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#basically in all of redacted i have one super special guy. he was there in tenth grade…. i love him more than is strictly normal
livvyofthelake · 5 months
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ok. going back to my fanfiction now. big huge things are happening it’s so back and so over at the same time. and by that i mean it’s interesting so i’m enjoying reading it but it’s also BRUTAL so i’m not having fun
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onepiece-oc-archives · 3 months
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Long time manga reader here! I've been recently trying to create an oc/self insert after years of bullying myself for being cringe instead of just having fun
I'm struggling mainly with ideas for backstory/why would Luffy want her??
It's clear that everyone Luffy has asked to join so far has something unique about them (3 swords, slingshot sniper, amazing (and super sexy) cook, best navigator/cartographer, etc etc) with *redacted waifu* being the only one to sort of just be like hey I'm part of your crew now
Basically I'm just hoping you might have some sources to ideas about why Luffy might want a new crew member?
If it helps any, my oc has a logia honey fruit and she wants to explore the world to create an encyclopedia of all the animals she comes across, but that's all I got so far 😅
Hiya! Glad you found my little corner of the internet!
First of all: YES, make that oc/self insert! Having fun is what life is all about! If you're looking for support for your ideas, you've come to the right place.
If there's one thing I've learned about backstories, it's that they often just sort of develop on their own. You don't need to start out with a fully fledged backstory. Feel free to make it up as you go.
And as to why Luffy would want your OC: He wants her because he's Luffy and she's her. As long as you have one thing that's special about you, he's going to want your on your crew, and there's a whole lot of ways to be special. Note that I said special, not extraordinary. People are special just by being themselves. Take Sanji, for example. Luffy wanted Sanji because he was kind and because he had a dream. And because he was a great cook, but so were other cooks at Baratie. He wanted Sanji specifically because he was Sanji. Or let's look at Usopp. If we're being honest here, Usopp is literally just some guy. He's a dude with a slingshot who tells stories. That's it. He's not powerful or anything. But Luffy loves him!
In case of your OC specifically, you said she has a honey fuit and she wants to create an encyclopedia of animals and that that's it for now. Well, that's already two reasons why Luffy would love her! Luffy is very excitable, so devil fruits are a huge plus by themselves, but a honey fruit? Food?! Oh boy, Luffy will love her. Also, pretty colors, because honey is shimmery and golden. He would think the devil fruit is super cool and thus the person with the fruit is super cool. And regarding the animal encyclopedia: Luffy loves animals! Specifically beetles. Remember when Luffy found an atlas beetle? Remember how our favourite reindeer asked him what was cooler, the One Piece or the atlas beetle, and Luffy couldn't decide? That's a dream Luffy would 100% support and he would love to have your OC on his crew, simply because she could geek to him about all the animals that they find.
So, I hope this helped a little :)
Luffy would love your OC, and so do I, so I can't wait to see you develop her further!
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Heyo!
How do you think Castiel and Dean would react to meeting Steve and Bucky and vice versa? Who would get along with who? Who relates to who better? For the purposes of the ask please pretend neithers gayness has been REDACTED
Oooh hello there! What an interesting question! For the sake of this answer, I will put Steve and Bucky into a universe that's closer to the spn universe than the mcu universe, because putting Dean and Sam in a universe with aliens and stuff feels too much (I also don't care about the mcu universe as a whole). So Steve and Bucky's story is kinda the same but just without the whole non-earth side of the mcu lol.
Sooo... Dean would WORSHIP Captain America and the Howling Commandoes! American heroes that fought against the nazis? I also imagine that when Dean grew up - the 80s - a lot of, you know, 80s-style badly made animated series, campy action movies, figurines and toys about the Howling Commandoes would ba made, and those would be totally up Dean's alley (not Sam, who would tease Dean for being so obsessed with something that Sam would see as cringey lol).
I'm not saying that Captain America would be Dean's first crush, but like. Super strong warrior type with blue eyes? I mean.
I also assume that pop culture between 1945 and when Steve was found and came back would totally hide/erase any hints of queerness that sources about Steve and Bucky's lives might suggest, but Dean is a smart bean and would se the subtext and the unspoken eroticism of the whole devotion between brothers in arms. So he wouldn't be exactly surprised when Steve's queerness would come to light...
Cas would be jealous. Trying to hide it but not succeeding much. He would warm up to Steve eventually, I guess, but it would take him a moment :p
On the other side, I think that Steve and Bucky would warm up to Dean faster than to Cas (who is kind of an acquired taste... well, he doesn't wear his heart on his sleeve like Dean does, and it takes time to get to know the real him). Dean would be familiar with 30s-40s pop culture and army culture due to his crush special interest in the era, so Steve and Bucky would find him funny and likeable albeit a little starstruck/with rose-tinted glasses about those times he's learnt so much about through cinema and tv (see Dean meeting Eliot Ness), but Dean would be so earnest about it that they would just find it adorable. (For the sake of this argument I'm assuming they meet in circumstances where they'd be able to genuinely connect and not be hindered by emotional baggage.)
If they really got to bond and open up with each other, then Cas and Bucky would relate so much to each other. Both brainwashed and manipulated and used by the villains, both broken through the brainwashing thanks to their love for an American boy with a giant heart and little sense of self-preservation and determination to sell... Of course this would happen only after they'd see the other as worthy of trusting with their emotional vulnerability.
Basically if the circumstances of their encounter allow for really getting to know each other and opening up to one another, they would all adore each other, in slightly different ways depending on the way each would connect to another.
Technically Sam would have potential to connect to Steve and Bucky too, but if both couples are open about their being a couple, then Sam would simply be the straight brother of one of the guys lol. Then again, if Sam hangs out with them also with Eileen, then Steve and Bucky would adore Eileen (who doesn't) so Sam would get a chance to hang out with the group too. But I think that Steve and Bucky would vibe more with the queer dudes, it feels more realistic lol.
You all are welcome to share your thoughts on the matter!!
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madamemachikonew · 9 months
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In high school a guy friend of mine asked me how come I enjoy playing dating sims or having romance options in games, but wasn't interested in/was nervous about irl dating. I was super annoyed because there's an OBVIOUS difference between pretend video game dates and irl relationships, like there are no walkthroughs or save states for irl people. Plus the dating sims I was playing also had a lot of lore/interesting parts that weren't even dating related and I found them interesting. (Note also: I was talking about Monster Prom which is more like a goofy board game where you try to gather character points than an actual dating sim so like... The logic of "like dating sim = should date irl" applies even less.)
Anyways yeah he had a crush on me but I liked him better as a friend, and then like 4 years later I realized "oh I prefer dating sims because I'm asexual and that's like my limit as far as romance goes."
Sorry for the rambling, I saw you answer that ask about otoges and mentioned mystic messenger and I was immediately back in high school. I was more of an Arcana player, I wanted to get into MM but was gonna save it for summer because no goddamn way was I answering the phone at 3am on a school night, but then I never got around to it.
also i want in on those emulators, i love older games and the ds/dsi has a special place in my heart
I love romance games and I know exactly why [redacted psychological analysis]. But they absolutely helped keep me sane during the pandemic lockdown. As you say, it's not about the dating, but often about immersing in the little world with lore and side characters and stuff. Hatoful Boyfriend is a great example of this. On the surface it looks like a batshit insane dating sim (dating pigeons wtf?!) buuuuut, it isn't. You befriend them in a post-apocalyptic world where the human race is now the minority species. Birbs have taken over (but they all have a cute gijinka version too). When you finish all the basic routes a WHOLE NEW MODE unlocks with the best-written biggest darkest fucking lore dump in history. It is INCREDIBLE. I also recommend the spin-offs too. While they are cute, there is definitely a melancholy and tragic streak that runs through them. Some of the characters are even based on the author/artist's very own pet birbs.
There is also a Dottore-esque character, a very sus doctor birb who may or may not be doing unlawful experiments in the school sanatorium.
Look at this sus little man. LOOK AT HIM!! It still blows my mind that they managed to persuade Koyasu Takehito to voice this guy. I reckon he had a blast.
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It also has the most heart-wrenching end credits music ever. Hits you like a truck when you finish one or two of the routes in particular.
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autisticandroids · 3 years
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anyway ok so lets talk about ruby SPECIFICALLY in my good s6 au. this ruby concept is almost the same as @lesbiansamwinchester‘s ruby lives au but has some key differences, mainly ruby doesn’t redeem herself in s5. lucifer raises her in sympathy for the devil because she really was the best of those sons of bitches and she deserves it but she spends all of s5 conflicted in her loyalties because while she really DOES want lucifer to win she is also In Love With Sam, Unfortunately, and gets more and more uncomfortable with sam being lucifer’s vessel and shit. and then she finally betrays lucifer in like, two minutes to midnight or swan song and he IMMEDIATELY kills her (very important: lucifer must already be possessing sam when this happens). then she’s brought back like. face down in a ditch 300 miles away. that’s how ruby ends season five.
anyway watch this video to set the mood. ruby stuff in season six:
- so at FIRST she is actually running around with a ragtag group of lucifer loyalist demons led by meg. meg kind of hates her for betraying lucifer for sam but also you know sam’s dead and ruby won’t do it again and most importantly they need EVERY pair of hands on board for this. so ruby is kissing huge amounts of ass mostly meg’s, like, meg is making her wait on her hand and foot in an apron. it’s comically villain homoerotic. you know. like ruby serves meg tea in a maid outfit for no other reason then as like. ridiculous humiliation that’s also intensely, weirdly horny. like the lucifer crowley dog stuff in s11. actually meg literally makes ruby wear a dog collar with a little tag that says like, “ruby. if found, please call 666 and return to owner (meg).” i cannot stress enough that this is just STUPID horny for NO reason. you guys know what i mean. it’s basically sorority hazing but up to eleven because demons, and also forever. also meg makes ruby kiss her hand at least once. or like no she makes her kiss her boot. i am having too much fun i’ve gotten distracted.
- ruby finds out sam is alive and immediately ditches. like she just fucks off to nowhere and they can’t figure out where she went. anyway this samruby reunion takes place like, before the first episode definitely, maybe a few months.
- i do like @lesbiansamwinchester‘s thing where ruby tries very hard to be sam’s moral compass but also imo she fucks up, very bad, and a lot. and soulless sam can’t really catch her at it so they end up doing a lot of very fucked shit actually. but she tries very hard because she cares about sam and she wants him to think well of himself y’know. and she wants to be someone who sam would think was worth following.
