#anyways. how's your friday
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on another news COULD THE FUCKING WELSH UNIVERSITY CORRECT MY MASTER'S THESIS SO I CAN GRADUATE THERE AND NOT BE IN AN ACADEMIC LIMBO PLEASE
#I FINISHED IT ON OCTOBER AND UPLOADED IT ON JANUARY WE ARE IN APRIL#I JUST WANT TO UPDATE MY CV AND BE ABLE TO WRITE MY TWO MAS IN PHD APPLICATIONS#anyways. how's your friday
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Obviously “America is Great Again” is a fantastic critique of capitalism and American propaganda, which would be enough to make it an incredible scene on its own. It’s a great song and a great demonstration of the show’s themes, and it’s really well done.
But there’s a tragic layer to that song that really elevates it for me, and that’s because it’s specifically MacNamara singing it.
MacNamara first is introduced to seem like a stereotypical patriotic army guy in the scene where he knocks Paul out. However, he then subverts that in the next scene where we learn his true morals, namely that he believes in love and humanity as his higher purpose and he will put that above the orders of his country if they conflict. He chooses to let Paul live because of that, and when Paul asks if he can save Emma, MacNamara gives him his gun and tells him to go. We learn, as does Paul, that despite his appearance and general vibes, he is a genuinely good person who wants to help and is willing to put his moral code above his patriotism.
But when he gets apotheosized, he becomes the complete opposite. Suddenly his loyalty is to his country only, and his own moral code is erased in service of that, which causes contradictions between the lyrics of AIGA and his thoughts in the scene with Paul. “You can’t run because our borders are closed” when he was helping Paul escape in a helicopter as a human; “Americans should fit a mold” when he didn’t at all fit the “douchey army patriot” mold he was presented with; “There’s only room for right and wrong” when he clearly is able to choose between his own morality and his orders, indicating a more complex outlook instead of a binary. He becomes the stereotype he was subverting, and in doing so he becomes someone that the real MacNamara would have hated. That’s the tragedy of that song, and of the whole show really, is that the people who become part of the hive mind lose their true selves and are only able to act in their stereotypical roles, even if that’s nothing like how they actually were as humans.
There’s also something to be said here about how the us war machine and capitalism corrupts people and makes them into something they would never have been otherwise through a forced loss of personhood but I can’t figure out how to phrase that so
#also I def believe pokey did that to macnamara specifically on purpose#bc the lords know about him from Wilbur and bc he’s probably successfully stopped them in a few timelines at least#so it was specifically pokey’s revenge on him because of personal hatred#and ESPECIALLY because we KNOW macnamara would never ever become a villain willingly#so pokey had to make him one by force#starkid#the guy who didn't like musicals#john macnamara#this is also why I don’t believe the theory that macnamara was already infected btw#his morals are just so different post-infection that I cannot believe it#ALSO also the fact that the music from aiga is macnamara’s heroic leitmotif in Black Friday#something something an expression of your love and desire to help becoming corrupted#something also about how that connects to Wilbur’s corruption… loss of morals loss of self loss of someone you loved to outside forces#anyway.#can you tell I’m super normal about mac
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chateau lobby #4 (reprise)
#artists on tumblr#art#oc#digital art#procreate#my art#tian#zhu#tz#YOU LEFT A NOTE IN YOUR PERFECT SCRIPT ''STAY AS LONG AS YOU WANT'' AND I HAVEN'T LEFT YOUR BED SINCE#[ HORN INTERLUDE ]#HI!!!!!!!#i said wednesday Or thursday or friday and now it's the last few mins of saturday. whatever#i could say a lot abt this + my life as the queen of Pissing Myself Off Island but i will say it tomorrow#pls enjoy gay chinese ppl i invented to be gay married and in love and i love them#thank u luv u goodnight#Wait I lied let me say one more thing before the melatonin gets me#Their faces are the clearest thing in my heart#I know exactly what they look like and I've just been waiting for my skill lvl to catch up#It's been 3yrs since I first started developing them and 2yrs since I started drawing again Specifically so I could draw them#Extremely emo comparing this to Chateau Lobby No4 (2023) and seeing how much closer I've gotten......#Melatonin: trying to force-quit me like a laptop#Me: shut up I have shit to SAY#Anyway they are everything to me!!!!#Emma eats bread and butter like the queen would have ostrich and cobra wine!!!!!#We'll have satanic Christmas Eves!!!! And play piano in the chateau lobby!!!!#Et cetera!!!!!!!!!!! Zzzzzzzzz
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This is going to sound negative, but I think Snuff deserves to be the last Discworld book. I mean, Raising Steam is good in certain ways, a fond elegy to the characters and plots a reader has come to know so well. I don't even object to the visceral pleasure of the earlier novels giving way to something diffuse, harder to pin down. (Unseen Academicals felt like this---a wonderful novel, but not actually a victory; just a plot that rearranged matters in an interesting way.) But there's a sort of...ill magic setting in, by the time you get to the scene where Vetinari gives medals to our wonderful shining heroes of the railway.
