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lovemepie67 · 2 years
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Nukes Top 5 has been slacking lately. This past weeks vid was lackluster. That’s the ask. I think I’m gonna fk my career off and become a paranormal investigator.
Hope you’re well bae 💜🥰
Honestly I've been following his Twitter and he's posting somewhat regularly tweets so thats decent and he actually interacts with me there!! But honestly I tried the paranormal investigator thing once with my ex and it was too spooky for me. Yeah def not the career field for me 😅
But I just got the news my grandmother died today and idk how to feel about it. I mean don't get me wrong I'm sad but I barely knew her? Yeah we spent the night at her house a decent amount when we were younger, my sister and I, but I don't even remember much about her. I feel bad cuz I feel like I should be sad but I'm at a ropes end with my mum so I think that's why I don't really "care" as much? Idk.
Sorry about the rant 😭😭 I've just been so busy with work and my kids I rarely have time for my phone anymore 😅😭
Rip my active status lmao
Thank you for messaging me luv ♡ it's always a day brightener when I see your asks!!
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starglitterz · 1 year
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♡ NIGHT DANCER.
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❝ nothing changed, please don't change… let's blend together, one more time. ❞ / after spending the night with you, how do the genshin men treat you in the morning after?
✧ feat ; albedo, cyno, kaedehara kazuha, scaramouche, shikanoin heizou, xiao x gn!reader ✧ warning(s) ; suggestive (esp scara and heizou) ✧ a/n ; HIII everybody make some noise for quill’s shocking once a year post!!! hope you guys like this and if it doesn’t show up in tags i will delete my account (/nsrs) anyways idk why i’ve been so obsessed w the idea of waking up next to someone (can you tell i’m critically lonely? 💀) and so this piece was born. pretend u don't notice how scara & xiao’s might seem kinda similar it’s bc i view them thru the same lens LOL ok hope you enjoy! (also ignore the scara favouritism im kinda obsessed w this idea for him KJASKJD)
please reblog + leave comments ! it helps a lot w motivation <3
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✦ ALBEDO. [ kreideprinz ]
you’re awoken by the feeling of a cold breeze caressing your skin, and as you grasp for his familiar figure, you realise albedo’s not beside you anymore. but before you can freak out, his soft voice calls to you from behind you, “good morning, dove. don’t move, i’m almost finished.” “finished with what?” you query, deciding to obey him and stay still. he doesn’t answer at first, but you can hear a faint scratching sound which almost sounds like charcoal against parchment. “and… done.” you shift in the bed, turning around to face him. albedo looks almost ethereal in the early morning light, especially when he smiles at you like you hung the stars in the sky. “i do hope you don’t find this peculiar, but i wanted to draw you while you were asleep. you looked so peaceful, and i wanted to immortalise this moment.” he hands you the paper, strands of wheat-coloured hair spilling over his shoulders, let loose from his usual half ponytail. you’re the only one who gets to see him like this, messy and imperfect instead of the flawless scientist he portrays to the rest of mondstadt. you gaze at the drawing, absorbing every detail as you try not to faint from what a sweet gesture this is, “albedo, this is amazing! you made me look so pretty.” he tilts his head quizzically, raising an eyebrow, “what do you mean? i just drew you exactly how i see you – you’re always beautiful to me.”
✦ CYNO. [ judicator of secrets ]
cyno's skin looks almost golden in the sunlight filtering through the translucent curtains. you're lying on your side, gazing at him and just admiring his features when his red eyes flutter open and he murmurs, “i might have to charge you for looking so much.” his voice is rougher than normal, deepened by sleep and it makes heat rush to your cheeks. “morning, babe-ah!” you can barely get out your greeting before he's pulling you back into his embrace, strong arms wrapping around you as he nuzzles into your neck. “cyno!” you laugh, turning around to face him, “stop it, i'm hungry! i wanna go get breakfast-” “hi hungry, i'm cyno,” your boyfriend looks at you with the most deadpan expression, and you're momentarily stunned. then you groan and throw a pillow at his head, “you're so lame!” “i'm not so lame, i just told you i'm cyno- okay, okay, i'll stop!” you collapse into a fit of giggles right as you're about to pummel his chest, “lamest ever.” “mmm,” cyno mumbles, eyes already fluttering shut again as he feels your plush warmth against him, “i'll make you breakfast, i swear, but can we just stay like this for a little longer?”
✦ KAEDEHARA KAZUHA. [ scarlet leaves pursue wild waves ]
the first thing you see when you wake up are kazuha's crimson irises laser-focused on you. the way his eyes scan your features, it’s almost like he’s tracing every detail to commit to memory, as if every morning that he wakes up next to you could be his last. “kazu? what's-” you're interrupted by a yawn, and your boyfriend's gaze softens as he looks at you. as you brush his red-streaked hair out of his face, he leans into your touch, almost cat-like in the motion, “what is it, 'zuha?” “i was just thinking... you make me glad to be a poet,” a gentle smile graces his features. “what? why?” despite the fact that kazuha is always letting praise fall from his lips like jewels, you didn't even remotely expect his answer. “because it means i'm lucky enough to be able to properly convey how you make me feel, and how gorgeous you are,” kazuha presses a sweet kiss on your forehead, then his brow furrows slightly, “but i don't think there's enough words in the world for me to speak about what you mean to me.”
