Answer these 85 questions about yourself, then tag 20 people.
I was tagged by @smilegguk and @weebknj (thanks, sweeties! I like doing stuff like this 💞)
I tag @cinni-tae-jinnie @taejination @youthful-sunshine @bangtansoneyodan @moonfriendly @namddaaeng @himetae @dearbangtanboys @kimseokjinniestan and @ any followers and mutuals who want to do it! (No need to do this, guys! Only if you want to 😉)
LAST
1. drink - grape juice
2. 📱call - my mom
3. text - @weebknj
4. song you listened to - Blue Side by j-hope 💙
5. time you 😢 - yesterday while watching Awake live performance from Memories of 2017 I shed some tears skdjskjsj but like crying for real I can't remember
HAVE YOU EVER
6. dated someone twice - no
7. 😘 someone & regretted it - no
8. been cheated on - no
9. lost someone special - yes
10. been depressed - yes
11. gotten drunk and thrown up - no (never got drunk actually)
FAVORITE COLORS
14. Blue
15. Yellow
16. Light/pastel pink tones/rosé
17. Black
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU
16. made new friends - not really
17. fallen out of love - yes
18. 😂 until you 😢 - probably, but I can't remember
19. found out someone was talking about you - no
20. met someone who changed you - yes
21. found out who your friends were - nope, I know who are the people I keep close to me
22. 😘 someone on your Facebook friends list - yes
GENERAL
23. how many friends from your Facebook friends list do you know irl - Idk, I have an acc but it’s abandoned so I don’t have idea of who’s on my friends list
24. do you have any pets - yes, I have a poodle and she’s the most cute and precious baby
25. do you want to change your middle name - I don’t have a middle name, my name is a compound one
26. what did you do for your last birthday - stayed home watching movies and eating pizza with my family sjdsjsk
27. what time did you wake up today - 9 AM
28. what were you doing last night at midnight - talking to some mutuals
29. what is something you can’t wait for - Love Yourself: Answer (especially jintro!!!)
30. what are you listening to right now - No One Told Me Why by ALEPH
31. have you ever talked to a person named Tom - no
32. something that gets on your nerves - there are so many things tbh djfhdslj but I get really annoyed when people mess my room and/or my stuff
33. most visited website - Tumblr
34. hair color - black
35. long hair or short hair - long
36. do you have a crush on someone - nope
37. what do you like about yourself - my kindness, my photography skills and my hair
38. want any piercings - on my ears
39. blood type - I don’t have idea
40. nicknames - Madu, Maria and Duda
41. relationship status - single
42. zodiac - virgo
43. pronouns - she/her
44. favorite 📺 show - I like so many, including animes... But I’ll say Friends, Game of Thrones, Yuri!!! On Ice and Shingeki no Kyojin. (And I’m still trying to pick other favorites!)
45. tattoos - I don’t have any
46. right handed or left - right handed
47. ever had surgery - yes, once
48. piercings - one on each earlobe
49. sports - nah, not my thing (but I love figure skating)
50. vacation - any trip would be amazing
51. trainers - if this is about sports shoes, then yes, but not so often
MORE GENERAL
52. eating - chocolate
53. drinking - water
54. i’m about to watch - nothing
55. waiting for - nothing for now
56. want - money
57. get married - yes!!!
58. career - I want to be a photographer, but I can’t for now so I’m not sure of what I”m going to do ;-;
WHICH IS BETTER
59. kisses or hugs - hugs!!!
60. 👄 or eyes - eyes
61. shorter or taller - taller
62. older or younger - older
63. nice arms or stomach - what about HANDS?? Or even better, nice tHIGHS!!!
64. hookup or relationship - relationship
65. troublemaker or hesitant - I’m both tbh, it depends on the situation
HAVE YOU EVER
66. 😘 a stranger - yes, I guess (he wasn’t a total stranger but still, we didn’t have any intimacy and it was the first time we were meeting in person akjskaj I felt like if it was a stranger because we didn’t talk much)
67. drank hard liquor - no?
68. lost glasses - yes
69. turned someone down - yes
70. sex on a first date - no
71. broken someone’s ❤️ - yes :(( (but I really didn’t want to)
72. had your 💔 - yes :(
73. been arrested - no
74. 😢 when someone died - in books and movies, yes
75. fallen for a friend - yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
76. yourself - most of the time yes (like 90%?), but sometimes it’s really hard
77. miracles - yes, but I belive they’re super rare
78. 💛 at first sight - nah
79. 🎅- no
80. 😘 on a first date - yes
81. angels - kinda
OTHER
82. best friends name - uhhh what’s a best friend?
83. eye color - brown
84. favorite movie - I don’t know
85. favorite actor - I don’t have any
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Why I love BTS?
Here's my answer.
Its curious,I suppose that how easy it is to be loved when you aren't acting yourself. And how people tell you to love and be yourself just the same. So, what do I choose? To be loved? Or to be who I am? Of course I chose the latter. I'd rather be loved authentically.
I wonder to myself every now and then, that art - indeed is a subjective dialogue with your soul.
Because when I'm torn to shreds by people who tell me to build myself, I will look at a painting and sigh at the irony. Here is a screaming mind, in the form of thousand thoughtless colour strokes- standing silent in some corner of a reception office. Or an art exhibition. Or, in the room you had a fight with your dear ones, heart heavy over meaningless words that hurt more than arrows.
And it's only then that I can appreciate art at its best. Silent yet impressive- evoking wonder in the nook of my shy, reluctant cowering heart.
I have a tendency to admire people who wear their 'art' on their sleeves. My heart gravitates towards them.
And that is why BTS are one the few inspiring individuals in my life. They wear their art on their sleeves. If I'm troubled- I'll watch their stages and feel their emotion. Feel the passion behind the lights and glamour. Feel their steady beating presence that tells me that the world is more than black and white- its colours flashing through rapid stances, and bleeding into sweat. Its a heart put out there- at the world, with a voice that echoes powerfully in a stadium.
No wonder artists feel so empty looking at the aftermath of a concert, they figuratively gave their heart out.
And this isn't just about Bts- its to every artist who strives to live their dream- I love you because I love your art and its the most authentic form of adoration that exists. This is beyond me knowing you or accepting your flaws. Or criticising it, for the matter. This is beyond a physical connection.
This is an art to heart connection- the most purest, subliminal forms of silent acknowledgment.
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