#ask.Breathtaker

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AAAAAAAAAAAA SORRY THIS IS SO LATE PLS FORGIVE ME ITS BEEN A DAY

i am actually cursed. fun fact to get to know me, some train god long ago placed a curse upon me as a babe and i now caN NEVER HAVE A SMOOTH TRAIN JOURNEY I MISSED MY FUCKING CHANGE GODDAMNIT

oh yeah nah that would do it. yeah nah infinite damage like, that doesn’t sound ideal i’ll be honest, especially for a SoulsBorne game. WHO KNEW DAMAGE WOULD WIN IN THAT FACE OFF (that’s legit exactly what happened. like i walked in, this mf LANDED ON ME, and i was like yeah no fuck this noise, definitely broke my nose on the wall on the way out)

ITS SUCH A GOOD GAME. I CANNOT TELL YOU HOW GOOD OF A GAME IT IS!!!! but definitely wait til exams are over because it’s probably a binge game. NO SAME THAT WAS THE LAST GAME I PLAYED TOO!!!! like i was super late to the party and only played it like, last December BUT IT WAS REALLY FUN

your superpower other than artistic skillz: you can secrete a liquid from your pickle legs that instantly pickles all targets within a 10 metre radius. i think i liked >>EelWhisperer<< best cuz it sounds the most useful. i would be unstoppable with them on my side…..

GOD IM SO JEALOUS IVE HAD NO COFFEE TODAY AND THE WITHDRAWALS HAVE BEEN INSANE LIKE SHIMMIE SHAKES, SHITTY HEADACHES, hhhhhhhhelp me

you’re younger sister sounds very wise. for i too believe you can see through walls….

I DID COUNT THE HENRYS BUT I GOT DISTRACTED AFTER FOUR no he totally looks like a sheep with wings oh my god—

YOU BETTER HAVE A GOOD DAY OR IDK ILL SET THE EELS ON YOU HEHEHEHEHHE

HA!!! TRAINS ARE EVIL!!!

ESSA!!!! HAVE A GOOD COFFEE!!! RN

(This gif is literally me in the morning) ehwfwewfowehwuhf I wouldn't even function without coffee ^^;;

or caffeine in general O_o

AND MY SUPERPOWER SOUNDS GROSS AND AWESOME AT THE SAME TIME ?! And I imagine my artistic skills be like…drawing on a post-it and PIN it to someones forehead (and nothing will happen… just this)

Also PLEASE!!! imagine all those black eels around you?! I mean How cool is that?! (I kinda want to draw this… gimme a sec) Soo… with your picrew thingy as a reference:

BUT THIS WOULD BE THE OUTFIT? I'm in a suit mode today and I refuse to draw pickle legs

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YEP. EVERYDAY. 25 DAYS. STARTING NOW. OR YESTERDAY. OR LIKE HOWEVER MANY DAYS ITS ALREADY BEEN.

maybe i’ll add like, a cat pic, or a horse pic, or a dog pic, WHO KNOWS

THE WORLD IS MY OYSTER

maybe i’ll add an oyster pic 👀👀👀

SO MANY POSSIBILITIES BUT FOR NOW

have this

ESSA!!! A- A HORSE?! COME ON, HOLD ON, YA HAVE A HORSE?! PLEASE!!! THIS WILL BE THE FIRST TIME SOMEONE SEND ME A HORSE PIC!!! A HORSE!!!! a HoRsE I SWEAR MY MAINBOARD IS RUNNING WILD!!! OR o doggo?! A DOGGO!!! or...an OYSTER?! I don't know why but I find this actually pretty cool and unique... BUT A HORSE?! PLEASE?!

ALSO, LOOK AT THIS BEAUTY!!! jewoifjoiwfohwoehfa I just…No…I can't. These colors…efwjohfoweh...a-and...I just wanna:

I don't care about scratches. My forearms and hands are full of scars fweohfwuhf Spencer is a maniac sometimes…well like me …BUT that's another story.