✦ SCARAMOUCHE. [ kunikuzushi ]
when scaramouche wakes up, his first thought is; why does my entire body hurt? eyes still half-lidded and drowsy, he looks down and he's met with the sight of your back pressed against his torso, his arm thrown carelessly over your waist. he scrambles backwards, eyes widening with shock, and his sudden frantic movement wakes you up too. “what are you doing in my bed?!” “what the hell, scara?” you mumble, rubbing away the sleep from your eyes, “it’s too early for you to be this loud.” scaramouche’s heart is beating a million times a minute, and it’s only exacerbated by how cute you look when you’re this sleepy, not that he’d admit it to you for the world. but as you yawn and sit up, he thinks that he’s going to go into cardiac arrest. “you didn’t answer my question!” you give him a weird look, “we slept together. again. duh.” the blanket wrapped around your figure slides off a little as you reply, revealing your bare shoulder and giving him the faintest glimpse of your chest, and scaramouche’s face turns so red you genuinely think he might explode. “c-cover yourself up!” he scolds, clambering closer to drape the fabric over you again as his mind works through the haze of sleep, letting the memories of last night flood back.
realising how flustered he is, you take this as the perfect opportunity to tease him, “it’s nothing you haven’t seen before.” “shut up.” he replies curtly, but he hesitates as his fingers skim over the bite mark on your collarbone. his eyes darken slightly as he recalls last night, the messy kisses that were more tongue than anything else, his teeth nipping at your neck and finally sinking into your skin, all to mark you as his. you’ve both never officially decided what the two of you are, but you both know that he’s yours and you’re his, and scaramouche doesn’t like sharing. a playful smirk curves your lips, “remember giving this to me?” “don’t test me,” he mumbles, eyes roving over your exposed skin. his gaze dips to the still slipping blanket, hands ceasing their rapid motion to try and rescue your modesty, “i might give you more.” your arms loop around his neck, pulling him back down to the bed as you smile teasingly, “so do it.” “you’re a bad influence,” scaramouche groans, hands already moving to grip your hips, and you laugh, “that’s why you love me~”
✦ SHIKANOIN HEIZOU. [ analytical harmony ]
“good morning~” heizou's lilting voice is the first thing you hear when you wake up, and his trademark smile is already on his idiotically kissable lips as the two of you lie next to each other in his bed. “you do this with all the criminals you catch?” you drawl, trying to ignore how your heart skips a beat as you see the way his green eyes twinkle in the light. “just the ones i think look best in a different type of handcuffs,” he replies smoothly without missing a beat, smirk deepening as he notices he's left you speechless. “plus,” his hand trails across your cheek, thumb stroking your skin for a split second before his smile turns devilish, “it'd be pretty hard for me to get them to the police station if i left them all unable to walk.” “ugh, heizou!” you swat his shoulder, and bury your face in the pillow as he bursts into laughter. “but seriously,” heizou taps your shoulder gently, almost hesitantly, and you peek up from the pillow to look at him. a soft pink blush dusts his cheeks, and his eyes flicker away from yours in a manner that seems almost shy, “you're the only person i'd do this with, criminal or not.”
✦ XIAO. [ vigilant yaksha ]
waking up next to you is like a little slice of heaven for xiao. he can barely believe that he, the corrupted conqueror of demons, is able to share a bed with a mortal who borders on angelic. you shift in xiao's embrace, tucking your head under his chin almost instinctively as your eyes open slowly, “good morning, xiao. did you sleep well?” he still gets embarrassed by your proximity, so his voice is a little curt as he responds with a pink blush darkening his cheeks, “adepti do not require sleep.” “ah…” you roll your eyes, but pounce on the opportunity to fluster him, “guess that's why you always want to go all night, hm?” “i-!” xiao's face turns an almost delightful shade of crimson and he looks away, “no respect for the adepti.” “not true!” you gasp with mock offense. cuddling up against him, you stick your tongue out, “i respect alllll the adepti. but my boyfriend? maybe not so much.” “you'll be the death of me,” xiao sighs, pulling you impossibly closer. “then i hope you'll die a happy man,” you giggle, threading your fingers through his jade hair. xiao's eyes slide shut from the feeling of you playing with his hair, and he murmurs a response that leaves you speechless, “after a life with you? certainly.”
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i love them this is so soft when is it my turn // general masterlist
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sparda-ly · 1 year
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i cant believe that you do write for mgr!! i swear that i've been dying to find some new fics of this fandom, because, you know, no one makes content of it. but anyways! im really really happy that you do write for mgr and, as always, i'll make u a request (and you can ignore it if you want :))
how would sam and raiden (and maybe mistral and moonson if you are willing to write for these) separately to a reader that likes to write love letters with little hearts and sweet words all over and send for them when they aren't around :)
and keep your good work but also take care of yourself, okay? love u, darling!! 💕💕
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RAIDEN, JETSTREAM SAM, MONSOON, MISTRAL WITH AN S/O THAT WHO WRITES CUTES NOTES
GENDER UNSPECIFIED!
note: hey there sugar, love to see you in my inbox! hope these headcannons are ok since i'm not really sure bout the monsoon part! let me know if you have any tips
warnings: none
raiden
raiden is pretty slow when it comes to showing affection therefore when you started leaving him cute little notes with hearts splattered all around them, he only makes a ??? face and questions why would you do that if you can say the same thing to his face.
it probably takes a lot of time explaining to him that this is just tyour way of showing your love and affection for him
plus, the poor cyborg thinks there are some type of secret bombs hidden in these notes dropped off by his enemies due to his trauma
however, after some time he grows to actually enjoy them and always smiles whenever he notices them on his desk
once raiden tried writing a little note for you however it looked absolutely horrible, the man felt so embarrased he threw it away before you could even see it 😭😭😭
sam
this cocky mf definitely enjoys them and absolutely cherishes them with his life
sam definitely handles affection better than raiden, that's for sure
also, he himself has quite a few ways of showering you with love
that's why he surely understands what you mean by these cute notes and always lets you know how he feels about them
one time after a particular hard objective, he saw a pink note attached to his desk with the words "let's dance after this mission ;) ♡♡" and it absolutely made his day
let's not forget the fact that he will absolutely show these notes to all his acquaintances and eat up their jealous faces, feeling pride he has such an amazing partner 💗
monsoon
starting of with the fact that this man is arrogant and cocky as fuck, monsoon will definitely appreciate these small acts
he may have a hard time showing that though
monsoon secretely loves them and always collects them putting them in a safe box in his office
although he will get defensive if anyone brings it up during a conversation and deny the fact
he can also be flirty when he feels like it but it's only when he's in the mood
similar to sam and raiden, small notes from you can easily change his entire mood
mistral
please for the love of god never stop leaving this woman cute notes, she adores them
whenever she sees these pieces of paper containing tons of hearts and a little message, she goes quite litreally crazy
"baby, if i knew i would get these notes every day, i would've asked you out earlier"
her favourite notes are the ones were you praise her and tell her she's your favourite person
at some point mistral definitely starts leaving you similar notes possibly with flirty pick-up lines that surprisingly are good
she feels pride and satisfaction whenever she sees you blushing at them
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nerves-nebula · 1 year
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Hey again, so with your beautifully designed au in comic style/format (just how you seperatr thr borders n whetr u place like the story/images just makes my brain get very pleasebt) I was wondering how would you start a comic/au or formay it? Like where yoh put your borders n boxes.
