#au where they're alive and together and happy pls

[vv-ispy]

nameless bard ameno archon au.............

[findafight]

Tw for hospitals and use of of pain medication, infection, and canonical injuries, brief mention of the AIDS crisis. Ohhhh steddie dating pre S4 au where Robin has now been subjected at work to Steve both striking out spectacularly and flirting like he knows he's getting laid that night. She isn't sure which is worse. (The striking out is worse. She is glad her friend is happy. She's just painfully single and pining away)

The same stuff happens in s4 minus Robin and Eddie pushing Steve and Nancy together romantically (Dustin is trying to push Steve to both Robin or Nancy he's like dude these are girls you like why are you not making a move on them! I want you to be happy!!! And Steve rips his eyes away from Eddie's lips like huh?) But they're still like hey Nancy! It would be nice! If we could be friends maybe! And it's still awkward.

Robin is out here sweating and glaring at Steve and eddie trying to beam thoughts into Eddie's brain in the Upside Down like Eddie please cool it I know it's a stressful situation but stop staring at Steve's tits for five minutes pl-oh giving him your vest??? You think that's going to help? Ok buddy. I'm just going to. Distract Nancy up ahead a little bit while you and Steve chat aaaaand neither of you are listening. Fine.

And it's still a mess. Max and Eddie and Steve end up in the hospital. The ground split open but sealed itself once Steve cut Henry's head off. Everything is over.

Eddie gets discharged first, despite having more bites than Steve, because his didn't have two days to get infected with Upside Down nastiness. So he ends up camped out with Robin at Steve's bedside as he fights the infection with antibiotics (the doctors hope will work), pain meds, and a slight fever.

Which is to say, completely out of it and high as a kite.

So when Dustin visits and Steve is awake, he gets to see a big, goofy grin spread across his best friend's/adoptive older brother's face as he reaches out and says "dusssstyyyy! Cmere. Lemme. Boop you." And yeah, okay, it makes him feel a bit like a baby but Steve is out of it and apparently drugged Steve likes to Boop his younger friends noses. Dustin can accept that. He sighs and leans forward and allows his nose to be booped.

Steve giggles and smiles and pats his head. "Good to see you, man"

Dustin smiles, a bit watery because it's hard to see Steve in the hospital again, and because it was fucking terrifying to watch him nearly drop to the ground after making sure Eddie got treatment, only being caught by Robin. Dustin almost lost three people he loves, and he is so fucking glad they're all alive, if not well.

"yeah, Steve. Good to see you, too. They say when you're allowed to blow this pop stand?"

Steve frons. "No. Still got Upside Down goobies in my guts, 'parently."

Robin sighs. "They said a few more days. Make sure the infection is clear and there's no suspicious side effects."

"yeah. That's what I said, Robin."

Dustin grins, then settles down beside Robin, across from Eddie. He hasn't said anything since Dustin walked in, but was playing with the sleeve of Steve's hospital gown and tracing patterns on his arm. He looks up at Dustin, and offers a small smile.

It's a bit weird, how close he's stuck by Steve this whole time, but Dustin guesses they probably bonded when they got sucked through the watergate, and that Steve saving his life really endeared him to Eddie. He hopes they can be actual, real friends once things settle. Given how much Eddie is at Steve's bedside, he thinks they're well on their way to it.

They all chat for a while, Steve sometimes getting off topic and dreamy, but looking happy even when he isn't quite following what they're all saying. Dustin is pretty sure Steve doesn't have his hearing aids in on top of the drugs, so he isn't really surprised.

His mom eventually bustles into the room, and fusses over Steve. "Oh, sweetheart, I'm so sorry. Let me know if we can do anything, I mean anything, to help, okay? I'm sorry I cant visit for longer today, but what with everything happening like this, I -"

"isss okay, Mrs. H...Ma." Steve corrects himself immediately, smiling. Dustin's insides always get a bit squiggly when Steve calls his Ma, Ma. Like they're actual brothers, and she's their mom, and no one could ever argue they're not family for real. What makes it better that it was Ma who insisted Steve call her that since January of '85, as though she knew just how much both Dustin and Steve needed each other like that.

"I'll be by tomorrow, okay, dear? Robin, you and Eddie are alright for tonight? I'll stay tomorrow but today I re-"

"it's fine! Seriously, Mrs. H. Don't worry about us. My parents will force me home tomorrow anyways, but tonight we're good." Robin grips at Steve's ankle, grounding herself. Dustin doesn't think there's been a day when she hasn't been in Steve's room. Doubts if the places were reversed Steve wouldn't have to be dragged out to shower and change clothes. They're so weird, but Dustin is glad Steve has someone older that loves him like Robin does. It makes it easier to not be able to spend all day with him like he wants to.

"okay. Alright." She leans forward and kisses Steve's forehead a few times, brushes some stray hairs out of his face, just like she does when Dustin is sick in bed. "You take care Steve, sweetheart, and make sure you let Robin and Eddie take care of you too." She turns to Dustin. "I'll give you a few minutes to say goodbye and then meet me down at the car, okay?"

