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hinamie · 5 months

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i have so much band!au content in the pipeline my brain is Rotting but enjoy these two for now

jjk band!au

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #itadori yuuji #yuuji #ryoumen sukuna #sukuna #fanart #jjk fanart #jjk band!au #every time i dress sukuna i stray further from gods light. what is that. what did i do why did i do that.#the pants...the mullet mohawk..the tanktop that might as well be Off...am i cooking or committing a cardinal sin who can say #i realized that i probably couldnt give him rings bc the priss wouldnt want to scuff his guitar #which goes directly against my religion that says that any modern au sukuna has to b iced up #that being said the bracelets r probably pushing it but he needed /something/ so he can deal.#but oh my god the guitars like dont get me wrong im thrilled w how they turned out but god i wished for death #looks around accusingly whose idea was this >:c (me it was mine)#anyway i am feeding myself on this au this will not be the last u see of it :)#HARD pivot from emo yoi content oops

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slavhew · 3 months

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toodeee

everything is transient. only an easy to draw guy is forever

#gorillaz #2d #stuart pot #gorillaz 2d #admin draws #fanart #needed a palate cleanser from my current fixation. came back to my roots #lore that i dont really get to talk about a lot outside of dms is that gorillaz is like a cornerstone of my art lol esp post 2018 #ive had 4 main inspirations which are gorillaz phases 2-3. soul eater. homestuck. and a friend of mine. he knows who he is.#come to think of it 2018 is in some ways the year i really started drawing. 3/4 inspirations walked into my life that year #bc of this when i went to make a separate blog for art it became part of my username. slav-hewlett #ive had several dreams in which jamie hewlett just is there and gives me art advice and a few kind words. damon is usually there too #theyre a pack deal do not separate etc. those dreams are always really nice.#contrary to how much i draw 2d mudz is my favorite. its just that dear ol stu is very fun and much easier to draw #i should give murdoc a fair shot though. now that ive got the chops. theres been attempts thru the year but none were posted

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karlantradeprmanager · 3 months

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#ok look #1) u gotta deal w the inevitable manspreading. and he'll probably be bleeding or some shit #2) the tense divorced couple + child seat.also i feel like ifrit would bother u bcs she'd get bored asf and would constantly turn around #3) no comment #4) constant passive aggressive beefing #5) no comment #6) no comment....#7) no comment....#8) i personally think elysium is the most annoying man on earth and he would NEED to be talking to somoene the whole time #be it thorns or pray to god you #anyway #arknights #mine #arknights memes #silverash

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tomwambsgans · 2 months

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It's just, I only just got here again, and I'm--

I'm starving, too, like...

#greg hirsch #i went to market #all the bells say #tomgreg #this is clearly something greg says bc he's actively trying to show more self worth - but also as a beg for love #like 'give me a REASON'#tell me you don't just need me but WANT me #and what's interesting is that while these scenes basically yell to the audience Greg Is Important To The Plot #both scenes also make it clear that greg is not in fact important in the way he's claiming to be #kendall makes a point of getting ewan a ride but NOT for greg's sake - it's entirely for his own benefit #bc of a larger plan that greg has nothing to do with #and in all the bells say greg wants to assert that tom has competition wrt keeping him #and tom shoots down that competition #but the truth is there really wasn't any. greg is important - a big deal - ONLY to tom #tom's the one who will choose him and keep him fed and treat him as someone important #mine

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hazel-callahan · 1 year

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i like to pretend ruby cruz has an instagram sometimes

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beaulesbian · 1 year

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you love to see it !! the unconditional trust between them !!

#the dragon prince #rayllum #tdp spoilers #the bow as implication what caused callum's step dad and the king's death! and yet callum sees it and trusts her!!#the fact that rayla had to break into the viren's dungeon to find that and see her parents and runaan and couldnt do (yet) anything about i #and didnt want to tell callum bc she needs to first figure out what happened there that night #she feeling it was still her who caused runaan to disappear - that stuff all from season 1 and her dealing with it slowly now #and then callum still insisting she doesnt have to explain anything to him!!#im so happy theyre back to the mutual trust love and understanding #idk if i want to binge the whole season or save it for watching a few eps a day #but episode 1 was rlly so good #tdp #callum #callum tdp #rayla #rayla tdp #the dragon prince spoilers #tdp s5 #tdp 5x1 #mine #gif:tdp #long post