Namely, they're too good at this.
Vimes uses the Summoning Dark multiple times, and without even the terrified self-doubt he was showing in Snuff. (I have other issues with Snuff, but that was an interesting thread to pull.) Vetinari not-too-discretely points the Black Clerks at a problem, and it is solved; when necessary, he goes undercover working on something he personally considers vaguely distasteful, and yet becomes the center of a folk song. Moist neither sleeps, nor eats nor makes love to his wife (except sometimes, too rarely in his opinion) but rushes all over doing the railways' job for---what? for why?
They're too good, they've climbed too high; Vimes and Vetinari are edging into myth while still being alive, and Moist was already half of a song anyway, has been since he put on the golden suit.
I'm not saying it's not an interesting setup, because strangely it is. But it feels like the start of something, not closure at all, because what else is Discworld good for if not to tackle the fact that everything glowy and laden with awe will not remain such. Because, you know, that's how the world works.
#I don't know if I'm going to read shepherd's crown. if I read that it will be over.#if I never do; it never will.#but I think it would be interesting to pick up from exactly here. to understand that the next generation comes from this.#and what could ankh-morpork's children possibly make#of all this sacrosanct Progress bequeathed to them by their demigod mothers and fathers?#like....what do you do if your dad can just call up an ancient deity from beyond the dawn of time and get information from it#without thinking twice?#you're the daughter of a man who is widely recognized to be a criminal; formerly dead; richer than god#and de facto controls half the city. what do you do? what CAN you do?#how do you become an adult when your parent literally blots out some of the sky?#anyway. thoughts for a friday.#discworld
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even in a story with reader insert, i'm still putting myself in there separately ahahaha so here's another lil thing with some of @venomous-qwille's characters
and then the moment they leave the room:

#2024#gitm#ghost in the machine#gitm soleil#self ship#self insert#gitm cricket#gitm y/n#gitm fool#i love cricket a whole lot tho i see them more as their own character over an insert so that's why i'm not them here 👉👈#also this is funnier to me okay cool cool cool#i wanted to test how my wrist feels so i used soft B pencils (which i forgot i had lmao)#i think i might be able to paint tomorrow or friday? (busy thursday so) we'll see#anyway i finally drew soleil! weight lifted off my shoulders.... i need to draw something scary with him when i feel better#i also just wanna cover him in kisses i love him i need to annoy him#man i am incapable of not yappin in the tags huh#anyway take care of your arms and wrists and hands that's an order xoxoxo#edit: I JUST REALIZED FOOL'S CRESCENT IS THE WRONG WAY GOD DAMN IT okay my fault for not using a reference i'm sorry bestie
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Friday Nights are so uncomfortable
#fields of mistria#player character#I know hes like everyones pookie bear but i am the one hater lol#we are not friends march your vibes are too bad your tsundere too strong#i think i just have an intense aversion to gameplay where you have to be super accomodating and placating to be respected#like why would i befriend someone that says the things March does i guess is what im saying#and unlike other characters he kind of doesnt acknowledge anything you do for the town even tho thats v specifically an issue he has w you#so theres no way to have neutral ground w him to wven begin to be his friend unless youre putting in all the effort thats how these games g#so when hes judt randomly nice to you every friday night its ssuuuuuper weird and offputting to me#like no actually my character wouldnt be fine with that theyd be really confused and weirded out#anyway March Friday Nights is an imposter idk where the real march is but thats not him
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Round 4
