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widevibratobitch · 2 years

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i am so normal about her

#i just listened to her o don fatale again today and this bitch goes to B FLAT above c4 IN CHEST VOICE. girl i am obsessed with you #don carlo #agnes baltsa #that woman is a powerhouse #opera tag #when i tell you i was going insane yesterday during that don carlo watching with sofia and miky #she sang 3/4 of the role in chest voice what a queen #literally WHO could do that now. show me a single mezzo nowadays who could do this. who would be WILLING to do this.#queen i am obsessed with you. that garden trio dear lord #especially next to cappuccilli's🧍zombie rodrigo #i just #dear god she is just so #jshdjssgshshsvsjagssjdgdn #anyway i had SO much fun yesterday lol #sofia miky mwah <333 #'verdi wrote that in the WEAK register for a soprano' ajdgsjdhdjdgsdhs miss baltsa has something to say to you about that weak register sir

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evilneo · 1 month

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bad end.

OK PUTTING MY NERD NOTES UNDER THE READMORE.

font used is Orbitron, Malcoms associated font*, and the 2 colours are picked from his hoodie and eyes. MALCOM TRON FAN NUMERO UNO

*i personally dont interpret him speaking, just that he is being spoken too. i just wanted to tie him to the words

Worldstop and Power Trip were created by @year2000electronics and can be found here [link] and on @hlvrv respectively

here are the PNGs i edited

+ some prototype edits of the computer

you can use them obviously but @ me if you do :] i wanna see lol

#power trip #Player Challender #Malcom Challender #HLVRV #malcom #player #Worldstop #hlvrai #my art #YAY I HAD SO MUCH FUN ON THIS ^_^ i forgot to post it yesterday oops lol #transparents #vrv thoughts #neo.txt #anyway yea please rb im actually rlly proud of this

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munamania · 2 years

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literally just 5 and a half minutes of erin kellyman as maya in ‘life’

#made this cause i was sick and sad yesterday and wanted to hang out with her again <3 but i figure there's gotta be some other dork #out there that started this show for erin and then went wait this is like. good. lol. and it was i had so much fun!#everyone was so good and erin's such a brilliant actress and well. maya hit a little close to home emotionally wrecked me etc. anyway.#erin kellyman #willow cast #life 2020 #a.og #she's so good in dramas and her comedic timing is like impeccable. i wanna see her in a horror put her in a Situation!#i love talking to myself as u may be able to tell with this video which is. just me commenting. um but i lit thought this series had #two more episodes so u can imagine my disappointment when that finale fucking happened and i was like... wait... but it was good #i. love love love love maya and annabelle and i wish i had more of them. im glad this show isn't like prone to fandom that was peaceful but #yeah

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moonchild-in-blue · 4 months

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Oh.

#according to facebook memories (why do i even have that still??) 12 years ago today i saw Linkin Park for the first time 🥺#in a few days it'll be 10 years since the last time i saw them #and. hm. there's a lot that surfaced this days since clancy dropped and i'm a bit more emotional / sensitive than usual #and this is. well. making me extremely sad.#12 years ago. i remember as if it was yesterday. i cling to that day so much and i'm scared of forgetting about it #i wonder how 14 yo me would've reacted if she knew.#they were my first gig ever! i remember the 2nd song was given up and the people around us started moshing pretty hard.#so much that my shoe came off and my dad had to shield me while i crawled and looked for it hahaha #it was so fun! i didn't really know that was a thing #that day was the first time they played Lies Greed Misery - it had been released just the day before #my videos are SO blurry but i still have them all saved 🥹#idk i've been in some typa mood these past days. not necessarily bad at all but.#me and a couple friends had a very important conversation 2 nights ago which was GOOD but. the bad thing about letting everything bottle up #is that once you spill it's hard to deal with. and yeah this is. idk. i'm just venting here like. ignore me.#it's just really hard for me. i miss him terribly and i'm really scared for myself because i *know* i'm back in the loop #and it feels so hopeless sometimes. maybe this is super silly but i'm so thankful that Clancy came out now because OH BOY i need it #maybe it's not the best strategy to put so much faith? importance? in like. music and other people but #man. i genuinely don't know if i'd be here if not for certain songs/artists etc #idk I'm rambling lol. i might delete this later #probably. maybe. i try not to talk too much about this here because i tend to deal alone but. sometimes it's nice to send things to the void #anyways. support your favs. talk to your friends - even if you much rather not. don't be like me and let things rot inside.#🤍#darya talks to herself

