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storm-driver · 2 years
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imagine, if you will, the Final World segment of KH3, but shortly after Sora wakes up, he remembers everything that happened. he recalls Ventus' corpse getting thrown, Axel being pummeled, Aqua giving into despair, Kairi swept away, Riku dissipating into darkness.
He starts to tear up, barely able to realise where he is. Just remembering how everyone got ripped away from him. How ready he is to give up, without his friends...
But out of nowhere, someone speaks up for the first time in a long time. When Sora opens his teary eyes, he can actually see him there. Wearing that same black coat, knelt down in the endless watery sky, hands reaching out to grab hold of Sora's shoulders and provide any comfort he could.
Despite everything being lost to him, Roxas still hadn't left Sora. Roxas was always here for him, and if Sora ever faltered, he would make up the difference.
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bosspigeon · 9 months
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nomairuins · 5 days
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no sims 5 . guys im gonna
#UGHHHH . like. i get theyre planning on just updating the sims 4 for fucking ever but like. i feel like its such a shit base and theres only#so much you can do#its been running for 10 years atp like.#idk man i was hoping for sims 5 bad bc i wanted to just have it be like. Well made from the start and like. i hate the current way packs r#structured and if its gonna stay sims 4 thats gonna continue to be the standard. ughhhhh.#also idk how i feel abt cc kits like. i like tht the creators will be paid for work and that console players can have cc or whatever but#idk . i already dont particularly like Kits i think like. idk.... i kinda wish the cc kits would just be free but the creators Obviously r#still played. or have something similar to like#is it like. bethesda i think has its own mod thing that works on console.. itd be nice to have something like that instead#but also ig asking ea to maintain an online gallery of any sort is sort of asking to be disappointed LOL#idk man. im just bummed.... i feel like itd be better to just. leave ts4 behind and if they rly want to Divert from linear sims games they#should like#Make a game that's BUILT for that like. a sturdy foundation that would make ppl want to keep playing so long. idk..#and also like..so many features i personally would want in a sims 5 arent like. things that could be updated in ts4#like we arent gonna ever get open neighborhoods like ts3#and i get those were laggy for a lot of ppl but i honest to goodness feel like it could be optimized and fixed#But. that would be work for ea DJFNFJFN so. wtvr#sry. i try to be like. charitable ik the actual sims team work hard and stuff but it feels like nothing is given the time it needs to be#fully thought out..#also like. 1. i dont think ea would have Paid fixes for their jank ass game which is one of the biggest benefits of mods#at least id hope they wouldnt thatd be disgusting. but like. i feel like a sizable subset of mod benefits is the fixes#like. whenever a new pack drops there are immediately 500 fixes for it in order for it to be At all functional or enjoyable 😭😭😭 idk ..#not that. idk ig it only said Creator focused kits so itll probably mostly be cas stuff anyway. but idk man... just a bit hrm to me#ig that does make sense. bc having gameplay mods or anything like that i dont think like. idk if ea would do patches for it or if theyd have#the creator do patches or what#idkidkidk. im just very .#also sims movie i dont careee im fucking sick of like. videogame franchise movies stop it. ik i dont have to see it i just think its lame.#and also im still mad abt the mc movie yeah.
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whenusawlove · 6 months
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one day i will be strong enough to actually say how i feel
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maxiemcsoda · 5 days
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Hand over some Teruya/Kinji headcanons‼️
hihi! sorry for takin so long on this!! i was doing splatoons grand festival all weekend!!
but yes i can give u some of my thoughts on these guys >:)
adding a read more bc it got a little long whoopsie
ok so first off! my sexuality + gender hcs for them;
- kinji is transmasc and nonbinary (they/he) and he's gay (mlm, nblm, nblnb), his identity causes him some distress due to his role in the church and his father being generally unaccepting of queer identities (he also hides his true identity when at home, hopes peak is the first time hes publicly himself)
- teruya is agender (he/him) and gay as well, he does not struggle with his identity, but he did take a while to realize he only liked boys/non-women. he rly thought his dad wanted him to marry a woman, but it turns out his dad is very pan and doesnt care who he dates as long as hes happy :)
ive got a couple different scenarios that i have different scenarios based on what happens in them and ill just list some stuff from all of em
firstly the general stuff that happens no matter what !
