”) God forbid he has a kid bc they’re 100% getting named after a viddy game character unless someone can talk him out of it LOL. Toga and Tomura are that animal crossing /doom meme where she’d be asking for doom and him asking for animal crossing :”)

-Bits and pieces of Before are kinda stuck in Kurogiri’s brain, but like. mostly useless stuff the doctor didn’t care about removing. Like, types of clouds. So Tomura kinda picks up on stuff like that. He can just look at clouds and tell you what type they are because Kurogiri used to take him up to high places in the city and point them out to calm Tomura down from a panic attack when he was younger. He can tell you if the sky looks like it’ll rain with a 80% accuracy rate too. 

-Kurogiri left food out for kitties in the alley beside the bar. They weren’t allowed in for Health Reasons (it IS a bar with sanitation standards!!) And Tomura really wouldn’t stop it or encourage it either way so long as Kurogiri did his job, but occasionally would stand outside with Kurogiri and just watch the kitties from a distance. If any approached he’d go back in (lowkey afraid he’d hurt them by touching them :( ) They kinda kept that between them tho, bc they both Know AFO is a big bag of dicks and no fun

-people have pointed out how similar aizawa and tomura look. this was 100% the intention. tomura has a hatecrush on him. THIS IS SO FUNNY AND HORRIBLY AWKWARD FOR KUROGIRI LMAO

-Sako??? Mr. Dramatic?? Opera fan. Drama kid. Like, obviously, but. Really. He is. I feel like he can speak a dozen languages. I also feel like he used to be an overachiever but got too ambitious. He was def some kind of leader at one point of a diff Group or something that fell apart. I LOVE how creative he is with his quirk and the magician theme??? incredible. I don’t show him enough love but I Love Clowns :o)

-I don’t care what their canon heights are. Spinner and Dabi? short kings. My height hcs are (tallest to shortest) Kurogiri, Twice, Sako (who also has heels on his boots and a tall hat, keep in mind), Tomura, Magne (Tomura and Magne are about the same height imo) Toga, Spinner, Dabi. LISTEN. Dabi has short energy. Sorry. it’s true tho

-This is a semi-popular hc I think bc I KNOW I’ve seen it before, but Dabi having Terrible Vision and needing glasses is so so good. (seriously, with burns THAT close to his eyeballs, how could he not?) 

-he tries to be a tough loner coolguy. you’d think he’d smoke, but I hc his ‘weak constitution’ comes with weak lungs (esp from years of a flame quirk?? inhaling smoke over so much time is SO bad for you, most people who die in fires actually die of smoke inhalation...) so he’s got like, an inhaler, can’t smoke, actually gets carsick, needs glasses, overuses quirk to save friends constantly, likes napping, a little awkward and rude. Tomura put him in charge of the vanguard so he’s smart, and good with strategies too, like a nerd. this is the Dabi I wanna see, not the popular fandom version of him tbh also step on hawks one more time sir :”)

-I wish all the lov fics weren’t?? villain!deku like I said earlier, but also, chatfics? I have nothing against them but most of them are just a bombardment of Memes with NO PLOT!!! Listen. text/chatfics CAN have plot and be an interesting way to tell a story. I almost want to write one just to show what I mean...

I know I’ve said I like spinaraki and blackmagic, but I am a multishipper, so a few ships I don’t talk about that I like that involve the lov in some way:

-toga/any of the 1A girls??? or Camie??? super interesting. ALSO in the radio drama, bakugo’s voice actor said Toga was his favorite girl??? so?? bakugo/toga ?? I WANT TO SEE IT. but specifically my fav dynamic with her is when someone ELSE is the one to like her first, it’s what she deserves.

-Kurogiri/aizawa/mic?? any variety of that is also 👌🏻 I also kinda wanna see kurogiri/all might bc. Dads. COME ON. they bond over ‘well, I raised him, and you want to have a part in his life now?? ok. earn it. prove it. I’ll screen you first’ or something LMAO they’re both genuinely concerned for the boy, and SOOO biased. let them bond.

-WAIT WHERE IS THE MIC/COMPRESS CONTENT. THEYRE BOTH DRAMATIC. ENEMIES TO LOVERS?? HELLO??? SOMEONE?? ANYONE. rarepair hours

-giran/twice is cute. like he was hyping him up so much and so ready to go save him...

-dabi/magne where is the content. when. why not everywhere??? I’ve also seen magne/compress which was cute!! or twice/magne? they’re the big sibs of the lov...

-dabi/spinner?? come ON dabi could get over his learned biases and spend time with him and they could hold hands. I want them to.

-dabihawks. Obviously bc the Drama. yes even still, don’t @ me. (also, shigahawks, seen some REAL interesting fics with it tbh) or spinahawks?? adding hawks to a ship is like adding extra chili powder. makes it SPICY dramatic)

-nine/tomura don’t @ me once again. both kinda afo’s playthings, nine obviously was the test for tomura’s new upgrades...they both love their friends...That Scene in the Flower field </3 hmmm tragicships are fun.

-tomura/mirko. more enemies to lovers. big fan of her and bunnies. remember when he wore bunny ears in bnha smash. (ok its crack but. CUTE.) 

-I’ve also seen shiganatsu and shigafuyu and I’m like. these are cute, but also Dabi’s reaction always makes me cry laugh. so good.

-MOST EVERYONE IN THE LOV IS LGBTQA+!!! heres my personal headcanons:

Toga: pan or bi (CANON BASICALLY)

Magne: transwoman (CANON BABEY) bi, leans towards men. (her crush on dabi in bnha smash... uwu content where)

Shuichi: gets sooooo flustered canonly, I think he’d go for the first person Who Hit On Him (I can see him being the target of those mean pranks where someone says ‘my friend likes you!!’ and the friend is like ‘eww!!’ :(((( ) he’s super hesitant for romance, lots of repressed stuff. gay but takes sooo long to realize it bc he thinks most women are conventionally pretty Aesthethically, feels obligated to Like Them, but has bad self esteem so never goes after them, then only likes (1) guy so hes like?? is this allowed?? is this allowed???? (HES LIKE. IN LOVE WITH SHIGARAKI)

Dabi: bi but rly hasn’t ever gotten to date anyone, so he’s actually more reserved about it and while he’ll tease, he absolutely is absent and kinda oblivious (again, I KNOWWWW bnha smash isnt canon, but. my god. when magne is hitting on him and he Just Doesnt Understand.) also hes ace

Tomura: doesn’t care. (just prob says ‘its whatever’) trans/nonbinary (i’M NOT PROJECTING, BUT. :’/) probably goes with like, the label queer if any but doesn’t care much for labels

Kurogiri: bi??? kind of??? I say kind of bc well, I hc U Know Whom as bi, I feel like thatd carry over but he’d be really avoidant to date anyone bc hes gotta Watch His Kid u know? this is gonna sound surprising but I think he’d be the type to be like ‘ok we can have a one night stand/fling BUT it cant get personal bc I have a Job to Do for my Son so don’t get up in your feelings’ and act a little coldly at first or very ..not personable... depending on who it was he’d prob turn around eventually, esp if that person valued his feelings/job :”)

Sako: that mans Not Straight. I hc him as gay and also trans :3c

Twice: Bi and HAS dated prob more than anyone else in the league imo, super comfortable with his sexuality and supportive of everyone else’s :)

ok that’s about all I can think of atm, come back in 5 minutes and my brain will refill with lov headcanons :3 thank you for asking!!