Im trying to start my own au yet im very confused on whrre to even start. Also havr an amazing rest of May, hope you are doing well♡
(alzo very sorrg about the spelling mistakes n if this dorsnt maks srnsr its currrntly 2am n brainworms (tmnt aus) wont let me sleep)
OK SO LIKE. i'm still very much a comics amateur but also I've been making them since i was like 8 years old so I guess I can probably give you some GENERAL advice.
Here's a breakdown of my process
write the script (i usually write the script ahead of time but i often edit it up until i make the page)
sit around with my eyes closed imagining a comic page (you will get better with this the more comics you make/read. always try to remember the make the paneling interesting/relevant. sometimes tho a square is the best option lol)
thumbnail the comics (thumbnail = very quick and small sketches of general shapes, lines of action of characters, panel placement, and word bubble placement)
now I move on to either pre-sketching (if its a more polished comic) or just freehanding the whole page (if it's a more sketchy quick style comic, like my leo memory one is) this is where I generally finalize the layout of the comics. I think i have a few webcomic WIP rpages I can use as an example below.
REMINDER it's important to always drop your text/word bubbles into the comic presketches, and try to figure them into your thumbnailing. you don't want to accidentally not leave enough room for the words and have to crunch stuff together.
anyway here's an example of thumbnailing (probably only an inch or two big irl), presketching, and the final page.
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buuuut like i said I'm not a professional at this, but here's helpful walk through written by a REAL comic artist that I particularly like: How To Sakana (click through to read the whole thing, its broken up into pages)
(my last advice is to look for more of these types of guides made by other comic artists. I'm only an amalgamation of the people I've learned from lol)
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tokusaatsus · 2 years
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Can i request Madara, dating someone who is sweet, gentle, and calm person? 🥺🥺 They are also someone who's very known for their kindness. Imagine energetic Madara with a calm lover <3 Madara would be running all the way around while his lover only watched him from the other side, feeling awe by his cuteness.
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☆—MIKEJIMA MADARA
When you introduce the idea of you dating someone to your friends, they’re all understandably surprised.
You’re usually very calm–nothing can ever phase you, it’s how you’re able to put up with so many eccentric idols without even batting an eyelash–but somehow just talking about your partner seems to have an effect on you. You’re blushing visibly, and your composed demeanour is slowly shattering the more you talk as you hide your face in your hands.
They all make an attempt to guess who it is based on who they’ve seen you interact with, but none of them can remember anyone who makes you act like this.
Mama ♡
Remember to rest, Y/N-san!
Take breaks if you feel like it!
Don’t overwork yourself!
Mama is always here to help!
You
don’t worry i will :)
you take care too ok? be safe
love you <3
Mama ♡
Yes!
Anything for Y/N-san!
I love you too <3!
The rest of the manga club watches with varying expressions of concern (Keito-kun, Jun-kun, Tori-chan) and near-terror (Mao-chan, Midori-chan) as you smile giddily down at your phone, a dreamy sigh escaping your lips.
“You don’t think…” Isara whispers, slightly fearful. Takamine has his head buried in his book like that will save him from the horror of this conversation. “That Y/N-senpai is dying, do you?”
“No, of course not.” Keito dismisses his worries easily. “I would know if that were the case.”
“But senpai is acting sort of strange, don’t you think?”
“I’m sure it’s nothing as drastic as that…” But a frown makes its way upon his face. There’s no way… Right?
So when you finally give the dramatic reveal (after reassuring Mao-chan that, no, you’re not dying, yes, you promise), the look of warring confusion and absolute horror upon Keito-kun’s face when he realises your ‘precious partner’ is none other than Mikejima Madara is a sight to behold.
Part of the reason everyone is so bewildered at this turn of events is the fact that you’re composed and quiet and Madara is, well…not.
Initially, you find yourself fielding questions from (hopefully!) concerned classmates–who only know of him as that scary guy from MaM–about whether you were coerced into dating him. You know they mean well but it still grates on your nerves, how they see him like some big scary bad guy when really, he’s the exact opposite?
But when they see your lovestruck expression as you watch your boyfriend run rampant as you trail more sedately after him, there’s no doubt that this is a true match made in…maybe not heaven, per say, but Yumenosaki for sure!
He’s always thinking about you, and it shows when he messages you at odd hours of the day to check in on you, or sends you pictures of things he thinks you’d like, or little trinkets to remind you of him. Your boyfriend is so adorable, God? You’re so lucky, seriously. How’d you get blessed with someone as amazing as him!? You must’ve done something really incredible in your past life.
It’s strange to see you acting so shy and different from how you normally are, but no one can deny the way you light up when Madara is near and the way he’s always looking out for you shows the depth of your love for each other.
☆—notes!
WC: 556 words
so. i caved. hope u liked this anonnie! jeez i rlly got to get back into writing… it took me SO LONG to do this im sorry :(( hope u weren’t waiting for TOO long cries. anyways im gonna. go back to grinding for df mama soon! but hopefully i can finish all my reqs by this week (or at least most of them qwq) also haha pun im so hilarious ahaha
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7ndipity · 9 months
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hey !! i ♡ ur writing, its helping me get away from reality and the hard times it has brought last year 2023, so im hoping that both for u and me and whoever is reading this that 2024 is gonna be a good year, full of joy, blessings, and health, im also hoping for the boys, even tho they'll spend most of the year in the military, that this is gonna be a great year ...♡ idk if the shipping game is still going, but id like to join, if its possible haha....im kind of late but i was afraid at first (im very shy) then i remembered that i can use the anon option!
also u asked which member we'd ship u with, so i'd personally say yoongi! ik u write a lot of fics on him, so maybe its that, but also you seem like a very nice, calm and understanding person, also a very like "warm"? person and i think thats just the type of person yoongi would enjoy being with :) or with jimin too!
well abt me ..for the shipping game.