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iraprince · 3 months

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oh my god i think literally all of the image refs embedded in my artfight characters' profile text might have broken bc i was using dA stash to store them/get image urls and then at some point i deleted my (otherwise unused) dA account without thinking abt that part of it. oops

#it's not a big deal (as in the images aren't LOST i still have them all on my comp somewhere) but. i do need to fix that #and it'll be tedious lol #main refs are intact but i like to embed refs of my wife's characters as a 'hey if u wanna draw ship art... u can use this oc ;)'#bc he doesn't have his own AF so i just bundle his characters w mine <3

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squeakadeeks · 8 months

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moodboard for this past week ❤️

#they should invent a grad school thats not fucking insane #i'm hanging in there but im the most unwell i've been in AWhile #this week was just horrible #there was already the freezer food incident but it also started off with a very severe pain episode thats putting me in constant woe #even mundane motion has been agonizing which is McAwesome bc we had a lab inspection which involved moving hundreds of pounds of equipment #during which we found a blackwidow and rats which we had to deal with and was a whole thing psychologically on top of the physical toll #the new class fiasco is still popping off and i had to respond to at this point over 400 emails in the fleeting moments outside of lab #AND A STUDENT TRIED TO FINANCIALLY BRIBE THEIR WAY INTO THE CLASS ? ?? ?? ?????#then the instructor wanted to use me as a guinea pig and i had to test new circuit boards but I wasnt given any time to do so properly #i had to test them plus get them operational and deal with my incoming students all in a frantic 10 minute window #im in charge of running our meetings too but the instructor was interrupting and having side conversations that made it really hard-#to train the other people on the new equipment in a smooth manner #which meant that a bunch of people had to keep me after to ask questions which made me late for my drs appointment #where i found out i cant get the new covid vaccine bc my heart and blood levels arnt stable enough #and joanns lost an expensive+critical fabric order of mine+i had to give a big presentation this week on my research that was stressful #and my inbox is still blowing up from being needed all over the place between teaching lab and classes and yall i am. so so tired.#im in so much pain and so stressed out #debating the ethics of turning into a pile of lint to escape my responsibilities and mortal frame

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charliespringverse · 15 days

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i think it should be possible to scream without making any noise or disturbing anyone or inviting any questions . just sometimes . as a treat .

#hhhhHHHGHGHHHHHH #jay screams into the void #(deeply personal rant incoming feel free to ignore)#a friend of mine has just been undiagnosed with bpd which . lovely for them but it sure as fuck invites a Lot of questions #suddenly a great deal of previous shitty behaviour that was excused on the basis of bpd has a lot more to answer for #(obligatory I Know BPD Isn't An Excuse To Treat People Like Shit . im aware . i have bpd myself and i have v high standards re my behaviour)#(however allowances were made bc they were unmedicated & out of therapy through no fault of their own)#(and our whole group has enough experience with untreated mental illness to understand that it can make u a bitch sometimes)#but yeah no there have been a LOT of instances of b&w thinking + manipulation + unfair judgement + high emotion + snap reactions #and every situation Could be explained by untreated bpd and the bad times have never been prolonged or often enough to outweigh the good #but Hoo Boy if that wasn't bpd then what the FUCK was it #like either the new psychiatrist is wrong (possible but i seem to be the only one questioning it) or they're just Like That #and again . not enough to outweigh their numerous positive and loveable traits #but the whole group has been destabilised on a number of occasions due to their actions during a bad spell #and i'm really not sure Any Other Explanation is enough to justify that #ah well . this seems like the kind of thing that will eventually come up during a sleepover heart to heart #but rn i'm stuck in a bubble of MAJOR rsd & brainfuck abt it . which is unfortunate bc now is exactly the time i Don't need brainfuck #anyways ✨ goodnight tumblrinas i am . kind of hoping nobody read this bc i fear i sound like a bitch #i am genuinely happy for their undiagnosis it seems to have put many things into perspective for them & theyre v happy about it #i'm just . uncomfy w some aspects of it that i have only been halfway brave enough to discuss with them personally #That's One To Bring Up With My Therapist In A Few Weeks #Bit Of A Shame I'm No Longer In Therapy And Now Have Only 2 Quarterly Reviews Left Before I'm Discharged From The Service