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MORE BABIES

ITS MOJ TIIIIIIIIME

SO, this is Mojo (on the left). he’s our newest boy and i’m actually in love with him. he had the same personality as my spaniel Chunk, who is just MY BOI. i love him to pieces even tho i can never feel my arms after taking him out (he’s a very strong boi)

the one on the right is Bob, one of his friends in the field and an absolute insane case. like my friend used to train on him and she spent half her time kissing the ground. so naturally i love him too hehehehehehehehehehehehehehe

ESSA, MOJO and BOB!!! HI!!! PLEASE!!! LOOK AT THOSE STRONG BOYS!!! HEEEEEELP THE CUTENESS LEVEL THE LAST DAYS WILL KILL ME!!! fijweoijfioweihf

Also…the first thing that popped into my head….idk why, maybe bc I'm weird. But every time I fed a horse with my hand… I just smile like an idiot. I mean, their lips are SO FUCKING SOFT!!! Like I can't compare anything to it. It's like feeding a cloud. YES CLOUDS ARE SOFT AND FLUFFY AND COOL holy shit what am I even talking?! PRETEND YOU DIDN'T READ THAT....OR NOT...IDK, okay? Leave me alone I live on the countryside AND if ya take a walk with the doggo you see horses and cows! AND a barn smells like childhood ..eiwhfowheoh

PLEASE ESSA THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

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JO, ik it’s the end of June now but i wanted to send one last inbox takeover, because this has honestly been so much fun. like, people should do this with their moots fr. this has honestly been such a blast

i hope you enjoyed this as much as i have, and i hope more than anything all is well with you. once again sending you all the love in the world, here’s to further inbox screaming in the future 🥂

love you empress <333

IT WAS!!!! IT ISSS!!!! IT HAS BEEN!!!!! ESSA, SERIOUSLY, YOU REALLY MADE MY DAYS!!! AND I LITERALLY CAN'T THANK YOU ENOUGH FOR IT!!! (and I'm sorry for spamming you today >_< please I'M SO SORRY…BUT ILY SO SO MUCH!!! eifwhfwohfw)

AND OH I enjoyed it very much!!! So LET'S BE (that's literally my grandma on a family visit) :

But seriously…luv ya Emperor (:

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I LITERALLY GAVE UP SO FAST, i got to the first tutorial boss in like, the jail cell area and just, yeah nah fuck that, way too cumbersome for me, THIS FUCKER:

i MUCH prefer the fast paced gameplay of Bloodborne and Sekiro. (HOW TF DID YOU GET INFINITE HEALTH AND STILL DIE IM SO MORBIDLY IMPRESSED)

GOD Bloodborne still hold up as a fantastic game even like, seven years later or however long it’s been. like, how do the graphics still look mind blowing??? Sekiro is in-SANE. like seriously. that game is so fun but oh my god i actually almost broke my controller. like i only kept playing after a CERTAIN OTHER FUCKING BOSS WHO IS SUCH BULLSHIT because the gameplay was so fun and smooth. really glad i stuck with it tho, but i’m refusing to finish it cuz i don’t want it to be over ;—;

I LOVE HENRY. SO MUCH. I WANT TO BE HIS FRIEND :”)

no because i do truly believe i pissed of a vengeful god and you’re here to act out revenge, because there’s no goddamn way any human can so easily steal the lungs of those around them. or the breath. OR THE EYES MA’AM

OH MY GRANDMA USED TO SAY FUN THINGS LIKE THAT!!!! i think it’s probably where i get mine from andownxonziw (dw i was afraid of my grandma too, because i was 100% convinced she could make us forget my mum and we would be stuck with her. she was a very convincing lady. loved her to pieces tho)

you better be sleeping by the time i send these. i usually write them at the end of every day before midnight so YOU BETTER BE ASLEEP BY THEN ISTG

ESSA!!! I think…it was bc of INFINITE DAMAGE. So infinite damage against infinite health? DAMAGE WINS… good to know right? urgh…(not me laughing about the screenshot? naah… It's like ya see the enemy and thought:…'naah NOT TODAY' turn around and just walk until the invisible WALL hits the face)

STOP ESSA!!! I WANT TO PLAY SEKIRO!!! LIKE I REAAALLYYY WANT TO PLAY IT RIGHT NOW!!! (please…ewiwofhwhfw) BUT I CAN'T RIGHT NOW….shit exams…BUT after the 07.17. I'm off to play for like a week? The last game I played was A.O.T. 2…. uhm yeah ^^

If it ever happen…that I became a superhero. My name shall be >>Pickle Leg<< (I can't think of a superpower now….uuuurgh) what will be your name? EelWhisperer/Breathtaker/Emperor/PickleSpecialist/ThreatMaster/DragonTrainer/FortuneTeller? …I have no idea why my brain came up with THIS rn… I had coffee… A LOT OF COFFEE!!!!

