#anyways all of this to say peace and love on planet earth i hope i dont wake up later and if ur reading this: no ur not

[ijltln]

I'm so sick of this besties

[vulcanhello]

i’m reading ‘more beautiful than death’ god forgive me

[emotionallyattachednerd]

Jealous Type ❙ ES Megatron x f!robot reader ❙ NSFW 18+

Word count: 2000+

Warnings: Smut ( Oral and spike in valve ), jealous behaviour, mentions of past relationship, some angst and happy ending. NSFW 18+.

Notes: Honestly, I love the Megatron from earthspark. We all see a side to him we haven’t before and I think it’s beautiful. Thanks anon for senidng this in. It turned out much more fluffy. Also I made the reader robot as you didn’t spesify, so hope that’s alright. 🥰

Added notes: I had so many issues posting this. For some reason this wasn’t appearing anywhere. This will be my fourth attempt in posting it. Had to test around with the tags to see what the issue was. I’m unsure why this happened, and I'm still unsure. But just checking the feeds and it seems to be working now, so it just fixed itself I think? Posting again and fingers crossed it behaves.

Coffee ☕

You both came from the same lifestyle back on Cybertron. You followed him during those times during the rebellion. You joined his side when he formed the decepticons, no matter what, you swore to serve him. That’s how things grew more between you two, and you both grew to even love one another. But like all good things it doesn’t last forever as the war rages on. There was never any time for either of you, and you drifted apart so bluntly. Nonetheless you continue to follow him, no matter how much it stung when he merely treats you like one of his soldiers and not his lover anymore.

For so long it continues, and suddenly he changes and sides with Optimus. At the time you were pissed. After everything, all the sacrifices, everything you did for him, what was it all for? As expected the decepticons pretty much turned their backs on their former leader, ignoring his excuses. You weren’t upset about the cause but more like Megatron for dragging you through every struggle for so long, only to leave you still hanging over the edge. What you hated more was that you still loved the bastard.

You chose to not hang around, leaving the decepticons and Megatron to their silly games and hide around on the new planet you reside on. Earth. Oddly enough you find a peaceful beauty on the planet, and choose to use this to try and recover yourself from all that time ago. It doesn’t last though, of course it doesn’t. The all spark was gone, or sent back to Cybertron, and the space bridge was destroyed. You were all stranded here. Fantastic.

It doesn’t take you long to figure out about G.H.O.S.T. and how they’re tracking down decepticons. Megatron was offering changes, to work together, for the sake of their world and species. The words from Optimus that somehow got hardwared in that thick lug nut processor of his. You don’t want to be part of that, not yet at least. It’s not that you didn’t understand why Meagtron was working with Optimus, you did, but he hurt you and you hated to simply give in.

You avoiding being captured was about to run out eventually. G.H.O.S.T. find you and drag you back to their base where you’re about to be put in prison, but this is stopped by Megatron. He vouched for you, much to your surprise, before asking you the big question. Will you join us?

Your answer is yes.

Now you worked with G.H.O.S.T who you didn’t like or trust at all. There is something off about them, and even Megatron made a few comments about his mistrust of them, but Optimus asks to give them a chance to prove themselves. It’s not like there is much you can say or do anyway, just work as a team.

Megatron is different, older you remark to yourself, but it’s like the war is still raging in his processor in a silent never ending scream. He looks tired and worn down, yet he continues to thrive being the Megatron you know. You want to talk to him about everything, but you can’t seem to bring yourself to do this. Expressing is something you haven’t done in a long time and there are reasons you stopped so long ago. You decide to leave it and just try to move on. This proves to be near difficult, so you distract yourself however you can.

Flirting. It just started as harmless flirting. You didn’t think much of it at the time. Optimus didn’t seem to mind either, even looking rather flattered with himself, but you did catch Elita sending you a few glares if she might’ve overheard. You know not to tread on that turf, not that you were interested anyway. Though it wasn’t just Elita that noticed but Megatron as well.

“Why are you playing around with Optimus?” His stern voice is heard and you turn to face him through narrowed optics.

“Excuse me? I’m not playing around with anyone.”

“You’re flirting with him. Are you smitten by him?” His tone grows annoyed causing you to scoff lightly in amusement.

“No, and even if I was, why does that bother you?”

“You know damn well why it bothers me.”

“What’s this? The mighty Megatron is jealous? Grow up. There’s nothing between you and me anymore, you made that very clear. I can flirt with whoever I want.”

“Me? We were at war! You wanted so much more that couldn’t be given. You decided to end things because you weren’t patient enough.”

“Don’t you dare put the blame on me! Yes, I wanted more, I wanted us to build a future together but you were so focused on leading the decepticons there was no time for us.”

“How could we have built a future in the middle of a war?!” He’s booming now. The old Megatron flickered across your view for a short moment.