- teruya is initially appealing to kinji simply because he's loud but not in your face about it (usually), kinji also really respects that teruya stands very firm on his beliefs
- teruya also has a really good memory, so he remembers gifts and things that kinji likes, he just gives him stuff he likes every now and then, and kinji finds it really sweet
- teruya also makes silly accessories for kinji, theyre all tacky and rainbow themed but he doesnt mind :)
- they both really enjoy healthy food so they end up bonding over that
- kinji eventually gets adopted into teruyas friend group (haru, satsuki, kiyoka), they got along in the gambling extra event (minus kiyoka), so i think theyd be friends!
- kinji ends up close with kiyoka who can see right through him, she KNOWS he likes teruya, but she wont pressure him (too much)
- also teruya just thinks that kinji is so pretty :)
next up is the stuff i have for the ch 3 survivor au (i will get/have gotten to a lot of this in art, so ill probably have less here)
- teruya is initially stuck with kinji because he is the only one who has medical knowledge (they say this ingame), and due to this he ends up being the closest with kinji
- despite teruyas lil breakdown in ch 4, kinji still ends up defending him in the trial due to having gone through something similar previously, and this is kinda when it clicks for real that teruya might like kinji more than he thought
- they both bond over how much they value family, teruya with his dad and kinji with the church kids being the most valued people in their lives. they both respect this about each other immensely over it
- teruya and kinji grow closer after being kind of outcasted in ch 5. teruya had recently lost his two friends, and tsurugi, rei, akane, yuki, and mikako are either standoffish, not willing to get close, or out of commission for one reason or another. they get much closer in this chapter
- they dont actually become a thing until after they escape
now i have stuff that happened if there was no killing game
- without the killing game, they would just be more of acquaintances longer, since the game isnt there to push them to interact
- eventually kinji is the first to realize he does like teruya, and this causes Internal Religious Conflict for him. being a catholic priest means that you cannot love anyone above anyone else your love must be equal. along with this, if kinji chooses to stop being a priest while in high school, he will no longer be able to attend hope's peak, as he would basically be giving up his title.
- kinji suffers from religious trauma, despite the fact that he finds comfort in his religion. this is because most of the guilt weighing on him is caused by his father, so they are rather estranged.
- this trauma isnt something thats fixed relatively easily, but to keep it short, teruya does eventually try to help him become his own person and cope with the trauma. teruya's free spirit really helps this.
- after graduation, kinji would likely prefer to be a pastor over a priest so he can have more freedom with romance.
- he also ends up working at otori mart with teruya, and they have a lil garden together at their home :)
one more extra thing! topic of marriage and kids!
- in any au where kinji lives, so like all of the above, teruya is intending to ask kinji to marry him, its just whether or not the killing games happening defines if he gets to or not
- when they do marry, kinji takes teruya's last name
- in a very specific branch of the kinji survivor au, which i call foundation baby au (this au hinges on mikado never starting the sdra2 killing game), kinji and teruya have a child (through a surrogate mother, setsuka!) named Takara!
- teruya wants to be a good dad like his father, and kinji already likes to take care of children, so its only natural that theyd want one of their own
- Takara calls teruya "papa" and kinji "daddy"
- they raise takara in a way where they can choose their identity and whether or not they believe in religion. takara has found out that they identify as nonbinary and gay (like fathers like child) and that they do want to take part in kinji's religion, they just dont do it as much
- takara interacts with everyone at the kisaragi foundation in some way, theyre like their big mostly-happy family!
- kinji and teruya are very good parents!!
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remcycl333 · 2 years
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hi rem!! 🫶 anon no idea if my previous asks went through cause i sent them a while ago but update on those updates my 3d is changing like surprisingly rapidly 😭 basically since ive been seeing so much about states, the 4d, and your inner man i decided to give it a shot since i used to just ignore that info because it confused me. i realised that i purposefully change states alot anyway thats how ive been shifting into realities where what i want to happen, happens!! i gave it ago the other morning i just sat down and thought about my 4d, gave myself what i wanted there and went on with my day
- since then my parents have been crazy nice to me!! im like the trouble child i used to get yelled at constantly but theyre so lenient with me even when i do something wrong i only get a little scolding, my mum even offered to do my laundry for me and let me put my baby brother to bed (cause she knows i like doing that) literally as im typing this she texted me to say that she'll vacuum my room
- theyve been buying me a bunch of new furniture for my room!! my 4d room is way different and the day that i changed my state they showed me a bunch of cute furniture similar to the stuff i have in my 4d and i got it the next day, today i got 2 big shelfs and my dads picking up a new bed!!