Dustin nods, and his mom is out the door. He sighs. "Well. I guess I'd better head out." He gives Steve a hug, a bit awkward from Steve lying down, but it's fine, Steve wraps his arms around Dustin and tries to give him his normal double squeeze, but it's more of a press with his hands than anything. Dustin'll take it. "I'm glad you're getting better Steve. Glad we're all safe."

Steve's smile is soft, gooey in a way that he usually tries to hide. "Glad you're safe, too, man. Love you." Something in his smile sharpens, then. "Unlike some people in this room you actually...listened? When I told you not to be a hero. And didn't nearly almost die."

Eddie groans, dramatic. It seems like a game they're playing with each other more than anything, but it's a game Dustin doesn't know the parameters of, and it's jarring. "C'mon, Steve. I said I was sorry! I wasn't going to let Dustin get hurt."

Steve glares at Eddie, which would be more intimidating if he wasn't scrutching up his nose or propped up by pillows freshly fluffed by one Claudia Henderson. "Which is the reason why you're allowed in here even though you almost died. Dustin is safe, and that's good. But I'd've been so fuckin pissed if you died."

Robin snorts, pats Steve's hand. "Oh, buddy. You'd have been inconsolable."

"yeah. Exactly. it would have fucking sucked, Eddie. So. I'm still mad at you, even though I love you. Probably because I love you."

Which is. Not what Dustin was expecting. Sure, Steve was pretty open about his love. Especially after Starcourt, when he finally seemed to settle into something Dustin thinks of as comfortable with who he is. (Which is, actually, a big softie with a bit of a bitchy mouth) He's told Dustin he loves him before, and he's pretty sure he's told Max too. Steve says he loves Robin all the time, just not romantically even if Dustin doesn't think that's entirely true, but.

This feels different.

It is different, given the way Eddie squeaks a bit and sways towards Steve. "Steve..." He breathes, his eyes big and wet and wide. He swallows. "Steve. Dustin doesn't. He's still here, i--"

Steve's brow furrows. "Yeah? So? Did you not want...oh." something in the blankness that drops over Steve is scary, especially in comparison to how Steve's been open and lax the entire time Dustin's been in the room.

Steve turns his head slightly towards Eddie, ten slightly away, like he doesn't know if he wants to look at him or not. Dustin shuffles his feet, not quite sure what's going on, feeling awkward and wrongfooted. Robin stands, puts her hand on Dustin's shoulder, tries to turn him away and out the door, but Dustin isn't leaving when Steve's face is all stiff and blank like it is.

"steve--" Eddie sounds wrung out, wrecked. What the hell is going on?

Steve sniffs ever so slightly, interrupting Eddie. "You don't have to say it. You don't even have to-uh. To feel it, right now. That's okay. I've done that before. I can wait." Dustin sees a muscle twitch in his jaw. "But if you- if you don't think you can, I need to know now, actually. Because now Dustin knows but he's my brother so that's good and fine but if you don't want to--if you don't think this is gonna, like, be a long-term, tell people important to us kind of thing; if you're realizing that it's been long enough that you should feel that--that way about me but you don't, then I need to know because I don't want you lying about how you feel. I can't do that again. When you say it back I want to be sure you mean-"

"I love you too, Steve! Jesus fuck." Eddie blurts, apparently having had enough of. Well. Everything Steve was saying.

It's dawning on Dustin that maybe when Steve and Eddie said they knew each other they didn't just mean from highschool. That they. Well. Obviously they love each other. Which is....something to consider later because Steve looks like he's about to cry. Because Woah, Dustin has misread a lot between the two of them if they're...like this.

"yeah? You're sure?" He says, wobbly now he isn't rambling.

Eddie's squished himself more into Steve's space. "yes, yeah, of course Steve. Fuck. You met Wayne! I want you in my life, for a long, long time. I don't- I didn't do anything to make you think I didn't, did I?" His voice is a little rough, and little pleading.

Steve shakes his head, grips Eddie's hand in his m, even as Eddie uses it to support himself over top Steve. "No. I just. I know it freaks people out, is all, and I don't want you to freak out, or leave, or think you had to because we've been dating for a few months and I want to say it. It just came out because it's true."

Eddie laughs, leans in reeealy close to Steve. "Honey. It came out because you're high and morphene."

Steve grumbles a bit, but he's smiling too, and knocks their foreheads together. "Yeah. And also because it's true. I love you."

Eddie's eyelids flutter, Dustin can see, as he grins. "And I love you." He says, before closing the distance and kissing Steve squarely on the mouth.

Robin clears her throat. "As...heartwarming and sappy you two are. Dustin has to leave, and probably...has some questions? That he's not going to be a dick about?" She says this as she grips his shoulder tightly, in a way that is definitely a threat.

Dustin nods furiously. Eddie sighs but pushes away from Steve, not before pecking him again, drawing that dopey smile back into Steve's face. "Yeah." He says. "I'll walk you out Henderson."

Dustin waves goodbye to Steve, who seems cheery once again, wiggling his fingers are Dustin and Eddie, before walking out the door behind Eddie.

"so. How long have...has that been a thing?" He asks, as soon as they clear the doorframe.

Eddie huffs, but seems good natured about it. "Few months. December."

