#anyway here it is

[3-aem]

meal

[destiel-wings]

Jensen said there would be other voices narrating alongside Dean's in The Winchesters and still we haven't heard any.

When in the very last minute of the season finale of the Winchesters we hear Dean's V.O. and then it turns into what seems like a conversation and we HEAR CASTIEL'S VOICE REPLYING TO HIM AND UNDERSTAND THEY'RE TOGETHER AND ACTUALLY SPEAKING I--

NO BUT THIS IS ACTUALLY DOABLE-- JUST THINK. THE PERFECT WAY TO GET THE SHOW RENEWED FOR A SECOND SEASON

[boredrxm]

Lookin’ good mate

[wnjunhui]

IMA -EVEN IF THE WORLD ENDS TOMORROW SEVENTEEN . 2023

when the world's final night comes, i want to treasure our "now"

[melonfell]

looking through my drafts and I found this old comic LOL. might as well let it see the light of day

[myrzilich]

VERY specific design for human AM from i have no mouth and I must scream

[golden-astrum]

god made us be in two different games because he knew society couldnt handle us as canon besties

[hrokkall]

ULTRATOBER DAY 13 /// STALKER

[PREVIOUS] ⏳ [NEXT]

[supemaeve]

They didn't have to die. We arrived three minutes after the plane went down. And why? Because we're not in the chain of command. If NORAD called us before they scrambled jets, then we could've saved them. One hundred and twenty three men, women and children.

[twinkodium]

𝓦𝓮𝓵𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝔂 𝓫𝓵𝓸𝓰 ⭐️

‼️READ BEFORE YOU START FOLLOWING ME‼️

𝖆𝖇𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖒𝖊:

- 𝘓𝘰𝘭𝘢/𝘒𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘢 | 𝘴𝘩𝘦/𝘩𝘦𝘳 | 26 | 𝘗𝘶𝘳𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘳 | 🇭🇺

- 𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘩𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘢𝘴𝘵 🏎️

- 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘤 𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘳

- 𝘧1 | 𝘧2 | 𝘧3 | 𝘥𝘵𝘮

- 𝘭𝘦𝘰 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘭𝘦𝘰 𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘰𝘰𝘯 - 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘰, 𝘐 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘐’𝘮 𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘦

- 𝘰𝘤𝘤𝘢𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨/𝘳𝘦𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘮 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 📚

- 𝘥𝘦𝘧𝘧𝘰 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘮 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘥𝘢𝘴𝘩, 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘰𝘢𝘥𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘖𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳/𝘓𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘰/𝘓𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘰𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳/𝘊𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘦𝘴/𝘓𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯/𝘎𝘢𝘭𝘦𝘹/𝘓𝘰𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦

- 𝘌𝘟𝘛𝘙𝘌𝘔𝘌𝘓𝘠 𝘋𝘐𝘙𝘛𝘠 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘥, 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘦, 𝘮𝘺 𝘵𝘢𝘨𝘴 𝘞𝘖𝘕’𝘛 𝘣𝘦 𝘱𝘨 𝘈𝘛 𝘈𝘓𝘓, 𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘖𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳 🌚

- 𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘬𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘥 𝘗𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘺𝘢 𝘗𝘰𝘳𝘯 𝘋𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘦𝘳, 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘴𝘺 𝘰𝘧 @481boxboxbaby

- 𝘚𝘌𝘙𝘐𝘖𝘜𝘚 𝘰𝘣𝘴𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘬 🤤

- 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘢𝘯𝘹𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘺 - 𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘮 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘐 𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘸𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘐’𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦 - 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘖𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳 𝘪𝘯 𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘺 𝘮𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘯 𝘷𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘰𝘴, 𝘯𝘰𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘦. 𝘉𝘜𝘛 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴… 𝘰𝘩 𝘣𝘰𝘺, 𝘳𝘶𝘯 𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦. 𝘊𝘓𝘐𝘕𝘎𝘠 𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘵.

- 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦 🥺 - 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘺 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘣𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘪𝘯 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴

- 𝘤𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘏𝘌𝘙𝘌 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘴 👑

𝖋𝖚𝖓 𝖋𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖘:

- 𝘐’𝘮 𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘪𝘤 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘮𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘺𝘱𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘣𝘪𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘴.

- 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦. 𝘔𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘮 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘵 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘨𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘯’𝘵 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘮𝘦. 𝘈𝘴 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘷𝘦, 𝘐’𝘮 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯.

- 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘮𝘶𝘭𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘶𝘢𝘭. 𝘏𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘢𝘯 & 𝘌𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘐’𝘮 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩, 𝘐’𝘷𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘵 𝘎𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐’𝘮 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘵 𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘺 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘵 - 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘰 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘎𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘴 𝘐 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘌𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘩-. 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺 𝘎𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘦𝘥𝘨𝘦, 𝘐 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘣𝘪𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘋𝘶𝘵𝘤𝘩.

- 𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘌𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘩, 𝘐 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘮𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘪𝘧 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘶𝘵 𝘶𝘱 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘏𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘢𝘯… 𝘐𝘵’𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘊𝘙𝘐𝘕𝘎𝘌, 𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘮𝘶𝘵…

- 𝘐𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘰𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘐’𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳, 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘯𝘰 𝘩𝘰𝘣𝘣𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨.

- 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘚𝘈𝘙𝘊𝘈𝘚𝘔, 𝘣𝘢𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘥𝘳𝘺 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘢𝘴 𝘓𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘰. 𝘝𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯’𝘵 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵.

- 𝘔𝘺 𝘴𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘦𝘭 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘢 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘴. 𝘏𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘬𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘓𝘰𝘭𝘢.