[autumn-foxfire]

God ye dazai n chuuya are so fun together on screen. Its the familiarity of them that i really like though, like even after so much time it feels like they have internal jokes ( i will never not belive that chuuya doing the impression of a young girl with turned in feet ISNT an internal joke. Anime kinda doesnt do it justice cuz it has dazai go 'ah its not funny' when in the manga dazai bursts out laughing n i love that much more) n like after all that time they can still cooperate so easily and casualy with each other. Chuuya is really a trooper here cuz hes the one putting himself in most harm and i find that still after all this time he can still trust dazai to think of a good tactic and deal with the aftermath.

I think soukoku has this special thing where it is enemies to lovers but you can also sirta read it, and i usually do as 'enemies to friend to lovers to enemies again to lovers again maybe'. Like i like ull get baby dazai n chuuya at the start of s3 so ull see but ive always headcanoned that dazai n chuuya had a sort of a reletionship before dazai left and i love the betreyal, the pining, the tension that would come from that. It just has so much potential for so many interesting dynamics and oh my god its happening im getting dragged into soukoku again

The thing is that episode was also one of the things that soured me on soukoku. Like this has nothing to do with the show and everything to do with how fandom treated chuuya at the time (im honestly not sure how they do now i havent been active in ages) but back then i always felt like chuuya was treated as sort of a decoration to dazai much like how hawks gets treated as deciration to dabi.

And in that scene dazai betrays chuuyas trust. Like its played for a joke but thats what happens. Chuuya is on his last legs and he asks dazai to make sure to get him back to safety, he puts that trust in him, he proves that he still trusts in their partnership and in dazai.

And dazai just leaves him there.

Like its heavily implied that chuuyas quirk hurts him greatly, destroys him inside out. Without dazai he would die during corruption and dazai is late to stop him mostly to fuck with him, prolonging possible damege to his body. Like once again anime doesnt do manga justice here i was FURIOUS when i saw the way anime potrayed corruption because they made it look oooo pretty aesthetic swirls in the manga it was horrifying it looked much more like wounds. And knowing dazai just leaves chuuya all alone suffering who knows what kind of damege without indication did he call for anyone to pick him up for anything, like it doesnt paint dazai in a pretty light.

And thats fine, dazai isnt a morally upright character and theres a lot to unpack there about him not caring for chuuya as much as other way around but when this episode first aired the fandom reaction was this:

'Awwww dazai is so sweet, he folded chuuyas clothes and everything, he loves him so much'

Like i know its played for a gag but that fandom reaction of romanticizing a clear act of neglect for jokes sake just really soured me off of soukoku for a long time

I’ve just watched the first two episodes of season 3 and I really do love Dazai’s and Chuuya’s dynamic T-T Get dragged into soukoku hell because I’m pretty sure I’m going to spiral into it too (I watched the movie last night and they really had to use a Snow White and Prince Charming theme for the two of them, didn’t they XD My god, how can they do this stuff and then not expect us to ship them!), enemies to lovers really do make the most interesting ships!

I saw the image you sent of corruption and damn does the manga really show us the extent of the damage it does to Chuuya then the anime does and yeah, I can see why you would be upset with Dazai for him not deactivating the ability straight away despite Chuuya putting his trust in him to do so (though I did like that about the movie, Chuuya trusted Dazai to stop him when he reached him and he did and man... I want to see more of these two because I love them so much T-T)

It’s actually incredible how much trust Chuuya and Dazai put in each other other, though I can see why with Dazai, people would view it more of him being smart and manipulating events rather then purely trusting Chuuya.

I haven’t really explored the fandom side of BSD’s yet so I have no clue what the fandom does, usually in fandom I just find people whose stories I like and then explore their bookmarks because they’re more likely to like similar characterisations to their own (it’s how I find most of my favourite stories in fandom, actually). It sounds like I’m going to have to do that with these two, as well.

[boku-no-imagine-acadamia]

Can I get some Dabi with, maybe asking out, a crush that would fight god in an alleyway for a stale piece of bread? Just a chaotic bastard that can’t remember anything that happened before a week ago but has every Pokémon memorized. The kinda “why them, why do I like them of all people, they just ate something out of the trash can 5 minutes ago and are ranting about capitalism to birds outside the window.”

FLAME BOI!!!! Thank you lovely anon for the ask, i am honored to fulfill your villainous desires! ~Bea (also this is hilarious)

Its not that you’re completely and totally crazy

Well, ok thats a lie

Your pretty crazy, not Toga crazy... your just kinda a bit off your rocker if you know what i mean

And for some reason, Dabi completely and totally loved you

It probably started that one time you were yelling at a stray ally cat for getting too close to “your beloved territory” (it was a dumpster that you’d eat from on occasion for some reason.)

Or perhaps it was the time that you were ranting to the birds on the sidewalk outside of LoV headquarters about the economy and how great an anarchist society would be at approximately 3 o’ clock in the morning.

Regardless, he liked you... for whatever reason. Honestly he didn’t even know what about you he found attractive, just the fact you were... well you.

Although he cant pinpoint when he originally gained feelings for you, he knows exactly when it turned from a crush to love

It was when the LoV found out you had... memory loss

It was right after a raid on a nearby weapon store, and you had gotten quite the beating from a hero, causing you to pass out

Dabi carried your beaten and unconscious body back to the hideout, while getting teased by Toga of course

“Do you liiiiiiiiiike her~” or, “Dabi and Y/n sittin’ in a tree K-I-S-S-I-N-G~”

Dabi wanted to die, or kill Toga, or both, but decided that not reacting would be a good choice.

He put you on a couch and sat at the bar for a much needed drink. Actually, everyone was at the bar, just kinda talking about the raid and what was aquired and lost during it.

Well, that is until there was a loud scream

Shigaraki and Dabi flinched while Toga screeched, thinking it was another hero attack

But, it wasn’t a hero attack, it was just you waking up

Everyone gathered around the couch... well everyone but Dabi, he was drinking himself to shit, as you began to scream stuff along the lines of, “where am I?” “Who are you?” “Don’t hurt me please!”

