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t-lostinworlds · 2 years

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sometimes i wonder if the concept of being in multiple fandoms at once is lost nowadays

#it's just made me wonder sksksksks #bc i feel like nowadays it's either #you're in one fandom #or in nothing at all #like i see some blogs venture into new fandoms #and they'll suddenly get the whole #'i'm so sad to see you leave' and like...#no sksks i'm not leaving any fandoms #i'm just collecting new pebbles on the way sksksks #and i'm going to check that rock every now & then if it interests me #and don't even get me started on the mass unfollowing when a blog does changes #which is kinda sad #bc like i'm still following mutuals i met during my shawn era #hell even my dt era #and everyone has their own thing now #and we're not in those fandoms anymore #but it's still nice to see them on the dash every now and then #and idk if that's just me #but i feel like that doesn't happen often nowadays #ramblings

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spinus-pinus · 2 months

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Domestic Cat Felis catus

2/16/2023 Disney's California Adventure Park, California

One of the more well-known Disney cats, because she can frequently be seen hanging out near Grizzly River Run and being admired by parkgoers. Her name is Francisco! The Disneyland Resort actively encourages these feral cats to hang around, as they help with rodent control, but will remove any that become aggressive towards people.

#hazards of taking pictures at disney parks: while I was taking these either chip or dale came up behind me and scared the crap out of me #cat #cats #mostlycatsmostly #domestic cats #feral cat #feral cats #also: I am a HUGE advocate for keeping your cats indoor-only or outdoor under control (leash)#I don't love that disney encourages feral cats BUT they do TNR them afaik and there's not a crazy number of them #I feel like it's relatively rare to see them nowadays?? when I was a kid I saw at least one or two per visit #regardless. big disclaimer bc I am primarily a bird/wildlife blog #I do not approve of outdoor cats lmao #my photos #disneyland #disney parks

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vyeoh · 9 months

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I'm rewatching all the Marvel Defenders shows on Netflix and as much as I mock the MCU now, I need non-Marvel fans to understand that I was and still am a fan of "Daredevil fighting the gentrifying assshole who bought out the police force because ACAB both as a lawyer and vigilante of the community" and "Jessica Jones fighting the man who mind controlled her into doing unspeakable things and forming a community of fellow survivors and allies while dealing with PTSD in a range of both healthy and unhealthy ways" Marvel. God I love these idiots they carried so hard

#vio.txt #mcu #marvel #jessica jones #daredevil #also the two of them induced so much bi panic in me. also gender envy. jessica jones is one of the few women i get gender envy fron #the iron fist and luke cage shows were...more mid but still leagues above current marvel shows #like. yes be anti-mcu but these were masterpieces #and yes this is why i was so pissed about them putting daredevil in she hulk and trying to make him iron man 2.0 #like! yes hes suave and charming but thats bc its his lawyer job!! he works in a law firm he and his friends started to serve his community #he is NOT 'i am rich and better than u' charming. he is 'i learned how to talk fancy for my degree and i have empathy' charming #and not bringing the other guys over either???? bruhhh #marvel really cancelled the best things they did on the screen #matt murdock my original red and black round glasses wearing sadboy what did they do to you #also!! can i mention that these shows had such better representation than nowadays marvel #murdock's actor doing extensive research on blind motility for the role #jessica and trish's friendship and how trish immediately believes jess about kilgrave #the whole!!! unique community feel of harlem and in luke's bar #hogarth whos both jessica's employer and foggy's boss in later seasons being a lesbian and having Real Marriage Issues #and also being a conplex and kinda shitty person #iron fist was....eh but that's why it was the worst one lmao #OH YEAH HOW COULD I FORGET MY GIRL KAREN #karen page getting a whole storyline in s1 about her dealing w ptsd and then getting fleshed out backstory and her own adventures #like ok it was kinda weird in daredevil that she dated like every guy bc she was the female lead 💀#but even then foggy and matt and her figuring their shit out like adults. like they shot their shots and it didnt pan out. still besties th #disney would never allow such good writing in current times #but a boy can wish

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hirazuki · 1 year

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I'm curious, are you just watching the anime, or have you been reading Jujutsu Kaisen too?

I'm just watching the anime for now! I enjoyed season 1 a lot, but not to the obsessive degree that is required to draw me into reading a manga these days ^^; But season 2 so far has been much more my speed, so I very well may pick up reading it once this season wraps up, depending on how things in the story develop.

Are you currently reading and/or watching it?