Im a 00 liner, she/her, im from a slavic country, i have long hair with bangs, dark blonde, brown eyes and some freckles, petite (?) like very short.. omg it seems like a school presentation im sorry, also, im an atheist/agnostic but im very open to religions and spirituality and i personally love talking about such matters, i love having deep talks also, i love reading and rewatching the same few film or animes (like evangelion im obsessed). i talk abt this things over and over.
also, im an introvert and im very insecure both abt my looks and the way i act, but i always try to be sincere abt my feelings even tho its hard since im kind of a people pleased but i!am!working!on!it!! im an optimist, things have gotten better before and they will get better again. im a calm person but sometimes i have silly moments so its either that i talk it out and like talk talk talk talk or idk i just laugh at everything....also, i really like physical affection BUT i dont like pda...like cute but not in public yk.
omg i wanted to make this short for u...im sorry, if ur not doing the shipping game anymore dont worry i might be late for it ig😭help...
also one last thing, im a yoongi stan because i love the kind of person he is, caring, calm, very mature also emotionally intelligent and is not afraid to show vulnerable parts of himself. Also he is very passionate that admirable and he a cutie yk it already like...also! hobi is my wrecker cause he is the sweetest never fails to make us smile :) ok...i said enough now you know abt me😵😦 anyways.....sorry i hope u have a good day🤍 happy new year again, i really wander how u keep it up with writing and daily life seems like a lot to me u always bless us with new amazing stories and ur very sweet and patient when answering, take care🤍🤍
Ok, first off thank you so much for your sweet message! I'm so glad this blog's been a place of comfort for you, and I definitely second your wish that this year be kind to us all!
I’m about to make you so happy, cause I would ship you with Yoongi and Hobi, and also a little bit with Namjoon!
Yoongi and Joon love people that they can have genuine, deep conversations with, so I think they’d really appreciate your openness and sincerity, as well as your optimism. Plus, I think Joon would find you super cute(lowkey think he would be into height differences)
You mentioned a bit about your style in your second message, and I’ve said before that I think Hobi would really love a partner with similar fashion sense/ style to him, so i think he’d really be into your alt/skater style(and as a fellow Aquarius, you two would pair quite well together)! Plus, he and Yoongi have such warm, reassuring personalities, I feel like they would be so comforting for you!
Hope this was okay💜
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xkotaro16o · 2 years
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Can you please make hc!Laxus having an S/O that’s stronger than him? I’m tired of reading the same helpless damsel in distress type trope (peace and love to the ones out there tho-)
Like what would his initial thoughts be on them? I can imagine him being intimidated but as time passes, maybe having someone watching his back for once is kinda nice. Also some angst for ya is when S/O gets hurt and laxus gotta tend to em.
Sorry this is all over the place this is mg first time submitting a request— Anyways I love your content you’re doing so well *mwah*
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—𝙻𝚊𝚡𝚞𝚜 𝙳𝚛𝚎𝚢𝚊𝚛 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝙶𝙽!𝚂/𝙾 𝚆𝚑𝚘'𝚜 𝚂𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝙷𝚒𝚖—
Summary: Headcanons where Laxus is in a relationship with S/O who’s stronger than him
Pairing: Laxus Dreyar x GN!S/O.
CW: Fluff, bruises, spoiler (Battle of Fairy Tail arc), grammatical error, OOC.  
A/N: AHHHH I MADE THIS BE4 (IT STAYS ON MY NOTE OWJFKMAOFMSOFNDJ) (´∩。• ᵕ •。∩`) IT'S OK ANON EHEHEHEHE, I HOPE U LIKE THIS (*˘︶˘*).。*♡ ALSO IM GLAD U LOVE MY WORK (EVEN THOUGH IT'S NOT RLY GOOD) WKNFOAMFOWNJDNS
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The famous Laxus Dreyar is in a relationship with someone STRONGER than him? Wow, what an amazing sight. Well, look, no one can mess with the two of you. Of course, he feels cocky when you fight (because he could show off to everyone how strong his lover is).
Not to mention he's very proud with you. He doesn't care if you're stronger than him or not, he still loves you, S/O. Everytime he sees you fighting, this man smirks and chuckles. You look badass, seriously.
Has everyone see a powerful person right there who's fighting a tough enemy all alone? Yeah, that's HIS beloved lover. Actually, your Pikachu right there is relieved that you can protect yourself. So, he doesn't have to worry about it.
If you want to go to a mission ALONE, it's still difficult for him to let you go. A little debate will happen if it's an S class mission. In the end of the day, he lets you go even though he'll be... A little bit grumpy and worried about you.
You want to spar with him? Hmm... That's a difficult request right there. Laxus knows you're stronger than him, yet he doesn't want to hurt you (throwback where he hurts his own family in Battle of Fairy Tail). Probably a little bit of spar won't be too much.
BUT, there are times where he feels... Annoyed by your power. Annoyed? Intimidated? Sort of. Probably because he isn't used to have a lover or a person (beside a few people) by his side who's stronger than him. He's used to protecting people, not being protected.
If you have a few or some bruises from a battle, prepare your heart, because Laxus will give you a lecture. S/O, dear, he's worried about you so it's normal for him to be like this. Still, he treats your wound and praises you for doing a great job out there. Just don't make his heart stops again with those bruises and wounds.
“Listen, babe, I know you can protect yourself but at least be careful."
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jung-koook · 3 years
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hey luv !! I hope you’ve doing well and had a wonderful weekend also thank you for trying your best everyday and for creating such amazing gifs, you deserve the world and every inch of happiness 💗 . I also wanted to say I hope you have an amazing day today and hopefully your week starts well im happy i found your blog it makes me the happiest that you post such beautiful gifs :] anyways please take care and stay safe love you mwah !! 🧸💖
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i really dont deserve you 😭😭😭😭😭 thank you so much sweetheart! you're so precious!!! i hope you have a great week! please take care and stay safe too ok ♡
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the-skyrim-addict · 2 years
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i really hate getting serious on my blogs because im just trying to have fun on here, but ive been seeing a LOT of…………. gross things here on tumblr and on ao3, and it’s honestly so sickening. so im addressing it now.