Round: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8
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#detective conan#music#polls#detco posting#my stuff#AYE ROUND 4 IS FINISHED AS WELL!!!#another full of hard and difficult choices...#so many good songs dammit#i have no idea how y'all can even make a choice with all of these...#(exactly why I AM the one making this poll. bc this way i don't have to pick dkfjndkfkdf)#(i'm just way too attached to like. half of my detco playlist)#(i very emotionally care about these songs. it would be like picking a favourite child: undoable)#anyways: HAVE FUNSIES EVERYONE#more coming tomorrow if i have the time. if not then might on friday but latest on the weekend#again: all videos work for my person and apologies if your region music blocked you
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augustus and marcus agrippa
#roman history#tagamemnon#roman empire#roman principate#augustus#gaius octavius#marcus agrippa#marcus vipsanius agrippa#i feel like posting this after the augustus hot or not poll is funny tbh#+was really fun to reference off their statues+written descriptions of augustus#anyway uhm how to have a homoerotic bestfriend in ancient rome. have him marry your daughter. make him live in your house. and so on.#loser fridays#my art#i'm generally not that into the emperors/empire but augustus is very interesting tbh#its something about his aura of mystery and how expertly he manipulated his own image#also some of the weird details abt him like the asparagus thing. funny. like he was a horrible person but also a freak and that makes me#like historical figures tbh.. the combination of warcrimes and strange eccentricities . slay#also the fact that he was really sickly and like constantly on the brink of dying and yet outlived agrippa and all his heirs...
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I still think about the fact that when Dazai got captured by the Port Mafia, not only did no one in the Agency worry about him, Kunikida made him write a report on it when he got back.
Which only makes me wonder how often this happens that it's become standard procedure to write reports after returning from being captured by the enemy.
Sometimes, I wonder what the Agency's actual job is.
#other anime when character returns from being kidnapped:#“Oh thank goodness we were so worried!”#bsd:#“Oh you're back? Ok please write a report on your capture for Friday”#“There's a seperate folder for these type of reports you'll see it”#“anyways how's the weather”#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bungo stray dogs#also the fact that Dazai knew no one would be concerned for him so he just procrastinated coming to work for another day
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I had a gyro and the world became so beautiful once again 😌
#toast talks#I got lonely but didn't know how to talk to anyone for four days so I just sat there with static brain#I still can't hold a conversation to save my life atm BUT I keep seeing posts that I wanna share on here and I gotta do that#Also I got some pinneapple and cheesecake frozen yongurt and I'm feeling MUCH better today and I wanted to see you all...#OH ALSO. GOOD NEWS. MY CAR IS FINALLY IN THE SHOP#Had a little bit of a stress breakdown on Friday about a few things - my sweet Sheila included - but she's getting worked on now!#I'm driving Mavis for a bit and...wow I missed driving her...I love her much more than Niro (my partner's car)#BUT ALSO. BAD NEWS. THE FUCKING DEALERSHIP LIED TO ME ABOUT HOW MUCH WORK SHEILA NEEDS TO HAVE DONE.#SHE NEEDS TO HAVE *LESS* WORK THAN THEY SAID. THEY WERE TRYING TO CHARGE ME FOR SHIT SHE DIDN'T NEED.#''Oh your lower control arms and your air compresser and your drive belt and -'' LIARS. IT WAS JUST HER AIR COMPRESSER.#And her wipers but I can do that -#BUT THEN THEY SAID THEY REPLACED MY CABIN AIR FILTER AND GUESS WHAT? THEY INFACT DID NOT REPLACE MY AIR FILTER#Never bringing Sheila back up there I'm SO pissed that they've been telling me this shit for THREE. YEARS. and nothing is wrong with her.#ANYWAYS.