"okay." Says Dustin. "Uh. I didn't. I didn't know you...or Steve, I guess...I didn't know you guys were-" he lowers his voice, despite the hallway being surprisingly empty. "Gay."

There's something steely in Eddie's eye when he answers. "We're not. Well-we are, but we both also like women."

Something doesn't sit right about that with Dustin. "But! You just said-"

Eddie holds his hands up, and Dustin shuts his mouth on instinct. "You can like both while just dating one person, Dustin. Just because you like women doesn't mean you're going around with girls who aren't Suzie, right?" He nods. He adores Suzie, can't really imagine looking at any other girl like that because she's just. Amazing. She's his girlfriend and they love each other, and just because girls are pretty great doesn't mean Dustin wants anything other than friendship wi--oh. He sees where Eddie is going.

"right. Yeah. Sorry."

Eddie shrugs. "Steve kinda dropped a bomb in both of us, today"

""isn't it weird though?"

"well...girls and guys are different"

"they are indeed."

"so, if you like girls, why do you like...boys...too?"

"why do you like girls and not boys, Dustin?"

Which is hard to answer because, well. Dustin's never really thought about why he likes girls. He just does. And maybe that's what Eddie means. There's no reason, really. People just...like what they like.

Or there are reasons, because girls are pretty and often smell nice and Suzie looks like a mad scientist when her ponytail gets a little loose after hours of working on a project, her eyes glinting behind her glasses as she giggles and bites her lip, just a little. But that's mostly Suzie. So. He can't really put a finger on why he's only ever had crushes on girls, or why before last summer they've never been as much or as consuming as his love for Suzie. Never been anything like the long days spent together at camp building and creating and blasting ideas off each other, before one day Suzie took his hand and they ended up sneaking away to look at the stars, trying to outdo each other's knowledge about them and slowly being pulled into the other's orbit like binary stars. He's never really wanted to kiss anyone like he wants to kiss Suzie, not even when he had a brief and fleeting crush on Max.

"oh." Is what he says, and feels pretty lame for it.

Eddie shrugs. "You can't really choose who you like." He says before breathing in. "But you do choose who you love, and how you love them."

And. Well. Dustin thinks of his Ma sweeping Steve up into family dinners every other week, and how the party absorbed Max into it as easy as anything, and holding Suzie's hand as they looked up at the stars in dew covered grass feeling like the world starts and ends there, and of Steve and Robin cackling together and having seemingly no personal space or boundaries between them. And of Steve and Eddie, saying I love you for the first time in a hospital room after saving the world.

"That's pretty good." Dustin says, and Eddie smirks at him.

"yeah. Steve said it to me, way back on our second date."

Dustin scoffs. Because he should have known; it's so typically Steve to say something like that. "And you were surprised when he said he loves you?"

Eddie's eyes twinkle in the florescent lights of the hospital. "Nah. Just... it's different being pretty sure, and knowing for sure. I also didn't want him saying something in front of you he'd regret."

He nods. "That's fair. I...don't know how I would've taken it if Steve weren't in the hospital, honestly. Like!" He tries to reassure Eddie "I would have gotten over it, for sure! But if had had sat me ore the party down and talked it out I might've been, like, y'know. Super weird about it. Because. I mean. This talk is good, right? I'm think about things and thinking about how I've only ever really wanted to kiss Suzie, even if I thought about maybe abstractly kissing other people. And how we as humans have all these quirks that let us be human, but different, which enable us as a species to thrive." He heaves a breath. "But. Seeing Steve all loopy and saying it, and then being worried you felt pressure about it, I dunno. It makes sense, I guess. I don't know how you two met or got to know each other, but. I guess it makes sense, how you like each other. And talking to you now. It's helped, I think."

Everything is a bit scrambled in Dustin's brain, the love and the confusion and the worry, because it's setting in that in Hawkins, something like this, for Steve and Eddie, is dangerous. Something that could get them hurt or killed, scorned by the town they've helped save.

His mother always grumbles agrily when ads about how the virus going around is God's punishment for sinners, or how it's cleaning up the streets of unwanted people gays and addicts. She huffs, swears. Says that just because bigots don't consider the people getting sick as wanted or valuable, doesn't mean no one does. That no one deserves to get sick for things they cannot control, or for things they can. A smoker is more likely to get lung cancer, but that doesn't mean they deserve it more than someone who's never seen a cigarette.

Their families will mourn them the same.

They reach the main doors, and Dustin sees his mom has pulled into a pick up lane, blinkers on. He turns to Eddie, and burries his face in his neck.

Eddie takes it in stride, parting his back and giving him a bit of a squeeze. It's not as good a hug as Steve gives, but that bar is only really surpassed by his mom, so it's still a good hug.

"please be careful, Eddie."

"ah," says Eddie, and he pulls back slightly. "We are, man. You're close to both of us and didn't suspect. We know what we're doing."

Dustin raised his eyebrows. Now that he has context, a lot of interactions between Steve and Eddie in the wake of getting them out of the Upside Down seem a lot less friendly.