#my m.o. has always been check out the anime to see if it's something that interests me bc that is much lower investment #for me re: time and energy than checking out a manga #and then if i'm sufficiently interested i'll dive into the manga #i used to be a lot easier in terms of picking up new series to read; even just a smidge of interest was enough but alas #my energy levels and attention span are not what they used to be :/#i'm a lot more selective with manga nowadays #like. i've really enjoyed kim//etsu no yai//ba too so far but likewise feel no inclination to read it either #a big part of it too is that i only have so much free time and a good chunk is taken up by drawing/writing/cosplay projects

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britneyshakespeare · 7 months

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you know. back when i reviewed poetry submissions for [insert unnamed literary magazine here], i once got a submission containing only two poems (you could submit up to five) both of which were about the author's older brothers, whose names are dan and john (my older brothers' names are dan and jon...athan) and her relationship w them and descriptions of them were not all that unlike my own brothers. still one of the weirdest things that has ever happened to me

#i understand my brother's do not have the most exotic names in the anglophone world #(although this was an international outlet and we frequently got pleeenty of submissions from non-anglophone countries)#(in fact one of the reasons i got sick of it over time was seeing too many worthy poems be rejected for bullshit reasons #and that seemed to happen in especially high numbers to poems from perspectives of other cultures/international issues #that i found to be very well-crafted and objectively deserving! but u can only afford to publish so many poems a week right #so u have to pass over the vast majority of stuff. so u have to grasp at reasons like 'the voice is too close' whatever tf that means)#(that shit used to pissss meeeee offff. i hate literary magazine readers. it's a fool's job and i can say it bc i've been the fool)#however that being said. what a coincidence #tales from diana #they were good poems too. i think i gave them a thumbs up before they were eventually rejected like most other thigns that are worthwhile #did i ever mention the literary publishing world is bullshit? bc it is #especially especially the poetry side of it. completely bullshit and so out of touch w how ppl read and appreciate poetry nowadays #no wonder that shit makes no money. well that and nobody wants to pay for it anyway #but when it comes to my poetry i have no problem being a starving artist. i never made a dollar from my work #but i don't think my work has ever been worth a dollar. it's never COST me a dollar either #and as far as i'm concerned i don't really want to be appreciated much for it #not that i ever have been. well. lol #but it wasn't about me bc i have reviewed thousands of submissions but only submitted to like... a handful of outlets over time #and having been on both sides of that equation. i do think that that's not for me #sometimes i do think about self-publishing but i don't even think the work of that would feel worth it to me #and if i were to do that i would probably do it under a pen name.#i don't have a collection of poems. i just have poems. thousands of em.#if i ever get around to writing those plays i have outlined in my head i might consider it though #bring back the closet drama

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paranormeow7 · 8 months

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not finishing this lol. fucking hate ms paint for crashing on me. anyways. idk. great how the only art I have the energy for anymore is shitty ms paint doodles. what happened man

#actual sugar post #sugar art trash #maybe I’m degrading #bc nowadays it feels like the only things I can do are what I’m forced to do to survive #my life is so empty without creativity. but I can’t will myself to create anymore #everything is so monotonous now. I’m jealous of other people with adhd who sacrifice their well being to hyperfixate on art for hours #because all I can do is lay in bed #it’s not like I can feed myself or clean up properly either #all i can do nowadays is a bit of homework and waste away in bed #it gets worse every year. I can do less every year #what happened to me #maybe I’m degrading. I know people who are actively degrading #their doctors tell them they won’t be able to live alone when they grow up #maybe that’s me #ms paint #unfinished art #vent #idk #burnout #neurodivergent #actually neurodivergent #actually autistic #autism stuff

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anders-hawke · 1 year

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also insisting msr was platonic was homophobic bc arguing that mulder and scully’s relationship had no romance to it because can’t a guy and a gal just be friends implies that if mulder and scully were both cis men or both cis women and they acted the same no one would be arguing that it was a romance but that’s untrue. they would just be gay for each other. the romance of their relationship transcends gender. them being canonically cishet only aided in making them popular, not in dictating the fact that their love is also romantic.