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running-in-the-dark · 22 days

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can't sleep (despite new meds + melatonin, boo), so I'm thinking about random shit. like: it's insane to me that I'm totally fine living on the ground floor now. it used to really freak me out. I hated being downstairs when we lived in a house. I always felt watched when I had my room on the ground floor. and every time I visited my dad at his ground floor apartment - where I was on my own except for maybe an hour a day - I had what I now know were panic attacks several times a day. so like, that's pretty crazy.

#not once have I thought that I'm about to be murdered since we moved in #and I used to think that everywhere. it was just MUCH worse on the ground floor #idk im just insane maybe #but it's nice that the (other) meds seem to be doing a good job #it feels so crazy now when those kinds of thoughts come back at night. like HOW did I live like this for 30 years?? how did I not kill #myself (too scared lol that's literally the only reason)#anyway hi it seems like I only come here to talk about the dumb shit my brain does at this point #sorry! I mean it doesn't matter I guess bc who would even notice #idk I tried to be online less soooo now I'm back on reddit instead and it is not good for me and I know it #might be spiralling about general life stuff too which is always fun #I'm just so bad at being a productive member of society #literally we went to the city for a couple of hours yesterday and I was so fucking exhausted that I had to sleep for like 5 hours #ughh...#man I really need to fall asleep soon.#personal

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hecatesbroom · 4 months

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Weird writing questions for you! Numbers 7, 25, 32, 34 :)

Aa thank you!! I just answered about half of this ask when my answer was deleted (my own fault :') so here's attempt number 2 haha

7. What is your deepest joy about writing?

I think it's having a way to express my love for the characters and settings I write about, as well as getting to express my love for language itself! So: getting to use a medium I love to convey my love for... the world and its people (and stories, and characters), I guess? :)

Getting to share my writing with people (and finding a community because of it!) is definitely a great, of not the biggest joy as well — but I personally feel like that's more a joy of the result of writing, rather than writing in and of itself? If that makes sense!

25. What is a weird, hyper-specific detail you know about one of your characters that is completely irrelevant to the story?

I genuinely can't think of a single one, because I feel like every single detail I come up with about a character ends up being relevant to a story in one way or another! For example, I have this one OC who always wears some sort of knitwear. It started out as a random character detail I really couldn't find a use for other than characterisation, but the knitwear (and its varying states, as well as whether it was handmade or store-bought) eventually came to symbolise the state of his fraying marriage!

So: none, because the minute I come up with a hyper-specific detail, my brain decides it's Very Important, Actually and immediately finds a way to weave it into the story or its symbolism 😂

32. What is a line from a poem/novel/fanfic etc that you return to from time and time again? How did you find it? What does it mean to you?

Ohh I have a couple, but I think this quote (a bit more than a line, sorry!) from the locked tomb series really stuck with me. To the point where I put part of it in my bio!

"Bury me next to you in that unmarked grave, Joy. We knew that was the only hope we ever had–that we would live to see it through . . . and pray for our own cessation. Oh, we'll still hate each other, my dear, we have hated each other too long and too passionately to stop . . . but my bones will rest easy next to your bones."

I'm not sure what it is about this quote, but something about it (especially with the context of the story and this whole messed up relationship) makes me go a little bit insane over it whenever I read it haha. I think when I read this for the first time, I finally realised I was done for and proceeded to fully fixate on the locked tomb until my Tolkien obsession took over. So it marks the start of a pretty intense love for these books, I guess 😂 (I'll spare you the full analysis on this but ohh, there's so much to say about it even without the context of the series!! The imagery, the slight shift in tone towards the end!!)

34. Thoughts on the Oxford comma, Go:

Great, amazing, and show-stopping. So good I started using it in Dutch, even though it's technically incorrect here. It's amazing for clarity, and skipping it can provide some hilarious misinterpretations.