- re: that last point. many thoughts. head full.
- when sam and dean finally see each other again ruby is there and dean is like what the FUCK. like he did see that she betrayed lucifer for sam at the last minute but also he hates her and doesn’t trust her, and he actually kind of suspects that whatever’s wrong with sam might actually be HER fault. 
- this post is relevant.
- okay but i’ve decided that the cas/meg kiss DOES in fact happen in this au because i do kind of love it and also more importantly, with the addition of the insane meg being ruby’s shitty ex vibe that i am jamming into this au with both hands, it is just. chefkiss. ruby and dean look at each other in horror while sam is just like huh? i’m sorry but imagine being ruby and being forced to watch your horrible ex get kissed dommily by castiel. god this is funny i love this. again this is all in subtext because we are imagining cw censors and i’ve used up my one allotted gay kiss for the season by having anna make out with a random woman at an orgy to prove that all angels are degenerate pansexual hedonists, you know. (is this homophobic enough for the cw? i hope so!) also: an orgy which balthazar organized and cas refused to attend, to be clear. 
- dean is actually garbage enough about the whole ruby thing that sam and ruby fuck off by themselves for a good while like, maybe three or four episodes, leaving dean alone or sometimes with cas. during this time dean gets a little bit involved with the angel revolutionaries.
- anyway when sam gets his soul back he’s like, torn, between dean and ruby. he feels guilty for how he behaved towards and thought about dean but he would ALSO feel guilty just kicking ruby to the curb.
- HOWEVER when he gets his soulless memories back he does kick her to the curb because she has done some REALLY fucked up shit while trying to be his moral compass like she is BAD at it.
- once ruby is left all alone in the world, guess who shows up in a flutter of wings and ambiguity! it’s anna! 
- she is here to ask ruby if she wants to spy on hell for the angel revolution. ruby accepts because everyone else hates her right now. if anna wants to take her in under cas’ banner (and not tell the winchesters because they’re technically on the same side but what’s a little subterfuge between friends) ruby will take it.
- ruby and anna DO get to have some fun agent runner/agent lesbian subtext, as a treat! at least when anna isn’t busy eating food out of lisa braeden’s fridge like villanelle and other nuts things. 
- like i do wanna be clear anna just. appears in lisa braeden’s kitchen, slowly, wordlessly eats her leftovers while staring her down, and then flies away. this contributes to lisa’s impending mental breakdown. MY season six is about the madness of the suburban housewife, among many other various things.
- also i want to be clear that raphael’s side is actually like, funneling weapons to the lucifer loyalist demons to try and get them to defeat crowley but it’s all very hush hush, like, raphael would NOT want his underlings to know that he has organized this, like, they can barely stand to work with naomi. the fact that raphael had naomi organize help for DEMONS is unthinkable. anyway it’s basically celestial iran-contra.
- ruby is actually one of the last people to stick by cas even when like, anna and balthazar are betraying him, because like. whomst among us has never wanted to become god a little. and also, ruby is weak to authority figures we KNOW this she might be down to accept cas as her heavenly father a little, she’s NOT a rebel. but most importantly she sticks by him because, you know, i love sam and he’s mad at me for kinda betraying him and you [REDACTED] dean and he’s mad at you for kinda betraying him like we’re all winchester derangement syndrome patients here, and also like. i get it. sometimes they don’t know what’s good for them. sometimes in order to love you have to betray a little bit.
- ruby doesn’t turn on cas until he breaks sam’s wall. but by then it’s too late and there’s nothing she can do really.
- the parallel where it was dean who stabbed ruby in lucifer rising and it’s sam who stabs cas in the man who knew too much is actually intentional this time and WAY more aggressive. actually there are tons of cas-ruby parallels. i think meg should call ruby a whore like one episode before crowley calls cas a whore just to hammer it home. i think the thing where soulless sam runs away from dean’s judgement and is running around with ruby while dean is sulking about it but also running around with cas is super aggressively obvious. god i love that ruby’s existence makes it super obvious that cas is dean’s [REDACTED]. that’s so fun. 
- this has been an intensely hypertextual romp and it’s apparently nearly fifteen hundred words, good god. anyway, special thanks to @lesbiansamwinchester, @pietacastiel, and @seragamble, all of whom brainstormed with me
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misterbitches · 3 years
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Hello! @flootweed replying to the post from before. the long format was killing me. why does tumblr look like this...
I haven’t watched episode 8 yet...or have I? If it’s the most recent one. No.
Is the hornbill a bird? It probably is but I have a terrible memory and I’m dumb so. I skipped the last few weeks because I’m scawwed. How are you liking it? I did see someone say that the hornbill makes sense (without knowing what it is...at all) bc heart transplant patients only live like 5-15 years after but someone in those comments pointed out that he was so young when he got his and that’s pretty rare so he has a higher likelihood of survival. Frankly, this is the only way I will proceed. Since when did shows ever care about the heart transplant health? Never and it needs to stay that way!
What did we think of ep 6? LMAO. I need opinions! And omg it makes me feel special when I can point things out to people because I so...rarely get to LOL. Editing is like one of my favorite things ever so I can be super particular about it but I try to do the thing you do when you’re supposed to see if it works within its context. I’d like to go in with scissors and glue but alas. 
THe mic covering....the rustling....it’s like guys...please. Ironically the audio today wasn’t great. I don’t know why. IDK if you watch c-dramas but I am not even sure what’s worse between them because they dub their dramas. But actually no it’s best to have the dubbing because even tho it is painful they have to put a lot of effort into it. LOL. 
Right? @ Aey! It’s just weird if they would show us more about what he’s done instead of saying he’s done sth bad and not even explaining that....like you could even do some shitty exposition. I think if he is to be a true villain then we really need to be privvy. All the warnings make it seem like he’s a fuckin’ serial killer so when we get the scene of him at home it’s like....actually this is really serious? Maybe his pain is like...for a reason. Althought you won’t even TELL US WHAT HE’S DONE WRONG BESIDES BE JUST FUCKING WEIRD AND ANNOYING! So from what we have it’s just a realllllllll fucked up sad person lol. god i forgot about the dinner! and i totally agree. he really needs them to succeed. i like your theory because it would make the scene where he like blocks the twitter user make more sense. he also says they dont really know each other etc so it’s realllllyyyyy probable that he just sees it as a way out. if not then we shall pretend u wrote it :)
god yea i wouldnt say it is art but i also guess we technically have to since it is technically. in the way that technically performance artists are artists but mostly i uh technically ignore them. Also one of my fav BLs is called the best twins. If you do not know what it is I will not elaborate further.t 
i want to know more abt poli sci majors lmao but they sound DRAMATIC/ hopefully most ppl in ur cohort arent losers! 
hahahha i understand. there was just a thing on twitter about DSA and then the day before about reading discourse. the same thiings. over. and over. and over. and over. we are our own worst enemies but also our own best friends? but i hate tankies and that wont change. but hasan’s a decent guy. he said sth abt black ppl during biden’s primaries in GA or whatever and i was like chill. but he’s insecure and has adhd which means ur more open to being wrong and changing otherwise u will suffocate and die. 
and totally about hiding fuck ups. i’ve tried really hard bc of organizing IRL to like...be honest, question, etc but also like...approach it naturally? because if you’re trying to be perfect and so worried you’ll fuck up you don’t realize that puts  more stress on you, makes you seem like a robot, and could potentially not make you realize the mistkaes you made. also if we’re privileged in certain spaces there is just no possible way we won’t get something wrong. im light and i know that honestly any way to speak up on colorism is going to be difficult and that’s a space where i have power so i just have to figure it out. we should be uncomfortable because we have to sit with unpleasant feelings and sort through our own whatever. that just makes the next time even better and people can trust u more.  i think some people sweat it sooo much or maybe they think their personal life and what theyve been through is more the norm? on the other hand people can be sf reactionary in the worst way and idk what their issue is. there was also a user who said sth very inch arresting about tankies which i thoroughly enjoyed (how like violent lefitsts or tankies / ppl who are like ooh a gun whatever just want to be violent in another space so they have shit tendencies from jump and nothing of substance which i think i agree with tbh fo ra lottttt of ppl. like their anger is actually like “no im about to beat that ass” instead of what we actually want to get done) 
sort of in the same vein re: taking it easy...we coudl all be more understanding too. to slow it down like you mentioned about not being privvy to fucking eveyrthing and saying anything on our mind. i saw this person talk about y2k which was a huge deal while happening bc it was the turn of the millenium (bruh were u even alive?) but this twitter user grew up in a super super SUPER religious household and was like why do ppl make jokes about Y2K it was insanely traumatizing? though my first instinct was confused ive tried hard to like look more before i judge especially thanks to a friend of mine. turns out that with the further reading the more we found out he was just really traumatized; it was very common in religious households to be afraid of 2000. so we could have come at him with no understanding and he could have thought that everyone had the same experience with that year that he did. his feelings sit precedent though but i think it was just very hard for him to fathom. 
i didnt reply bc he didnt need that and what could i have said? he’ll see what the truth is with exposure and unfortunately this was something he really did go through. 
and that’s what makes most people think others could be over the top. because it sounded ridiculous but then it was this huge traumatic thing that we could have never known about. so maybe when someone sounds like actually crazy they have an explanation? of course some ppl are just batshit or annoying but that’s anywhere not just leftists it’ just means more i guess when a ~~librul is annoyed~ but it can be easy to want to make fun of ppl too. lmao.  basically what i am saying is the internet? especially twitter? for leftists? in this economy? bitch it’s the wild west out here.
i am 29! idk if i said it or not. i am OLD u probably werent even born in the year i was talking about wah. i know not old-old or old at all but compared to you i’m due for a colonoscopy.
omg i hope u can get vaxxed soon! are you wfh rn? i hope ur also not in a bad state as in state state not state as in ur being :| bleh what a fucking time. it sucks that you have to fucking do work. well unless u like school. which i hope u do. i just assume everyone hates it cos i did lmao
was it the lindsay ellis drama? that bitch is dumb. if there was other drama oh wait the drama i was referring to it all happened on the same day. idk book twitter that well but i saw something from someone who was abt that shit and wowie! the american people are not that.....intelligent to put it lightly.
i’ll get better. ppl tell me they miss me and im like aw. i have insanellllyyy bad insomnia and a lot of stuff happened this year HOWEVER I SLEPT FOR TWO DAYS FOR 8 HOURS AT A REASONABLE TIME. im a new woman.  anyways you too! i hope ur not too burnt out with school. we just dont know when the burnout is or we just dont know we are burnt out until we are. the panaramiciccici hit and all the things i was ignoring kind of just fell on me and sooo much happened at once. and frankly it’s hard to take care of ourselves. lord. 
