haHA I am Autistic™ (patent pending) and writing a DND campaign and I will listen to Dostoevsky whilst doing it because this is Me™ (patentented). Also my best friend is a literal clone of me. Not even kidding. They escaped the cloning facility and now we have formed a symbiotic system in which we each feed off of the others descent into insanity and subsequent reascent into reason. I would simultaneously listen to their problems whilst we both sit on armchairs with a crackling fire and excitedly gossip and sit in silence on a grassy hill at midnight marvelling at the endless wonder of the cosmos.
Anyway to the 3 lab rats I have in a basement called my followers how are y'all today
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are you willing to explain your system origins? I'm just curious and wanting to learn more about the complexities of plurality to support my friends. and you mentioned that you're endogenic but then said actually that doesn't really cover the intricacies of it, so im curious if you are willing to share. if not I totally get it though!
I'll give you the very basics; it's way more complicated than just this though, but that story would take ages to explain
we started out with very few headmates that have been around since we were very young. we don't know the cause other than not trauma. they never fronted though, so we existed basically as a singlet and we don't consider ourselves from back then to be a "collective" and only really as multiple. we didn't start forming new headmates until after we faced specific trauma as a young teen, but the trauma didn't cause any of our headmates to form, it just allowed our brain to make new headmates. then our collective started gaining a lot (a lot) of metaphysical qualities as we got new headmates and as our understanding of ourselves and the way we function grew
please note that we view getting new headmates as a positive thing, as our collective functions as a close-knit community (for the most part) and new folks joining isn't indicative of anything bad happening. new headmates actually rarely form because of something bad happening for us, and usually form "just because" or are walk-ins who decided they wanted to stick around
anyways that's basically it, hope you enjoyed
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Pondering In Aisle 8 for Far Too Long
Also, the messy sketch line art that I was gonna post as is before going, "fuck it. I'm coloring it" and a snippet of Paragons Retreating I wrote two years ago before scratching the direction of the project after most of what I had written was wiped away :'D
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Hah. I am going to be honest; Bobo was intended to be a filler drawing about my current mood above the "Read More" just so I could ramble underneath it:
I have multitaskingly spent over 45 minutes pondering over what eye color I should give Verner/True King/The Enlightener/whatever-other-fancy-name-he-goes-by because all this dress-up game ever gave me was his white curly hair obscuring half of his face for dramatics:
Not much I can do with this :/ I can't forever draw him with his bangs obscuring half of his face. Like, are his eyes cold and sharp? Warm and soft? Does he have heavy lashes, or heavy eyebags? I cannot tell! Thus, I have to be creative about it as I go, eye color included :(
Sidenote: Yes, he's given an eye color already, through Dark Bobo. But the amount of times characters in this game had their eyes change to red to signal that they were under possession, or in Flynn's case, dead-and-resurrected, have been staggering to me. Their original eye color wasn't even red at all, but that's the only feature that changes within the characters when their possessed.
(Flynn's eyes alongside his blond-to-white-hair should not count—at least to me it doesn't because again, he, like Verner, has died already. Unsure about Gray Raven though, but he used to be blond as well and now dons silver hair. It's concluded that people sell their souls to him in exchange for power but whether or not he too sold his soul in exchange for his power is unknown so...there's that.
But following that reasoning, it also means that Verner's hair wasn't originally white either and I don't want to deal with that. I also need you to know that this game loves its fucking white/grey/silver-haired characters and suit characters. There's too fucking many.)
Crying. The only reason why I don't want to stick with the red eyes is because he sometimes looks like the Flynn I draw, especially with my same face syndrome in my art:
Like? Just add a crown and it's Verner.
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