#thank you so much!! sorry it took me a while to answer — i was *exhausted* yesterday (still am lol) and had work for most of today!#anyway this was a lot of fun to think about!!#alys.txt #ask game #my writing

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marsbotz · 4 months

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BIG things happening right now

#AARRAGGHHH ITS SO FUN. ITS SOOOO FUN #its soooo broken rn i have one billion pics of stuff i need to fix tmrw #but omggg. so facking cool #lol the nose looks so fucking weird here cus u cant see the colour.. next time i wld deffo have it separate like the eyebrows #actually. u know what. ill do that #I CLD DO THE PAW PADS TOOOOOO. ok wait. probably not worth it BUT itll look great #not too much effort. whataver ill just do it #no expressions or anything yettttt. but he can blink and look around. and talk #idk why the mouth was stuck open like that. maybe i fucked up my visemes #but OHHHH WELL i will fix it B]#it looks kinda shitty as just part of the texture so itll look cleaner and nicerrrr #i already had to redo the eyes that way for Blinking reasons #OHHHH i can just do the shrinkwrap/solidify thing. SO easy #my polys r so low anyways im at like 15k. soooo epic #sorry i keep posting abt this its literallyyyy. the coolest thing ever. to me #ALSO i met two rlly nice ppl yesterday which let meunlock the sdk ^^#you may wonder why the lshes and eyebrows r not outlined. Well its because i fucked them up so the outline doesnt work LAWL #but theyre fine without so idc #idk how to fix the gaps in the hair but honestyllyyyy its not an issue for me rn. maybe someday ill fix it #on the face im sure its where things overlap. the tips i think its bc of the sharp angle..?#ACTUALLY. found the solution rn. the tip wasnt closed LOL #thought i did that but i guess i missed a few #anywayyyy. night night

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mothram · 11 months

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#diana's music diary #good morning #i slept early #it was nice #very cozy #I only slept like 4 hours though cause I had to get up for a delivery... also I'm posting this a couple of hours after waking...#as is becoming usual for these... I've been kind of vibing to music pretty much...#anyway yesterday was good but so exhausting... played lethal company with friends like I'd said which was really fun!! was a little bit of #process getting my bearings in it since I'd seen maybe one second of gameplay before but after a day or two in game I picked it up I'd say!#I mostly just ran away when I saw something scary but I tried scanning a monster and it opened the door which made me scream once ahaha #after that I was a lil tired but we ended up having a session of the project moon ttrpg I'm in kind of out of nowhere #it was short but v fun to play Frei again he kind of completely shut down the distortion singlehandedly which was surprising considering he #has no combat capability.. incapacitated them and read its mind which helped us figure out what we needed to do to resolve the distortion #-peacefully! my partners character did the actual resolving cause Frei is terrified of going near anything as gross as that distortion was #(it was a giant gross greasy burger monster. who was just bob from bobs burgers. he ended up in a polycule with linda and teddy after.)#Frei also read my partners characters mind a bit and maybe upset him a little by mentioning his daughter (her character is divorced lol)#anyway yeah... I was tired after both of those so I kinda got in bed and passed out quickly while listening to music...#idk what I'll do today I'm a bit sore still and I'm v sick and tired rn so I'll probably just relax a bit...#let's make today nice and cozy and good... love u friends thank u for reading <3

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hua-fei-hua · 2 years

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alright whenever you have time (and also the energy) I would love to hear your thoughts on the lantern rite epilogue! Have a good day <3

we're going to pretend that people following me will care abt genshin 3.4 lantern rite spoilers so we're gonna put my entire deranged mess under a cut hahaha

*gently holds* MY XVS......

truly this lantern rite had EVERYTHING although truth be told, like, the way venti was kind of shoehorned in was a little disappointing. i felt a little bit baited by the way the 3.4 TRAILER HAD THAT ONE CUT RIGHT where it goes from VENTI PLAYING THE LYRE in the harbor to XIAO LOOKING UP AT THE FIREWORKS outside of wangshu inn, and then we see the xiao bit in the actual cutscene on day 2, but absolutely none of venti until the epilogue. and also we never see venti playing the lyre during the event story so it's like. whoever edited that pv absolutely had xv on the brain. like. what the hell was that it was magical i feel higher than a boat right now

BUT ANYWAY like i don't even care how obviously shoehorned in venti felt bc the interactions were all SO PERFECT i love love loved them. i loved the way hu tao just RAN INTO WANGSHU INN and started shouting for xiao, and then talked death to him until he was like "yeah sure i'll go to your dinner". they are so besties i love them their friendship is everything to me.