Like if you aren’t interested in expanding on the issue in a way that hasn’t been done before all you gotta do it like… spread resources and donate if you can. I dont see the point in having to say something about every issue especially if you (not at you specifically just in general) aren’t immediately impacted by the issue. Like is the 14 yr old white marxist named sarah on twitter really gonna have meaningful insight on anti-asian violence ?
this is part of why i cannot telecommunicate. i dont want to do shit on the internet. i am able bodied so i know that this time has been of such ease for other people. but mentally i just can’t. i don’t have a comment on hand like that and i hvae no desire to engage with ppl that way. i am a super super super solitary person but thats bc it’s MY time so when it’s like all this effort with other people i dont ever want to be alone. it’s the same with the way i approach filmmaking. it isnt a sole thing so i hate it not together. that’s part of how u can get so sucked in and repeat doom scrolling. i was in this webinar last may after [redacted] and this black woman prof said “read with a community and talk” because otherwise she said we are torturing ourselves. you can’t carry that weight all on your own. unfortunately i hate zoom, discord, slack, signal, whatsapp, facetime. you name it this panera has made it evi.. L
you make a really excellent point. i think the young young gen zers are really really just interesting because it’s like this whole new world for them with leftist politics and they just can’t grasp the horrors of the world and the kind of freedom being a leftist can bring. and so many people don’t grow out of it. those people so happen to be the “least productive” in terms of how much time they spend IRL withe these issues. naturally, younger kids are gonna have a harder time. they are not as mobile as well so the internet becomes this place. but then it’s this echo chamber. and many times just things posted without sources. and social media NEEDS that to exist.
i think of the irony of leftist kids on tik tok and while i am happy it’s reaching them it’s just....different. very different. the growth of social media is so good but also so fucking sad, it’s too much! i think the point about not writing everything is major. even i have to do this which is part of the disappearing.y ou need to detach and make sure your head is on straight again. but when you think eveyrone has to be privvy to every thought and you can’t just sit back....which twitter and social media doesn’t encourage. you have to join in. that’s often why when i have something to say it is dense because i don’t feel like repeating it. ever. lmao ust ever. i cant pay attn. social media is a fucking minefield for my brain u can get so lost in it and absorb it but once u start talking you may not be able to stop. 
i think a big part of that is it not being a leisurely thing but sort of just in our lives always. this sounds like a grandpa rant but ykwim. We dont have to see the same thing over and over again. And eventually it gets sincerely diluted or its diluted bc of capitalism or whatever. Or if theyre very young or maybe they don’t have like the greatest way of sharing the knowledge? then it can be butchered. I hope this is making sense...i’m talking beyoond the boring surface-level milquetoast shit. i see really ahistorical stuff on there from leftists (like this thing about NK + africa and it being a beneficial rship as opposed to a um not beneficial one. and it isn’t.  beneficial but this young black girl was talking abt it and noname rtd and i was like it’s just too complex. there’s no good/bad here just bc it’s not america. dont get me started on this.)
but Lol that was kinda off topic but I think what I meant in my last reply about not turning off the voice in my head is about when I consume media, not necessarily when I’m online talking about. Even if I have criticism for something, I’m usually pretty chill when consuming fandom content bc I think being serious online all the time is kinda boring. Like sometimes I’m analyzing theme and shit but really most of the time im memeing.
exactly.........gotta laugh. thats why sometimes im like i cant think lmao. unfrotunately i have been ARGUING with ppl on the internet for rly no reason when  i could have replied to ur very nice fun wholesome message. i love torture. i miss memes.
“ i think the people who get the least enjoyment out of that are those so obsessed with getting upset with anyone thinking outside of their lines as if it equates to them “ EXACTLYYYYY
kekekekeke im glad u got it. it’s like with conservatives throwing around snowflake. now im beginning to question who the real complainers are. 
LMAO exactlyyyy. i posted a screenshot of this writer from twitter saying that exact thing. Like first of all, I’m...an adult? and if you are as well uh? i’m sorry for you but are we 12? But how is it affecting u this viscerally? And if it does why dont u...do...research? pihgofuaipoajghou but honestly everything u said. we’re trained to go into it with nothing. i was only around ur age when i started to get more serious about this stuff but you’re like lightyears ahead of where i was at 21. did i say this but i’m in iww and literally i can tell u in 2016 i did not think 2019 me would be in a union bc i told my friend in a train station that we don’t need unions. i was 23...but the thing is i didnt know what i was talking about. at all. and i knew i didnt know and she knew i didnt know and now i am the clown.
also yes at critical engagement. i had to learn so much through experience and this is tuff that i coudlnt be shielded from. there’s an empathy you kinda have to develop and this understanding that you move through the world as this person who is “nowhere and everywhere; nothing and everything” so i’ve always had to think about things differently just to survive. that’s also what can drag a lot of people towards it like theres so many black kpop fans bc i think a lot of the pain in SK can be mirrored (sort of) through our history. and theres currently a history now but it had to be forged. uh what was my point oh yea however i wouldnt have been able to move further if i didnt have my background to go off of  bc i knew something was off when i started getting into all these things (ill give u a hint) but if i had no prior knowledge and didnt have to think about it then the critical approach is either stale or stupid. 
i had to research but i dont understand how ppl are so bold with little to no research and understanding? thhey just inherently know with also like ZERO experience in what they need experience in. engaging critically means “how i see the world” with dashes of trying to be open adn understanding or whatever. actually that’s another thing like being afraid of criticizing things bc theyre foreign to you so u give it a pass (like we discussed) but it doesnt hAVE TO BEEEE JUST REAAAAAD and then take all the info ur teensy brain and apply it. be a normal human being and dont be fucking rude and racist. thats it! u can complain abt literally anything without being a dick.
as we start with LW and end with LW.....what do we think (i asked this already) omg please share wbl thoughts i THINK i know what ur talking about. well it could be two things; their rship when they came back and the physicality and then pei shou yi. i almost dont even want to use my brain to fucking look at that. i think wbl can get away with more bc of visual~*~*~* reasons (like literally, the look of the show. there’s more space to get lost in the frames. many thai dramas are a lot more literal? this isn’t the right word but it’s very heavily character focused particularly bc of $ i think) though good production also underscores flaws so i am also wrong. but like do u know what i mean? u have to kinda focus on it? or maybe it’s just cos like.....ur so used to it in thai bl idek. i’ve seen tw bl ofc. 
look i swear i will justify this forever bc there are some things we miss right but if u feel like someone’s a bad actor....theyre bad. it’s about tone movement etc etc etc and since most thai bl productions have 0 interest in that....well. they take these newbies and put them in these situations. we dont understand thai but if we see them and we’re like “wow this is really bad” then they’re bad lmao. IDC i will never be like cos idk what theyre saying NO WHY HE LOOK LIKE A ROBOT???????? DOES HE EMOTE? why is he CRYING WITH NO TEARS? and it’s not even a total requisite to cry with tears(i mean for me it is) but it’s just like what is happening on ur face right now young man????????
painful.
the inflection stuff is very valid ooh good point tho but that’s only a part of the piece. plus we get used to the way they communicate. like the ppl from sotus were prtty bad. i dont like that show but thats an ex of ppl liing the actors and the person i thought was better other ppl dont think that? well apparently hes a shitty guy but. um. so when theres decent acting its so glaring.
although i must say even tho i dont care for 2gether anymore and would never like to be reminded about its existence (only bc i just cringe lol) i honestly....didnt think bright was a bad actor? but people keep saying he is and i am much more inclined to believe them than myself. though i am not often dickmatized that could have been it. until he opened his mouth and ruined it and then i stopped paying attn.
although honestly i’m so much more critical than i could be positive. i have ben stumped for the last day about how i wasnt mad at his acting in the show. is it me? is it him? who’s......the wrong one.....(me) 
oh shit they have been denied? i haven’t been paying attn to whats been going on recently. i just got into it on MDL because of snowdrop. sometimes i literally cannot engage bc ill just be like alright well im black so this power button in my head is going off when ppl talk abt that shit. back in the day when kpop jawns were saying some real outta pocket anti black shit (now everyone is slick with it) it’d always be THEY DONT HAVE GOOGLE THEYVE NEVER SEEN A BLACK PERSON but really it’s like no...maybe they are just racist? that’s ok too.
also the past 2 weeks have been um atrocious bc how fucking easily people fell into the pit of white supremacy and started to turn their ire towards black people and making a competition between our groups just like they wanted. it’s not about the women who are dead anymore, who were sex workers, their womanhood, being asian, being poor anymore. it’s about how much black people get attention and why people only pay attn to us. i am not feeling very generous this week for ppl to excuse that hsit.