#at the risk of sounding like a conservative #like can't a guy and a gal just be in love #esp nowadays i feel that there can be a real misguided pushback to het relationships #(which also ties into biphobia bc ofc sexuality is never addressed. we just assume they're both het bc there's nothing to the opposite)#within the queer community bc so often they're just thrown in and do a disservice to all romance #but just bc two (apparent) cishets are in love with each other is not a dig at queer people #like arguably mulder and scully did just as much for queer people as like... the odd couple #or golden girls #it broke down gender barriers in tv yk #anyways like yes men and women can obviously be friends but demonizing sex and romance is not it either!!#i know i don't need to say all this though lol we all agree #txf

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storfulsten · 1 year

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that feel when you watch too many old letsplays and compilations and get too dang focused on cool voices and dynamics and vibes of random actual letsplayers and stuff so you think up aus of aus within aus of your dumb fnf au to project upon ha

fnf letsplayer au bullshit brainworms wooh

#instead of rapbattling they sus eachother in amongus #and other games with other shenanigans #makes perfect sense #also got online music careers in some cases maybe #idk man ha #all I know is if you squint really realllly hard #and accept some ooc-ness in the name of au shenanigans #idk corpse and sykkuno #could be neat dynamic and voice hc stuff to project unto bombeep in very specific circumstances #theoretic letsplay au circumstances that is #and maybe valkyrae gf vibes bc yes #thus the au-ception #yeehaw #idk the way I think of my au as is nowadays it's so far removed from the original game and mods it's just #I don't even remember their original personalities it's just whatever I feel like in the moment is canon to me tbh #I just borrow their designs and just do whatever kinda like playing with dolls making up your own bullcrap #thus these projections make sense to me ha #so yeah anyways #either way corpse is my main voice hc for whitty now even ignoring everything else #thus in my au whenever I draw him that's what he sounds like #or at least pretty similar-ish #so ye have fun with that info I guess or don't it's up to you really #eh idk where I'm going with this rambling #I probably need a nap lol bye #pls feel free to ignore ha

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kimmkitsuragi · 11 months

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me coming to my dash and pretending i dont see the posts about figure skating

#i do not see 👍 im sorry or glad that happened to you idk #writing this is taking longer than i anticipated as always grrrrrrr #feels like i wont be able to play bg3 today either bc even if i finish this #i still gotta study german #so maybe i can do it tmrw :^)#wow my self control DOES surprise me nowadays #🗒

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risingsunresistance · 2 years

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so many new ppl showed up from the clip asks earlier ;-; hi please read the top of the pinned post just so you know what the blog is like, enjoy ur stay if you stick around

#normally i'd give followers a quick glance bc they're either like #completely normal or genuinely need to be reported #but i dont feel like doing that to the 10-20 of you that showed up last night #hope you like skyblock bc it's 90% of what you'll get nowadays #idk how i've kept so many ppl around with that JHDJFH #chat

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amethyst-halo · 1 year

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👾🧨 . . . i'm curious

👾 : what’s the funniest/stupidest discourse you’ve ever been a part of?

oh god uhhh. i mean i think any discourse i got into was jokes with friends and not real discourse asjdhjsdh

🧨 : is there a specific fandom that you’d say you have bad experiences with?

ooh. i have a couple but the big one that comes to mind is mc yt as a whole. most of it is d smp now which is a big no from me but like. i dabbled in stuff for a couple of creators and overall it just wasn't a good time for me lol

#i like mc i genuinely wanna make mc videos but like. yea #also like. the fanfics. involve so much shipping of real people. stop #i could go on abt it askjdhjsdh #either way im not super like into mc yt creators nowadays bc it feels like walking over landmines #sketch answers #ask game #a-vision-of-shadows-rewrite

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dutybcrne · 6 days

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Diluc's resting bitch face is absolutely partly because the man needs glasses, but hasn't gotten around to getting a pair for himself, send tweet-

#hc; diluc #//djngktfh #//I feel like I've made this hc before #//But if i did YOU'LL HEAR IT AGAIN THEN #//It's also bc mans is hella anxious around ppl nowadays and his face is just Like That as he gets accustomed it the new norm #//Waltzing about a wintery hellscape alone for years and practically being hunted down through it all does that to a man #//But yeah; he inherited his father's shit eyeshit #//And it really kicked into decline at around 21 yrs old #//So THAT didn't help his anxiety much either

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raazberry · 8 months

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sometimes i really do wish i could go back to how i was online in the 2010s when the concept of being cringe or being an edgelord didn't exist in my brain