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⚠️TW FOR R//PE, IN////EST, AND GENERAL GROSS BEHAVIOR!!!!!!!⚠️
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this is aimed directly at the skyrim fandom. i don’t know what makes some of y’all think it’s ok to write this disgusting shit and get away with it. r//pe is not cute. it’s not sexy. it’s absolutely REVOLTING when you sick freaks wright it as some sort of “punishment” (it’s gross anyway but, cmon guys).
i have seen so many fics with……….. “that” that involve Harkon, ive seen some with Mercer, and ive NO DOUBT there are ones out there with Miraak. ITS. DISGUSTING.
ive ALSO seen one that involved Serana and Harkon doing……………. i don’t even wanna say it, it’s so stomach turning.
im also looking at the people who romanticize Molag Bal. please, for the love of god, stop. i get it, he’s an……….. interesting Prince, i think all the Daedric Princes are interesting, the fascinate me, but please STOP MAKING HIM OUT TO BE A GOOD PERSON. STOP MAKING HIM AND VICEC A “CUTE COUPLE”. if you people are doing the same with him and Serana i will steal your goddamn kneecaps.
it’s honestly so sad how often i see this it’s so exhausting. if you write any of this, read it, indulge in it, please, do EVERYONE A FAVOR, AND F♡︎CK RIGHT THE HELL OFF. for the love of god seek professional help and then stay 20 miles away from me, my blogs, and my comfort characters. i don’t care about the nsfw so long as it’s CONSENSUAL. C O N S E N S U A L.
i don’t see anyone else talking about it, so ive taken it upon myself to. please, if you see people doing this, block them, report them, something, i want them OUT of our fandom. and if you try to come at me that it’s “in the games story” i will block you on SIGHT. yes, it’s part of the Volkihar’s story. yes, im aware it’s in the canon. but that doesn’t mean we have to be DISGUSTING FREAKS ABOUT IT.
obviously this doesn’t apply to the whole fandom, there are really cool people out there and ive made some amazing friends because of it!! i just wish there weren’t so many gross people in this fandom, because it should be a safe space where we gush about dragons, or elves, or vampires or our own characters!!
i hope people see this. thank you, and goodnight.
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inkykeiji · 2 years
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hey clari! i hope this doesn’t sound weird but i just wanted to say i’m so proud of you for responding to so many asks lately! i can see your progress nd i am so proud of u n i really hope i can make the same progress one day as well. for a loooong while now i’ve been repeating the same negative cycle and it’s so hard to just get out of it. every time i feel like i’m making progress something happens and i start all over again….(n it’s really fucking annoying!!!!) but i’m still trying!!! :/
i’m still working out the kinks of finding a good and mellow-paced daily pattern for myself but everything seems like too much lol nd i cant muster up the energy to do the bare minimum most of the time….i was wondering (if you’re ok with it) if you could share your daily pattern or routine.
you totally don’t have to!! i just thought it was worth a shot to ask lol
anyways…i love u n im so very proud of u! keep moving forward!!! u got this <33!!
hello anon!!! (´∀`)♡ fair warning, this answer is extremely long lmao
it absolutely does not sound weird, omg!!!! it made me feel so happy and warm and giddy inside to hear that, thank you so much for telling me!!!! <33333 genuinely, i cannot tell you how much i appreciate this message <3 i’ve been working really, really hard to get back to the level of productivity i used to be at, as well as just working extremely hard to heal myself and learn how to healthily deal with my mental illness.
it is extremely difficult to break that cycle and i empathize so deeply with you, anon bb :( it requires a lot of self discipline, optimism, and motivation, all of which are especially hard to come by when you’re in the middle of an episode or stuck in a rut or a bout of sadness/icky feelings :( i want you to know that i believe in you!!!! i KNOW you can do this, i have complete faith in you, and i know you WILL succeed.
i’ve been going through exactly what you described—beginning to make progress, and then something happening and forcing me to begin all over again—for almost a YEAR now, so i completely understand how incredibly frustrating that is. it’s difficult not to lose hope during times like that, where it just feels like its some sort of endless, vicious cycle, and we’ll never break free of it. but i have personally broken free of that cycle once before, and now, i am going to do it again. and if i can do it, you can definitely do it, too!
first of all, i want you to know how proud i am of you!!!!!! it takes so much strength and bravery to continue trying in the face of all of this, so already you’re doing incredible. that’s an amazing feat all in itself and i want you to give yourself a pat on the back for it!!! no matter what’s happened, you still haven’t given up, and that says so much about who you are, your resilience, and your determination. it’s such a cheesy saying but it’s so true: the ONLY failure is the failure to try. every time something happens, you can look at it as a learning experience. this week my therapist said this to me, and it really helped, so i want to repeat it to you, too: she told me that every challenge, obstacle, or mistake we encounter is merely another opportunity to learn, to gather more information and to use that information to make ourselves better. it’s a very positive way to look at it, but it’s also TRUE.
she really likes to use the analogy of a scientist testing hypotheses through experiments: every time a scientist’s experiment fails, or proves their hypothesis wrong, they have learned something, they have failed better, and they can take this information to help themselves improve in their next experiment or endeavour. if you can, try to think of your life this way, as well. i can give you a personal example: i often have the tendency to set myself up for failure by expecting WAY too much of myself right off the bat. when i was first trying to get back into being active on my blog every day, i had set a goal of ten asks a day for myself. it seemed reasonable at the time, because before i had been answering 10-30 asks a day, so i figured i could totally start out at this threshold and work my way up.
it turns out, i completely forgot to factor in the fact that i am much more sick than i was when i was answering so many asks a day. it was akin to breaking your leg, resting until it heals, and then immediately trying to run a marathon the moment the cast comes off, instead of building up muscle and stamina gradually. i realized this, and lowered my goal to five asks a day. it turned out that that was also too many at that current moment, so i have set my goal for one ask a day. i have put the bar an inch away from the floor, because at this current moment in my life, this is where it needs to be. it isn’t there every single day, and it definitely won’t be that low forever, but at the moment i need to set goals that are consistently achievable, things i know i can do every day without being overwhelmed or getting so scared i just don’t do it at all.