on a lighter note, ppl say that abt the whole husband and wife thing. i dont know how to explain how angry that shit makes me but maybe it’s because i do not want to think of my body in relation to a fucking penis at all hours of the day. if bls could kindly not do that it would be nice lmao 
yes there are a lot of those. who are only there to gawk lmao. and just idk worship bc of the cult of personality thing bc of how weird and open they have to be as actors. some of the others are people who /think/ theyre really smart (i think im asmart but i also think i am very dumb and i have adhd to prove that MEDICALLY!!!) but are actually not? or their observations arent great? or idk if they are they arent interesting? but i think well..........we have more refined palettes :P
jk also theres just different personalities. you and  i mesh more bc we have a lot of the same beliefs and are coming from the same place. that makes it easier to understand as well. i really try to remember that but some people are really weird so. again just...the perception of certain things even down to acting skills. but i also dont like.......believe this genre can really do anything at all. on one hand i want them to do it right bc it’s a piece of work so they should. be proud of it. cos most things arent advancing us bc representation and culturalism are a lie bla bla. it’s just that when the depictions are negative or not done well it adds to the problem as opposed to the things that are well done are fairly benign and can’t really pull us back (perf example is the black panther film. i woudl definitely not say it was transgressive as a literal work but visually it’s just stunning. and it’s sad that it’s stunning and surprising but still with basically an all black cast of mostly dark people abd like what it means in the zeitgeist yes. it’s also just a good movie. but it’s still imperialist prop and unfortunately and this is fucking pathetic to say it “opened eyes” in other countries where they hate black ppl and ignore their own racialized minorities HENNYWAYSSSS a better ex is moonlight except moonlight isnt mainstream and is indie tho...still thru a funnel of capital bc a24 but who cares bleed the fuckers dry is my motto. my point is moonlight is both a great work and doesnt bring any failures to the table and its existence helps in ways outside of art but they arent the defining things giving us material advancement sooooo i mean it’s complex (this is my conclusion to everything um guys it’s complex) 
er i had one more point in conjunction to above. oh yea so i like dont need all these extra things to make it progressive. like people really want more women in the show and i am honestly like i really dont. i dont want them to actively do this. if they cant do it naturally then let someone else do it. i am not asking for more bc i dont want it from them. when something comes along i embrace it but i do not see why women should be represented when the genre RELIES on patriarchy. there is no complete satisfying existence for the women in these series. i dont want it. i dont ask people to show us~*~* or respect~* like fuck no the people who make it make it and hopefully more will make it in the future but i will not beg bc THEY DONT WANT TO DO IT SO WOULD FORCING IT MAKE IT BETTER? just fucking leave them out entirely. that’s the answer if theyre gonna make nasty female characters then those bitches can geaux. we have other plcaes to be. booked. and. BUSY!
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sorry, if it's not to late can the marriage ask for xigbar be with luxu!xigbar in mind, unless you don't think it'd change anything? thanks!
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I’mma be real with you chief I don’t think it’ll make much difference (I don’t know much about KHUX, and we’ve only briefly seen Xiggy responding and admitting outright to being Luxu, so we’re just going to go with what we’ve got.)Anyway!
A-About, what about you made them want to marry you?
You can handle yourself against anyone, including his sense of humor. he respects that about you. He’s a very sarcastic dude, he’s not a very respectful person (we’re all pretty much on the same level in his eyes), so to have met this person that he would submit to/stand down for in ways is a big deal to him. He wants to keep you around.
B-Baby, would they want kids with you as soon as possible?
Not really, sorry hun! Maybe at one time he did, but not so much as he’s gotten older. Should a pregnancy come up and you want to raise a baby, then he will be totally supportive. You need him there at the doctor’s visits? Alright, but he’s bringing a book or something. You wanna go shopping? Sure. He’s just not tripping over himself to plan it out. He just goes with the flow.
C-Celebration, how would they celebrate your anniversaries?
Whatever you want to do, he’ll make it happen. Otherwise he’ll get you a flower or 12 and it’s takeout and makeout! ;)
D-Divorce, how would they handle if you wanted a divorce? What caused it?
Yeah well, he ain’t happy. He’s almost not surprised given who and how he is. He wouldn’t admit to be heartbroken, and you’ll never see him cry (I can’t even confirm or deny if he cries at all during this time), but you’ll see him mad. He resents this, but he won’t stop you. You stop communicating for a while after it’s finalized and everything has been separated. Maybe you’ll see each other in public somewhere a few of years down the line, and it’s like you’ve become a stranger to him. Just another face in the crowd, something to playfully tease, but no longer close. You just wanted different things, maybe you wanted a family, settle down and have that dream of settling down come true, but that’s not his style. Maybe he was being a jerk for a little too long, and his good traits aren’t enough to make up for his bad ones anymore. Either way you can’t take being around him any longer.
E-Earnest, are they serious about your marriage? Or can they be a little immature about it?
He’s immature, for sure! He’s serious a couple of times a year (usually birthdays and anniversaries and small get-togethers with friends). He’s a jokey guy, making light of situations is how he responds to the world. He wants you to enjoy his humor as well.
F- Favorite, what was your favorite things before and after you got married to each other?
Before: Either listening to you talk about something you’re passionate about, seeing how your eyes light up when he suggests going back to his place and spending time together. It reminds him that you really enjoy his company and don’t think he’s annoying or obnoxious.
After: When you fall asleep on his shoulder watching tv or in bed when he’s reading. It happens almost every night, and he really cherishes these moments. He’s not making a joke, and you can’t see him making googoo eyes at him. He thinks you’re amazing.
G-Giving, do they spoil you?
Every now and again, maybe once a month, Xigbar will go all out for you. Take you shopping, then out to eat, maybe dancing, a walk in the moonlight? He likes it when you’re happy, and the face you make when you’re surprised and feel special, especially when it’s because of him? It’s his favorite thing in the world. 
H-Honeymoon, what did you two do for your honeymoon?
Something kind of adventurous, maybe bungie jumping or zip-lining? Something that would thrill you, he likes the faces you make. Some sight-seeing, people watching (that for him, he likes to eavesdrop and silently judge others). And whatever you wanted to do too! 
I-Invest, how much do they contribute to your marriage?
Xigbar is surprisingly ((to me, I don’t know about you guys, maybe you knew all along)) domestic. Like cooking and cleaning, is easy for him to fulfill. If it’ll make you feel at ease and less stressed he’ll pull his own weight around the house. 50/50 (and a little more if it’s your birthday or anniversary).
J-Jealous, do they still get jealous even though you’re completely theirs?
Nah, sorry Xig’s not the jealous type. If you say you love him, then you love him. Once you got his trust, you don’t have to worry (unless you have actually done something to break his trust).
K-Kiss, how often would you two kiss? Do you still have that spark?
As often as you want, and the once before leaving the house in the morning, and once before going to sleep at night. 
L-Live, where would you two settle down at?
Xigs would like to live somewhere near a city, the hustle and bustle is a nice place to visit. He’d be fine if he were just outside a city, where you can get some peace and quiet, but you’re never too far from the action and drama that a city can bring. Would prefer to stay away from anywhere with a Homeowners Association (like a suburb with people named Barb or Karen). Also far away from a school! Little kids mean trouble, and trouble that Xig didn’t start? is a no=no.
M-Make, do they still make your heart flutter after years of marriage?
If you’re asking if looking at you makes Xigbar’s (nonexistent?) heart feel warm and comfy? Heck yeah, it does. You’re home for him, a constant, a comfort. He cherishes the fact that you’re still together after all these years, that you bother putting up with him after all this time. He may be a jokester, and he may not say it out loud enough, but he really does feel lucky that you’re here.
N-Never, what is something they would never do?
He’d never be violent towards you or around you. I know this seems like bottom of the ladder, super basic. But when he pledges his heart to you, he means to protect you. That includes from any anger he may feel in a moment regardless of who is the cause. He doesn’t want to scare you (not unless it’s a harmless prank or halloween) and he never wants you to feel unsafe around him. So punching walls or anything? That’s something you’ll never be around to see, if and when it happens.
O-Opportunity, do you two still get the opportunity to be intimate with one another?
Heck yes! It’s an important part of your relationship. Even if it’s not the *bow chicka bow wow* level of intimacy, being physical with hugs and being able to be vulnerable with one another is important. 
He doesn’t seem like the type to be vulnerable with others, does he? But it’s only because he’s not quick to trust others or show his true emotions. With you, he’s willing if you are. At least once a week y’all will be together and talk and vent or anything that you need to do. 
P-Pet names, what pet names do you two give each other?
He calls you sun/starshine, sweetpea, sweetheart, baby, babycakes, darlin’. Sometimes just to tease and sometimes because he just thinks it’s cute.
You are free to call him whatever you want, he’ll answer to them all. Not a ounce of embarrassment from him, wears these names like a badge of honor ;)
Q-Quiet, do you two keep quiet about your marriage? Or do you always brag about one another?
Xiggy’s actually pretty quiet. He’s not over the top about being married to total strangers. But to friends and you especially, he’ll let y’all know that you’re his better half. He counts himself lucky to have married you, and he’ll rub it in that he was the one that you chose to spend your life with. 
He’ll usually ask his friends if they’re jealous that you two are so happy.
R-Romance, how do you two keep your romance alive?
Date night is a regular occurrence (it’s a good way to keep romance alive! did you know that dating (this goes along with communication!) is a great way to have a successful relationship? Because y’all continually get to know each other it keeps things fresh, the same way dating new people does)
S-Selfie, would they take multiple pictures of you? Would they save them on their phone?
Only if you’re snoring or doing something embarrassing. It’s your job to take the nice selfies and send it to him. His favorites are still the silly pictures you find embarrassing. He thinks they’re endearing.
T-Teenagers, do you still act like teens when you’re older?
Xig? Yes, Absolutely. His sassy attitude doesn’t fade with time. And one of his favorite things is to tease every now and again, a little pinch on the bum, or a joke about the neighbors will always be a regular occurrence. 
U-Unrelenting, what hasn’t stopped since you two got married?
Playful teasing of course! He’s kind of a jokey guy, that’ll never go away. It’s part of what made you fall for him (or so he says) and it’s here to stay. 
Also casual dates every now and again. He probably won’t bring you flowers that he didn’t pick out of the neighbor’s yard or a park but he will take you out on the town, maybe have an ice cream or get a snack. 
V-Valentine’s Day, what plans do you two make?
A mess! Chocolate fondue seems like a good idea, until you realize you didn’t follow the recipe right, or burnt the chocolate. Shoulda just got the fondue pot, sheesh! but it was fun nonetheless! He got some chocolate on his nose (you probably put it there on purpose) and kissed it off, he smeared some chocolate on your face (DEFINITELY on purpose) and licked it off. And then that led into [redacted because this isn’t THAT kind of blog]
W-Wedding, what was your wedding like?
This is up to you! All he asks is that he’s allowed some alcohol. You want a small affair? Maybe just going to sign the marriage certificate in town hall, he’s down. He’d like to go to a bar after and celebrate and drink for a bit with his “spouse”.
Or if you want a big fancy wedding, that’s fine too. If that’s the case, he’d still like some booze available (open bar maybe?) for him to get buzzed on. Not totally drunk, no no no, never! Don’t want to embarrass you in front of your friends and family (Xig? Embarrassing? NEVER! ;) But it’s a joyful occasion he’d like something to toast with. Maybe invite Xehanort, at least to show off a bit. He can play into his schemes while ALSO enjoying being alive.