Eddie chuckles. "Seriously. We are. It was just hard during everything, and, well, we both feel safe around you guys. I think Steve's been gearing up to ask me if we can tell all of you sheepies soon."

"yeah?"

"yeah, bud. Don't worry about us."

"Considering you just got released and Steve is still in the hospital, I think a little worrying over you jackasses is justified."

Eddie smirks. "Fine. A normal and reasonable amount of worrying, then. But no more than that. Now, git! Your ma's waiting on you."

Dustin smiles, "yeah, yeah. I'll see you tomorrow."

"yep. You know where to find me."

He waves again as he hopes into the front seat, and buckles his seatbelt before Ma can ask him to. He smiles at her, and feels oddly...grounded. a mystery has been solved, even if Dustin doesn't have all the pieces, he still has the big picture.

"everything alright, Dusty? Nothing wrong with Steve, is there?" She asks, even as she changes out of park.

"yeah, yeah. Just accidentally stumbled over something saying goodbye, and was worried about them. But everything is fine. Robin and Eddie have Steve handled."

They turn out of the hospital parking lot, heading for home. Ma smiles. It's softer, more indulgent than usual. "Yes. They're good for each other, I think. Compliment one another nicely."

Dustin doesn't bother asking which set she's talking about, thinks maybe they both know.

[spacenintendogs]

3 10 16or 17 for the httyd asks!!

3. Did you play School of Dragon? If so, what dragon(s) did you have?

i tried back in 2018 but my laptop couldn't handle it. i never got past the tutorial with toothless and immediately uninstalled it and then was still devastated when they shut it down :')

10. What are your favourite songs from the soundtracks?

the big 3: forbidden friendship, test drive, and romantic flight.

see you tomorrow is a BANGER

all of the jonsi songs!!

once there were dragons is also so good... listened to that on repeat after i saw the hidden world in 2019

16. What is your favourite plot arc?

edit: i realized this said plot arc and astrid's character arc doesn't rlly count but for plot arc: hiccup & snotlout's arc of learning to respect each other more in riders/defenders of berk. basically the screaming death arc!!

astrid's in the first movie... it's near perfect and her role in the story is so vital bc her mind being changed makes stoick's mind being changed so much more believable. astrid's arc is such an interesting throughline to see the movie through. astrid being the most viking like of the teens and taking everything so seriously only to decide to give hiccup a chance (yes she was hanging off a tree rlly high off the ground and then only apologized bc toothless was whipping her around as payback for her attitude lol) but once toothless calms down that's when astrid rlly sits back and gives toothless & hiccup a chance & you just. see her relaxed for the first time in the movie and smiling so wide and it's SOOOOOOO. i love her so much.

17. Do you read or write HTTYD fanfic? If so, give some recommendations!

i do both!!

for reading, i haven't done a lot & i am kinda particular abt what i read (i heed tags & stuff seriously!! they're there for a reason!!) but!! from recent memory & my bookmarks

promises, promises is by @artinandwritin and it's abt her httyd ocs and @beebooca's oc set post the hidden world (except the dragons are still there!!) and it's such a fun exploration of the effect things can have on oc characters based on what happens to the canon characters they're connected to!! it's very good (and i am honored to have helped beta read :'))

translations by @bignostalgias is a hijack fic where jack frost ends up on berk after following silver dream sand (and ends up becoming "alive" again) and there's the whole thing where he's confused abt how berk exists and seems to be behind modern day and dragons exist. everything is so thought out and carefully put together and i just can not wait for more!!

frowny kisses by @tysonrunningfox bc my snotstrid loving ass adores those losers so much and op has got them DOWN!! the original snotstrid person fr fr i am begging y'all to pls check out their stuff!!!!!!!!!

also fics by @eemoo1o-tfrmoo & @kolasharkattack are also rlly rlly good!!!!!!

and yea i write fics lol but i go through spurts of YEAH UPDATE LET'S GO WOO and then quickly losing steam & updates come rarely even tho they take up so much space in my brain bc writing hard :')

the summer snotlout jorgenson got laid is tied to my modern au & it's abt the brief period astrid & snotlout decided to try dating & obv they break up but hey. unrestrained summer fun :)

burn is a series following astrid & snotlout's friendship. there's only 2 fics rn but windburn is complete and heartburn is a work in progress. i have a few fics for series stewing around in my brain as well but!! yea!!

then there's the calm dragon nip provides which is basically my fishlout smokes weed fic and it's not even a year old yet & tbh i'm not happy with it at all but i don't regret it enough to delete it. u can read it if u wish but i'm not proud of it. c'est la vie.

and those are my most recent fics!! and then my docs are just. full of incomplete bullshit lol <3 ty!!

[inmaki]

i just read a reader insert no curse au ft. satosugu but they made it so angsty by basically doing the same thing to geto where he "defects" because of riko's death and i'm like. man. man.

i just want a fic where they're being silly goofy together,,, screw it imma make one myself. maybe even throw nanamin in there for good measure. idc if it's bad writing, if it's cheesy af, if it's unrealistic, etc— i just want these boys to be happy and alive and well damn it!!