- i was nervous about texting my friends because i thought theyd be upset at me (ive been awol for like 2 weeks) so i pictured my 4d, assured myself that we were all good there and then she told me she WAS mad at me but once i texted her she was surprised that she really wanted to keep talking
- my 16th birthday is coming up and we're driving out to the coast, i wanted to swim w dolphins bc thats a big attraction in the town we're going to but my dads really overprotective and said no. i was rly bummed so i thought about doing something in the ocean for my birthday in my 4d and felt better so i let it go, and then my mum found a snorkelling w seals thing that she got my dad to agree to!!!!
thats all for now im about to go look for birthday outfits cause ive already found the perfect one in my 4d and ik ill find it in my 3d 🤷‍♀️ anyways ur the best again what would i do without ur blog rem ly 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶
omg!!! you're absolutely killing it!!! i hope u have the best birthday ever!!! <3
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lautakwah · 6 months
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omg jing yuan !! as soon as i met him i knew he was gonna be a fav of mine, and his deal with the finches just sold it. i really love his cn va. he was also really fun to play as for that little stint he was part of your party, i got the awakened dan heng card Right before that final battle which felt perfect and now they have this guy and im like i NEED him his mechanic lags my entire laptop. the xianzhou luofu has been very fun to get to know so far, i do love what dan heng/dan feng and jing yuan have going on, and i guess blade is part of that? i love edgy characters but ironically he's felt like the most boring of the cast so far... but that means i still have two of the quintet yet to meet i think! i cannot guess who theyd be right now. the timelines theyre working with are so funny to me like i guess dan hengs supposed to be 700 years old but also still a teenager? being eternally 17 sounds like some horrific curse. which im still not entirely sure of what he did but that seems undeserved. speaking of which reincarnating (?) and then ending up befriending someone who looks more than passingly like your old life's old friend (the trailblazer and jing yuan's visual similarities are a coincidence im sure but its funny to me) is such a neat concept i hope they touch on. + SEELE AND BRONYA!! they were an amazing part of that storyline i want them on my team so bad. I just got the missions to go back and see whats up with them so i'll have to check it out... when i first continued the story to get to the xianzhou seele was visiting and i thought the game would make her disappear after the warp but she was still there... i was like we've taken this kid 500 million light years away from her home planet we've committed a crime here. ANYWAY this is a mile long i hope u have a good weekend nd get rest o7
yeaaahhh jing yuan's va is so good!! i love playing on cn tbh the other dubs dont hit the same idk... i dont have him tho (f) and both times his banner was on i didnt have enough jade to pull for him 😭 first time bc i spent everything on seele, second time bc of sparkle KHFDKJGFDG literally my roster is almost all the girls (not you topaz. and silver wolf was bc i lost 50/50 💀) and barely any guys (i have dhil and luocha and dr ratio bc he was free... all the others i skipped and im gonna skip aventurine as well LOL) can u tell im a lesbian :'))
and i thought dan heng was like in his early 20s??? but none of it rly gets explained so KFDJKDG we do know viyadhara when they reincarnate become children again and then age up before they go through the whole egg-reincarnating thing again. but like in his prev life he was several decades old and looked the same anyway, yet blade/yingxing at the time was like. an old man (the only "mortal" among them 😭). and then baiheng and jingliu were around the same age as jing yuan? wait actually jingliu is older since she's his master but yeah. it IS interesting to see how their dynamic has shifted tho but you'll see (if you havent gotten to that part yet in any case, i think if you finished the tingyun/emanator of destruction part you should've already known abt most of this due to companion quests!)
also YEAH KDFJHKJFDGD it's so funny that characters from different planets can visit the astral express even when they're not on/near their home planet like oh... i guess we kinda abducted you, lol. although, hey, look at it like this: you can show them entire fields of grass or something which they don't have on their home world...! (and obvi you can just take them back to their home world in a snap 😌)
also my weekend was great!! went to a film festival and talked to friends and had a good time overall fdkjghfkjdg idk if i already said this but saw zhu yilong on screen twice (!!) and also met the director of the movie he was in it was super fun <3 def needed that lol
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jack-kellys · 2 years
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hi!! for the fic title ask game how about "don't take much to be a dreamer (all you do is close your eyes)" ??
