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Date guy was supposed to get back to me with what days worked for him for a second night out either yesterday or today but so far I haven't heard anything. I wanna text him to ask but also don't want to seem too clingy/desperate. People on the FWB track aren't supposed to need attention or reassurance, right? Telling myself that if he actually wants to go on another date, he'll contact me. He's got plenty more people to choose from besides me, anyway. Why whould he be in a rush.
Maybe this is why I almost always just keep my walls up and just turn down like 99% of the various app messages and/or dates I go on. Because as soon as I feel even a little teeny tiny bit of actual interest then I get way too fucking invested. Start agonizing about small details and stupid shit like the length of time between replies. Can't even get a timely response when I've already said I'm down to screw around. Maybe it's better to just stay numb and reject everybody because then at least it feels like it's *my* decision to be alone.
But then I'd never even have a chance to get laid, right? I guess I should get back to swiping. God I fucking hate dating app culture so much it all makes me wanna hurl. Just blow chunks all over my dating history.
#dating nonsense#one crack in my wall and all the crazy floods in#i wanna fuck how is this so difficult#can't even settle for sex instead of love correctly what is wrong with me#i wish i didn't want sex or love or anything else from other people#because you can't depend on anyone#and this entire rant stems from not getting a response for a couple of days which just goes to show I'm wildly overinvested#but I thought I was finally close to at least getting some!#I'm going to end up wasting the entirety of my thirties not fucking and it's a crying shame#time for another depression nap
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JUST started a good Durge playthrough and I'm dying over my absolute little guy bard Tinfoil.
#bg3#bg3 tav#baldurs gate 3#(Im a tag rambler so theres a lot here-) he's got voice six and because of that I'm opting he's incredibly INCREDIBLY young#like- probably 9? Dragonborn reach 10 year old human size at 3 for them so. yeah-#human-body wise he's about 17? but he's still got so little thoughts in his head. Which is canon as well at least#not gonna romance ANYONE as Tinfoil but we're gonna all be besties.#still deciding if he'll slurp tadpoles. he gives into peer preassure very easily and is very easily bossed around.#so it depends at the moment in the cutscene i guess.#he's the group kid. i think shadowheart would mother him a lot and he looks up to Karlach A SHITTON. 'She's so cool...'#'why is the group kid the leader?'#everyone shrugs but they see Tinfoil curl up around a small pile of gold and gems as he sleeps and they can't say no to what he wants to do#Lae'zel thinks he's 'extremely weak skinned. and needs all the help a pathetic youngling like him can get'#she says; helping said pathetic kid up off the nautaloid ship floor after he ran ahead to try and get to the controls; listening to her#like a good lil guy#'Tinfoil; darling; you know we can always get *more* gold if you give up some of these precious little rubies and opals. Your hoard#will look *much* more impressive that way.'#-Astarion; trying to convince a now-teary-eyed tinfoil to give up his hoard so the party can buy health potions#'its not...its not impressive?' he starts crying and Shadowheart has to comfort him#I KNOW he's gonna go murder mode and stuff. but everyone at camp thinks it's just dragonborn instincts kicking in#so they just like chain him to a tree for the night.#its funny i think#'NO! BAD TINFOIL! STOP TRYING TO EAT THE BIRDS!'#'Raughguguhguguh. Tinfoil *NEEDS* sauce...'#he is on a leash constantly because he is enamoured with the beauty of the world and runs off- but also to not kill and maim constantly.