Toga, in an attempt to comfort you, reached out to pat your back, but it only sent you spiraling into terror

You began sobbing and shaking, backing as far into the couch as possible.

At this point Dabi wanted you to shut up, and apparently so did Shigaraki, because he clamped a gloved hand on your mouth

You began to struggle as Dabi walked over to the couch.

For a moment he just stared at you, and when you caught his eye you became silent, and Shigaraki removed his hand from your mouth.

You instantly jumped at Dabi, tears streaming down your face and yelling his name.

You jumped at him so fast that he didn’t have time to react, and you knocked him on the ground

You were sprawled out on top of him, the LoV watching on in shock as you held on to him and cried into his shirt.

You began to whimper, “D-Dabi...” you sniffled, “wha-where am i?”

Dabi just looked up to the rest of the group, and Toga just shrugged.

Dabi sat up and wrapped an unsure arm around your torso, and you just clinged to him tighter.

At a certain point, his ass started to hurt from sitting on the tile floor, so he just picked you up and walked around with you, even with a group pf onlookers watching silently as one of the most terrifying villains ever carried you around like a puppy

After a while he got tired and just kinda, went to bed with you in his arms. Mostly because you refused to let go of his arm, and not at all because he wanted to bury his face in your hair and just inhale your sweet scent

He put you on the bed and just curled around you, heating up his body until it was a nice warm temperature for you.

He watched you sleep for a while, just thinking about how you were acting and how you didn’t seem to remember anyone else, until slowly drifting off to the sound of your breathing

Dabi woke up before you did, but didn’t move. Its not like he didn’t wanna wake you up, you just... smelled nice

He watched you sleep for a good hour, until your eyes opened slowly and you begun muttering about Pokémon or whatever.

You looked up to see him staring ar you with cold eyes and couldn’t help but be confused. How did you get here? why were you here? Why the fuck is Dabi just staring at you?

Of course, you didn’t say anything, you just kinda... looked at him. And just, rolled off the bed silently.

Well, tried to. Dabi caught your wrist before you could make a clean escape.

“What the hell happened last night?”

You didn’t reply, you just stared at him.

“You screaming your ass off and shit?”

You looked at him for a few seconds, then just kinda... smiled. “Oh,” you said impishly, “I must have gotten clonked pretty hard ay?”

He just looked at you.

You continued, “When i get hit sometimes i get severe short term memory loss, it comes back n’ shit after like a day or so. Prolly’ forgot who you were and screamed like a lil’ girl.”

Dabi just shook his head, “then why didn’t you scream at me, you just held onto me all night.”

You blushed and grinned, “ah, well if someone is important or somethin’, then I’ll probably remember em’ when I forget others. Your face is logged as important in m’ brain,” you tap your head, “so I probably went to you for help.”

He didn’t say anything, just grunted. Of course he was dying a bit on the inside with this new information, but that doesn’t matter.

He didn’t speak for a while, and you just looked at eachother, until he grabbed your waist and pulled you back into the sheets, causing you to yelp. “Dabi! I need to get ready!”

He just grumbled “mine now.” And fell asleep. No use in fighting back. You just sat there with the thought of your confession but not confession fresh on your mind, and ended up drifting back to sleep.

Sorry if he’s ooc, i havent written for him before, hope you liked it! Reblog and follow for more! See y’all next time!

[wxndverlxnd]

Holy shit its not like i wasnt exactly expecting that but i kind of did??

Like first wtf is this and why is no one talking about it.

She doesn't look good at all in my opinion lol. Like i know the others are kind of busy af right now but who is going to help her? She can't die yet right? I hope she is protected by the plot or else

Dude stfu why are you C R Y I N G. You're not doing shit right now. Why are you not on the battlefield? Busy doing some bad guys stuff? btw, do we even know his quirk?

Though i can't blame them bc Curious's death is kind of a waste. Her Quirk was great - the same as katsu baby but nvm- she basically died for nothing but for the hope of having a scoop. I need the same motivation for school lol.

Hey give him a break asshole you tortured the guy for months. I feel bad for laughing bc i first thought that he was kind of roasting this anime thing of repeating sentences in a dramatic way, like in the movie i was sooooo mad whenever someone appears and Deku was like ".. Kaachan.... Iida..." but anyway

Dabi being an asshole, no surprise but omg we stan a worried Twice, the only one who seems to give a fuck about toga even though she is DYING omg please someone go help her

Damn the tea is hot today

Fuck i didn't ask for those feels. And is that Shiggy's dad? Probably if we look a the newt panels

So thats interresting

Shiggy's dad doesn't approuve something. I guess its probably Tenko's dream of becoming a hero (just a guess huh). So why is his dad not approuving?

First i'm going to assume that his dad is Nana's son. I think it may have to do with the fact that Nana died while fighting AFO, like his dad may think that heroes are stupid peoples who dies for no reason, like Kota. We don't know when that memory happened so once again just a guess. Or it could be that his dad put the blame of Nana abandoning him for her hero duties.

Either way, his sister is sooooo cute little Hana you're so precious. She look soooooo much like Nana

Wait. THAT is interresting

So what, is the LoV getting an upgrade to be able to actually be a threat to deku and his 7 Quirk? First Toga then Tenko? Bc damn we stan.

So Shiggy can now what? Send a massive wave of decay in one direction? Bc thats OP af. Btw i juste can't stop laughing when i see all of those extras thinking that m a y b e it wasn't the best idea to go after the guy who turn everything he touch into dust

Wait so YOU didn't killed anyone yet? I know you don't want to be here but damn do you mind giving a hand no? Or did he actually made some effort to not kill anyone bc he wasn't sure if he could?

omg is dabi next for the LoV upgrade?? OR ARE WE FINALLY GETTING THE DABI IS TOUYA BC I'M NOT READY

What if we got some rei and dabi flashback next week?? I CAN'T I'M SO HYPED

Also i saw someone saying that this ice dude may be Natsuo NO GOD PLEASE FUCK NO LET IT BE SOME RANDOM GUY

this would make s e n s e dammit but i don't want shouto to lose his big bro after finally having some contact also natsuo is such a sweatheart i don't wan't anything to happen to him ok

I'm so hyped for next week chapter

[dumbgothbunny]

In This Moment

BREAKING NEWS: USJ CENTER UNDER ATTACK

The headline flashed across your T.V screen.

 At first you passed by, spooning the cereal from your bowl into your mouth. Once the words registered you did a double take, your attention moving from the bowl in your hands to the screen.