so that’s my first piece of advice for you. give yourself goals that are easy to achieve, things you know you can do. my goals for every day are: answer one ask a day, work on a piece of writing for my blog for one hour a weekday, work on a piece of personal writing for one hour a weekday, practice cursive writing for 15-30 min a weekday. they are all small and most importantly ACHIEVABLE goals. here’s the secret: more often than not, once i start, i actually end up doing more than that, because i feel like i can, or because i WANT to. but the reason why setting these easy, achievable goals is important is because on the days where you truly, genuinely cannot do more than the bare minimum, you will still feel this sense of accomplishment, because hey! you did it! you did the one thing you set out to do, and that’s so much better than giving up or not doing anything at all, even if it is really small. ANY progress is better than no progress at all. ANY progress, no matter how little, moves you towards your goals.
my second piece of advice for you is to set up rewards for you achieving your goals. this is where your self discipline really comes into play. this is something i used to do in university and it helped me SO much. i would make a deal with myself: read these three articles, or write a few pages of this essay, or do two hours of research, and then i will allow myself to hang out with friends/go shopping/watch a film/play a game/etc.
for me, right now, my reward for myself is playing genshin (LMAO). it is the hyperfixation currently occupying the most of my mind—all i want to do is talk about it/play it/write about it—so i make myself a promise every single day: achieve your daily goals, and you can spend the rest of the free time you have playing the game. if i am able to achieve my goals consistently every day, monday to friday, then on the weekend i treat myself to something small—i either buy myself gems, or this weekend i bought myself a lil plushie hehehe c: but the point is, make the reward something you really want, and hold yourself accountable for achieving it.
i went to a prestigious uni, and they really beat into my mind that i’m completely worthless all the time unless i am constantly doing work. this makes enjoying relaxation time extremely difficult, because i feel disproportionately guilty. i’ve found that setting these goals with rewards helps lessen this A LOT.
so anyway, these are the techniques i’ve been using recently. my therapist also has me check in with myself every single morning; she says its very important to track things like our mood and our energy, as well as other factors (sleep, environment, stress, etc) so we can catch burn-out before it happens and take those extra rest days when they’re required. that isn’t lazy, that’s called taking care of yourself and being kind and compassionate to yourself—and it’s a responsible thing to do. some days i really can’t answer more than one ask, and that’s okay, because at least i’m doing something.
just the other day i had to bring down one of my writing sessions from an hour to 30 minutes, because i was having such a terrible day and an hour just sounded way too daunting. but guess what? i began my session, keeping in mind that i was only going to do it for 30 minutes, and actually ended up writing for an hour and a half! sometimes you will genuinely surprise yourself, and honestly 90% of the time it’s only starting that’s the most difficult. on the days where i’m having a really rough time, i remind myself how important this is to me. i remind myself how much this means to me, how special it is, how much i truly DO want to do it, how good i feel when i achieve something, and that usually helps me push through and get started.
it’s so important for us to be flexible with ourselves and give ourselves what we need when we need it. i think that as long as we’re continuing to try, then we’re succeeding. adjust accordingly!!! for me, i know that being productive makes me feel really, really great, so even on those days where simply getting out of bed and making food is difficult, i still try to at least tick off ONE thing on my goals list. that way, at least i’ve done something, even if it wasn’t everything. it’s still a step in the right direction, you know? there are also days where we really do need to take a full break from everything as well, and that is okay as well. only you know what you need <3
you mentioned having difficulty doing the bare minimum; maybe your bare minimum is still set too high for where you are at this current moment. is there any way you can bring it down even lower? even if you have to bring it down to just one thing a day, that is STILL progress and that is still success, and it will still help you move forward and built momentum. start as slow and as small as YOU need to, anon <3 you are doing what is best for you, and there is absolutely no shame in that. if your current bare minimum is still too much and too overwhelming, bring it down even further. make it the barest you can. because doing the barest you can is still so much better than doing nothing at all and feeling all crummy because of it!
the last thing i wanted to mention is that i try to do something meaningful to me every single day. just one thing, it doesn’t have to be big, but it makes me feel good and it helps keep me rooted in this current moment as well as helps me appreciate everything i have more <3
waaaah okay i know this is SUPER long but i hope this helps at least a little, anon bb <333 i have so much faith in you and i KNOW you can do this!!!! if you have any other questions please do not hesitate to ask <3 i love u so so much and i’m so thankful to have you here with me!!!
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jayflrt · 2 years
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HELLO MY NAME IS NANA i opened this ask box to write a LIVE COMMENTARY of me reading strawberry lemonade! here goes nothing
omg SEX DRIVE OF BONOBOS i freaking CACKLED like why is his reference SO SPECIFIC
sunghoon collecting praying mantises is so freaking random and hilarious WHAT
not heeseung just CALMLY OFFERING A SOLUTION wow king
"he was looking like you like you were crazy for refusing" EXACTLY LIKE HOW DOES ONE REFUSE A JAY PARK
HEESEUNG GETTING CONFUSED TOO AHSDHASDHA
"staring at his lips because you were a whore" I DID NOT READ THIS TO GET CALLED OUT
"You sound like a Euphoria character" I DON'T EVEN WATCH EUPHORIA WHY IS THIS SO FUNNY
"you're the star actress here" BYE ACT FOOL ACT FOOL
the louder, bolder is gonna be an inside joke BET
"for real this time" JAY SHUT UP
ughh this was so good? i love the backstory and the build up it kinda reminds me of Easy A where Olive helped a guy by pretending to have sex with him lmao the obnoxious yelling and moaning was theater-quality.
ANYWAY your writing is incredible and as part of the en- writer community (yeah i just made that up) I decided to leave asks for writers after I read their fic to know that they are appreciated. Looking forward to more of your work! by the way I also post my writing on my blog and there are mainly for Heeseung and Jay. stop by sometime!