“I don’t know, but you certainly didn’t try very hard. You gave up on us and I chose to ignore it all because I believed in you still. Now here we are, and all for what? For you to side with Optimus. I loved you, I gave myself to you, I dragged myself in all sorts of smelting pits for you! You broke my spark, and it still hurts.”

“You’re making it all about you.” His answer took you off guard. “You think you were the only one that was hurt? Don’t pretend that you are the innocent one. I wanted you to be patient for us but you couldn’t do that and decided for yourself that we were over. You never spoke to me about it, never mentioned it ever again, just pretended all was fine. Now that hurt me.”

Your optics beam with tears as he steps closer saying all this. How dare he? It wasn’t your fault! He’s the one that chose to ignore you.

“Go frag yourself.” You can only whisper. He’s so close to you, which causes you to shove at his large chest. “Frag you!”

You don’t know how it happened, but he’s suddenly kissing you. You feel him holding your shoulders firmly as he presses his lips against your own, feeling desperate.

You react by pushing him away and slapping him. He looks defeated when you do this. You allow everything to sink in and you suddenly feel bad for hitting him. Reaching up you touch his cheek plating where you had hit him. He doesn’t flinch, and instead you watch as his optics shuttered closed and lean into your touch, letting out a warm purr that vibrates against your servo. You still loved the bastard.

Stepping closer you move your servos along his shoulder plating. Your height difference never affected your ability to touch or hold him before. He leans closer again, slowly this time, grazing his lips against your audio making you exhale softly from the tender contact. He moves his helm back in front of you and you’re the one to kiss him then, deeply, desperate yourself.

Suddenly he moves you both into the nearest room. Empty. But at least it wasn’t out in the open for anyone to see within the base. He presses you against the wall and lets out a groan against your lips, glossas dominating one another before he’s on his knees before you so fast.

“W-what are you doing?”

“Winning you back.”

You feel both his glossa and dentas against your inner thigh then, nibbling and sucking against your soft metal skin as he raises your leg up onto his shoulder.

“Oh…” You can only gasp out which is soon followed by a growing moan, arising arousal rushing through your entire frame making you quiver in delight. When you feel his glossa run up against your closed panel you suddenly retract it and press your exposed valve down against him.

Megatron lets out a deep moan that shakes from your aching valve as he tastes your sweet fluids, rolling his glossa into your depths and uses that along with his vibrations against your node, stimulating your valve and worshipping you on his knees.

Your helm tilts back against the wall as you tighten your thighs around his helm, grinding down gently against his face as you press your servo at the back of his helm, keeping him there as you ride yourself against him. Heated gasps leave you as your rocking motions increase, as do the movements of his glossa.

You can feel yourself growing more hot and aroused, your overload quickly building as you continue to rock yourself in the perfect sync with his glossa, before it’s suddenly gone and he’s standing back up.

“I was getting close…” You snarl at him through annoyed optics.

He only chuckles light at your annoyance. “Darling, I only wish to savour every bit of you. Besides,” He leans closer and whispers into your audio, “don’t you want me to frag you?”

You respond by letting out a shaky vent, hearing his panel retract and watching his extensive spike eject out between you both. Oh you’ve missed him.

“Yes, frag me senseless.”

Grabbing hold onto his shoulders again you wrap your legs tightly around his broad waist, feeling him kissing you delicately before he slides himself inside your drenched valve.

Megatron’s cable stretches you fully, every ridge and pulse flutters against your inner walls as your node grinds against his base. With your arms wrapped around the back of his neck you gaze lustfully into his optics before kissing him again more firmly, rocking your hips down along his spike causing you both to moan deeply.

He holds you steady against the wall and begins to increase the pace of his thrusts, slow and strong thrusts that push every inch of his length inside you, pushing out heated moans from you over again.

Your back scraps against the wall he had you pressed against as you held on tightly around his rocking large figure against you. At that point you didn’t care who would hear either of you, and relished every thrust delivered to you. He continues this pace before finally increasing his thrusts, grunting firmly as he grew close to his own overload, practically rutting into you.

“Megatron…frag…oh primus!” You can’t help but cry out as your node is stimulated against him, your overload suddenly comes crashing through your entire frame and lets out a blissful cry into his neck.

He thrusts into you firmly a few more times before he stiffens and you feel his trans fluids soak your inner depths along with a deep rumbled moan muffled into your shoulder by him.

He keeps you between himself and the wall, his twitching spike still buried deep in you while you savoured every moment with him. Gently, he presses his helm against the front of yours and lets out a long and deep vent.

“Can we try again?” You hear him ask you, and you can’t help but smirk softly.

“Us? Or interfacing?” He responds with a hearty chuckle.

“Both.”