“A student managed to escape, alerting the authorities and the school principal. Sources say that the center has been under siege for a few hours now-”

The camera pans across the entrance. There’s a loud commotion, and then something- its unclear as to what- flies through the roof of the building. At the same moment a few figures make their way from the entrance. The cameras zoom in on the black object hurtling through the sky- then back to the camerawoman. She’s rushing towards someone.

Your heart sinks the moment you recognize the bloodied up scarf. The ripped jumpsuit.

“PRESENT MIC! HOW ARE THINGS GOING IN THERE? IS ERASUREHEAD OKAY? MIDNIGHT CARE TO COMMENT?!”

In that moment you can’t hear a word being said. Your entire being is focused on one thing only.

Aizawa.

He looked bad. Blood pouring from his broken, limp body.

The porcelain bowl slips from your fingers, milk and cereal spilling out as it shatters on the hardwood floor.

You know where they’re taking him and you have to see him. 

You have to be by his side.

 He looks down at his bandaged arms, his body aching. Recovery girl had tried her hardest, and she’d been able to heal him rather quickly. 

Aizawa can’t help but feel guilty. He’d been unable to protect his students… he’d let them down.. Lead them right into a dangerous trap. Worst of all you’d be worried sick. He’d been barely conscious when Hizashi had dragged him out of the center, had heard the Cameramen chattering away frantically. No doubt you’d seen the news.

As if on cue the door to his hospital room slammed open, a soft sob sounding to his left. He turns, eye focusing on your red, tearstained face.

“Oh thank god.”

You fall to your knees before his bed, pulling him into a hug. He winces, but lets you hold onto him. Guilt weighs on him heavily.

You didn’t sign up for this. You were just a quirkless civilian… and his feelings for you had dragged you into such a scary, unstable world. You’d been so innocent and sweet… he wanted to hold onto you- protect you. He loved you more than anything…

And he put you in danger by doing just that. This wouldn’t end well…. He’d be hurt or you would. Heros couldn’t have quirkless lovers- it never worked out. The thought hurt worse than any of his broken bones or split muscles; Hurt worse than when that damned beast had smashed him into the concrete.

You’re babbling through your tears, holding him as close as you possibly can. Aizawa pushes you away gently.

“(Y/N)...”

You sniffle, wiping away the tears in your eyes. He was okay. He was really and truly okay.

“Oh Shota…. Recovery Girl told me you’ll be released tomorrow..”

You sniffle again, tears threatening to leak from your eyes. Another pang of guilt overcomes him.

“I-I’ll take you home and help you until you recover-”

“(Y/N), No…”

You smile and shake your head, the tears still flowing. He watches with disdain as you wipe your nose on the sleeve of your sweater.

“Dont be silly, you wont be able to bathe yourself properly and I can cook for you- I’ll make you a nice comfy spot on my bed and-”

“(Y/N)..”

“A-And im sure i can take a few days off from class i mean- it’s no big deal i-”

“ENOUGH.”

His tone is so harsh, It makes even him wince. Aizawa’s heart clenches when he see’s your face fall, that once radiant smile now a deep frown. It’s almost impossible for him to do- but he has to. Aizawa was serious about you….the way you were about him… and he refused to bring you into his life even farther- for you to one day become a widow because of his career of choice- or worse; to have you killed because of him.

“It’s over, (Y/N).”

You feel as if you’ve been punched square in the gut. Your chest tightens, and for a moment you dont quite register what has just happened. All of the memories- meeting him, your first kiss- the first night you’d spent together- they all suddenly hurt.

“Aizawa dont do this..”

He sighs heavily, looking down at his hands. He doesn’t want to. And damn if this wasn’t the hardest choice he’s had to make in a long time.

“We...were illogical from the start.”

You shake your head, reaching out to touch your lovers hand. He pulls it away, his eyes glaring at you with all the disgust he can muster. He had to make this seem real.

“You’re quirkless for godsake! I can’t worry about protecting you my entire life!”

That hurt. You stand, legs shaking. Aizawa knew how sensitive you were about your genetic makeup. He’d told you he liked it… that it was refreshing… But now… now he was throwing it in your face…

“Y..You don’t mean that…”

He snorts, biting his lip to keep himself from crying. This was harder than he’d thought. He truly loved you...which means this was the only way. The only way to keep you safe. Aizawa couldn’t afford for you to be brought into this.. He couldn’t ruin your promising life…

“I do. Get out. This is over.”

Your legs feel like jello, your body trembling as tears roll down your cheeks. The sorrow is so great that it physically hurts you. Your hero isn’t looking at you anymore. His head is turned towards the window, focused on something outside. You open your mouth, ready to argue.

“I SAID LEAVE.”

Your resolve crumbles, knuckles tightening on the bag you’d brought him. It had some snack foods and a few of his favorite drinks you’d gotten at the store on the way.  You force your body to move, legs carrying you out into the street.

You dont truly lose yourself until you’re home, body crumbling the moment you shut the door to your apartment.

     The rain outside had gotten harder since they’d left the bar. Dabi holds the umbrella over both he and his boss, his eye twitching in annoyance as the manchild beside him growls.

“Is that her?”

“No.”

“What about that one.”

“No. Stop asking.”

Tomura scratches at his neck, his anxiety and frustration pouring off him in waves. He couldn’t argue with All For One. He knew what this one was wanted for, and he was hopeful that it’d be a success. A strong humanoid-nomu could do the league good. AFO had picked out a good target- he was assured. However, he wasn’t quite sure just why Dabi had to come with him. Something about having more personable skills. As if. Tomura was a person. He had skills. He could clear this level and get you a power up no problem.

 Dabi jabs his side.

“There. Thats her.”

Tomura squints, taking in the downtrodden girl walking on the other side of the street. No umbrella- just a soaked hoodie. How meek.

“Alright lets go get her-”

He goes to move, but the cremation villian stops him before he can get very far.

“You moron we can’t just walk up to her in broad daylight and snatch her with people around. Lets follow her and corner her when there are no witnesses.”

 Dabi’s eyes rake over your form as they make their way down the sidewalk. Part of him- the more human part- is kind of worried about your well being. Your body language is that of someone who hasn’t slept- you’re hunched at the shoulders, head down. All For One had told Tomura this would be easy… but part of him wonders just why you’d be an easy target.

They watch as you walk, both of them waiting- and then it happens. You trip up on the sidewalk. Dabi lets the umbrella fall, his feet rushing forward. Tomura curses after him, the rain instantly soaking his periwinkle hair.

Your eyes are closed tight, tense against his arms, as if you’d given up any hope of saving yourself from the ground. 

When you open them you’re met with a stunning blue.

The man who’d caught you wasn’t exactly.. Normal. But a small part of you had been thankful.He grins and stands you upright, a hand running through his wet, long hair.

