holy moly i fired my game up........ here's some kind of lighthouse wip
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I'm not her//D.M
Summary: Astoria realizes her relationship with Draco is falling apart
Astoria never admitted it but when Draco and y/n became friends she was jealous she felt less than her
Y/n was everything she could never be, funny, charming, extremely beautiful, smart and well everyone loves her she walks down the halls and everyone greets her. Y/n may be a Slytherin but everyone from every house loves her. And Astoria bet every guy in school probably crushed on her, so she was always self conscious about Draco being around her
Especially after the longer they spent together Astoria saw how Draco looked at y/n when she was around or passed by. Draco would pretend he didn't care when Astoria would question it
"She's my friend Astoria of course I notice her when she's around." Draco would say each time and Astoria didn't believe that Draco didn't have some sort of non platonic feelings for y/n, and she just wished Draco would admit it instead of playing the she's just a friend card all the time!
And maybe her jealously has gotten the best of her and she's been rude to y/n on occasions, which immediately Draco would get so defensive of her and even leave with y/n leaving Astoria all alone
"Honestly Astoria what's your problem? Y/n has been nothing but nice to you she's my best friend and as my girlfriend you shouldn't be so stuck up and bitchy around her it's getting on my nerves, I can have female friends get over it." Draco had said to Astoria right before he leaves with his arm around y/n, leaving Astoria feeling cold and even more jealous then she did before
And since then Astoria hasn't been nicer which just makes Draco drift further away and makes her more mean, the more Draco's drifts towards y/n even before all this she just got meaner and meaner, her relationship was falling apart in front of her eyes and she couldn't do anything to stop it
But now lately Draco even started comparing Astoria to y/n saying stuff like y/n could never do this Astoria why would you
She's not y/n and she wished he would see that she is Astoria greengrass and just because he's madly in love with y/n now but still with her doesn't mean he can compare her to y/n
And today in her dorm she had enough, she had hopped for a peaceful cuddling session with Draco to maybe fix it all, but he had to do something to compare her to y/n and she had enough
"Draco I am not her, I'm never going to act like her or be her because I'm not her and if you love her so much why don't you just break my heart finally instead of pulling me around acting like you do!" Astoria says shocking Draco so much he got out of her bed, and hitch she had the feeling would be the last time he ever was in it
"What? I don't—" but at that moment Draco couldn't even say he doesn't love y/n because he does
"Say it then say you don't love y/n, you cant can you?" Astoria says and Draco closed his mouth and just sat there "Your a real arse you know that right? You spend more time with another woman then your girlfriend and get upset at your girlfriend for feeling jealous, you compare her to that woman and still have the audacity to say you love me I don't think you do, you fell out of love a long time ago and I've just been too stupidly in love with you to let you go." Astoria says everything she has wanted to say he eats breakfast with y/n, holds her more spends so much time with her she guessed he was cheating, but they were always in public so that wasn't the case
Draco's voice went dry he couldn't speak until he finally said something
"Yeah and your right I do love her." Draco says looking at Astoria not with the same loving eyes no those are y/ns now
She wished he said I don't I do love you or I love you more but no he loves y/n
"Well then I guess we know what's left to do." Astoria says and Draco nods
"I am sorry if I hurt you but I needed to do that to figure out who I truly was in love with." Draco says and Astoria was so hurt by that who he truly was in love with
Draco sighs and leaves with a goodbye Astoria I hope someone in the future can make you happy
After that day In two days y/n and Draco were together happier then ever
Astoria could never be y/n and she was all Draco wanted in his life to make him happy, all he needed was y/n by his side as his and he was the nicest person ever, he wasn't rude anymore he wouldn't use unkind words towards muggleborns and half bloods anymore, in two days he changed into the man she wish he could have been for her
No Astoria wasn't her but sometimes she wish she was
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5/25/22 Astoria along the pacific ocean, Oregon USA
Did you know that Kindergarten Cop and Goonies were filmed some in Astoria? Astoria is a interesting place to visit. There are signs up that will tell you about different sights that were filmed here. For instance we saw the school they used in Kindergarten Cop film. And Goonies, the thought of that movie always puts a smile on my face.
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