You already know your answer. “We can.” You grab his chin firmly between your digits then. “But I swear, hurt me and I’ll personally offline you myself.”

“I expect no one else to do such a thing.” He leans his helm into your digits before kissing your inner palm making you smile tenderly. You missed that stupid old handsome face.

“Good. Let’s continue this in your quarters. I want you to frag me into oblivion.” You feel yourself smirk before he removes himself and lowers you down. He’s growing semi hard again you take notice.

“Let’s go than, darling.” He fixes himself up but you know it’s uncomfortable for him before you finally accept his offered servo on your own and let him lead you to his private quarters.

Perhaps there is hope for you both to have a future.

[ghostlykeyes]

aki w a housewife!s/o like a sweet wife he comes home to after a long day at work ! yknow :) someone to help him wind down with a nice home cooked meal <33

Aki

Aki isn't quite sure how he managed to obtain something so peaceful and domestic, but he cherishes you, and the home you two have created, a lot. The first thing he does each morning is roll over in bed and give you a kiss. He likes to wake up before you so that he can make the both of you breakfast (he knows that if he sleeps in, you'll beat him to it and he'll wake up to omurice in bed). Aki pours a cup of tea and you enjoy breakfast on the back deck, chatting quietly about your plans for the day while you watch the sun come up. He relishes this slice of domesticity he gets to experience with you each morning, before work shatters the illusion of peace.

He knows that you don't mind scrubbing the blood out of his button-downs or patching the holes torn in his pants, but Aki always keeps a spare change of clothes at work anyway. He doesn't want you to worry when you see how beat-up he gets at work sometimes. Obviously, he can't hide his injuries, but the ruined clothes—those he can hide. If they're easily salvageable he'll just bring it to a dry cleaner's, but if not, they go in the trash. He comes home with a scraped face but clean clothes, and he always shrugs and says he's just careful if you question it.

Someone gave you an apron as a wedding present and Aki thinks you look just adorable in it. Whenever you're in the kitchen, he always sneaks up behind you and undoes the knot to tease you.

Aki appreciates everything you do for him, but above all else he loves when there's a warm bath ready for him after he stumbles home from a stressful day. If he calls you during his lunch, already sounding ragged at noon, you know just what to do. By the time he's home, you've gotten a lavish bath ready for him--candles, Epsom salts, soothing music, the whole nine yards. He takes a good ten minutes to just soak and decompress, and then Aki insists you get in with him.

It doesn't matter if you're the worst cook on planet Earth, Aki will still eat your dinner every night and swear to you that it's the best thing he's ever tasted. He knows the effort that cooking takes and he's not about to criticize you. (But, if you can't seem to make a boiled egg without...somehow...burning it, he may gently give you a few pointers in the kitchen.)

If you're a good cook, though, Aki lets you know it. There's never, ever leftovers from dinner and he always reaches for seconds or thirds.

Aki will love you forever if you meal prep for him. He doesn't mind eating out, but a home-cooked lunch always tastes better. If you really want to make him happy, include some sweets and a sticky note saying "You're the best! <3".

Aki's favorite excuse for avoiding social events is that you're at home, waiting for him with a nice dinner on the table. "Oh, no thanks," he says, whenever someone asks if he'd like to go for drinks or see a movie with a group of friends or coworkers. "My spouse and I already have dinner plans."

Even though you're at home taking care of the house while he works, Aki refuses to let you do all of the housework. "I live here too, dear," he points out if you protest when he starts wiping down the counters after dinner. "It's not fair to make you pick up after all of my messes."

Aki likes to leave little doodles on the grocery list for you. Typically, it's small things like hearts or short messages like 'Hope you're having a good day', and 'Your husband loves u!'. Once he got especially creative and drew an incredibly lopsided squid next to the bullet point for calamari. Amused, you keep the little scribble stuck to the fridge.

More often than not, Aki brings home flowers for you. It's a signal of his appreciation. Even if a handful of daisies isn't much, he doesn't like coming home empty-handed to a delicious meal on the table and a gorgeous spouse. Surely, he should have something to give in return. Smitten, you put the flowers in a vase and plop them in the center of the table so you can admire them while you eat.

Aki is absolutely besotted with you and will do literally anything you ask. After all, you've given him so much—a home, love, a sense of peace. And that's just the big things; considering the small, everyday gestures of care like clean, folded handkerchiefs, warm ramen, and soothing baths, makes him feel like he owes you the world. You'd like your feet rubbed? Aki's on his knees with a bottle of lotion. You see a shirt you like in a store window? He's already rifling through his pockets for his wallet. You'd like to take a trip with him? Just tell him when and where, and he'll do whatever it takes to get the time off from work.