“Be careful there, Doll. Don’t wanna mess up that cute face of yours.”

You shrug, cheeks burning at the compliment. Dabi could tell by looking at you that your self confidence was non-existent. You didn’t look healthy in the slightest- skin pale and dark bags under your eyes. It’s almost frightening. Beside him Tomura stomps up, the umbrella in his hand- one pinkie out.

“God Damnit scarface. At least tell me before you run off like th-”

Red eyes widen when they land on you.

So this was who One For All had been talking about. You reminded him of the princess in his video game. She was cute. So i mean- He guesses you were too. O-Or whatever. 

“Couldn’t let a lady fall on her face in the rain now could I?”

He winks, making you flush even darker.

“I-Im sorry for causing you trouble I-”

The dark haired one grins slyly, an arm wrapping around your neck. It’s the first human contact you’d had in days and the body warmth is almost welcoming. You’d skipped out on classes and pretty much stayed in bed an entire week. This had been the first day you’d left, and the arcade hadn’t brightened your mood.

“Not at all, Doll. In fact-”

He turns to Tomura, grinning

“My buddy and I here were- OI. Tomura.”

Your brows arch when you see the blue haired boy fiddling with his PSP. It’s a newer one- dark blue with designs on the case. He looks up over the screen and see’s you eying it.

“Like what you see?”

You nod.

“I broke mine the other night…”

He hums and goes back to playing whatever it is he’s interested in. Dabi rolls his eyes and turns back to speak, only to be cut off by his coworker.

“You look like her.”

The Character on the screen is dressed in a beautiful yukata- her hair done up with elaborate jewels. How anyone could think you looked that good was beyond you, still, it was a nice gesture.

Dabi clears his throat and eyes Tomura as he stuffs the device into his hoodie pocket.

“AS i was saying. My friend and I were actually looking for you. Our boss would like to have a chat with you.”

Your brows furrow as you look between the two men.  The dark haired one snorts and shakes his head.

“Where are my manners. My Name is Dabi, this here is Tomura. We dont mean you any harm, and neither does our boss. He would just like to talk to you about your…. Quirkless situation.”

You should have been terrified that they’d known that about you, two complete strangers… however…

“What for.”

Tomura is the one to speak up.

“We want you to join us and be our ace. The work is shit and the people suck, but my boss wanted me to tell you- he can get you revenge. And he can make you strong.”

You step backward, but the man in front of you- Dabi- gets a tighter grip.

“It’s best you come with us willingly, Babydoll. Wouldn’t want you getting hurt.”

[acidmatze]

I am sick, bored and have things I should be doing, so its the perfect time to run away from that very fast by making an “analysis” about Hawks. I’m gonna use that term very loosely because this is basically just gonna be a quick rundown of scenes in which Hawks showed typical signs of dependent personality disorder. There are a few. I could only find the ones which I know from myself and this is speculation still since we don’t really know what is going on in his mind. Also, he is simply a great actor who goes to great lenghts to maintain a cocky, confident facade. Another note: These is simply my own interpretation of things. In no way I want to imply that you have to agree with me or anything

Well, lets get started

Chapter 185, right after the Billboard Charts show thing. Endeavor is mad at Hawks for trolling. Endeavor is basically mad at everyone all the time. For someone who was so cocky and confident just a few minutes ago, Hawks is awfully fast in trying to make peace again between the two. Would he seriously be confident he probably would stand his ground and not start apologizing and explaining in great detail why he did what he did. A confident person would assume the other would ‘get it’ over time. But with DPD you can’t have a single enemy. You just can’t. You need to be at least on neutral terms with everyone, even if it means agreeing that the sky is orange and wheat is spicy.  All that flattering he does can be seen in many different ways. One of them is trying make peace again quickly. Most people like compliments, right? It then borders slightly on self-degradation. Endeavor does not like this. Whelp

In general: He talks A Lot. Yeah this can be simply his personality, but in some cases its a sign of anxiety and some very anxious people don’t seem to be able to shut up for a second when afraid. Just as a side note

This can either be seen as Hawks being himself, him being lazy or... Him blowing smoke up Endeavors arse again in an attempt to keep him from staying angry at Hawks. Because again, a simple disagreement is the end of the world with someone with serious DPD. Someone disagrees with you? Must be because you are a failure. Someone’s mad at you? Even if this person was angry at the entire world, it is your fault alone and also you will be alone forever.

The next one is just a very loose thing that I see as a parallel for DPD in general. Its no piece of “evidence” since the situation could not have been resolved in any other way except a tragedy. It’s when Hawks gives up most of his feathers to help Endeavor attack High End. People with DPD tend to give themselves up for other people. While we certainly do have a core personality this is easily discarded as soon as a person we want to keep is around. Its self-destructive. It will be shown in its literal way soon after.

On another note, him trying to keep the peace with everyone and appease others is a great advantage when it comes to talking to Dabi. He knows how to make others believe that youre completely behind them. Because in that moment he absolutely is. Thats the highest priority. Not have people be mad at you. And in this case.. Dabi getting angry at Hawks could cost him his life.

The last thing is

I don’t think I need to say anything further but I absolutely will. Let’s just take a minute and take this in completely and die inside a lot. Okay. DPD doesn’t come out of nowhere. No personality disorder comes out of nowhere. There is a genetic disposition yeah, but the biggest part is your childhood.

Not pictured here: A happy childhood. Its implied that even before, his childhood maybe wasn’t the most optimal. And then people come and take away your future and your freedom and you can’t say no. You are just a child. You have to help your parents. Doing this is the only thing thats left. Should he have been abused in any way before he was taken in by the higher ups then he already knew how to be submissive. If they were good parents, he then learned it from the higher ups.

So he’s groomed to be a hero wether he wants or not and he cannot say no. He has to work as a hero and he cannot say no. He takes on mission he can’t say no to. Hawks probably never was given the chance to make his own decision. His No was never heard. To not break completely he started showing thinking patterns to make this easier to live with. - Accept that you cannot make decisions. - The decisions others make for you are always correct - Others have authority. You have none. - This means others have authority over you too. What they say is best for you. - You need others to make decisions for you. If you loose them you are on your own. - If you are alone it means you will be alone forever - You are helpless. You need others. - You need to keep them in your life at all cost even if it means betraying yourself

Most of these things are processes we cannot see because they are subconscious. Hawks himself probably doesnt even know what he’s doing there. A personality disorder means that all the destructive stuff you do seem to you as if thats simply your personality. Because in some way it is. The “ill” patterns are interwoven with the “healthy” patterns but the whole thing looks like a woven basket to you. A whole thing. until you notice that some of the branches are rotten and need to be replaced. Thats therapy then. So again, Hawks probably isn’t aware of what hes doing. He might know that something in his life is going horribly wrong but he doesnt know what it is.