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CLAP YOUR HANDS SAY YEAHHH 👏🏽🗣️
#ore no kao#clap your hands say yeah#webster hall#such a fun show and so good hearing their self-titled live with how often i come back to it#they're one of those bands i'm not as huge into as like The Vaccines or Two Door but i always come back to their mellow vibes#stuff like Is This Love; Upon This Tidal Wave; Over and Over Again; Let the Cool Goddess Rust...#Some Loud Thunder and Only Run onwards are nice but i love coming back to the chill vibes of the self-titled#takes me back to the college days 🙂↕️#also in talking about Tidal Wave being kind of a protest song the singer said he wouldn't want to write some but given things now...#and 'one thing in particular'--which sounded like an allusion to gaza though dunno how outspoken he's been on it#(also might be misremembering what he said about writing protest songs about 17 hours later lol)#anyway first CYHSY show 15 years in the making was a really fun and much needed way to spend a Friday night after a loooong week 🙂↕️🙂↕️#fifth show of the year and it's BLOC PARTY AND SILENT ALARM'S 20TH ANNIV next at the end of the month ☺️☺️#pity i got here late and missed Knifeplay opening; i dug their stuff listening up on them
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I am normal and sane and okay and fine and normal and indifferent and neutral and cool and aloof and
#when i tell you i want to cry hahjahahahhahahahhahahahhahah#happy friday to me#check up on your hyunsunger friends they are not okay#aough the last two photos#i will be here for the rest of my life#also i need someone to be a homie and please upload scans from the dicon magazine#do it for me my birthday is coming up I'm using that as leverage#fuck i cannot express how much i am losing it#hyunjin#jisung#hyunsung#all sorry scoups and dino i fear i am here right now#resisting the urge to change my url back to hyunsung2min because as a hyunsung2minner i am THRIVING#are we going to talk about the pictures with the ice cream and ice pops–#anyways
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Hhhungryyyyyyyyyyy
#i want burger#and garlic mayo#you’re telling me a gar licked this mayo?#can you tell I just remembered that this is a personal blog#I can post whatever i want#I’m treating it like a private twitter account but just with art posting#but like seriously I’m so fucking hungry rn it’s literally 3 am#I genuinely just want a burger#for my American audience i want a chicken sandwich#chicken sandwiches and burgers are just kinda considered the same here#what fucking audience you loser it’s 3 am and you’re burger posting in tags#chat can you believe this?#chat is this real#also I’m fucking COOLLLDDDDE#who’s been reading all of this#if you have leave a comment down below 😎#if you’ve been reading this long you deserve some personal information#I’m so mad I won’t get a burger on Friday and probably also Saturday#since I’m going to the shit doctors#and they’re shoving a camera up my asshole (colonoscopy)#what’s that one saying#hot people have stomach issues#anyway#I can’t eat for a FULL DAY before it#aka Friday#and then it says on the prep document that your first meal shouldn’t be super greasy#which makes me pissed like#dude let me eat my shitty burger and poutine#ohhhh my god I want an osmows poutine#guys I ran out of tags so I guess you’re not gonna hear the story about how we had 3 university students all hunched over food CHARACTER LIM
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I dreamt about a nursing student/nurse Wilson x Dr House AU, so I needed for it to become real (in a way) 😭
#I need a life I know#nurse Wilson x doctor house anyone?#Hilson#House Md#I officially started s4 and I’m dying bc of all the subtext#I came in shipping cuddy and house but oooooh boy how the turntables#anyways#Gregory House#James Evan Wilson I love you#you adorable diabolical man#greg house#you sir#are my spirit animal#myart#fanart friday#I’m sorry for the so much of a height diff but I just see Wilson as this adorable little shit#whilst house is big bad wolf your mum warns u about#I have a headcanon for this somewhere#old men yaoi we love them#if someone write this I will die happy#hate crimes md#house x Wilson
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top surgery…………tomorrow…………
