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small PSA: if you shop at craft shows or artist alleys, please bring more than apple pay or a virtual card - especially if you're not comfortable entering your card number manually. not all of us have fancy card readers, so please also bring your physical card or cash, even if it's only as backup 👍
#psa#conventions#artist alley#not art#i've done two craft shows and two conventions with just my swipe reader. and cash ofc. but i did have to miss a couple sales at the cons#because people only had apple pay. no cash no physical card. It Sucks For Both Of Us!#when i say there are small businesses in the artist alley i mean some of us are Small#i don't speak just for myself but for other artists who have this trouble as well. some folks are just starting out and some folks#just do this for a hobby and can't afford or can't justify the bigger terminals yet or at all#if i get into ACEN again next year i'll opt for a terminal but they're Pricey and not something to start out with y'know#if you want to be an artist's best friend though? pay in cash.#not to mention if there's technical or wifi trouble - cash just works 100% of the time. no reader or wifi will stop you from using cash.#semi related but i had someone try to pay with apple pay at my last show and i said they'd have to enter their number manually then#and they said they'd go find their partner and see if they had card/cash. and then while they were walking away from their booth#their friend asked why and they said it wasn't safe. on one hand i can't be mad because its VERY good to practice card safety!#on the other hand. you're entering it into the same app that would process a swipe payment. it's exactly as safe as if you'd swiped it#i promise as long as you're entering the number into a square app your card info is safe lmao#anyway yeah a lot of us aren't Big Businesses. please just be courteous and bring some traditional payment methods Just In Case
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The tragedy of having my hands full of work until at least next week and suddenly remembering how much I love and miss Lies of P while living my Geats fever because I need stalker!Riders injected on my veins to keep living
#will tag them to manifest to the universe my need of while my hands are too busy — dont mind me#lies of p#kamen rider geats#i already talked about this once on twitter but i was born with a severe case of bRAZILLIAN#just like d2 fed a lot of my aus now lop is my mental playground#im still weak to the steampunk victorian dystopic puppetto made with souls worldbuilding#and i'm just scratching the surface here bc the wake-up call was stalkers with animal masks#like we already have fox and cat volfe siblings you'll always be famous#so technically i would change them to fit geats and na-go - prob make one white and the other yellow instead of red and black#but also wHAT DO YOU MEAN WE DONT HAVE A BULL STALKER— 'its a buffalo'#AND NOT A RACCOON— 'tanukis are not raccoons'#for real tho mad donkey is this *okay emote* close from buffa#and going one floor deeper ergo / giragira hello jyamato and puppets manifesting memories of the dead hELLO#another floor deeper and a godly figure turned into tree/stone //drums#i'm not even mentioning 'idealized child created post-mortem' bc since pinocchio this is a staple but hEY#prob here just like my d2/lop au i would subvert sophia's role bc casuals would think of tsumuri which /fits/ but so would ace#'polux why do you create so much aus if you barely do anything with them' BECAUSE ITS A CURSE ITS MY FATE I'M DOOMED TO AU#technically they help me have inspos for my own original ideas but while i have my own jobs i can't really work on them so i stick to aus
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As a RotTMNT enjoyer, I feel contractually obligated to share this fic with you all on this, the Day of Christmas 🎄 🎁🐢
It is legit the funniest fic I have ever read; it had me busting my gut several times through the whole thing, and what a perfect ending too! The pacing, banter, and humor were just, mwah, chef's kiss 💋 🤌
Just...Donatello is a menace and the idea that he would have a personal vendetta against Santa? All because he would not provide a child with Uranium? Perfect. 💜 Inspired. 😍 @theawkwardusagiwrites
#i should have drawn some fannart to go with this or something because this is technically my art blog (despite it all)#but I was busy today enjoying xmas with my fam so I didnt get the chance#but I did not want to miss out on the opportunity to signal blast this hilarious story since its a fesrice one#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt fanfiction#rottmnt fanfic#rottmnt fanfic recs#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt leonardo#rottmnt splinter#christmas#christmas fanfic#xmas
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dysgraphic artiƨts risɘ UP!!!!!