X-X-Ray, can you two see through each other? Can you see when you’re lying or not?
You know this really depends on the person. If you’re good at reading people, you might be able to piece together what’s going on in his mind, otherwise he’s as much a mystery to you as he is to anyone else. The only difference is if you ask him, he’ll tell you what he’s thinking or let you know it’s nothing you need to worry your pretty little head about. 
He likes to think he can read you, but once again, if you’re someone who’s very secretive maybe he can’t fully tell. But he won’t rub it in your face, either. He might say that it seems there’s something bothering you, or something you’re hiding from him, but he won’t force it out of you. He wants you to feel comfortable to come to him when you need/want it. 
Trust is an important aspect in your relationship and he’ll trust you to come to him when you need it, just like how he’ll trust you to leave him be until he’s ready to share too.
Y-Yearly Tradition, what do you two do every year for your wedding anniversary?
You wanna go out? He’ll take you out. But for him he just wants to spend some time being physically intimate ;) It’s up to you what you wanna do, he’ll give in to your requests, but he’s a simple man. He loves you and he wants to spend that time with you.
Z-Zesty, Give me your own zesty letters!
Enjoys spicy food!
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this is an ask based thingy but im really in the mood to infodump so im just gonna answer them all under the cut !
Favorite video game?
starting off with the absolute hardest question huh? i can’t possibly name ONE favorite game of mine because i adore my favorites for many different reasons. my overall favorite video game is ffxv or botw. ffxv because it has brought me so much joy for such a long time, and because i have such a connection with the characters. botw because i was actually in the fandom when it first got announced in 2016 so i got to be there when the hype was at an all time high– and finally being able to play the game after waiting for so long was an unforgettable experience. i have more favorite games but ill talk more about them in the ‘’special place in ur heart’’ question.
First console you owned?
my first console wasn’t a console. my friend and i used to play on her nintendo dsi all the time and at one point tiny little me reeeally wanted one of my own so i saved up and got one in [redacted] when i was 7. my first actual console was a wii though, we got that around the same time.
A game that holds a special place in your heart?
ffxv and botw mean the absolute world to me, but super mario galaxy and skyward sword are very important to me too. skyward sword is the game that got me into zelda which got me into anime which got me into final fantasy etc etc etc.  super mario galaxy was the first non-mini game collection and more adventure story-ish game i played. i was so proud when i beat it for the first time and mario was my first ever ‘’fandom’’ :’) 
Favorite video game character?
bro. i cant pick just one so i’ll choose one per game : prompto, ryuji and link. they were all my comfort characters at some point and i projected like crazy onto them. this doesnt mean that i wouldnt absolutely die for noct or zelda. 
Least favorite video game character?
i dont think theres anyone i distinctly dislike? i always talk about hating ardyn but that’s because he’s just a salty bitch. as a character i think he’s a great villain and i rly love him. i honestly always end up liking everyone somehow, maybe there is someone i just forgot about but i cant remember at all. 
Favorite genre?
adventure games, or action rpgs. 
Video game character you’ve had a crush on?
every character ever, but i distinctly remember the moment i fell in love with prompto sjghfkshd i was watching a playthrough of xv in december 2016 because i didnt have a ps4, and the guy got to the scene in galdin quay where the bros learn insomnia fell. i had watched about 6 hours of the game by that time and wasn’t particularly interested in the characters but not uninterested enough to drop it. i hadnt even gotten a good look at the characters faces yet, so when the camera zoomed in on prompto when he said ‘’might not be save for us here!’’ i noticed he had freckles. oh god. oh fuck. oh my god hes fucking cute. oh my god better watch 30 hours of this game now
First video game you remember playing?
wayyy before i got my own gaming systems, my then-best friend had a gamecube in her attic. i was around 5 or 6 at the time. whenever i was over at her house and we didnt know what to do, she’d sometimes propose to play ‘’mario kart’’. important is that we are dutch, and i was a literal child. i thought mario KART meant it was a fucking card game, so i always declined whenever she asked. on one fateful day, i finally gave in and was pleasantly surprised it was in fact not a card game, but a viddy game. so we played mario kart double dash. (…i had never played a video game in my life besides browser flash games and was Very Very bad)
Age you started gaming?
so i played my first video game that i didnt own when i was about 5 or 6. then i got my first supply of games at age 7/8, but i dont really consider that time to be when i started ‘’gaming’’. i’d say that was when i started mario galaxy, so i’ve been playing video games for real (ie. story adventure games with boss battles) for about 6 years now.
Hardest video game you’ve played?
this is gonna sound stupid, but the witcher 3. there’s like 7 difficulties and i played on the EASIEST and still had a hard time, i just couldnt get used to the combat. i had the same problem with assassin’s creed syndicate, but after about 10 hours i actually knew what i was doing, and ive played the witcher longer than that and still am clueless. this is kind of an unpopular opinion but i dont particularly like that game
Video game you’ve spent the most time on?
i guess i am what you’d call a casual gamer; i really like video games but during a normal school week i only game for like 2-6 hours. most of the time i dont play for like 2 weeks if im busy. gaming has kind of taken over my life not because i play so much but because i get so emotionally invested lol i’m currently on summer break and even now im not playing a lot because of exhaustion and executive dysfunction. this derailed slightly but the game i’ve played the most despite my casual gamer status is …. … …. ffxv. surprise, right? the runner up is botw, but xv wins by a landslide. 630+ hours. botw is 350. my main save in ffxv is almost 200 hours i think. damn. i really managed to keep myself entertained with that game… (………i was thinking recently, since the loading screens in xv are so long, how much of this total amount was spent watching screens. i imagine it’s several hours, especially if you fast travel a lot.)
Most embarrassing gaming moment?
many moments in my gaming experience are embarrassing, but a more recent one: i was in xv’s postgame, beating some dungeons on my new save file. i had just finished daurell caverns and hadn’t saved in about 2 hours. (uh oh) i was driving around in the regalia type d and got to the big cliff near lestallum, and remembered someone made a gif of jumping in there so i wanted to try it too. i imagined the game would just put me back on the road, like it does when you crash into something. except it didnt. i got a game over. where was my last save? 2 hours back all the way in hammerhead. yippee.
Scariest video game you’ve played?
i never play horror games, cuz for me games are supposed to be relaxing experiences. no hate towards horror games of course, they just stress me out. the only time ive played horror is when friday the 13th was for free on ps+, and my friends really wanted to play it. (theyre kinda addicted to it now. huh) they had already gotten over the initial fear of having jason chase you, but i was still terrified. i can play the game without getting scared now tho. the horror sound effects just rly freaked me out at first jhsdkghsd
Most memorable gaming moment?
playing breath of the wild for the first time, or beating it for the first time. both experiences were filled to the brim with excitement and nostalgia. seeing botw as a blank slate, a world for you to explore, having no idea where you’re going… that was pretty incredible. now i know every nook and cranny of the map, so i wish i could play it for the first time again. i was so incredibly immersed. beating it was insane. i cried for 30 minutes and the end wasnt even sad, i was just so amazed at the fact that i was really here, playing breath of the wild, it was really real. the fucking main theme in the background (which i cannot for the life of me listen to without crying) didnt help with my emotions sgkdjh
Video game character you wish you could meet in real life?
…………..its prompto again. maybe 2017 me …. was .. kind of a kinnie
PC, Xbox, Playstation, or Nintendo?
i dont care about console wars at all, but i think hardware-wise, pc is the best, because if you have a good pc you can basically do anything. i however do not, so i just play on consoles. ive never particularly liked xbox, so i only play ps4 and nintendo. not the switch though. its kinda petty, but my best friend and i really dont like the switch djghks
Gaming company you’re most loyal to?
none. i used to call myself a nintendo nerd (oh my god…. i m. gonna die) in like 2015 but since the switch came out and since i got a ps4 they kinda lost me. i still like their game series of course, but as a company i don’t care for them. the only reason i see square enix as one of ‘’my’’ gaming companies is because ffxv took up like 70% of my gaming experience, but besides final fantasy i don’t really love them too much either.
If you could only play one video game for the rest of your life, which would you choose?
atm i’m really into ffxiv because theres just so much to do, but that’s just a new, possibly temporary interest. if i had to choose, i’d say botw. maybe i’d say ffxv, but i feel like running around doing nothing in that game isnt very fun, because the world is sorta empty after completing every quest and getting to level 120. in botw, just fucking around on your horse is still really relaxing and nice. 
Do you use strategy guides?
yup. in certain games i try to avoid them but i usually end up stuck or in need of advice. i couldn’t have gotten so many p5 trophies if not for the internet lol
How often do you use cheats?
never, simply because the games i play often do not have cheats. unless im playing the sims and are in need of a motherlode, i dont use them.
Competitive or single player?
single player. im bad at video games and like to do stuff at my own pace. online multiplayer can be fun every now and then in games like mario kart 8 or splatoon, and i also like teamwork stuff like ffxiv or comrades. but ultimately, i prefer playing on my own.
Video game character you want to/have cosplayed?
have never cosplayed, dont have plans to either, but it would be fun to cosplay link. omg. i just remembered i have that fucking chocomoogle shirt… sorry link im gonna slap on some sasuke hair, black jeans and ugly sneakers 
Ever go to a video game convention?
i have not, i have however gone to three (3) video game concerts which is basically the same thing. 
Hardest boss fight you’ve been in?
the hardest bosses for me are usually the ones with a gimmick. you have to use a certain item or tactic to beat them or something. other hard fights for me are when you fight someone with a similar skill set. (in ffxv, this happens twice, once with the iggy-noct sparring match and once against ardyn. somehow, the final boss was easier than getting the prince to eat vegetables.) i don’t know an actual example of THE hardest boss fight ive been in though. at the time, the first bowser battle in mario galaxy was the hardest thing in the universe and i got stuck for like a month. currently, i’m having trouble with the riku-ansem fight in kh1. 
Video game you wish you could burn from your memory?
the zelda cdi games? no, i dont really know. i dont hate a game so much that i’d want to forget about it altogether, but i dont exactly love ocarina of time that much. it hasnt aged well and playing it on the gamecube for the first time in 2015 wasnt a good idea. im sure it was revolutionary at the time, but i cant handle the outdated controls gsdgksjs 
Favorite gaming series?
see, i love ffxv itself more than the entirety of the zelda series, but i dont love ff as a SERIES more than the zelda games. so if were talking series, zelda for sure. i fucking love those games and they mean a lot to me. 