Last thing: He doesnt show submissive patterns towards Tokoyami. Thats because ofc, Tokoyami has no authority over Hawks. BUT Hawks also doesn’t show authority over Tokoyami. Not in the way he should be doing it as an employer. Him acting like an older brother towards Tokoyami is endearing but he probably simply cannot do it in any other way. Hawks could not lead anyone or anything even if he wanted (He probably wont want to. The mere thought would probably give him great anxiety since he believes he has no right to have authority and he cant even make decisions alone) We don’t even know if he build his agency all by himself and leads it alone or if the higher ups simply ordered him to and pull the strings in the background, making everyone simply believe Hawks is doing it alone.

Tl,dr:

- Hawks is shown being submissive in several scenes and giving in way too easily - Hawks seems to try to keep peace with everyone - Hawks was raised to obey orders, even at the cost of his well-being and not to be autonomous - Hawks accepts orders without questioning - Hawks never shows authority not even towards Tokoyami who is “below” him in social rank.

[wheresmaldo865]

DabixReader Coraline Au

Well here it is! Finally! I had to watch the beginning of the movie about a billion times over to get the set up correct in what I wanted to put. Don’t worry! Art work will be coming soon! I think I’ll doodle some stuff tonight before bed. Feel free to send in anything specific you wanna see!

IMPORTANT BEFORE PROCEEDING ONWARD. FOR THIS FIC CHARACTERS MUST BE AT LEAST 18 YEARS OF AGE. THERE WILL BE NO KIND OF SEXUAL INTERACTIONS. BUT TO PLACE DABI WHERE HE IS WITH HIS SCARS HE IS ALREADY 20 YEARS OF AGE. CORALINE WAS AT LEAST ONLY 12 IN THE ORIGINAL FILMS. THATS NOT THE KIND OF STORY I WANT TO WRITE. IT WOULD ALSO OPEN THE FIC FOR OTHERS ADVENTURES. THANK YOU!

Now that the mini rant it over. I hope I did alright and again. Feel free to comment any criticisms or ideas. I’m open to all of them! Happy reading! And thank you for the already provided feedback!

~Maldo

Word Count: 1,978

Chapter 1: Strangers

           The car jolted as it slowed to a rolling stop on the muddy drive way. (Y/N) body rocked forward waking her from much needed nap.

           “We’re Heeeeeere!” Hizashi Yamada, Y/N father sung nearly at the top of his lungs, ricocheting the car windows to tremble under his loud and powerful quirk. The sleep quickly depleted from Y/N eyes as her instincts kicked in telling her to run. She quickly kicked opened her car door open sprinted as fast as her numb legs could. Several feet away from the vehicle, safe from any flying glass. Thankfully, the windows came back to a stand still and remained in tacked.

           (Y/N) other father, Aziawa grumbled as he stepped out of the driver’s seat of the car. “You break the car windows again, you’re going to pay to get them fixed.” Aziawa warned, slowly wasting not time in making his way up to the house. The long bags under his eyes would tell anyone he just wanted to get the moving part over with and as fast as possible so he could go to sleep.

.Hizashi and (Y/N) looked at each other sheepishly smiling as they recalled the memory of him singing so loudly Aziawa had accidentally slammed into a truck… Neither one of them received any affection from him that night…

           The three of them ushered themselves inside and began unloading what was in the car until the mover’s van arrived, almost a whole hour late. Just as Aziawa said it would be.

Y/N) sighed while rubbing the remaining sleep out of her tired eyes. She went out the back door of the house and sat on the porch watching the movers come in and out of the giant house. Bringing with them the mountains of boxes they had packed from their old home.

The whole scene was a saddening experience for (Y/N). She had to move away from her school, friends, and a town she had lived in her whole life. What was familiar to her. The moment Hizashi and Aziawa had told her of the arrangement, she had been slung into a cold pool of loneliness. Something she didn’t know how to deal with, let alone know how to talk to her parents about. She was a bit stubborn to think she was too old to have such feelings. 

           “Hey munchin!” Hizashi greeted excitedly, even though he had just taken a long road trip, his spirits were still high unlike Aziawa. Who she was sure wanted to crawl into bed and never wake again after today. Though his new teaching job may get in the way of his slumber...

           “Hey, Dad.” Came (Y/N) response. She pushed away her negative thoughts for the time being and did her best to crack a smile. Hizashi  beside her on the porch. Reaching over and ruffling her hair a bit. She playfully swatted his hands while smiling and laughing at his intentions. Once they gathered themselves again they spoke for a minute. About the things they would have to do and the plans they all had. The interaction made (Y/N) feel a little better. She sensed maybe Hizashi has suspected her struggling with something so new in her life.

             Yet, there was still this nagging in the back of her head about the uncertainly. She thought it’s what was making her so nervous. But she would have to think about it later.

           “Hey! I have an idea. I heard there was a well around here somewhere. Full all of all kinds of secrets! Why don’t you go scope it out?”

           “For villains?” She responded. Her curiosity peeked by his words. The new light in her eyes caused Hizashi to grin wider.

           “For villains!” He yelled, the house shaking every so slightly. He quickly covered his mouth while they both looked inside for any sign of Aziawa coming to scold them for being too loud. After a minute had passed Hizashi uncovered his mouth and whispered over to his daughter when the coast was clear. “Better keep it down before he mutes me for a day.”

           (Y/N) nodded in agreement. Hizashi gave her a last pat on the head before he headed back inside and shut the door to their new home. She huffed lightly, then stood up and headed out into the large garden gate she has spotted while moving boxes. The site inside made her frown. Everything inside looked dead and had been dead for some time now.

           Another low huff escaped her lips as she decided to move on instead of mopping over dead flowers.

 (Y/N) eventually found a semi less muddy path leading out into the field near the house. The apple trees were a nice change of pace. They made the world seem less gray. She would have continued admiring it, if the fall of a rock directly in front of her hadn’t startled her senses.

           She blinked and starred at it a moment before peering around for someone standing about. There was no one but the yellow grass and naked tree’s around her.

           As many horror movies she had seen with her parents, she decided to remain quiet and cautious while she kept walking on the dirt road.  

           It wasn’t until she heard two hollow steps come from under her that the uneasiness left her mind. She looked down and saw a particular mud patch surrounded by mushrooms and other fungus.

           She had to suddenly jump back by several feet when she heard a cat screech as high as it’s lungs could take it. A small dark green fuzzball pouncing into her visions. Her heart raced and pounded against her chest from the fright. Her eyes remained glued to the animal, confirming in her own head a beast hadn’t shown up. Though it seemed the harm had no intention of bringing her harm. Just his own amusement.