[dana-chan-the-control-brain]

I dont know if this is awkward or not, but I feel like I should apologize to you and @twinanimatronics about how much the Sassy Sun drama has flared. I know I'm not responsible for people being assholes on the internet, but my difficult emotions took this new facet of my blorbo being revealed a little more personally, and I think a lot of people have too. I really appreciate you and everybody else on the platform for encouraging people like me about our perceptions of Sunny Boi, it's really helped balancing out my effed up emotions (which frankly weren't in the best state to process new info lol). I'm so sorry for all the crap you and Ceph and everyone have been dealing with, and I'm ESPECIALLY sorry if anything I've posted, replied, or vibed have helped fan this stupid flame. You are an awesome person, a wonderful creator, and the DCA fanbase is so fortunate to have you as a part of it! (and that goes for Ceph too if they read this)

Awww, thank you, I appreciate it.

Believe me, I don't hold anything against anyone.

We are on the autistic website, and some people are upset their Blorbo has expressed legit anger.

I personally, am more saddened by the fact that Moon is nothing more then "big sppooky big bad moon" with nothing new added.

I'm happy over new Sun content and seeing different sides to him, but Moon got the short end of the stick you know???

It's almost like he's a rabid dog with no thoughts behind those eyes other then "LIGHT BAD"

But that won't stop me from writing Moon as a softer person with a little bit more emotional intelligence and nuance to him, ya know?

I think the best that we can do is move on, and keep writing Sun how we like? Ya know?

All interpretations are valid.

HW2 is in this weird space right now where we are just taking in information and don't know the overall context of the story.

Sun in arts and crafts might be a VR-reconstruction about Fazbear Making fun of itself for Lawsuit purposes again. We don't even know.

I feel HW2 we won't know the answers for what it is aside from a lot of short minigames with endings stapled on them until like 2 or 3 games later.

I hope that people will take all of this in stride, and we'll stop doing the whole "Good Sun" vs "Sassy Sun"

Who's to say this isn't both sides of Sun? Who's to say HW2 Sun isn't real?

Who's to say that all of our Suns can't be friends?

Anyway, don't know how to end this point or train of thought

Peace and Love on the Planet Earth

[cosmichighpriestess]

Some of you are carrying so much weight. So much pain. So many burdens. So much sadness, frustration, agitation, anger, sickness, exhaustion, hopelessness, fear and anxiety and I need you to know those feelings those emotions are NOT and never been who you are. Who you ARE is pure love, joy, bliss, abundance all the higher vibrations. If you're feeling heavy, carrying a lot of weight that means you're holding on to other people's expectations, limiting beliefs, definitions, pain, baggage and their energy that doesn't belong to you because your energy is light as a feather. Call your energy back and please sage and cleanse your energy at least once a day. All negativity is an illusion. That does not come from God. I can tell you, you deserved so much better, you never ever deserved to be betrayed or abused in anyway ever in your life but I'm so sorry that you were not able to voice what was bothering you and even if you did, you were attacked for speaking up or made to believe you were crazy. You are not crazy you are gifted and special. I'm so so so sorry you were hurt and abused by people who claimed to love you or just wanted to control you.

The ONLY way to step out of those heavy, dense energies is to feel gratitude and appreciation even if you can't find one thing to be grateful for, just keep saying the word, grateful and your conscious mind will start to shift into that state. It takes a lot of strength to be able to keep going on such a dense, difficult planet full of challenges, trauma, negativity, and the list goes on. But it's important to remember you chose to be here. A tough pill to swallow but you did. So many beings admire your strength for coming here, because they couldn't even do it. It's too difficult and challenging.

They would rather just watch you do it and learn from your experiences here. In exchange for watching your experiences and learning from you they give you DNA activations, gifts, and energies, so you can literally ask these beings for help any time you want. You are worthy of help at every moment but if you learn how to drop your pride and ask and demand for help, help will come. Especially when you drop all resistance and accept everyone and everything as they are now. Just accept everything. That will make this experience so much easier. God does not want to see you suffer, ever, but if you do suffer just remember that you must experience ecstasy the rest of your life if you did suffer the first half of your life. It is because everything is a balance and there must be balance throughout the entire Universe as a law, you get what you give. If you've given mostly good you can only receive good, but if that is not what you're receiving now just know it's coming and being held for you until you're ready to receive it. I know you're ready to receive it now but you still have to finish out this last level until you can move forward into your paradise.

Remember, everyone and everything in your reality now are an illusion. They are all just playing a game, and nothing is real, but your consciousness is. Your consciousness never dies. You can never die. I know that sounds bad if you were hoping to die and have peace later but trust me, it will get better and you will have peace but first you have to learn to find that peace within then you will shift to a more peaceful Earth version. Just keep saying, "nothing bad is happening on my planet and everything is perfect the way it is." Then not only will you shift to a planet of peace and love but you transformed the planet you were on before just by accepting everyone there, giving them a chance to change for themselves by seeing your example of peace and love. You never change the planet you are on. YOU change and shift to another version of Earth that is more representative of the change you've made within. The universe will reward you for your pure heart. Expect greatness. I hope this helps I love you!