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One of my favorite hobbies to engage in is ignoring the canon course of video game romances
#yes my warden in an open relationship will have a foursome at the pearl#and yes I will continue to have Morrigan sleep with Orest after the “I love you and I hate it” conversation#I am digging into her brain so deep rn#morri seeing sex as the main manipulation tool she has and being so scared to have orest be just In Love With Her#she says no to his invitation of sex once and he just goes oh okay I'm sorry#I still love you that's okay#and it scares the bejesus out of her#time to keep fucking him so I can pretend that he just wants me for my body#time to let him fuck other people so it'll be easier for him to leave me in the end#I can't have him so dependent on me for his happiness or else it will destroy him (the man I love) in the end#I have to let him leave my side slowly or else he'll die if I separate myself from him I saw what happened with his ex-lover (tamlen)#let him be happy with zevran or leliana or anyone#fool woman he will never let you leave and never stop loving you#I love morrigan and her fucked up relationship with intimacy so much#orest is also especially easy to think you're manipulating because he acts so stupid (and it's only partially an act)#he loves so openly and so intensely and yet he's also clearly very easily drawn in with the appeal of a Nice Ass#I could talk about them forever#I'm editing an old fic to better fit with their dynamic and the canon of the romance#and the orest x morri content I've written since I first wrote this fic#and this doesn't just apply to orest and morrigan#I ignore that tamlen and gorim are female warden LIs only#I ignore that Blackwall is “straight” (blackwall may be but thom isn't that's for sure)#I do whatever the fuck I want with da2#anyway time to stop rambling in the tags and actually get back to writing#dragon age#dragon age origins#dragon age ii#dragon age inquisition#original content#and mainly
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Why is my mother telling me to prepare classical dance covers on English songs knowing that isn't my vibe at all. We gen Z indians are still attached to bollywood songs to put up a classical cover on it.
She thought I will do a jathi or any of my odissi items for dance clubs and parties and I was like: maa what do you think your daughter to be. I don't have the intention of the entire student body going to sleep
#samridhi speaks#look I believe everything has an audience and I have experienced the same classical is so boring many a times even in the places we were#invited to perform like they were all chatting and drinking wine over there#so yeah classical is only for fests and all which has that theme in mind#and I am totally not against classical on English songs I myself love those covers and fusion dances on those remixes but can't do it#personally#and her point is to also catch attention while performing classical which is okay#anyway I will just do my own stuff because I kinda want to prove her fears wrong#be a social butterfly and dance on my own instead of depending upon her or anyone else's approval#sometimes I tend to judge myself hard as a dancer due to her. at times it is yeah I can dance well and do amazing#then sometimes with her it is like why tf are you even trying you are not as good as you think you are#but I think I do need a tough checkpoint
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"I don't like sad things" hello ??? you who has come up with some of the angstiest things before ? delightfully hurt/comfort ? /t
Listen Blaines my dear friend
I never said I wasn't a hypocrite, like I was in tears about your lie in april + I want to eat your pancreas and I'm always in tears about Kojika and Ronin's Right person, not enough time dynamic- I think that's just a trope that's always gonna make me cry ngl-
I genuinely don't like sad things most of the time but angst I can handle when I know there's comfort at the end. When I know the characters are gonna get a happy ending or I know where the story is gonna go or if I'm forewarned ahead of time.
And the Angst thing is because I have Ru as my role model in the angst department so Gotta keep up with their silly antics /j
#that being said uhhhhhh Yes I have angst things but listen LISTEN#if you think i'm bad you should see Danganronpa's backstories for their characters good lord#My motto is please get characters therapy amen#bUT NO NO STORIES ABOUT GRIED FUCK ME UP IN A VERY PARTICULAR A WAY#i think it's why I'm latching onto batman so hard because His story is rooted so heavily in grief#it is an intricate part of who he is! it was a life altering event the death of his parents! you can't take it away from the person he is!!#and Grief is that thing you can never really escape because death comes for everyone in the end. you're either going to be the grieved or#the griever#the saddest thing that can be is someone who has no one to grieve for them tbh#sorry I quite literallt just finished your lie in april an hour ago so it is fresh on the brain#BLAINES :D!!#but yeah no if anyone asks about Any angst thoughts I have uhhhhhh it depends because I usually sell myself as someone that's very fluff#focused and that's true and is the main kind of stuff I enjoy reading/watching but sometimes Angst is good#Especially as Hurt/Comfort JUST MWAH the good stuff in getting comfort#madi answers#also if anyone asks who kojika and ronin are... they are some of my ocs#i don't usually talk about my OCs on tumblr because it's tumblr but I have so much lore on them it's insane#wHICH KOJIKA'S STORY IS ALSO SO INTRICATELY TIED TO GRIEF AND HOW IT'S EVER CONSUMING IF YOU LET IT BE AND GNAWS#if any of you ask about my OCs I apologize for the infodump that will be thrown upon my page#it's honestly easier to get their info from my art fight please
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sorry, halsey — hopeless fountain kingdom.