THE WAY. XV INTERACTED. IN FRONT OF US. xiao just like "well. um. there's this. um. um." TOTAL PANIC MODE n venti had to SAVE HIM with like "huuuh? did you forget already? i'm a bard!" like HELLO why do they need a COVER STORY why are they making up COVER STORIES TOGETHER WHAT WERE THEY DOING TOGETHER IN THE MARSH EARLIER like what kind of GAY SHIT--

also i'm pretty sure when xiao started explaining his relationship to venti, venti fluttered his lashes at him. like, i recorded the whole quest (bc i didn't last year with the final part n i REALLY WISH I HAD bc i STILL remember the dRAMATIC GASP i had when we had that one beiguang moment in the cutscene), and when i rewatched it earlier i was like. "HANG ON. DID HE JUST FLUTTER HIS LASHES" n rewatched it like three times. maybe my game was just stuttering BUT IT DEFINITELY LOOKED LIKE IT and maybe i'll gif it when i get home from work tonight

BUT ANYWAY (2) point is that the expression work this time was ON POINT like whoever's doing all that over at mhy hq needs to get a raise pronto. venti going (¬‿¬) at all the other immortals was so immaculate. you aren't subtle little man!!!

it's probably just shipper goggles on to an extent, but i feel like the xv implications were really strong this time around, with the parallels to that fontch guy's ancestor, and the guiping n everything... i'm kind of disappointed that we don't get to actually hear any of venti's unobstructed thoughts on xiao; like the ribbing n implications at the dinner are a lot of fun (like, they were totally making out in the marsh before dinner. we all know this. it's very clear imo), but it kind of makes me wonder why we can hear xiao like... do his Very Heavy Implying abt venti's importance to him (though again, he doesn't outright say anything-- we know the full extent n depth of xiao's feelings abt venti (romantic or not) bc we can read his character stories, so technically really he hasn't told us jack squat in the current canon timeline), but the best we get from venti are smug expressions. those expressions are very telling, ofc, but a very unhinged part of me wishes that mhy didn't feel the need to wrap up the xv in layers of allegory and metaphor and just outright heard one of them say, "this person is very dear to me." i know it's just the rabid shipper in me, and i need to be sedated, but i was really kind of hoping that we'd see the allegory w/the fontch guy's ancestor n madame ping lifted away at the end n, like, see or hear it be bound to xv outright. just for purely self-indulgent purposes o(--(

but anyway (3) i also love love loved all the playful ribbing, witty banter, and prev event callbacks btwn the characters!! hu tao n venti canonically making a pact to be poetry friends was SO GOOD you just KNOW hu tao is gonna commission venti to compose a JINGLE for wangsheng advertising purposes later, while zhongli n xiao are like, "this meeting never should have happened. we are all doomed." somehow i legitimately forgot that xq n venti know each other from irodori n was like, "...huh?" when xq mentioning knowing venti for like, a FULL two seconds. the way venti was like "damn you know i was right outside this entire time. can you believe the way some people ignore the wind?" n zhongli was like "hahaha (✿◡‿◡) the harbor is very busy this time of year (✿◠‿◠) it is very hard see or hear an individual person's whereabouts (^人^)"

AND ALSO. PAIMON BEING ELECTED AS THE "MOST DISTINGUISHED GUEST." PAIMON YOU GOT IN THE WAY OF MY DERANGED SELF-DELUSIONMENT MANY TIMES THIS LANTERN RITE BUT THAT WAS PRETTY FUNNY. i thought it was interesting how no one nominated venti. like i was kind of expecting xiao to do it (but ofc he nominates traveler) which is fair honestly, n then i was like "IS LUMINE GONNA NOMINATE VENTI????" but then she nominated paimon n paimon was like "wait... me?????" n it was just EXACTLY like a bunch of adults telling the little kid they are the most specialest ever n they should have the honor of doing The Thing. as that little kid growing up, i know the feeling very well lol

there are other bits i'm just,,, rotating around in my mind, like venti and kazuha hanging out on the alcor, the way xiao goes "i can't taste the difference in xiangling's special almond tofu" when you go visit him afterwards, ALL THE GANQING THAT HAPPENED IN THE MAIN STORY I'M SO HAPPY FOR THEM I'M SO HAPPY FOR ME I WON VERY HARD THIS LANTERN RITE, n like,,, yeah!!!!