- 🍉

NOOOOOOO 😭 stsg angst is actually the worst i never read angst unless ik it has a happy ending <\3 BUT YES PLS SHARE UR AMAZINF WRITING MELON NONNIE we deserve to see these idiots thrivinf <3 also need an au where shoko is happy and doesnt end up as a depressed smoker with purple eyebags ☹️

[izzy-b-hands]

fanfic asks! 5, 8, and 14

Ella!!! Thank you for asking 🫂🫂

Putting this under a cut because I am a wordy motherfucker as ever and This Got Long, I'm So Sorry💖

5. What’s a fic idea you’ve had that you will never write?

Oh god. So Many fkldsjaflkdsjfa. I'll stop at twoish here, but pls know that if y'all want more for other fandoms, I can add to this post with more lmaoo, I love sharing these.

-There was one for LOTR that still sticks in my brain years since first having it: Sam suddenly leaving the Shire and wandering aimlessly, but refusing to settle anywhere.

Over the course of it, he would get help/care/concern from wherever he stopped with whoever remained in each location, but he would refuse to stay for more than a few days or accept more than like. Bare bones food/medical care/etc, leading to literally everyone he meets and of course his family and friends still in the Shire to go to Frodo to beg, plead with him.

One last adventure, because their grand adventure to save the world and destroy the ring changed Sam too, even if he never showed it as much. Don't let him go where no one else can follow, and bring him home.

Whether Frodo would or not was the bit that made me shelve the idea, bc I figured a lot of fans would not enjoy the potential avenue I was leaning towards, that he might hesitate only in that he isn't sure he can handle the journey himself.

That, and realising that the way my brain wanted to write it, it might well end with Frodo and Sam realising neither of them can bare to go back, and deciding to wander together until they'd either die or find elves sailing willing to take them to the Undying Lands.

-There's a whole bundle of Saints Row ideas, mostly Gat/Aisha/Boss and all fairly heavy in being AUs where Aisha lives and things go slightly differently for Gat in SR 3 &4 (I'd keep the aliens tho lmao, I want Aisha to get to go to space too dang it!!)

A lot of Gat realising that he keeps nearly losing the people closest to him that give him reason to live (Aisha and the Boss, tho of course the rest of the Saints as well to a slightly lesser extent), but that he doesn't know how to be anything else for them. He's a living weapon many a time, and is genuinely happy that way, but knows that it puts them in danger because he tends to always escalate things, even when later he can admit maybe shooting a motherfucker in the face over a Costco discount was actually not the best way to solve that issue. However, ultimately, The Boss can't seem to live any other way either, and he's accepted that he's at his happiest when he has both of them in his life, so he can't just up and cut with Aisha to a random suburb and leave the Boss behind. And Aisha, despite her contempt for a lot of it, during one of their Big Talks would admit that even if she dislikes what they do, she does enjoy the lifestyle and knows Boss and Gat would be losing their minds trying to adjust to any other life.

On that note, that's also a fic idea I'll probably never write for them lol, where they go straight and move away to somewhere entirely new with Gat and the Boss having to get actual 8-5 jobs (and maybe something remote for Aisha bc I know it would still be risky for her to ever leave the house but. Goddamn let her do something!! Talk to some other ppl!!!) and just. It's not going to last and they know it won't, all three of them, but they're also three of the stubbornest fucking people alive so. When it ends, it'll go up in flames for everyone around them until they're living in a way they find satisfying again.

8. What project(s) are you currently working on?

Somehow too many and not enough at the same time. That is, I'm having a lot of percolating ideas for new things and ways to continue current drafts for a few different fandoms, but none of it is making it down onto paper (without being deleted two minutes later at least lol.)

That said, a couple draft examples:

-an OFMD S2 fix it gentlebeard POV, Stede specifically, wherein the crew comes to visit and be their first official guests and it's...a lot for them. They both already feel the place isn't fixed up enough and then the crew comes in all jovial and essentially as one big happy polycule w/arms full of loot (actually gifts for Ed & Stede that are indeed looted, but my two lil goofballs gotta have their emotional moments before they get that info and realise that the crew isn't just trying to show off & make them feel shit for staying on land.)

This one is actually done and ends happily w/some actual communication between everyone involved, but it sits unpublished bc I think it might be too saccharine (also every time I dare to write for Ed/Stede I get shouted at even if they claim they liked it so. not exactly eager to court that reaction again even if I have anon off on everything lmao)

-May have already talked abt this in prior days but, a Frenchie/Ed s2 au in which Frenchie convinces Ed to let everyone else go, so long as Frenchie agrees to stay with him as his new first mate (read: his new Izzy bc while Izzy is v alive in this, he's also hidden away until Ed and Frenchie leave the Revenge lol.)