#raise your pencils!!!! and erasers. to fix the backwards letters 😔#sorry still thinking about my weirdness with my art professors. yknow a lot of em have been really pushing us as#students to make our personal identities a major part of like our 'brand' as artists#which. well from an art history major perspective thats a very contentious and nuanced topic. i love a lot of artists who live this way#and i think its great seeing my peers who focus on identity thrive. but also as an fine arts major (double major fool LOL)#i keep getting pushed by teachers into like. specific '____ artist' identities???#specificaly woman artist. which is a little bizarre because im a bit fat and a bit gnc so im generally like. ungendered? in day-to-day life#(which doesnt actually matter to me directly that much honestly LOL people tend to view me as like. buddy? buddy or pal.)#(not man. not woman. not anything human. sometimes i remind people of a beloved dog. which. hkdsahjk thats its own can of worms)#(a can of worms that also doesnt matter much to me directly because im a wannabe furry who chose to be the dog when playing house as a kid)#(LOL so um. well. theres that) but yeah i dunno i dont really consider myself a woman artist. its been. shockingly (and sometimes luckily?)#irrelevant to most of my life and experiences and art (although dont get me wrong misogyny is very real and very present) so i dont#have a whole lot to say about it from an art perspective. you could also call me all kinds of things. a queer artist. a mixed race artist#again technically correct. some aspects more visible in my work than others. but also very technical. i focus on race a lot in in my#art historical work but i dunno how much my drawings have to say. except that i keep making too many mixed ocs LOL#i dunno i just think my professors gotta focus that energy away from tokenizing me and over to supporting like actual#capital W Woman artists capital Q Queer artists capital A Artists of Colour who are doing far more interesting things than I#far more thought out and engaged in these topics directly. i just kind of stumble into my art blindly and confused <3#sorry that was a long tangent WHAT IM SAYING Is despite all that: i do consider myself a capital D Dysgraphic artist#i think its an unmovable constant of my art and the way i draw and the way my hands move. the untrained eye doesnt seem to be as aware#of it directly. but those who are familiar can probably see it. the dysgraphia LOL if not just from whenever i write a letter or number#half of them are busted and frantically fixed HDKJSDJDS but its in all my art. if u can see it <3 ive been trying to embrace it#dygraphic artists raise your pencils indeed!! and throw away the eraser!!! make the legibility of your words everyone elses problem!!!#what does that say? what is that sketch? none of my business! none of your business!! its the business of my hand and the pencil alone#motor skill and spatial issues take the wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel
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bro how wonderful it is to have stories where the religious trauma and the parental trauma are one in the same. "you were supposed to protect me" (you were my god) and "you were supposed to protect me" (you were my parent). "your word is gospel" (i am your devout) and "your word is gospel" (i am your child). its that line where divinity and parenthood blur. (after all, didn't both create you?) its where servitude and duty are undiscernable. (a good child listens to their parent. a good worshiper listens to their god.)
#its good ok#its good because when its played for angst#it hurts#it hurts with the two types of abandonment#the parental kind and the god kind#its also fun when its played for humor#'sorry my mom says you cant come over because shes busy creating the new world :/'#'aw man'#lmao#tropes#you know what#screw it#im tagging fandoms#hollow knight#dare i say it#dream smp#dnd#technically
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so for anyone who doesn't know, my hermitcraft process is to start a season subscribed to every single hermit, and to watch every single video and slowly whittle down whose vibes I'm feeling this time. anyway, I'm sorry to say I've lost a hermit, and I'm getting the sense I might drop another two soon
#good to reblog#I won't tag the main tag on this just because im not sure if its too negative for main#anyway im sorry doc your vids are too long and technical for my busy life atm#i wish you the best for the season
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the reason ive never posted a spidersona is bc i have deadpool variant :3
my actual battle jacket below the cut bc i cant for the life of me draw details
the base jacket was a god tier thrift with the shoulder seams it was like the god of kinning bestowed it upon me
#also no art for the longest time because 1 drawing anything is so insanely painful now#and 2#im doing that adhd thing where i ignore trying to process my breakup by keeping myself as busy as possible#....so things have been great :)#i mean at least i gained a comfort movie that isnt attatched to my ex so i can enjoy in peace yippee#deadpool#deadpool and wolverine#cosplay???#technically???#ive stopped really considering the shit i wear out as cosplay bc i dont think filipino cosplayers consider my shit cosplay lmao#like they only want picture perfect recreations lmao#battle jacket#yeah i think its high time i tag that stuff and post it on my things#deadpool fanart
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I did something recently that hurt my mom's feelings and the world has come to a fucking halt about it. Everyone keeps reaching out to me to be like "hey you hurt your mom's feelings idk if you know" even though she and I have extensively talked about it and I've given multiple genuine apologies because she keeps going to everyone who will still talk to her in our family (not very many people) and complaining about me and I'm just like. Genuinely I am very remorseful that I hurt my mother but like. Where the fuck was all this energy when she was hurting her fucking children for 30+ years?