(cont.) Hiiiii! I was wondering if you got my really long ask filled with reactions to strawberry lemonade??? If you did not I will riot at tumblr because I took time writing it but if you did but haven't answered that's ok! And if you did answer I didn't get a notif TUMBLR EXPLAIN
omg it’s so nice to meet you nana !! 🥰💖 i remember your comment!!! i’m not sure if you’re new to my blog but welcome anyways and LIKE THIS MADE ME SO HAPPY THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO DO THIS 🥹 ALSO OMG IM SORRY I DID GET THE ASK I JUST TOOK A WHILE TO GET TO IT BC MY ASK BOX PILED UP 🤧 i am very very glad that tumblr did Not eat it otherwise i would be sending an unfriendly message to them >;((
HAHAH LOWKEY THE NATURE DOCUMENTARY PART WAS SELF INSPIRED(??) my friend even pointed it out when she read the fic and was like “isn’t this u” LMAODJFJ and pls i don’t know what possessed me to make sunghoon a praying mantis collector but i think what’s worse is that he never made an appearance in the fic so he couldn’t even defend or redeem himself <3 justice 4 sunghoon 🤧 HAHHA HEESEUNG WAS JUST TIRED HE WANTED THEM TO STFU but he ended up being wingman of the year !! 🤩 NOO THE WHORE LINE I AM ESCORTING MYSELF TO HELL FOR THAT also the euphoria joke ,, i literally stole that from my own smau 😭 but the smau isn’t out yet ….. so when it’s out i’m gonna be technically stealing it from myself Again 🤨
omg I LITERALLY WATCHED EASY A A FEW MONTHS AGO I DIDNT EVEN MAKE THE CONNECTION but omg you’re so right i remember that scene 😭😭 it was so funny HHAHA even tho the guy was actually putting in effort 😤 jay was giving NOTHING
but thank you so much love that means the world !! 🥰💗 and that’s amazing that you’re doing that! leaving authors feedback or commentary is something that’s so so special and lets them know that they’re making an impact with their stories ♡ thank you for sending such a sweet message and i hope you’re having a wonderful day/night 🌷🌷
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hobidreams · 3 years
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hello lovely author ! this message might be a bit longer than anything usual, so i'm thanking you beforehand for reading if you do so! i couldn't dare to not be anonymous and go on with this but i want to tell you..a long. a few months ago i had read one historical yoongi au which i really liked in Wattpad but unfortunately it got taken down and i got to know that the fic was originally from ao3, so i began my hunt since then. each night my horny self who has a king yoongi kink ( 😭 ) would search for a nice fic, and i bumped into moonlit throne. well, what can i say more about your works. i especially like stories which have a slow burn, grinds like anything else but has a happy ending despite all the angst and when i saw the tags in your work i immediately clicked without any second thought. i immediately got attached to it after reading 2 chapters and i realised that it had become my comfort fic; i felt i myself got the answers to so many unknown questions bubbled inside me..i myself felt like i was the mc at each chapter, feeling everything in that fic myself (silly thing i know😭) and i wanna say, won't lie, heck of bs the mc is much more stronger than me, i actually cried so bad when he was getting married and the mc didn't shed a tear despite all the pain and torment she went through. i can't actually explain how happy i was at the final chapter but again it left me sad because we had come to a beautiful end to such a beautiful couple 😭 i don't know why didn't i comment anything but now it's a bit queer that i installed my long gone Tumblr back again just to thank you for literally saving me; i didn't know i wanted that but it was something i needed so badly that i feel that your fic has given me the answers to all the unanswered questions and has helped me heal from my past. i know it's a bit personal or even a bit irrelevant, but yet. your words are always framed so nicely in such a way that no matter how many times i read your works they never fail to amaze the fûck out of me. i have read all of your other works and they've amazed me so much like damn, you're really so skilled and i LOVE your writing style.
can i just say i'm blaming you for setting my standards even so MUCH higher that i want to marry your characters and i am not willing to settle for less 😭 or should i just say that i'm straight up in love w you🥺
also..last one, i promise. since ever the Daechwita mv has been released i've always been curious to make one king yoongi au myself, and even wrote a oneshot or more of a drabble which i really cringe at now. but anyway i found myself writing another one and have decided to edit that one and make one new series 🥺 im not that experienced in writing but i try my best and i got my sole inspiration from you rain 🥺 i just wonder that moonlit throne is a historical au and how did you get all those info of the past and everything possible in that fic was something which really used to happen in the past. i haven't watched much historical dramas from which i can take any extracts from, but since the terms “ jeonha ” and all those were of use in joseon era, so i just wanted to ask that, i’ll try my best to write the fic of my own but, can i use those terms for my own fic? ( please excuse me if you find this question, i'm extremely dumb. i know nothing of historical shizz and really am just new to this 😭🤌🏼)
thank you so much again! i really hope you don't mind me asking but i plan to post my fic on yoongi day🥺 thank you! and love you <3 ♡♡♡
hi love!! im so sorry this answer comes after Yoongi day T_T it got buried under some AMM asks so i didn't see it. thank you so so much for reading Moonlit Throne and it's a pleasure to have written something that you love so much 💖 it also makes me happy that you could connect with mc so much <3 its ok that you didnt leave any comments when you initially read it; it means so much to me that you've come back now to send me this message!! <3 i hope it can continue to bring you happiness in the future.
as for your question--all the historical information that i used in MLT can be found online. i read a lot of literary journals/studies as well as doing general online research. more info about that can be found here. i can't exactly give you permission to use terms like "jeonha" because they don't belong to me; they are from Korean culture! i would encourage you to do your own research online (even reading wikipedia can give you a good overview of a situation). it's okay to be new. i didn't know much about the joseon era either, before i started my research for MLT. i think when we put in the time to write a historical au in a culture, it's our duty to treat that era and the people that lived in it with respect. and part of that respect is to do our research and portray things accurately. so please do your best in this aspect!! i wish you all the best in your writing!!