(Y/N) had to take several deeps breath before she came back to her senses.

           “You scared me to death!” She screamed back at the green cat, watching as it laid itself out, almost as if it was getting ready to defend itself against her. Its big puffy hair bending along with the wind.

            She took another deep breath while her eyes never left the cats presence. Its tail happily swayed back and forth, still amused at the situation.

           “I don’t suppose you know where the well is? Do you?” She posed. The cat remained silent. His head bowed slightly, and his eyes made a slow-paced blink. She couldn’t help but think he was answering, saying it was under her. Helping confirm her previous speculations. (Y/N) smiled as she looked back down at her muddy feet.

           She couldn’t look at it very long when a loud horn caused her to jump. Again! The second her feet landed back on the ground her body whirled around and starred point blank into a spot light. The air around her became unbearably hot and it raised many alarms inside (Y/N) head. She quickly crouched and picked up whatever stick or object next to her.

           Right as a shadow loomed over her body, she took all the strength she had along with her quirk and swung as hard she could until she hit something intimidating a skull.

           “Ow!” A stranger shouted as they hit the ground harder than (Y/N) had really intended to send them. But in her defense, they had attacked her first.

He took no time in straightening himself back up to a standing position. Even standing a few feet away (Y/N) could tell he was much taller then she. The teasing smile he wore on his face wracked a shiver down her entire body. She didn’t like the way he looked at her with half lidded eyes. Also, the unbearable heat was coming from him, him and his slightly blue radiating hands...

           “Let me guess? A water witch? Or maybe a power quirk? Either way, girl can hit…”

(Y/N) brows furrowed into a displeased expression. The scars on his face were a bit difficult to look upon, but it hadn’t been the worst thing she had ever seen. For now, she could look past it until she need to question them further. His dark clothes and bright blue eyes raised another question in her mind…

           She took the stick in her hand and threw it, aiming for his head again. However, she became blinded by bright sapphire flames and the stick was no more.

           “Try again, girly.” He spoke calmly. Unphased by her actions toward him. She growled becoming slightly annoyed. It would be in her best interest not to try again.

“I don’t like being stalked by Psychos! Or their cats!” (Y/N) proclaimed, her voice echoing through the bare tree limbs. Her reaction gained a smirk from the opposing. He bent down and gently ran his long fingers through the cat’s dark green hair. His smile pulling on the skin around his eyes and mouth. (Y/N) had never seen a condition like it before. She could also see the dark purple tissue on his chest and palms.

           “His not really my cat. Kinda ferine ya know? Though, sometimes I give him food. In return he brings me… little dead things.” He stated casually empathizing the use of ‘dead things.’ Not enough to make her run just yet... but the cat had been tailing her before...

           “I’m Dabi.” He spoke when she didn’t responed. He stuck a hand out, his eyes edging her on for her to come closer. Daring her to come nearer. (Y/N) could hear her father Aziawa telling her to never shake a stranger’s hand. However, Hizashi had also always taught her to be polite.

           She took the few steps  to reach his hand and shake it. The contact against his skin made her want to retract her hand away from the dry and bumpy purple texture. She held out till the end. Immediately diving her hand into her pocket to rub against the soft fabric.

           “My names (Y/N), (Y/N) Shouta.”

The sound of her last name tripped a mischievous glint in his eyes. Dabi’s brows raised slightly as if his interest had suddenly been peeked.

           “Just move in hero? Where from?”

                       (Y/N) moved away from him again. The way he had asked the question raised another red flag and she decided it would be best to put the well in between them. Couldn’t be too careful around new neighbors...

             She bent down and exclaimed it, so she wouldn’t physically show she was intimidated. Either way, it’s what she had come to look at to begin with.

           Lifting the lid proved to be difficult. She could only lift it about a foot or so off the ground before she had to let go. Slamming it shut and sputtering mud all over her rain coat.

           She heard Dabi hum, amused. Her eyes flickered up to meet his. He still wore the same pleased grin he had since first scaring her. He probably enjoyed watching her struggle. She didn’t want to answer herself to find out.

 “Careful girly, they say it’s so deep, if you fell down it, you’d see a sky full of stars in the middle of the day.”

           “Oh?” (Y/N) questioned, interested.

           He simply nodded and stood up. Ignoring her question. Instead Dabi walked over to the hill where he could see the Pink Palace in full.  She waited for him to say something more about his statement, but it seemed it was all he was going to say about the mysterious well.

           “I’m surprised she let you move in, my mom, she owns the pink palace. Won’t rent to people with kids.”

           (Y/N) scoffed at him. “I’m not a kid. I’m (18/19/20) ((Or older if that suits you)). And what do you mean by that?”

He chuckled and shrugged. Coming back to another act of silence. If all the neighbors were as strange as he was, well. (Y/N) may have a difficult time after all.

           In their shared silence and just when she was deciding she would head home. She heard an echo in the trees. A woman calling for someone.

           “Touya!”

 She saw Dabi’s head flinch and his smile vanished from his face. He didn’t bother to say goodbye or anything for that matter. He was gone before she could think of something to say to him.

           What a strange boy…

                       Before running home herself, (Y/N) wanted to see how deep the well really was. She knew Dabi could only be bluffing, but the idea of his words being true were exciting and could distract her for a moment longer.  She scouted out a pebble and dropped it down the hole in the wood. She placed her ear up to it, listening carefully for anything. It wasn’t until a few seconds later she finally heard the distant splashing crawling its way back up the stone walls for her ears to hear.

           (Y/N) shivered, unsettled by the sound.

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1. From one to five stars, how would you rate your writing? (No downplaying yourself!)

2 stars maybe? Im not great and i forget a lot of things. but no one can stop me from writing and i enjoy it. the more i do it the more i may like my own writing one day

2. Why do you write fanfiction? Fanfiction is everything to me. It was a matter of time until i started writing it seriously for myself.

3. What do you think makes your writing stand out from other works?

Literally nothing. I tend to go off with ships and specific things i want represented... but thats it. anyone can write.

4. Are there any writers that inspire you?

Always! so many! the best thing about fanfiction is how it builds upon itself and spreads!

5. What’s the fic you’re most proud of?

Im very proud of Secret Baby/ River run. Its large and a mess and i hate it. But im proud ive done it. A completed one im proud of is "Compress said its his turn on the murder screen" i think i did well with that one and kept the tone I wanted.

6. What element of writing do you find comes easily?

Arguments between characters and having them express themselves other ways.

7. What element of writing do you struggle with most?

It's the making up and posting works i struggle with. Along with editing which is another monster.

