Casual reminder that i have a kofi anddd that every dono gets a little doodle like these as a thank you ♡
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every year on his birthday dazai sends him a wine bottle full of grape juice. he changes the labels and puts it somewhere where chuuya would see it immediately. attached is always some generic happy birthday card. chuuya drank it without thinking the first time and immediately spat it out because, surprise surprise, grape juice tastes like absolute shit. he immediately found dazai and poured the rest of it over his head. before his next birthday he changes his locks, but there it is on the 29th of april, nestled in a decorative basket full of fake flowers. he doesn’t bother the third year.
two minutes past midnight on the day of his 19th birthday, his doorbell rings. on the welcome mat is a familiar basket, and that godforsaken bottle of juice.
chuuya throws it at the wall and is silent as it shatters. he watches the purple seep into the wallpaper, the liquid dripping into the carpet. it’s weeks before the smell dissipates.
on his 20th he's almost expecting it. two minutes past midnight, a bell ringing, a bottle on his mat. he puts it in the fridge and doesn't touch it for months.
for his 21st he's prepared. he hides at the end of the hallway by the corner, watching and waiting. midnight comes. two minutes pass, then ten, then fifteen. at half past he gives up and enters his apartment again, only to find the basket sitting innocently on his couch.
his legs shake as he walks to it, and he startles when he sees a nondescript white card tied to the neck of the bottle. on it is written "always so predictable chuuya" with a crude smiley face drawn beneath the text.
chuuya breathes in deeply. he wants to scream, wants to break something, wants to smash the bottle and every bottle in his cellar and rip off the arms of his couch and tear down the plaster in his wall and shake dazai and ask him why.
instead, he goes to the fridge, and places the bottle next to the first. he doesn’t leave his apartment that day.
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i was thinking about this the other day but why is natsu basically the only character in ft that lacks introspection😭 basically every single character (that gets screen time LMAO) has some form of internal monologue and examines their surroundings or the morality of battle or their relationships etc etc but not him… like genuinely has he ever had moments where the writing actually exposes his thought process because i cannot think of a single instance lol
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Actually it’s all worth it for the way I got the entire function laughing by saying “sorry, I’ll go stealth mode” after someone commented abt my nails clicking when I texted and then genuinely texting silently
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i know in my heart mithrun would have held such such such a desire to keep his ears undamaged. they instantly convey you're a noble tasked with a righteous thankless necessary job. if you're still alive it goes without saying you have worked yourself to the bone countless days and nights bled more blood than most people can imagine. you're working with what are considered the worst prisoners the quickest way to differentiate you and them, how you should be treated, if you're worthy to keep alive or if sacrificing you happens without a second thought, is your ears. and you didn't choose this your life was thrusted upon you you're an offering. the feelings of pride, disgust, desperation, abandonment, no one other than your fellow canaries understanding what this weight on your chest is like
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guess two of my roommates cancelled their contracts at the last minute and now i have my own room and only have to share the apartment with one other person
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thinking about how me and hajime would get to throw a joint bday celebration and how much fun it would be……..
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