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parisakamali · 4 years
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bie!!!!! congrats on 300 omg!!!! ily!!!! my birthday is march 2 🙈🙈 for the bday page and may i also get a ♡ + a flower i can’t copy it + layla(.)jpg !! 💘💗💓💕💘💗💓💝💓💕💘
hewwo layla!!!!! thank you so much ily!!! im so happy you joined 💗 let’s do this!! it also got long so 👀
join my celebration! uwu
♡ : you already know i adore your desktop theme! it’s my favourite thing and i still go and play around sometimes lmao i was scared when you changed it, but im in love with this one too! idk if it makes sense, but i really feel like it fits your personality?? anyway! your mobile theme is always SO pretty! the light green with the black is an interesting combo i wasnt expecting to love so much, but i do! your posts!!! i love them so much, you know this! whether we’re talking about shitposts (rip zac efron as neil, forever in my nightmares), edits or essays about important issues! you’re so funny and so smart, whenever you come up with some hot take i have to brace myself,,, in the best way possible,,, you’re my lil internet sister and i’d kick ass for you any day any time! you’re gonna grow up and be invincible, i believe in you and im sure you’ll manage to do everything you put your mind to1!! 💛
❀ : oh god!!! i love everything you make, dude, and you’re making me choose... here’s top 50 layla edits <3 im kidding,,, although... i just wanna start off by saying how good you are at choosing pictures??!?! literally everything fits with the theme in all of them! we stan!
this blue edit! layla, you dont understand how much i love this edit!!! it’s probably in my top 5 favourite edits on this hellhole. i love the colours, but what i like the most is how you made the text!!! it looks really dope!
this declan edit! you always find such cool ways to do text placement, im in awe! it’s the quotation marks this time, but also the curved text and the combination of fonts!! it’s great ok
this kevin edit and this kevin edit! i love him, we all do, thats not news <3 but like,,, the crowd might go wild when they see him, but i go feral when i see these edits! the quotes you chose are so on point, they both make me remember how much he loves exy and that’s something i love remembering!
this adam moodboard! I LOVE THE CONCEPT SM!! it’s a moodboard but it has quotes too!!! wow!! no fr i really vibe with it and i hope you’re gonna make some more 👀
this kevin/aaron moodboard! the one that got away... this one deserves so much more love and ill die mad about it! the whole vibe is there and it’s a dark mb! what else do you want? it’s perfect!
i love you a lot, lil layla, keep being you cause you’re amazing!! 💗💓💘💞
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writeiolite · 4 years
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IO !!!! hiiiii i hope your day is going well 🥺 your latest oikawa fluff was so heartwarming and heartwrenching in the best way possible?@,@,,@;@ i keep on saying it and i mean it every single time but youre so good!!! 🥺 and i meant to ask !! did u entitle it -26.7 because thats the apparent magnitude of the sun? or is it because of something else ksbsksh but anyways, remember to drink lots of water ok!!! and u better be taking care of ur "rotting vessel" >:(((( please pet ur kitties for me <333 -🗞
AAAA YES THANK YOUUU!!!! I THINK I WAS SITTING AROUND DOING TAROT READINGS WITH MY FRIENDS WHEN U SENT THIS HEHE :’3 HAVING AN AWESOME FUN DAY!!! how is yours?!?! did u eat smth memorable today??? whats ur like, all time fav food you have had? one that was super mindblowing!
AND YES OMG U NOTICEDDDD!!! :DDDDD OMG YES HEHEHE THANK UUUUU HEHEHE IM SO HAPPY SOMEONE NOTICED EHHEEHAFJHKADFJ omg wow pls ;( ♡ ♡ bc ur the sun for oikawa and shine just as bright :3
IM TAKING CARE OF THIS DECREPIT CORPORAL FORM... i had so much chicken earlier... like... it was wild. im proud ADFHAJG AND!!! i pet the pitties lots :3 they’re playing so loud rn omg. my friend’s cat knows how to say hello when he meows so now CutiePie has learned it?!?!? im so ..... amazed but.... LMFAOO. they love to coo and meow at each other to get them to follow or wake up heheh. they’re so cuuutteeee they just love to hang out and play and jakfhgkhs I WANT TO GIVE CUTIEPIE A PERMANENT KITTY FRIEND!!!! >;(
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jung-koook · 3 years
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heyy luv !! hope you’re doing well today and having a great week so far, so I just found out that I’m going to in person school next month already since covid happed and I’m kinda nervous since I haven’t seen my friends in a while I’m also kinda excited but mostly scared and nervous 🙁 . Anyways i wanted to ask how are you feeling about these little videos that the boys are dropping ?? also the bts and Coldplay collab im excited for it !! (so much information sorry 😣) omg and everything that’s gonna happen in September ahh so much !! nevertheless I hope you have a wonderful day sky and thank you for amazing blog everyday , and I want you to know that you have such a lovely soul I love you please take care mwah!! 🧸💞
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its okay to have these feelings but everything will be okay ok!! we need to know more about these videos!! we need more content from them wearing these amazing clothes aaaa!!! about the bangtan and coldplay collab i'm so excited too! i had a dream that jeongguk post a selfie on september 16th, on my birthday. i hope thats one of the things that going to happens in september too lmao you're really SO SO SO SO SO SOOOOO sweet and precious 😭😭😭 you too!! you too please!
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ps. your new icon!!! awww  ♡
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jung-koook · 3 years
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Hii skyy i miss you, hope you've been doing well so far and staying safe. I hope everyday you’re receiving some kind of love and nice words that you deserve :( 💕 sorry i haven’t been too active with sending you your daily messages but I hope you know I love you everyday !!
So it’s almost JK DAY so exciting ahhh !! i hope he sees all the projects army did for him because he really deserves to see how much he’s loved by everyone 🥺 anyways I hope you have an amazing week and please drink water everyday also thank you for trying your best today and being the best and the sweet person you are everyday ilysm hope life is treating you well and seeing how much of angel you are ❤️
Take care and stay safe mwahh byee !! 🧸💗
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BTW YOUR GIFS AND EDITING WILL ALWAYS YOUR BEST TALENT my favorite gif editor 🥰🥺💕
IM SO SORRY FOR TAKE TOO LONG TO REPLY YOU 😭😭😭 thank you so much abby 😭 as i always say i really dont deserve you ♡ i hope that everything you wish for me happens to you ok ♡ i hope life is treating you well too sweetheart ♡ you're so amazing, nice and sweet 🥺
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