[mwebber]

im p confused rn lol, feel free to ignore this ofc but questions are meant genuinely.

is it the domination that you have a problem with? the lack of fight at front?

or is it more simply you want seb to keep his record(s)?

or just with verstappen winning?

i understand the first 2 and hear the 3rd a lot but just ur prev posts came a lil outta left field for me lol. i'd like to hear your thoughts, with peace and love on planet earth <3

pourquoi pas les trois... actually i think it might boil down to two main things: my frustration at the continued erasure and diminishing of seb's achievements, and my pet peeve of Total Fucking Bullshit.

it's no secret that this sport has a problem with dominating teams. and yes, you could argue that's the point--hello, it's a constructor's championship, the point is to have the best car. and red bull have built beasts the last couple of years! seriously, all my respect to the team as a whole for pulling everything together. i was and remain a red bull fan at heart despite it all, and it makes me happy from an objective standpoint to see so many elements of a team come together in harmony. red bull is a well-oiled machine at work.

but i genuinely don't think there's been this level of domination by a singular driver in a singular team since like, 2013. think: if lewis' era of domination was so much "worse" than this as the dudebros like to say, why hasn't lewis come close to beating 9 wins in a row? the main phenomenon at play is the sport's short term memory--but really, the way fans like to completely forget 2015-2018 and arguably 2019 too really frustrates me. it wasn't like 2014 hit and suddenly lewis was winning everything. nico won the 2016 wdc. seb posed a real fucking threat in 2015, and in 2017-18 the messaging from the sport was that the battle between him and lewis was, quote unquote, titanic. a battle between, quote unquote, titans of the sport. fast forward to 2020/21 and the narrative is that nothing has stood in lewis' way for the last 6 or 7 years, and that his era of domination needs to be ended for ~the good of the sport.~

so seb makes a couple mistakes, fine, but mostly gets visibly cucked by his team for years, and suddenly he's nothing. his four championships mean nothing, his 3rd most wins in the history of f1 mean nothing, he's just ferrari's next failure.

but then the narrative around max. max, who's introduced in 2021 like he's an up and coming driver intent on toppling lewis' throne. it's a great narrative, right? mercedes took red bull's ball. red bull want it back. casually ignoring how max has been in the sport since 2016, max is red bull's new young golden boy, the one who's going to lead them to victory as the youngest driver like seb already did before and wow, wait, sorry for mentioning seb in relation to success there, let's keep on reinforcing that he's an old man who needs to retire. anyway, max is someone who doesn't give a flying fuck about anyone or anything except racing! max is a beast on track! max is [checks notes] our great white hope!

let's put the racism discussion on hold, because i think people try really hard to pin him down as this like, absolutely sociopathic bigot who is the most racist person in the world, and while he's not NOT racist, i don't think the extreme conclusion ppl are reaching is true. plus this rhetoric is mostly smoke and mirrors to try and find a leftist/social justice reason to hate on him anyway. so let's get fucking real: i dislike max for the same reasons i dislike taylor sw*ft. i hate that there's this blatant marketing campaign that fans buy into and perpetuate, that these people are the greatest of their generation, that they're masters of their craft. like, what? max's racecraft is just threatening to crash people out or push them off the track, something multiple drivers have been quoted saying. that's not ruthless, that's just bad fucking driving. that's an asshole on the dvp suddenly merging into your lane without using their blinkers or checking their blindspots and forcing you to pull out your defensive driving skills from that one class in drivers ed just to avoid a massive pileup on the highway. and i'm expected to suck this guy's dick?

max wins a fraudulent championship in 2021 and proceeds, for the next two years, to basically cruise at the front. it's like the second half of 2013, except it's lasting for a YEAR AND A HALF. only this time, instead of the sport trying to diminish this stint by saying it's just the car or that the golden boy has put himself above the team, people are......... celebrating? listen, i enjoy a singapore 2013 moment as much as the next seb fan but come on. get real. if every race was singapore 2013 that would be boring. and that's what we're seeing, but that's not what fom wants us to think we're seeing. it's complete bullshit.

which leads me to my posts. oh my god, i hated the comparisons between max and seb's first championships. the circumstances could not be more different--it was fucking insulting. seb won his championship fair and square, no rulebook bending required. seb's most violent moment on track that year was in turkey with mark--but he didn't park his car on top of mark's head and walk out saying that's what you get. how could people say that seb was anything like max.

