#anyways <3

[tianhai03]

not feeling up to doing anything tonight so have some leon doodles

[mangk0]

Trust fall.

(alternate versions below the cut - click for better quality :3)

[crocchompers]

Some little doodles made this afternoon!

[eraserheadbabygirl]

doodles from listening to like a million episodes today

[theladyyavilee]

I wonder if with the whole chimney and the potential of being captain and the leadership skills thing, they are gonna touch on the fact that potentially part of chimney being so hesitant about it (and judging himself too harshly) is because the one time he got to be Captain and take on that much responsibility, Eddie’s wife died AND a firetruck exploded and almost killed his pseudo-little-brother Buck and not even offering himself up was enough to safe Buck, and I’m pretty sure he felt super helpless each time and we actually do know that he was really harsh on himself especially over Shannon’s death (and also from the time Maddie wanted to do the homebirth we know he has anxiety over being helpless/feeling like he wasn’t enough to help/safe someone)! so! I wanna see that maybe brought up, I would really really love that <3

[ferretwhomst]

so eat your heart out, casanova! <3

[dlsintegration]

(@knifeeater)

necessary lesbian pulp novel version of the loumand yaoi post .

[cowboybin]

Get your feet moving, get your tongue working, let it pop ! Changbin | UNVEIL: Megaverse

[small-goth-clifford]

[Click for better quality]

Was watching Spiral: Book of the Saw while drawing this and I think drawing this was the only thing keeping me sane

Read Lore Below:

This is technically part of the Diamond in the Rough AU but that AU is a mess right now as it's split into two with the first half focusing on Steven and the second half on after he leaves. All I can say for Boe is he's the youngest child of Rose and Pearl and I have yet to make a coherent story for him. You're more than welcome to ask questions about him.

[ananinidraws]

I contemplated not posting these at all, buuuuut... I kinda like em <333 Even if it's not my usual style ovo

There are others in this style, but they're gonna be kept in the steel vault ovo /hj

More about the last comic under the cut (cuz. making out-) and also an extra doodle page of Cupcake <333

I don't have an explanation for this, just don't worry about it <333

Also some body shapes practice with Cupcake <333

[mangk0]

Mother is angry🦅

[doyoueverstopandthink]

umbrella academy as things my friends have said part 3: 

luther: 

“im a simple man(ish). i see a pretty girl and i think wow girls are pretty” 

diego: 

(about luther) “he’s probably eaten crayons before”

allison: 

“if you’re relating to miss taylor swift’s new album i think that’s because you’re not in the most emotionally stable place”

klaus: 

“megamind, roxanne, and metro man are in a poly relationship. i don’t make the rules” 

five: 

his siblings: you’re the resident [apocalypse] expert. thoughts? 

five: i’m skilled in taking one apart not fixing it

ben: 

“there’s a study area! in the environmental building! with plants covering half of it!” 

viktor: 

“the issue with shopping in the mens section is that males can have the same shirt. 

luther and i have the same shirt.” 

lila: 

“done with my appointment. fear my approach” 

[cherriiramen]

2 shots later:

[ribbononline]

Quick dooble as celebration of catching back up with Pyroclasm by @aceofintuition go read etc etc!!!

[faintedlcve]

HOLY FUCK HOW DID THAT HAPPEN?!?????

okay but in all seriousness thank you to all my mutuals and followers i love you all!!

and also i really wanna do an event but idk when ill have timeeee :(((

anyways actually what the fuck i did not expect to get 800 like. ever??? im so very grateful to all my followers and mutuals and i love you all sooo muchhh <33

thank you from the bottom of my heart!

[lustbile]

hi :)

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I’m typing this all at like. Almost 11 at night so excuse me please if it’s at all rambling or weird idk. I just felt like since it’s been over a year since I genuinely posted anything I need to say some stuff about me just going ghost.