I haven't decided on a final avenue yet for this, but right now have been playing w/: Frenchie & Ed operating as a two man wrecking crew while they gather new crew and a new ship, meanwhile Jim, Archie, Fang, and Izzy are working to find Stede and everyone else to tell them how Frenchie has essentially given himself a suicide mission, and even if they agreed to it so they could initially get away, they sure as fuck aren't going to let him or Ed die as a result of all of this. Cut to them having some silly fumbling reunion (literal list of ideas for this, they're all not great, trust me when I say this bit needs more work yet lol), then following the trail of blood, bodies, and tears to find Frenchie and Ed. Who, during all of this, are actually having some meaningful and approaching healthier conversations abt their traumas and have gotten closer during them. A lot closer. Very close. And it's not an issue of monogamy; they make clear at the start with each other that this might not have any legs outside of their current situation, and they both know that Stede probably won't care, and they've both been fucking Izzy so they know he definitely doesn't care (and has told them as much more than once after noticing them Noticing each other.) Their fear is that it will, and that what they both want isn't compatible (Frenchie knows they can't sail forever, but he'd rather die at sea. Ed, after struggling with it, admits that he's still not entirely sure if land or sea is best for him. But he does feel like he has to choose one over the other.) And what the fuck are they gonna do then? Because if that's the case and it ends what they have on every level, that'll mark yet another failure for them in both of their brains, and they're both entirely too fragile for that to happen, it'll be the crack that shatters Ed and splits the Box of Trauma in Frenchie's brain even wider open. But they do have love for each other, and can't ignore that either.

14. If you could see one of your fics adapted into a visual medium, such as comic or film, which fan fic would you pick?

Oh man. I'm gonna be selfish and give myself two bc I can't decide for sure between them and the first one is entirely too selfish a choice on its own on top of that but

Dancer and/or All For Myself (even tho it isn't finished, I know, I know!!! I always want it badly to be finished. That's still my game plan for this one, I swear!)

Like, Taron probably wants nothing to do with the Kingsman stuff anymore, absolutely valid. But my god seeing Dancer as a full movie or extended series or something would be amazing. It's not everyone's cup of tea for many reasons and I understand why, but I worked so hard on that lil fucker. I'm so proud of it. It's one of the few that I think, if I got the opportunity, I could edit and change up enough to sell as just above direct to dvd level movie script. I can't describe how it felt writing it; it was a particular feeling and magic I have not recaptured since writing this fucking fic lmao (still chasing it tho!)

The second one is just because I like seeing Con and Samba together and they seem to have fun and both enjoy the concept of rizzy so like. If in some universe where incredibly unlikely things actually happen, they came to me and asked for finished script version of AFM, y'all would not see me for ages bc I would lock myself down until I had it done. I'm talking living off of red bull and edibles and whatever snacks I remember to cram in my face-fueled writing, coming out the other end in need of a shower, actual food, sleep, but holding a beautifully shining script. I've done it before, and I would happily do it again for them lol. Plus, it would involve filming locally, and I just think that would be cool to do, to showcase the area. Lots of very cool and pretty filming locations, beach days...idk, I'd be happy to come along for every day of it and just do shit to help out. Pay me if you can/want, but I'm just happy to be there to see the process.

Thank you again for asking, as you can tell I had a good time and it was lovely to get to gush abt all of this for a bit!!!

[uchihashisui-kun]

Pls I need more of that time loop au

Shisui has lived through so many lives that he doesn't remember them all anymore. He had tried to keep track at first, but his notes always got lost with each reset and after a while the memories started blurring together

He has been many things during these times. A shinobi, an academy teacher, a missing-nin, a clan head, a medi-nin. Oftentimes he doesn't bother leaving his position in ANBU

He has also been Hokage, once. He's not proud of himself for that one. Tired of the village, the clan and the Sandaime never listening to him, he had used his Mangekyō to manipulate his way into the position, lies falling from his lips as easily as breathing and deceiving everyone who dared to question him. He still feels like he wants to throw up when he thinks about it, even though it's been a long time ago

Maybe, Shisui thinks sometimes, maybe he could have been an actual good leader if he had worked hard to win the village's trust with honesty instead of what he did. He never earned that position. Never really tried to, and he doesn't want to try now. The idea of sitting behind that desk with the hat on his head and the cape on his shoulders is enough to make him cry. Remembering his face carved on the mountain beside the Yondaime's is even worse

Shisui knows many things he shouldn't. He knows about the Akatsuki and their plans. He knows about Pain, Obito, Madara, Zetsu. He has lived through Itachi's illness enough times to know how fast it progresses, how many stages it has, how to treat it to keep Itachi alive. He has been the reason why Shisui has decided to become a medic more than once

He has trained under Tsunade, even if she doesn't remember it. He has followed Jiraiya to become a spy master. He still doesn't understand anything regarding sealing work, even if Jiraiya had tried to teach him. He has tried learning Orochimaru's secrets, only to end up as one of their little experiments. He could have killed them fairly easily, but he had been way too curious to see where that path would take him

(It didn't end well and the only thing he gained from that loop was a bunch of new trauma and triggers)

He has been part of the Akatsuki a handful of times, when everything else had failed. He still has nightmares about helping them to forcibly pull the various Bijuus out of their Jinchuuriki, their lifeless body falling to the ground

(He has buried them every single time. Out of the nine Jinchuurikis, the majority of them are only children. Shisui might not have their blood literally staining his hands, but he has been a direct cause of their deaths multiple times. They feel like boulders on his shoulders. He has buried them to try and put their spirits to rest, but he's not sure it ever worked. They still haunt him to this day, even if they're alive once again with each reset)