8. Which character(s) do you find easiest to write?

I do love the murder boys! Dabi, Itachi, Deidara, Naruto (should have killed everyone), Reno. If theyve got issues i love them!

9. Which character(s) do you find most difficult to write?

happy characters. I just don't know what to do with them. Like a domestic setting with no action? nope not for me!

10. What’s your favorite genre to write for?

Hurt/comfort has always been my jam!

11. Who or what do you find yourself writing about most?

im not entirely sure? I havent been really writing/posting that long.

12. Tell us about a WIP you’re excited about.

Expectations! its a collaboration i'm working on with a friend and a DabiHawks fanfiction again! It's a fic where they fall in bed together before they even like each other. A lot of assumptions are made and not a lot of talking gets done until quite a bit of Damage has been done. Hawks finds out that Dabi's been doing some things he wasnt comfy with just because he didnt know how to tell Hawks and because he was attached to him. It's messy and won't get less so.

interesting to write to say the least because im such a Zero tolerance person.

13. First fandom you ever wrote for?

Naruto lol

14. What’s your favorite fandom to write for?

part of my heart will always belong to naruto. can't leave it. But im enjoying writing for bnha immensely!

15. What’s the weirdest fandom you’ve ever written for?

Food Fantasy! a video game i did a short one shot on last october!

16. Any guilty pleasure trope(s)?

Soulmate au's! Omegaverse! I love tropes! Oh! Hanahaki!

17. A trope you’ll never, ever write for.

none.

18. Wildest fic you’ve ever written?

I wouldn't say ive done anything too wild?

19. Do you prefer canon-compliant, AUs, or something in-between?

get canon away from me! i love au's! any and all!

20. Gen fic or shippy stuff?

both!

21. Favorite pairing to write for? (platonic or romantic!)

currently its DabiHawks! i love my enemies to lovers! (everyone deserves compassion lave and basic decency)

22. Do you listen to anything while you write?

Sometimes! some fics have specific playlists!

23. Do you prefer prompts and challenges, or completely independent ideas?

All of the above! i dont know how to put wips back lol!

24. One-shots or multi-chaptered works?

I like one shots better but the amount of effort for multichapter fics is something else tbh!

25. Have you ever daydreamed about side adventures/spin-offs from your fic? Tell us about them!

Yes a few times brought on by comments! What if Hawks ran in to Dabi early on or if Dabi had stayed and talked to Hawks the last night they spent together. None of it ever really goes well? Dabi has no support besides his Significant Other in both of these and i dont like that.

26. Is there anything you’ve wanted to write, but you’ve been too scared to try?

Nope! Ive been getting the hang of NSFW and i feel like that's one of my biggest areas to improve on!

27. What’s the nicest comment you’ve ever received?

any! seriously i love comments! telling me to write more or that i forgot something was done 6 chapters ago or a string of emoji's!

28. How well do you handle criticism when it comes to your writing?

Much better than I used to!

29. Have you ever gone outside of your comfort zone for a fic? How did it turn out?

Every time i post lol. Im pretty comfortable with a variety of things! there's been times in this roleplay i participate in that i was very uncomfortable with how my character was acting but that was the entire point and it turned out well considering the outrage he kept causing!

30. Tooth-rotting fluff or merciless angst?

Best of both! ive also taken a shine to writing things that out of story context are fluff but in context are horrendous angst!

31. Do you have any OCs? Tell us about them!

Nope! I don't really do Oc's!

32. Summarize a random fic of yours in 10 words or less.

Secret Baby/ River Run- Dabi gets pregnant and runs away. Hawks is the father.

33. Is there anything you wish your audience knew about your writing or writing process?

I've had such a kind fantastic audience but i wish they would pay some more attention sometimes to why i have characters do things the way they do. Hawks leaves Dabi alone? theres a reason for that and the awnser is not to stalk him. even for Dabi's saftey.

34. Copy and paste an excerpt you’re particularly fond of.

Dabi dosen't meet Rumi like expected. He expected to just get taken out by her in a fight one day, if they met at all. Not him cleaning his torn staples in Hawks bathroom after he's been shoved in there, Rumi having interrupted a blowjob and Hawks had roughly shoved him in his bathroom. He couldn't hear much of the conversation going on outside. But what he could made his face burn with embarrassment as he tried to put himself together. The fact that she was also a Hero and Hawks best friend made him nervous. What a great first impression, sucking her best friends dick with a bloody face. -" NOT DATING-" Hawks voice broke through for a moment and then quieted. -"I DON'T GIVE A DAMN IF HE'S A VILLAIN KEIGO, HE WAS JUST GIVING YOU A BLOWJOB THERE IS NO ." There was a loud thump as Rumi was yelling and Dabi let himself flinch here in private. She quieted down soon after she had started yelling. Dabi sat down against the sinks cupboard and rested his head on his knees. Waiting for it to stop and Hawks to kick him out. He wouldn't actually get to meet Rumi as Keigo's, well as Keigo's anything. It was just sex between them on Hawks end anyways. There's stomping towards the door and Dabi scrambles up as he resists the urge to lock the door. To lock himself inside like a child thinking it will save him from Enjis rath. Hawks is.... he's not kind to Dabi, but he's not Enji either. The door opens and Rumi's gaze finds him as he's getting up. He ducks his head and gives a little half hearted wave, not sure what she's doing. Why she's looking at him with a gaze much softer than expected. "Hey. Sorry I walked in on you guys. I'm Rumi. Hawks best friend he's been hiding away from you." "I uh. Um. Dabi? I go by Dabi. I think it's more like I'm just his dirty little secret." He gives a small dry chuckle and a smirk, a tad on the mean side like he did with Keigo. It came out a little to real and he winced. He sounded like a whiny asshole, he thought as he kept his gaze on his bare toes digging into the tile. "Dabi, I doubt Keigo thinks of you like that." Rumi reaches her hand out and Dabi tenses in anticipation of her grabbing him. To harm him maybe? To throw him in cuffs? Out of Keigo's apartment but he has no doubt that he will be there soon enough after Rumi leaves. "Its fine. I'm just a villain he can sleep with ya know?" Rumi gets a determined look in her eye as she draws her hand back, having noticed him tense up. "I'm going to give you my number Dabi. Villains don't any resources and I don't like how Hawks treated you when I walked in. If anything happens, I want you to have a way out. I don't think you've told your friends who your sleeping with. Or you would have teleported out of here." Dabi hands his phone over still in shock to Rumi and she gently takes it. She's still super confident in person but, there's no violence or anger from her. Its... suprising.

35. Ramble about any fic-related thing you want!

Dabi and Hawks can both have issues and have to put in some serious effort to not only see those issues, but work together with them. this has been a PSA.