#asks #anonymous #(at my non genshin followers/mutuals) I'M SORRY FOR BEING DERANGED. EVEN THOUGH I'VE BEEN DERANGED FOR OVER A YEAR N A HALF #it's funny bc i never apologized for abruptly changing fandoms before gnshn. the shame of gacha gaming never dies lmao #ANYWAY i'm pretty sure venti just ate off of xiao's plate the entire dinner. 'let me get you another set of cutlery' says hu tao #'okay sure!' venti replies; already stealing xiao's chopsticks n eating all his food bc it's not like xiao's eating all that much #plus. i was thinking of that spices in the west event. n how to my surprise venti liked the almond tofu n grilled tiger fish...#been getting a lot of kudos on my xv fics these last few days hahaha; i mentioned to star yesterday that the saucy xv thing i wrote #waaaay back in late july is like 290 hits away from entering my top five ao3 fics by hits #and if that happened it would do what j/jk had never been able to do (which is break the b//nha chokehold over my hits stats)#(j/jk broke my records on bookmarks tho n i'm very proud of that i love you diner fic)#n star said we should throw a party if the saucy xv fic made it to top five n i was like.#a 'thank you to all the thirsty people for dethroning the shadow of b/nha that lives over me at all times' party????#n she was like 'yes. i think that is a wonderfully apt title' LOL #in the shower yesterday i was thinking abt the xvx week happening on twt n i Do have smth saved for the free day #this oneshot i started last july n then didn't finish until like two or three weeks ago but in the shower i was like #'muse... muse... you know it would be kind of fun if...' n i started thinking abt that livejournal au i came up w/as a joke months ago #so maybe i'll write smth real fast for that hahaha

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amourfae · 2 years

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life update !!

#hi guys 💗💗 idk if anyone will read this but #here’s a little life update since i haven’t been active in a while #ive been rlly busy with school esp since this year is pretty important so i’m definitely feeling the stress 🥲#omg little rant but grades for the first school quarter were due yesterday and my physics teacher hasn’t put anything in so im rlly stressed #i rlly want to write smtg if i have time so hopefully i can post smtg soon #i’ll definitely try to stop by more often on this acc and cutieseo too #ooh and although i’ve been super duper busy with school i actually got to see enhypen a few days ago #i had a great time at the concert & it was perfect #and also they performed gbogh twice!!#which ofc they did for me 🤭🤭🤭#it was so so much fun & my throat was sore for a couple days after bc i screamed sm lol #haha anyways if you’re still reading i hope yk that ilysm and make sure to take of urself #have a great day/night too 😚💗💗#fae’s rambles! ✿

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bloggrgirl · 2 years

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this is not how mental illnesses work but i truly feel that if i look at jensen ackles too much i will develop gender dysphoria

#if i was braindead i would reblog gifs of him and be like 'gender'#which is cringe as hell cause it glorifies gender roles which are harmful as hell #but i also fully understand that in the gender role obsessed world we live it's possible to be jealous of #the way someone does or doesn't fit gender roles #bc they're so baked into every facet of style and personality and stuff #that admiring something about someone inevitably ties in to how they do or don't fit gender roles #because every trait that every person could have has already been coded masculine or feminine by society #of course my answer is to deconstruct and destroy that rather than have fun with it bc there's nothing fun about misogyny lol #anyway all that's to say i never agreed with what people meant when they were reblogging the pretty boys being like 'i want his gender'#aka i want to be like him and fit gender roles the way he does or doesn't #but i'm seeing some jensen ackles shit that is rewiring my brain fully #i need to look like that immediately #also i had a soul-crushing convo about misogyny with my friend yesterday (love her we have so much in common)#and my subconscious is now like. ha just a reminder being a woman is so hard all #the time wouldn't it be nice if not only you were a man but you were a 'man's man'#and just live one day out from under the patriarchy!!! wouldn't that be so great well too bad. sucks for you.#patriarchy all day all the time and it's heart wrenching and soul crushing and unbearable and sometimes the worst part of being alive #ha! ha!

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onepiexe · 2 years

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ok i can talk abt work now. i got hired to assist the main person who runs inventory and communicates with the vendors, orders plants and products etc etc. its been hard and mostly office work but insanely rewarding.