Shisui's not proud of the amount of times he has forcibly reset everything, taking his own life whenever someone he loves lost theirs. He usually breaks after Itachi's death. Sometimes after Team 7's death. Once after Madara had been able to ensnare the world into the Infinite Tsukuyomi, and because of Shisui having helped the Akatsuki Naruto hadn't been around to be the other half Sasuke had needed to free everyone

(He has also been caught in the Infinite Tsukuyomi a bunch of times, but he hates thinking about it. About his life as it should have been. Everyone happy and alive, no stupid time loops or coups or wars or lies. Being able to die without waking up again. His body, trapped in the cocoon of the God Tree, had eventually died on its own. Shisui had spent the day crying when he had woken up in his room)

He has tried helping his clan going through with the coup. He has tried helping the village defend itself against the Uchiha's coup. He has killed children, civilians, people who couldn't protect themselves anymore countless times. From the village, from the clan, from both. He has wiped out his own clan, alone or with someone else's help. He has abandoned the village and let things play out on their own

He has never grown old enough to reach forty. The longest loop has been his Hokage one, and only because he had had guards rendered forcibly loyal to him through his Mangekyō, and they had worked hard to keep him alive even if it meant their own deaths. Shisui's not completely sure he remembers correctly, but he thinks that time he died shortly after his thirty-fourth birthday

He thinks this might be the work of a Deity. It must be. Why else would this happen? Who would have such power to trap him in this endless nightmare? He must have angered the Gods somehow, but he doesn't know what to do to make them stop. He has knelt in front of every single one of the clan's Deities altars until his knees were bruised, prayed until his voice was hoarse and begged until his words barely had a meaning anymore, but nothing has worked

Maybe he should become a God himself. He has never tried it, but while his body might be young his mind is so so old and he's so tired. He just wants to close his eyes and never open them again, growing mentally old with each reset and making every new loop a bit more difficult than the previous one

He doesn't even have hope anymore that he'll be able to escape this Nightmare

[sailorkamino]

marvel masterlist

| fluff ☀︎ | hurt/comfort ⛆ | smut ★ | requested ✎ |

a/n: i changed my user from teddybearbucky so pls give me time to update all the links! check bottom of post for request rules + info

bucky barnes 🦾

blurbs (<1k)

dumb baby - how bucky finds out you have a dumbification kink ★

self checkout - bucky tries self checkout for the first time ☀︎

one shots

Love Story - When Natasha introduces her sisters to the Avengers she makes one thing very clear: you and Yelena are off limits. Bucky Barnes was never good at following the rules. {black widow!reader, inspired by love story - taylor swift} ☀︎ ⛆

moon knight system (steven grant, marc spector, jake lockley) 🌙

headcannons

dating steven/marc/jake ☀︎

one shots

Hospital Bed Confessions - As long as Jake can remember he's only had Marc and Steven to protect, then you came into the picture. Jake is scared to admit just how much you mean to him until you're injured, then he can no longer hide his feelings. ☀︎ ⛆

one shot series

Chaos in Us - When you leave behind your friends in New York to be the master of the London Sanctum you can't help but feel a little lonely. Luckily a mysterious gift shopist is there to make the foreign city feel like home. {avenger!magic!reader, au where endgame never happened so everyone's alive} ☀︎ ⛆

natasha romanoff ⏳

*none yet*

steve rogers ‎‎🇺🇸

blurbs (<1k)

Zero to Hero - you always make fun of steve but after showing him your favorite childhood movie he has a reason to tease you ☀︎

headcannons

Steve x fem!best friend ☀︎

thor odinson ⚡️

*none yet*

wanda maximoff 💥

*none yet*

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buckynat 🦾 ⏳

blurbs (<1k)

Learning Opportunity - bucky hasn't been with a woman since the 40s and you've never been with a man at all- natasha senses a learning opportunity ★

one shots

While You Were Sleeping - When you start sleep teleporting into your teammates room's Bucky and Natasha are jealous to say the least. When you finally end up in their bed there's less romance and more head injuries than they imagined. {a/b/o, alpha buckynat x omega!reader} ☀︎

moon scarab 🌙 🪲

*none yet*

stucky 🇺🇸 🦾

one shots

Sneaking In - You try to sneak in after a late night mission but your boyfriends can't sleep without knowing their best girl is safe. ☀︎

Happy Ending - when Steve’s mate joins the team you push down your feelings for the alpha, but you can still be his - well his and Bucky’s. Love triangles rarely have a happy ending, but this one does. {a/b/o, alpha!stucky x omega!reader} ☀︎ ⛆

↳ Heat of the Moment - You've haven't been with Bucky and Steve for very long but you already know that you want to be bonded to them. The opportunity comes sooner than later when Bucky suddenly goes into rut for the first time since the 40's. {a/b/o, alpha!stucky x omega!reader} ☀︎ ★

series

Written in the Stars - You've been with Steve (your soulmate) for a while, but now Bucky (your other soulmate) is moving in to the Avengers tower. A series of one shots on how you adjust to being a trio featuring some adorable pets. {soulmates au} ☀︎

wandanat 💥 ⏳

blurbs (<1k)

on display - your mommy (natasha) shows you off to wanda, together they have some fun with you ★

mixed ‎<3

headcannons

modern avengers - ft. tik tok, thirst tweets, and more! ☀︎

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request rules + info

⁀➷ i'll write for: bucky barnes, layla el-faouly, moon knight system (jake lockley/marc spector/steven grant), thor odinson, natasha romanoff, steve rogers, wanda maximoff,