(yes this is just a newsies lyric but i also think its a pretty title😭)
hello there >:) i am very self aware i still have some of these in my inbox!! thank you for asking.
while i’m not taking these anymore you can ask me about a fandom/ship/character or my aus!
sorry in advance for being an insane person but this would be a very fun lyric to totally modernize/throw into a future context. as in like. an alternate reality au. a little bit matrix and a little bit like…. ooh peter pan but not
further in the future when the world is doing worse than it already is, AR has become rly huge for escapism and getting to “pursue” what a lot of ppl will never get the chance to in reality. the AR is this island of adventure basically, right, very fantastical and customizable. it was made by pulitzer’s company though sooo it may or may not be stealing users’ information and brain patterns!!!!!!
basically the newsies have been online friends for years and they all got their little personas on the island- i think the only IRLs are jack and crutchie. they all have their own reasons for why they're online etc, backstories...yeah. but then weird shit starts appearing in the game, sort of like glitches- strange staticky shapes like rips are forming online.
jokingly, albert steps into one, and his character disappears. and then he isn't online for a few days, which becomes two weeks, and he isn't answering when his friends call. and then the game glitches become much, much more dangerous as they start to ask questions.
but like yeah for pulitzer to fully understand, trick, and control the brain, he's gonna need test subjects guys. like c'mon how else do you take over what remains of the world. jeez
so basically! there is both in-"game" and out of game investigation of what the actual fuck is going on, so there's lots of IRL first time meetings, ppl don't always look like what they do in AR, it's fun. and they get to expose all this wild shit pulitzer is doing, and it turns out they've been hanging out w pulitzer's fucking daughter in AR this whole time bc very avatar is obv.. doesnt look like her (theyd know what she looks like pultizers are like famous), different name, etc. also i love me an exposure of corruption au with newsies bc like. its still the same concept while being absolutely batshit insane!!!
sorry this took me ages to answer- i wanted to give the canon lyric title something very out of the box, so i hope this concept is interesting to you!!
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magnoliamyrrh · 1 year
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its so fucked where the world is going. ive been encouraged in therapy to talk about my feelings with people close to me but i cant talk about how dying would be better than experiencing ww3 because i only get awkward smiles and empty reassurances because they know thats true. i dont know where to look for hope anymore
i get it :(( i really do. i barely talk to people irl about it by now, bc its either as you said above, or its my grandma who agrees w me and we just go down a spiral of "dear lord, what the fuck." some people get upset when i talk about it too, they say oh youre just being negative and then i list out 9000 rational reasons as to why this is realistic, and they just shut down and say something like, well what then, wtf are we supposed to do??. they get angry, which frankly is fair, bc theyre not rly angry with me even, but with it. .... ive got no idea how to cope with it anymore other than to try to not think about it, except its hard to just "ignore" when every half year some other shit happens which makes it more apparent to me were only escaping ww3 by some miracle maybe..... or idk, i try to place my hope that Maybe just maybe the whole world is aware that nuclear war would be so bad and ww3 would wreck so much that theyd stray away from it?... but ive got to be honest, i dont have that much faith in the rulers and leaders and anyone else whose driving this shit. ive not got much faith in much....... i want to say, we have to be our own hope, we have to be the hope of the future, we have to be what we want to see changed in the world. and i do believe that. but with shit at such a insane international scale, that feels hard to say..... the people generally have less power than ever in the face of governments which have multibillion dollar technology and which all back each other up, this horrid international web of opression and exploitation. how are the people of most countries nowadays supposed to revolt?
...... ive got no idea what to do with this feeling anymore. the economic state of the world, the exploitation which is horrdibly rampant, the pollution off the hook, the state of the climate, very tense international military conflicts left and right. it feels like the end of the bloody world.... and i know ppl from the beggining of time have always said, oh, were living in the end times..... but weve never had nuclear weapons before, a million horrid weapons, plastic radiation and chemicals in literally everything, and scientific data screaming in our faces to fix the climate before its too late - fix the climate, when the international community is at each others throaths..... god damn it
im sorry if this is not comforting to read, ive got no idea how to provide comfort when i feel the same way...... what ive been trying to just tell myself is to try to live the best i can with what is happening.... and if the climate goes even more to hell, and if the world erupts in war, at least we can hope we went out trying our best to be happy and at peace and kind and loving with each other, as much as we could.....