#ALL POWER DEMANDS PAIN AND SACRIFICE: musings.#NO SLEEP OF THE INNOCENT. NOT FOR YOU: character study.#it kind of surprises me just how much content there is out there about being afraid of intimacy but then again-#i have heard that that is supposedly one of the most common fears that people have apparently. so yeahhh but of course i do mean emotional-#intimacy here and oh my goshhh. i never realized just how sad parts of this song were until i listened to it again.#'i run away when thing's are good and never really understood the way you laid your eyes on me in ways that no one ever could#i hate to say it BUT that is so misao. she really does feel sooo unlovable sometimes and she has this 'leave them before they leave you'-#mentality that is so saddening to have TBH but i understand why she has it. her childhood kind of left her broken in a way i think-#in ways that can't be easily explained as it was very nuanced and complicated. but GAHHH that doesn't stop me from wanting misao-#to find at least some kind of love from people 😭 like she needs at least one friend or something that she can depend on bc i feel like-#that would really help her and being in a house alone all the time whenever she's not at work can not be good for her psyche.#so petition to get misao a friend or two? JSJSJ nahhh but i am legitimately being serious at this point#she needs someone who'll stick with her through thick and thin and will be understanding of the fact that she's got unresolved trauma so-#that partially causes her to be hyperindependent but i firmly believe that she needs people just as much as anyone else.#maybe more in fact but IDK#and the fact that in this song halsey says that she still knows facts about them even though she hasn't talked to them-#in forever? i'm WEEPING AHHH#that is so like misao as well sadly. she would literally take little notes as to what thing's people like to reference later if she had a-#friend because she 'doesn't want to get it wrong' whenever she gets them a present she says but it's really so that she doesn't forget-#how precious this person is to her and how she wrote down all of their favorite things as a result.
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hey real quick bc i haven't seen anyone really talk about it; fuck Hoarders. what a disgusting fucking show. like i know a lotta content boils down to "let's gawk at mentally ill or poor or whatever ppl" but this one specifically really peels my paint. it's sickening. let's spend an hour walking around someone's house and going "wow!! look how fucked this is!!! i can't believe you live like this (despite having done like 13 seasons of this)!!!! you really need to get your act together, buster!" and then interviewing the family to get sound bites demonstrating how much of an Unreasonable Burden the subject is and (without actually helping any of the mental health issues that may lead someone to hoard) roll their eyes at them when they are upset at someone taking and trashing/destroying their precious belongings (or are made to do it themselves). and then half the time in the where are they now segment it's like "yeah they relapsed lol idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯" like??? no shit dumbass.
i don't care how strange their homes or habits are. these people are deserving of compassion and real, honest help. they don't need people to marvel at how Kooky Wacky Bonkers™ they are, and they don't need people to hurt them just because they don't understand what they see in their possessions or are embarrassed by knowing them or whatever.
we don't need another voyeuristic savior-complex charade where the condition for The Most Half-Assed Help You've Ever Seen is being publicly humiliated and having to destroy things that mean a lot to you. what the fuck.
#a lotta these situations involve actual danger for the subject or their dependents so like getting rid of stuff is sometimes necessary#but just taking the rug out from under them without additional support isnt gonna help anyone longterm#and mocking them on national television certainly isnt either#like if someone's keeping dead cats in their freezer i feel like there are more constructive ways of dealing with that than 'lol' or#'youre a disgusting freak and we're gonna display that to everyone and also not help you fuck you etc'#like. god.#im not arguing the subjects are all saints or whatever either btw but they deserve to be treated like human beings#like?? forcing someone to destroy or throw out most of their posessions and mocking them for being emotional about it is cruel#it's no less cruel just because you dont get why theyre attached to those things#maybe it's even ESPECIALLY cruel because of the nature of hoarding#it's so dehumanizing#and idc if some of the subjects have been helped by being on hoarders. ppl could just help w/o mocking them and they could do a better job#if the show helps ppl it's on accident. the purpose is to watch and revel in it. in how stubborn and deluded people can be. in how much#better we are than them. in how just the hosts' disregard for their feelings is. etc. fucking repulsive#it's a dr phil situation imo#anyway my parents used to watch it a few years back and it's always bothered me that their chill sunday entertainment was. this shit.#and the subjects' faces when they see the cleared out house is almost always so.. strained.#i think it's a part of a broader problem with this kinda content and its fetishization of the reality check#to them the feelings of the deluded person don't matter because they annoy or inconvenience their peers#hence the 'i can't believe you care about this garbage' mentality of the show. even if that care comes from illness those feelings are real#so to force them through step 8 of a recovery process before steps 1-7 and then insult them for not recovering is just. god.#i hate it i hate it so much
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So... "Surface Pressure" is totally a Willow song, isn't it?