seb's 9 wins at the end of 2013 were the culmination of five years spent fighting tooth and nail for his success. even for how dominant he was in 2011, there were still other teams up there! he had to fight his own teammate for so many years! and even with displays like singapore 2013, there were races where he was fighting in the second half of the season! and now we see this current streak of wins from the last two years where everyone else has tumbled behind and perez is contractually obligated to be a doormat. (not to say that teams haven't tried--i had so much hope at the start of 2022 when ferrari showed up with that pussy monster.) so look me in the eyes and say that max has fought with everything in him just to get that #1 spot. the two of them are leagues apart, but people--the same ones who have said seb is washed--are inevitably going to say that max has beaten seb, that max is on par with the third most successful driver in the sport. it's like a slap to the face.

and so we end back with the constant retconning of seb's position in f1 history. it drives me insane. he's nothing when it comes to propping max up, and then he's the benchmark to prop max up. he's a titan of the sport, and then he's just a failure. come on. come on. i'm just tired of my favourite driver never being given the credit he deserves, and i'm tired of having this fictional story shoved down my throat that max is anything like the goats in the sport. tl;dr. get real.

[ephemeralpool]

i know i said "im leaving tumblr byeeee" but a quick (oops) end of the year update before i retreat back to neocities (link dropping in a few months as i prommied):

oh my goddddddd dude 2023 was just The Worst year. i was supposed to finish those drawings months ago and obviously that did not happen. they kicked my ass. i spent probably 3 cumulative days just editing the colors, because i couldnt get them to look right, because i didnt have a reference, because i saw it in a dream lmao. in the end, as usual, the time constraints forced me to experiment (more kind way of saying "i cut corners") and while decently pleased with the outcome because of that, i cant say that im like... ecstatic. but its done. and im super relieved for it to be done. as always its impossible to tell how i'll feel about it in a month. will i regret it? will i have wished i had more time? or will i realize that there was truly nothing that extra time would've given me?

anyways. 2023 was difficult. i lost my dog, who i didn't even get the chance to say goodbye to, i found out someone i had gone to school with since middle school had been murdered and then i had a dream about him and it messed me up, i got covid and it incapacitated me for several months and has left me with lung inflammation for several more, i got Depressed Drunk for the first time and it was definitely one of the worst nights of my life. i accomplished literally nothing except for those drawings.

my plans for 2024? i am determined to have a good time. i have restaurant gift cards, movie theater vouchers, im going to move out of this apartment, im going to legally change my name, im going to start my art business(es), and im going to start spending more time outside, starting tonight. after 6 years of living here, im going to be able to sit on the beach and watch the fireworks for the first time.

peace and love on planet earth. hope you all have a great new year.

[ieatsmallorphansnamedtom]

Could we get some headcannons with an (female) Alien farmer x Maru? For a girl who loves space so much I can’t imagine how she’d react to a real extraterrestrial

Maru x Fem Alien Farmer

You can change the pronouns for this as you wish. I tried to keep it so it can still be read as gender-neutral if you so wish. But yeah, it'd be interesting to see how she would react.

I'm setting this in a world where aliens come in peace from far across the galaxy. They are looking for a new home as their own planet is succumbing to the expanding sun that will soon swallow their planet whole. Luckily, Earth happens to be just the place.

So yeah, aliens are a new thing to Earth, and Maru is so excited to hear one will be coming to Pelican Town. She can barely sleep and spends all her time researching this newly arrived alien race to see what they are like. She wants to make this new resident as comfortable as possible.

She spends a lot of time ranting to Penny and Leah about it. Demetrius, too. He's more interested in the biology of your alien species, while Maru wants to know everything about the culture.

"I wonder what she's like!", "I hope we can make her feel welcome here."

Once you arrive in town Maru is the first to greet you. She comes with Robin to help you unpack your belongings, and although she tries to not act too forward, she can't help but ask you what all this stuff you've brought with you is for. She's fascinated.

"Sorry, but what does this do?", "That's incredible!"

Over time, you two develop a relationship. You two bounce back ideas and information on your home planets and share the theories your kind had on the other's. Maru also protects you from the... Racism? Xenophobia? Extraterrestrial-phobia? I don't know what to call it. General dickheadery, we'll go with.

Yeah, we all know who it is. Pierre Morris! Morris tries to make you feel welcomed, and even goes to the length of personally visiting your house to say hello (quite the surprise, given what you've heard). But it's clear he just wants your money. Depending on how naive you are, you almost give it to him. But that offer get shaken away when he starts acting odd.

It's very obvious he has little respect for you. He fears you, for sure, but has no respect. You know if he was more powerful than you he would crush you like a bug. I'm sorry for this Morris slander Morris fans, but I'm tired and this is how I'm writing it. If it helps you feel better Pierre sucks too.