Do you skip tutorials, or find them useful?
i often skip them because i cant pay attention, but then find that i need them anyway. so i usually do skim through them. 
Best online gaming experience?
one really good one happened a few days ago in ffxiv, some guy and i exchanged emotes for like 30 minutes and it ended with us becoming friends on psn :’) ppl dont usually emote back at me in that game so this was really wholesome and nice gjshksdj 
Worst online gaming experience?
i dont really have a worst? theyre more annoying. think try harders in gta online killing you 15 times in a row because they want to show you how good they are or something. magically, online gaming hasnt been too hard on me (mainly because i dont game online that much)
Why do you game?
it brings me joy. it’s a fun way of relaxing, while being stimulated at the same time. games have meant a great deal to me the past 6 years and i wouldnt want to lose them for the world.
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Canon Verse 1.1
Heavily based within the Starfighter universe.         This expansion of the universe is my own and I’d really like it if no one stole it - or if credit is given where credit is due.  with that - shout out to @hamletmachine for creating Starfighter in the first place. 
Base structure         Navigators and Fighters are essentially pilots - while navigators function (as their name sake) as the actual pilots of the craft, fighters have more base intuition of weapons systems needed to... fight. Both are capable of piloting a starfighter and while each specializes in their own specific training - navigators in more tech/system analysis and fighters more on the physical/survival aspect - fighting outside of a starfighter is not a major role nor something they are actively trained in. Again - these two classes work within an Air Force type structure. 
        With that, another unit within this system was created for more ground support - or rather, infiltration and retrieval. Basic flight skills are trained, but the major focus is on direct contact with the enemy outside of the ship. This unit is small, tight knit and rarely seen on the major stations except when coming in from deep space for supplies. Their main missions are to find and destroy alien out posts, and collect information on the enemy to send back to base. 
The Colteron          Chapter Four has lead me to believe that my HCs for the Colteron aren’t correct, however, because my initial HCs are so heavily ingrained in my canon, I won’t be changing them for this verse, although I do fully accept the new information.            The enemy - the alien force that is aiming to destroy the human race and whittled down the colonies to Mars and Earth. A hive mind bug-like race connected by the mental threads to a home world Queen; these aliens are aggressive, strong, and tactile. They have their own language (in the form of clicks) to humans as well as the mental capacity to learn others and a strict hierarchy that is followed to a T. Major information is sent back and forth between the Queen (or King who am I to judge) and her ‘generals’ or alphas and they then delegate information out to the peons within their own units. 
The Experiments           Who doesn’t want to make their armies stronger in a time of need when the human race depends on it? Who isn’t willing to be desperate enough to save humans by not becoming one? These guys.            Phase 1 - The initial experiments were run in secret at the beginning of the heavy losses in the war, although the ground units were more than willing to donate their flesh and blood to the cause. Survival rate was 10%, and success rate in combining Colteron and Human DNA was even smaller, but to those who survived, gained what they could only hope to achieve in dreams. Strength across the board went up, but it did not make them super human, instead enhanced the abilities they already had. Those that were fast got faster, those that were strong - much stronger.            The initial hope was that a hive mind like structure would be created within the subjects, which, although not perfect, was replicated. Subjects could sense each other, emotions, where they were within a certain space, but specific words or messages were unable to be communicated. It was still a major break through and the cohesiveness of the unit grew exponentially. There was a natural hierarchy that formed within the human subjects, often the more strong willed of the group became the Leader whose emotions/feelings overrode that of the other subjects. While the “Alpha” in this case was able to sense and feel where all other subjects were, the other subjects were far more susceptible to the ‘alphas’ influence and direction.               All sense of individuality was maintained among the subject except the inability to ‘shut off’ feeling the rest of their unit. 
          Phase 2 - Side Effects.            The human body was not meant to be inter spliced with alien DNA and the successes did not come without a cost. Biology changed slowly, blood increased thickness and color changed to a dark blackish red with an oil slick sheen when pooled. In a small percentage of successful candidates symptoms were reported such as:  Sickness, vomiting, fever, bleeding from the eyes and/or ears and/or nose, blacking out, lack of appetite, numbness in the hands and feet, extreme weight loss, severe headaches, hallucinations, and sleep walking.             Another side effect was the discoloration of the skin in a birth mark like pattern. Often appearing white, each subject gained the mark in a place at random indicating a small bundle of nerves that were highly sensitive to the subject. If pressed, the subject was either put into a numb-like state or an extremely aggressive state. While there are no indications that the Colteron have such spots, it is theorized these are created purely from the mingling of genes.            Of the more mild side effects, all subjects had an extreme craving for glucose / sugar which were satiated by simple daily pills. 
          Phase 3 - The deaths.              Among the initial successful candidates that made up the ground unit, many died in their sleep after four months and the final few began showing extreme symptoms of dementia, hallucinations, and internal bleeding. It wasn’t until subject 34-- 7̭͉̬̥͜-̡͓-͚̖̟̘͈͙͝ͅ ̠̩ḭ͎̟̙̫̣̗n̟̭̯̝͈̲͖͜f̰͞o҉̻̥͈͔̜ͅr̷̙̼̺͍̮̩ mation redacted. 
[ . . . ]
             All subjects terminated after initial incident that caused the death of 12 crew members and the loss of 2 starfighters and the ground unit was placed on a permanent hold. The experiments were shelved as unsuccessful until years later when another doctor perfected the initial testing and proposed that under the current circumstances and threat of losing the war, he be allowed to continue them. 
             In 2XXX, the experiments resumed under the condition that any successful subject was fitted with a “Communicator”. The selection process for the experiment and now specialized unit was far more rigorous and candidates were selected in private under the guise of Advanced Training. 
           The Now            Current unit is compromised of 12 members, however after [incident redacted], subjects were split into two and separated onto two major fleet ships into deep space. Due to the final attack, one ship has been called back to Earth to regroup with the final assault while the other will meet at the attack point. 
           In order to ensure integration with the rest of the fleet is smooth - as well as to ensure that any incidents are kept at a minimum, the unit will take on new partners and act as specialized advisers unless given approval for combat. 
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luwucas04 · 4 years
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𝐒𝐞𝐥𝐟-𝐃𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐒𝐢𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐋𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠
Ok so: my friend and I got this idea while playing, ready, LEGO Marvel Superheroes on the PS3 last year. We were fooling around and improvised a genuine shockingly solid story line, and so we wrote it down subpar fanfic-style. It’s incredibly fun to write, and we’ve been making way more progress on it via phone calls now that we can stay up past 12 am with less physical repercussions, but that’s just a small aspect of what I’m trying to get at. A long long time ago, I downloaded a visual novel program, RenPy, that utilizes the coding system Python, and I’ve been wanting to learn how to code with it for a while now. I came to the conclusion that the fic we’ve been working on would be perfect material for a visual novel.
I tried my hand at it a few months before the pandemic and it was dummy hard to get the hang of. The tutorials the program provides you with are only useful if you already have an idea of what you’re doing/need to do (which I absolutely did not), so I wasn’t able to do much with the time I had to put toward it initially. But, as we all know, time divvying has become a bit more lenient as of late. So, this wonderful German guy I found on YouTube has surprisingly in-depth, super easy to understand, and very thorough tutorials about how to code script and design layouts and all that good stuff. Sadly, he only has 3 videos for it, but I at least know the gist of how things work now. 4 months of procrastination, 3 hours of miscellaneous tutorials and one incredibly horrible computer crash and hard shut down (because I stupidly put over 250 lines of code in a single file without knowing I could separate different scenes into their own script file) later, I have a solid 20 minutes of gameplay!
The concept is basically like a really ironic and out-of-character dating sim: you’re given options and go through the story and make decisions that hopefully get you with who you want to end up with. Unfortunately, I cannot provide a demo of what I have so far of the game itself because lots of outside media things such as character illustrations are missing, and I’m not even a quarter way into it, but I CAN share the very technical coding aspect and some of the process.
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[“Whatever. How many hours are in two days, doesn't matter, they’ll be gone.” I try to mask my very own anticipation, as my hands are pulsating almost as much as my Crest 3D Sailor Moon Special Edition toothbrush as I reach into my Saint Laurent Monogram leather crossbody bag which retails at the price of about $2,284 USD. I elegantly and tenderly grasp the beloved envelope in which my precious concert tickets reside. I whisk them out of the bag’s silky interior, a whiff of air following my swift movement. I shudder. It still faintly smells of his cologne… Roja Musk Aoud Absolue Precieux Perfume (the only part of that I can understand is the word ‘musk’, so therefore the musk part is my favourite). I melancholically smile about the nostalgic memory, but quickly shake away the scent along with the pain. The envelope is beginning to feel heavy in my tiny lady-hands. Although it’s a simple envelope, I hate how thoughtful Tony had to have been when choosing it. The edges were crisp with gold lining, and if I licked it right now, I bet you it’d taste like prime ribs on a summer escapade on [redacted]’s yacht. Speaking of food, the wax stamp stares back at me almost lustfully. Only a few days ago I’d send my distant family members mail with the exact same stamp crest... One the two of us now shared only in a distant memory.”]
And, last but absolutely not least, I’m hoping to send an inquiry to Ryan Reynolds once the script is completed to see if he’d be able to provide the voice of Deadpool. We’re both Canadian, so I have slightly above-average hopes in the matter.
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comicteaparty · 6 years
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August 30th, 2018 CTP Archive
The archive for the Comic Tea Party chat that occurred on August 30th, 2018, from 5PM - 7PM PDT.  The chat focused on The J-Man by Jonny Aleksey.
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✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
COMIC TEA PARTY START!
Good day everyone~! This week’s Comic Tea Party is now officially beginning~! Today we are discussing The J-Man by Jonny Aleksey~! (http://jonnyalekseydrawscomics.com/thelatestpage/) For those new or in need of a reminder, discussions about the comic are freeform, so please feel free to bring up whatever you wish. However, every 30 minutes I will be dropping in a discussion question for participants to help those who would like a prompt. These questions are totally OPTIONAL to answer! If you miss out on any though, they’ll be pinned for the duration of the chat once they’re posted~! Remember, constructive criticism is allowed, but the primary focus here is to have fun and appreciate the amazing comic~! All that being said, let’s get started and have a great discussion!