And PLEASE…My younger sister believed for a VERY long time that I can see through walls…<_<

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what can i say, my knowledge of pickles is simply astounding

AND DRAGONS ARE COOL, and who knew knowing so much about them would help a shaman woman with her mushroom trip vision interpretation… that was a mouthful— BUT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE THE DRAGON ON YOUR WALL PLS, THAY SOUNDS SICK, unfortunately the ones on mine will stay hidden for the rest of time

he was so good the other day, the vet came down to see him because he had mites in his feathers the poor boy, so they gave him an injection to kill them off. he was absolutely fine but i had to walk away because the needle was fucking huge and i was about to pass out… wouldn’t be the first time

HE IS A VERY BEAUTIFUL BOY

an asshole at times, but a beautiful one. he doesn’t let you lead him away from the field unless he’s had a polo mint. some may call it “teaching bad habits” but i call it “being unable to discipline animals if they are cheeky or mischievous because they i love them too much”— huge difference

for some reason, i cannot think of another concept that just like, is you. just, having pickles for legs is the most jo thing i’ve ever heard, that’s a compliment i swear—

oh and if you ever call yourself plain again i’ll tear off your skin and wear it as a jacket :)

is that threat too far? does too far exist??? if there is a line, watch me throw myself the other side of it :”)

OH ALSO, fuck i forgot what i was gonna say, WAIT GOT IT lmk if this is tricky to keep up with IVE BEEN TOLD I TALK A BIT TOO MUCH WHEN IM EXCITED so don’t hesitate to let me know <3

EAT. SLEEP. HYDRATE.

Essa...I'm sorry....I painted it over...the dragon... eifjwihfoiwh but maybe it's time for a new dragon on the wall (: (A red one...with green glowing eyes? idk why I thought for a red one immediately ^^;;)

also..vets? iejwiefjwihf Spencer had an eye surgery when he was little… So he had stitches around his eyes for like 4 weeks? And I holded him while the vet removed the stitches… >_> I feld so bad afterwards…but well… I didn't want the vet's assistant to hold my little man bc he already was so scared >_<

AND PLEASE!!!! I mean every time you see a pickle again you have to THINK of ME. insert evil laughter* wether it's a pickle in his usual environment or a pickle lieng at the beach, just celebrating existence.

IF YOU WEAR ME AS A JACKET IT WILL BE A JOcket…okay I'm sorry…this is the worst and saddest pun EVER.

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WHAT COLOUR DID YOU PAINT YOUR BATHROOM PLEASE?!?! if it's anything other than neon pink or straight up black i will file a complaint.

THREE HOURS IS SIMPLY NOT ENOUGH SLEEP

i know this may be the pot calling the kettle black but sleep more or i will simply knock you out with a well aimed tea bag thrown at your head.

there's a lot of threats here... it's a language of affection i swear 0-0

BUT, christ on a bike your recents arts have been mindblowing. like excuse me empress but i like, came back from the wilderness to absolute MASTERPIECES, that new style is fucking sending me feral you have no idea. good god.

you never need to cease the nicknames, they're my favourite thing. you have any idea how many i've given my sister??? i now regularly call her sneab, which has nothing to do with her actual name. the spiral of nicknames has led me down a dark and glorious path

GET SOME SLEEP YOU BEAUTIFUL LITTLE CAFFEINE GREMLIN

ily <3

AAAAH ESSA!!! I PAINTED IT WHITE!!! SHAME ON ME!!! (actually never thought about neon pink…hmmm)

BUT I PAINTED THIS IN MY LIVING-ROOM :

Oh by the way, that's totally me in the picture. Thought it's only my hand right? naaah That's me. I'm actually just ONE HAND ….. Who would paint his own hand this way? hu? nobody right? ….OKAY I ADMIT I MAY REALLY NEED MORE SLEEP IRGOERHIGH CAFFEEEEIIINEEEE!!!!