#i technically uninvited her to something#the situation is that i planned a whole birthday party for myself and then BECAUSE MY MOM PICKED A HUGE FIGHT WITH ALL OF HER SIBLINGS#like 75% of the people i invited (my aunts and uncles and cousins) canceled on me#so i canceled my birthday party but asked my brother sister and my brothers wife to still come over that night#they were only coming to see my apartment for the first time. our plan was to get kind of drunk and loud and do karaoke on my couch#my mom has seen my apartment dozens of times#ive invited my parents over for multiple casual dinners. they HATE driving to my area bc its too busy#my mom HATES loud chitchat and music and bad singing and staying up late.#all things we did that night!#and if i were confident i could extend a polite invitation that would have been turned down for inclusion's sake then i would have done that#but i fucking didnt invite her! because she would have said yes! and then she would have been policing the event and my behavior all night!#BECAUSE SHE IS A DIAGNOSED NARCISSIST WHO DOESN'T HAVE THE SKILLS TO PREVENT THIS KIND OF BEHAVIOR#and i know she can't really help it. i know her life was so fucking hard. but she made MY life hard. she STILL makes my life hard.#i just wanted one fucking night to have fun with people that love me. just one fucking night! and she tried her VERY best to ruin that#even without an invite#and tbh in some ways she really succeeded in ruining it. half the fucking time was spent talking about her and how to handle this situation#and if this is a precursor to her gettting fucking worse again and going back to inpatient#im just fucking tired of it man
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GUESS WHOS THE LAZIEST MV FAN ANd just watched the lonely mountain ep for the first timeee!’!!! :’D
#yes ive had access to the episode since it aired. yes im so lazy i put it off for a good year and a half#i knew it was gay but omg it was very gay#plus no one was talkin about the cute little my parts??? like omg#so glad it got the (lgbtq) awards that it got even if it wasnt intentional#not to mention the animation/fx was a step up from the previous episode with stinky omg the animation bidget was dasterdly#probably to put more effort in the lonely mountains ep :’)#ive been conjuring up a snufmin animatic to a beautiful orchestral song ive listened to for years#and was hoping this episode would unlock some ideas AND IT DID yay#not fully announcing it yet cuz my lifes pretty busy and its hard to get any WIP animatics done in a set amount of time :/#i hate to disappoint in that regard if i cant deliver what art i technically promise. rather just post it when complete you know?#going back to the topic at hand. i usually put off a lot of series that i like because i dont like hiatuses and like to watch all at once#but then even if i get all the new episodes at once im like ehhh im busy (not really)#plus to be emotionally ready for it! like ive put off a lot of animes cuz damn theyre hittin more and more close to home
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it does kinda feel like everything im in is dead. all the roleplays, all the games, its all kinda. just nothing. idk it just kinda feels bad
#and i know logically why most of these things are dead#but like thats not stopping my brain from being like 'ok but actually its not cause of everyone including you being busy'#'its because everyone Secretly Fucking Hates You :)' and i like 'would you stfu you stupid pile of tapioca'#but yeah i do kinda feel like ive been really annoying folks lately between like some really insane interests lately#everyone kinda falling out of the shaed interest at once leaving the group kinda>????#and like. every time a shared interest died so does the friendgroup but also like this friendgroup existed before the interest! it just#existed w/o me cause i was the added on member who kinda just kept tagging on and wouldnt fuck off#but i dont have like. any other friends atm so thats like. concerning? idk i feel really isolated lately#i wish i could contribute more to things but i just dont have the talents required most of the time and when i do i have some sort of#technical issue or time issue that prevents me from doing it#man idk i just wanna do things again but i dont wanna bother folks#and i wanna feel like im not bothering people when i focus on weird stuff cause like im deffo bothering people rn when i spam asks n shit#im deffo bothering people when im infodumping about 2b and radioactivity and tornados n shit too but like. man idk#maybe i should take a couple days maybe a week and like. kinda just do my own thing alone for a while#play some single player games n shit watch my documentary videos and not share weird facts from them