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junjiie · 1 year
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okay idk what i’m doing bc i should be cleaning but i am. bored
idk anythinf about positions but like u give me very like main dancer vibes (we should dance tgt fr..) and like like rapper vibes!!
you remind me of like intak but also like keeho yk.. idk how to explain it like. yk how u said u were scared when u first saw my profile . like i was almost too scared to send u an ask. like imagine i was too scared and we weren’t bsfs now…
I ALSO RHINK I SAW ISA SAW THIS BUT IDC! idk what emoji would represent u maybe like. 🗯️ or ☁️ but if anythkng ure very like idk <( ̄︶ ̄)> or ( ´ ▽ ` )ノ or like ٩(◕‿◕)۶!1!!1! (I ALSO RHINK I SAW ISA SAY SOMETHING LIKE THIS BUT IDC! and like also theres more tjat remind me of u but that would take too much work.)
and then ur pcs. like i thjnk ur pcs wokld be kime ones people bring to like. jail. ykwim like idk maybe court or like silly places like the amusement park or to a restaurant 😍 but like i think a bunch of ur pcs would be like rly rare and people would tell me theyd rob me if i ever talked aboht tjem.
um but like lil silly funsies i lov u and like i hope this was. accurate or like somethkng idk!!! karma no 1 jj fan fr ljke i have all ur pcs and merch and everyrjkng!
MAIN DANCER OMG.. i do enjoy busting the occasional move. and i lowk rly wanna take dancing up but also like its my final year and i hv so many exams coming up so i j wouldnt have the time ☠️
DONT MAKE ME IMAGINE THAT ILL CRY!!!!! but i love that i give u keetak vibes omg im honoured i love them smsm
🗯️ i like that hello!!!!!!! its so crazy in ur face bam boom crash!!!!! also enjoying the jj kaomoji agenda they are so fun
A RESTAURANT LMAOO 😭 enjoying my 5 course meal w my own pc 👍👍 AND YOU THINK THEY’D BE RARE WOAHH!2!:
THANKU FOR THSI…. Dies
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frankierohugejorts · 1 year
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carnival row really was so aesthetically beautiful and had so so much potential, it's sad to see how much of it was squandered by bad writing caused by premature cancellation and shitty politics
#personal#spoilers in tags#i cant believe they literally had a character ask her romantic interest to run away with her#and be met with ''i will not bc im important to u rn but ur a flipflopper and will abandon me once something shiny and new catches ur eye''#and then literally within 48hrs something new caught her attention and she DID go back on everything she'd said to her romantic interest#and then when she ended up not rly liking the new thing (bc she jumped into it without thinking) she abandoned that just as quickly#and then it just time skipped to their wedding w/o mentioning that last they saw each other they all but broke up#also one character had a plan that was like 'if i do this one (1) thing i essentially become the head of the govt and can change everything'#and it got thrown out after less than one attempt in exchange for violent revolution which is like. fine. HUGE body count but whatever#and then eventually there was a timeskip and suddenly it cut to them giving a speech to parliament#bc during the timeskip theyd done the plan and successfullybecome the head of the govt#but their speech was just ''you guys are bigots. i wanted to be the govthead to stop oppression. but you guys fucking suck.#that is why im resigning from my job as govthead w/o trying to change the oppression.#hopefully 1 day u'll stop being bigots long enough to elect another oppressed person to govthead. then They can stop the oppression. bye.''#and its like. im sure it felt good to tell them off but like. you couldve told them off without resigning#and u had the power to literlly change the laws to Immediately Stop Oppression. and u resigned on ur first day w/o doing Anything#and said in ur resignation you Wanted Oppression To Stop#you couldve singlehandedly moved the oppressed class leagues forward toward equality Overnight#but instead you said u hoped the bigots would pls someday (in the far future) realize theyre bigots and give oppressed ppl an inch or two#listen there are many pros and cons to trying to change the system from the inside#but i think we can all agree that uh. trying to do that requires actually yknow. being inside
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discountwives · 2 years
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i wanna commission self insert n/sfw so bad but how do you even approach the artists are you like 'bust out your tablet i need to see me/my self insert getting railed' 😭😭😭 /lh /lh
its easy for me bc i have no ounce of shame so i say drop your dignity at the door when youre looking to comm anyone for n\\sfw /LH /J
my go to template is: "hi there! i was hoping to commission you for a 2 chara nsfw piece, but i was wondering if youd feel comfortable drawing self insert/sona art, no worries if not!" or something along those lines. if im really nervous i write the message in my notes first then copy and paste it, then run away JAJSJ
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you can do what my friends do: ask if theyd draw your oc and [chara] ! ik its kinda awkward even if its worded like that bc its still asking for nsf//w but i think it takes away some of the embarrassment?