So hi :) to old and the somehow new followers I’ve accumulated. How are all of you? I missed you all and this account a lot and I feel really shitty just kind of abandoning it the way I did so I think it’s time I give some explanations? Or like… I don’t know, life updates? Which feels weird to say considering I’ve always been very anonymous on this account, which I will continue to do in this so. Please enjoy some basic info about my life

1) I graduated college :) Which I think was a huge part of why I had to abandon this account for a minute. Those of you who are unaware, I was a studio art major, and if you think that studio art is an “easy” major you’d be wrong! That shit kicked my ass like no other. “Art school” just used to be old rich dudes giving a little freak some money and told him to paint or sculpt some dicks and god do I wish that was how it still was. I had to like, come up with concepts and reason behind my work, and create a shit ton of it to. I put my entire soul into that shit, defend the hell out of it in critiques, and my final work means so much to me. If I wasn’t anonymous on here I’d without a doubt post it because. It truly feels like I ripped out my little dumb heart and put it on paper/canvas

But with that, I’ve had to become real adult :( I’m doing what I can to make money off my work (which is going better than imagined) while also doing some part time work. It’s great, but very tiring.

Also 2) (this part will be short I swear) I have a long term partner now. I won’t say exactly how long we’ve been together, but I do live with them. And as weird as it may sound, I’ve never told them about this account or my writing. They know I like kpop, but not this side of it. And I think part of me is still weighing my emotions towards writing smut about kpop idols while being in a committed/monogamous relationship. But I digress.

3) With how busy I became around the time that my posting schedule really took a hit, I’ve also just fallen away from kpop :/ I still listen to the music and watch music videos and stuff. But the fandom side and the non music related videos, I completely lost on that now. And I don’t like that. Being into kpop made me really happy and I liked watching boys be silly. But it just feels like I’ve missed so much now. I like a lot of groups, but more than anything, I miss nct so much :( I don’t even know what they’re really doing now. I know some of them will be entering the military soon so I feel like maybe the fandom will slow down, and as someone who used to run a 5sos account, I know what it’s like to just feel like a fandom is dying. And idk. I doubt kpop fandoms are like that but. Okay yeah now im rambling anyways!

This is all to say, I miss this part of my life a lot. Keeping up to date with music, watching funny videos of my boys, talking to you guys, and writing. I still have so many stories half finished. So many ideas that im just so disappointed didn’t see the light of day. Maybe I’ll get around to it again, but im not exactly sure if/when I’ll be in the headspace to write smut. Which I know, I can write without involving smut. But some of my ideas kind of needs it I think? And if im being honest, would anyone read my stuff if there wasn’t smut in it? Idk and I don’t know if I want to know.

Anyways if you’ve read this, thank you but like also. Im so sorry about how much there is lmao. If you want to send me a message please do. I don’t know if I’ll respond to what’s in my inbox now, since I just feel like I waited to long and I’d feel like a dick responding now. But I promise to keep an eye out. If you just want to say hi or just update me on what been going on in nct (please I want to get back into nct even if it’s not for my writing). If you have any questions for me I’m here :) and just as dumb as I was when I left. And I would recommend the inbox more than anything. I get really anxious with dms and I’m horrible about keeping conversations going there, so my inbox is really the best. I won’t promise I’ll get to it like, the second you send it, as, awhile ago I turned off my notifications for tumblr. 1) because sometimes the notifications were cringe lmao. Like I’m very liberal with who sees/handles my phone and some of those notifications were clearly for fanfiction and I don’t need to be exposed like that lmao. But also because I started getting very, very anxious about how many notes/likes a fic got and how quickly and it just was so bad for my mental health. But that’s not the point.

The point is, I’d love to hear from any of you guys again, be able to talk about kpop and just shoot the shit. Which if I’m not writing (for now, we’ll see about the future because those old ideas are still gnawing at my brain) I understand if the traction and interest in my account has worn off. But either way.

Hi :)