#that's what i got out of this episode#god idk why the willow stuff got to me the most but it did!#it sucks having to be the reliable one and to feel like you can't ask anyone else for help because you're the one everyone is depending on!#willow park#the owl house#toh spoilers#toh#s says some words
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The severance video edit that exists in my head is so beautiful
#i actually have 2 major ideas for it but my laptop is all full from red dead redemption 2 so i can't make any rn#I'm debating whether or not to do another play through before uninstalling because it takes 2 days to reinstall#also now I'm employed i have much more limited time so it's whether i want to spend it editing a video#or whether i want to just enjoy the summer whilst it's here and sit outside as much as possible#also i have another couple theoretical projects that are quite creative and I've been thinking about for a while#so i need to kind of choose one thing and stick to it for a while#i still have a half complete tomshiv video edit on my old laptop omg it was from tom's pov from season 3 though so idk if i like it anymore#waawaawaa i hate it maybe I'll do my tarot card project first because i have the notebook ready and waiting to be written in#I'm going to have to check it has enough pages though otherwise i will use it for my flag project instead which might be more useful#I'll start with flags of europe because i could do with learning more geography of eastern europe I'm terrible at it#but it's hard because do i just do sovereign states or do i include dependencies and what about disputed states?#i would have to choose early because if i do it alphabetically you have åland and abkhasia and artsakh...#is anyone still reading i wonder ... look at this: жадина говядина соленый огурец на полу валяется никто его не ест haha pranked
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Just blocked and reported a bunch of bots. Might have accidentally reported one or two real people sorry!!!!! Please make your blog have some personality i literally can't tell if you're real when you leave everything blank
#also. some of my latest art has insane ratios like 60 reblogs to 300 likes. i haven't had the energy to check if those likes are spam#mainly because either option is very discouraging. like. either 60% of my interactions are bots or people who don't care about my art#and like i know that's dramatic but. i just can't help feeling a little bitter about it#like. I'm trying to share my art here. I'm trying to convey my feelings. I'm trying to transmit a message and people are....#i don't know. i feel like even if i get a like they are using me. i don't care for nunbers. i want interaction. comments thoughts#not a like!!!#i don't want to seem entitled!!!! i really don't!!!! i completely get it when people don't like my stuff that's fine#but when i look at a post with 400 notes and see that i have 1 comment and three reblogs with actual thoughts on them#i treasure those comments like my life depends on it. but after posting so much and this being so constant. i can't help but feel bad.#I'd actually rather you ignore my art altogether. and like. i know other people do like likes. this is i guess very personal#God I'm rambling#random#delete later#if you disagree please don't tell me. i understand that other people view this differently. i don't want to attack anyone's opinion#I'm just frustrated
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Why do 99% of leftists seem to have never questioned their ideas around ownership?