personally, i feel like theres less pressure or awkwardness when you send an inquiry via email bc it feels more professional, it takes away from the 'closeness' of dms imo!
while im embarrassed and still run for cover after sending a message, i also know theres nothing to really lose? i think the worst someone can say is no - i havent been turned down for any sship comm (sfw or ns//fw) i guess my whole thing is, i know im receiving a product and in return they get Money so in the least condensending way ofc! it feels like im helping them out while also Live Love and Laughing., living my truth.
,,,my experience is v different from my friends bc i have no shame in sending my real face and such for refs bc i like my comms to show my features in the piece and sometimes picrews and my own art just dont cut it sometimes; i rly enjoy seeing how ppl interpret me / my s/i into their art style!
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nomairuins · 2 months
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i am okay tho i just have momeys sometimrs . please do not ever worry abt me guys
#i rly rly rly appreciate any asks u guys send me truly i usually hold onto then bc i dont know how to respond and rheyre good to see#sometimes#but im not in any danger i rly am. safe. i have a lot of things keeping me from doing That so. i am safe. dw.#i just get sad a lot. and its my fault i need 2 judt stop it and suck it uo and Work on it all but its so. insurmountable. and it judt#doesnt get easier yk. it never does. whatsver.#but. anyways i am safe i am okif it got to the point i was like. fearful for my life thatd either be The delusion (which is actually good#for me i cant explain it but its good for me) or i coulf talk to my family abt it and theyd help#i just cant talk to them abt This. stuff. the like. the being broken stuff and just not being right#i cant talk to any of them abt that. but if i said hey im genuinely faarful i miggjt do something they would um. help. so its okay#idk. i hope the posts dont seem like i make them for pity i rly dont this blog is just my stream of consciousness#ik i just shouldnt post them and i should judtkeeo a diary but i dont um. how to explain thid#even if nobody sees it it feels better to make a tumblr post bc then it feels like. a performance i guess. its not its real but its like#if i put it somewhere other ppl can see it then that means i exist. thats not quite right but i dont know how to articulate like#i dont nexessarily want ppl to see them i find it embarassing i guess. but it feels dishonest to not post them#since i post everything else. bc i like being open online it makes me think im real. does that make sense#and there are timestamps so i know when things happen. thsts modtly how i remember things#is looking at my blog and checking dates and timestamps. and for older stuff i have to check my dms with ykw. which. is not good for.me at#all. but ihave no other way to remember dayes#i dont know. im rly sry i hate podting vents but i dont like deleting posts eithrr so j dont know oike. idk.#just idk know they arent like. They are serious they are how i feel and i usually make them ehen im in distress#but its not dangerous distress i judt get hopeless. yk? i dont wanr anybody to worry abt me ever im not supposed to be a burden#i dont knoe. i havent articulated anything well. basicallt i dont do rhem for attention i dont do them for like. guilttripping or pity#i dont rly do them for any reason other than irs pure word vomit. i suppose. and tumblr is my wordvomit website. i judt get on here and yap#and it makes me feel so much worse but i get better eventually so its fine.
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sanchoyo · 2 years
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me and my sis are gonna possibly maybe have a Yard Sale tomorrow and im very excited...its been SO long since ive had one and the weather has been super pretty lately.. so the idea of just hangin out w my sister and our dogs and makin money...effervescent . a fun time (we live in a p good area for it too, last time I had one I was only like. 10. but me and her ended up making 300+ together at that one, lol)
also ive had 2 HUGE garbage bags full of clothes I meant to donate sitting in my room for a MONTH so. glad to be getting rid of those (what doesnt sell tomorrow will either go on depop or be donated locally, depending on if I think the depop girlies will like it. depends on how eccentric it is lol) I rly hope to sell as much as possible tho bc still unemployed...