#like yes i was oversharing i was saying things that could easily be used by someone to come and kill me #etc etc #but at least i could talk to people and feel connected to them without being terrified #nowadays im just like #spending an hour fucking writhing on my bed because something's bothering me #and then my brain would be like duuude you're so fucking cringe stop being edgy for no reason #bc those thoughts are always about either hurting myself or feeling Different from other people #and like it's stupid and i'm not trying to take a stance on The Morality Of Memes or whatever here. i couldn't care less #but years of Haha mentally ill people think they're soooo edgy memes have ruined my self perception #because now i will reprimand myself for hating myself and trying to be Different when i could just be happy and content #and then act like a victim because oh no nobody wants to listen to me #anyway sorry about the vent i am not doing very well as u can tell lol #i just wish i wasn't so scared of talking to other people who literally want to do nothing more than help #zzz #vent #delete later

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starlingskulls · 9 months

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also one of the cats i work with really fucked my shit up last shift and i feel very upset about it One because uhmm. rude. but also because ohhh that's deeper than i've ever gone and it didn't hurt that bad .. very interesting information

#🐦‍⬛posting #mostly just stung yk. didn't bleed too bad either #and like .. yk when the cvts look pretty or whatever LMAOO it looks Nice. like I'm so fucking pissed but good work little dude #downside is I keep looking at it like hmm...... could make more!#if anyone is reading this rn could u tell me if it's dangerous to cvt on the upper thigh. like High up the thigh #bc that's where I've been doing it but I think I remember someone being like hey. Don't Do That. like don't cvt at all but #Especially Not There #but also like goddd that's the only place I can hide it #I can't do arms I wear jackets a lot but also I wear this one shirt a lot and its like. those tiny tiny straps I forgor what they r called #and I'd simply rather die than tell anyone in my life abt this #even though their guilt Would be fun <- hate that I want it though #like I hate it BAD. makes me feel fucking evil. but god I want ppl to feel bad for making Me feel bad #but then also I'm terrified of ppl feeling responsible for my stupid actions like that yk ?#fun me lore I was on Tumblr at the ripe age of 11 #in a tiny fandom #and managed to befriend this woman who I Knew would cvt and was suicidal or wtv #and ofc she didn't Know how young I was till I finally confessed at like 15 but. well that is a Lot of pressure for an 11 year old #Especially bc she'd vent like. every fucking day. I felt bad of course but that much? for like 4 years?#draining!!!!!! and if I'd so much as hint to it she'd make me feel guilty. not on purpose. but it still happened !#nowadays I feel so fucking guilty for every little thing I do lol. which is why I can't tell anyone abt this #if I ever made Anyone I love feel that same way? that's it I'm done I'm dead #so now silly and curious strangers get to read my yapping !#hiiiiiiii !

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leatherbookmark · 11 months

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drawing hwa and discovering some similarities between his face shape and kk's, hehe

#diamond face shape = best face shape mwah mwah its just so FUN to draw #sometimes when i see kk fanart i feel like people are like 'oh okay he's got CHEEKBONES and a CLEFT CHIN here we go'#but they associate cheekbones with like bc cheekbones when this is Not the only kind of Prominent Cheekbones one can have #so it doesn't really make it look kk-like when you just add ) to accentuate the cheekbones because his don't look like that #but back to hwa: god i love his chin so much. it's wide! i mean. at least it is on the photos i'm using as reference #nowadays it's been looking rounder/narrower so he either got it corrected or they're giving him a different kinda make-up which. :(#or. well. the face doesn't stay the same all the time maybe it's just natural face shape changes like fat deposits and such. idk #it's just so charming and adds lots of Flavour to his general face shape and To Be Hoenest... please do not quote me on this. his chin +#his nose are kinda like gap moe masculinity to me. like you'd probably call him beautiful or charming rather than handsome or masculine --#especially if you're a westerner -- but the curve of his nose (and the nostrils!) and his chin just. listen. perhaps my heart flutters when #i think about them. but what of it. sincerely what of it #anyw. back to drawing #shrimp thoughts

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lqnar · 2 years

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#it's also so stupid that i can't stop purging i can't stop cutting i can't stop hurting myself.#i don't even binge. i just purge.#i purge most days at this point. it's not like it was when i was at my worst and binged and purged for hours at a time #but i can't keep my dinner down most days. and i can't keep down snacks. and i can't keep down what i eat with my parents.#and i don't know what to do because i hate purging but i hate not purging even more.#and it feels like either i cut myself or i purge. and i would rather not deal with new pink scars at this point.#so most of the time i purge instead of cutting. and. idk.#it's also pretty insane when i cut nowadays i realize how deep and forcefully i used to cut bc my new cuts are so small in comparison to #old scars.#like i have a few huge ones and i don't really remember it being that difficult???#but because i barely self harm anymore it's not as easy to go as deep. which makes me feel bad lol.#idk what the point of this is i just feel so bad

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