Back to the point, Maru steps in. She politely destroys the man's ego with her brilliant mind. I'd love to give you an example of dialogue, but unfortunately, I can't come up with something that witty. Point is, nobody's messing with you or Maru. And since she's so nice about it, it'd only make them look worse if they retaliated.

I'm gonna say it; Demetrius isn't happy about the relationship. Once it gets romantic, I mean. He doesn't like the idea of his daughter dating something like you (yes, he uses those words). He has absolute respect for you, sure, but it just irks him.

You don't care though. You do it anyway. It's a little awkward and there are quite the cultural barriers, but you make it work. Slowly, Demetrius starts to come around, but it takes time. In fact it takes time for the whole town. I mean, they only recently found out about this alien thing in the first place! They just need time to adjust.

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[theyrebasicallycanonpoll]

hi mod, just checking in to say i hope you’re doing well! since things are getting pretty heated in the lightbrush vs wataei poll…

i’m an enstars fan who loves wataei, never heard about ii before and all i know about it now is what i read in their propaganda.

i would like to remind wataei enjoyers to please try to be civil!!

tourneys should be a friendly competition, and a tournament like this that pits different media against each other is basically a popularity contest. your favorites will be the winners in your heart!

(this goes for ii fans as well but since i’m an enstarrie it would be pretentious for me to tell them this)

wataei are in love. i believe ii fans when they say that lightbrush are also in love. solidarity!

anyways, peace and love on planet earth💜

you put it much better than i could, thank you anon <3 everyone plz be civil, this is supposed to be fun!

[bougiebutchbitch]

Hiiiiii it's me frog_frog aka Froggy aka that person who used to leave unreasonably long comments on your beauyasha fics !! And I was like 'i pinky prommy I'll finish fulfilling my chosen duty as a commenter and write all the comments I plan to' and then I dropped off the face of the earth for 2 years. Whoopsie.

Yeah so I was going to brainwash college where the teachers are bad at their jobs but also like morally evil and it sucked the life out of me for 2 years and now!! I've decided I'm not going back!! Yayyy ... Life is an adventure <3 peace and love on planet earth. Or something. (I am holding onto a positive mindset for the future with bloody and broken nails)

So good news is I can indulge in a bit of fanfic :) And as I try to slowly crawl my way out of burnout I definitely want to reread your cr fics and leave unreasonably long comments on them on the chapters I missed. Going back to my roots/who I am as a person.....and who I am as a person is someone who is really, really, autistic about yasha nydoorin.

I do have adhd brain worms so there is the possibility I will hardcore forget I even thought about this until like another year from now. So...heads up just in case ┐⁠(⁠ ⁠∵⁠ ⁠)⁠┌

Looks like your most recent interest is jjk? I've been watching it with my partner recently so I'll be less lost than with the House content lol. Anyways I basically wanted to say hi and that I'm still alive and that I still really love your writing, I just happened to spend two years trapped within a forcefield of malevolence . Better now 👍 I'm back to hanging out with my cat ✌️

Oh gosh, it sounds like you have been thru it. I'm sorry. Truly, there are a lot of awful predatory education institutions out there, and I hope your mental recovery goes well. I'm really glad that it sounds like you're in a better place now, even if you're clinging on with broken nails. Luckily, nails grow back. x Here's hoping your healing is swift, now you've broken free of that Forcefield of Malevolence (also.... new DnD trap name, right there) and can once again gently smush your face into your cat's floof.

Absolutely no pressure to comment on stuff - if you feel the desire to, then be my guest, and I shall treasure each and every comment! But don't feel beholden to do it, or stressed out about it, or anything. It's honestly just lovely to know that you're still out there, and even if the past two years are rough, that you've escaped a nasty mental situation. Give your cat a kissie for me!

And just a big handshake on the adhd brainworms lmaooo. My brainworms are currently wiggling into several characters at once, so I have no clue what my next fic will be..... Might be more doctors... might be jjk..... might be Transformers.... might go completely awol and write an Inuyasha fic for a mate of mine??? Maybe????? Though no promises on that one, either... We'll find out when we get there!