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hi ! a little pre-warning that i’ll be absent from here starting the 26th to the 6th because i’ll be out of state , without a laptop and likely without cell service most of the time. i may be on briefly for an ooc post or short hc or a very very rare (uncut) reply or smth but probably not much </3 disc is likely a better place to reach me if you want to chat ( han sooyoung fans intl#1409 ) & wire if you want to talk ic is dieangelo. i’ll rb this a few times as vacation approaches but i hope everyone enjoys the holidays & starts the new year off happily <33
#OUT.#this is very much needed actually because i feel so burnt out from work and Technically this is an illegal use of my pto but#maybe if they gave me more time off !#love all of u very very much#also posting now because i'm already getting busy now because. if theres one thing my family does its Not Start Packing
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really aphobic to make me go to school. i was not made to be a scholar, i was made to be a silly little guy who entertains people by talking about things i like.
#gyaa vents#sitting in my film critical thinking class#and im so boreddd#not by the content#but by the way the professor is talking about it#he speaks like a film bro#which i guess he is technically....#he keeps using big fancy words when he really doesnt have to#and he keeps pausing to remember those words so the lecture is literally incomprehensible#my japanese class meets 4 days a week#except thats not what it said when i signed up for it.....#im bitter#im going to be so busy this semester and after all my past semesters being easy breezy#im not happy about it#its always hard for me to complain to school friends about these sorts of things#because their course load is basically double mine (theyre stem majors)#and so i feel bad about complaining when they have so much more on their plates#i just want to pace around the house talking about the nasuverse....#is that too much to ask for????
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End of May Star Wars mermay compilation, because I have done soo much mermaid drawing this month
[ID: Four pencil drawings of various Star Wars characters as merpeople. The first is a drawing of Riyo Chuchi brushing her hair. Her tail has arc patterns along the sides similar to the markings on her cheeks, and her fins are the same shape. The next is a drawing of a clone trooper as a mer-jellyfish. He has purple markings on his armour and stands at attention. His bottom half is a box jellyfish. The third drawing is of Luminara Unduli. She is wearing a similar outfit to the one she wears in the clone wars show, and her hands are crossed calmly in front of her. Most of her tail is covered by her dress, but her fins are black diamonds like her tattoos. The final drawing is of Aayla Secura as a mer-octopus. She is wearing the same top and belt she usually does, and her hands are on her hips. Her lekku float in the water behind her.]
#the clone is a box jellyfish if you were wondering#jellyfish because i wanted to choose a sea creature that asexually reproduces.#i wanted to do starfish for the more immediate cloning association but i couldnt figure out how to make it look... not stupid#specifically box jellyfish because they are the deadliest jellyfish i think in the world#great choice for a fucking... sea army#& riyos hair is down because if there is one thing i love about drawing mermaids it's flowy underwater hair & no one else was giving me tha#technically posting this past midnight here but i was busy and its may oclock somewhere#mermay the force be with you and all that#riyo chuchi#clone troopers#luminara unduli#aayla secura#the clone wars#star wars#star wars art#sw art#sw clone wars#my art#mermay
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im glad to see that life seems to be looking up for you. you deserve it
It's not and I don't, but I appreciate the optimism and positivity 👌
#still wanna die just trying to make myself so busy thar u dont have time to plan anything#not a great plan so far because i now have essentially nontime to sleep due to my commute but hey#its technically working i guess?#falling backwards into success that way is fine i guess#orbs speech bubbles
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I need you guys to remind me when it's morning that I want to make a post for pinned post that actually. Does stuff. Like explain my sideblogs and ongoing projects.