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I. HAVE. RETURNED.

I managed to avoid stepping on thistles BUT we went swimming in a weir and i was definitely harassed by eels istg fucking SCARY SLIMY SHIT

was a lot of fun tho, BUT YOU BETTER HAVE LOOKED AFTER YOURSELF BETTER HAVE HYDRATED AND EATED AND SLEEPED AND RESTED

I SWEAR TO GOD MADAME EMPRESS YOU BETTER HAVE HAD SOME REST

THE EMPEROR IS BACK!!!

I CAN'T SWIM SO THIS IS REALLY FUCK*NG CREEPY FOR ME !!!

BUT I'M SO GLAD TO HEAR YOU HAD A LOT OF FUN!!!! WELCOME BACK TO THIS PLACE CALLED TUMBLR !!!

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JO AM SORRY IM GOING CAMPING FOR THE WEEKEND PLS FORGIVE MY ONE DAY MISSED TOMORROW :”(

You shall be forgiven my emperor.

BUT SERIOUSLY?! ESSA WTF?! THIS IS SO COOL!!! I WISH YOU LOOOTS OF FUUUN!!!

But don't step barefoot on thistles. Because it's not cool. not.cool. Or stepping on stinging nettles. Barefoot. not cool either.

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OKAY NEXT BABIES

TWO FOR THE PRICE OF ONE!!!!

well… kind of

the one on the left is Beans. we rescued her off the side of the road back in winter 2020, and honestly we didn’t think she would last the night.

she died a few weeks ago. SHE LIVED FOR ALMOST TWO YEARS AFTER WE FOUND HER. she was like, 207 anxosnxowkcosn

AND THE ONE ON THE RIGHT is Fizz. the one who fucks off for months, likes to thinks he’s a feral street cat, only to come home and want pampering :”)

ANYWAY, hope you had a wonderful day lovely, ilyyyyy <3

HI ESSA!!! Bean!!! urgh..please..let's hold a moment of silence… looking at this lovely eyes and hope that she's at another place. maybe watching over your family >_< efjwoeihfowf

We rescued a cat too once. AND here comes the babbling: It was a rainy day in the park nearby and we heard him screaming (we asked EVERYWHERE in the neighborhood but nobody seemed to know that sweet cat…so we took him in :3…for the rest of his live…like… idk 8 or 10 years. he was kinda aggresive tho~ probably bc of what happened to him? BUT nevertheless, we truely loved him <3)

Well the cat from my mom is kinda the same as Fizz (but he comes back almost every day and want to cuddle…then he starts drooling like…a LOT…which is SO FUCKING ADORABLE !!!)

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nah cuz now i wanna yeet into yer inbox everyday throughout June like 👀👀👀👀 ik you’re not active during the week but like i kinda wanna thoooooo

I LOVE YOU. BY THE WAY. JUST THOUGHT YOU SHOULD KNOW. JUST LIKE. YEAH. IDK. YOU’RE KINDA COOL AND STUFF.

EIWHFEOIWHFWOIEH ESSAAAAAA!!! Okay...wait...hold...on...just....a....sec....I...need....just....one...............................................second. LIKE EVERY EVERYDAY? THAT WOULD BE DAILY!!! (i'm literally the brain) SO THE NEXT 25 DAYS (600 h, 36000 m and 2160000 s)?!

ALSO, JUST SO YA KNOW, I LOVE YOU TOO!!! PLEASE!!! SUCH A TALENTED WRITER AND AWESOME HUMAN HERE!!!

SO, Hi YOU...yes YOU, silent reader ^^ ... GO TO HER BLOG RN!!! I even link it for you :3 -> @levi-my-beloved <- (AND…if YOU read, please leave her some kind words!!!)