I think my next goal (aside from the money i plan to use to get my dog the full spa treatment) I would rly like to maybe get a nice camera for myself for my bday. I already have the model in mind... my goal was GONNA be to get my switch fixed bc Viddy Games Fun, but like, if the new loz doesnt release this yr I dont feel as rushed or obligated 🤷‍♂️ and theres a few local jobs for taking pics ive seen (like, for car lots/sales places and real estate, and possibly Events for ppl once I get a bit better at it) and im like oh. that would be easy and something I could reasonably do? bein into art gives me the advantage of being Good at composition and being able to digitally fix/enhance the images if theyd need that. or..tentatively considering a yt channel? I think..it might be fun. but im not rly planning anything concrete yet tho 🤷‍♂️
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originlist · 3 years
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losing my marbles over ritsu and yako in the discord chat but heres my ritsu crying that ive just copy-pasted and added some things for context
“fears are smaller if we name them” the fear “one day the world will be too much for me, and i will let despair in and lose all hope” is ritsu tag. so is the "It broke. It broke and I cannot fix it. I cannot build it, I cannot break it again. I cannot name what is broken, I only know that it Is and I will never know how to mend it again." fear
ritsu crying I JUST DONT WANNA LET THE WORLD DOWN
also "someone is saying the best words possible, what are they?" ritsu chooses "i love you" because [me lying on my back on the ground] they value love so much, there is nothing that motivates them more than the idea of love, of any type, the love you feel for strangers or the love you feel for your family or the love you feel for a beautiful expanse of earth or the love you feel for yourself or the love for your spouse or the love you feel for someone who you pass by on the street and overhear them telling someone on the phone theyre having a hard time but they know theyll be okay soon but they really do miss your homemade lasagna,
there is nothing they want to protect more than a humanity that loves and more importantly makes the choice to love others and its why they felt the least remorse for removing the yaga timeline but felt it was the most tragic version of humanity and i j
i have so many opinions about "what is love" and i use ritsu as a vehicle for one of them which is "anything can be love and to tell me i cannot love a stranger wholehearted and honestly is lying to me because i assure you there are people who i will and do love just because something about them hit different and i have never seen them since and probably will never again but there are many kinds of love"
people who say "saying i love you too often devalues it" are COWARDS and WRONG and ritsu will say it 12 times a day
its also why ritsu is so emotionally motivated and very quick to bond with everyone they meet because [slaps the roof of my ritsu] this badboy is so full of love for the sheer concept of the entire world around them
its also!! why! they cant even hate beasts or lostbelt kings!! like okay yes a beast is 'enemy to humanity' but so far every beast they have met is because they want to reshape humanity out of what they think is someones best interest genuinely trying to help, ie goetia, or because they have been harmed by humanity and you cant hate enemies who are enemies for that reason! they’re enemies out of pain! ritsu can’t even hate kama who traumatized the fuck out of them. they simply dont Like her but theyd still Help her.
me like i feel like ive said the same shit multiple times but ill say it again!!! fuckin!! ritsu loves so much and it makes me emo
professor jstor slime — Today at 12:47 AM
"The list goes on forever of all the ways I could be better in my mind / As if I could earn God's favor given time / Or at least congratulations"
this also hits different because since dec 31 2021 ritsu has been Very Much wanting people to tell them theyre doing okay and theyve done a good job. people dont rly do that any more mostly bc everyones stressed but partially bc it was always roman and da vinci who'd go "welcome back, good job!!" after rayshifts and no one has taken their place in ritsu's imagined heirarchy or even like, said that much without being A Kid (sion/minivinci) and therefore someone ritsu Has To Protect and whose praise isn’t That Of Someone Who Protects Them. robin said theyd worked hard and done a good job once and ritsu nearly started crying.
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cas-rivaille · 3 years
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@reinertiddiejuice
hi there! i saw your matchups were open and i couldn't stop myself </3 so i'd like an aot matchup!!
before i start i want to say thank you for doing these matchups :( even though theyre literally matchups with people who dont exist 💔💔  they comfort us so much so thank you for taking the time to do this and i hope you have a wonderful day :D
now hi! im katie! or katherine, (literally no one has ever used that though), i'm straight, afab, and use she/her pronouns. i'm 5'2, have shoulder length dark brown hair with face framing pieces in the front. basically a wolfcut but more with a more 70s feel, i have an overbite and a slight tooth gap which means i can never fully close my mouth </3. i have dark brown cat eyes, tan skin, and plump lips. the best way to describe my style is a tamer phoebe buffay! eccentric!
my mbti is enfp-t, my enneagram is 7w8 and my big 3 are libra sun, gemini moon, and sagittarius rising!