Also entirely relevant in the meantime any house md fans plz send me ideas for things to write for the werewolf wilson au (currently named the www.au in my brain for ease of access) because I got a great name for a fic and I want to make it a oneshot collection because I don't have those as a skill yet and what better way to polish a skill than with a fandom I'm dubiously and cautiously entering at 45 minutes after my bedtime on a weekend
#Fyi I do have ideas already#Like. Wilson stuck in dog form bc of an early day moon attempts to help with a diagnosis#Or goes to be a happy dog playing with cancer patient kids who deserve a gentle giant dog who sits down and lets them knot his fur to hell#I have “cameron learns shes a changeling by contracting pixie cold” concept#And similarly a “chase has an identity crisis and begins to eat fossils in distress” one#where chase is too busy panicking about being magic now to kill that one patient in that one episode#Also. At least three case fic ideas#Including one where a lycanthrope contracts lupus because for some reason I find that irony vaguely funny#(however the fic itself is rather sad and ends w the patient being given enough meds to last one last full moon with her pack before dying#And then of course we get the “this is actually a story for the sake of our characters more than for the patient” bit#Where house corners wilson to ask if he's sure he's ok with only having house as pack when that girl had so many people for her#And wilson goes “if I could choose any one person to yell at me when I chew my own slippers it'd be you”#Its all soft and shit idfk)#However the point of all this is that I have a great name for the fic wherein I will collect all these oneshots#(the idea is calling it “who let the dogs out” btw)#((main concern rn is whether or not I'd tag theodog as a separate character from wilson or not bc they're the same person technically))#(((ehh. Problem for tomorrow ig)))
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Mark meeting ded is just gonna be him going btw have you heard of the music producer 8ballin' 👉👈? And ae is just gonna sit there like I've been in every wrong place that you can imagine for the past half a decade you tell me
#rat rambles#splat posting#just wait until he figures out hes talking to the guy who was putting out all those sick beats during the lowest point of his life#hes going to be inconsolable#also sorry for the self indulgent mark posting Im just excited for him to get to do things again#despite technically having a lot going on Ive always felt that his limited relationships have made him the weak link of my agents#I love him sm and I love his dynamics with the others sm but he just doesnt have the bond with either of off the hook that I wish he did#but its kinda inevitable because he definitely was way too up his own ass during octo expansion to willingly talk to marina much#and pearl by extention#in fact cuttlefish is who he ended up closest to but hes been busy being off with his favorite children#so Im hoping thisll give me more ideas for him and pearl especially in the modern day when hes much more stable mentally#bestie survived the horrors of being 14 nothing will ever get as bad as that <3#now would probably be a good time to read octo expansion retranslated tbh make sure Im not missing anything super important#itll probably also be good to make sure Im satisfied with the current state of marks octo expansion stuff and rework some stuff maybe#I probably wont touch it too much but I think maybe adding some early on mark marina interactions could be good#basically give him a frame of reference for what talking to her felt like before his old grudge starts to return to him#oh yeah btw for mark his temporary memory loss was from too much exposure to sanitized ink#he did in fact go there to sanitize himself the only reason he wasnt able to was because the fumes from the shower caused his movement to#get kinda fucked up along with his vision so he fumbled about for a bit as his body fought the bits of sanitized ink that got in his system#he thought he was straight up dying so he tried to retreat but ended up running into cuttle and sash and the rest is history#his mental and physical state would worsen a bit more and only after that would his body start to slowly but surely flush the stuff out#it wasnt nearly enough to properly sanitize him or cause any coloration but it was still very much enough to effect him poorly#part of the reason that the trials helped with the memory loss was that all that movement and moving ink through his systems helped a lot#but he still struggled a Lot with it initially due to his struggles with balance and coordination#even post oe he has worsened short term memory and has some nerve damage#so yay chronic pain time#despite this he's still a duelies squelcher main because ofc he is#but in all seriousness he often does have to wear wrist braces and has had times where hes had to take extended breaks from ink sporting#its smth he struggles to accept is a limitation for him especially since the whole reason he initially wanted to get sanitized was to focus#more on his combat skills and prove himself as a soldier of great importance
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