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jesus i just saw your answer to my last ask why oh WHY am i like this hhhhhhhhhh this two blog thing messes me up SO BAD

ANYWAY, it wasn’t really anything important, just that one of your pieces was such incredible visual inspiration for a specific scene in the next chapter of my series hehehehehehehehe

but yeah, just like, a giant thank you for that, and how great it is seeing you on the dash again. i really hope you’re looking after yourself. actually no i don’t hope, you BETTER be looking after yourself or i will pour cement between your toes /threat.

i’m cat-sitting for my flatmate this week, so Autumn says hi, and ALSO that you better be looking after yourself or death upon you <3

love you bb 💙

I SWEAR IF TUMBLR EATS THIS ONE I AM ACTUALLY GOING TO PICK A FIGHT WITH SOMEONE

Essa….I can't even handle one account soooo… YOU have my fullest respect. Amen. BUT that also means… I may have to take care of my inbox. Maybe that's the reason why asks disappear?

And…your latest serie? That means The Ackerbond? PLEASE IT'S ON MY READING LIST AND and and I just saw YOU ALREADY POSTED 5 CHAPTERS?! AAAAAAAHHHHH!!!

And…your latest serie? That means The Ackerbond? PLEASE IT'S ON MY READING LIST AND and and I just saw YOU ALREADY POSTED 5 CHAPTERS?! AAAAAAAHHHHH!!! (actually everything from you is on my reading list…hehe)

AND I THOUGHT TUMBLR WOULD BE FULL AFTER EATING MOST OF MY PRIVATE REPLIES…PFFF hungry bloody creature...

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uh, first thing's fucking first; your pfp... i'm like, trying to breathe over here can you like, stop stealing it? my air pls? like i need that shit. stop taking my breath please i would like to keep it in my LUNGS

second things second, my knowledge of dragons is anything BUT cool. pls, the fucking drawings on my wall are a testament to that, which will NEVER SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY EVER AGAIN pls don't go looking i don't think i could ever live that down–

if you sketched a dragon i think i would like, idk, simply game over. like i would just stop working. i think.

...WAIT IS THE RECURRING DREAM THAT YOU HAVE PICKLES FOR LEGS???? it could be that moving forward in a certain aspect of your life was difficult for you, and it was going to be a slow learning process. don't ask me wtf the pickles mean, maybe you just had a really specific craving???? but it also depends like, which way you were trying to walk, whether you were trying to support yourself by holding onto like, idk a banister or some shit, if anyone was with you at the time, whether they were dill pickles or sour pickles or pickled gherkins idk why i have such expansive knowledge on PICKLES–

i mean, personally, methinks you should take care of your good leg whether your dreams are telling you to or not. ngl if a dream was telling my to cut off my good shoulder... i'm probably not gonna do that or maybe i would just to see what would happen...

i'm curious now–

i understand the struggle, many a time have i been tempted by the squirrels of tinder, but you must say NAY, NAY SQUIRRELS, YOU SHALL NOT TEMPT ME THIS DAY

that film was horrifying the music to the boat sequence is now stuck in my head thank you -_- (but you could never be a bad nut <3)

NOW TAKE GOOD GODDAMN CARE OF YOURSELF YA HEAR ME?

also moj says to look after yourself so now you have to

ESSA!!! YOU IMPRESS ME WITH YOUR KNOWLEDGE OF THE DIFFERENT KIND OF PICKLES!!! A- AND WHAAAT?! PLEASE NOOO!!! IT'S FREAKIN' COOL!!! I MEAN DRAGONS?! HELLO?! D-DRAGONS ON YOUR WALL!!! DRAGON DRAWINGS!!! EHFOWHFOEHOFHEH wanna.see.them.so.badly…efhwehhie (I once painted a dragon on my wall. like a BIG one…so I just could finish his head O_o)

A-A-AND MOOJOO!!! HIII!!! G O D… I want to pat him so badly?! Like SERIOUSLY!!! SO BEAUTIFUL!!!