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s0fter-sin · 3 months

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me to me: i would like to buy one disability support item please

me: but you already have something like this

me: i know, but this is easier to use and will put less strain on my body

me: but you can just use the other one

me: the other one puts me off doing essential things bc of how daunting it is to use

me: but it’s a waste of money

me: it’ll improve my quality of life

me: but-

me: just buy the fucking thing

#today on ‘just buy the fucking thing’ im looking at freezers #bc i really need to stop putting off eating bc of how difficult it is to look through a chest freezer #and it genuinely does #it makes all my pain worse plus the exhaustion of standing and digging through it #so im looking at vertical freezers #also having a clear divide of this is mine and this isnt helps my anxiety so i dont eat something i wasnt supposed to #and i can keep better track of what i have again bc its all just my food #and its eofy sales everywhere so hopefully i can get a deal on one #but yeah bc we have a freezer and i could just keep using that my brain really doesnt like the thought of spending upto a grand on a new on #but theres a hundred reasons why i could use a vertical one so my brain can shove it #just bc the situation is manageable doesnt mean it cant be better #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #spoonie #pots #postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome #chronic illness #chronic fatigue #chronic pain #fibromyalgia #eds #dysautonomia

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badolmen · 11 months

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My psychiatrist: sorry I need to write this down - I love how you describe your experiences; you’re not a box checker type and the language you use is really insightful

Me: this is good I’m getting a good grade in mental illness. normal to want possible to achieve etc etc.

#ra speaks #personal #she’s very sweet and I like how she approaches my brain struggles #like we both agree that official diagnosis at this point would only help if I needed it for specific meds #but also I feel like not being diagnosed gives me the freedom to describe how I process and deal with things #without a lens of ‘oh that’s just how ocd and adhd is’#(my autism is a bit different bc of how strongly it affects me)#but my psychiatrist has suggested that I have some ocd tendencies (looking back on my bfrds uh. yeah. but also some of my ritual stuff.)#(as in yes autism tends to lead to specific routines/rituals but apparently mine have an ocd flavor)#anyways no point in this post really it’s just nice to not have my every thought and action pathologized and instead approached as a complex #and dynamic system of inputs and outputs

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esta-elavaris · 4 months

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The face of someone who wrote less than 500 words today and none of them were good xoxo

#face!posting as a treat #(the treat is mine you guys just need to tolerate it 💜)#I’ve taken to straightening my hair bc it’s the only way to deal with the summer frizz it’s v sad #I mean sometimes I can be arsed curling or waving it but rarely #so we’re breaking out the straighteners like it’s 2006

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misspickman · 7 months

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My unpopular bg3 opinion is they tried way too hard to make some of these characters mean and flippant which is meant to make the player more interested in them and clearly this has worked on many (good for you !) but personally i could not care less. If 80% of what a character has to say to me is bitchy i will simply leave them at camp for most of the game

#Is this a skill issue of mine yeah maybe. I just find it annoying #At best and off-putting at worst like is there no better way to show that shadowheart is going through stuff/have her be mean that isnt #Her getting pissy that you have respect for a bunch of dead slaves #That was wild. I didnt ask her either she just had the need to let me know she thinks these slaves aint shit bc they didnt fight back #Thanks larian!#Wild take maybe idk but i dont think that makes her interesting i think it makes her off-putting. In this case #I generally like shadowheart this just sure is a thing to have her say. And not give the player an option to respond in any way #Ill get over this single line but im mad now. This isn't the only instance of this #I guess both larian and bioware think that characters thinking slavery is kinda ok is not a deal breaker #Txt #I know that these characters soften during the game. I have played a fair amount of it. I did shadowhearts quest i know whats up. Still #In both her and astarions case i think theyre written to have some wild takes on whats Ok to do that get kinda swept under the rug #if you manage to shove them in a Good direction. But u dont. Actively see them grapple with any of it #They just suddenly go wow im better now. Yay. I suddenly dont want to enslave other people for my power (in astarions case)#Like this switch flipped bc of my one roll? Idk. Im not super convinced #I know this is how the game works. I just think it could have been written better

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ialwaysknewyouwerepunk · 5 months