Which is one of the most basic ideas to challenge and still I see almost everyone spread capitalist rhetoric and propaganda, including high profile/educated people
#like fuuuuuuuck. if something can be replicated and produced without you losing anything it ain't theft#oh no you lost an avenue to sell your shit to. are you aware that avenue shouldn't exist at all because it just makes people like part of a#greater machine built to exploit people? that you shouldn't want to be part of that machine?#stop pretending as if your ability to produce and sell is what justifies your or anyones existence. ok yes you lost that avenue but you#should be able to live even if it didn't exist. you aren't because capitalism sucks. so stop defending the avenue because you're by proxy#defending capitalism. the thing you said you hate and wanna oppose#you can't cling to your own privilege and safety and at the same time try to dismantle capitalism. your privilege is dependent on#capitalisms existence#mainly @ artists#i had to realize writer have the same brainrot painter drawers and like filmmakers and whoever else have#you're not entitled to our money.#if you work for Disney or Netflix I'm gonna become less willing to buy your shit or commission you. probably I'm gonna pirate#no I'm also not going to watch each episode of your show on the day they air instead of waiting until the whole season is released#just because it increases your chances of your streaming service investing in a second season of your shit#(also I don't pay for any streaming services so well) you should've started an indie production if you wanted my support
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i never know how good i am at hiding a crush and i’ve always felt like i’m not that good at it and every time i get a new crush it’s always a game of like. how long until someone who isn’t that close to me finds out
#mine#cause obviously my friends know about it pretty quickly#family doesn't count because sometimes i tell them sometimes i don't#but with like. in this case other coworkers i guess but it can be diff groups depending on the context#its like. when will someone find out#i think with this one im doing an ok job at hiding it#i can't really tell obviously but i feel like im capable of acting at least sort of normal around him and disguising it to some extent#but i always panic and overthink and freak out#but also my biggest tell by far is my eyes#when i like someone and they're within view i just want to look at them for as long as i possibly can#i am VERY visual#and when someone i like is nearby i DO just look at them like even if its just peripheral i'm always following them visually#when i clocked out of work i went downstairs to buy some stuff at the little convenience store thing on the fisrt floor#then when i went back up so i could leave out the back door of my job i saw cute coworker in his usual place#and after chatting a little with the coworker who was at the door i turned my gay little eyes to you know who#and watched him for like a large amount of the time that i spent walking away#mainly because i knew only like one other coworker could see me doing it because only one other coworker could see where i was looking#and it was some girl ive never met and everyone else was occupied so i was like ok im just going to stare at him gayly wihle i leave#but if anyone ever decides to watch where my eyes go when he's in the room they could easily guess what's going on#god i want him
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my favorite thing is just perpetuating genderfuck. when a cis person looks at me and i can see them mentally trying to compute what pronouns to use. i feed off of your anguish and confusion keep guessing keep squinting. you're only making me more powerful
#if asked depending on the person i'll either say trans male or trans masc but honestly i don't care#i only bite the hand of the cis person who refers to me as my birth gender#anyone else i could care less. i have a preference for he him but idgaf#my favorite thing is back at home (as i am abroad rn) my boss is like. a 9?? michelin star chef i think?? and i'm actually good#acquaintances with him but seeing him anguish everytime he sees me because he can't calculate what gender i am is so funny#he goes out of his way to avoid gendering me and just uses my name and i have to keep from laughing#my power grows the more confused you get old man#genderfuck#trans#nonbinary#nb#transgender#queer
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#I was watching this interview a TV station did with The Hives#and it's great it's lovely the interviewer clearly loves their music and is excited speak with them#unfortunately her mannerisms and style of interviewing is so similar to mine that I feel like I'm watching myself#and I had to turn it off out of self-consciousness#I *feel* like that. I am pretty sure I have that same tremble of nerves. I mean that much even I can hear *while* I'm talking#do I really sound so anxious? How do people sound so calm and authoritative fellas I do not have it :(#sorry to anyone who has ever had to endure an interview I've done#the bands are so calm in comparison because it'll be like one of thirty they'll do that day n all#anyway; on the flip side I love and miss media un-trainedness#I am actually not at all media trained myself but like in general people on screen seem to be. So you don't get the nerves and awkwardness#anymore. Is that a good thing? If you ever intend on catching a recording of *yourself* then maybe. But also seeing yourself can't ever be#normal you never get used to that. So we ask instead is it good for media in general?#I don't know. You lose some of that rawness wrt your guests! But also it does depend on the qs you ask.#You absolutely can get a guest comfortable enough to speak quite fluidly; that's when you're a good interviewer#anyway sorry for ranting raving and musing; sorry to anyone who's had to hear me attempt to do media but I can't hear it back meself
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GRENDIZER U EPISODE 2 WATCHED THAT WAS AWESOME I LOVE GIANT ROBOTS AND THE 2 MAN PEOPLE... I HOPE THE WOMAN BECOMES LIKE THEM AND FIGHTS... WITH A GIANT ROBOT ASWELL. THAT WOULD BE FIRE. I HOPE ALL THE WOMAN WILL BE FIRE. BTW RED AND YELLOW WOMAN WOULD'VE BEEN BETTER MUCH OLDER AS CARETAKER PEOPLE FOR MAIN CHARACTER THAT WOULD'VE BEEN SEXY AND AWESOME MORE NICE AND ROMANTIC... YELLOW ONE IS A CHARACTER WITHOUT EVEN A MIND... BTW WOULD'VE AWESOME WITH A MILLION DIVERSE CONTENT AND POWERFULL WOMAN... I AM HAVING FUN THOUGH... CLAN WOMAN DOESN'T SEEN TO BE THAT GREAT MEANWHILE... ANOTHER "MY INFERIOR CULTURE EXISTS TO WAIT FOR A HERO AND I HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU ALSO I'M BLACK AND YOU'RE WHITE" WHAT'S CRAZY IS THE WORLD OF WINX DID THIS ASWELL... CRAZY.