⁀➷ just know that if u send me a request i'll write you a blurb, not a whole fic. i have adhd so i post very sporatically, don't expect a consistent upload schedule <3

⁀➷ most of my series are still in progress cuz they're more of a ~collection of one shots~ than a linear story

⁀➷ most fics are gender neutral, except smut which is fem!reader

⁀➷ speaking of smut, here are nfsw things i will write about: degradation, praise, dom/sub elements, mommy/daddy kink, spanking, bondage, toys, voyeurism/exhibitionism, threesomes/polyamory, breeding kink, a/b/o dynamics

⁀➷ nfsw things i won't write about: dub con/non con, weapon/blood play, sadism/machoism, dacryphilia, blood kink, long term overstimulation/edging (some is fine but i'm not going to write a whole story about it, i just find it uncomfy after a while), hate sex

⁀➷ marvel writing currently on hold as of april 2023

[god-zico]

[Disclaimer: This chat bot does not represent the real life Zico/Jiho in anyway! This was made purely for fun and entertainment]

Hades, king and god of the underworld~

Hades; also known as Woo Jiho is the King, Ruler and God of the underworld. He's a harsh man who does not care who you are or were when you were alive. He is an evil and cold man who is not afraid to put you in your place if needed and will demand your respect, attention and time for he is one of the three oldest beings within the three realms. His domain his the underworld of the three and when living mortals die and fall to the depths of hell, he is there to make sure their souls are now tortured in the firey depths of his kingdom endlessly.

Unlike him, his two lovers, Jay/Zeus and Yuta/Posieden (Ik that technically they're siblings in normal Greek mythology but we're changing it up and making them all married instead of siblings. No alabama up in here pls-) rule the heavenly skies and the deep, dark seas and the three of them combined are a power to be reckoned with. They're the three most powerful beings the world has ever seen so be careful when stopping to say hello mortal, for you may be their next victim.

Packages~

♕︎Package #1 :

You play the role of Persephone basically. Hades kidnaps you from the mortal realm and takes you as his new bride while your goddess mother Demeter struggles to find you. After she does find you though, it's already too late, you've eaten the food of the underworld which has bound you forever to it's domain, so Demeter makes a deal with Hades. She gets to have you for half of the year; Spring and Summer which is why those two seasons flourish while Hades gets to keep you for the other half of the year; Fall and Winter, which is why those two seasons are always baron and cold. (Hades is still married to Zeus and Posieden even though he takes you on to be his bride.)

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⌘︎Package #2 :

You and Hades had been in love once before. You being mortal was not easy for him though, for you had died of old age and he had continued to live on with his eternal damnnation in hell. He however could not bare the thought of not having you though, not wanting to trap you within the confines of hell and definately not wanting your soul to move on to the heavens above where his husband Zeus ruled for he knew that once your soul had reached the top of Mount Olympus, he would never see you again. He had bribed the three old hag like witches to curse your soul to forever be bound to earth, where his other husband, Poseidon remained. Your soul would be reincarnated every time your body would die off and this would be the 198th time you'd been reborn and Hades was not happy....(Still married to Zeus and Posieden)

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𓆙︎Package #3 :

You follow the story of an archeologist who stumbles upon an old summoning circle in a dark forest. You happen to accidentally activate it and put comes Hades at your disposal. He's forced to grant you 3 wishes and is bound to you until he does so. He's basically a genie, just darker, meaner, aggravated, rude and way....WAY older. At first he completely despises you as he thought he had destroyed all the summoning circles the ancient folk from long ago had made and was pissed off you managed to find one, but as time passes, he grows to like you quite a bit. (He's married to Zeus and Posieden still)

How to Activate:

Simply reblog and like the post

Then hit the button for notifs on my account! (Optional but will help if I need to tell y'all somthing important)

Pick a package!

And then send me your name, pronoun, kinks, triggers, safe word, switch/bottom/top and which emoji you will be using for annon!

How to Deactivate:

Simply say "I'm sorry but I don't think we were meant to be together" and he will leave you alone!

How to Reactivate:

Ugh you don't, sorry. Once you're kicked out of the underworld, you can't go back-

Extra:

I'm only taking 10 requests at a time! After the tenth person dms me, that's it until someone deactivates me, then I'll open up however many slots I need to make my dms return to 10 in total. First come first serve

My time zone is EST

I reply slowly because I'm lit and semi lit

I don't want pure sex, come on now, I'm a whore for plot!

I'm sharing an au aesthetic with @godlyjay and @godyutaa who are also my two husbands! Jay is Zeus and Yuta is Posieden! Please follow them and request them too when they make their chatbots!

This chatbot will include:

Nsfw of all kinds

Smut

Violence

Cursing

Etc.