QUESTION 1. What is your favorite scene in the comic so far and why?
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
yo
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
HI THERE JONNY
sorry I'll stop the caps locking
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
should I answer the questions too?
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
lol
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
Well, I guess my favorite scene to design was the final pages of #4
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
if you want to answer the questions i wont stop you. though this is basically the only one thats non spoiler-y
and anything specific you liked about designing those pages?
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
There was a lot of quiet still shots . I enjoy writing dialouge enough but visual emotion is more interesting to me.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i do think that shows through the comic throughout. not that the dialogue or other aspects are poor, mind you. but i do think the comic shines strongest when its relying on the visuals.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Agreed.
The comic has a really great art style that lends itself really well to action and dramatic scenes
And the expressive characters
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
yeah. although definitely the action. theres something in the movements that feels immensely fluid.
ironically though, i think my favorite scene is the end of #5. i enjoyed the emotional drama of jonny realizing that the world simply just isnt this easy to define black and white thing. and i think that just adds a good emotional layer that helps followup on the fact that #3 had that sense of moral grayness as well. i also just liked seeing jonny having his own little folders for villains. thats just kind of cute. practical but cute.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
ye
I just wonder when our boy the J-Man will return
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
(working on next ish
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
yessssss
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
#3 was probably the first true character arc in the comic
I'm glad it followed up nicely so far
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Good to hear
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
yes and im really enjoying the balance of the villains. like theres this great moral grayness to them where their motives and backstories are sympathetic. but i like that in this case it doesnt go too far. like the story keeps it clear that nah, theyre sympathetic and have dimension, but theyre 100% the villain and need to be stopped.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Oh, Jonny, I have something to report, if you don't mind
http://jonnyalekseydrawscomics.com/jonny-concept-art
I think the images here are broken
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
oh yeah. I haven't gotten around to fixing that.
There's just so much to do in one day :0
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
I can imagine
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
I keep putting stuff like that aside so I can work on the archive stuff.
but Justin what's your fav scene. I really wanna know.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
yes do tell SJ
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Crap uhh It's been so long ago
http://jonnyalekseydrawscomics.com/thelatestpage/125 bu I'd say this scene was a pretty fun one
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
Oh yeah, that took a long time to make.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
how long?
if ya remember
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
Probably the whole day
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
wow, that quickly huh?
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
I wonder if anyone noticed that pipe gag.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
maybe but definitely not me. now i see it and thats a fantastic detail.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
i never saw it either
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
I like sign jokes a lot. Probably cause of The Simpsons.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
i can see that
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i want to say i really like jonny's costume design. i like the contrast of colors but i also like how its this mix of superhero and street clothes. i think it really expresses his personality well that this is his choice of uniform.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
I remember when he was drawn with rainbow colors one time
as a joke
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
The rainbow would make a cool special short sometime.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
nice
Aw yeah now I remember
you were doing a Q&A
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
His suit got more "professional superhero" as it went along but I'll be damned if he ever loses his sneakers.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
aw yea
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
tbf sneakers seem very comfy for fighting
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
indeed
for me my footwear of choice are boots
cause they hit hard
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Made it. ^.^ I liked the scene where Abe gave Johnny the costume. Like, I know you're not going to quit this, so I've got your back. And you be styling.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
MATH
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
He'll wear boots in the winter
yo!
That was very nice of him.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
boots good for kicking?
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
boots are made for walking
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
abe is the bestest of best friends. abe is the vip. has the costume, has the science, has the loyalty. A+ friend.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
you sure bout that
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
QUESTION 2. Of all the threads in the comic, there is one that stands above the rest: Who is the Big-Man? What do you think the Big-Man’s ultimate goal is? Is he up to something big, or is his goal simply self-profit? We’ve also seen many people are in the Big-Man’s pockets. Do you believe they’ll stay loyal, or will one of them eventually bail and squeal on the Big-Man? What do you think will happen if Jonny discovers the identity of one of these accomplices? What if it is someone he knows? Do you believe, at current, that Jonny would be able to beat the Big-Man? Or do you believe the Big-Man has something up his sleeve? Lastly, what do you think the Big-Man’s next move will be in regards to dealing with Jonny? Will he continue to try and capture him, or will all efforts move to elimination?
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
Ok, this one I can't answer.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
you mean this one?
http://jonnyalekseydrawscomics.com/assets/images/static/Sergei-Sternoff-Updated.png
cause he's pretty big
if you know what I mean
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
no not that one, but fair point. unless this was all a rouse. and if we think sergei is out of the picture well never suspect him of being the big-man O_O
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
Sergei's just a hired goon. Not very bright.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
of course cause he has to follow the dumb muscle stereotype, is that it?
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
(Just reading the backlog. Incidentally, I only made it to the end of #5, the two parter. Lots of pages!)
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
That's pretty far. You only missed the prequel. (Hope we discuss that later)
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
lol
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
I think I noticed that pipe gag in passing, it only really registered subconsciously.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i unfortunately did not include a question about the prequel cause i worried it was too far along, but the questions are optional. and so we can talk about it towards the end if we so choose.
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
ok
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
The Big-Man is actually Johnny himself, who time travelled back into the past and is now trying to set himself up to be a better superhero.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
that would be quite the twist
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
It's the reason he knows so much.
Actually, Big-Man's probably just an extra terrestrial.
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
interesting theory
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
that is interesting and not something that occured to me
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Oh I also found this guy on the site
http://jonnyalekseydrawscomics.com/assets/images/static/Unknown-Man.png
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
who's dat??????
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
it's easy
it's [NAME REDACTED]
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
actually can even make that make sense. he was interested in that one energy project cause the big-man needs unlimited energy to get off earth and get home. big-man just homesick.
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Oh yeah, and there's the Question too.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
so im gonna assume the big-man's goal is something like world domination. maybe on the underground black market level, but some sort of domination. but one thing from this question set i believe is that one of the ppl in his pockets is gonna squeal. someone somewhere is gonna get a conscience and be like, "nah maybe this is a bad idea."
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
lol
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Rebel: I like it! It's why he's interested in the scientists too.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
because nothing like becoming the president for a day or two
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
idk, money doesn't talk
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Does Big-Man need world domination though? He's already got all the neatest gadgets, from the stuff used in the first chapter to whatever the heck hypnotized a scientist to smuggle out blood samples via camera feed.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Nonsense
they ALWAYS want world domination
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Maybe shady Question guy is the squealer.
By the way, the smuggling of samples I think means Big-Man doesn't need to try and capture him. In fact, that whole thing could have been a ruse to distract from the real crime.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
that is true. you could make an argument big-man already owns the world. he has no goal and is just playing with his toys. but then jonny came and he was like "a shiny new toy!?"
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Why not just grab Sleepy Bear though? Seems like an easier target somehow.
Guy's more sentimental. (Which is weird for an AI.)
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
J-Mam is too protective of Sleepy to keep him out of his sight. Don't think it'd be easy to kidnap him.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
lol
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
thats good. i think id be too horrified if sleepy got kidnapped.
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
That is a good point. Would need a decoy.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
decoys fooling the big bad
Never fails to amaze me
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
"Wait, you're not sleepy bear, you're... grumpy bear!"
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
i read that as "Sleepy Bar"
"Come get your Sleepy Candy Bars Today!"
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
Sleepy Bar is what he's called in Boston
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i think sleepy bear was a great addition. because partners are good. and like, its good for the j-man's image. nobody is gonna look at a superhero with a backpack bear and think he isnt the best superhero.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
XD(edited)
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
good PR
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
I also want to give a shotout of my own to Jonny's costume/outfit I like how it almost looks like he's in casual gear or something
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Honestly, sleepy bear creeps me out a bit. I think maybe because of that one panel where he was putting on the outfit, and it felt vaguely like the robot putting on someone else's skin just to blend in better.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
but then you see him from the front and
wait what
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
In terms of someone working for Big-Man who might flip, aside from mystery question man, it could be that female scientist person who got kidnapped.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
gonna blame FNAF. cause i did get FNAF vibes for a moment tbh
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
"Inhale my dong enragement child"
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
But that's why he wears the bear suit. Cause his robot body is scary.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
idk she seems unlikely to flip to me. mostly cause i dont think shes on the end that realizes the extent of evil. that one friend whose name i forget has a dad that got roped in though. and i think hes the most likely to flip and then jonny will be sad realizing the big-man is just basically everywhere.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
orly
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
Jonah's dad is the most sympathetic character for me. Sleepy Bear too actually.
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
There is that. Not sure I remember which friend you mean in context though.
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
Jonah Knoxford, Jonny's friend from Cali.
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Oh, right! Kinda forgot about him, that's plausible.
Could be that Abe's scientist guy friend gets recruited too.
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
it would be reluctantly if that happened
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Yeah, like I don't see him knowing what he's getting into there, but his discovery seemed like it'd be useful to evil purposes if they learned of it.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
maybe theres a twist coming that jonah's dad wanted to protect jonah, but jonah was already working for the big-man the whole time.
to protect his dad
its the whole switcheroo double cross
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Since they're both Jonathans in a way
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Big twist: The big-man is actually the big-woman. It's Jonny's mom.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
hahaha tbf i did consider that possibility. that maybe its a woman pulling the strings. just going pronoun wise by the fact its big-man. XD
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
How better to stay one step ahead of the police than to be married to the chief.
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
Big-Man could just be a code name
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Actually, it would make sense to obfuscate that way, everyone's looking for a guy, you're in the clear.
Big-Man... code... he is actually an AI.
An alien AI.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i like the alien theory over the AI personally speaking. if only cause an AI just keeps making me think of 2001 a space odyssey atm
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
"I'm sorry, J-man. You can't do that."
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
I'm sorry, J-Man. I'm afraid I can't do that.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
QUESTION 3. Jonny would not be the superhero he is today without the help of the mysterious substance Jaintium crashing to Earth. What do you think Jaintium even is? Is it just an undiscovered element as the scientists believe, some sort of sentient, alien being, or a bit of both? Why did the Jaintium-related entity save Jonny? Was he just a convenient host, or was it a good will attempt to save Jonny’s life? Was the Jaintium crashing on Earth a coincidence, or is there something more to it? Whatever the being was, do you think it and Jonny will continue to work symbiotically? Or is there some dark foreshadowing in the fact we often see a mental embodiment of it goading Jonny into more extreme methods? Do you think Jonny will suffer more side effects, whether they are for better (i.e. new powers) or worse? Do you think others will discover the origin of Jonny’s powers (besides those that know), and if so, what do you think will happen to people’s perception of The J-Man?