#what the fuckkkkkk#I’ve heard people say ‘practice sleeping on your back for like three weeks prior to surgery!!!’ and as much as I understand that#on the OTHER hand. should I not be savoring every moment of side and stomach sleep I have left#that being at this point probably a grand total of like. 12 hours.#I wish I got a few more things done before im unable to carry shit for like a month but. ah well#like I wanted to get my tv mounted properly so I can use it from my bed. but yeah that didn’t happen#I’m still anxious about the travel part but less because I think it’s too close for comfort time-wise and more because I’m worried my friend#will think it’s too close and she’ll back out last moment and I’ll have to go with my mom instead#that would be a pretty shitty thing to do at this point but idk you never know#the way I have things set up I SHOULD have between 2hrs 15min - 2hrs 50min to get there with the latter being way more likely#it’s a 1.5hr drive NOT including traffic. considering going into SF always has some amount of traffic and there’s construction around sac rn#I am taking into consideration the traffic. but I would be kind of appalled if a whole extra hour got tacked on because of traffic#I’m leaving town during the morning rush But usually people are going INTO sac for the rush not the other way around. and by the time I’m at#the bay bridge it should be past the sf morning rush or at least at the tail end of it#can you tell I’ve been overthinking this like crazy. I mean. you can’t blame me considering if I somehow can’t make it on time I risk losing#my appointment that took me over a Year to get and I’d have to reschedule probably months later#worst case scenario of course but yeah.#anyway. anyway I need to stop thinking about this it’s pointless right now#ghsgahhh how does it still not feel totally real??? I mean I guess cause nothing currently is different in my life?? like I’m just. going to#work like normal. same routine tonight as usual. etc. it’s like it’s all gonna kick in at once as soon as Friday morning hits#maybe it doesn’t feel real partly because if it did I’d be even more anxious and unable to function#fuckkkkk I don’t know dude this is so weird this isn’t how I expected to feel at all#it could be worse of course I’m not really complaining so much as expressing my confusion over it#I’m gonna have so much fucking trouble sleeping before all this fuckkjjjkk#kibumblabs#also I was told id probably get some calls this week from the hospital but I haven’t gotten anything at all so that’s#idk a little nervewracking but it just as well could be a good thing ie; I got all my forms and tests and shit done early so now all I have#to do is Wait basically#guess we’ll see if they call or message me later today
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So.
My manager was not informed my assistant manager told me to focus on nursing claims while senior coworker is out sick. My coworkers assume that someone checks workloads before dividing up the work of sick people, rather than just shell stuff out by hours worked. They're wrong.
I'm six weeks behind on my healthcare claims.
Our clients have decided the first sunny Friday of the year is the best time to call about stuff. The employee reps have a meeting again. A nursing coworker is drowning in calls. The corrections team is huffy because I rewrote my ticket after they couldn't make heads or tails of it.
I'm five and a half weeks behind on my healthcare claims.
Our phone number is still being printed on certain tariff claims we have nothing to do with. All calls are about teeth stuff I've never heard about. I get asked to violate federal data protection laws. A customer who wants to reach us by email is upset we ask that all attachments are legible. A customer who knows they only have 30% cover is confused why we aren't paying out 100% of costs. I get asked to violate federal data protection laws.
My nursing claims are piling up.
Someone wants me to write "just a quick message to the anti escalation team" that takes an hour to not make sound like the most passive aggressive thing ever, because the anti escalation team only deals with things that are easily misinterpreted as the most passive aggressive thing ever. In either direction. I can see three ways this could have started and it's no one's fault. I can't put that into words without sounding like I'm blaming someone.
I'm five weeks behind on my healthcare claims.
Another coworker can't reach the assistant manager and I'm the most senior adjuster still logged in for her problem. She's just so confused. It's simple. She refuses to believe it's that easy. I go on lunch break.
My nursing claims are piling up.
I've got the most nonsensical letters in my workload that need to be processed before all else. I shut down my phone line. A healthcare provider seems to be violating federal data protection laws on a whim.
I'm four weeks behind on my healthcare claims.
I email my assistant manager the requested list of screenshots illustrating the logging error in healthcare claims I mentioned three weeks ago. I skim my newer workload for time sensitive stuff and misdirected correspondence. I'm on an hour of overtime.
I've got no idea if my assistant manager was told I was told to work on my healthcare stuff today. Sick coworker won't be back until Easter. I never get work done on Monday. Too many calls.
My nursing claims are piling up.
I'll be four weeks behind on my healthcare claims next Tuesday.
#stories from work#rant#vent#long post#it gets better#just not today#but anyway#how has your Friday been?#doing anything fun this weekend?
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