as for my personality i'm a generally upbeat and giddy person! with people im not that close to im usually laid-back but with people i know i can get really loud and just really let loose! i LOVE using cursing at people im close to. its a form of endearment for me. dont ask me why i dont know either but i just know that i feel safe around someone when i start cursing at them. im a scatterbrain like ive rewritten this so many times just so everything is easier for you to read RIPPP i get insecure at times and im kinda stubborn too its hard for me to get out of that mindset without someone realllyyy pushing me to do better dont ask me how im getting over it now...im not. which is why id like someone who is patient with me </3 and doesnt get mad at why am feeling a certain way. but id like to say im optimistic cause even though im feeling bad, i know in the future ill get better, i just have to work through this.
now im an artistic and expressive person. i love singing and acting! especially with acting, for some reason, pretending to be someone else grounds me in a way? i have no idea how to explain it but after ive finished a monologue, i always feel so calm and so in tune with myself. i also LOVE getting to know peoples little quirks and interests. no matter how "weird" they deem it (within reasoning ofc) i love getting to know what makes people happy! i also get really excited over little things. both literally and figuratively. i love tiny objects which is why the secret world of arriety is my fave studio ghibli movie hAHAHA theyre just so cute and tiny :( and the way you have to handle each item with such care because theyre so small just warms my heart. i also want a ferret. like as a pet. theyre literally the perfect animal theyre so small but theyre energetic MANNNN THATS ALL I WANT THEYD BE SO MUCH FUN TO PLAY WITH. i also adore handmade items. whatever it is, from a cake to a stuffed animal, i love handmade things cause you can see the love and care they put into making it. it doesn't have to be perfect, hell it's better if it isnt because you can see the humanity in the item, you can see that a human being actually made this and it rly does warm my heart :(( 
now for relationships, its the little things that matter the most to me. if they remembered a small detail i told them, or if they make sure to do something because they know i'll like it, it's just the small details that get me because that means they're really listening and really do care about me.more often than not you'll find me spaced out and find that ive slipped into my imagination again. i do love my little world of scenarios ive created in my head but thats cause i like it more than the present but i know i only do that cause i dont have someone who im reallllyyy close to and someone who i can talk to and be present with so i think once i get into a relationship ill want to spend most of my time with them because they make the present a little more bareable :)
i hope that was enough info for you to work with!! pls take your time!! i'm not in a rush but also if you don't want to do it that's fine :D i wish you the best <3
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HI OMG THANK YOU FOR THE REQUEST !! ITS MY FIRST AOT ONE I HOPE YOU LIKE IT !!
also this is my first time responding to a submission i hope i did it right !!
on another quick note, i love doing requests n matchups n hcs so feel free to ask anytime !! also i totally agree ik me personally i always love fictional character stuff and when i get matchups that i asked my serotonin goes NYOOM
okay so i'm assuming you won't hate me because based off your username i don't think you will, but i got SERIOUS reiner vibes from you. and here's why:
- ik you said you like small things and this totally counteracts it bc reiner is just huge in every aspect,, but like you'd be the small one now and idk i feel like the size difference is s o cute
- reiner loves that you let loose around him and as much as he's a kind loving doting himbo when it comes to you, he would so be down to have a roast war
- HE THINKS YOUR TOOTH GAP IS SO CUTE AHAJSHSHS
- knows you can be scatter brained so he leaves you little notes in places you'll find them and sometimes it's just like "remember to drink water :)"
- he would get you a ferret and the two of you would name it together🥺
- reiner knows you like handmade stuff and he would literally take EVERY opportunity to do smth for you
- hungry ? suddenly he's made your favorite food. tired ? oh look at that there's a knitted blanket on your bed with your name on it that reiner started making whenever you left because he took it up as a hobby and wanted to make you smth
- MUSIC DATES
- everything from playlists to singing and dancing in your room
- if you need an acting buddy, you got one, it's reiner
- PLEASE GIVE HIM CUDDLES HE WOULD BE SO HAPPY TO BE SNUGGLY W YOU
- mmm falling asleep on his chest
- if you spaced out w him he'd let you be in your world or he'd smile and hold hands w you to bring you back :)
- he's such a good listener and is v patient w you
- overall, giant good boi and smol energetic bean duo
- he loves you sm
a/n: I HOPE I DID A GOOD JOB AND I HOPE YOU LIKE IT ITS MY FIRST AOT REQUEST BUT I HOPE I GET MORE AND HAVE A GOOD DAY/NIGHT AND REMEMBER TO DRINK WATER <3
- cas :)
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