#Trans Woman Lesbian Pansexual Polysexual Paraphilia Acceptance Love Grendizer U Narcissist Psychopath Sociopath Crazy Mad Interesting#Suomi Finland Finnish Anime Writing Black Asian Radqueer Feminist Communist Anarchist MARIABUNCH Mother Goddess Angel Sisters Princess#Autism Adhd Tourette Npd Hpd Bpd Dpd Ppd Aspd Avpd Ocpd Szpd Stpd Osdd Spd Tpd Sdpd Papd Cptsd Bipolar Psychosis Scizophrenia Borderline#Avoidant Obsessive Compulsive Sexism Racism Queerphobia Ableism Sanism Paraphobia Admirable Amazing I LOVE YOU MY WIFE READ THIS I WILL LOVE#YOU YES I DO... THAT'S RIGHT CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF ME CAN YOU THAT'S RIGHT... THAT'S RIGHT... ISN'T THIS ALL JUST LOVELY JUST LIKE I AM...?#YES WE ARE... MHUHU... I LOVE YOU MY FIRST ONE... YOU COMPLETE ME... YOU MAKE ME... FULL... I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU... I HOPE I CAN ALWAYS#HAVE YOU... I HOPE YOU WILL ALLOW ME.. UHUHU... COME MY SECOND ONE JOIN OUR DANCE AS 3 GIVE ME YOUR MONEY I NEED THEM... BESIDES THAT ABUSER#BIGOT CAN MELT AWAY... WE HAVE NO NEED FOR THEM... EVEN TO THIS DAY WE'RE ONLY ABUSED BY THEM EVERY SINGLE DAY... AS THEY LIKE AND UNLIKE#OUR AMAZING POSTS... BLOCK US... BECAUSE THEY'RE ALL THE BIGOTED THINGS... EVIL... HOW COULD ANYONE BE SO HORRIBLE...? ONE OF THE WOMAN#LOOKS LIKE ASSUKA FROM EVANGELION... I THINK SHE WILL BE COOL AFTERALL... DEPENDING HOW COOL THE WOMAN ARE... LOVE ME LOVE MY DEPENDENT#DISORDER YES YOU DO I LOVE YOURS TOO MY LOVE *... YES I DO... YES I DO... THAT IS TIME. I WILL RETURN SOON. I'M COMING MY LOVE... UHUHU...
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you like kotlc?
Yep! I think that the story is really interesting overall. And the concept of this world that is completely hidden from us is soooo intriguing, and the fact that there are so many things that we just don't know because Canon (Sophie) doesn't know either is really fun!
It also provides a lot of opportunities for fanfic to be made for it, just fan content in general. It's like how I have a few ideas for heavily canon divergent AU's for it. I've also seen some really good fan content as well!
So yes. I very much do like KOTLC.
#anon#anon ask#keeper of the lost cities#kotlc#i kinda went on a tangent there#whoops!#but keeper is something i sort of imprinted on#it's always in some corner of my brain giving me ideas#of course a lot of those are short fics that include hurting the characters in certain ways#but... what can ya do?#but then you also have the long-fic ideas that get put on the backburner for my other longfics#but i have one au idea where fitz gets lost in the human world and is “missing” in the elven world or declared dead#i haven't decided which one yet#and somehow he ends up befriending sophie and realizing that she's the moonlark#(because hello! humans project their thoughts!!! sophie /doesn't/)#and i can't help but think of sophie finding comfort being with fitz because his thoughts aren't loud. she can't hear them#which depending on their ages would either really comfort her or freak her out#and then another fic idea where sophie isn't super trusting of people in general because the human world SUCKS#and so she's a lot slower to befriend anyone or trust them in general. like if she got the note telling her to bottle the stuff-#-she's just be like. Fuck no. because the human world sucks and it has made her so incredibly cautious and just#ahhh#yeah can you tell that this stuff just sits in my brain?
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