[nillial]

Do you think you’ll come back to “Come Hell or High Water” eventually, or have you moved on? It’s one of my favorite TAZ fics and while I’d love to read how it ends, I understand that sometimes it just doesn’t happen. Sending extra kudos either way 💕

coincidentally i May Or May Not be trying to work on it again (meaning that i Am . i Am trying to work on it again) and while i can't make any promises this fic was my BABY for a long time and the comments and the love that ppl have given my fic brings me a lot of joy ❤️❤️ especially bc like . i reread it to get a sense of what was happening and a lot of it is BAD !!!! a lot of my fic is NOT THAT GOOD , OBJECTIVELY. i made lup realize that she'd been stuck in an umbrella for ten years bc of an expired pop tart box . grabbing my 17 yr old self by the shoulders What Is Wrong With You

however i had tons of fun writing it and it made me so happy seeing how many ppl had fun reading it. i reread all the comments after every chapter and would be smiling the whole time (and i STILL get comments sometimes!!!!!! which is very kind) and i came to the realization that the reason why i haven't written anything substantial since this fic save for like. a Couple of shitty poems in the university journal and a Bunch of shitty articles is because i forgot how to be SILLY !!!!!!!!!! i have been SERIOUSING TOO HARD. i gotta be silly again. and what makes it 100x better is that when i make my silly fic and ppl are silly with me !!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS FUN !!!!!!!!!

anyways. this is a very long way to say that yes i am working on it again and while i cannot promise anything i do hope to finish it and i genuinely appreciate everyone who has ever read it. i literally have like 2 chapters to finish bc Me From Two Years Ago has a chapter and a half i never published. why did i stop

okay thank u for the ask anon it means a lot that ppl still check in and care about my fic ❤️❤️❤️ mwah peace and love on planet earth

[mickgaydolenz]

hiiiiii Asia. ive been so busy experiencing an actual social life and having very lgbt things happening to me that my interest in studying has dipped by a scary amount. like yeah im gaining unlimited rizz right now because of my Venus return… but ive been getting too lazy and hedonistic out here so im struggling 🥲 rip in peace to me ig

but if im not gonna do studying then i should at least keep up my interest by studying other charts. ive pretty much exhausted the boys — unless something in the astro weather occurs onto Micky, there’s not much left to share. of course though if i find anything new to me you know i’ll message you straight away 🫶🏻

so instead of the guys, i hear people around here like this band called “the beatles”. i don’t know much about them so forgive me that i won’t be able to go in-depth with it (beatlemaniacs do your thing), but i’ll share some astro observations anyways:

Paul’s chart goes crazy with the 3H & 4H stelliums — majority of them in Gemini; as a Gemini stellium myself i bet either of two things: 1. once you get him talking he never shuts the fuck up, or 2. doesn’t talk unless it’s to provide information (😔🤚🏻 guilty as charged officer). only his Jupiter (+ asteroid Hygeia) are in Cancer in his 4H. his Moon, Mars, Pluto and asteroid Chiron are in the 6H ruled by Leo, so his normal life is always entertaining yet risky… perhaps at the cost of his fame. his 8H, 9H and 10H are all empty.

John has a 6H stellium, primarily in Libra, as his Venus and Neptune (+ asteroid Chariklo) are in Virgo, which i think is definitely where his personal philosophy stems from; Libra is all about balance, peace and relationships, while Virgo is all about practicality, routine and health. his 1H has his Jupiter, Saturn and Uranus all in Taurus. his Aquarius Moon resides in the 11H and his Scorpio Mercury resides in his 7H — absolute weird girl energy. i took a skim of the aspects and they’re a lot of squares jumping out, so lots of conflict between wants and needs. he has an empty 3H and 8H.

George has a 1H Scorpio Moon, which is a great start /sc. his asteroid Psyche also resides in his 1H… i sense a moody bitch in our midst. interestingly it’s hard to pinpoint a stellium for him, i would say his 4H and 9H, which both houses dual two different signs; it’s giving confusion and contradictions. his Pisces Sun and Aquarius Mercury reside in the 4H, his Pisces Venus residing in the 5H, his Capricorn Mars residing in the 3H, his Jupiter and Pluto residing in the 9H, and his Saturn and Uranus (+ Vertex) residing in the 8H. he has an empty 2H and 7H — he has no Sagittarius placements either.

Ringo has a 5H stellium, mostly in Leo, as his asteroid Chiron is in Cancer; his Moon, Mercury, Mars and Pluto reside there, which makes him sound like so much fun honestly, but might be an egomaniac at points (it happens to the best of all Leo placements — esp the Pluto Leo boomer generation lol). his Sun and Venus in Cancer reside in the 4H, his Virgo Neptune in the 6H, his Jupiter and Saturn in Taurus in the 1H, and Taurus Uranus in the 2H. he has his 8H and 10H empty, and he has no Scorpio placements.

i hope this satisfies you all. peace and love on planet earth ✌🏻💖 !!

kale i am so, so, so, so happy for you and your social life popping off (ESPECIALLY THE LGBTQ THINGS <3 <3)!!!!!! i can not stress how happy this makes me enough, like yes go out and fucking SLAY kale you deserve it!!

also god fucking bless you for providing me an astro fix, i actually am very fucking impressed with how well all of these track tbh (i'm not a super fan by any stretch of the imagination, but these seem so accurate to me). also can relate to the whole you and paul talking forever and ever amen because once i get going i'm unstoppable too dude