Yeah, It's a dream I get once in a while -the pickle leg dream. So definitely recurring and a dream where I lose all my teeth (NOT IN A COOL OR GOOD WAY SO I WON'T GET INTO DETAIL ...not gonna lie, I have a lot of fucked up dreams ^^;;) AND NO!!! YA HAVE TO KEEP YOUR SHOULDER… AND ARM…AND HAND!!!! Ya need them, for typing (:

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ngl im living for all these pet pics in your inbox, i feel like such a trendsetter ajbfoebnigowgoreb

OKAY SO–

yeah, we have some awesome people in my area, my flatmate is currently out visiting her friend she also met in the park, who's basically given her a thousand quid sofa for free cuz she wants it out her house

ON TO THE QUESTIONS

YES, most if not all dreams can be interpreted, and nearly every single imagery has some kind of symbolism. if say you dream about multiple things, then usually combining the symbolism is how i come up with my own interpretations.

multiple dreams at a time is the same as drawing a major arcana in tarot, or the same card multiple times. YOU GOTTA LISTEN. something or someone is trying to tell you something, heed the warning or listen to their advise. the moment you do that, usually the repetitive dreams stop.

well, everything has symbolism, i just happen to have a LOT of external knowledge about dragons (blame teenage me's fixation on the creatures). wyrms specifically can either come with great fortune, or a great fall from grace. depending on what the dragon wants, it can either make you day or use your desires against you. turns out it was 100% using her desires against her.

I HAVE NO IDEA HOW PEOPLE FIND OUT THEIR ASTRAL SIGN, i genuinely have no clue. all she told me was that some monks in tibet told her never to get involved with someone who has any monkey (rip zeke) or dragon in them. the signs are there, like this woman has to leave this man fr, he's not good for her. ALSO SUPER TOXIC, so many red flags it's like a beach over here–

IDK WHY OR HOW SHE MET HIM ON TINDER, but set yer tinder settings to england and maybe... maybe, you could meet the squirrel

please keep taking over the world (and my heart) with drawings of levi... we need more of you in our lives.

YOU BETTER HAVE HAD A GOOD GODDAMN DAY, or i will fight the sun.

and remember: it's all shits and giggles until someone giggles and shits

ESSA, YOU ARE A TRENDSETTER!!! Can I say that I find your knowledge of dragons FREAKIN' COOL?! (lemme tell ya, it's way more cooler to talk about dragon's than binary trees) and here we go…now I wanna sketch a dragon…<_< fhhfdfgorhgowehf haven't drawn one in a while now ^^

AND...what?....H-hold on... I have a few dreams which I get once in a while. (3 really persistent dreams...and they're NOT cool) I DREAMED MY LEGS ARE PICKLED CUCUMBERS!!! LIKE…DID YOU EVER WALK ON PICKLED CUCUMBERS?! BC I CAN'T RECOMMEND IT?!!! ITS FREAKIN' WOBBLY?! WHAT COULD THIS MEAN?! That I can't run away from something? That I'm stuck, where I am atm? Or that have to take care of my good leg? (pheew haven't had this dream in a while tho~ hehe)

Okay…I hope ya know that I'm REALLY fighting against myself: I won't make an account on Tinder. BUT I WANT TO MEET THE SQUIRREL SO BADLY!!! ....... wait....a sec…no maybe not.... I just remember… 'Charlie and the Chocolate Factory'…? WHAT IF I'M A BAD NUT?! (a bad nut with pickled cucumber legs…holy sh*t !!!)

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JOOOO JOJOJOJOOOOOO

i hope you’ve been taking care of yourself during your well deserved break. imma steal that one good knee if you went even a SECOND without hydrating.

love you bb <3 wishing you all the goddamn best, you deserve it :3

ESSA!!! ESSA!!!! ESSSSSAAAAAA!!!! PLEEEEEEEAAAAASSSSEEEEEE I'M SCREAMING!!!! YOU ARE AN ANGEL I FUCKING SWEAR!!! YOU HAVE TO BE ONE!!!! SERIOUSLY, TAKE MY KNEE AND MY NOODLE ARMS!!!! AND THE PINK ELEPHANT IN MY ROOM!!! Remember? IT'S YOURS TO!!! TAKE IT!!! IT'S OKAY! IT'S A NICE ELEPHANT (WHO WON'T SHIT EVERYWHERE HE GOES. USUALLY!)

AND STAY HYDRATED TOO, BECAUSE :