- 𝘐’𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘴, 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘩𝘶𝘨𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘴’ 𝘢𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘶𝘱.

- 𝘐’𝘷𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘰𝘯 𝘢 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘦. 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘦𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘳 𝘰𝘳 𝘣𝘶𝘴.

- 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘥 𝘬𝘪𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭, 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘳’𝘴 𝘱𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘺 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘮𝘮𝘢𝘳 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭. 𝘐𝘵 𝘨𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯 𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴.

- 𝘖𝘯𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘶𝘭𝘢𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯’𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘴 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘐’𝘮 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘳𝘺. 𝘌𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺’𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘥𝘥𝘭𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘰𝘢𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯’𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘶𝘱 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦.

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I present to you the girls~~

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Currently making a saint 2d vtuber

Never touched live2d so I have no experience, but I'm having a lot of fun so far!!

Here's a wip :3

I plan to add a lot of toggles like the ascension mark and different eyes

If this works out I plan to make silly streams on yt

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xisang time travel except the older ones have drifted apart you say 👀....... would you say more, please 💟

oh yeah sure! I think I had posted bits of that a while back, and I haven't really worked on it since, but here's what I got

"Gege, that means we're still together when we're old!" young Huaisang exclaimed.

That took Nie Huaisang out of his fit of crying to instead glare at the boys.

"Who's old? I'm only thirty five, you little brat!" 

"That's older than shufu," Lan Huan carefully remarked, his tone and expression making it clear he believed that meant Nie Huaisang was little more than a living ancestor. "I'm glad," he added, turning to young Huaisang with a soft smile. "Everyone says two men never stay long together because they can't marry, but I knew we were different." 

Nie Huaisang couldn't refrain a slight grimace at that comment, and dared a glance at Lan Xichen, still glacially silent. At the same time Lan Xichen also looked his way and their eyes met, which appeared to  startle the older man out of his shock. 

"We are no longer a couple," Lan Xichen coldly informed the two teenagers. "Because he decided I wasn't worth trusting after all." 

Young Huaisang whimpered and pressed himself closer against Lan Huan's side, clinging at his lover's robes like a frightened child. Lan Huan for his part appeared nearly unaffected by the news. 

"I don't believe you," Lan Huan just told Lan Xichen. "We tell each other everything."

It had been true, Nie Huaisang remembered. He used to tell Lan Xichen even things for which Lan rules dictated he ought to have been punished. And Lan Xichen used to be just as open with him, freely sharing his thoughts and worries, until… 

Until the Cloud Recesses burned, forcing Lan Xichen to run for his life. He'd been different after he'd returned. Suddenly, those weeks on the run had become the first thing they couldn't talk about. The first one, but not the last. They also couldn't talk about the war, not while it was ongoing and certainly not after. They couldn't talk about what had happened in Nightless City when Nie Mingjue had been captured by Wen Ruohan and saved by his two sworn brothers. They couldn't talk bout why Jin Guangyao often came to play music for Nie Mingjue. 

It wasn't Nie Huaisang who had first started hiding secrets. 

"Some day he will stop trusting you," Lan Xichen predicted, looking at the boys with a mix of pity and contempt. "You won't know for a very long time, but someday he'll say he loves you and no longer mean it." 

"Even if it were true, that's rich coming from you!" Nie Huaisang exploded, a few new tears spilling on his cheeks. He turned to the boys, looking at his young self right in the eyes. "He's going to fall for someone else," he warned. "But he couldn't have that man, while you were right there, and he'd rather be with someone he had moved on from rather than to be alone."

"I did not love Jin Guangyao!" Lan Xichen retorted. "If you can't even believe me about that…" 

"Isn't it worse then, if you loved me and still kept choosing him over me?" 

"Every time I knew there was a choice to be made, I chose you! What more was I supposed to do? I killed him for you, Huaisang. How isn't that enough?" 

Nie Huaisang stared at the man he loved, taken aback by that question. He still wasn't sure what more he might have wanted Lan Xichen to do, just that there ought to have been more. 

"I don't think you're us after all," young Huaisang sniffled, staring at the two adults with open terror. "I would never want Xichen-gege to kill anyone! You're just monsters, you're not us!" 

Lan Huan nodded, pale and just as worried as the boy he loved, while Lan Xichen startled at being called a monster, as if it were something he had thought as well. 

For his part, Nie Huaisang merely thought that his young self wasn't wrong. They just weren't the same people. Life had changed them. Life, and the choices they'd made. He could barely remember being that boy in front of him, so sure of being loved by his brother and his lover. And young Huaisang just wasn't capable of imagining what horror laid in wait for him, how lonely he would get, how he would turn into a parody of himself until he would forget what was real and what was an act. 

What a blessing it was that these two boys couldn't understand them. They truly were monsters, and they truly shouldn't have been twisted into these mangled mockeries of themselves. 

Seeing the terror on those two young faces, Nie Huaisang felt an impulse he thought he was no longer capable of. 

He felt the need to be kind. 

"It wasn't always awful," he told the boys. "You will be there for each other when loss would have destroyed you. At least, I felt that way," he corrected, looking at Lan Huan. "I don't know what good I was to you, but I tried my best." 

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hihihi hi hiiii!! the roomie!gojo brainrot is so real but i need u guys to help me decide what to post next so here's a little poll hehehe MWAHHHH

[simmonsized]

finally!!! finally caught up with my temperature blanket!!

it is now up to date (as of 7/12) :) yay!