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#these past two weeks have been so intense that ive just.. not spoken about it once i got home from work #blocked it all out #my beloved colleague whose desk is next to mine has cancer #breast and uterus. she needs two major surgeries #they just diagnosed her two weeks ago #so we've been trying to deal with that as colleagues and friends #because we love and miss her and i am so deeply sad as well #but i feel like i couldn't process that at all bc two days after the news of her diagnosis i was asked to take on half of her work #on top of my fulltime #which i agreed to do bc i like her tasks and i want to help her and i also know i can do it #but it does feel very off bc i know i don't earn enough money for this workload to be long term and it is def like this #for the coming four months at least #so i did tell my manager that i would like a raise and. that bitch told me to BUY MORE SECOND HAND SHIT.#i seriously thought i saw my life flash before my eyes #then the day after she asked one of my colleagues who's been with the firm for over 30 years whether she was looking for another job maybe?#which caused that colleague to instantly go home in tears and be home from basically a nervous breakdown the past 1.5 week #which is her full right and i support her with all my heart but bc my management sucks it meant that we had to also carry her tasks ofc #i felt soooo spread thin and super super angry actually but i didn't even realise how angry i was until last thursday my colleague w cancer #came by the office. and talked about all of it. and i suddenly realised how sad i was but then also how angry #but i was just blocking it all out trying to stay afloat #bc we told her about what the manager had said and she said “i hope that i get the chance to really tell her how it is someday.”#“because the stress she causes with people can actually kill you. just look at me.”#and the rest of the day i felt so ready to be done with everything actually #but seeing her anger made me see my own anger #and released me of my own pent up emotions bc i had actual leg pains this week and it was purely psychosomatic #i then managed to tell some friends yesterday about what was going on and their outrage spurred me on even more #so today i emailed hr. demanding a raise #doing this amount of work while constantly feeling like the house is on fire while also struggling financially seriously makes me suicidal #and i am not joking #so.. if nothing comes of that im leaving that job and not looking back

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autumnrory · 2 months

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woooo my niece took 5 of my 13 lego sets, one of which was one of the three larger ones, so that's one huge box out of the way and i'm just glad she wanted them because like they ARE twenty years old and they look fine ofc but sometimes kids aren't gonna want stuff that isn't new and shiny ya know, but she did seem to want everything which would've been fine with me but i knew there was no way they would take all that with them, and at least i still have stuff of my own to sell, plus should get at least a cut of my brother's stuff for doing the inventory and putting together that stuff that wasn't already done

#i mentioned the hp sets and how they had been pretty much left together and he was like '....i had harry potter sets?'#which once he saw them he did think they were familiar which was some of my feeling with mine #like oh YEAH i do remember these i just didn't remember having so many #i mean between 13 sets it's really like 3 categories so i would've played with like the whole ice palace and its related sets #i do just wonder how it'll be at the store like everything is pretty much in fine shape #and probably there are people who want older stuff that's rarer and whatever now #BUT then there might be more of a demand for newer stuff at a better price or whatever idk #anyway 6 sets left in the upstairs and then the bionicles and statue of liberty are still in the attic #i'm still not convinced there couldn't be another box somewhere bc idk how to explain the few sets #that are missing so much that i can't actually do them bc even if we had gotten rid of some why would we not include the huge base or w/e #anyway we'll see! but i'm getting closer! and i did a little one this morning #that seemed to be complete it didn't list some of the pieces as extras but based on the instructions i figure they have to be #so i don't really need them like i'll include them if i find them and they're not needed for something else but yeah #anyway i can go back to fic though these first two at least are short so i may be going back to another one tomorrow #can't wait to have my room back though fr like #it is not the only thing making it feel messy because i have newer jewelry and clothes and stuff that i just have to organize and put away #but man the jewelry situation is just. it's not even having so many pieces it's like big earrings that take up a lot of space or whatever #so i just have not wanted to deal with it but it's kinda out of hand #but i can really think about that after this particular project is done #and do puzzles again oh my god i have 3 puzzles waiting for me at least #plus my mom always has a bunch to be done since everyone knows to buy her puzzles lol but that has also gotten out of hand #i wouldn't mind getting rid of a couple of mine though just bc it is like okay you do it but then you just have it and it takes up space #would be cool to have pretty ones framed tho

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orcelito · 2 days

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Actually, being around people in a normal context is helping me feel more normal. Mental breakdown canceled, im bored in class

#speculation nation #my wrist still hurts and it's making it so i cant forget about yesterday #and i still have to deal with my stupid tub.#but it Has been draining..very very slowly... so im hoping by the time i get home itll be mostly drained #bc i dont want to have to scoop it out into a toilet or smth to do the drano #might be tomorrow i do the drano tho. i ordered some online and itll arrive then #and i dont feel like going to the store for it. i have assignmence.#hmmm. i also need to order a new plunger. bc mine has Holes apparently.#i dont use the plunger much at all but i do wanna have a functional one. just in case.#dont wanna get caught in a situation where i need it and dont have a functional one. thatd be the Worst.#anyways yeah im like still not in the best of shapes but i am not having a total breakdown anymore! yay!

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