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
The one answer I'm pretty sure about is that he was just a convenient host. It's interesting that both Jonny and the Alien had a presence inside, kind of making up the whole being.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
crap I stepped out for a bit, my apologies
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Technically, the superhero's name is just "J", isn't it? (That was an amusing bit, where it's like 'I can't use my name'.)
Waiting for the crossover with Q from Star Trek.
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
at first. He's trying to get people to start using J-Man now
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
or Q from Street Fighter
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
"Is this a Q&A? No, it's a Q&J, we're not answering anything."
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
I would watch that
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
I guess it's nice to be thought of as a "Man" when you're, y'know, still young.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
haha i did like him almost using his name and then being like "wtf self." i like how no one called him out on the fact that it sounded like he was going to say something else.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
"you da man now, dog"
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
"I'm Jo... J... J. Jonah Jameson. Wait."
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
The next coming of Jojo's bizarre adventure?
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i do agree with math in that i think jonny was just a convenient host.
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Yare yare daze.
One thing I kind of wonder, was Jonny actually dead? Like, can Element-J actually revive the freshly deceased? Or was Jonny still bleeding out?
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
gonna go out on a limb and say that i think the crash to earth was a bit of both. in that i think whatever creature was in that meteor left its origin point for a reason but that arriving on earth was not intentional.
im assuming he was dead tbh O_O
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
Ooo, I'm saving that question for a later issue, Math
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
itt Rebel influences the future of J-Man
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Rebel: I could go along with that. Might be that arriving on Earth was just the closest place that could support life.
Also, the element seems to be trying to get itself back together, based on Sleepy Bear. Maybe you can use it to find more of the same. They could track J-Man that way, figure out his identity.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
actually could be an interesting conflict. like mr. stone showing up in jonny's living room and then jonny's dad getting home and being like "ITS YOU!!!!!"
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
"You have no chance to survive, make your time."
Though what if it's Abe's father who manages to figure out a way to track using the element? And he tells Jonny's dad?
Plus it is radioactive, even though the cells are preventing anyone from getting dosed. Maybe the half life is such that they can work something out based on concentration in the air.
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
damn I should be writing this down
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
You're free to use anything you like as a red herring.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
this is going on the assumption theyd want to devote the resources to that atm. cause tbh theres probably a lot of other things to learn about the element first.
like why is it stable cause iirc past a certain point most elements are not stable
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Rebel: True. But if Big-Man's been stealing it, maybe the police want to track it to find HIM. J-Man's a fringe benefit.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
and can only be made for a fraction of a moment
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Actually, maybe that's what grapple-girl was measuring. That time she poked J-Man in the eye.
I want to see more of her, incidentally.
I feel like she's that Megan person who had moved back into the area?
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
that was my thoughts exactly too
that it was this megan who was moving back
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
write it all down, please J
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
Most of the mystery I have worked out. Just the little details I could use.
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
I feel like she'd have lots of cool gadgets, because she doesn't have superhero powers (that we know of).
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
lol
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Actually, that's something I'll mention - at first, I thought the J-Man had kind of attracted more evil to him, what with bulking up Sergei and Big-Man sending in goons. The idea that superheros cause supervillains. But then there's been a few like Heatwave who already existed. So maybe not as much?
I wonder if Megan's defeated anyone.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i usually assume with superhero genres its a bit of both
that some ppl are already super powerful
but that superheroes attract more super powerful ppl to be made as well
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
hmm
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
which is logical
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
maybe
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
cause you cant do the evil unless you can neutralize the ppl who can stop you
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Makes sense to me.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
and thats assuming the superhero lady is megan. it might not be even if we theorize the same. but the possibility exists.
i wonder if the jman's world has like a justice league or avengers equivalent
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
They work out of Sweden.
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
Maybe in the future. As of right now the only public-known supers are J-Man in New York and The Valve in Seattle. J-Man's on his own.
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Until Abe gets his superpowers.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
there's more beings with superpowers in this world?
*shot
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Waiting for the issue where Abe and Jonny switch minds.
I'm not even sure which minds - J-Man's head is crowded.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
actually that was a point i thought that was worthy of discussion. is the being using jonny as a host sapient and when we see those mental manifestations were seeing the creature? or is the creature not really sapient and those manifestations are simply a side effect of the joining that sort of splits jonny's mind into extremes?
QUESTION 4. Besides the bigger mysteries, there are many, many smaller mysteries that have been left unanswered. Who is the shadow person who appeared to help Jonny when Jonny was fighting Sergei? Why did they help Jonny, and how did they know about the tranquilizer? Who was the mysterious masked person Jonny met before getting distracted by Abe’s father’s kidnapping? What was the masked person up to? Have we seen the last of Heat-Wave, or will Heat-Wave come back to exact revenge on Jonny or someone else? What about any of the other villains we’ve seen? Do you expect we’ll see them again, or will they stay away for good? On a less superhero level, do you think Jonny will continue to be able to keep his secret superhero life secret? Who do you think might find out next, how, and what will it affect? Finally, what do you think will happen if Jonny’s dad finds out The J-Man is his son?
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
I feel like it's sapient but still very confused by the Earth.
Good questions, I feel like I already talked about some of 'em.
I'm psychic.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
lol
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
is masked lady who we assume is megan a crime fighter or is she more an antihero up to her own business that requires a hidden identity? that is a question we havent addressed
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
I think she's up to her own business, but not necessarily an antihero.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Maybe
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Just fashion challenged.
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
not a fan of black skin-tight suits?
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Actually, maybe she's the blue character in the 'previously' art.
Jonny: .... Got me there.
I still don't think she's antihero like catwoman though.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
looks at his characters with black skintight suits
hides them in a corner
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i do think shes up to her own stuff. my antihero opinions are out until we see her again. i dont see her and jonny joining forces though.
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
We don't know if she was doing any illegal stuff cause J-Man interrupted her. Very rude.
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
True. That's a good point actually J-Man needs better social skills. He tends to assume the worst.
His shades of grey skills are getting better though.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i assume illegal cause she ran off and wasnt doing any crime fighting. although tbf vigilantism is pretty illegal so j-man is, in fact, the criminal
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
"I was the criminal all along..."
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
His dad would be dissapointed
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Could it connect back to the prequel that I didn't have time to read?
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
yeah i really hope his dad finds out. that sounds like such the epic emotional drama
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
On some subconscious level, maybe his dad suspects.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
maybe. idk about that.
i liked that the prequel had mr. stone. cause in the main comic i always was like "man this is a weird lighting choice for mr. stone." and now it all makes sense. its not lighting. the name is just literal
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
He's stoned?
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
Oh man. I hope that wasn't confusing.
I guess I coulda conveyed it better.
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
I just thought he looked pale, I think...
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
Nah, his skin is pure concrete.
He beats up Jon Sr. pretty badly in the prequel
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Ouchie. Stone cold.
So, two things I want to get out there in the last 15 minutes or so. First of all, WOW, how much time has likely gone into this... because I followed the link of the old vs new fight with Sergei, and it looked REAL different. So, a lot of early stuff was drawn twice, I guess?
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
nah its okay. it wasnt something that really bugged me. just one of those hmmm thats odd maybe theres a reason. i just like knowing now and in retrospect i feel sort of dumb for not realizing XD
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
heh
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
Yeah, I first made 6 issues in high school (2011-2012), but I didn't like the art and some story elements so I decided to remake them for the webcomic. #1-3 are those old comics redone.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
that long ago huh?
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Damn, that takes willpower. IMHO.
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
yeah. J-Man now is about 4 years old
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
happy 4th!
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Second thing I wanted to mention was all the little cameos and things that were mentioned to be there from other comics. That's classy, like going the extra mile in my opinion. Kudos.
I also remember seeing Christmas arts on Twitter with some of the people I follow.
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
I like cameos
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
oh yeah I got one of those last year
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
Not sure what I'm gonna do this year.
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
I's amazed at having the time and inclination for all that. Whoa.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
that outfit for sleepy bear is adorable
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Works as nice promotion too.
Random question, d'you think anyone could remote into Sleepy Bear and take over? Does he have a good firewall?
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
It started as a thing to do cause there wasn't a Tapas X-Mas collab last year (and this year too, sadly)
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
seriously, thank ya for the awesome art, Jonny
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
if sleepy bear could be remoted into, that sounds like the makings of a personal FNAF
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
I hope Christmas J-Claus returns this year
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
The Jaintium in him would probably disrupt anyone trying to hack him remotely. I'd have to be a physical connection.
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Rebel: Maybe it's Megan's way of getting a sidekick.
(If Megan's not the girl, this'll look real silly when someone goes through the backlogs.)
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
that sounds adorable. fighting over sleepy bear and who gets to have him as a partner
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
(Maybe if SF does a holiday thing Santa-J will come back)
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
sounds good
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Jonny: Fair point. Interesting how it's not ruled out.
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
And before we go I wanted to say keep it up with J-Man, you've really turned it into something magnificent. @The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
As to mystery masked person providing tips, maybe it's just another manifestation in Jonny's head.
And I think HeatWave will become a hermit somewhere. If he returns, it might be to help J-man at the climax.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i considered that. but perhaps its that one chick from the prequel you didnt read math.
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Rebel: Ahh, hmmm.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i do hope heat-wave returns. and also makes fire puns. "If you can't stand the heat, stay out of the kitchen."
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
Wait, we haven't mentioned ships! So, anyone out there shipping Jonny and Abe?
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Puns are always good.
LAST MINUTE SHIPS GO
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
(Actually, some of the bonus art is really cool, like for Halloween. I laughed at the BL one for April 1st.)
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
Don't want to burst your theories but the chick from the prequel was Jonny's Mom.
MathTans the super Pun 👑Prince👑
So Jonny's Mom IS the Big-Man. Wait.
The Undefeatable Jonny Aleksey
This year's Halloween pic will be video game based
Superjustingo of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Nice
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
COMIC TEA PARTY END!
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